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The thoughts that go through my head when I’m assigned a particularly big project
1. woowww that’s a lot of words
2. What the fuck
3. Why is the writing so vague?
4. Where the fuck do I even start *the instructions are written clearly in order*
5. Maybe my music is distracting me *takes off headphones and suddenly becomes aware of everyone
Else around me*
6. Why is everyone good at this except for me
7. How are they so carefree when this is extremely stressful for me
8. What is wrong with me
9. I was so good at this when I was younger what happened
10. Maybe I just need to go on a walk to clear my head *takes a walk that just allows me to think and
Spiral more*
11. *sits back in seat feeling no better*
12. I don’t actually have anxiety I’m just placebo-ing my self into thinking that so I don’t feel guilty about
Being lazy *I am on the brink of tears*
13. *re-reads the instructions for the fourth time and does not comprehend it whatsoever*
14. I’m just having a bad day, I can’t handle this right now (every day is a “bad day” and I will never be
Able to handle this)
15. Why can’t I even do the bare minimum and try instead of just sitting here overthinking
16. Class is pretty much over and I haven’t even started
17. Lets just see what’s expected of me *checks rubric to see that the bare minimum is still to hard*
18. *a person actually doing the work and trying* I need to be better than them
19. This is way to complicated for my grade level *everyone else is doing perfectly fine and making
Progress*
20. Fuck I actually suck I’m actually the worst Jesus fuck why am I even here
21. If I can’t get an A I shouldn’t even try (i’m a piece of shit because I’m not used to having to put effort
In, all success in my life are because of sheer luck)
22. *bell rings*
#this was copy/pasted from somewhere else so sorry if the formatting is weird#vent#< i guess??#sorry I haven’t been posting abt jrwi that much recently guys#I’ve been getting into other stuff#I’m still a jrwi fan!!#still here!!#yipee!!#neurodivergent
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Dumb thing that would not leave my brain
#jayvik#arcane#viktor#jayce talis#suggestive#bluesky enjoyed this one way more than i thought so i figured id toss it here too#ive gotten such sweet nice comments on my last triptych drawings#fellow jayviks you are so niceys#stop enabling me!!!! ill want to draw more!!!!#i STILL cant get jayce's face right. i feel like flynn rider#i hate hate hate drawing anything inorganic especially in perspective#if i have to draw a straight line or an ellipse its game over#so it truly speaks to my love for The Character that ive willingly drawn viktor's brace several times lol
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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License to Kitty.
#dungeon meshi#izutsumi#marcille donato#chilchuk tims#I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!
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this manatee looks like it’s in a skyrim loading screen
#lol good luck finding all of the photoshopped versions in the rb history. ‘manatee restored’ is still my favorite of all time#misc#I encourage anyone dyslexic to try rotating him in your mind. I can’t do that; which is why I’m asking you to.#also: a bunch of tags are surprised this isn’t ‘shopped#it’s the lighting. backlit by the sun (which is diffused through the water) but also forelit artificially#the artificial light - a flash pack or something - casts a hard shadow under the creatures arm#which normally wouldn’t be possible if backlit by the SUN; you’d see a less-hard/more-fragmented shadow above water#as light sources ‘compete’ in a sense - and since there aren’t any light sources which can outshine the literal sun#it looks a bit weird when the darkest shadow is being cast from any other origin point - which is what’s essentially happening here#I don’t know the mechanics of how light travels through water; but I know the effect is substantial even with relatively short distances#also: it’s been balanced and color corrected by the author of the photo - who made deliberate choices to bring out the full potential#so it’s not like it’s a fresh and untouched export#but the kind of ‘tacked on’ appearance of the creature is a result of the lighting conditions within the image
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It's too late, I've already depicted you as the ugly pathetic "soy"jack (the soy is because soy has estrogen in it, this is bad because it makes you less masculine and more like the inferior female sex, because men should only be manly otherwise they're "failed" and thus lesser and deserving of ridicule) And me as the White Handsome Blue-Eyed Blond Man With Impressive Facial Hair Who's Memetic Association Is With Being Objectively Correct (This makes sense because he is the ideal Aryan specimen, all of these features obviously make him objectively superior to other people). This means I win and definitely look good here, you should really just pack it up. I'm a leftist btw
#not above getting petty about this one#it was always obvious what this shitfuck meme was and it's deeply pathetic that it ever was so pervasive and still sees use at all#If you claim to hate nazis and mr aryan superman here doesn't piss you off that's an L on your part#read the room#problemnyatic thoughts
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crawling back to this tumblr account after the tiktok ban feels like driving back to my old home in the countryside,, gently wiping away the cobwebs and the dust that's settled in my absence,, nothing changed, nothing out of place,, a memory of a forgotten era; frozen in time,,
#opening the shutters to let some light in#coughing as clouds of dust fill the air#my house is still here#only vaguely changed#it will take time to rid this home of the mark of my departure#but that is a task i will undergo with pride#ANYWAAAAAY HI GUYS#tiktok ban#tiktok#tiktok refugees#stelle.txt
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you’re my hero!
bnha doomed yuri was not on my 2024 bingo card
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#togachako#ochako uraraka#toga himiko#a snack for the og bnha followers if any of you are still here#really liked the lines on this one so i tried to go easy on the rendering#which has been burning me out lately#thankfully theres a cure for that (silly doodles)#no idea whats going on with the story though#like wdym bnha is ending???#I literally started watching as a high school freshman its been going on forever#i did hear abt the togachako storyline so this is a product of all the bits and pieces floating in my brain#doomed yuri my beloved#just girls supporting girls (ft incredible violence)
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oh what a joy it is to get to grow old
#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#woke up today with the urge to draw Law older (and happier)#it's very self indulgent but knowing that you survived this long and have still yet so much life ahead of you that is yours to shape#is a beautiful feeling#anyways hi everyone it's been a while since I posted new art here#my art
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year's end
#jujutsu kaisen#suguru geto#satoru gojo#jjk#satosugu#i'm so slowly working on finishing things but i can't resist a wip collage....#thanks everyone for all your support this year!! despite everything i'm still here#nat draws
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"The Hermit stands alone on the top of a mountain. The snow-capped range symbolizes his spiritual mastery, growth, and accomplishment. He has chosen this path of self-discovery and, as a result, has reached a heightened state of awareness."
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#viktor arcane#viktor#jayvik#yes jayce isnt there its still jayvik art we can just say its jayce who drew him#art#my art#fanart#fan art#potatofu art#i wanted to make a tarot card series for a while and here comes along viktor looking like jesus christ so the stars align !#i think ill draw ekko afterwards
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EDITED TO ADD: Sources from the OP in the comments
#trans#nonbinary#trans nonbinary#ancient history#sumer#gender#we have always been here#historical trans people#you cannot legislate us away and you cannot wipe us out while humanity still exists#we are as perennial as the grass#inanna#trans is sacred
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#sprouts log#crossposting this here—maybe delete later#but there are things i still have power over#and fuck it all i will do those things#and i will do those things with fury in my heart but i will do those things#us politics
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brazilian miku ♡
twitter | ig | patreon
#Las Chanclotas de la Miku Chiquita#i've been neglecting my tumblr but i was reminded to post her outside twitter since it's still banned in brazil#i don't have a bluesky acc but i might set one up#but in the meantime i'm gonna start posting my stuff here again!#brazilian miku#miku hatsune#hatsune miku fanart#hatsune miku#hatsune miku art#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid#my art
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yeehaw, baby!
#if u know me u knew this was inevitable#kon el#conner kent#tim drake#timkon#im gonna ramble after the boring tags ok#dc comics#fanart#western au#superboy#OK !!!! ITS TIME#so kon. obvs is a cowboy here#definitely a bit of a magnet for trouble but not an outlaw#still not the sort of person the son of the drake family's supposed to be talking to but yk kon's gonna try anyway#on tims end it pretty much follows the same events as the comics bc if it aint broke dont fix it#<- in terms of the whole sneaking out at night to do his own secret detective work thing at least#i have a whole silly story for the rest of it but im not gonna get into it all here lmao#but yeah i love cowboys and actual cowboy history vv much so this probably wont be the last u see of this au ദ്ദി ˉ꒳ˉ )✧#for now this post's rlly just for goofing around with design ideas#my art
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