#double standards. two fat ppl can make vidoes and both can get hate comments but one also has positive ones and the other | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

estroniaid · 2 years ago

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just thinking thoughts. as a large fat person i feel the way small fat people are able to slip into the ‘confident, verging on socially acceptably attractive’ niche makes me feel some kind of fucked up way i cant really. express.

#make no mistake. to thin people fat is fat and there is no variables and they hate us all the same #but i feel like as a larger fat person if i voiced these thoughts itd be seen as an evil giant fatty hating smaller fat people #because im jealous and evil and not acceptably attractive #and it hurts in ways i cannot comprehend to try and navigate this without getting bad read #but not all fat people are equal please PLEASE . please.#i cannot find nice clothes i can not find cool clothes #i feel alone despite being around other fat people because theyre small fat i cant connect with them. not fully #double standards. two fat ppl can make vidoes and both can get hate comments but one also has positive ones and the other #has nothing but cruelty #guess which is the larger of the two #it HURTS it hurts idk i cant. i cant express it #we've made a few steps i guess. im glad small fat people can find even a inch of acceptance #still want to kill myself everytime i see jusst. cruel fucking comments on a person who looks like ME #crying now....AAAAA

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