#stop asking for money tf
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Hi, Welcome! My page name was inspired by this gem of an interview. Full clip is down below if you havenât seen it! Itâs super funny, a must watch if I donât say so myself .đ€Șđ«¶
I post about womenâs sports but I do have a bias towards the ultimate rizzler Paige Bueckers and her partner in crime Azzi Fudd.đ€Šââïžđ€Ł I do use some profanity bc blondie pisses me off đ 18+!
I delete asks after awhile to clear up da feed so feel free to ask something crazy. I give my honest unbiased takes and thoughts. Not afraid to be messy! I support CC if you are a hater thank you next. đ„°
About me: My name is ash, Iâm a 24 yr old girly, a cancer, and a cat lover. đ I have a bachelors and masters in accounting with a concentration in audit and work for a worldwide public accounting firm! Boss girl shit!đ©âđŒ
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#Youtube#paige bueckers#paige bueckers and azzi fudd#uconn wbb#peanut butter#team jelly#celebrity interviews#azzi fudd#paige x azzi#stop asking for money tf
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise đ
#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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i just do not get twitter. everyoneâs angry about something or someone but theyâre all vagueposting and wonât actually say whatâs going on. i canât even follow along with the drama in replies cuz each individual comment can have its own replies and suddenly youâre 20 posts removed from the original thread. discourse there is toxic af and I instantly regret opening the app
#so yea two separate fandoms are having drama and Iâm not involved Iâm just here getting worked up about it anyway#look if youâre gonna claim someone is such a terrible person that people are afraid to interact with them#and you post on a public platform that you have screenshots to prove it#donât then say youâre not gonna post them and ask people to dm you if you wanna know whatâs going on#especially when youâre talking about people Iâm fandom and not actual celebrities with money and power#youâre afraid of repercussions but youâre still gonna make that post about someone you donât even follow you just âheard from othersâ#that theyâre bad and you were sent some secondhand screenshots#you wanna unfollow or block that person? go right ahead#if you wanna call them out then call them out and follow through#people forget you donât have to post every single thought you have online#and why tf would someone go âhey this person who deleted their twitter after being shamed for harassing people is backâ#âbut they have a different name and Iâm not gonna tell you what it is but you should avoid them cuz theyâre badâ#howwwwwww#am I supposed to avoid them if I donât know who they are?????#just say what you mean or shut up#if you actually wanna call someone out or warn people about toxic behavior then do it!!!#stop vagueposting for clout especially when it comes to potential harassment#I mean yea this happens on every social media but I feel like itâs so much more prevalent on twitter#uuuuugh#sorry I just needed to rant#I just wanna sit here with my handful of carefully selected fandom friends and creators and have a good time#but some people just gotta be assholes
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AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
me everytime im at an extended extended family gathering and i cant tell my great uncles (mahrams) from my parents' cousins (nope)
im goint to start using finger guns Ù Ű§Ű±ÙŰ Ű±Ű§ŰłÙ đđđ
Que disappointed parent due to awkward social skills
For context: some Muslims commit to a no touch rule that excludes mehrams ( mehrams comes from the word haram/forbidden as in people you canât get married to like your siblings etc etc ). Anyways, this present as an issue when it comes to Bedouin tribes since they can get very complex.
#muslim things#this is so real#for me its less complex family tree and more who tf is this person who apparently still remembers me as a newborn#and asks me everytime without fail if i know them#like take my money and belongings but please stop asking me that damned question#and no i still dont u look like every other 3amo ive ever had
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ateez comin to latam hooooo boy we eatin
#dk how i feel abt this actually like. please stop coming to Brazil#we do not have that much money sorry we ever asked#mari.txt#i'll only go if there's some good pricing for center seats n i got nothing else going on#i like them but unfortunately i know like 10 songs :/ and only 5 of those made it to the setlist :/ which BY THE WAY#TF KINDA SETLIST EVEN IS THAT#no deja vu??? no PIRATE KING????? BITCH WHAT#i aint even a stan and even i know thats some serious bs#and i dont even like pirate king fr#NO THANXX??????
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đđđđđđđđ lee heeseung x fem!reader
đđđđđđđđ two old high school sweethearts find themselves working together when heeseung's employee and friend - jake hires her as his assistant. the breakup was harsh on the both of them and yn is ready to move on from the past but heeseung can't seem to let go of his feelings for yn.
đđđđđ ex boyfriend!heeseung x fem!reader. exes to lovers.
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đđđđđđđđ enhypen members, sungchan (riize), sophia (katseye), jiung (p1harmony) and wonyoung (ive)
đđđđđđđđ angst, swearings/cursings, suggestive jokes, friendly bantering, kys jokes
đđđđđđ ON HOLD!
đđđđđđđ open. (50/50) (send an ask!) @r1kification @manuosorioh @heeseungismymanz @yourssincerely-mimi @hoonieyun @nctsshoes2 @blvengene @nshmurarki @evrymysun @gweoriz @aubaee @lunaritex @jiiyen @lunaryoongie @ilikeblueberriesss @strawberrieswithchocolateo3o @17ericas @lxsunshine @ayablogsblog @un06 @mitmit01 @e-r-i-15 @mmurazz @noiiny @milanco @luvvhaerin @heart4hees @mixxzxzx @yoonjise @saeivra @losraire @moon368 @strayy-kidz @mwahvvis @who-tf-soddhi @jooniesbears-blog @shuichi-sama @vhuteryh @yunjinswear @stormy1408 @helenngxz @honeybelleee @en-verse @jarrofkookie @vmpivory @veilico @mheretoreadff @onlyjungchan @manaah02 @firstclassjaylee
đłđ°đđđ°đŹ đ”đ¶đ»đŹ'đș - new smau but for the lovely lee heeseung <3 he deserves some love (i say as this smau is filled with angst) taglist is open so send an ask! also the members are aged up for this smau (not by a lot)
PROFILES. best law firm // yn defenders
CHAPTERS.
get a sugar daddy easy
trouble in paradise?
sixth time the charm
dude that's my ex
unpleasant memories
naeun the unwanted girl
awkward elevator ride
moment of weakness
bad idea right?
she moved on?
stop stalking
not very cash money of you
never getting back together
sza type of lie
overstimulated
#ăŒ heartbreak in the hamptons#heeseung smau#enhypen smau#enha imagines#enha smau#enha x reader#heeseung imagines#heeseung angst#heeseung x reader#enhypen x reader#heeseung fake texts#lee heeseung x reader#enha fake texts#enhypen imagines#enhypen fake texts
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CEO! ABBY
Ceo! Abby who one day saw you in the office and couldn't stop thinking about you, has she met you before? have you maybe worked more than once with her but she's suddenly realizing you're here?
Or Ceo! Abby who saw you in one of the many fancy places she goes and had to ask for your number to keep in contact with such gorgeous woman!!!!!
Ceo! Abby who whatever scenario she knows you from, had a hard time finding the right way and words to approach to you without looking creepy (as in, don't even look at me I bite) or awkward (as in look at me I have money!)
Ceo! Abby who spoils you ridiculously frequent, for whatever reason. You want something? Just ask!
Ceo! Abby who has the softest spot for you. Who calls you any free time she has just to hear your voice or get some comfort. Who messages you when she gets the chance or she's bored in a meeting just to remind you how much she loves you and how she can't wait for the day to end to just see you and talk and cuddle :(
Ceo! Abby who also, sometimes (a lot) calls you or messages you because she's missing you and your body and your voice and can't help but get ridiculously and humiliatingly wet at the pure thought of you l
Ceo! Abby who sends you pics of her fits in the most delicious angles! Her lap, her hands holding her morning coffee, her hands innocently displayed over her lap. Her braid all messy after a looong day, or her hair loosened if you asked her to do so because yes, this is another way of spoiling her girl.
Ceo! Abby who's all mean and tough with everyone, not allowing any mistake, having assistants for everything and always busy. All that except for you, who gets the special treatment. She's never, ever, busy (only if u ask)
Ceo! Abby who takes you everywhere she goes, pays the most expensive hotels, experiences, all for you and for your hard work of keeping her zen and accompanied even when you don't have to.
Ceo! Abby who has the most gorgeous style ever?!!!?! She always looks so good and smells so good. Not only at work but on her daily life, she's always so pretty!!!
Ceo! Abby who makes sure she isn't the only one looking hot and gorgeous and pretty. Who makes sure you wear the most expensive clothes. Who also knows she has to take advantage of it, buying you clothes she wants to see you wearing whether they are your style or no.
Ceo! Abby who loves having the most rough sex on her desk but is sooo polite and nice at home. She simply can't contain herself and who are you to deny anything she asks!
Ceo! Abby who's definitely wearing a strap under her suits.
Ceo! Abby who loves spreading your lipstick all over your face (her own too duh) your gloss too. And who loves helping you choose the color for your next lipstick precisely because of that
Ceo! Abby who makes sure to leave bruises all over your skin if there's the chance. Who loves you leaving bruises on her because who tf is gonna say anything? they're done if they dare yk?
#( đŒđAđœđđđVđ° âš đŻ abby )#( đœ đS.mut )#( đœEQ'Sïčâ âȘ Abby â«#abby anderson#abby#abby x reader smut#abby x fem!reader#abby x you#abby x reader#abby x y/n#abby x black reader#abby anderson smut#abby anderson fanfic#abby anderson fic#abby anderson x reader#abby anderson tlou2#abby anderson x y/n#abby anderson x you#abby anderson x black reader#abby anderson x female reader
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Izukus first time...
Grabbing a plan B!!
Izuku hurriedly jumped from building to building trying to rush to the nearest convenience store, he was on a mission and this mission was for the love of his life. He wouldn't fail you.
He jumped down into an alley next to the store before leveling his breathing and walking inside. He cleared his throat which caught the attention of the young girl at the front desk. She looked at him with a raised brow before her eyes blew wide, she got to see izuku with gray sweats on and a wrinkled black tank top. He kind of looked like bakugou [not that she knows who that is.]
She ate up the sight of izuku and bit her lip as he walked down every aisle he came to, he didn't bother reading the signs because he was in a hurry. He rushed down one then another before finding what he was looking for.
"yes! plan B, plan B, where could you be..."
He murmured to himself looking down the feminine hygiene aisle, he seen pads pregnancy tests tampons and many other things and he read every single name of everything that he could and none of them read plan B.
"what the hell??"
He was getting irritated, he had a job to do and wanted to get back to you as fast as possible to ensure not only that you were okay but that neither of you would get in trouble for even having sex and being in the same room unsupervised and without others in the first place.
He sighed in annoyance before walking up to the lady at the front desk who was happy to talk to the greenette. She smiled and perked her chest up to appear bigger. Sucks for her, izuku not only was not interested but didn't have time for her. Izuku was simply going to ask where he could find one before looking past the girl to see a plan B behind her. He was elated! He could finally get out of there and get back home to you!! He cleared his throat and gave her a polite smile before speaking,
"may I please have a plan B?"
She gives him a smile before her eyes widen. She looked him up and down and giggles, he felt rather uncomfortable but wouldn't let it show. He was nervous, anxious and terrified, he didn't have time to play games.
"what does a cutie pie like you need a plan B for??~"
She leaned against the table and smiled at him biting her lip and looking him up and down. Izuku tried not to let it show but he was getting very annoyed with everything. He had his mind set on two things. Grab plan B. Head home to girlfriend. That was his mission yet it was being stalled by some fucking lady who won't do her god damn job and give him what he's trying to pay for.
He sighs heavily to himself, the anger and annoyance threatening to spill from him if he uttered another word.
"my girlfriend."
The lady's smile falters as she looks him up and down once more before scoffing and grabbing the plan B with a smirk, she slowly handed it to him before yanking it out of his hand. Izuku looked at her with the most spiteful look in the world. He was literally mean mugging tf out of this girl chat. Stop why am I breaking character...
He groaned before standing on one leg with a hand on his hip and a shrug to his arms. What the hell was that for. He has someone to be, he was being rather polite, and he didn't have time for this. So why the fuck was she playing with him like he's a cat begging for a treat?
"money? Cutie pie?~"
She flirts with him, twirling one of her fingers in her hair and holding the box behind her back.
"you have to pay, big boy. However, there is another way you could pay for this.. if you don't have the money~"
She hints to the box, biting her lip and giggling. Izuku could not believe he was even stomaching this bullshit. He wanted to yell at this bitch and put her in her place, but he didn't have time for that. He wanted what was his so he could make it back to you.
"I'm perfectly capable of paying thank you."
He slams the money on the table making her jump and clear he throat. He gave her a rather forced smile with his hand out asking for the box that was now rightfully his now that he technically paid for it.
"fine. Whatever."
She rolled her eyes dropping the box in his hands before going to the back to 'check storage's or whatever the fuck. Izuku truly did not care, as long as this bitch got the message and left him the fuck alone so he could get back to you, he was as fit as a fiddle.
Izuku left the store before jumping on a trash bin and climbing on top of one building and jumping away. He was trying to make it back to you as quickly as possible and this dumb fucking whorish ass walking STD was wasting his time. He groaned to himself thinking about it. But it'd all be worth it once he got to lay in your arms!
He finally made it back to his window before bursting through it, he nearly fell over on to the floor due to how fast he was going he caught himself on the bed before looking around, he expected you to have gotten up to wash all of the cum off and out of you so he checked the bathroom. No sign of you, he checked his closet, under his bed and he even quietly opened his dorm door to see if you'd walked out just now because he took too long.
That was izukus first thought, that you had left because of how long it took. He sighed defeated, thinking of how much faster he could've been if that dumb, slut faced, glory hole, HIV having bitch hadn't wasted his time.
He set the box down on his bed side table before getting in bed. He sat down and instantly felt your weight in the bed. He whipped his head around to see you underneath his cover with your head covered snoring lowly and completely knocked the fuck out.
He chuckled to himself and let out a relieved breath. Izuku was so glad you were still there, so not only was he not too late, but you had simply just fallen asleep in his bed! He chuckled to himself before taking his shoes off, then his sweats, and finally his tank top, leaving him in his boxers. He scooted closer to you and grabbed you by your hips to get you as close as possible.
You groan and try to scoot away, you were kind of sweaty due to being underneath the cover and it was kind of warm in his room due to him leaving his window open so he could have an opening to come into. He didn't care how sweaty or sticky or icky you were or felt he wanted to be as close as possible. He kissed your sticky forehead and laid his head on top of yours sighing in content. He could finally lay with his girlfriend in peace.
He chuckles to himself as he slowly drifted off to sleep thinking about how he can't wait to tell you about his adventures of grabbing your plan B.
#cvnts-post#mha#mha x reader#boku no hero academia#deku x reader#izuku x reader#izuku is so girlie pop#deku#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#izuku x mikah#im mikah...ignore these tags LOL.#cvnt x zuzubear#midoriya izuku x reader#midoriya x reader#izuku midoriya x reader#izuku#midoriya#deku the loml
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Us -
[ot7 x reader]
AGUST DUI đŽđ„
7 participants - 7 online
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tae: ok raise your hand if you think yoongi should of died in the crash
namjoon: why would you say that?
tae: jungkook raise your hand
jk: ok
tae: not in real life the emoji please
jk: ok sorry
wait how did you know i raised my hand in real life??
tae: just do it
jk: like nike LOL
tae: iâm going to skin you alive
jk: sorry
đđ»ââïž
tae: why are you a woman
jk: gender is a construction
hobi: construct
jk: control
hobi: we are not playing a game
i am correcting you
jk: oh
tae: connecticut
hobi: stop
tae: i wanted to play :(
hobi: it wasnât a game can you read
jk: omg i know someone from connecticut
i think
jin: you have no friends donât lie jungkook
jk: no i swear i do
tae: he does
hobi: donât act like you know
tae: i know
hobi: who is jungkooks friend then?
tae: jungkook tell this idiot â ïž
hobi: iâm asking YOU to tell me
jk: i donât know who it is
but i know
iâm going to go insane who is it ohmygod
y/n: jaehyun lmao
hobi: oh
jin: yikes
jk: iâm sorry
tae: how dare she lmao like she didnât just cook my first born alive by saying that name
jk: she typed it btw
tae: thatâs not the point jungkook
iâm throwing up
jk: ur right me too
iâm sorry iâm sorry iâm sorry
y/n: ???
donât be sorry
jk: >.<
yoongi: lol
jin: tf he laughing at?
yoongi: weâre always talking about jaehyun for some reason
hobi: be fr
yoongi: âŠ
y/n: shouldnât you be dead from the crash or something
tae: IM SAYING LIKE
jk: maybe heâs still drunk
hobi: LMAOOOO
yoongi: i did not crash
namjoon: he just fell over guys
yoongi: right
jin: ofc the bitch with no license is defending the other bitch with no licence
y/n: typical đ
yoongi: why do you know heâs from connecticut
y/n: what????
namjoon: uh??
jin: wasnât he JUST complaining about how much we talk about you know whoâŠ
hobi: kook was right this man is still off the juiceeeee
ha juice by shinee
iâm so funny wow
tae: if we think about it wtf is connecticut
what the fuck is that srsly
i hate that
what does that mean
america is so strange
another white thing i donât get
i hate white people
jin: ur borderline white
tae: wtf is wrong with you never say shit like that again
ur borderline old
ur borderline dying
AND ur paler than me
like wtf
this poc erasure
someone get him
jk: connecticut more like connectiYUCK đ€źđ€ąđ€źđ€ąđ€źđ€ąđ€źđ€ąđ€źđ€ąđ€źđ€ą
EWWUUUUUU đ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąïżœïżœđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ź
hell on earth
yoongi: what
namjoon: ?
yoongi: are we talking about again
i just lost my train of thought
hobi: choo choo
y/n: chuu chuu
namjoon: jaehyunâŠ
jk: đ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€źđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€ąđ€źđ€ąđ€ą
tae: AND we are talking about poc erasure if you even care
you probably donât
because youâre a racist
just like your father namjoon
jk: yoongi is older than namjoon
btw
tae: ok???
maybe i wasnât even talking to yoongi
jk: ok iâm sorry
tae: itâs ok son
hobi: who the fuck were you talking to then?
tae: well yoongi but like maybe i wasnât at the same time yk?
y/n: shut up
jk: yes
y/n: ?
tae: ok raise ur hand if you think hoseok is being unnecessarily mean to kim taehyung the 3rd today
namjoon: anyways
yoongi are you ok??
yoongi: yeah sorry my head is just all over the place rn
forget everything i said
hobi: is this due to your alcohol consumption
or is it your age getting to you LOL
since your old
older than namjoon
jk: older than namjoon
jin: jungkook is 27 btw
y/n: 23 forever
jin: thatâs almost 30 yk?
hobi: at least itâs not 31
ykâŠ
like you
jin: ok
jk: ok !!!!
namjoon: yeah i donât know what you wanted to get out of that oneâŠ
jin: kys
ALL of you
hobi: â€ïž
jk: love is love
y/n: awoman
jk: awoman
tae: if you all loved me you would send me a stack
hobi: notice how no money is being sent to your account
take that into consideration
tae: how about you consider my fist in you face
ok i take that back
hobi: donât
y/n: bryson tiller
tae: why not :(
you didnât even know what i was gonna say hobi >.<
hobi: namjoon tell him to shut up
namjoon: tae please
tae: yeah ok đ
cuz you know i do NOT want the smoke
he might do me like he did jaehyun đđđŒ
hobi: will you STOP bringing that up
tae: will you send me a STACK?
hobi: no
tae: then NO
namjoon: both of you stop
also where is jimin??
physically i mean
like do any of you know?
yoongi: y/nâs house i think
y/n: no heâs not??
tae: woah
jk: btw that is also my house yoongi
so y/n AND jungkookâs house
yoongi: y/n and jungkookâs house then
y/n: heâs not here
yoongi: but he was
y/n: how do you even know that??
yoongi: i just do
y/n: ok ????
yoongi: ok
jk: ok \ ^0^ /
tae: wait
jk: JIMIN WAS IN OUR HOUSE ?????
jin: keep up ohmugod
jk: LIKE PHYSICALLY IN OUR HOUSE
WHERE I SLEEP AT NIGHT???
y/n: he wasnât in my room no
if thatâs what ur asking
jk: BUT HE WAS HERE???
AFTER HE WAS SO MEAN SO EVIL?!
y/n: itâs been weeks i was gonna talk to him at some point ig
hobi: communication is key!
not key from shinee btw
jk: WHEN DID HE COME????
WHY DID HE COME????
y/n: he came a few weeks ago
august 6th ? i think
to talk about everything and apologise
jk: you let him in?
tae: LIKEâŠ
y/n: yes
jk: and where was i?
y/n: it was a wednesday so ur boxing class?
jk: iâve been staying back for those classes
so he came late right?
y/n: yeah
jk: did you invite him?
y/n: no he kinda just showed up
jk: and you still let him in??
y/n: yes jungkook
jk: why didnât you tell me??
y/n: i wasnât trying to keep it a secret or anything it just a lot
like a lot seriously
i wanted to give both me and jimin some time to process it all before we brought it all back to you guys
but i was going to tell you
all of you
jk: yeah but like itâs been weeksâŠ
namjoon: to be fair i also did talk to
jimin and didnât tell anyone
jk: namjoon
jin: also did that
hobi: u all know i talked to him soâŠ
jk: guys???
iâm confused like what he said was wrong but youâre all still talking to him
like everythingâs ok???
namjoon: he apologised to her kook
jk: FUCK HIS APOLOGY?????
tae you get it right?? you didnât speak to him right??
tae: no i get it
i get you
i understand fully
but i wonât lie to you
i DID speak to him
on the phone
only for 5 minutes tho
i counted
i just wanted to make sure he didnât yk like kill himself or somethingâŠ
you know jimin is weak like that
not calling people who commit suicide weak but like calling jimin weak cuz thatâs what he is
jk: TAE?????????????
tae: SORRY SUICIDE IS REAL YK?
AND LIKE IT DOESNT TAKE AWAY FROM THE FACT THAT I STILL WANT TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE
i was just
uh
checking?
namjoon: you can say you were worried about him you know that
jk: SHUT UP???ÂŁ/8/8/8,&&:&,
NO HE CANâT
YOU ALL HAVE NO BACK BONE /ÂŁ2&/&&:&:
NO LOYALTY
HE BASICALLY CALLED Y/N A WHORE AND YOUR ALL FRIENDS WITH HIM AGAIN??????
LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED?????
tae: NO IâM MAD IM STILL SO FUCKING MAD THE FUCK????
FUCK JIMIN I MEAN IT
jk: you are a liar
LIKE
guys whatÂŁ/ÂŁ/&/&:&:
i thought you guys were better than this ???
i thought you all cared
jin: donât be stupid
of course we care
jk: then act like it????
y/n tell them
y/n: jungkook
jk: tell them
in fact
jk added jimin to âAGUST DUIđŽđ„â
jk: tell ALL of them
y/n: jungkook please
jk: y/n seriously
jimin: hey
jk: shut the fuck up
tae: dude
i know ur upset and angry but doing this rn isnât gonna solve anything
namjoon: heâs right jungkook
ur acting on emotion and not thinking properly right now
jk: IM not thinking properly???
was jimin thinking properly when he called her a slut and then ran away like a bitch?? was he????
namjoon: obviously not jungkook
hobi: but theyâve talked it out and heâs said sorry
jk: HIS SORRY DOESNâT MEAN SHIT
WHAT DO YOU GUYS NOT UNDERSTAND?
his fucking sorry means nothing
him saying sorry doesnât take back the words he said
or any of the hurt he caused
namjoon: jungkook like she told us theyâve talked about it and heâs apologised
i not sure what more you want
jk: I WANT YOU GUYS NOT TO MOVE ON SO FUCKING FAST??
I WANT YOU GUYS TO AT LEAST TELL HIM HOW FUCKED UP THAT ALL WAS
BOTH PUBLICLY AND PRIVATELY
he should be walking around eggshells around us rn
you guys should be giving him a hard time
not wondering where he is or whether heâs depressed or not
and you wanna know something?
after it all happened she cried for hours
hours
i have genuinely never seen her so upset
she told me not to tell anyone but i have to so guys can fucking understand
and the fact that we didnât even know that her and jimin spoke???
does that not bother you all?????
the fact that she was âso fineâ and âokayâ about the whole situation but didnât tell us that they had supposedly âmade upâ
tae: she said that she was planning on telling us
jk: yeah but she didnât did she? itâs been weeks
she said they spoke august 6th right?
we are quite literally in a whole new month
and you ALL should know that when she doesnât tell us things itâs because sheâs upset
you should KNOW her
and how she deals with things
you all claim to care but iâm yet to see how
you know i was really excited about this
we were all you know realising
and coming to terms with this
us
i thought that we felt the same
but this has shown me that you guys donât even feel a quarter of what i do for her
and you probably never will
the way that you all just took her word for her being fine and okay about the whole situation without actually genuinely checking in with her is insane and the way you all rushed to make sure jimin was ok was even crazier
i just
whatever
bye
â
as you can probably tell this was supposed to be released last month but i tried to adjust it as much as i could
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#happytimessoon >.<
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delinquent bf!jake x f!reader
you two met when you were on the train, commuting to your morning lecture!
he was just standing there and minding his own business when he saw you trying to push away a much larger guy than you who kept trying to talk to you and touch you
he knew you couldn't get him away yourself so he took it upon himself to punch the guy and tell him to get lost and quit bothering you
the whole situation sent you into a panic attack and once jake was sure the guy was gone, he went over to you and assist you
he was so kind to you and even let you hug him tightly to ground youself
why was this handsome stranger being so kind to you?
your stop was nearing and you have finally calmed all the way down. you ask him how you could repay him and he only asks for you to go on a date with him
of coruse you accept and the rest is pretty much history
On that first date he took you out for dinner and for a walk around the river in your town.Â
He surprises you with flowers and he pays for everything! You insist on paying for something but he simply did not allow it. He would never let you pay for anything in your relationship
Jake was very much the âi want to provide for youâ type of guy but he never put up a fight when you insisted that you were going to work too to support yourself because he loved your strength and independenceÂ
The delinquent side of his life is not something you know much about because he likes to keep it away from you
He doesn't want you to think differently of him if you were to find out how he beats the shit out of people for money and how he also sells drugs
If it weren't for this insistence that followsâŠyou would've never found out about his âjobâ
You were leaving your job at the bookstore one evening and it was already dark
You didn't usually walk alone in the dark, jake always accompanies you or a friend but today, you had neither of those options as you were closing alone and jake was working
He offered to have a friend walk you home but you didn't know his friend much so you insisted that it would be okay
Jake did not take that for an answer at face value so he sent off one of his friends, niki, to keep and eye on you and follow you home from a distance to make sure you got there safe
Niki was following you from said distance when he noticed 3 men started to trail behind you and when he recognized who they are, he sent jake a text about coming immediately and ran up
One of the guys pulled you back by your hoodie and you gasped for breath. You were sure youâd die and that the last words you'd hear would be âyour boyfriend beat the crap out of our boss. Left him in the hospital. Now you need to answer for his crime.âÂ
Surely your boyfriend did not do thatâŠhe was the sweetest man you'd ever known. Hell, in the first month of your relationship, he would ask for permission to hug and kiss you! Now why would he ever put his hands on anyone else, especially in that way?
Niki socks one guy in the face, effectively knocking him to the ground which resulted in him letting go of you
Now the only things you could ask yourself were 1, why did this man say that about my boyfriend and 2, why are men always coming to save me?
You recognized nikiâs face from the 2 times you'd seen him in the past. Youâd told Jake to bring his friends to your apartment and you cooked them dinner. They were all friendly and sweet but you still didnt know them well or too personally.
Anyways, niki starts to beat this shit out of these guys and youâre scratching your head at how tf he's doing this all by himself.
Jake swoops in and when they see him, they scoff as if they weren't beaten to a pulp and ran off
You go to hug Jake just like that first time you both met and looked up at him with your big, watery eyes, âThey said you hurt their boss? What is that supposed to mean bub?âÂ
Jake let out a long sigh and looked down at you with his pretty eyes, âwe can talk about this a bit okay?â you just nod and kiss him
You thank niki profusely and he was left red in the face, âitâs no big deal. You're Jake's girl so always expect to have us defend you as well. We care about you.â Best believe youâre red in the face too because this sweet guy just said that
You assure him that he's welcome at your apartment anytime and to call you if he ever needs anything. He agreed, letting you and jake leave to your apartment
You sit Jake down on the couch and notice, finally, his ripped t-shirt, scratched face and bloodied knuckles.Â
He explains everything to you and your heart breaks when you think of him getting hurt the way he doesÂ
Why would he hide this from you? This is a big deal and he didn't feel comfortable enough to tell you this?
Of course you question him and his choice to not tell and you and he gets a little upset at you for questioning him
He storms off from your apartment and youâre left there, crying and wishing he would come back
You don;t hear from him until 2 days later when he shows up at your doorstep, bloodied and bruised all over. He no longer had on shoes nor a shirt and his face was cut and bruised, his chest and arms covered in bruises and wounds as well.Â
Wordlessly, you usher him inside and start attending to his wounds
He starts to cry and you notice when youâre patching up his knee and feel a droplet of water on your hand
He lets out a hiss from the sting of the salty tear touching the wound on his knee.Â
You stop what you're doing and cup his handsome face, kissing his lip even if it was a tiny bit bloody
âI'm not mad at you, jake. Please don't think I am. I just feel sad that you couldnât trust me enough to tell me about this. I just worry about you. What's going to happen when youâre not around hmm?â You give him a soft expression
He looks at you with his red, teary eyes. He looked so lost and upset. You felt your heart rip into a million pieces. You've never seen him so low.Â
âI didn't want you to think differently of me if I told you what I did for a living. I know it's not right and i didnt want to involve you and get you into trouble. Too late for that. For fucks sake, that guy was going to kill you just because youre my girlfriend!â Jake only cries more and you hold him close.Â
After patching him up and having him wash up, you bring him to your bed and hold him close to you.Â
Sure, he was bigger than you but he loved being held flush to your chest.Â
You whisper to him as he drifts off to sleep, âI love you no matter what. Even if youâre a little delinquent. Youâre my little delinquent.â
Over time, you continue to go to school and you finally graduate! You best believe jake went all out and got you the best gift everâŠan apartment overlooking the cityâŠjust like you always wanted
When you start working, he slowly starts to detach himself from the business he was into and started to look for a new job, which was not easy given his past
He found a cafe that was willing to hire him and give him a second chance and he was happy to work there!Â
You start working at a high school so you have early mornings
Jake helps you by making your lunches everyday and packing you little snacks also
He packs in little notes too with i love yous and words of encouragement thrown in there are well
He never thought he'd settle down like this but he finds himself loving this life style
Once he's able to sever all ties to his past life (except for his ties with the boys because those are his best friends) he asks you to marry him
The both of you plan a small wedding with just close family and friends
He buys you a pretty dress and lets you pick a theme and decorations and everything
He wants this day to be memorable for you because he thinks you deserve the whole world
#enhypen x reader#enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen fluff#enhypen scenarios#enhypen jake#jake sim#jake x reader#Jake fluff#jake imagines
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clownie how are you? I wanted to request lookism boys reacting to the trend "chat can you watch my boyfriend?" its ok if you don't want to
Chat, Can you watch my boyfriend?
Gun, Jaegyeon, Vasco
Gun
Gun was focused on making dinner for the night when he heard your fast steps "Chat, can you watch my boyfriend for me? I'll be right back" before he could process anything your mobile was on the kitchen counter, and you already disappeared.
Gun raised an eyebrow and read the chat "is he really y/n's bf?" he read the question "yes, yes I am" he turned to keep cooking when a notification popped "gangnamoppa2: what is y/n doing with a loser" Gun chuckled while slicing the sashimi with his knife "the girl you're spending money on, sleeps with me every night" he shaped the rice to prepare the niguiri "who's the loser here?".
When you reappeared you found Gun giving a sushi masterclass while the chat was going crazy, you started to read the comments:
gangnamoppa2: this boy would do no good to my y/n, you should drop him
zoey: chat, let the man cook
yumin: who was that Daniel guy he was talking about?
ninjagoo: break up with him on live lol
baek: chat, don't be mean!
You tilted your head to your boyfriend "oppa, you started a war" Gun smiled triumphant "leave those losers and come eat with me".
Jaegyeon
Jaegyeon was installing a new steering wheel to Initial N, when you jumped on the passenger seat and left the phone on the dashboard "chat, watch my boyfriend for me, I'll be back real quick" you winked at the camera and left.
Jaegyeon absolutely couldn't care less about the chat, his first priority was Initial N and the new steering wheel "that's it, my dear Initial N, you've got a new toy" he said proud.
serasin: bro is cute but talks to his car
Jaegyeon read the comment "serasin, Initial N is like part of the family" the chat wouldn't get it.
monkseob: Initial N or y/n?
Jaegyeon was frozen "do I have to choose?" he sighed "okay chat, stop" his hand grabbed the steering wheel "y/n is very dear to me, but Initial N and I have a longer relationship"
2secondqueen: creep
snapper: tf is wrong with him?
"shut up" Jaegyeon looked at Inital N "Initial N has brought me places and I protected Initial N from the kings" Jaegyeon pouted "damn, it's been Initial N and me against the world, huh? I'm getting emotional" he saw you rushing back to him with a smile "I'll choose y/n".
Vasco
You pinched your boyfriend's cheeks and placed your phone on his table "chat, watch my boyfriend for me" you left the room, leaving him confused "y/n?" he called you, but there was no response "she maybe needs to go to the restroom" he looked confused at the chat "hello".
mimi: bro's scary af
baek: mf looks 30
clownie: he's kinda cute tho~
Vasco stared at the comments and pouted "I don't understand what you're saying" he looked at the door, how much are you going to take? "I guess my y/n has a lot of foreign fans" Vasco sighed "well, I'm Vasco, I like dogs and I want to get married in a future and have three daughters, and a kangaroo too" he looked dreamy "and when I'm older and about to die me and the kangaroo-" his speech was interrupted by you "I'm back" you smiled at him "where you constipated?" he asked you "no!" you giggled.
boxking: respect bro
dong: he's the one
yuna: wait! I want to know how the kangaroo story ends!
#lookism#lookism x reader#park jong gun#jong gun#park gun#gun park#jaegyeon na#vasco#vasco lookism#lee euntae#jonggun#park jonggun
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If it hurts to breathe, open a window
Simon âGhostâ Riley x gn!reader
Summary - following the first mission with Soap in mw2. You meet Ghost for the first time, heâs different to the stories youâve been told.
Wc - 10k
Cw - heavy on plot, injury/blood/death, directly follows mw2 canon, canon typical violence, plane crash
Dark clouds crowded the sky overhead, swirling in a mass of stoney graphite and charcoal grey. The butter-kissed horizon of daylight had faded into a mass of deep violet and midnight blue, melting against the sky to make way for the cover of night.
There was so much noise around for your ears to process; the trucks engine roaring as itâs tyres rolled smoothly and quickly over the damp tarmac, the loud excited voices of the men sitting next to and across from you as they chatted away- having to shout into one anotherâs ear over the sound of the Boeing CH-47âs rotor system booming to life as she prepared to depart onto the runway.
You kept your eyes down, staring idly at the dark steel floor, mind processing and dissecting the information youâd been given not even an hour ago.
General Ghorbrani was dead. Killed in a missile strike in Al Mazrah several months ago after being discovered working with the Russians- whom of which were supplying Iran with armour and hardware. Part of Tf-141 along with Shadow Company had been the ones to neutralise the threat and the entire arms deal.
Same shit different day, only, it wasnât as simple as that this time. Ghorbrani had a second in command, Hassan Zyani, Quds Force Major. Heâd taken up the mantle for Iran. Now it was him supplying terrorists; money, weapons, intel. You name it. The man was dangerous and he wanted retaliation for the Ghorbrani strike, he wanted revenge, that in itself was dangerous enough. Laswell was convinced he was planning something, and whatever it was, it was going to be big. She had managed to track him and found that he was on the ground in Al Mazrah, and thatâs just where you were headed.
You were knocked out of your dissociative state when someone lightly punched your arm. âYâalright?â The Scotsman was his usual optimistic self, a stupid grin slanting across his face as he looked at you.
You nodded, realising the vehicle had stopped and was beginning to empty around the two of you. Soap stood up from the bench and jumped down from the tailgate, nodding his head to the side, signalling for you to follow him. You did, adjusting your gun at your side as you landed squarely on two feet.
John âSoapâ Mactavish had been a thorn in your side for the majority of your military service. Despite being deployed hundreds of times in numerous countries all across the globe you still ended up bumping into that big Scottish bastard far too often. He looked out for you, although you never asked him to, heâd taken a shining to you. And you to him. Like the brother you never had, and never wanted. He always knew how to lighten even the darkest of situations; whether it was his shit jokes or stupid questions, he never failed to pull you out of your own head.
You had joined the British Army at your earliest opportunity when you left college at eighteen. With nothing keeping you tied to home anymore- you left. Without a single pence in your pocket or a dream in your head. Better to die fighting in a war than die fighting an overdose in a back alley like some do. Stuck in a town that never wakes. Dingy corner shops and abandoned parks that are rusted to death. Those same people that have been there for years and never leave. Theyâre too content there, you think, perfectly happy in their mediocrity. You had wanted more. You didnât want to fade into that kind of life. Scraping together change from a shitty job to get by, meeting and settling with someone for the sake of it only to have a child entirely accidentally- stuck forever. You needed more.
After serving for a little over a decade you were drawn for the SRR, moving up rank and earning your title as Sergeant only a year later- then finally you were transferred to the SAS. Who youâd now served with for the last two years. It was worlds apart from your early army days, you hadnât needed to go through the selection process because you were handpicked and transferred, but the stories youâd heard over dinner in the canteen and through whispers in the barracks spoke for themselves in volumes.
Soap held his rifle with two hands, keeping it close to his chest as he moved to step forward. The two of you were strapped to the gills in full gear; night vision goggles sitting atop your helmet, throwing knives strapped to your sides and your full equipment vest covering your chest. A patch of the British flag in grey, black and white strapped to your vest proudly.
You stood fast- following Soapâs back with your eyes as you watched him approach another soldier. The soldier was tall. Much taller than Soap was, and that was saying something considering the Scotsman was at least a head taller than you, the line of your shoulder just reaching the mid of his bicep. His height hadnât been the first thing you noticed about this soldier- no, it was his mask. The crude face covering was fashioned from a black balaclava and skull mask; sewn together with thick stitches connecting them to one another and painted with thick-dull lines of off-white down through the eyes and over the teeth. You cocked your head and squinted your eyes, you were stood too far away to hear what they were saying, and with Soapâs back towards you and this soldierâs face covered nothing gave their topic of conversation away.
Simon Riley. Otherwise known as Ghost both in and out of the field, not many earned the right to call him by his real name.
Youâd never met him, only now setting eyes on him for the first time; but Soap had told you all about him. Not just Soap, but near enough every soldier in any platoon youâd served with had a story to tell of the Ghost. Wether it was something theyâd either seen or heard, he had a reputation. Not only was he an expert marksman; he was highly intelligent and was a master with his knife skills, but he was most notorious for his stealth and torture expertise. He was an anomaly. Not only was he greatly feared but he was simultaneously looked up to and admired, soldiers wanted to be like him. Be him.
Johnny gave the man a punch to the shoulder, identical to the one heâd just given you, from the stupid grin on his face when he turned back to face you, it was clear Soap was happy to see Ghost. The man in the mask stood for a second and you watched, he didnât follow after Soap right away, you saw briefly that his mouth was moving beneath his mask, he was talking to someone over comms. Slowly turning to walk the other way as he did.
MacTavish approached you âletâs get ourselves a win, yeah?â he tapped your shoulder twice as he passed by you, making his way toward the helo just twenty feet behind you, now full of marines.
âLetâsâ you answered him swiftly, still watching from the corner of your eye as Ghost continued to retreat further away from the transport, you turned you shoulder to follow after Soap when he was no longer in your view.
~
It wasnât long before everyone was onboard and you were air born, flying inbound towards the border of Al Mazrah. The craft rocked and jerked with the turbulence, it was cramped and warm and far too loud. Flashing white lights assaulted your vision like beacons from time to time, breaking through the streams of deep crimson red that painted the entire inside of the holding compartment. The flight was relatively short in comparison to other missions youâd been on. Still, there was something stagnant lingering in the air, a hunger palpating the breath of these men.
Laswellâs brief had been short and sweet, a run down on enemy positions and the split teams objectives. Three words kept ringing through your skull. Capture or kill.
When it boiled down to it. Hassan was needed alive, but the reality was there was every chance that it might be forced out of someoneâs hands. It was still a mission success if he was killed, but the priority was getting him alive.
By chance, Ghost had been seated directly across from you the entire duration of the transport over. With his gun held to his chest he stared forward, right through you, and you did the same. He didnât scare you, he had no need to. However, his energy did throw you slightly. He had a calm eeriness about him, and his demeanour was even and smooth, but you had a feeling that would all change as soon as he set his boots down onto enemy ground in a few short minutes.
The helo stuttered in the air, dropping lower and cutting through the air as you neared closer to the ground. Silently, Ghost stood.
His gruff voice tore through the white noise of the whirring rotors of the craft, this was the first time youâd heard him speak.
âBravo team offloads here. Alpha team stays onboard with the Sergeant to land downrangeâ the heavy footfalls of his boots echoed across the floor as he proceeded down the craft, your rank and name ringing in your ears as he continued addressing his soldiers. âBoth teams meet in the middle. Remember, we want Hassan aliveâ he stopped at the ramp, turning back to speak again âbut this is capture or kill.â
As the craft came to thudding land and the ramp began to descend with a mechanical whir, the men selected for Bravo team began to stand, migrating towards Ghost as he stood and waited. Soap stood from his seat next to you with a grunt, adjusting his gun to free up his right hand; wordlessly he held out his fist. You didnât need prompting, you reached up and bumped your fist against his, nodding at him as his mouth quirked up, just slightly. As you looked towards the ramp your eyes were met with cold dark irises staring right back at you, neither of you made a move to break the eye contact. Ghost was momentarily blocked from your view by Soapâs back, you heard the clack of Ghost flipping his night vision goggles down âkeep up, Soapâ he barked as he turned to descend the ramp.
You found yourself watching them both as they left, their stances shifting low as they drew their guns and headed towards the broken sandstone structures that had been destroyed long before your teams had gotten here. The ramp shut quickly and you were airborne again, the loud deafening sound of the rotars whirring over your head kicking back into gear again. You shook your head and took a deep inhale of breath, shifting to a stance that meant you wouldnât stumble from the turbulence.
âYou heard the lieutenant team Alphaâ your voice was clear and loud, carrying through the torrent of noise. âLetâs get this doneâ you added as you turned, glancing out of one of the circular windows to peer out into the navy star-speckled night sky.
The sky was one of the only things that stayed consistent in your life. When things got rough or began to drown you, all you had to do was look up. No matter rain or shine; light or dark or sunset or night sky. It always gave you a calming sense of reality, something to escape away from the unfair world you lived in. Away from the blood and the bullets.
As you casted your eyes over toward a cluster of hills nestled against the horizon, a fast approaching stream of fire and smoke stole your eye. Before you could raise the alarm, the pilotâs voice sparked your comms device to life âAll stations- Razor-1 is bracketed. Weâre getting lit!â His panic was evident and your heart jumped in your throat, you needed to get these men out alive.
âAlpha team hold fast! Prepare for impactâ your voice was hoarse as you shouted over the pilotâs voice as he continued shouting through the comms, you urged your men to copy your actions as you held onto the supports above your head, bracing for impact. You felt the entire craft lurch and you were thrown forward, hitting your head against the metal frame of the wall as you collided with it.
âRazor 1 going down! Weâre going down!â The pilot bellowed and it rang through your already ringing ears, your vision blurred and the swirl of red lights had you dazed. You tried to stand again, the missile had hit and the whole contents of the craft were flung upwards, including you and your men. You urged them to hang on, to protect themselves from injury as best they could-this was bad and you knew it. You gave them hope as your brain ran into overdrive, wondering how to come out of this.
The impact was like nothing youâd ever experienced- there werenât any training drills that could simulate a cargo helo crashing from a missile strike at full plummeting speed. Yourself and everyone else on board were flung like rag dolls, colliding with each other, colliding with the walls and ceiling. You caught yourself on a loose seatbelt as you were sent flying forward, palms stinging as the material tore through the skin of your palms. You managed to steady yourself and were forced to watch as one soldier attempted to break his fall with his hands, his arms snapping like twigs from the g-force of the crash and the weight of his own body. You let go of the belt and landed on your back, your ribs connecting with a weapons carrier on the way down as another jolt sent you hurling at Godspeed. You heard the crunch of your bones and winced at the sting running up your side like an electric shock.
The whole ordeal was quick; as the smoke rose and the broken-frayed wiring sparked to illuminate the chaos around you, you could see clearly the full extent of destruction and devastation from the crash.
You coughed as you felt blood begin to fill your mouth and you could feel something warm oozing down the right side of your face. Before you could fully process the scene around you, your comms crackled and a voice found your ears. âAlpha, whatâs your status?!â Ghostâs voice was on the brink of showing a slight slither of emotion. You felt like you were choking, the blood and the smoke, it was all too much. You blinked through the darkness and tried to gather your bearings. Rising gingerly to your knees, you were quick to have to clutch at your side, trying to subdue the pain.
Blood stained the walls and floors, bodies were slumped around you and all you could hear was the sounds of coughing and shifting that were almost muted against the sound of the fire now ripping through the crash site. âAlpha, how copy?â Ghost was there again in your head, voice rattling through your ear piece.
You cleared your throat âGhostâ you choked on the blood in your mouth âAlpha is immobile multiple critical!â You slumped down, your body ceasing from the pain as it tore through your nerves. Your senses were lit ablaze when bullets began to rain through the fire and debris, catching the metal and rattling like hailstones. You pressed yourself low to the ground with a pained grunt, pressing your thumb down on your comms again. âShit! Weâre taking effective fire!â You shouted, crawling on your hands and knees toward the wounded, planning to find a gun and cover them from the bullets.
âSergeant, weâre moving to building 1, hold tight!â As quick as his voice was there again, it was gone.
Your eyes searched the wreckage for anything to help combat the active fire you were taking, thatâs when you noticed a gun beneath one of the wounded and you crawled closer towards him. Trying to be as gentle as you could, you rolled him onto his side but he still howled in pain- despite the guilt you knew you had to press on. You nudged the gun from beneath his legs and laid him flat again, not wanting to do him anymore damage if it were his neck or spine that was injured. You grabbed the gun and moved towards better cover, the wreck wasnât secure and it wouldnât be long before the enemy moved closer and youâd be compromised. You didnât open fire yet, there was no point with just one gun, you kept your eyes about you but moved to tend to more wounded.
It was clear that amongst the casualties there were mortally wounded soldiers on your hands, some already dead or close to it. You tried to make them comfortable, trying hard not to think too hard into it. You would want the same if you were in their position. You tried to drown out the noise of the shells raining through the wreckage. Spouting nonsense about nothing, humming a tune as you tied a strip of ripped cloth around someones half amputated leg. Youâd seen chaos before, even before you joined the army, but you hadnât seen this caliber of bloodied carnage in a long time- not since youâd first been deployed.
Back when the fresh faces of young soldiers are first shipped out, not knowing what lays ahead, unknowing that the friends they made in their months of training could soon be lying face down in the mud. You didnât like thinking back to that time, but right now, youâd give anything to be back there.
You didnât keep track of time, you thought it best not to. The fire was burning its way around you, it felt like it was under your skin, sweating from the inside out. Bullet shells didnât cease fire upon your position, they grew erratic and laboured, like the enemy were unsure if anyone was even still alive in the wreckage. You jumped when you heard a voice in your ear again.
âSoap- weâre moving to the crash site to help the wounded. Rest oâ you hold here and cover usâ it was Ghost again. The boys were close, not long and youâd have help. It might have only been seconds before you heard footsteps closing in, you could never be safe, you pointed your gun towards the noise and held your finger on the trigger. Always ready. You focused your eyes, squeezing the trigger.
âBlue blue!â A voice shouted, you dropped the aim of your gun, relief rinsing through your bloodstream as you saw Ghost and Soap enter the wreckage.
âItâs good to see you twoâ you sighed âweâve got five KIA and one wounded, itâs just me and my gunâ you said, eyes daring to peer outside toward the tree line, checking for more movement. Ghost stiffened.
âTheyâre here, get your fuckinâ gun on that tree lineâ he ordered, moving himself into position as Soap followed.
You raised yourself up, holding onto some webbing draping across the craft for some leverage, youâd taken more damage than youâd initially realised. It would have to wait. Coming up to stand to your full height, you shuffled yourself into a better position. You took a low firing line, flipping the night vision goggles atop your helmet into position so you could better see. It wasnât clear, smoke still rising, but it was clear enough.
âGot movementâ Soap stated roughly.
âIf you have a shot, take itâ Ghostâs tone was menacing, his demeanour had done a complete 180 onto its head, like youâd predicted. You were the first to shoot.
âEngage!â you shouted, spotting more shooters spilling from behind a wall. Bullets sliced through the air, the sound ringing in your ears from all angles. You hit multiples, as did the boys, the enemy gave it their best go too. Your eyes caught sight of something, you shouted as you realised what it was. âRPG!â You ducked your head, watching the men in the wreckage around you do the same, very briefly. What was left of the helo rocked and jerked from the force of the blow, more metal flying away and shredding.
âFuckâ Soap growled, losing his bearings. Ghost let out a frustrated noise.
âGet your guns upâ you all continued to fire, watching more enemy soldiers dropped to the ground.
This continued, more and more soldiers spilling from the tree line and opening fire. You were low on ammo, you threw a grenade out the window in front of you and it rolled towards a cluster of wooden supply boxes, at least three men were killed when the blast went off. Ghost was opening fire like hell, Soap too, the Scotsman quickly running out and setting mines between reloading stints to fend off the targets that managed to get close enough.
âDig in, lads. Weâre not done yetâ the lieutenant was still firing as he spoke, not letting his guard down once. You kept your eyes forward, squinting them when you noticed an abnormal layering of smoke begin to rise from the tree line.
âWe got smoke, boys, in the tree lineâ you grit your teeth, knowing what this meant.
âNo visualâ Soap said, flatly.
You retorted âI canât see shitâ.
There was a second of silence, âincoming!â Ghost shouted.
More fire hit you, a bullet whizzed so close past your face you wouldnât have been surprised if it left a mark. Too close. Youâd not realised, but Ghost was practically at your side, covering more men coming from the tree line closer to where you were shooting.
âTake cover!â he barked, cold eyes glaring forward as he shot more rounds into the smoke. More explosions rang out, coming closer each time, rumbling the very earth from the force of it.
âTheyâre launching grenades!â Soap shouted.
Your gun ran out of ammo and youâd lost your hand gun in the crash, your eyes darted around, then you saw the one strapped to the lieutenantâs thigh. You ripped it quickly from the holster, adjusting your position on your knees to get a better shot. You fired through the explosions and into the darkness, hearing more thuds as more targets hit the dirt. Ghost didnât seem to react to you taking his gun, maybe he was too focussed on the incoming fire. You didnât catch what he said, speaking through comms to whoever was there. Your brain felt like mush and your ears were still ringing, not to mention the bleeding from your head hadnât stopped.
âAir support is on its wayâ he said.
Some of the smoke started to clear. Less and less soldiers were pushing through to the wreckage, this was nearly over.
âLetâs move up. We clear this position and push forward, if Hassan is still here heâs up aheadâ Ghost gave the order, Soap clearly didnât agree but there was no time for discussion. You whistled for their attention.
âArmoured vehicles closing in, thereâs four of âemâ you stated, watching them roll into the darkness through your goggles.
The men adjusted their stances, âlet âem get closeâ Ghost ordered, clearly thinking about conserving energy and ammo. You nodded.
Just as they came close enough, the three of you let bullets free, the enemy returning it back with the same fever. To your relief the skys growled over head, barely noticeable through the shrouds of smoke, turrets of bullets rained down by the hundreds, air support cleared the way for you to move up the hill.
A soldier from bravo team radioed through from where he was covering your position, âall clear lieutenant, no movement aheadâ he stated.
Ghost replied straight away with a simple ârogâ.
Ghost turned, not specifically toward you but toward the entirety of the wreckage, darkened eyes scanning the carnage. His thumb pressed into the button of his comms device, âair support, task a bird for casualty evacâ it crackled as he waited for a response.
âRoger that lieutenantâ they quickly responded.
Soap and Ghost led the way out of the wreckage and you quickly followed after them. âAlpha youâre with usâ Ghost shouted, a number of soldiers joined you as they answered back a âyes sirâ in unison.
Your lungs felt like they were on fire and your ribcage felt weak, hollow-boned like that of a bird. The pain was piercing you, like needles pressing deep down into the fibres of your muscles. But you kept on, legs carrying you along with the others, pure adrenaline being your only saving grace at this point. You hissed in pain as your damaged knee almost gave way beneath you, the lieutenant noticed.
âThey used us for fucking bait, didnât they?â you growled, trying your best not to look like you were struggling. Ghost cocked his head toward you.
âTheyâre well supplied and fighting smart, thanks to Hassanâ he put it simply. Soap chimed in.
âAye. Looks like you were right, Lt.â he said.
Your eyes took in the scene in front of you, fire and explosions lighting the way. âYou think Hassanâs still here?â You asked, eyes and borrowed hand gun still aiming forward.
âHeli crash gave âem an opening. Letâs see if they took itâ Ghost was a realist. Good to know.
All of you continued to run. Breaths heaving and bodies aching. Adrenaline fuelled your blood, you moved up quickly, arriving at the last building. You went to take positions when fire rained toward you, a soldier only inches to your left dropped, caught in the line of a sniper.
âMan down!â you shouted, unable to look at the man as you took his rifle. You dropped low as everyone around you did the same, focusing fire on the roof top of the building.
âAQ has got night visionâ Soap stated the obvious, taking out two snipers simultaneously. You grunted in response, focusing your eye through the scope and taking out another shooter up ahead.
âClearâ Ghost shouted. âMove up. Letâs find Hassan, dead or aliveâ his tone shifted, dangerous now.
You made it to the house. Clearing the first floor, dropping anyone that moved. âWe need positive ID on Hassan, check the bodiesâ you barked out to the soldiers behind you, sticking with Soap and Ghost as they continued to move on.
It was all negative. No positive ID from any of the bodies, he wasnât upstairs either. The three of you continued, a door flung open, before they could even move to fire their weapon, Ghost shot a round into their stomach and another into their skull. Dropping them effortlessly like it was nothing.
The house was wrecked. A twisted mess of broken brick and fractured stone, electrical wire looming low overhead firing sparks in all directions. You stuck close to Soap as he followed Ghost, noticing that there was a voice playing through something- you all moved toward it, heading up more stairs. Ghost broke the door with a kick, no positive on Hassan, just his propaganda playing on loop through a laptop.
âHassanâs everywhereâ Ghost growled and
âEverywhere but hereâ Johnny scoffed.
You split off, heading off alone through more of the upstairs, the boys didnât noticed youâd gone. Theyâd clearly continued on thinking you were right there behind them. You pointed your gun around the door frame of an upstairs corridor, your body following as you perceived it to be clear. Last minute, bullets flew through a compromised section of the dry wall, heading straight towards you. By some luck, youâd managed to dodge them, leering forward behind a protruding structure in the wall and retaliating with your own fire. You cleared the corridor and entered the room that the target had been guarding. Hassan had been in there.
Ghost and Soap must have been alerted by the gun fire, they came in hot, practically sprinting to your location. They stopped short in the doorway, your back was towards them, their eyes searched the room. You turned towards them, a uniform jacket scrunched tightly in your fist.
âHassanâs uniformâ you seethed. Mactavish gave out a grunt.
âSo he was hereâ he flailed an arm in frustration. Ghost remained in the doorway, his eyes low.
âLost him when we secured the crash siteâ he said simply, lowly.
The weight of Ghostâs words hit you in the chest like a bullet, but you knew they shouldnât have, deep down you knew he was right. Soap was standing between you and Ghost, his eyes darting between the two of you.
âAre you sayinâ we shouldnât have helped?â Soap squared his shoulders. Ghost just shrugged.
âChoices have consequencesâ. It was just that simple.
âAll bravo, weâve got movement out hereâ the voice hit through your ear piece, breaking the tension in the room.
âOn the wayâ Ghost confirmed.
The three of you continued on. Moving back the way youâd come and heading out towards the rest of the team, theyâd seen movement in a warehouse up ahead. All of Bravo and what was left of Alpha moved in, lighting up fire when they reached the rolling doors. More soldiers dropped. Shot dead. You all kept pushing through, eyes through scopes and fingers on triggers. You broke off, tucking and rolling behind a metal container, opening more fire as you pushed the enemy back with forcible ammunition. Ghost was on your tail, following after you and overtaking, pushing on through. Soap was up next and came to cover you, locking his palms together to make it easier for you to hoist yourself up on top of the container. There was another container there to keep you shielded, it gave you a vantage point over the targets that had tried to retreat to higher ground. You dropped them easily.
For what felt like the first time in hours, everything stopped. All of the noise. Everything.
âAre we clear?â Soap shouted up to you, you let out a laboured breath. You stuck your thumb up.
âClearâ you said. Your knees burned as you jumped down from the container, you didnât give yourself a chance to ease yourself down.
âSearch it, letâs see what theyâre hidingâ Ghostâs voice echoed through the now dying silence, the warehouse carrying the gravely baritone of his voice. You closed in on Johnny, following him as he approached one of the container doors that was ajar. From first look, it was controls. Panels and buttons and screens.
âWhat the fuck is this?â Soap queried. You looked closer.
âItâs all in Englishâ you said, eyes still scanning frantically. Living up to his name, Ghost was suddenly there, behind you, so close you could feel his warmth at your back. You watched as Soap flipped one of the switches, the entire warehouse shook, the container vibrating and whirring.
All three of you stepped back quickly, eyes trained up watching it all unfold.
âFucking hellâ you breathed.
âSteaminâ Jesusâ Soapâs jaw was on the floor.
âBallistic missilesâ. Ghostâs gaze hardened.
You frowned âitâs a mobile launcherâ.
Another soldier chimed in behind you. âThese will go 1,000 milesâ.
âAt leastâ Ghost added.
You stepped forward and moved around to the left of the container to get a better look, Soap wasnât far behind.
âHow the hell did Iran get their hands on this?â Soap growled in the back of his throat.
The men watched as you ascended the weapon carriers that were piled up next to the container, making quick work of the climb, a new shot of rage fuelled adrenaline kicking through your veins.
Ghost spoke up â7-6, get us through to Laswellâ his eyes were still scanning the discovery in front of him.
âRoger, stand byâ the soldier spoke quickly âBravo 7-6 Charlie to Watcher-1, how copy?â You all waited for a response.
Laswellâs voice quickly chimed in âthis is Watcher-1, send trafficâ she spoke clearly.
âLaswell, this is Ghost. We got somethingâ the concern was laced in his voice.
âYou found Hassan?â She asked quickly.
Your eyes landed on something truly jolting. âGhost, Soap, take a look at thisâ you urged, turning your neck to meet their eyes, their expression no doubt mirrored yours. Laswellâs frantic voice broke the silence again.
âGhost, do you have Hassan?â She asked again.
You watched as Ghost pressed down the button to his comm, leaning down to speak loud and clear. âNegative. We found a weapons cache. Hassanâs got missiles, theyâre Americanâ a silence enveloped the warehouse.
â0-7 this is Gold Eagle Actual, repeat your lastâ General Shepherdâs voice was frantic.
âIâll say again, Hassan has American missilesâ Ghost repeated.
Itâs almost as if the air was sucked from the warehouse like a vacuum. You would have heard a pin drop it was that quiet. The way you slumped down into a seated position wasnât graceful or quiet, but you werenât about to stand for any longer then you needed to. Soap snapped his neck toward you, his eyes searching yours, you nodded toward him with a half-arsed thumbs up. You saw in the way that his expression fell that you werenât in a good way, the bleached lights of the warehouse would have left no injury of yours unseen to the eye. Youâd lost a lot of blood but youâd make more, right now there were more important things to worry about.
~
Rain pattered gently across your cheeks, itâs cold chill seeping right down to your bones- forcing you to shiver. You hummed, arms crossed over your chest as you sat on the damp brick stone wall with your chin tilted skyward, more droplets cascading down your face like gentle streams over your skin.
This was probably the only thing you missed about England. The shit weather. Soaking wet springtimes and late hazy summers, rugged cold autumns and early winters smothered with snow. You struggled to remember much about them; you didnât have fond childhood memories of building snow men and drinking hot chocolate, nor were you able to think back to a summer where youâd stay at the park all day playing football, coming home to a freezer-burnt ice cream that your mum had dug out for you.
There was none of that. None of the warm fondness or swell of nostalgic familiarity in your chest. You pushed everything away. There was nothing that you saw worthy to keep in your head; no core memories of birthdays or holidays, no movie nights in or sleepovers with friends. Your entire childhood had been stolen from you, thrown away- just like you had been.
Your memories of British summertimes were filled with laughter; water fights on the barrack fields after quitting time. Bike rides at sunrise instead of hitting the gym, even wild swims at the coast on rarer occasions.
The wet springtimes; running drills through knee high mud, purposefully hitting the ground with heavy footfalls to splash one another. Wringing out your rain soaked shirts in the locker rooms and whipping each other till your skin welted- crying with laugher till you were on the floor.
Autumn, perhaps your favourite. Walking across base - watching as the leaves fell in a blanket of umber and tawny, crunched under your boots, the smell of damp earth in the air, so fresh and free as it stole the very breath from your lungs.
Harsh winters were common, on the contrary to summer, wild swims in below freezing temperatures as part of vital training, your teeth chattering so hard you were sure theyâd break. Warm hot chocolate spiced with a drop of whiskey in the evening; settled around a table, talking about everything and nothing in the communal rooms while shuffling a deck of cards- thinking about the idea of found family, realising itâs not as far out of reach as youâd thought.
Those were your memories of home, of England, your memories of the place you were born.
The military had been the making of you- there was nothing before that, you were made for this. You told yourself that on repeat, the army had saved you, put a roof over your head. There was no shadow of doubt that your life would have been very different if you hadnât taken this route, and you were convinced that you would have been six feet under by now.
The rain was only passing. The frigid breeze carrying it ever so gently, kissing your skin. You wished a storm would come your way, wash you out and provide a much needed clarity- a reset. You did always love thunderstorms, watching the lightning split the sky, cracking and illuminating as it broke apart.
You were sitting outside. The backend of the barracks were more sheltered, further hidden from higher ups that would scald you for being outdoors so late.
After the last twenty-four hours youâd had, you should have completely crashed. Been dead to the world as soon as your head hit your pillow. But you didnât - couldnât. Unable to sleep, unable to settle, thoughts racing and mind following. There was so much going through your head, and that wasnât common for you, this should have been just like any other day; any other job.
Something was different, and you knew it was far from over yet.
Soap had been by your side the entirety of the transport back to the barracks, his eyes wide and searching as he asked you question after question, barely letting you close your eyes for even a second for fear youâd slip into a coma from the blood-loss.
You wanted to bang your head against the metal of the craft as you sat there listening to him drone on. Either that or you would rip Johnnyâs voice box out of his throat with your bare hands. Ghostâs fists clenched where they sat resting on his thighs.
âLeave it, Mactavishâ heâd barked, clicking his tongue as he did, clearly it wasnât just your nerves Soap was grating on.
You wanted to laugh as you watched the Scotsman shrink back in his seat, like a dog with its tail between its legs, not liking getting told off. Yet, your smile washed away, swallowed by the tension in the craft. The entire mission hadnât gone to plan, coming up short, following dead lead after dead lead. With fatalities and injuries on top of that, it didnât serve to keep the morale of the team up.
The three of you didnât speak much. You could see the tiredness eating itâs way at Soap, feeling as his body grew heavier and heavier beside you in his seat. Ghost was sitting across from you, like he had done on the transport over seas chasing the dead lead, you couldnât see him all that clearly, the night flight back to base didnât provide much light to go by, only giving you a rough shadowed outline of where and how he was sitting.
Yet, you were sure you could feel Ghostâs mind ticking over. Almost as if you could hear the man thinking, could hear the gears turning over and over in his head as he sat there- stewing away behind that mask of his. He kept his arms folded across his chest, another barrier thrown up in defence, dead eyes glaring towards the ceiling as he rested the crown of his head against the back of his seat. He had his legs kicked out and splayed apart, resting either side of your boots, right foot tapping away in absent thought.
You hadnât managed to sleep, didnât even feel groggy at all, and you were always the first to sleep on transport. Usually loved getting rocked to sleep from the turbulence or terrain. There had been a running joke for years that you could sleep anywhere at anytime, your body had improved over the years at getting used to time zones and differences, it barely reached you anymore.
It was unusual. Your body wouldnât allow you to rest, perhaps the adrenaline hadnât subsided just yet, maybe after youâd been to medical upon landing and gotten cleaned up youâd feel better.
Negative.
Soap had marched you to the medial building as soon as youâd gotten to base, tugging you by the arm like you were a naughty child. The other soldiers had gone straight to the barracks, heading straight to their bunks to sleep off the last twenty-four hours, theyâd earned it. Even Ghost went.
You shooed Johnny away as soon as you were being seen to, urging him that he didnât have to babysit you and that he should rest up. You reminded him that this wouldnât be a long respite. He had nodded, a smile quirking at his lips as he held out his fist, you rolled your eyes- but you bumped your fist to his nether the less.
The sweet nurse had tried to express her concerns for the state you were in, but as lovely as she was, you brushed her off. She was short and blonde, the tiredness in her pretty hazel eyes showing you sheâd been in the med room since early doors. Sheâd urged for you to have x-rays taken of your chest, that even if your ribs were just fractured that it could potentially cause other issues if you hadnât already punctured a lung or lacerated any other organs. You pulled a bullshit excuse out of your arse and handed it to her with the nicest of smiles, hopping down from the examination bed as you buttoned your shirt back up. Sheâd already cleaned and taped the wound on your head, cleaning some of your other cuts and grazes and smothering them in balm to keep anything nasty out. She sent you on your way after shoving some heavy painkillers down your throat, knowing you werenât going to take her advice and that youâd deploy again tomorrow, and she was right- you couldnât sit this one out now.
After leaving the medical building youâd made your way outside, and you hadnât moved since. It must have been hours now. You stopped counting after two, letting the cold chill of the rain and wind sting your face as you perched there on that wall, content and calm. Perhaps it was the painkillers making your head foggy, calming the thrum of your blood as you stared out into the star studded darkness.
Upon hearing heavy footfalls scuffing across the concrete, you turned your attention to the source of the sound, watching a shadowy figure approaching as they descended the stairs that led back towards the main buildings. You couldnât see all too clearly, there were no lights to illuminate the area in which you were sitting, to purposely discourage loitering. Whoever it was didnât speak right away, you tilted your head back towards the sky, closing your eyes with a sigh. They came to a stop next to where you were sitting on the wall, not invading your space directly but barely keeping their distance.
A faint click of a lighter striking caught your attention and your eyes opened to flicker over to your left- it was Ghost.
The cigarette was already between his lips, his left hand cupping it to protect it from the wind and rain as the other hand held the lighter, dying away with a loud click.
You watched as he inhaled deeply, the swell of his chest rising as the end of the cigarette illuminated a deep amber, causing shadows to dance across his face from the glow. The mask caught you. This wasnât the one heâd been wearing before, this one was a simple black balaclava with his characteristic skull printed onto the lower part of the face- it was already pulled up to the bridge of his nose when you had turned to look at him. There were thick smudges of black-grease paint plastered over his eye sockets, making the colour contrast with the hickory brown of his eyes.
There was something about your lieutenant that you couldnât quite grasp fully; youâd met plenty of reserved soldiers before, closed off and more secretive about themselves and their lives outside of these walls- but Ghost was different. Itâs as if there was nothing outside of these walls for him. The military and the 141 were his entire life, the reason he breathed air and woke up in a morning.
When the others made plans for leave or talked about their families, he didnât, heâd stay and heâd listen. Never has he ever uttered so much as a word about his private life, maybe he did have one, maybe a wife and a family- but you couldnât see it.
He was just so- unmoved. He barely showed outward concern for himself or his team, the latter more so but only if it was fatal. He knew that collateral damage was a given, he knew that every mission he deployed on he would come back with less soldiers then he left with. Ghost swallowed that pill everyday, the lives he holds in his hands, the weight of the grief on his shoulders. It was any surprise he was still standing, but you guess he was numb to it now, thatâs why he didnât feel it anymore. He was so used to death and destruction, it was starting to be ineffective at jarring him, at making him feel any kind of way about it.
Ghost pockets the lighter, reaching up and holding the cigarette between his thumb and index finger as he retracts it from his mouth, a deep-dark cloud of smoke falling from his lips as he breathes it out.
Your eyes lingered. Assessing the dressed down version of the infamous soldier as he leaned back against the wall. His boots and trousers were what was left of his uniform, from the waist up he was wearing a charcoal coloured jacket with a high collar that heâd pulled up, covering what you could see of a simple black undershirt peeking out from between the zipper of his jacket.
The darkness didnât provide your eyes well, only when he took a drag of his cigarette could you see the outlines of the lower half of his face. Even then, you didnât risk staring, despite your- curiosity he was still your lieutenant.
Itâs normal to be curious- you keep telling yourself. Heâs your lieutenant; your point of call, your lifeline when youâre out there risking life and limb. Yet, youâve never seen his face, would never be able to pick him out in a sea of hundreds. He doesnât owe you anything, youâre new to his charge, under his wing so to speak, but youâre leading this mission with him and Johnny- the least you should be able to ask for is some truths. Everything about him is redacted, save for his name, even then that had been hard enough to get, apparently everything about him was on a need to know basis.
The man took a long-heavy drag of his cigarette. âHowâs your head?â He asked flatly, his eyes trained forward as he spoke.
His voice might not have been loud, but youâd been in silence for hours, the gravely tone of his voice hammered straight through to your bones. You watched him out the corner of your eye.
âItâs fineâ you said, not really wanting to elaborate in case he tried to catch you out.
Ghost hummed âyou sure about that?â He queried, tone a little harder.
When you craned your neck to look at him fully this time you found he was already looking at you, his eyes pointedly focused on the tape holding the left side of your forehead together. You didnât take your eyes away.
âIâm very sureâ you reiterated, hoping heâd drop the subject, you had a feeling he wouldnât.
âAnd the punctured lung?â You stiffened. How did he know? He pushed himself up from leaning back against the wall and turned his body so he was parallel to you now, his right hip leaning into the brick as his right elbow kept him propped there. He had let go of his cigarette, his lips keeping it secure as he continued to smoke it, blowing smoke out the corner of his mouth.
You gathered your thoughts in your head, thinking of the best response you could give. The man spoke before you could.
âYour silence tells me a lot, sergeantâ he huffed, taking ahold of his cigarette once more as he returned to his prior position, mirroring the way you faced forward. You kissed your lips against your teeth.
âIâm fineâ you said again, you saw no point in trying to persuade him, heâd clearly already made up his mind.
Ghost made some kind of noise in the back of his throat and you heard him rooting for something in his pocket. You were surprised when a cigarette was held out towards you. You frowned, casting your eyes over to him to find he was still staring forward, mouth devoid of a cigarette and his free hand stuffed into his pocket, heâd clearly smoked it right down to the filter and ditched it.
How could you think you could lie to him? Heâd seen first hand the pain you were in, so much pain you couldnât see straight, blood staining your face as you fought for a singular breath to enter your lungs.
He was testing you now. If you refused the cigarette then heâd assume it was because you were still in pain with your lungs and chest, if you took it then perhaps he would lay off.
You made up your mind, brushing your fingers over his as you took the smoke from his hold. You placed it between your dry lips, you were still in your full gear and you knew you had a lighter somewhere, before you could start your search- Ghost already had you covered. His hand extended out toward your face with the flame dancing and licking at the breeze, you leaned in close and cupped both of your hands around his as it held the lighter, inhaling deeply as the earthy taste of the tobacco hit the back of your throat.
Youâd smoked causally and socially throughout your entire army career, surely smoking through one cigarette without as much as a splutter would be easy enough.
Ghost retracted his hand and pocketed his lighter again, watching you smoke from the corner of his eye. You could feel his eyes on you, so you purposefully didnât look his way, you gazed off into the pitch black, eyes struggling to focus on anything at all.
He stuffed both of his hand into his pockets, enjoying the quiet, listening only to the steady pattering of soft rain against the brick and concrete and the gentle sound of your steady breaths exhaling the smoke.
You werenât about to admit that he was right, but he was right. The nicotine dried your lungs and the tickle of tobacco at the roof of your mouth and back of your throat had you gagging to cough, mixed with the subtle metallic taste of your own blood that still lingered on your palate. It wasnât a delightful mix. You decided to distract yourself.
âAnyway, how come you arenât asleep, Lt?â You asked, genuinely intrigued. The man quirked a brow, or at least, it looked like he did.
âCould ask the same to youâ He was right but you asked first. You tutted.
âIâve been with medicalâ you countered, thinking youâd caught him out.
âThree hours agoâ he gifted flatly. Fuck. You shrugged him off.
âI lost track of timeâ you took his silence as his answer.
It was obvious that he hadnât come out here just to smoke, there was something he needed to say, and you wished he would just spit it out. He shifted his stance, like he was in pain, you almost asked if he was okay, but thought better of it. He was more then capable of looking out for himself, when you were out in the field youâd worry and watch his six, back here- youâd leave him to it.
Ghost sighed âitâs been advised that you donât ship out tomorrowâ his words cut through you, his softened tone did nothing to soften the blow. You stiffened, shoulders squaring off as you took a deep inhale of the cigarette.
âOn what grounds?â You asked quickly, tone shifting. He noticed.
âMedicalâ he spoke while looking at you pointedly, you laughed.
âWowâ you shook your head with a disbelieving smile âyou take a little bump to the head these days and that gets you grounded?â Your question was entirely rhetorical, your head was the least severe of your injuries.
Ghost shifted his weight, still looking at you, watching as the emotions played out on your face. âlisten to me-â you cut him off.
âNo, itâs bullshitâ you stated with a scrunched frown creasing your face, still heaving plumes of smoke as you spoke.
âOiâ the lieutenant barked, making you freeze and look at him. âIâve dismissed itâ he said, his calm front falling back into place. Just another mask to add.
Your eyes blew wide. âYou- what?â You asked, confused. He sighed, reaching over to pluck the cigarette from between your fingers, bringing it up to his own lips to take a drag.
âI think itâs best we finish what we started- all of usâ he said, puffs of smoke escaping his lips between his words. He handed the cigarette back to you as he continued, watching as you brought it to your own lips to continue smoking it. âYou handled the crash wellâ he said âwould have had more fatalities if you hadnât have helped when you didâ it was clear that he believed what he was saying, you didnât take Ghost as someone who minced his words, he said it how it was.
âThank youâ you said, simply, returning your gaze to the dark sky, rain still falling gently.
It took a few seconds for Ghostâs words to settle. You furrowed your brow in thought, offering the cigarette back to him, which he gladly took. A comfortable blanket of silence fell over you, the next few minutes were simply nothing. A void in conversation that wasnât forced or awkward, it was just- natural. The two of you passed the cigarette between one another wordlessly, Ghost taking the longest and final drag till it was down to the end of the filter before he flicked it away, stomping it out with the heel of his boot. This signalled that it was time to call it a night, or a morning, you didnât know what time it was. You pushed yourself down from the wall, groaning and cracking your joints as you stretched out, sitting in the cold for this long wouldnât have done you any good.
Ghost pushed himself up from where heâd been leaning against the brick, now you were standing here, parallel to one another, you could see just how tall he was in comparison to you. Even the width of his shoulders were almost twice that of yours. You were forced to look up to meet his eyes, those cold-dead eyes of his. He tilted his chin down to see you clearer, that usual frown of his under the mask gone, no where to be seen. His expression was soft, almost content. You broke the silence.
âThank you Ltâ you said, watching the fabric over his brow furrow. âFor not grounding meâ you added. His eyes softened slightly.
âDonât let me regret itâ his voice was gruff, maybe even tired.
Your eyes hadnât adjusted to the dark, but he was so close you could faintly see the outline of his jaw and lips as he spoke. There was only a scant amount of space between you and him. You didnât fight the urge to reach up your hand and pinch the mask where it was pushed up against his nose- yanking it down in one swift movement. He let you do it. Didnât even move to stop you. âBetter to keep your anonymity Ltâ you said, smiling softly as you moved to walk past him and head toward the steps. He turned his shoulders slowly toward you.
âYou know my nameâ he said flatly, barely amused by your attempt to joke with him.
He was right, you did know his name, but that took the fun out of it.
You sighed âCome on, Riley. Time to get some shut eye, before we get in trouble for being out hereâ you adopted a horrific Manchester accent as you spoke, whatever drugs that nurse had given you, they were pretty fuckinâ wicked. Ghost clearly didnât agree, but he also didnât correct you when you used his surname. That was a feat in itself.
âIâm a lieutenant, what the fuck are they gonna say to me?â he grumbled, mostly to himself, but you had heard him.
You laughed softly, something warm swelling in your chest. Your initial perception of him had been cold and disconnected, he presented himself as a man who existed solely for his role within the military. Maybe he did, maybe he didnât, you were sure youâd find out. Your exchange with him this evening had showed you that he was observant and truly did value each and every soldier in his platoon. He wasnât allowing you to be medically grounded because he believed you would be an asset to the continuation of this mission, if that man had any doubt about the severity of your injuries and the chance that you could slow them down- he would have you grounded in a heart beat. He was giving you a chance, and you were determined to show him he was right to trust you and your judgement.
You held onto this feeling as the two of you climbed the stairs, entering the halls of the barracks and parting ways to your respected quarters.
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stalker. pt.2.
masterlist.
charles leclerc x reader. / ? x reader.
fc: lalisa manoban.
note: thanks you guys for 1k!!! i love seeing everyoneâs reactions to my aus it really warms my heart <3 i love youuuuuuu <333
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fan1: a fucking goddess
fan2: charles fumbled HARD
fan3: men really canât handle bad bitches
isahernaez: stunning!
fan4: the fact that they were ALL there lmao
fan5: apparently they were sitting near each otherâŠ
fan6: where is deuxmoi when you need them.
fan7: how to be a fly in that room tbh
fan8: can we STOP talking about musty charles and appreciate y/nâs beauty and work for charity??
fan9: y/n can do better than him anyway, her family literally owns half of monaco
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y/n: enjoying some sun with friends :)
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fan1: "friends" hm? then why is your fucking bestie still in monaco, y/n???
fan2: and who tf is that?
fan3: GUYS CHILL let the girl catch some dicks omg
fan4: i hope charles is crying rn
fan5: nah but charles must be regretting all his life choices
fan6: i wonder who that friend is
fan7: she looks so good tho
fan8: letâs stop talking about HER love life sheâs a grown ass adult
fan9: my girl is thriving we love to see it <3
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you did your best to ignore the look in peopleâs eyes when they saw you in the paddock. after all, what was a driverâs ex girlfriend doing here? to be fair, you didnât even know yourself, but he asked you to come and for a reason that is still foreign to you, you said yes. because who could say no to him?
it felt weird tho, coming here alone and supporting someone else, it was weird to you. especially because your ex boyfriend was here with the girl he cheated on you with. no wonder everyone was looking at you. but you didnât care, you knew why you were here, and charles wasnât going to ruin this moment.
"y/n!" a familiar voice made you sigh in relief, it was your friend, lily. she greeted you with her signature smile and hugged you tightly. "i havenât seen you in such a long time." she took a step back and you smiled at her. you loved this tiny woman so much, she was a huge support for you during the breakup and even now. "i missed you too! where is alex?" you asked, your friendâs boyfriend not in sight which was weird because these two were tied at the hip. "doing interviews with logan. but letâs not talk about boys, how are you?" you two linked arms and walked through the paddock. "iâm fine actually, itâs weird but i think iâm moving on." you smiled and looked at the sky, knowing exactly why you were moving on so quickly. "iâm happy then." she smiled back but it dropped away from her face quickly, when she saw something in your way. when you followed her gaze you chest tightened when you saw charles and his girlfriend. when she saw you she immediately jumped in charlesâs arms to kiss him, which caught him off guard and annoyed him.
an arm on your shoulder finally snapped you out of it, when you looked on your right to see who suddenly appeared next to you, you saw him. and all your sorrow immediately disappeared like rain when the sun is shining.
"hi, beautiful." he said, and you couldnât help but smile.
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Avengers Assemble - Halloween TF
"I can't believe Tony rented out the entire fucking penthouse for this shit." Bruce exclaimed as the three men entered the elevator.
"When has he ever spent less than like 100 grand on a party." Jon responded.
"And why did it have to be a Marvel themed Halloween party, I could have been some sexy vampire or something. Now I'm stuck in this tight ass captain america suit." Grant complained.
"At least you didn't have to paint yourself green for your costume."
"Aww, but it was so perfect. Your name is Bruce so you had to be Bruce Banner."
"Then why couldn't I just throw in some glasses and wear some nerdy clothes. I don't know why I should have to paint myself green if all you have to do is throw on a chest plate and buy a cheap hammer off Amazon."
"Hey, I dyed my hair blonde for this costume. And you didn't have to paint yourself green."
The men's bickering was interrupted by the elevator door suddenly opening. It was still one level lower than the penthouse.
"You pressed the wrong fucking floor Grant." Bruce accused.
"I pressed the one that said penthouse." Grant defended.
Their bickering was once again interrupted as a futuristic robot approached the elevator.
"Welcome to Stark Tower, please come in to confirm identity." The robot asked.
The three men stood in confusion for a moment before reluctantly following the robot out of the elevator.
"Tony spent more money on this than I thought."
"His dad must have given him a bigger allowance this month."
"There is no allowance. Mr. Stark built with his own hands."
"Who the fuck are you talking about, Mr. Stark?"
"Dude shut up, it was probably just programmed to along with the theme of the party."
The robot suddenly stopped in the middle of the room and turned towards the men.
"Please reach out your hand so I can confirm your identity." The robot asked facing Bruce.
"Uugh ok. Tony's really commited to this theme." Bruce said while reaching his hand toward the robot. "Ah fuck!" Bruce yelled as a small needle pierced his hand.
"Identity confirmed, welcome Bruce Banner."
"What the hell was that?" Bruce recoiled.
"Please reach out your hand so I can confirm your identity." The robot turned to Grant, ignoring Bruce's reaction.
Jon reluctantly reached out his hand and a similar needle punctured his hand.
"Ow, that hurt more than I thought it would."
"Identity confirmed, welcome Steve Rogers."
"Oh that's sick!" Grant yelled in excitement.
"Please reach out your hand so I can confirm your identity." The robot turned to the last man, Jon.
"Hmmm." Jon mumbled under his breath, trying to hide his pain.
"Identity confirmed, welcome Thor."
The men stood there in silence for a moment, waiting for the robot to give them further instructions.
"Sooo?" Jon asked, getting impatient.
"Waiting for transformation process."
"What?" Grant said in an aggressive tone.
"Guys... What's going on?" Bruce held out his arm, showing his veins turn to a green hue.
"What the fuck is happening to you?" Jon took a few steps away from him.
"I... Don't... Know." Bruce struggled to say as his voice turned into more of a growl. All his muscles tensed up as his body began to grow. His spine stretched, making his height grow higher and higher by the second.
"Oh my god..." Grant's jaw dropped as he watched his friend grow. His head tilted back as he now had to look up at Bruce.
Bruce grunted and growled, it sounded like he was in pain and pleasure. His shoulder nearly doubled in size as his biceps grew to the size of watermelons. His forearms followed suit and his hands became massive, big enough to wrap fully around someone's head.
"What did you do to him!?" Jon yelled at the robot, to no response.
By this point Bruce's skin was completely green, but his body was far from complete. His flat chest surged with muscle, creating two meaty pecs that hung over his stomach. Speaking of his stomach, all the fat he accumulated in his gut from his lavish lifestyle melted away, leaving him with a defined six pack and a V shaped torso.
"Huuu... Uulk." Bruce managed to speak in a deep raspy voice.
His two friends couldn't say a word, they just stood watching him morph into a monster.
The transformation shifted down towards his legs, on the way his flat ass burst outward with fat, creating two perky fat cheeks that threatened to rip through his costumes purple shorts. The bulge in the front of his tight shorts grew exponentially. At first it was barely visible against the taught fabric, but it grew to 8, 10, 12, over 14 inches in moments. It swung out as it finally ripped through his poor pants.
His thighs quickly followed, growing even longer and making Hulk's head hit the ceiling. They grew thicker than tree stumps, making his monstrous dick seem more proportional. And his feet ripped through his tiny shoes in an instant, easily growing 30 sizes in seconds.
"Is it me or is he kinda hot now." Grant said.
"What the hell are you talking about!?" Jon yelled, completely shocked at what he heard.
"I... I don't know why I said that." Grant seemed to snap out of the trance he was in.
Bruce's transformation finally came to an end as his head began to change. His head grew at least twice the size, now being in proportion with the rest of his massive body. His jawline became more square and his jawline became more prominent, giving him a more masculine look to match the huge muscles on his body. His hair shortened to a buzz cut and became a black colour as a black five I clock shadow covered his face. The hair quickly spread across his body, especially covering his chest.
"Hulk... Is... Me." Hulk managed to say between heavy breaths.
"Welcome, Hulk." The robot said as he brought over a rock necklace and a massive towel.
The hulk put on the necklace and covered himself with the towel before taking a seat and waiting for his friends to arrive.
"Is it just me or is it really hot in here, this stupid costume is making me sweat." Grant complained as he tried to readjust the tight suit.
"Yeah it's just you.." Jon paused as he turned to face Grant. "Dude, look at your arms."
Grant stopped pulling at his uniform and looked down at his own body. His arms were almost pulsating, getting bigger and bigger each time.
"Ohhh no, it's happening to you too." Jon backed away from his friends, afraid of what was to come. Grant was completely distracted by his own body, unable to process his friend's reaction.
Grant's arms grew until they threatened to rip through his uniform, showing off his perfect definition through the fabric. His hands followed suit, becoming thick and calloused from whipping that shield around all the time. On that note, he felt the shield on his back become significantly heavier as the once cheap plastic shield became pure Vibranium. His shoulders then broadened, growing until they perfectly fit the straps that held his shield, as if that uniform had been custom fit to him.
"Grant? What the fuck is going on!" Jon yelled, but it was as if Grant couldn't even hear him.
"No Grant. Steve." The hulk replied.
Steve's body started to seize slightly as his chest burst out into two muscly pecs, accented by the silver star that boldly sat on top of them. The skin tight suit had previously shown off his small gut and fluffy love handles, but his gut dramatically swelled and stretched his uniform to its brink before collapsing into itself, leaving a sharp six pack and slutty waist in its place.
"Damn, Rogers. You're gonna need to show me how you abs like that." Jon said in a British accent, which was an odd departure from his American accent. He immediately covered his mouth, in shock of both what he said and the accent he said it in. Though the remark did get a laugh from the Hulk.
Steve leaned forward as his previously unremarkable ass swelled into the 'Americas Ass' that he's well known for. His pant legs looked as if they'd been pumped with air as his thighs thickened and filled his pants to their limit. And the loose pouch covering his crotch came in good use when his dick started to pulsate, similar to how his muscles had before they grew. Pleasure shot all through his body as one of his hands held his crotch and the other cupped his thick pecs. All he could think about was how hot it was that he was the Steve Rogers. And meanwhile his dick grew harder and longer, much larger than it ever had before. It pressed hard against his uniform, pulsating back and forth, begging for release. Well he would have to wait long. He let out a deep moan in an unrecognizable voice while a stain developed in his crotch.
"Ah, fuck not again. I can't keep bringing this suit back to the dry cleaners with cum stains on it."
While he complained, well trimmed hairs sprouted across his face as his jawline sharpened. His face slimmed down and his features became more mature and masculine.
"Ugh, I don't know why but my muscles feel so tight today. I need to get back to the gym."
The robot approached him while he was stretching his muscles.
"Welcome Captain America." The robot said while handing over a small towel for the stain in his pants.
"Thanks buddy."
"You realize it's just a robot, you don't need to be nice to it." Jon replied in a condescending tone, fully letting in to the British accent.
"Thor are you drunk already, we haven't even got to the party yet." Steve laughed.
"I... I'm not Thor." Jon slurred his words, despite not having drank anything yet.
"Sure." Steve replied as he turned towards the Hulk. "What's up." He said as he punched the Hulk on the shoulder.
"Waiting... Thor."
"Me too buddy, he'll be here soon."
Steve sat beside Hulk and the two sat and waited for their friend to arrive.
Jon stumbled around the room trying to find his balance. His mind was a blur as it adjusted to the changes his body was going through. He gritted his teeth as a bushy blonde beard sprouted from his face. It grew down to his chest, unkept and untamed. And his short brown hair started to grow long, becoming a lighter hue in the process.
"I don't remember Thor having a massive beard like that, it kinda suits him." Steve pointed out.
Much like his two friends, Jon's body began to rapidly grow, but it didn't go quite like it had for the others. Sure his arms did grow large with muscle, but they also got covered in a thick layer of fat, making them lose their definition. The same happened to his forearms, and his hands became thick as fat pumped his fingers like sausages.
His shoulders broadened to fit his costume, but unlike Steve, his uniform remained a cheap knock off. The metal armour was just silver fabric and the cape was just a red blanket. That wouldn't matter for long though as his flat stomach started to bulge outward. Surely this was leading to Thor's chiselled abs being formed under his uniform, but it wasn't. Steve and Hulk watched in horror as a round beer gut slowly grew under the god's costume. The cheap fabric ripped to shreds, releasing his soft belly to hang over his waist band.
"I don't remember that being there." Steve remarked.
"Thor fat?" Hulk asked.
"It looks like it, yeah."
It wasn't over however. If the massive gut wasn't bad enough, his now bare chest began to swell. At first it seemed like they were growing with muscle, but the muscle quickly became engulfed in soft fat. They swelled into man tits, sagging to the sides of his gut. His back didn't fare much better, rolls of fat formed all down his formerly chiselled back and thick love handles filled in his thin waist, rounding out his body shape.
"Oh god it's awful, but I can't take my eyes off of it. Isn't there something hot about the god of thunder letting himself go and becoming... that." Steve pointed out, looking to Hulk for a response. Hulk only gave a shrug in response.
Thor leaned against a wall for support, trying to get used to his changing proportions. Though he was far from over. The sound of fabric ripping once again echoed around the room as Thor's ass grew fat and flabby. His pants finally gave way when his thighs thickened, leaving him in nothing but a tight jockstrap that pressed into his soft legs.
"Ohhh that jock is not big enough for him." Steve chimed in, making sure to keep his eyes on Thor.
Steve was right, that jock was meant to contain Jon, not the god of thunder himself. His dick quickly doubled in length and girth, causing only the tip to be inside the jock, but his expanding fat pad quickly covered up most of his cock. Also the laces on his boots began to snap off when his feet grew 5 sizes, causing his shoes to be on the brink of exploding.
Meanwhile, his head was still undergoing changes. His now blonde hair grew down past his shoulders and matted together. His facial features grew strong and masculine, but also soft as the fat rounded out his face. And a thick double chin formed under his jaw, although it was luckily covered by his massive beard.
As the transformation came to an end, Thor finally took a step away from the wall. He let out a hefty belch while rubbing his stomach.
"Anyone got a beer?" He asked, seemingly annoyed.
The robot approached him.
"Welcome, Thor." It held out a pair of sweatpants and a beer.
Thor snatched the pants and slid them on before grabbing the beer and stumbling over to a nearby chair.
"Damn Thor, what happened to you." Steve commented while trying to contain his laughter.
"What do you mean what happened to me?" Thor played dumb.
"You got fat!" Steve was no longer containing his laughter as he walked across the room toward Thor.
"Well you're the perv with a cum stain." Thor tried laughing between beer fueled burps.
"You're calling me a perv, I remember what you did to me back in New York." Steve leaned in close enough to smell the beer off of Thor breath and ran his finger down Thor's gut towards his crotch.
"Oh so you do like the belly?" Thor flirted back.
"Hulk tired of waiting." Hulk grunted as he grabbed both men by the arms and dragged them towards the elevator. Thor seemingly unaware of the fact that he left his hammer behind. The previously plastic hammer sparkled with blue lightning as it sat behind Thor's chair.
The Hulk squeezed into the elevator, holding the two men on either side of him. The air was awkwardly silent though the short elevator ride while Hulk continued to hold Steve and Thor the entire time. The elevator chimed and the door opened to reveal Tony Stark, welcoming you to his penthouse.
#male tf#masculine#fat tf#male transformation#reality change#hairy#male wg#muscle tf#age progression#superhero tf
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limiting believes i got rid of AND YOU SHOULD DO TOO in order to manifest instantly
-> timeÂ
before i thought and probably your case too AND I HOPE THAT ITâS NOT ANYMORE that time had anything to do with the loa, manifesting and stuff. that the fakest shit iâve ever head. literally all is based off your mind and your assumptions.who tf decided that manifesting a house should take months? when time doesnât even exist. LIKE TELL ME WHERE TF IS THE LOGIC? like just sit there and think about it, time was human-made and the law is just the law, so why would you make the time a law? like why tf would you even just consider time ?j just think about an answer.the law isnât logical itself so why would you even try to make it logical by putting it together with something thats considered logical? just ask yourself. why tf would my penthouse in new york would take months to get to me? whats the answer to that now?
FORGET ABOUT TIME, about deadlines or whatever stop counting days like you were in fucking jail. the only jail youâre in is youâre mind.
 -> worth and « bigger » or « smaller » manifestationsÂ
nothing has value, youâre the one creating value and putting things on a pedestal. do you know whatâs worth more between a 1$ and a 100$ ? if you say the 100$ you really understood nothing did you? itâs as easy to have the 100$ than the 1$ as itâs the same thing to manifest a big fat miami house or a small condo in tokyo and if you think otherwise you havenât totally let go of those limitings believes yet. why do you think money has so much value? it really is a piece of paper with a print. would you give a piece of paper with a drawing of an old man any value? no. THEN STOP GIVING VALUE TO MONEY OR ANYTHING IN LIFE.you think you could attract a person you donât care about but not your crush or you desired friends? when those persons are worth the same and as easy to get as the other? the second you consider that everything you want is absolutely worthless and as easy to get as the oxygen youâre breathing right now, youâll manifest.
the second youâll pull out this bullshit that we instill in your brain of «  value, worth, bigger things, harder to get, longer to get » youâll instantly get it. THE SECOND YOUâLL KNOW THESE WORTHLESS THINGS ARE ALREADY YOURS, YOU MANIFESTD IT!
MAINLY STOP PUTTING YOURSELF LIMITS!!!!! you control everything whatâs stopping you from getting that penthouse you want so bad?? money? money is worthless and you can get it the amount of money you want so now what do you need more? go get you keys and enjoy it cause you literally already fucking have it. YOUâRE DIVINE how can you manage not to have a simple piece of paper that has the number «  100 » on it? how can you not get a place made with of wood and rocks and itself filled with more things that are made with wood and rocks ? how do you manage not get the love of a simple girl or boy? THE ANSWER IS YOU DON'T MANAGE NOT TO HAVE IT CAUSE YOU ALREADY DO.
PUT IN YOUR HEAD YOU ALREADY HAVE IT ALL. NOTHING ELSE EXISTS, NOT WORTH, VALUE, TIME, ALL THIS THINGS DOES NOT EXIST SO PLEASE PLEASE GET THOSE BULLSHIT LIMITING ASS HUMAN MADE CONCEPT OUT OF YOUR GENIUS BRAIN AND INSTANTLY GET ALL YOU WANT WITHOUT RESTRICTIONS WHATSOEVER
->3D delay
donât put in your head that there will be a delay forget about that.focus on the fact that it gets instantly to you and thatâs it. do not care about anything else. « oh i donât have my results yet it'S probably 3D delayđ » no. you already have it wtf is even a delay? the moment you decided to have it in your 4D you instantly got in your 3D period.
-> self victimising
STOP THIS. stop all the «  itâs not manifesting why?? why everyone but me đ„ș» please. youâre worth more than that. persist no matter what.stop slowing down your living in the end process. if you wanna feel sad about a situation, be sad, but donât even start self-victimising. donât eat up your feelings it leads to nothing good but always remind yourself that you have the knowledge that ppl out there donât have access to. people dying or being in the worst situation ever dont even have any way to get out of it cause they donât know but YOU? YOU KNOW THE TRUTH. YOU KNOW THE LAW. YOU KNOW YOUR LIMITLESS POWER. YOU CAN HAVE YOUR DREAM LIFE SO WHY SELF VICTIMISE? YOU AREADY GOT IT ALLL GIRLLL
btw thatâs my first blog i hope it was inspiringđ„° and i dont tell you may all your manifestations come true cause theyâre obviously already all trueÂ
#manifesting#law of assumption#neville goddard#self concept#limiting beliefs#manifesation#dream life#affirm and persist#loa success#master manifestor#loassumption
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SVSSS/PIDW au where Shen Yuan transmigrates as a child, like he died in his old body as a four-year-old, I'm just gonna say he was shot by some guy with a gun who was getting payed by *insert rival company to the Shens* to kill a member of the family, and the guy didn't wanna orphan some kids so he just shot one of them and ran tf out of there.
Shen Yuan just wakes up in an alleyway as some OC insert that looks exactly like him but he was basically just tricked by the system in thinking he was going to play a game. He is disgusted by how dirty the clothes he's wearing are and wants to stop playing the game so he can be clean.
Cue him eventually getting hungry and asking a lady for some food with tears eyes and the lady folds like a wet tissue to a sad child and just hands him some tanghulu, which Shen Yuan is very happy about.
Yue Qi eventually sees this young and sad child just munching on some tanghulu in an alleyway and just immediately and internally adopts him, because the boy very much reminds him of his Xiao-Jiu, he becomes even more firm on adopting this child once he learns his surname is also Shen.
Yue Qi introduces the confused but happy Shen Yuan to Shen Jiu and is excited to see how they interact. Shen Jiu kicks it off by saying he wants this new child gone, he doesn't want to share HIS Qi-ge, but he slowly grows curious enough to let Shen Yuan stay, he just wants to know why his hair is so short and why he is also a Shen, maybe they're related and he also got abandoned, because he keeps crying about how he misses his family.
Of course months go by and Shen Yuan gets severely attached to his new siblings, thinking he was abandoned by his real family and not wanting them to leave him, so he is very clingy, and Shen Jiu is not happy with this, he wants his Yuan-di to stop being so emotional, people are going to take advantage of the fact he's so nice, and Shen Jiu might not be there to help him, which makes him annoyed because he wants to be seen as strong enough to protect both Qi-ge and Yuan-di.
A year passes and Shen Jiu is six now, Shen Yuan had turned five, and Yue Qi has turned 8 and eventually presents as an alpha.
(Yes, plot twist, there is omegaverse because I said so.)
Yue Qi's alpha pheromones kick in and he becomes ten times more attached to his little brothers, and he would gladly bite anyone who hurt them (Yes, this has already happened).
Shen Jiu dislikes how strong his Qi-ge's scent is and tells him that it's so musky and he should learn to dim it down a little bit. Shen Yuan just tells his Qi-ge that Jiu-ge is absolutely right, Yue Qi agrees.
Eventually, the slave traffickers find out Shen Jiu and Yue Qi have been technically smuggling Shen Yuan around and they're happy because they have another person to get them money, so, what do they do?
They brand him and form a contract, now referring to him as Shiyi.
Shen Jiu and Yue Qi absolutely refuse to call their didi anything but his name, and of course, Yuan-di or Xiao-Yuan.
Things go as normal with the three brothers all being little shits.
Two years pass and Shen Jiu presents as an omega.
He despises it and insists on pretending to be a beta, Shen Yuan is confused but doesn't argue, he has seen how people often treat omegas, and it isn't very kindly.
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