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There is something about Pedros eyes as Joel that has me on the floor, throughout the series there are alot of microexpressions he does but this damn contrast makes my heart ache.
He goes from disbelief to shock to completely shutting down when Sarah dies, there is so much pain in those eyes it makes your heart clench, it's in the way Joel keeps hugging Sarah harder as to transfer his own life into hers by pure will,
Then you have the hospital and you see no light behind those eyes, you can just feel the pure rage and agony. Him walking slower and slower and you can just feel his heart drop, and the wires come lose in his head and then there is one mission, save Ellie. His eyes man....
#I am biased cause I love the man#actually I only started knowing him from tlou#so how biased am i#anyways#i love his acting#and he nails it#i sometimes see things#like comments especially on tiktok about the casting of tlou#about both pedro and bella#and it ticks me off#i block them but still#i actually wanna show full on appreciation for both versions#cause i fucking love the game#tlou 1#no tlou 2 that shit doesnt exist for my mental health#joel miller#the last of us#tlou#pedro pascal#joel and ellie#joel and sarah
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one orrrr
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#not a perfect return to posting art#but fuck if my pettiness isn't a great driving force#lol about what snack??#some ole bullshit i saw on the whassit... insta or twitter#one of those two where “FaNs” go to pretend they got no fucking manners#oOoOh you're a this that whatever artist because look you draw like this one OoOoh#fuck outa here#literally I'm gonna post going through my whole goddamn style rolodex#also?#personal art style is not as big a deal as some of these new/young artists think it is#like maybe in commercial or children's book illustration#since they look for a specific vibe#and you're doing yourself an artistic disservice by focusing so much on “creating a personal style”#and this weird fucking self-imposed boundary of like appreciating how an artist renders this or that aspect of their drawing#because they think the plagiarism police are gonna SWAT them#like... it's pretty and you like it bcoz it speaks to you so#fucking just#try it out#try out that type of line weight#try out that color palette#try out that way of lighting a person or a scene#try it#listen everyone is out here being an aesthetic frankenstein's monster#the minute you try out xyz in your art it becomes “your style” because how you interpret it replicate it will be#influenced (altered you could say) by how you draw#unless your ass getting paid to draw on model or your art lead's style or you wanna get on a show/game so you're cobbling a quick portfolio#but that's not this#also lol next mutation still got fans#my childhood nostalgia says hello#tw eyestrain
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Hi, Sorry to bother you, I'm just an anon who loves your art. It's just that I haven't seen you on Tumblr in the last weeks and I just hope that you're all right. I wanted to send you good vibes and wish you a good week. Also, I wanted to thank you for your incredible art and stories. I love your work and I hope and wish that you're okay. I'm looking forward to your come back but take all the time you need, absolutely no pressure. Your well-being is more important. I'll stop talking now. Bye !
Awww, thank you, that means a lot!! 🥺💖🥺
I've been ill for the couple last weeks (which is nothing new, because everyone who knows me also knows that I'm always ill) but this time nobody is sure what it actually is, so it's lots of: 'see if those meds do anything - oh no (nothing happens beside me being drowsy as fuck)' so I have been conserving my energy for the days where work is not avoidable and pured the rest into writing some papers I have a deadline for (about sepsis. yeeee)
#when I tell y'all I am done I mean it gosh#I do appreciate it that my absence has been... noticed? Very sweet anon!#the one amusing thing that has been filled my sleepless nights is that I've been rewatching malpractice md#I too wanna be rude while I show like twenty ethical guidelines the middlefinger and pop some pills#but I'm only nauseous all the time and still stay nice#even though I wanna go BATSHIT crazy#uurghhh#when will I continue with art?? who knows#you know I would love to use this blog to talk but then I also don't talk so there is that
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the journey of gordon juniperus gresley (and still ongoing)
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte gordon#senjart#casa tidmouth#casa tidmouth act 2#my everything. godddd I love him so so much#he's like. objectively the best character in the whole series#also I think he and scott were really close as kids#esp. with only one year age difference and how scott continuously supported him despite their family's situation#(imo their rivalry in tgr was one sided from gordon's part. scott's just balling while gordon still wants to overpass him)#like ok. I know this is a post about gordon but I think scott needs some appreciation with how he prioritizes his brother over himself#bro's probably emotionally devastated too with losing his siblings and father. but he still has his little brother#gordon probably felt like he owes scott a lot. but he's bad at words (ALL gresleys are) and he has his own set of problems SOOOOOO#and gordon. even though he lost so many people in his life he still keeps on going. he never gives up because-#-despite how much he complaints and boasts about himself he firmly believes that things will eventually turn out okay for him#aggresive optimist. something like that? you get what I'm trying to say#like a coworker would say ''this is hopeless'' and gordon would just say ''you're being ridiculous''#anyways enough of me talking. I wanna draw scott's and gordon's railway show designs BUT WHEN? LET'S SEE#(crying at little gordon. it shows from his eyes that he has no idea what's about to happen to him)
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✿GEMINITAY APPRECIATION WEEK✿ Day 7: Free Day My Hero!
I wanted to take the chance of a Free Day to really express how much Gem inspires me, as a Minecrafter, as an aspiring Youtuber, and as a person. I... really doubt this is gonna get a lot of traction, even less be actually seen by Gem herself. But either way, somehow some way, I want Gem to know how much she inspires me, how much I love her and everything she does. I love you Gem!! WE love you Gem!!!
Thank you so so much to @dronepikachu for creating this week, it allowed me to show my true appreciation for, to be honest, my favorite Minecraft Youtuber so far!!! Thanks for doing this to combat the hate Gem had received. Let's hope we rectified it and fought off those haters!! (Though I'd willingly fight all of them by myself if given the option to <3 For Gem)
✿Thank you to those that reblogged and shared the Gem appreciation!!✿
Flat colors and w/o text under the cut:
#geminitay appreciation week#gemweek#geminitay#geminitay fanart#star art#ren's blorbos#astro canon??#This is so late and I feel so bad about it but!! It's because I really wanted to show my appreciation on the last day!#right on christmas im thinkin of geminitay. as i should#anyways NEW SONA DROP!!!!#LETS GOOO!!#edited it a bit from last time#still trying to get a hang of the colors#cat deer hybrid <33#i realized from all this geminitay appreciation that i really do find deers as a comfort animal#which ...... definitely all started from noelle holiday-#my VERY FIRST genuine comfort character#then my comfort youtuber becoming geminitay? deer coded??#yeah it was bound to happen#i'll still use my old sona when i wanna tho <33 im gonna keep the gloves and new clothes designs for reals tho
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Naw but the way Charles literally has a spidey sense when somethings wrong with the boys 😭🙏💖💖
#jane journals#self insert talk#🍞 my bread and butter 🍞#he said 'i sense...a disturbance'#HE REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT THEM#yeah they make him money and its literally his livelihood#but we do see him make an effort to show his appreciation for them and such#THE EPISODE WHERE THEY JUST WANNA HANG OUT WITH HIM AND THEYRE SAD THAT HE'S TOO BUSY 😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖😭💖#hes SO their mom#and the toki hug still gets me i gotta draw fanart for that moment 🤧🤧#and hgghh ok another part that still gets me is when hes initiating that klokateer and talking about the job description#saying that itll be dangerous and thankless and every time he says smth like that it cuts to a moment from HIS life#he really DOESNT get an ounce of appreciation for what he does#but he still does it anyway#id like to show him that appreciation 🥺🥺👉👈💖💖💖#ugh how did i regress so BADLY#i didnt think id be obsessing over a middle aged white guy again im so sorry guys#i thought i was better 😭😭
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im going back to my emeryverse ash teams and im starting to regret trying to do these in order. mostly because kanto is gonna be the most annoying one to figure out. i crank ash's rotation team issues up to eleven with this one. and trying to add more pokemon to his roster that will only stay for a bit is like... "ok am i giving him this pokemon because he would actually go for it or am i giving it to him because I Like It"
#im making him like ACTUALLY a bad trainer here at first. not maliciously obviously he is still a good kid#i mean bad as in ''this kid's guidance isn't really fantastic and he isn't all that supported.''#i worry that it sounds meanspirited towards kanto to say that my version of ash doesnt feel at home with it (besides pallet town)#given how much i bitched about kanto favoritism during my rewatch. but i swear its not that. i do appreciate kanto more now#its that like. ash is noticably happier once hes in the orange islands and johto in the show and i wanna play on that.#combined with how nasty kanto could get towards him#ALSO i dont like dupes and like to avoid them as much as i can besides starters#so i dont wanna give him something a companion already has. so my fave gen 1 mons are all off the table because of this LMAO
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JUST READ THE LATEST CHAP OF LIAR LIAR AND WKDJKWIXIW THE DANCE WAS SO CHTE THEY ARE SO CUTE I FIKWKDKW ALSK THE DEDICATION TO ME MADE ME SO HAPPY THAT WAS SO DWEET LITERALLY THE BEST GIFT I COULDVE ASKED FOR UOU ARE MY FAV THANK YOU if you have no fans i am dead. srs.
ofc it was dedicated to you ml, it was your BIRTHDAY (which i hope you had the best celebration ever for btw) 😫🥳🤭
SOOO glad you liked it, not that i thought you’d hate it bcz it happened to be my fav chapter out of everything i’ve written so far, so i knew you’d like it to some extent at least 🫨
no girl, i don’t have fans, you’re my friend, there’s a difference 😭 we do nawt do fans around here, children (majority of you are slightly older than me but idc idc you guys are my children and i’m the mother hen).
tysm for your comments and messages and just existing, you’re so amazing pls never die wiwksnjwnsbs
#‘happy birthday again jelly-fsh’ we all say in unison!#it was so convenient that her birthday fell right around the time the new chapter was being wrapped up (kinda)#i had to rush a little and wrote 11k words in one sitting to get it out on september 11th (our lovely jelly-fsh’s birthday)#but i felt so accomplished when i did#till tumblr wanted to be a bitch and not release the chapter#still working on that here tho#but yeah#let’s all thank jelly-fsh for letting me know it was her birthday#she told me not to rush but like hello? it’s ur BIRTHDAY#wanna show my appreciation for her by releasing it on the big day#happy … idk what age lmao… happy nth birthday!!!!#belated since it passed but yk 😭#love her to death#love my little family of liars here#<3333#liar liar asks!
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There’s some interesting choices to make here cause like, for me specifically anyway, Bojack Horseman is a terrible person. He’s an asshole and MOST of the things that happen to him in his adult life are his own fault. But I LOVE him as a character. Because despite being a show about Hollywood celebrity’s with animal heads and names like Mr. Peanut Butter, Bojack Horseman honestly feels more REAL than most other adult animation. It’s so fascinating to watch him as he makes bad choices for so long, but then finally when he tries to get his shit together, his actions come back and bite him in the ass. And like. It’s tragic because we just saw him work so hard to get better, only for him to fall again, but everything WAS his fault, he made those bad choices and has to live with the consequences.
I just like the sad drunk horse he makes me feel emotions 🐴🥃🚬
I feel a similar way, and as some people in the tags of his poll pointed out I think he’s definitely not the type of character suited for this competition. He’s gonna stay in anyways because I like the discussion being sparked about it and he WAS submitted by someone, but yeah, it’s very much a “great character, terrible person” situation, the show makes it hard to sympathize with him and also hard not to. He’s too complex to boil down to just “love” or “hate”, so ya really just gotta judge which one weighs out here
#I have my own opinions and I don’t wanna influence the poll so I won’t say what I voted#but while he’s a well written character I did get a bit fatigued with the show letting him skirt responsibility for so long#although that was addressed in the last season#overall while he’s an unlikable asshole I appreciate that he’s not the kind of unlikable asshole who makes a show unwatchable#like you know those protagonists. at least he’s not one of them#still voted hate but because of who he is not bc of how he’s written like many others I voted hate for#not a poll#ask#anonymous#bojack horseman
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what is ur problemmmmmmm
#p#@me#i feel all bad+evil n i need to live in an underground cave away from civilization#but also i keep havin thiughts like i need to enjoy the run of the mill stuff like watching shows w family#or petting my dog or idk chilling in my room cuz itll all be gone n then i wont have appreciated it enough or smth#idk why but its stressin me out :/#psychiatrist appt tomorrow im so sick of thoseeee#last time it felt like she was trying to therapy me n i just wanted to be like ok i have someone else for that already thx#idk how much medication can do when im like my whole problem. that sounds so edgy but idk seems right#i just keep feeling like smth bad is gonna happen or im gonna fuck up rly bad idk#dlt ltr im sick of this post mid-writing it but im still goin#idk what else w/e#i wanna be better as a person for the ppl inmy life but im just this#n i wish i could like detach from everything til im less bad but i wont do that so#i feel like im just nothing but also like a gross rotten thing . idunno
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Do any other aroaces get really annoyed by aroace tiktok compilations when they are 99% ace, 0.8% aroace and 0.2% aro vids.
#PLEASE MORE ARO REP MY GOD#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aro#ace#also when they show the aro flag or aroace flag and talk about asexuality exclusively#god its my biggest queer pet peeve#no hate to alloace peeps its just that when i search for aroace/aro stuff i wanna see aroace/aro stuff you know?#mostly done by people who arent in the aspec community (appreciate the effort tho)#this might just be a first world problem but it still annoys me to no end
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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the way i have been following so many diff crocheting tutorials on yt n i still cant figure it out. i think i may just be a dumbass
#im so frustrated i wanna learn this so bad but i just . Cant#everyones all like crocheting is so easy 😁😁 while i cant even do a chain stitch#i rmbr my friend from the uk video called me on discord n showed me how to do one n i felt so bad cuz i kept asking her to redo it several#times 😭😭 she was very nice n patient w me tho which i appreciate but i still felt bad#anyway. im taking a break from it maybe ill try again later#.post
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*shyly kicks feet* hi hello I have made fanart for @onippep as I love Red and Oni, ehehe- this was gonna be a hug at first but it kinda turned into Oni holding Red lol
Sketch version under the cut bc I kinda like it :3
#bb's art tag#pizza tower#ignore how my art style changes whenever I change art programs njskdvs#also I'm still trying to figure out how to draw these guys lol#not sure if I wanna stick with the game's style or do a mixture of my own and the game's#I don't think them purely in my style would work very well bc my normal style is kinda anime-inspired and not very cartoony#so they'd kinda look. off sdnvjskd#but anyway- hope you enjoy this :>#oh and- one more note#for fake pep I draw him with 4 fingers and real pep 5#in the sketch fake pep has 5 fingies but I changed it for the final lol#I'm very much just a spectator when it comes to ask blogs but I wanted to show my appreciation#and also these guys have just kinda been living in my head rent free-#but uhh yeah I'm not that anon that was gonna draw fanart is what I'm tryin ta say lol
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thinking about my childhood fandoms. will promptly be exploding.
#thinking about the book of life again. WAUGH the book of life my absolute beloved <333333333#that shit was the epitome of Story to me#and you know what it still is#it was everything#and ever after high too. i saw a post yesterday that reminded me how insane i was as a kid abt ever after high.#GHGGFSFSGSHDJS#i wanna watch maya and the three but im not sure#recently when ive tried to watch kids shows- even really good ones- ive found myself appreciating them#but not enjoying them as i know i would have when i was actually a child#bc now im more mature and now i like more complicated things so a lot of kids shows don't explore those things in detail or at all#so while i can appreciate that the show is good i can't really sink my teeth into it#i could when i was a kid cuz thats all i really had and was able to understand at that point#and i DID get really into them then. but idk. im scared i'll like it but won't love it.#:/#bluebird.txt#uf anyways. manolo save me diego luna save me#i wasn't even In those fandoms as a kid cuz no internet really but i was just as insane as things im in fandoms for now sooo
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have had a very disappointing and stressful morning but at least i am sitting by the ocean with the sun shining on my face
#appreciating the ocean while i can before i move to canada in a week#i’m like . very upset and feeling dramatic and i think im within right to cuz it meant a lot to me#was meant to be going to the a15 action in my city and i had it all planned out#but i don’t have a car cuz my friends car broke down so i let them have mine early#and i planned to wake up at 5:30 and drop my mum off at work so i could have her car for the day#but then yesterday at the rally my friend was like oh i’ll come with u!#so after we drove back from melbourne i left my sign in their car (my car…)#and then this morning 5 mins before they were meant to pick me up they were like oh i’ve been called into work#which like understandable that they need the work but telling me 5 mins before u were supposed to pick me up…. 25 mins before the event…#anyway the next bus was so much later but i got on anyway after stressing a bunch#and i was like well even if im an hour late i still wanna show up#but it ended literally right as i got there im so upsetttt#i think the main reasons i’m upset is cuz this would be my last action in australia#cuz i’m moving in a week and i can’t go to this sundays rally in melb#and i was gonna give away my sign cuz i don’t want to throw it out but i can’t take it with me when i move#and i planned to participate in this for weeks n had it all sorted out i should have just gone with my own plans :(#anyway it is what it is i’m disappointed but i’m sitting in the sun by the ocean listening to day6 so it’s all fine really#p
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