#still want to kill myself everytime i see jusst. cruel fucking comments on a person who looks like ME
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just thinking thoughts. as a large fat person i feel the way small fat people are able to slip into the ‘confident, verging on socially acceptably attractive’ niche makes me feel some kind of fucked up way i cant really. express.
#make no mistake. to thin people fat is fat and there is no variables and they hate us all the same#but i feel like as a larger fat person if i voiced these thoughts itd be seen as an evil giant fatty hating smaller fat people#because im jealous and evil and not acceptably attractive#and it hurts in ways i cannot comprehend to try and navigate this without getting bad read#but not all fat people are equal please PLEASE . please.#i cannot find nice clothes i can not find cool clothes#i feel alone despite being around other fat people because theyre small fat i cant connect with them. not fully#double standards. two fat ppl can make vidoes and both can get hate comments but one also has positive ones and the other#has nothing but cruelty#guess which is the larger of the two#it HURTS it hurts idk i cant. i cant express it#we've made a few steps i guess. im glad small fat people can find even a inch of acceptance#still want to kill myself everytime i see jusst. cruel fucking comments on a person who looks like ME#crying now....AAAAA
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