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I feel horrific right now can someone hold my hand
#long story short I had to quit my anxiety meds basically cold turkey bc I couldn’t get a new doctor in time before my pediatrician just#stopped refilling it#so now I’m having fun with some withdrawal symptoms god damn it#save me ough#jus have to like. ride it out I guess#raven rambles
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I know a lot of people think that Boothill's dick would be metal, but I feel like it's a nice smooth silicone like most toys are? Very soft to the touch, easy to clean. Like, I feel like he probably has a bit of dysphoria about being practically all metal and not necessarily being able to feel touch other than his face. Maybe it would be a little flesh toned like normal? A nice girth and length that fills you up real nice... he can change it if he wants to. Really excites him when you want to get it a bit bigger, especially if you're shy to ask. He loves seeing you blush and whine under him when he's fucking you exactly how you enjoy it. 🥵
Yeah, he probably has a few not so human functions... like vibration, his tip might move a bit so it can rub the deepest parts inside or drive you crazy when he only lets you take an inch or two... I imagine he probably also has a function for temperature so that it's not super uncomfortable? He likes suddenly making it a little cooler inside to hear you squeal, but having it warm to the touch like how his real one would be when you're using your hands and mouth on him... or feeling that heat buried deep inside of yours and warming you from the inside as he ruts into you desperately.
Sure, it wasn't his real bits but it felt nice to have that difference in appearance, at least. I love the hc someone made about him being heavily stimulated by visuals though and remembering vividly how it felt to be buried deep inside of someone. It's enough to make his system almost overheat as he comes undone for you.
... thank you for your patience with me for this whole thing. This man is driving me insane.
This has me genuinely contemplating on how it works. I'm going to say all of the above.
I'm also going to put this on the table: He puts splooge juice in so that way he can cum in you.
I'm so sorry for future employers.
#sweethoneyfruit talks#he has to stop between sessions to refill it LMAO#boothill x reader smut#boothill x reader#boothill#honkai star rail x reader smut#honkair star rail#star rail x reader smut#star rail x reader
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#a man who DESERVES A SLICE OF PIE
#mobius#owen wilson#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki#loki spoilers#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#for y'alls sake some ep4 moments instead of a hundred gifs of him being silly and kind over the course of the series but#please stop writing characters to exist solely for conflict when they don't have a leg to stand on ;;;;;#so it's fine to get a jump on refilling the straw machine while the timelines are in constant danger but pie during a break crosses a line#okay sure tell me more 💀💀#of COURSE he has coping mechanisms when the comfort and kindness he naturally extends is rarely returned#free will for all utilized as someone else says?? idc i wouldn't look myself up either and he shouldn't be pressured to#she's only even able to yell at him bc some of the first things he's done since pushing past brainwashing have been saving her life 🙃#ANYWAY peace and love on earth when the dilf of all time is a sweetheart who takes responsibility for his actions 🥰💖#marvel#loki s2 spoilers
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for the art ask game: charlie with palette 14? :0
All hail the queen!
Help me beat my art block!
#spnfanart#charlie bradbury#supernatural#spn art#wiggleart#trying to do these fast so I stop worrying about the little things haha#also I’ve decided that I can use blend modes and opacity which does give me a wider range of colors#and it’s not just the standard five of the palett3#but I still use those palette colors in these blending modes so imo it’s fair game#otherwise it’d be super hard to do lol let’s add some contrast and highlight#! anyway pls send me requests I’m in an art funk atm#not helped by the fact my medication is wishy washy on being refilled right now#so my brain is all over the place
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THANK FUCK I finally got my pain meds back today and I’m so fucking happy because my fibro has been kicking my fucking ASS for so long now and I really need it back to not doing that (as much) 😭😭😭
now if only the pharmacy would finally stop dicking around with my fucking mood stabilizer AS WELL (for the third fucking time) so I could not feel Like This™️ that would be great or I’m gonna start hunting all the idiot fucking pharmacists there for sport one by one until they give me my fucking meds again 🙄
#I’m not happy to have to deal with the derealization/depersonalization the cymbalta triggers when I have to readjust to it but#at least the pain will be back to more manageable 😭 even if I have to keep reminding myself I’m real and I’m not dreaming#or that I’m the one making these movements and doing the things I’m doing and not just witnessing them from inside my head while my body is#on like autopilot and shit#because life feels so fucking off trying to get adjusted to it again after being off it for so long ugh#but once my mood stabilizer is finally fucking filled again and they stop fucking off with it that should help those side effects tbh#like I get it caplyta is fucking expensive so y’all don’t keep it on hand but you haven’t ordered it already wtf#the refills were sent in like a fucking month ago what are you fucking bitches doing with it
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I love coming in to work already in a bad mood & seeing that the closers last night skipped a half dozen things that Should have been done to instead do something that is an active waste of time for them AND wastes my time and inconveniences me in the morning
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all gmmtv shows are actually set in a subtle alternate universe where everyone is continuously fascinated & delighted by their printers
#drinks deodorant inhalers cars. sure whatever#but those hamfisted canon ads (the printer company not the fandom word) always get to me the most#let's stop everything for thirty seconds to adoringly stare at our printer together! 🤩 look! 😮 it's so easy to refill!!! 🥰#< this is just fjkdfd. such a normal human way to behave. not weird at alllll. this is part of my daily bedtime routine actually#and then there's the sort of closeup usually reserved for big emotional moments but. sorry if this sounds harsh. that printer can't act#VERY flat performance. colorful as it may be it's paper thin#*#mama gogo#is the show that made me write this. but it also applies on some level to at least#3 will be free#bad buddy
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If this is too personal feel free to tell me to screw off but were y'all trying? I know so much has been going wrong so it feels like it'd be a stressful time to have a baby.
Baby was 100% planned, the timing of when they decided to happen was just a lil crazy lmao
Things have actually calmed down a little though so!! Fingers crossed they stay that way otherwise I’m gonna have to start throwing warm butter logs at people
#a few people picked up on it but#remember way back when I stopped taking my meds?#was mostly cuz I didn’t have any insurance for refills but#yeah#baby was very planned#anonymous#ask
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Guys ive been such a fucking adult this week are you proud of my autistic ass
#Having to reschedule like 3 appointments and check in with my eye doctor TWICE and stopped by the pharmacy to request a refill#working full time is killing my battery to go anyhwere or do errands after work
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Told my boss I was taking the day off for a once-in-a-lifetime family reuinion but jokes on her that got canceled the week after it was proposed bc my dad's cousin wanted a thousand bucks per family to rent a firehouse rec room and get food (I run events, my own big event for 130 people topped out at 750 for venue, tables & chairs, and food) so instead I'm keeping the day off and going fishing. Wish me luck in the pond.
#I'm also Not going fishing with my dad bc he is not a nice man#I Am going fishing with my mom though bc she will buy me breakfast and lunch#We're gonna stop at the farmer's market#And then a local mexican place on the way home#Fuck I've gotta ask my brother for a camping chair#We only have One#And I caught all my fish last time sitting#But it would be Unfair to hog it#Knock knock man who gets up for work at 2am leave a chair outside for me#Chair confirmed :)#Now all I'll need to do is refill my fountain in the morning and put some drinks on ice....#I'm very excited about it!
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why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now
#drawing up a design that i can easily pattern from my sloper: 😊#actually having to make the pattern by tracing and cutting ad infinitum: 😰#piecing together printer paper to get a big enough sheet of paper and doing this ten million times: 🥲😭#not to mention the IRONING.... prewashing the fabric and having to iron 8 yards of fabric???? excuse me????#and then distorting it as i iron bc it has a slight stretch and i got so tired i stopped being careful 2 yards in#and the way that you're supposed to press every seam... excuse me... am i just supposed to have my iron heated and on standby at all times#AND THE STEAM??? i just got stay tape the other day and thought it'd be a neat alternative to stay stitching#BUT IT NEEDS STEAM TO ACTIVATE (which okay makes sense) BUT long story short i'm too afraid to use the steam function#on my iron because none of us are sure if water should go back into a tank that's been in disuse for 30+ years#so instead i get this water spray pen and delicately spray down the length of each piece of stay tape#before i cover it with a piece of gauze and iron it. and then i have to iron it extra so all the water actually evaporates#oh and the spray pen holds as much water as half a pen so i have to walk to the kitchen every 10 sprays to refill it#and i have to do this for every curved edge on my pattern pieces#i mean the alternative is just stay stitching but then i would have to calibrate my settings for a single layer of fabric instead of double#which means i have to switch my needle out more and i'm still new enough that sometimes i install a needles wrong despite going through#all the same exact motions that i usually would. i'm LITERALLY suffering out here. anyway can't wait to sew or whatever#oh and did i mention i went to a sewing meetup recently? yeah...#everyone there bought like $30-$100/yard fabric and i was there awkwardly knowing i only buy like $12/yard fabric#honestly though i have the opposite problem people usually joke about. i find it So hard to find fabric i actually like#it needs to be the right fiber + right color + right pattern/texture + right weight + i have to know exactly what i'm going to make with it
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#sometimes it feels like too much that so many people depend on me#the fact that I got off work then went to pick up a prescription#only to waste 30 mins there because they don’t have enough for the refill#for them to send me to another pharmacy#which I don’t have time to go to I had to go get Beba from daycare#then drop him off at my parents house#then pick up my brother from work#thennnnn go to the other pharmacy#wait 20 minutes for them to get the prescription filled#then go drop off the prescription at home for my husband because it’s for him#then head out to drop off my brother at home#but oh wait he’s hungry and asks me to stop so he can get something real quick to eat#gets himself food doesn’t even ask if I want anything#even tho all I do is make him meals when he comes to my house#but that’s fine#totally fine#even tho I am hungry too
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Tomorrow Is Election Day And I Am So Fucking Stressed
#marzi speaks#marzivents#hi folks. i haven’t been making much art lately. apologies! i want to be#unfortunately shit is Stressful in both my little world (i’m starting to get overwhelmed with my meds and refills and driving)#and on a broader more societal scale (if trump gets re-elected shit is going to go so fucking bad oh my god)#PLUS we’re in the It Gets Dark At 6PM Zone now#i think i’ve lowkey been catastrophizing a bit with all that’s been going on#i should probs look into those psych referrals my doctor gave me#she offered them bc the almost-dying earlier this year was Traumatic and i was showing signs of anxiety/depression#but i think they’ll just be helpful in general#god though i hate being on prescriptions. it feels like there’s a constant timer hanging over my head#refill these pills before this time so you don’t have to miss a day. woops! the pharmacy’s out of stock on this one#so you’ll have to come back at another less convenient time. fail to do so and the medication goes on hold#which requires a phone call where you speak to a Robot that may not understand the nuances of ur situation#grrrgh it sucks so bad. thankfully i refilled my prednisone the other day and have like 3 months’ worth now#and that’s the one i really can’t afford to miss bc steroid withdrawals could really fuck me up#but uggghhh i hate it. so much. bc it looms over me always#i hate keeping track of when i’ve taken my pills too. i keep a checklist for every day#so i remember what i have to take and if i’ve taken it#but god it sucks. i’m at the point where it’s basically routine now so i do it automatically#but i know if i stop monitoring i’m gonna forget if i’ve taken my steroid one day#and either double dose or skip the day. and that’ll fuck me up pretty good#anyways. hoping hoping hoping this election goes well bc idk if i can take it if our country tis of thee elects the fucking fascist#this one’s fine to rb. i think many of us share this sentiment lmao
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earlier this year i broke my 860 something day duolingo streak by accident and ive barely opened it since and i feel so free
#crow.txt#they stopped letting you do a lesson to refill a streak freeze or something#and that was my downfall
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it’s so wild how running out of estrogen makes me shut down emotionally 🙃
#it’s scary.#i actually stop loving people when im not on it anymore.#like… i was with my bf last night and felt NOTHING#don’t wanna talk don’t wanna be seen or touched. just stay away until my refill gets here ok?#it’s very annoying how i always forget to order a refill until it’s too late#im ok im just annoyed and not sociable atm#bleaugh#hrt#vent
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