Commission for @fuerst-von-argot 😘
"I always like to study atoms as they come apart. And yet even though we were trapped in hell where everything was tearing apart we came together and collided in a way none expected. Perhaps love is a science in its own right."
Caption by TheUsagi1985, thank you for offering my art this little gem.
Never Not Ship Valoris. ✊🏭☢
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So I thought it would be cool to write poems about Valoris because I love them so much and it’s not a usual thing… actually I haven’t seen anyone do this and I hope I’m not gonna get any hate for doing so and that some of you will even like it😅
This first one is quite sad but I kinda like it ._.
(The whole idea is Boris saying all this about Valery after his death)
If only
If only I could feel your touch
If only I could taste you like the first time again
If only you could see my deepening desire for
All your curve and very edge
If only it was someone else
That they took away that very afternoon
If only I could be where
You have no choice but to spend your days alone
If only we could have a few more minutes left
Just to tell you, you’re beautiful
Then I could hold on tightly to your hand
And capture your lips a hundred last times in a row
If only I wasn’t so afraid
To do something tragically irreversible
Just to show you that I really was made
To protect you until the very end
I’m coming back to you real slowly
But my return has it’s onerous cost
I can feel it when my eyes are closing
From the pain that’s shivering through all my bones
I thought my time was running faster than yours
But I couldn’t hear you when you yelled
You were even lonelier than I thought
And now I’m paying the debt
If only I could make deal with God
Or whoever who’s up there
If I could switch our roles
Just to keep you here for a little longer
It’s selfish I know very well
Wanting you to stay whilst I know you’d suffer
But maybe our roads can’t lead to the same end
And I can’t stand to let you go without saying goodbye again
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Sketch that will be painted in watercolor (I'm thinking grey scale, or if you would prefer than color, lmk and I can do that instead)
Along with the beginning of another set of studies this time from EP.5
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I just can’t get over this scene.. I mean look how badly Valery wanted to take Boris hand. His hand already carefully went into his direction but then courage left him. Look how both hands have to hold onto one another to prevent them from trying again 😩♥️
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„Boris?
„Hm?“
„Do you think it was worth it?..Do you think we could have done more?”
Boris doesn’t know how to answer. He looks up from the pin in his hand. God knows he had asked himself that very question many times before but never came up with an satisfying answer.
“Do you regret it?” He asks almost silent.
Valery opens his eyes but doesn’t look at his friend.
“No” he answers after a moment of silence and puts the bottle of vodka on the ground next to Boris feet.
“Without Chernobyl we would have never met.”
*****
I never saw Valery as a person who would hang up trophies around his home. But I imagine when depression hit him he was searching for answers. What of him would be left in this world when radiation had taken his life?
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