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about to start season 2 of gravity falls and hey are we done with Mabel Has To So Much As Tolerate A Guy Who Wants To Date her That Sheâs Not Fucking Interested In plots
#throwing gideon like a wet paper towel at the wall. grow up HDHSHSHSHDHSJSJ#i feel like I have to say this all the time but itâs good for characters to suck. for them and us#so this again isnât really a Criticism of the show just a Oh This Makes Me Sad thing. yknow#but oh my god stop trying to force mabel to marry you. the gnomes and gideon#if youâre afab youve Likely had to deal w boys not fucking taking no for an answer. or you Cant tell them Firmly no bc of societal pressure#it made me feel Bad. i was sick i was ill. donât remind me of real life youâre a cartoon /JOKEY#i didnât realize gideon And The Gnomes were still hung up on her until the dreamscapers two parter. get over yourselves âźď¸ she said no#also in a similar vein bc I know everyone talks abt how Immediately sick of it they were w dippers crush on wendy and. Yeah#though funny enough it didnât Show itself until a few episodes after wendyâs appearance i feel#i feel like i remember it being The episode she was introduced#words from the monarch#gravity falls
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HELPP i found out about character AIs and im losing it over calling deltarune sans "a more manipulative personality" đđ like whatt we've only seen this man like 2 times
sorry im being a hater hgfjdks but you're the sans understander
lmaoo character.ai, look where the fall of ai dungeon got us, smh. thank you for the compliment though!
#i think those ai chaeracter rps are goofy as hell#i've played around with them a few times to see what it was all about. they play up the personalization too much it's not THAT customizable#i tried feeding it some sans lines back when i was doing the rp to see if the machine was capable of identifying his speaking style#since i'd essentially done the same thing just manually. i wanted to see how good it could get it#huge disappointment as predicted#i WILL give character.ai one thing though. hilariously not for its characters. there's this one tool called brainstorming that's super hand#you throw ideas/concepts at it & it throws back clarifying questions based on what you sent in. like playing tennis against a wall#essentially a dynamic version of those writing tip lists like what's the significance of this event for x. what conflict arises etc#optimally this is stuff you do with a friend. and truly nothing beats brainstorming with another writer. honest.#but if you're fully throwing spaghetti at the wall in the roughest stages of an idea it's a quick way to cycle through some basic what-ifs#pretty fun toy all things considered. but it stops being useful the moment things start shaping up forreal#answered asks
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Oh nooooo I dropped a cute moment of Jeremy talking about JB that everyone should appreciate oh noooo
Uh-Oh I did it again this is so unfortunate omg
#I CANT STOP LAUGHING HES SO CUTE#âYou better not tell her Shilohâ screaming and crying and throwing up#He absolutely fucking would tell her I CANT RAHHHHH#I NEED TO THROW THEM INTO A WALL (affectionately)#our life#xoxo droplets#jeremy king#shiloh fields#our life beginnings & always
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what do people usually share about their ocs ?? Sometimes there's things I wanna say about mine but yeah I don't know what's worth sharing : -(
#personal#I don't think I've ever posted that much text about any ocs I've ever had; so this is like a new thing for me#I guess what stops me really is that I always wanna make comics; so I don't know what would be considered spoilers#I never end up doing either thing tho : -((( annoying#most of what I have rn is planning stuff that I'm not sure if I'll change or not. throwing ideas at the walls and whatnot#I'm not that good at planning or storytelling..... YET! (hopefully I'll improve as I go)
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it's what I do, I wait for... ...you
(I just know Neteyam is waiting for his big brother to visit him)
#thinking about them#sobbing and crying and screaming and throwing up and scratching the walls and breaking things#I just want to see them happy again#I want to see them playing in the afterlife#(spider visiting 'tey. not dying. I can't handle both of them dying)#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan#neteyam sully#neteyam#atwow#spamming about them on all platforms until it stops hurting
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made the mistake of reading comics at the start of the week now i have to just let doodle ideas marinate for five days and act like im not gonna think about them for the next 120 hours
#snap chats#drawing is how i 'talk' and share my thoughts thats why i explode when i cant draw JVELAKEA#this SUCKS BALLS let me draw my old men NOW#i finally read my new mutant issues and First Off. i must get the next one(s)#the set i got doesnt have the fulllll. arc. and i must know how it concludes#for my sanity ill read it online first and maybe for my birthday ill get the rest of it <- thats like two months away#BUT ANYWAY NOOOOOOOOO I JUST WANNA DRAW ERIK //throws glass at wall//#id say i have to stop reading comics until i draw everything i want to but then id never pick up another comic#thats hyperbolic but i DO have a lot i want to draw already .... and now ive added significantly more to my list ....#i should sleep. it would be wise to sleep now no. good night everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!
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the directing of this scene is outstanding because despite being surrounded by darkness and crying, sanji is the one bathed in the sunlight of luffy's hopeful and loving words. his brothers are the ones laughing but they're covered in gloom and their narcissistic, evil selves. while sanji is acting in the most selfless and self-sabotaging way, wanting to go into the dark so his crew doesn't get hurt by the past he's been running away from for so long. he feels like he deserves this and luffy will not let him drown in his self-harm and the despair his family is. luffy literally is sanji's light, sun, hopes and dreams personified.
#i'm going to bang my head on a concrete wall#they make me want to throw up#get yourself a luffy today that can help you run away from your shitty blood relatives#suddenly i want to hug my girlfriend and never let go#this is literally romeo and juliet btw#sanji stop being relatable please#sanji and juliet capulet are actually the same person in this essay i wi-#don't ask me how many hours of sleep i got today bc the answer is concerning#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#monkey d. luffy#lusan#whole cake island
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itâs just a 1988 gameboy but itâs also-
thank you for helping me realize my vision. your mark has become one of the most beautiful parts of my world. though our conversation is limitless, there are no words for my gratitude. but Iâve heard your struggles. can I lighten your load as much as youâve lightened mine? (is it enough?) this home is now as much yours as it is mine. (was it ever a question?) with this you must know everything I have, had, and will have is yours by right. it was made only for you
#having SUCH normal thoughts abt the block ppl today#have not stopped screaming crying throwing up over this godDAMN multipass#he had a custom item made. JUST for her#and the fact he included Black Wool the same time she built a sheep farm and asked k for black dye#falseren has me clawing up the walls#thereâs no way to b normal abt them bc they r never normal abt each other
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in my head and in my heart, i know for a fact that all 3 todoroki children have really unfavorable habits that they got from endeavor.
fuyumi is mean. just honest to god mean. she doesn't even mean it most of them time. just being everyone's emotional support all the time causes her to suppress her meaner emotions and when someone pushes, it all comes out. but there is nothing in the world sharper than fuyumi's tongue on a bad day.
natsuo, ever the middle child. always there and always forgotten. natsuo is quick to get physically aggressive. never on people, god no. but he'll punch through walls like it's nothing. he's had his fingers broken and set more times than he can remember. he hates this part of himself. he already looks so much like enji, does he need to have his father's destructive rage too?
shouto... where to even begin with shouto. the child kept under enji's thumb the longest. shouto is more like enji than he would like to admit. he eats his food the way enji eats his food, greens first then everything else. he does his morning routine a near copy of his father's. this is what happens when you spend every waking moment of the first 15 years of your life with your abuser. that being said, shouto, ignoring the ever present constant thrum of anger that hides just below his skin, shouts a lot when he's angry. it comes from the chest, booming and seething. it scares people. he knows this and he hates that he cannot stop himself.
they don't like thinking about but when it happens all of them can't help but think i'm just like dad.
#god if touya lived long enough he probably would've picked up something really shitty#anyway mean!fuyumi is sooo true to me#that woman bottles up soo much in the hopes of being enough for the people around her#i think this is her worst habit? behavior?#physically aggressive!natsu is actually canon i think#the way he hit that doorframe at the family dinner.... yeah i know what you are#and shou. god i had the hardest time deciding what to choose for shou.#but in the end i went with the way he yelled at that cop after the stain incident#that kind of anger looked a little tooo natural on you my son#anyway i think the punching walls/throwing things started cause natsu was always an angry kid#and like there wasn't much he could do for his sister and brother and he was going crazy hearing his father beat the the shit out of shou#and one day he just snapped and punched the wall of the shed out back and god it felt sooo good and he didn't stop until fuyumi was pulling#him away screaming#god i love todofam angst#todoroki fuyumi#todoroki natsuo#todoroki shouto#todofam#bnha
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i was thinking about tobirama's death [as one does] in the first war compared to how hiruzen led konoha during the third war and had to sit with the cultural change in warfare in which clan leaders [during the warring clans]/kages take a backseat to lead their men. and i was like okay well tobirama grew up and spent his life on the battlefield of course he dies in war. and with hiruzen only being selected right before he dies, clearly it wasn't a smooth transition to power, likely leading hiruzen to not fight in the next wars, knowing just how turbulent a change in power in the middle of the war can be [which adds to more reasons beyond age and increased manpower in the war for why he holds onto the hat until the end of the third war. it seems to be a choice the other kages either choose not to follow or can't by the time of the fourth war but anywaysâ].
tobirama. dying in the war. back to that.
hey why the fuck is the hokage even running missions during the war with only his escort unit anyways?? Clearly it must be something important, right?? i mean u got the leader of a whole ass village during the first ever war since peace was made, tobirama's presence had to be vital. yes you could explain increased risk taking behaviour coupled with apathy towards his life by grief but he's not kakashi. fun parallel but i think circumstances are different enough to explore the route that no one else could have taken this sort of mission. as in top secret. as in hush hush.
while i think the idea of a leak is great fuel for danzo's seal [beyond the obvious reasons], i think it's just standard shinobi luck that eventually got them. apologies for the brief powerscaling but i do NOT think tobirama couldn't have taken out the kinkaku unit by himself if he was in peak condition. like yea there were at least 20 of them, two of which were like. mini jinchurikis. so it wouldn't have been an easy, decisive win, but at no point do any of them suggest taking them head on. which i think is interesting because your options are that konoha's presence cannot be known due to the delicacy of the mission or something OR they're injured and know there's no chance of victory. i mean come on, it's 7:20, not the greatest odds but not impossible either, especially with a hokage in the mix. which given the plan they went with, it can't be a complete secrecy thing.
so yea. you got a weakened squad of seven, likely on their way back from a mission since there's no line about abandoning it after running something of importance. and like. not to pin everything on danzo [whom i find interesting and complex and want to squash like a bug], but building on the fanon that he played a role in the destruction of uzushio? i think running an errand or message or wtv to them of great importance bc of konoha's alliance with them but then losing their hokage for it?? oh it would be so easy for him to look the other way, to not quite consider sending help as an urgent matter. according to this analysis, konoha already had its hands full of their own matters anyways.
if danzo learns how easy it is to look away, mayb even how beneficial it is to konoha in the long run without powerful yet unreliable allies, well. the uchiha massacre is just another domino in this series of events, isn't it? [danzo my beloved unreliable narrator ur descent into madness captivates me babygirl]
[i referenced this timeline when my memory was a bit spotty bc kishimoto's timeline is a horrendous mess btw but i might have missed a few things. if you'll excuse me i have to go scream into a pillow or something]
#aahahahahaha having a normal one abt adding another piece to the puzzle that is danzo's motivations and how he became the man he died as <3#damn......... u think abt babygirl no.1 [tobirama] and end up at babygirl no.2 [danzo]........... this is how they get u fr#anyways little analysis little hc i am actively holding myself back from throwing ideas at this post like wet pasta at a wall. althoughh#who's stopping me? [responsibilities n tasks i must attend to]#perhaps later...#naruto#senju tobirama#sarutobi hiruzen#shimura danzo#uzushiogakure#uchiha massacre#um what else do i tag this as#naruto analysis#maz rambles#my idea box
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Either I just imagined it or I canât find it but I thought there was a dialogue you can have as a sorcerer with Minsc where you can say something like "I've hurt and almost hurt those close to me with my magic." Was it with Minsc? I could have sworn I saw it somewhere but canât find it.
Anyways it made me think about how sorcerers seem to not always 100% be in control of their own powers. There may always be a chance to hurt an ally and this is probably doubly true for a wild magic sorcerer.Â
Thereâs also that earlier dialogue in act 1 where you can tell Gale that as a sorcerer you either had to learn magic or die. It makes it seem like sorcerers have to learn how to control their magic as much as they can or they could easily hurt themselves and others. They canât just choose not to practice magic if it gets too difficult.Â
Now I just keep thinking of Gale helping a Tav sorcerer with that. I keep thinking of a scenario where they're being intimate and Tav feels magic brewing dangerously under their skin but Gale just helps dispel it and they continue on! Of course, he would be prepared for that.Â
Or another scenario with a storm sorcerer Tav wanting to ask Gale for a kiss after battle but being afraid of accidentally shocking him. And Gale is very oblivious at first until another companion with higher wisdom points it out to him.
Anyways this probably only makes half sense if that dialogue doesnât even exist and I dreamed it up or something. Someone please tell me that this exists somewhere I was trying to find it all day today!!
#Throwing my thoughts against a wall#I can't stop thinking of this HELP#WHERE is this dialogue???? Did I really just make it up in my head?#gale dekarios#baldurs gate 3#gale x tav#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#bg3 minsc#bg3 tav#the second scenario is cheesy
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Oops I dropped my link to Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva english dub full movie free on YouTube oh nooo now people are gonna watch it for free on any device with no prior knowledge of the Layton series needed to understand the plot oh noooooo
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#basically this is me encouraging myself to stop being online so much by leaving Eternal Diva on the top of my blog#for as long as possible in the hopes that I can get someone who has never played a Layton game to watch it#its a really good movie ok#it has tragic lesbians it has wolves with eyeliner it has Emmy beating people up it has Descole throwing a tantrum#it even has Mx. Wall#what else do you want from a film#there is only one correct answer to 'what is the best video game movie' and that answer is Eternal Diva#Youtube
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hrrmm Charles infected me with his depression đ
god dammit Charles why you gotta do this to me âšď¸
#throwing him at the wall i donât deserve this#my mum is playing christmas carols STOP#urghhh gonna read some fluff this sucks đżđż#charles xavier#x men#professor x#wish does not shut up
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FINALLY
#coil#this is the final stretch unironically. all of the writing in this chapter has ultimately been about getting up to this point#this initial ending of my thoughts that i was going to do in chapter 2#also sayori's back yayyyy!#i have a catastrophic amount of editing of the parts leading up here to do because i did cut some corners here and there#and do want my quality to be consistent and to be able to make it all work#but i finally found my transitioning point#and just need to fix it all up#then i can finally just bring it home by writing additional dialogue#which will still take a while. but it finally looks like i'll be able to finish this project before the year ends#i'll probably take a small break after. or i'll throw myself head first into something else#i'll actually probably finish some other pieces of content i've wanted to make before i finish coil#but i finally got to the stopping point i've been trying to reach for weeks#things are moving along! yippeeeeee#i'll be doing a full read through again to really make sure all the quality is up to standard and that it all flows but you know how it is#i have a few other things i want to focus on finishing before the year ends on top of this so that'll be something else on the burners#but the rest of this should be a whole lot smoother from here#i want to let myself flourish for these bits so i feel proud and accomplished and good about finishing this finally#but this has involved a lot of bashing my head against a wall so inevitably that will take time as i cool myself back down#beta reading will happen soonish.
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Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie
#xmen#logan movie#snap chats#i be ramblin today hello ...#it was a pleasant jumpscare. yk until he died. after realizing he committed atrocities by accident đđđ OLD MAN NOOO#but no please LIKE I READ THE DESCRIPTION WHEN GOING TO WATCH RIGHT#AND I WAS JUST THINKING 'oh he'll probably be here for like twenty minutes. wdym he's here for way longer than that'#i THINK years ago i REMEMBER seeing a screenshot of the hotel bit with laura and charles but again that was years ago#and i might be tricking myself maybe its a false memory jealvvelka either way i just know they were cute :(#point is he was here for. i cant even say So Little cause again He Was Here For An Hour And Thirty Minutes Out Of Two Hours#and lets be clear 'snap has your brain molded that much you know exactly how much screen time charles gets in the movies'#girl no not yet i only know exactly when he punches his clock cause i had to keep restarting the movie cause it kept pausing vjAELKAJE#and it just so happened to struggle literally like. ten minutes after he dies- like when logan was dealing with x24 THAT part#so rude for that.. anyway I Repeat i miss charles and laura bein cute :(#it wasnt a lot but it was just sweet.. i always like how charles always got that Professor in his soul with these movies#like in dofp when logan's losing it after. getting future ptsd jvALKVLAJ??K charles is there to ground him#despite being. Like That vjeaLKj like sir please ily. i will accept the Youre On Acid answer youre trying your best#and then with THIS movie evidently charles is having. the worst time upstairs#but he's still super sweet with laura like oh stop you grandpa im gonna throw up#and to STRESS. they were EVIL about that wholesome dinner bit like :((( oh to see the fam happy and safe again :(((#like im throwing up frankly. people were right this movie IS sad i underestimated their assessment đ#to lighten the mood in my heart. charles really do be an old man in this movie hes such a menace to logan JELKAK#god. Most Normal X-Men Movie Watcher Focuses On Professor X During The Movie About Logan VEJLKJA#ok im done. sorry i just keep replayin that bit in my head where theyre in the car and logans just 'Did You Take Your Meds SHOW'#like pelase. jaeRLKEaj ok im gonna try drawing i looked at my wall long enough and i think i can draw something
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i need to be picked up and put in my home biome right the fuck now
#what do you mean i cant see a mountain from here#i read like eight papers today on human modification of landscapes specifically intentional burning#and i was like. jesus christ#i neeeeeeeed to be on the west coast again!!!#we do it different etc#im being tortured tantalus style by this list of native species of the central coast range!!!!!!!#stop mentioning places i live and native plants i know ill cryyyyyyyyy#robin wall kimmerer the ecology writer of allllll time you have changed how i think about place so much#i need to see a redwood or sequoia tree or ill throw up#(technically they are sequoias but whatev.)
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