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#p#@me#i feel all bad+evil n i need to live in an underground cave away from civilization#but also i keep havin thiughts like i need to enjoy the run of the mill stuff like watching shows w family#or petting my dog or idk chilling in my room cuz itll all be gone n then i wont have appreciated it enough or smth#idk why but its stressin me out :/#psychiatrist appt tomorrow im so sick of thoseeee#last time it felt like she was trying to therapy me n i just wanted to be like ok i have someone else for that already thx#idk how much medication can do when im like my whole problem. that sounds so edgy but idk seems right#i just keep feeling like smth bad is gonna happen or im gonna fuck up rly bad idk#dlt ltr im sick of this post mid-writing it but im still goin#idk what else w/e#i wanna be better as a person for the ppl inmy life but im just this#n i wish i could like detach from everything til im less bad but i wont do that so#i feel like im just nothing but also like a gross rotten thing . idunno
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VK’s: Gods and Pirates
A/N: Was going to make this chapter longer to tie straight into Part 4,but it’s long enough already,too long to write out Meghana and Hades ENTIRE relationship while on the isle,so you’ll be getting a Part 3 1/2 soon!
Warnings: None,mainly Fluff. A bit of innuendo but mostly going to save those for some NSFW One Shots ;)
Part 3-Queen of The Underground
Hades was pissed,to put it mildly. His Brother Zeus had kicked him out of Olympus,and The Underworld,along with Meghana and stripped them of their powers. One thing was for certain he wasn’t going to just stay here. Hades stalked towards the bridge that connected The Isle to Auradon,prepared to bust out of there,but an invisible Barrier stopped him in his tracks.
The barrier lit up in golden light but didn’t budge as Hades hit the barrier in surprise,then in anger. There was no way Prince Adam aka The Beast had constructed this all on his own,he must have had help,from someone higher up... “Hecate...” Hades ground out, “Of course she has to stick her nose in My business again...Enjoying ruling The Underworld without me cousin?!” Hades bellowed to the skies. But of course got no answer.
Fuming Hades didn’t notice when Meghana stepped up behind him. “Hades...where are we?” She asked quietly,aware he was angry.
At her voice,Hades shut his eyes,taking a breath as he answered. “We’re on The Isle of The Lost.or as I’ve heard it called,The Isle of Villains.”
Meghana frowned “Villains? But I’m not...”
Hades turned to face her,with a sardonic smirk. “You are now Sweetness. Evil by association and all that.” Hades eyed her serious then, “Do you regret it?”
Meghana walked up to him,taking his hands. “No. I only regret My Family’s Impulsive actions.”
“That’s a God for ya.” Hades quipped.Seeming to calm down at Meghana’s touch,as was her power.
“At least I still got this.” Hades said,plucking a glowing blue ember from the inner pocket of his jacket. As he held it up for Meghana to see,it brightened at her touch. Then started to dim before going out completely.
Hades frowned,studying it. “Well that’s never happened before.” Hades rubbed it,then held it up to the light,hitting it. It remained just a shiny stone. The power gone. “I don’t get it,I didn’t drop it in water...” Hades quirked an eyebrow,then rolled his eyes. “Great it’s this Gods forsaken Island.” Hades gave a shrug then placed the ember back in his pocket. “Ah well,at least-”
Hades didn’t get to finish his sentence,when Meghana called his name. “Hades.” Hades turned and looked in awe at Meghana,who seemed as surprised as he was.
Meghana glowed with a golden light then,as Hades watched,the light dissipated and Meghana stood there,or who Hades thought was Meghana,her appearance had changed. Her skin taking on a different darker tone,her red curly locks,while still retaining it’s length,turned a rich brown color,same as her eyes.
Meghana stared down at herself,surprised but also a bit afraid as she looked up at Hades. “Hades what’s happening.”
Hades collected himself long enough to walk towards Meghana,his hands touching her,for lack of a better word,more human skin. Hades knew exactly what had happened,no need to keep Meghana in the dark when all this was happening to her.
“You’ve lost your powers,you’ve turned human,same as your Father did when he lost-when I had Pain and Panic take away his powers.” Hades corrected himself.
“Gods can’t live on Earth...” Meghana realized. “So My healing,My strength...”
Hades nodded in sympathy. “Yeah. Mine too.” Hades pointed to his hair,indicating it would no longer flame up like it did on Olympus.
“What do we do now?” Meghana looked up at him in worry,but Hades just smirked, “Well I’ve always wanted to learn how to cook.” Hades remarked,they both looked down at a sign,attached to an entryway,that read ‘Hades Soul Food’.
Meghana took Hades hand,her warm fingers lacing Hades cold one’s. “Well C’mon then let's see what we’ve got.”
“Or what they’ve left us,you mean.” Hades replied in a dry tone,but let Meghana lead him towards the gated doors.
Once inside they noted the dusty,cave like bunker. “It’s literally an Underground Mine.” Hades stated,kicking the dirt floor,grimacing when his shiny combat boots got smudged.
“Oh Hades it isn’t that bad.” Meghana replied given Hades a chide look,a playful smirk on her bow lips.
Hades slowly looked over at her and quirking an eyebrow,pointed toward Mine tracks and an old rusted over small bike. Then dusted off the dirt that had fallen onto his jacket,with a cough.
Meghana saw his point but Ever the optimist,at least when it came to making do with what she had,(Surprising for a Goddess) Meghana exclaimed dragging Hades along with her. “C’mon this is only the entrance,lets see what the rest looks like.”
“You are surprisingly cheerful for a God who just got thrown down to earth,and lost her powers.” Hades grumbled,not as optimistic about there new domain.
“Demi God remember. I’ve been down to earth for extended periods of time I’m used to this.” Meghana reminded him. Once they had reached the other part of the mine,which looked more like a room now,with uneven wooden steps leading down to a medium sized area,with wooden pillars and broken mirrors hanging on the dark cave walls.
“Is it always this dirty?” Hades asked in disgust as he run a finger over a dust covered table.
“Well No but Earth is ruled by Gaia. Hence the dirt.” Meghana replied gesturing to the more natural elements.
“Yes I know how Earth was created,I was there thank you.” Hades tone full of sarcasm,still sore over being stripped of his Godhood in a sense.
Meghana ignored him,too busy with trying to figure out how to make this mine feel well less like a mine and more of a home. Her face lit up as an idea came to her. Turning towards Hades she asked, “Hades where’s your ember?”
Hades looked at her quizzically,retrieving the ember from his pocket. “Right here. But it’s lost its power,you can’t use it.”
Ignoring him,once again,Meghana grabbed the ember out of Hades hand before he could protest. “It still has some power left.” Meghana said,closing her eyes she held the ember close,calling on her Inner strength,she willed the Ember to do her bidding. At first it seemed like nothing was happening then,as Hades looked on in amazement,the Ember seemed to glow that brilliant shade of Blue again.
“Well at least it still works for someone...” Hades remarked to himself. hearing Meghana whisper but not the words,Hades then noticed trindles of Gold magick leaving the gem encircling all the broken and dusty furniture.
In a moment all of that was now,if not particularly shiny and new,at best unbroken and usable. “Well would you look at that.” Hades remarked giving Meghana an impressed look.
All that remaining power though was too much for one DemiGod and Meghana,having used up the last of her strength,fell to the floor.
Hades ran to her,gathering her up. “Hey little DemiGoddess,you’re alright,I’ve got ya.” Hades carried her over to the newly reformed Recliner and placed her gently down. Gentle was something the God of The Undead wasn’t known for,but things were different,when it came to Meghana.
Meghana opened up her eyes slowly,as she gave Hades a weak smile. “What happened?”
“You used up the last of your powers,and the embers too I think.” Hades told her,looking down at the now dim ember he had picked up off the floor.
“I should get more things for our place.” Meghana frowned,attempting to get up. But Hades pushed her lightly back down,the mention of her saying OUR place made the god give a warm smile,but he was still adamant about her not leaving. “Ah No,Megs you need to rest,that ember took a lot out of you,even if you were at your full potential,you’re still just a DemiGod and not me.” Hades told her.
“I know but-” Meghana started to protest but Hades insisted. “I’ve got this. I’ve got a friend on Earth,in fact he lives on the Isle,he can help. You just get some rest.” Hades told her,rubbing Megs forehead softly,as she fell asleep.
When Meghana finally awoke,she felt something warm and soft like wolf fur on top her and glanced down seeing a fur blanket. Smiling she snuggled further under it.
“I see you like the throw.” An amused voice reached her ears.
“Mmhm.” Meghana made a noise of an answer but didn’t actually answer,her eyes closed.
Hades wasn’t allowing her to go back to sleep however. As he leaned over the chair. “Uh uh Megs,you’ve slept long enough.” Before Meghana could come up with an excuse for why she needed an extra 5 or 20 minutes,a sweet,warm scent filled her senses. “Is that Tea...” Meghana trailed off as she opened her eyes slowly,eyeing the blue cup in Hades hand.
“With Nectar.” Hades finished for her. “Yes it is.” Grinning when Meghana practically swiped the cup from Hades hands,ready to take a big drink until Hades stopped her, “Careful,” He warned. “It’s hot.” He pointed at the steam rising up.
Meg gave a huff of annoyance but proceeded to blow on the tea. Then finally sipped it,closing her eyes,she savored the warm Chamomile Tea infused with the nectar of the gods.
Hades eyeing her the entire time,ok so her expressions of pleasure over drinking tea was giving him thoughts he’d rather not think about at the moment,but he brushed them from his mind,instead asking her with a grin. “Thirsty?”
Meghana finally opened her eyes,smiling up at Hades,from where he was standing next to the armchair. “Yeah. Where did you get this?” she asked,blushing.
“I have my sources.” Hades replied mysteriously but didn’t divulge more then that. “So,like the new digs?” Hades gestured around them,where not only was their new furniture,thanks to Meghana,but also new Decor as well as a record player standing off to one side.
“Where did you get all this?” Meghana asked, “and don’t say your sources.”
“Actually I was going to say My friend on The Isle,A Doctor.” Hades replied.
“A Doctor gave you all this?” Meghana looked at Hades,puzzled.
“More like a Voodoo Doctor.” Hades admitted. “He’s good at...procuring stuff.”
Meghana gave him a look. “You mean stealing it.” She replied with a smirk.
Hades pretended to look offended. “Facilier does no such thing! It’s more like a con really...” Hades waved away the topic of conversation,changing the subject, “The kitchen is fully stocked.” Hades gestured to the room off to the side.
“I see we won’t be lacking in Blankets either.” Meghana commented eyeing the mound of cream colored fur blankets draped over the old couch and recliner. She touched the one that was covering her.
“They’re not real fur.” Hades reassured her as if reading her mind. One power he did not possess. “ Artemis would have my hide.”
Hades sat down on the couch next to Meghana. “The real question is what do we now?” Hades meant now that they had no powers and were stuck on this island,but Meghana had other ideas.
Hades felt Meghana scoot closer to him then As she gave him a coy smile. “I can think of a few things...” Hades felt her hand on his knee and immediately looked down at her.
“Meghana I don’t think...” Hades tried to dissuade her despite the lustful,feelings growing inside him.
“Then don’t think.” Meghana whispered in his ear.
If Hades hair could still light up in blue flames,it would be. “I don’t remember putting Ambrosia in that tea...” Hades muttered to himself.
Then with as much willpower as he could muster,Hades turned and grabbed Meghana by the arms,putting some distance between them. “Meghana I can’t.”
“Why not?” Meghana pouted. “We both like each other,you like me I know you do.”
“I do.” Hades admitted with a sigh.
“Then what?!” Meghana cried out in exasperation. “We’re out of Olympus,we don’t have The Gods breathing down our necks,we don’t have to hide now.”
Hades looked at her then,his eyes apprehensive but still filled with lust. “Because you’re young...”
Meghana gave a pffft and rolled her eyes. “I’m 17,000 years old and we’re not humans.”
“ You’re still young even by God's standards and I’m not My Brother. “ Hades answered,with a look. “Plus you’re still a virgin,I don’t want to hurt-”
Hades is interrupted then as Meghana lets out a loud laugh. Hades frowns looking at her in confusion. “What?”
“Hades,I’m not-” Meghana had to calm herself before she could continue,taking another sip of tea,before setting it down. “I’m not a virgin.”
“You’re not? But I thought...” Hades trailed off surprised.
Meghana shook her head at his questioning gaze,pursing her lips in amusement. “No. What,you thought because I was one of the few DemiGods living on Olympus,that I was this perfect,pure girl,that they kept in a gilded cage? Guess you didn’t watch me all the time.”
“Well I was busy ruling the Underworld.” Hades reminded her.
“Yes,so I suppose you didn’t know I had a secret Boyfriend back then,did you?” Meghana asked with a smirk,though she already knew the answer,before Hades shook his head. “Neither did My Parents,His name was Lucas Castellan.”
Hades perked up at the name,then said in realization. “The son of Hermes?”
“One of them yes.” Meghana nodded, “We met when I was visiting Greece for the summer and My Mother wanted to take me to see the other DemiGods,or Half Bloods as they liked to call themselves. After our initial encounter,Luke would sneak to Olympus to see me,he became My first Lover,My first Companion,everything,I loved him.” Meghana lets a small smile play on her lips,then her eyes go dark as she remembers. “I thought he loved me as well,but he only loved himself and his taste for revenge and power. Before I knew it Olympus was in turmoil.”
“Ah. I remember those days,Zeus was pissed.” Hades remarked,with a small chuckle.
“Yeah. They were calling Luke The Lighting Thief,though they didn’t know it was him at the time,and they never found out about us. I never thought I’d find someone again,until you appeared.” Meghana finished,looking over at Hades,who stared at her back.
Before Hades knew what he was doing,his hand had reached up to touch Meghana’s cheek,and she raised her lips up to meet his own. Their lips brushed as Hades whispered, “Well I’m not going anywhere.”
Meghana gave him a warm smile, “I know.” Meghana whispered back,as they finally let go and kissed,it was a deep kiss filled with passion but also longing,warmth and something Hades had never had,Love.
“Are you sure?” Hades still asked,more of the gentleman then history gave him credit for. At Meghana’s nod,wrapping her arms around him,Hades picked her up,still kissing one another,as he carried her to the bedroom.
Maybe it’s a good thing they no longer had their powers,the magic between them was hot enough already....
To be continued...in Part 3 1/2
A/N: And no smut this chapter either! Sorry,but I will write some smutty one shots for those that want to read them. I just wanted to keep this more PG 13,for those that prefer plot over smut. Also anyone who’s read or watched Percy Jackson,knows who Luke is ;) I love his character and had to add him to the mix.
Part 1
#the descendants#hades x oc#lord of the underworld#daughter of hercules#percy jackon and the olympians
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TPP Bronze: Summary Day 4
Where we last left our heroine, Fifer had just beaten the Normal Type specialist Gym Leader Agar of Brandeis City and was about to make her way through the dangerously dark Deep Cave. It wasn’t going very well though, so she decided to backtrack into town to see if there was anything else to do while she came up with a plan. Despite having Flash, Flash is TOTALLY not part of the plan.
Wandering around town though, she gets stopped by a balding man who said he found someone’s wallet. Given she just beat Agar, he feels she’s strong and determined enough to deliver the wallet to the couple who lives in Deep Cave. IN Deep Cave, sir? Perhaps they’ll be nice enough to tells us why. (Maybe they’re secretly Draconids, who knows.) Taking the wallet, and now having a goal as to where to go, Fifer sets off once more for the cave.
After wandering in darkness, she does actually somehow manage to find the house. The old man is so thrilled to see she found it, he gives her HM03 Surf! Which we then thoroughly inspect the house with the ItemFinder to see if anything else has gone missing, and make way back to town.
Teaching Surf to Lucy the Missingno (?), Fifer has access to many new places to explore! Which she does just that in testing the blob of static’s buoyancy before trusting herself over deep waters. It’s still surprisingly solid.
As much fun as all this is, Fifer decides to heal up at a nearby Pokemon Center outside of Junction Park and discovers a Racket Teen just minding his own business. He tells her to scram, but his presence is enough to cause suspicion. An officer outside wonders if she’s up to no good, but she heads for the Guard Tower to report on the Teens likely being up to something. They’re more than up to “something” though as entering the eerily empty guard house eventually leads to her getting jumped by the Racket Teens! They’ve taken over the station! Luckily, she’s not alone, as she quickly runs into --?!! who seems to be frightened and confused about these hostile punks and heals the team. Fifer explains how she’s run into these guys before and --?!! decides he’s going to help her kick some tail and the pair split up.
Fifer begins to scale the tower, battling against both Racket Teens and guards alike as the terrified police begin to attack indiscriminately. She eventually finds --?!! again, but he apologizes for failing her and says that with his Pokemon all fainted, he has to leave. But not before giving her a warning that the guy he lost to is not to be messed with. Fifer heads on up to meet with the Racket Leader who remembers her from their failed robbery of the Department Store in Peel City. He claims he started the Racket Teens after Team Rocket fell to show the world what true terror is! Which Fifer decides to show him what “true terror is” by obliterating his team with the Missingno. Confused and rightfully terrified, the leader claims she must have cheated and runs away screaming how Team Racket will continue to steal whatever they want! (So I guess that affirms their admiration for Team Rocket was just as a band of thieves who could obtain anything they wanted rather than understanding anything about the larger scale organized crime. Wannabe Evils, pls XD)
With him gone, Fifer heads into another room where an officer tells her thanks for saving them and offers the SecurityPass for all her trouble. It’ll give her access to the Acre Forest, where she runs into one of Prof. Koa’s Aids (who gives her Zap Cannon) and finds lots of … explosives. o.O
To be fair, the explosives are to help clear the pathways of the many large boulders that seem to be plaguing the region. Much like the tiny village with the landslide, this area has somehow suddenly had rocks appear with one NPC saying how one just appeared in front of his house. (Though the way he said it, made it sound like this is an occasional thing that just occurs for some reason?) A couple of booms aside, the woods aren’t all that bad actually. Just when she thought she was out of the woods though, a simple Cut leads the team into a maze of trees which they quickly decide isn’t worth exploring at this time. Besides, they can’t carry any more treasure even if they found anything.
Heading through the next gate, she fights a couple of trainers who seem to say this area is no easy stretch. To reach the edges of Kohto is to reach a place where you train to survive! And that one has to keep finding something to fight for, even if it’s just fighting for their Pokemon. It truly is the edge of the map (save for an island off the coast) as she enters the quiet little town of Charcoal Town they apparently hail from, which houses Kohto’s only train station out of the region. Shortly after healing up, she closes her eyes and sits quietly with her team to enjoy a taste of Charcoal's local music.
While walking around and enjoying the evening air, Fifer can't help but notice there's a Racket Teen guarding the door to the T.Station itself. While he doesn't seem to be doing anything wrong, it paints a bit of unease over the rest of her night. Rather than trying to pick a fight with him though, she goes to burn off some steam at the gym. As might be expected of a place called Charcoal Town, the gym specializes in... Poison types. Huh. But what IS as you might expect, is that Charcoal's edge of the world = end of the world lifestyle, the trainers are all skaters and skateboarder extremists who play with Poison, and ride without safety gear. The leader himself brings up his love for extreme sports and complains how his sister is so boring just sitting in her gym all alone. But enough about that, he's gonna sting Fifer down with his Pokemon!~ ... After he realizes he didn't even introduce himself! Elroy isn't as tough as he'd like to think he is though as he quickly falls with a combined effort from Lucy the Missingno and Poppy Sack the Furret. Unlike previous leaders, he seems pleasantly surprised by the loss and gives us the Pollute Badge! Which allows us to use Whirlpool~! 8O He also points out that there's only one gym left after his and Karla's. Karla must be his sis then.
With that knowledge, Fifer happily makes her way out of the gym and off to the Center to heal off the remaining poison from her teammates, and decides before she heads out, there's a building she hadn't been to yet. It actually turns out to be an underground pathway where she finds yet another Racket Teen and overhears him saying something on the phone to someone about acquiring some badges. She immediately gets caught though and is told to buzz off before hearing anything more.
Suspicions rising, she decides to prepare herself and seek out advice from others on what to do as she flies home to speak with Prof. Koa, an old man in LittlePond, and eventually just heads back to the Guard Station to report her concerns. Useless as usual, the Police won't talk with her and she goes off into the field to camp out. Turns out she's not alone as a hiker decides to fight her for the ideal spot, and after beating him off, Winnie the Chu finally evolves! 8D <3
After a good night's sleep, Fifer seems to conclude she's looking too much into this, and it's really not her place to go chasing after these punks like its her job. She decides to change things up by giving Lucy a break in the PC and spends some time training a little Phanphy named Aaa::ddem n (Adam? Aideman? Ai'dem?) and goes wandering all over the map in search of treasure and the simple joys of wanderlust.
Returning to Charcoal Town, Fifer finally goes to check out the gym on the other side of the tracks, and goes to challenge Karla. She's quite the arrogant one, saying how her gym is empty because she doesn't need all that "junk" like trainers and puzzles and all that ruckus her brother Elroy is all about. She is above all that. Quite literally as she specializes in the Flying type, or what she calls "the most majestic of all Pokemon." While that may not be true, she definitely knows how to strategize, beating Fifer's whole team down with a single Skarmory (bulky against our group) with a combo of Swift (never misses), Protect (can't be hit), Steel Wing (raises defense) and Fly (temporary dodge). It.... yeah. Fifer realizes she's up against a bit of a monster and tries to do a bit of strategizing of her own with having DeadOps use Sand Attack, IHugs using Tail Whip, and Winnie using Zap Canon! None of which seems to do any good, so Poppy Sack got mad seeing all her teammates get butchered and obliterated Karla's entire time with sheer, brute Strength XD.*** Karla is quite bitter about losing, saying you beat her poor Flying pokemon! And while she does give us the HM for Whirlpool, it's obvious she doesn't want Fifer to get anywhere as she bitterly snarks how she hoped her brother hadn't lost yet. TOO BAD, SUCKA!
As soon as we leave the gym, in true G/S/C fashion, we get a phone call from Prof. Koa and have reason to expect the worst. It's actually wonderful news though as he was simply just calling to check up on Fifer and, after hearing how she's now earned 7 Badges exclaims how her mother happened to be visiting when he called and is now jumping for joy to hear that. They're both so proud ;o;. With no news of any takeovers in the near future, Fifer heads for the center with pride and in MUCH need of healing.
A nice lady lets her spend an hour in her house as she tries to get her party straightened out before braving the water maze that stands between Charcoal town and the island with Celeste City. Even though she had it set near perfect, there seems come a last minute hesitation, and we end the long day off with a trip home to see Mom in person. ;o;
And with that, we've made it through Day 4. Hooo.... boy. Coming up on Day 5 and already up to the LAST BADGE. Though the week's not over yet. We'll surely find out what the Racket Teens are up to before we make it to the League, right?
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*** I know I haven't commented much on the battles themselves, but this one really is a must see. Super close too. XD
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