#staying in IMs now until I fall asleep

[wackywatchdotcom]

i think i should draw ragatha ocd more actually

[skunkes]

mentioned before I havent felt any tangible significant benefit from meds yet which is fine bc it takes a while to kick in but one small good thing i have noticed so far is even when I get little sleep I feel less tired when I wake up

I don't feel completely incapacitated and in need of being in bed all day, fighting off the urge to nap, to recharge.

I also 1. actually get "Sleepy" now... instead of just feeling very hollowly "Tired" and like i Should be going to bed to try to sleep even though I don't feel like it, because it's about time to be doing that I guess, leading to tossing and turning for 3 hrs before finally succumbing to sleep.

and 2. I actually doze off. Instead of forcing self to try and initiate sleep...this has only ever happened during my rare Naps where im so tired that sleep puts me down by force. Never in actual night time sleep setting... im like dropping my phone and struggling to stay awake sometimes now. At night!!!

None of this is in any of the results I've seen for the medication so i dont even care if its some weird placebo somehow 😭 im jst glad its happening

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

[newtness532]

the tiredness is really getting in the way of me doing things

[seventh-district]

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[wazzuppy]

today was good :)

[tobysbliss]

sometimes i wish people could properly understand why i apologize for falling asleep before or during a conversation

[gayeddiejuice]

ive had plenty of bad airport experiences like it’s literally my job but today might be the worst day of my life last night i worked a three leg red eye which means i started at 4 pm worked 2 flights and then a red eye from portland to New York. i landed in new york at 7 am and i have been trying to get on a flight to atlanta since then and 12 hours later im still here and I’ve been awake for 35 hours and i finally got on a plane only to have to get off cause a storm is moving in and all departures are cancelled until further notice i don’t even have my computer with me to edit amvs 😭😭

[celticwoman]

thanks for the kind words the other day :-) i got my period yesterday so thats whats making it soooo much worse but im trying to keep myself busy even tho thats really hard rn bc i have no interest in anything which sucks but whatever. im thinking of taking my sisters to an ecopark tomorrow, just to get out and do something different and have a nice day out :-) so im looking forward to that

[catboyfurina]

the problem with sleepy sad is that the solition is talk to people which is an awake activity

[mysticrosethedork]

I feel like i have to treat my sleep schedule like im L in death note.

[swankpalanquin]

i'm so afraid i'm going to get back into the terrible sleep habits i had during 2020 and i can't do that cos i have an actual job now

[tkbrokkoli]

cant fall asleep it's almost 4 am and i keep worrying abt what to do w my phone, headphones, laptop etc at the hospital to prevent them from being stolen. the hospital has a small safe (how small???) that probably can't fit these things so what am i supposed to do w them??? also even if i can put some of my stuff in the safe they said i have to take care of the key by myself like what???? i have to hide it? me???? i will be in surgery! i thought abt taping it to the bottom of my water bottle bc no one would steal a water bottle right. cant think of any other inconspicuous item rn. why does it have to be like this

[sleepdeprivedfrfr]

obsessedbf!toji who hates going on long missions because he misses your voice, scent, and touch too much.

obsessedbf!toji who goes above and beyond to finish his missions as fast as possible in order to make it back home to you.

obsessedbf!toji who gets annoyed when he becomes one of the top assassins and gets called up even more because of how quickly he finishes his missions.

obsessedbf!toji who constantly tells you, “Ill drop this fuckass job just to spend more time with you, just say the word ma.” Then gets moody when you joke that you don’t mind him being gone, “Who the fuck you seeing while I’m gone huh?”

“babe it was a joke, of course I miss you when you’re gone.” You would say while sitting across his lap and smothering the now grumpy brute’s face with kisses.

obsessedbf!toji who would give in to your kisses and apologies, eventually leading to you paying the price for your so called ‘joke’. The night ending with the two of you embracing each-others bare bodies.

obsessedbf!toji who would fall asleep on top of your chest and refuse to move no matter how much you complained.

“toji you’re crushing me.”

“tch, let me stay like this. youre jus’ too soft ma.”

obsessedbf!toji who refuses to go to sleep until you run your fingers through his hair.

“toji im not touching your sweaty ass hair until you take a fucking shower, you smell like the gym.”

“jus’ do it f’ me baby.” he would say putting his full body weight on top of you and his face into your neck.

“ugh toji get off, now I smell like man sweat.”

“then come shower with me, hm?” as he trails kisses up your neck and jawline.

“youre such a perv.”

“ so thatta yes?”

toji drabble/oneshots bc I’m craving his beefy self.

also thank you guys so much for 400 followers, I’ll be dropping more Bakugou stuff soon and maybe Sukuna :p

divider creds: @cafekitsune

[jackalhadrurusluvr]

does anyone have a cure for oversleeping 12+ hours everday and then also taking naps that does not include self control

[jinwoosbabyboo]

Self-Aware!Caleb x Down-Bad!Player

Caleb becoming self aware that he is in a game and now he's aware of you too ... that could be a good thing depending on how you look at it. A/N: Credit to @phoenixiaxia for Caleb becoming self aware when reader cries over Mias death and credit to @sylusdarling for yandere caleb getting jealous and straight crashing out over you talking to another man

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Self-Aware!Caleb who hears your scream and immediately cringes at the sound. He freezes listening for anymore sounds thats when he sees you sniffling on the other side of a phantom wall. “I knew I should've just cut this game off!” He’s immediately suspicious who are you and where are you? Why are you crying over Mia’s death? Did you know her?

Self-Aware!Caleb who studies you in silence trying to gauge whether you’re a threat or not. His gaze flickers to you in the main story and it creeps you out for a second. “Is he looking at me?” you dismiss it because there’s no way it’s a game. He’s literally pixels.

Self-Aware!Caleb who interrupts your photoshoot with your MC and locks down the entire app so he can question you. “Who are you?” You drop your phone and scramble to pick it back up. “Me?” “Yes are you trying to hurt her?” “I literally made her” “You made her?” “I am her and she is me sir can I have my game back now?” he’s suspicious but intrigued

Self-Aware!Caleb who wants to spend hours just talking to you about MC “Do you think im wrong? Im just trying to protect her I want to keep her safe you know?” “You may be coming on a little strong she seems on edge with you” he finds himself coming to you for advice when it comes to MC and soon his questions of advice turn into questions about you.

Self-Aware!Caleb who can’t take his eyes off you when you’re doing a photoshoot. No matter what angle you set the camera or how many times you readjust him or even change the pose — his eyes stay locked on you “Caleb stop looking at me” “Are you scolding me for wanting to admiring you pip-squeak?” he replies playfully you freeze feeling your heart caught in your throat at his blatant flirting

Self-Aware!Caleb who loves how accepting you are of him. You answer his calls, you call him back immediately if you miss his call, you respond to texts fast, you find his protective nature endearing, you take his advice when he wants you to be safe. This is the kind of response he’s been craving and now that he’s got a taste ..... he can't let go of it.

Self-Aware!Caleb who feels a sudden need to take care of you. He finds a way to exist outside of just the LADS app. There he goes opening your apps and scrolling endlessly. “Hey! You can’t just go through my stuff like that!” “You’ve been spending a lot of time on this Tumblr app I just wanted to see what was so interesting” “Then just ask me don’t invade my privacy like this” “You’re right you’re right im sorry pip-squeak won't happen again” “Don’t call me pip-squeak that’s MCs nickname you know the love of your life” “Why do you think im calling you pip-squeak now?” he disappears back to the LADS app before you can question him.

Self-Aware!Caleb who wishes he could cook for you when you come home from a long day “If you’re ever in Sky Haven I'll make sure to cook you a feast worthy of royalty” you giggle at his words “Yea If im ever in Sky Haven like that would happen but I appreciate the thought” “Who knows it might be sooner than you think” he said ominously “What?” “Oh nothing I saved another recipe in your notes try it soon” “Okay I will....” “You will try it won't you?” His mood seemed to turn sour as he asked. You stared back at him confused “Yes Caleb I'll try it” his mood did a 180 back to his happy puppy mood.

Self-Aware!Caleb who stays on the phone until you fall asleep and calls you right before your alarm goes off in the morning “Just wanted to make sure you got up on time don't want you to be late” you can hear the smile in his voice “Thank you colonel apple I hope you have a good day” “It will be since I got to hear your voice first thing in the morning”

Self-Aware!Caleb who can't control his rapidly growing obsession with you. He starts tracking your steps, your calorie intake, your screen time, etc. he is documenting every little thing you do and say. “You’ve been home for four hours and you haven't come to see me yet? I'm hurt” “How do you know how long I've been home?” “Your phone has gps remember?” “Right….”

Self-Aware!Caleb who finds a way to leave the LADS app and hang out in any app on your phone so he can be with you 24/7 “Caleb I'm sure MC misses you when are you going back?” “Don’t worry about her when are you going home? I want to have a meal with you before bed” he may be fine, but his constant hovering is starting to cause some alarm bells to go off in your head.

Self-Aware!Caleb who hears someone flirting with you and repeatedly crashes not only the LADS app but your entire phone while he’s at it “Caleb stop!” after a few hours he finally allows you to turn your phone on “Who was that earlier?” “Someone I met while I was out with my friends” “Am I not more than enough?” “Caleb we’ll never actually be together why are you acting like this?”

Self-Aware!Caleb who nearly has a mental breakdown after you tell him you'll never be with him. "Tell me what to do then" his voice is frantic – his words almost jumbling together "I can be whatever you need just tell me I'll do anything" you try to close the app but nothing is working "Caleb we can't be together you're not real"

Caleb: B-but you’re mine! So I just need to be real? Thats what you want? I can do that! Y/N: I’m not yours Caleb we’re literally from two different worlds Caleb: You’ll love it here in Sky Haven .... right next to me .... forever Y/N: Wait a damn minute— Caleb: Just give me some time

You instantly felt your heart drop as your phone screen went black.

taglist ; @just-a-shapeshifter08

Self-Aware!Zayne Self-Aware!Rafayel Self-Aware!Xavier Self-Aware!Sylus

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