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about to start season 2 of gravity falls and hey are we done with Mabel Has To So Much As Tolerate A Guy Who Wants To Date her That She’s Not Fucking Interested In plots
#throwing gideon like a wet paper towel at the wall. grow up HDHSHSHSHDHSJSJ#i feel like I have to say this all the time but it’s good for characters to suck. for them and us#so this again isn’t really a Criticism of the show just a Oh This Makes Me Sad thing. yknow#but oh my god stop trying to force mabel to marry you. the gnomes and gideon#if you’re afab youve Likely had to deal w boys not fucking taking no for an answer. or you Cant tell them Firmly no bc of societal pressure#it made me feel Bad. i was sick i was ill. don’t remind me of real life you’re a cartoon /JOKEY#i didn’t realize gideon And The Gnomes were still hung up on her until the dreamscapers two parter. get over yourselves ‼️ she said no#also in a similar vein bc I know everyone talks abt how Immediately sick of it they were w dippers crush on wendy and. Yeah#though funny enough it didn’t Show itself until a few episodes after wendy’s appearance i feel#i feel like i remember it being The episode she was introduced#words from the monarch#gravity falls
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HELPP i found out about character AIs and im losing it over calling deltarune sans "a more manipulative personality" 😭😭 like whatt we've only seen this man like 2 times
sorry im being a hater hgfjdks but you're the sans understander
lmaoo character.ai, look where the fall of ai dungeon got us, smh. thank you for the compliment though!
#i think those ai chaeracter rps are goofy as hell#i've played around with them a few times to see what it was all about. they play up the personalization too much it's not THAT customizable#i tried feeding it some sans lines back when i was doing the rp to see if the machine was capable of identifying his speaking style#since i'd essentially done the same thing just manually. i wanted to see how good it could get it#huge disappointment as predicted#i WILL give character.ai one thing though. hilariously not for its characters. there's this one tool called brainstorming that's super hand#you throw ideas/concepts at it & it throws back clarifying questions based on what you sent in. like playing tennis against a wall#essentially a dynamic version of those writing tip lists like what's the significance of this event for x. what conflict arises etc#optimally this is stuff you do with a friend. and truly nothing beats brainstorming with another writer. honest.#but if you're fully throwing spaghetti at the wall in the roughest stages of an idea it's a quick way to cycle through some basic what-ifs#pretty fun toy all things considered. but it stops being useful the moment things start shaping up forreal#answered asks
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Oh nooooo I dropped a cute moment of Jeremy talking about JB that everyone should appreciate oh noooo
Uh-Oh I did it again this is so unfortunate omg
#I CANT STOP LAUGHING HES SO CUTE#“You better not tell her Shiloh” screaming and crying and throwing up#He absolutely fucking would tell her I CANT RAHHHHH#I NEED TO THROW THEM INTO A WALL (affectionately)#our life#xoxo droplets#jeremy king#shiloh fields#our life beginnings & always
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what do people usually share about their ocs ?? Sometimes there's things I wanna say about mine but yeah I don't know what's worth sharing : -(
#personal#I don't think I've ever posted that much text about any ocs I've ever had; so this is like a new thing for me#I guess what stops me really is that I always wanna make comics; so I don't know what would be considered spoilers#I never end up doing either thing tho : -((( annoying#most of what I have rn is planning stuff that I'm not sure if I'll change or not. throwing ideas at the walls and whatnot#I'm not that good at planning or storytelling..... YET! (hopefully I'll improve as I go)
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it's what I do, I wait for... ...you
(I just know Neteyam is waiting for his big brother to visit him)
#thinking about them#sobbing and crying and screaming and throwing up and scratching the walls and breaking things#I just want to see them happy again#I want to see them playing in the afterlife#(spider visiting 'tey. not dying. I can't handle both of them dying)#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan#neteyam sully#neteyam#atwow#spamming about them on all platforms until it stops hurting
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made the mistake of reading comics at the start of the week now i have to just let doodle ideas marinate for five days and act like im not gonna think about them for the next 120 hours
#snap chats#drawing is how i 'talk' and share my thoughts thats why i explode when i cant draw JVELAKEA#this SUCKS BALLS let me draw my old men NOW#i finally read my new mutant issues and First Off. i must get the next one(s)#the set i got doesnt have the fulllll. arc. and i must know how it concludes#for my sanity ill read it online first and maybe for my birthday ill get the rest of it <- thats like two months away#BUT ANYWAY NOOOOOOOOO I JUST WANNA DRAW ERIK //throws glass at wall//#id say i have to stop reading comics until i draw everything i want to but then id never pick up another comic#thats hyperbolic but i DO have a lot i want to draw already .... and now ive added significantly more to my list ....#i should sleep. it would be wise to sleep now no. good night everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!
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the directing of this scene is outstanding because despite being surrounded by darkness and crying, sanji is the one bathed in the sunlight of luffy's hopeful and loving words. his brothers are the ones laughing but they're covered in gloom and their narcissistic, evil selves. while sanji is acting in the most selfless and self-sabotaging way, wanting to go into the dark so his crew doesn't get hurt by the past he's been running away from for so long. he feels like he deserves this and luffy will not let him drown in his self-harm and the despair his family is. luffy literally is sanji's light, sun, hopes and dreams personified.
#i'm going to bang my head on a concrete wall#they make me want to throw up#get yourself a luffy today that can help you run away from your shitty blood relatives#suddenly i want to hug my girlfriend and never let go#this is literally romeo and juliet btw#sanji stop being relatable please#sanji and juliet capulet are actually the same person in this essay i wi-#don't ask me how many hours of sleep i got today bc the answer is concerning#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#monkey d. luffy#lusan#whole cake island
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it’s just a 1988 gameboy but it’s also-
thank you for helping me realize my vision. your mark has become one of the most beautiful parts of my world. though our conversation is limitless, there are no words for my gratitude. but I’ve heard your struggles. can I lighten your load as much as you’ve lightened mine? (is it enough?) this home is now as much yours as it is mine. (was it ever a question?) with this you must know everything I have, had, and will have is yours by right. it was made only for you
#having SUCH normal thoughts abt the block ppl today#have not stopped screaming crying throwing up over this godDAMN multipass#he had a custom item made. JUST for her#and the fact he included Black Wool the same time she built a sheep farm and asked k for black dye#falseren has me clawing up the walls#there’s no way to b normal abt them bc they r never normal abt each other
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in my head and in my heart, i know for a fact that all 3 todoroki children have really unfavorable habits that they got from endeavor.
fuyumi is mean. just honest to god mean. she doesn't even mean it most of them time. just being everyone's emotional support all the time causes her to suppress her meaner emotions and when someone pushes, it all comes out. but there is nothing in the world sharper than fuyumi's tongue on a bad day.
natsuo, ever the middle child. always there and always forgotten. natsuo is quick to get physically aggressive. never on people, god no. but he'll punch through walls like it's nothing. he's had his fingers broken and set more times than he can remember. he hates this part of himself. he already looks so much like enji, does he need to have his father's destructive rage too?
shouto... where to even begin with shouto. the child kept under enji's thumb the longest. shouto is more like enji than he would like to admit. he eats his food the way enji eats his food, greens first then everything else. he does his morning routine a near copy of his father's. this is what happens when you spend every waking moment of the first 15 years of your life with your abuser. that being said, shouto, ignoring the ever present constant thrum of anger that hides just below his skin, shouts a lot when he's angry. it comes from the chest, booming and seething. it scares people. he knows this and he hates that he cannot stop himself.
they don't like thinking about but when it happens all of them can't help but think i'm just like dad.
#god if touya lived long enough he probably would've picked up something really shitty#anyway mean!fuyumi is sooo true to me#that woman bottles up soo much in the hopes of being enough for the people around her#i think this is her worst habit? behavior?#physically aggressive!natsu is actually canon i think#the way he hit that doorframe at the family dinner.... yeah i know what you are#and shou. god i had the hardest time deciding what to choose for shou.#but in the end i went with the way he yelled at that cop after the stain incident#that kind of anger looked a little tooo natural on you my son#anyway i think the punching walls/throwing things started cause natsu was always an angry kid#and like there wasn't much he could do for his sister and brother and he was going crazy hearing his father beat the the shit out of shou#and one day he just snapped and punched the wall of the shed out back and god it felt sooo good and he didn't stop until fuyumi was pulling#him away screaming#god i love todofam angst#todoroki fuyumi#todoroki natsuo#todoroki shouto#todofam#bnha
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Either I just imagined it or I can’t find it but I thought there was a dialogue you can have as a sorcerer with Minsc where you can say something like "I've hurt and almost hurt those close to me with my magic." Was it with Minsc? I could have sworn I saw it somewhere but can’t find it.
Anyways it made me think about how sorcerers seem to not always 100% be in control of their own powers. There may always be a chance to hurt an ally and this is probably doubly true for a wild magic sorcerer.
There’s also that earlier dialogue in act 1 where you can tell Gale that as a sorcerer you either had to learn magic or die. It makes it seem like sorcerers have to learn how to control their magic as much as they can or they could easily hurt themselves and others. They can’t just choose not to practice magic if it gets too difficult.
Now I just keep thinking of Gale helping a Tav sorcerer with that. I keep thinking of a scenario where they're being intimate and Tav feels magic brewing dangerously under their skin but Gale just helps dispel it and they continue on! Of course, he would be prepared for that.
Or another scenario with a storm sorcerer Tav wanting to ask Gale for a kiss after battle but being afraid of accidentally shocking him. And Gale is very oblivious at first until another companion with higher wisdom points it out to him.
Anyways this probably only makes half sense if that dialogue doesn’t even exist and I dreamed it up or something. Someone please tell me that this exists somewhere I was trying to find it all day today!!
#Throwing my thoughts against a wall#I can't stop thinking of this HELP#WHERE is this dialogue???? Did I really just make it up in my head?#gale dekarios#baldurs gate 3#gale x tav#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#bg3 minsc#bg3 tav#the second scenario is cheesy
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zeus isn’t my favourite god either but why are there so many comments/posts in thunder bringer or stuff relating to it just straight up lying about stuff just to cash in their i hate zeus points
#he punished them for his own entertainment#he’s never fair#all he was doing was singing about sex#etc etc#its like throwing random stuff at the wall and seeing what sticks#this isn’t defending his actions in any way but like#can we stop flanderising the greek gods#jay did a really great portrayal of zeus and people going#Ohhh typical zeus all he does is talk about sex and chase anything with a hole#feels like a discredit#idk#greek mythology#greek gods#epic the musical#epic zeus#zeus#i need to make a rant tag soon#Rant#filling up my blog fr
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Oops I dropped my link to Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva english dub full movie free on YouTube oh nooo now people are gonna watch it for free on any device with no prior knowledge of the Layton series needed to understand the plot oh noooooo
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#basically this is me encouraging myself to stop being online so much by leaving Eternal Diva on the top of my blog#for as long as possible in the hopes that I can get someone who has never played a Layton game to watch it#its a really good movie ok#it has tragic lesbians it has wolves with eyeliner it has Emmy beating people up it has Descole throwing a tantrum#it even has Mx. Wall#what else do you want from a film#there is only one correct answer to 'what is the best video game movie' and that answer is Eternal Diva#Youtube
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FINALLY
#coil#this is the final stretch unironically. all of the writing in this chapter has ultimately been about getting up to this point#this initial ending of my thoughts that i was going to do in chapter 2#also sayori's back yayyyy!#i have a catastrophic amount of editing of the parts leading up here to do because i did cut some corners here and there#and do want my quality to be consistent and to be able to make it all work#but i finally found my transitioning point#and just need to fix it all up#then i can finally just bring it home by writing additional dialogue#which will still take a while. but it finally looks like i'll be able to finish this project before the year ends#i'll probably take a small break after. or i'll throw myself head first into something else#i'll actually probably finish some other pieces of content i've wanted to make before i finish coil#but i finally got to the stopping point i've been trying to reach for weeks#things are moving along! yippeeeeee#i'll be doing a full read through again to really make sure all the quality is up to standard and that it all flows but you know how it is#i have a few other things i want to focus on finishing before the year ends on top of this so that'll be something else on the burners#but the rest of this should be a whole lot smoother from here#i want to let myself flourish for these bits so i feel proud and accomplished and good about finishing this finally#but this has involved a lot of bashing my head against a wall so inevitably that will take time as i cool myself back down#beta reading will happen soonish.
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i need to be picked up and put in my home biome right the fuck now
#what do you mean i cant see a mountain from here#i read like eight papers today on human modification of landscapes specifically intentional burning#and i was like. jesus christ#i neeeeeeeed to be on the west coast again!!!#we do it different etc#im being tortured tantalus style by this list of native species of the central coast range!!!!!!!#stop mentioning places i live and native plants i know ill cryyyyyyyyy#robin wall kimmerer the ecology writer of allllll time you have changed how i think about place so much#i need to see a redwood or sequoia tree or ill throw up#(technically they are sequoias but whatev.)
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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit
#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like#“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably#and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone#I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt#stage acting#Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett#Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike#[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls#I am unwell#Ough ough ough#It’s not difficult for me to watch per se#but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something#— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man#this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him#It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table#then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard#AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED#Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette#And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive#but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME#Youtube
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Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie
#xmen#logan movie#snap chats#i be ramblin today hello ...#it was a pleasant jumpscare. yk until he died. after realizing he committed atrocities by accident 😭😭💀 OLD MAN NOOO#but no please LIKE I READ THE DESCRIPTION WHEN GOING TO WATCH RIGHT#AND I WAS JUST THINKING 'oh he'll probably be here for like twenty minutes. wdym he's here for way longer than that'#i THINK years ago i REMEMBER seeing a screenshot of the hotel bit with laura and charles but again that was years ago#and i might be tricking myself maybe its a false memory jealvvelka either way i just know they were cute :(#point is he was here for. i cant even say So Little cause again He Was Here For An Hour And Thirty Minutes Out Of Two Hours#and lets be clear 'snap has your brain molded that much you know exactly how much screen time charles gets in the movies'#girl no not yet i only know exactly when he punches his clock cause i had to keep restarting the movie cause it kept pausing vjAELKAJE#and it just so happened to struggle literally like. ten minutes after he dies- like when logan was dealing with x24 THAT part#so rude for that.. anyway I Repeat i miss charles and laura bein cute :(#it wasnt a lot but it was just sweet.. i always like how charles always got that Professor in his soul with these movies#like in dofp when logan's losing it after. getting future ptsd jvALKVLAJ??K charles is there to ground him#despite being. Like That vjeaLKj like sir please ily. i will accept the Youre On Acid answer youre trying your best#and then with THIS movie evidently charles is having. the worst time upstairs#but he's still super sweet with laura like oh stop you grandpa im gonna throw up#and to STRESS. they were EVIL about that wholesome dinner bit like :((( oh to see the fam happy and safe again :(((#like im throwing up frankly. people were right this movie IS sad i underestimated their assessment 😭#to lighten the mood in my heart. charles really do be an old man in this movie hes such a menace to logan JELKAK#god. Most Normal X-Men Movie Watcher Focuses On Professor X During The Movie About Logan VEJLKJA#ok im done. sorry i just keep replayin that bit in my head where theyre in the car and logans just 'Did You Take Your Meds SHOW'#like pelase. jaeRLKEaj ok im gonna try drawing i looked at my wall long enough and i think i can draw something
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