#starting new meds soon so that's my hope rn

[casart]

I'm alive! My bad I really hate how I've just kinda dropped off. Depression eats away at my interests and motivation. But I miss drawing coz I love it and new meds seem to be helping me rediscover that love

Anyways. A bit of a babble but. I just hope to get to draw as often as before☆ I finally got myself to doodle a bit today and hope I can continue

I feel there's always some kinda pressure. Art makes up such a huge part of my identity that when I lose that, I lose a sense of self. And I think a lot of creators can relate to that. So I appreciate the patience as I slowly get back to my feet. Finding art; smth I used to enjoy and use as an outlet and escape, now being difficult to do, it just feeds the negative thoughts further

But ig I just wanted to put this out there coz things get hard. And sometimes it just helps knowing someone else understands

[ricegobbler]

TFP CONS X FEM!CON READER HCS PT.2!

ok so this is part 2. Uhm. I should’ve done this sooner but I’ve been busy😢 good news is im opening requests soon! Ok anyways enjoyyy! (Prob gon make a pt.3)

Oh and btw I’m like having a tiny break rn so I made this out of boredom. So everytime I post smth is mostly bc of boredom😢

Yall might be like “why are you making posts even if your requests r closed?” Like i said, im bored and every post i post is made when i have a break. My breaks dont rlly last long so yeah. And doing requests with only like and hour break or smth isn’t enough time in my opinion, srry. (Hope that made sense..)

(Breakdown, Soundwave, Shockwave)

REQUESTS STILL CLOSED‼️‼️‼️

Warnings‼️: mentions of figthing(s)

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Breakdown:

-One of our favorite strong boys☺️

-honestly, just like knockout, he would be interested in meeting you but since he’s in the medbay he’s gonna have to hear about you from rumors or Starscream.

-The first time he saw you was at a meeting, you didn’t interact at all, but he atleast saw you and thought you were beautiful.

-I honestly could see this man day dreaming abt u in the med bay like:

Knockout organizing his supplies in the Medbay, “Breakdown, why are you so silent all of a sudden?-“ turns around to see Breakdown day dreaming. “Oh primus..” Knockout mumbled..

Random silence in the Medbay.

“Y/n is so pretty..” Breakdown suddenly said, leaving Knockout just face planting himself.

-Then the day finally came, the day he finally had a chance to speak to you.

-you were coming into the Medbay, wounded from a fight against the Autobots. As you came in you met optics with Breakdown, then Knockout.

-After Knockout fixed you up, Breakdown quickly started a conversation with you.

“Hello,” Breakdown started, your optics widen a bit at the sudden voice but you turn around and see the blue mech look at you sweetly, “hello?…you’re Breakdown, right?..” you ask a little awkwardly.

-After the two of you introduced yourselves, the two of you were quickly close.

-Everyday you’d visit the Medbay when they’re slow and no injured vehicons or others, talking to Breakdown. Knockout would sometimes smirk at Breakdown as he’d talk to you, you didn’t find that out until after you became mates with Breakdown. (I think they’re called conjuxes?? I forgot, ima use mates for now-)

-Speaking of mates, the day finally came when Breakdown confessed to you. He confessed to you a little nervously, I could see him stuttering a bit and rubbing the back of his neck canes with a servo, or fidgeting with his fingers instead. You have got to accept his love bc what he said to you was so adorable 😢

-he’d definitely call you either “love” or just “my spark.” PDA?? Yes, he wants to let others know your his. How he kisses? Pretty passionate. He’d also become protective of you, and he’d BEG you to come to the Medbay since he’s mostly in there all day.

Soundwave:

-MY NUMBER ONE FAV WAVE���😍

-he’s soo..WHXBDHRIEJNX

-anyways.

-when you first arrived he didn’t care or say anything, he literally can’t say anything at all tho so🤷🏻‍♀️ bros a mute💀

-I feel like he’d show you around the Nemesis kinda like how Starscream would. Or, he would go over important things you needed to know by playing a recording of Megatron talking abt that kind of stuff.

-When the day you fought the Autobots for the first time since you joined them he was in awe. A fem like you having strength like that? Ofc he knows he’s stronger tho so.

-The next time you’d see him after your battle he would silently just stand infront of you.

Soundwave standing infront of you, looking down/up at you. “Uhm..Soundwave?..why have you blocked my way..” you ask, he then plays a recording going like, “Y/N-strong-very-strong-it-is-impressive.”

Your optics widened but you just smiled at him, “oh thank you, Soundwave..” he then placed a smiley face on his visor and walked away.

-Everytime there would be a meeting you’d see him plaster a smile on his visor and you’d smile back. He’s too silly.

-I feel like you’d fall first. Why? Idk. He’s too silly to resist. I mean, am I wrong tho???

-When he’d fall for you he’d either confess to you by using a recording, or show you smth he typed on his visor. (Like a poem ykyk)

-he wouldn’t call you any names. Bc. Yk. But he would let you watch some things on his visor when not busy. You found the show, “my little pony.” How? Just know that Megatron may or may not have watched it once and you saw.

-Since Soundwave doesn’t rlly have a mouth you just kiss him on the visor and he’d place a smiley face, holding you around the waist. PDA?? Ehhh…yes. Just maybe not infront of Megatron.

Shockwave:

-illogical my ass once eye mf.

-jk I love this mad scientist <33

-he did not gaf abt ur arrival. At. All. Like he’s busy tryna make some shit in his lab 😢

-but, the first time he ever saw you was when you explored the Nemesis alone and entered his lab.

“What is the purpose of your arrival..” Shockwave asked, “nothing. Just..lookin around..” you say back

-he wanted you OUT. Like go away bitch🙄

-but you didn’t, so you just stayed and started chatting with him as he did work. Sometimes when Shockwave either needed smth yours grab it for him.

-or, when he makes a mistake (which will probably never happen bc he’s a smart ass) you’d correct him. You’d then start talkin abt science things which perks his interest with you. He hates your humor tho.

“Would you like to hear something humorous?” You ask, “no. Jokes are illogical.” He responded, continuing his work.

-rude.

-honestly it’d take a whileeeee for yall to click. He’d start falling for you eventually tho. His confession wasn’t anything sweet, it was just some straight up confession.

-one day in the lab you wanted to help Shockwave out, and once it got all quiet between yall he literally just blurted, “I’ve grown some feelings for you.” Smth like that.

-of course you felt the same. You had to. He has big boobs😍

-I feel like he’d call you “little one” or “my spark” how he kisses?? Blud don’t got a mouth. You’d kiss his helm tho softly, and PDA?? Only in his lab, he’s kinda serious, but he loves you dearly and would protect you. He’d also make you things himself like gifts! <33

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Ok this one’s kinda bad tbh. I’m sorry☹️ I’ll do a pt.3 as soon as I can! Sorry for how late this is too btw!!

[aleksa-sims]

RL Simself Story

Finally arrived at home after a long day at the hospital. N. & I had planned to see each other later, but we'll catch up on our date tomorrow. I was so tired... My family was exciting waiting for me at home. My Mom made dinner. She and Ana immediately wanted to see my Baby's first Ultrasound pic.

My Mom took my Baby's pic and hung it up on the wall next to Ana’s and my photo in a empty, nice frame, where Daniel's & my pic was before.😔 A nice gesture to show me, that she is happy about my Baby. Though the situation was still a bit tense. My Dad wasn’t upset or anything, but he usually didn’t say anything, when we talked about Nico's & my Baby. He was also happy for me, supported me and all this, but he was more reserved when it came to my pregnancy. He was worried about my Baby’s development & health due to the meds I was taking.🙁

After dinner I played with my cat. Ana & I constantly took pics of Lucky. He’s so cute, he really enjoed posing for us. Lucky loved it at my parent's place. He was so happy here. Meanwhile it became his new home.

I missed my room & my bed, while I was at my grandparents. Here it's just more comfortable for me. My bedding smelled wonderful. Soft & pleasantly fresh. Idk how my Mom does it, but she, her/our home and stuff, always smells perfect. I was even often asked at work by co-workers, who sat next to me in the office, what kind of nice smell this is on my clothes? Anyway! Even though I slept well, the next morning I didn't feel good.

I realized that I usually felt nauseous in the morning after waking up since I was pregnant. I had to eat something to get rid of my nausea. I just didn't know that yet at that time. My Mom heard me in the bathroom. I coughed and choked, my stomach was empty but my body still reflexively tried to throw up. Anyone who’s ever been pregnant knows what I mean. However, after I was.... done, I was totally exhausted but I felt a relief. As I washed my hands, my Mom came to me in the bathroom. She immediately started scrubbing the toilet.😅🤦‍♀️She's such a neat FREAK!

Me: Mom? What are you doing? I was just about to clean the toilet.

Mom: It's ok. You can take a shower so you will still have enough time for breakfast before going to work. I just wanna help you... I know how you feel rn. It's.... not fair.

Me: Not fair? What do you mean?

Mom: Well, having a child... Everything always stucks with us women. Pregnancy, delivery and even later. But you're not alone, A. Your Dad are there.

Me: I know. Thanks. But N. will help me too. He wants that.

Mom: Why isn’t he with you? He promised to be there for you. But to me it seems... Nico doesn’t add anything to all this. I mean... your Baby will need a room, a bed, a stroller and many other little things. Like I said, your Dad and I will handle all this. But I think Nico or his parents should add something too. They are doing a lot better financially than us, A. I hope you don’t get me wrong. I don’t want to argue with you or him. But you should tell his Mom. They need to know you’re pregnant. He will soon have to go abroad again. His parents should also help a bit.

Me: You're right! I'm gonna talk to him later. But about N. & me, you're wrong! It was my fault.

Mom: When he was sleeping with you, he didn’t mind you being married. Now that it’s getting serious, you’re pregnant, he suddenly got doubts?

Me: Yea, that's right. He'd say I failed him. He trusted me, but I hesitated with the divorce. You know?

Mom: Look, I’m staying out of your.... relationship. But some important details, you should make clear to him!... For Nico nothing has really changed. He will continue to play soccer, live abroad and you will be here alone with your child. Make sure he will support you financially! Tell his family, A.!

And again, my Mom was right! 🙁I'll be here alone. I have to sort all these things out with him. We don’t have much time left. Only 2 months! In September he has to go back abroad.

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[the-ultimate-pie-family]

Comet and blood talking party part 1

Mod pie:🤨 Yes, a talking party bite me. My brain isn't in a good place rn, so I'm making random stories to feel better

Comet was talking to blood when he came by to check on comet. Hours past of talking like they were old friends that just had a reunion, then the tiny mare midnight climbed up on bloods head saying hi comet hope you can still make it to our doll tea party soon because it starts soon right daddy? That's right, sweetie, but no weed tea, ok mid? Yes, Daddy, no weed tea. What is weed tea? Medical weed grinded up and boiled it, let it set for a few minutes, then drink simple right daddy? One would say simple, but it's not. You gotta have a pound of weed to fill the tea pot, then add water, then cook it, yeah daddy simple oh snap daddy, your meds? Don't tell me about my meds. I'm good for now whatever dad.

"Midnight yawned, sliding down on her dad's back covering back up with his vampire wings she slowly drifted to sleep"

Sounds like a hoof full, huh? Comet chuckled nervously. You have no idea, homie, try 20 kids, hah. I know how you do it, "Comet asked a little curiously. "Blood looked around and outside." Well, when you're dated the sun, princess like I did, but then betray you you have to learn new things I'm not supposed to be out at this time in another realm. Why? Because your celestia is still alive here, I'm the second most wanted pony comet in all realms, but the party is at 5 seeya around homie. "Blood teleported away." Hmm, he dated celestia? Interesting, maybe his realm luna would know more. I do mister comet is my brother here? N-no miss luna h-he ju-ust left...... is something wrong? No, I'm just making sure he's ok. U-understandable ma'am you studder like my two brothers it's adorable to be honest see you at 5 for the doll tea party

Mid pie: The doll tea party is next, yaaaaaaaaay. Hopefully, luna didn't scare comet too much

Tag: @clown-sip

[boundlesswrath]

me showing up one thousand years later with iced coffee: heyyy 👉😎👉

the first 5 months of this year have been actually non-existent to my brain because of some damn bullshit BUT things are starting to look up, so i rly wanna start writing again

however! i got into med school! so we'll see how much time and energy i'll have, but weirdly i think i might have more time?? maybe?? i won't be working 40 hrs a week (and therefore won't be tism masking the entire damn time) so maybe my brain won't be fried by the time i get home

rn i'm trying to find a new place to live bc i gotta move closer to school, but uhhhhhh yeah that's the mini update for now. hope to be back to do some writing soon!

[jazzyblusnowflake]

A doodle of Blu being horny that i liked so i slapped some bg colors and a text and voila :p

anyway life update under the cut lmao-

actually i mostly needed a doodle to write infos on for my insta and twitter but i liked it so here it is lmao-

okay so several stuff happening so ill start with the main 2- first off- issa my birthday soon :D and i hate it lmao- count on my mom to birth me in the most anxiety inducing month of the year ugh- anyway im gonna have to fight my relatives if im gonna hope to keep any money in my bank account honestly, but it also means they are gonna drag me for bday shenanigans which honestly please get me out of here //sob. second- its exam season and as a teacher im gonna be busy as fuck- designing test sheets and grading papers and all sorts of other stuff that are gonna be at my neck and afterwards getting a new application for next years schools which i have to go after immediately ugh- anyway yeah busy month.

other stuff that's happening is that im getting therapy :D yay, fingers crossed i don’t go insane a 5th time, probably gonna need to take meds too but ill get a appointment on that later cuz shits too busy rn. another thing that has happened is that i made a new twitter page for nsfw content and i feel more comfortable putting anything horny there in the future so yay time to be a degenerate :D...respectfully.

Also lastly, im really sorry for being dead to anyone who even cares about my work anymore tbh, my life is too abusive and difficult for me to be able to put time for leisurely activities anymore and im hoping therapy could help a part of this issue but its nothing id be able to fix any time soon. so as of this moment most of my goals and dreams relating to art is pretty much dead until i could pull myself together in this existence and it hasn’t been easy.

anyway who cares lmao still working on horny fics lol bye XD

[likecassandra-ao3]

Hi girly are you okay??

Hey!! First off, thank you sm for asking <3

A few people (or just one person, as I don't know who is/are the anons asking) have inquired about updates, and i'm very sorry for not answering.

Without going into it too much I started taking meds right around the time I last updated anything and while I'm now adjusted to them and doing pretty well in terms of side effects, I found I have zero motivation for anything productive at all. Which is new for me because I want to write and I am in a pretty decent mind space atm and that's when I write my most usually but right now it's like I've been hit with a productivity slump and writer's block all at once?? So, yeah. That's definitely not something I planned and is also why I've gone pretty much MIA without a word.

Overall, now that my brain has adjusted to them I'm hopeful to be going back to writing soon (I've been MISSING it) but rn I don't have an exact date to give for that.

[im-a-goddamn-cat]

i finished my training shifts at another location for my new job recently and tomorrow i start working at the location i got hired for and i'm anxious af. i feel like i still don't know what i'm doing fully. and i also have to dicuss something about my schedule with the manager. i'm so anxious rn that i'm crying and avoiding sleeping. (but i have to be up early... maybe i will try to sleep soon but i'm scared.) yes, this is stupid af, ik.

i am fed up in general, i hate anxiety so much, i always get so anxious over everything. i just changed/got new meds a few days ago, i hope that when it's been a few weeks and it kicks in that it helps with my anxiety (+ other things) bc i cannot live like this anymore, i'm sick of it. all my mental issues suck but if i had to choose just one to get rid of, it would be my generalized anxiety bc it is so bad.

anyways, watch me be all worked up over this and then it will literally be fine :/

[httpiastri]

Hi Jackie! Did you have a good weekend? Are you excited for race week next week? Very sorry to read about you feeling bad 😢 It’s good that you’ve admitted that you need help though, that’s the first step to getting better. Actually getting it can feel hard but it’s worth it (I would know). I hope you can get the help that you need. ❤️

Kimi got announced as the FRECA winner! Did you watch the race? What’s your opinion on him skipping F3? Him and Ollie in Prema together… The thought makes me squeal with joy 🥰 Sorry about Lindblad but at least he is the rookie champion? Have a great day, talk to you again soon! - 🧡

hello dear! the weekend was alright, some good handball but other stuff has been weighting me down. what about you? ❤️ i'm very excited! it's going to be great!

you're right, it's a step in the right direction. like i'm very well aware of what i need, and like... okay i don't want to get too personal on here so i won't say a lot. but i just know that i need help, likely not just therapy because it feels like some kind of hormonal or chemical imbalance that needs to be adjusted. maybe my current meds also contribute to my mood, but like... it's all just so strange. and i really need help but i can't really get it where i am rn. i think i need to properly fall apart to be able to rebuild myself again, if that makes sense? idk i dont wanna say too much 😩 thank you for your sweet words tho!!

i saw it! i came in right before the red flag so i missed a bit, plus i was at a handball game so i didn't focus entirely. but what a way to win the championship, very good job kimi!! honestly i have been pretty against his f2 move but these days, i'm starting to kinda understand it. esp since the f2 car will be new to everyone, it wont be as big of a gap, and i also kinda see how doing more years in f2 could be better than 1-2 in f3 and then f2. but idk if they're expecting a f1 seat to be available for him in like what, 2026? lewis's contract is only until 2025 i think, but... merc has other juniors too.......

but yes yes yes ollie and kimi 🥺 so similar yet so different, lol! very excited to see them together. heartbroken about paul leaving prema though... 😭 no more lap appearances? but he can make guest appearances like oscar!! and yes lindblad rookie champ is great! curious to see where he goes from here too, he has done quite alright in the f3 tests so far... but ppl say that the step from f4 to f3 is bigger than freca to f2? so idk 🤷‍♀️

have a great day you too love! <3<3

[wingedbeings]

are we really doig this rn -_-

[inukag]

Can we get a puppy update whenever you get the chance? 🥰

oh boy it's been Rough lmao get ready for a rant because this puppy has been the only thing I've been talking/thinking/dreaming about for the last month and a half 😭

The pros: - She is still VERY cute! Everyone compliments her when I take her on walks or to the pet store or vet!

- She never has accidents, she always uses her training pads. I was waiting for her to have all her shots before taking her in our backyard to potty because there's a lot of wild animals in my neighborhood so we'll start training her to go outside soon - She sleeps really well at night in her crate, she holds her pee in for the entire night nowadays but when she wakes up at 5:30am she really needs to go lmao - She can be very cuddly and loves to sleep on my lap 😭 - She is VERY smart when it comes to learning commands! She knows sit, lay down, paw, kiss, come and stay! But obviously she's good at it when she's inside the house and there's no distractions, outside is different 😂

Cons: - She has a bunch of health issues... Nothing super serious but she was sick a couple weeks ago and I took her to the vet as an emergency and she's had weird poops since. She took some meds, we did a bunch of tests and we still haven't really found the issue. We're trying new food again (it's the 4th time we're changing) because we think she might be allergic to something but we don't know what yet. She's super itchy (bites her legs/paws, scratches her face) and her skin changed from pink to dark grey (but people I talked to said that might be normal for pugs as they age??). Everyone has conflicting opinions on dog food so trying to find the right one for her is really difficult (and changing too fast gives her diarrhea rip) - The puppy biting/nipping is SO bad. She doesn't really do it hard on our hands now but she stills bites our feet when she wants to play and it hurts. I read everywhere that she will grow out of it for the most part by the time she's done teething (around 6 months old and she's 3.5 months old rn) but until then it sucks. - The trainer I started seeing said she's reactive and reacts aggressively (barking) towards things she doesn't understand (dogs when she's close to them, new objects and sometimes people). She tries to jump towards cars when we walk on leash and tries to eat everything she sees on the ground so going on walks is exhausting. I tried to socialize her as soon as I got her but she was sick for a while so I didn't want her to interact with other dogs since we didn't know if she had something contagious and now idk if I made a mistake. I'm hoping she will improve with age in that regard too, and we have a 6 weeks training program with the trainer that will also most likely help.

It's been a lot of work, she's not an easy puppy and I was definitely not well prepared but I adopted her so now she's my responsibility and I will do my best to raise her to be a good dog! I barely have any free time since I'm raising her alone (I live with my parents but it's my dog only), I definitely had big regrets and I miss my simple life but I'm already really attached to her and I cried so much over her already lmaoo (and I never cry). Again sorry for the huge rant I had a lot of things to say but thank you for asking Michelle! 🥰 If you ever had dogs (especially pugs) I welcome advice but I also know that everyone has different opinions when it comes to raising dogs and each puppy is different!

[an-obsessed-writer]

Mind Over Matter

Summary: Everyone knew the Baron Helmut Zemo, you’d have to be living under a rock to not recognize the name of the ridiculously wealthy royal attending your university. He was the school’s top bachelor, a sophisticated and confident man who obviously was wealthy. That was enough to make any woman at the university swoon, but he was always known to never keep a girl for long. What happens when (Y/N) finds herself meeting him at one of his parties?

(A/N): i think i’ll turn this into a series, but not sure yet! im a whore for zemo rn as everyone is, let me know if you’re interested in reading more <3

Word Count: 2.2k

“(Y/N)!” Wanda plops onto your bed after she runs into the dorm, and smiles sweetly up at you. “Wanna go to a party tonight? Word has it that Zemo is throwing a major bash for the new school year.”

Everyone knew the Baron Helmut Zemo, you’d have to be living under a rock to not recognize the name of the ridiculously wealthy royal attending your university. He was the school’s top bachelor, a sophisticated and confident man who obviously was wealthy. That was enough to make any woman at the university swoon, but he was always known to never keep a girl for long. Fortunately, you didn’t live under a rock, just too immersed in your studies to care much about him. You’ve seen him walking on campus before, with his fur coat and maroon mock turtleneck, and you could see why he was such a popular man. It’s known that Europeans always have the best sense of style.

“I’ve already got a major essay to finish for my philosophy class next week, maybe next time?” You frown at your roommate, feigning sadness that you wouldn’t be able to make it, but by the look of her face, she wasn’t going to let you get out of this one.

“You promised you’d attend a party this year! We’re juniors and you’ve been to only a handful. Besides, his parties are super classy, everyone gets all dressed up. It’ll be fun, I swear.” Wanda looks up at you with pleading eyes, and you couldn’t help but think about the opportunity presented.

It was true, you hadn’t been to many parties since college started. Your grades were stellar, your reputation even more so. Studying as a pre-med was no joke, resulting in your non-existent social life, but you honestly didn’t mind it much. You kept your head down because college was expensive enough as it is, you couldn’t afford to get distracted. Closing the laptop on your lap, a sigh escapes your mouth, and Wanda took it as a silent submission for what she had planned.

“Perfect! It’s tonight at his mansion. Who knows? Maybe you’ll be able to get him wrapped around your finger by the end of the night,” she winked and immediately began rummaging through her closet for the perfect outfit. “I heard the theme was the 20’s, I’ve always loved the flapper girl outfits.” A laugh escaped from Wanda’s lips, and a mischievous smile was displayed on her face. 

If there was anyone you trusted at this place, it’d be Wanda Maximoff. Her brother Pietro came as a close second, but she’d been your rock throughout your educational journey. Everyone loved her, everyone wanted her at their parties, but she chose to stay in with you to watch movies and talk about guys on more than one occasion. Coming from Sokovia, Wanda and Zemo talked often because of their love for the Sokovian language, but nothing romantic ever stemmed from their interactions with each other.

Truth be told, you were a pretty girl. This never went unnoticed by the guys around you, leading to a few regretful hookups. Your confidence oozed from your cheeky smile and subtly flirtatious comments when appropriate, but you were adamant on not entering a relationship until school was over. However, you were the realist out of this duo, and you knew for a fact you’d never be able to pull a guy like Helmut Zemo. With his looks and amount of money, he could get the most sought after movie star (which everyone was fairly sure he hooked up with Megan Fox at one point, but that was just a rumor).

“Do you still have your flapper girl costume from Halloween a while ago? I’ve got mine, and I don’t think we have enough time to shop before the party,” Wanda inquired.

“Of course I do, it’s my go to Halloween costume now if I ever go out again.” You smiled, reminiscing over the memories from last Halloween, and stumbled off your bed to find the outfit. 

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The music was blasting, and you couldn’t help but look in awe of your surroundings. A double curved staircase with red carpeting was in front of you and Wanda, with grand railings connected to the marble floor below. The home was obnoxiously large, you could talk and an echo would rumble through the room. 

Wanda gives you an encouraging look, and grabs your hand to lead you towards the party room upstairs. The silver tassels from your mini dress rubbed against your dress with every step you took, and you knew there was no turning back now. Besides, there was no way you could leave this beautiful home anytime soon, you simply wanted to drink in it’s beauty forever.

Once upstairs, a man in a suit smiled at the two of you, and asked for your invitations, which Wanda gladly handed over. With a nod, he opened the doors that were taller than any of you, and the sight immediately took your breath away.

White, translucent balloons hung from the ceiling. Art deco inspired tables with feathers and gold tassels lining over them containing copious amounts of alcohol were in the middle of the room. Intricate white and golden wallpaper covered the walls, which helped bring everything together, but the flashing disco lights allowed a modern feel to this 1920’s inspired party.

Not too long after entering the room, Vision strutted over to the two of you after catching sight of his girlfriend. “Hello (Y/N),” he flashed a quick smile to you and placed a kiss on Wanda’s cheek, “Care if I steal my girlfriend away for a dance?”

“No problem at all,” you waved your hand to dismiss the two of them, and Wanda went off to the dance floor with her love. 

This was normal, Wanda would be whisked away by Vision, and you typically found a guy to bring you attention for the night, but something felt different. Right now, all you wanted was a drink, and you found yourself making a beeline towards the tables full of alcohol. 

The bartender was dressed in one of the finest suits, and you couldn’t help but wonder “If his employees are dressed like this, what was the Baron wearing?”

“What would you like?” Your mind blanked trying to think of alcohol that you liked, it’s been too long.

“Surprise me, it’s been a while.” You smiled sheepishly, but your attention was caught by the feeling of another person behind you.

“That won’t do, you look like you need something strong.” A thick, European accent filled your ears, and you couldn’t help the way that your body tensed up. With a turn of your head, your eyesight took hold of the one and only, Helmut Zemo.

He looked even more delicious standing so close to you. As expected, Zemo didn’t mess around with his looks. A burgundy, pinstripe suit hugged his figure, and you couldn’t help but take note of the way his arms looked under the tight sleeves.

“Something strong would be nice,” you say holding your chin up, not wanting to embarrass yourself in front of the most well known man in the school. With a wave of his finger and a command in a language you didn’t know, two shots of clear liquid were slammed on the table, and Zemo picked one up with a cheeky smile.

You narrowed your eyes at him and nervously picked up the shot glass with shaky hands. Lifting it up to your nose, your face contorted into an expression of disgust at the smell of acetone. “What is this?”

With a rumbling chuckle from Zemo, your cheeks blushed slightly, silently scolding yourself for losing your composure. He raised his glass and with a tilt of his head, he responded “Rakija, essentially European moonshine. I’ll take a shot with you, it can be too strong for some Americans.”

Silently, you nodded and raised the shot glass, mimicking his actions. Once he swiftly threw back the liquid into his mouth, you followed, and immediately wanted to gag. It burned as it went down your throat, the taste of pure chemicals became overwhelming, and you managed to keep a straight face through it all. Zemo slammed his glass back onto the table and took a step towards you in order to be able to communicate over the loud music.

“I apologize for being such a rude host, but I don’t recognize you.” The smell of rich cologne flooded your nostrils, and you could’ve melted right there. His eyes peered down onto you, being that you were significantly shorter than the man towering over your body, and you licked your lips.

“I usually stay in my dorm, I’m pre-med.” You held your hand out politely, “(Y/N).”

Zemo’s rough hands took hold of your own, lowering his head to leave a kiss on the indents of your knuckles. Without standing up straight, he raises his eyes to look at you through his eyebrows, “It’s a pleasure to meet you (Y/N), I hope you’re enjoying the party.”

His voice was like smooth caramel and melted chocolate, just the right mix of salty and sweet. His thick accent burned into your head with the way he said your name, and your hand was tingling from where his lips met your knuckles. After hearing the stories of his charming ways, you wanted to call bullshit, but experiencing this first hand was completely different. There was some truth to the rumors of the mysterious Baron, and you couldn’t help but feel drawn to find out more. The man simply oozed sex appeal.

“I actually just got here with Wanda. She’s off somewhere with Vision.” You were proud of how you managed to keep your voice at a steady level, knowing that your mind was going crazy with how close the two of you were.

Zemo’s eyebrow perked up at the mention of Wanda’s name and held out his hand with the corners of his mouth turning up ever so slightly, “Any friend of Wanda’s is a friend of mine, care to dance (Y/N)?”

Every fiber of your being wanted you to run, knowing that if you went to dance with him, there was no turning back. Still, you couldn’t stop your hand from being placed into his, and he swiftly pulled you along towards the dance floor. 

Sweaty bodies surrounded the two of you, but you could only focus on his eyes engulfing the way the dress hugged your body in all the right spots. He placed his hand on the small of your back where the dress was open, the touch sending shivers down your spine. The Baron’s hands were warm, completely contrasting the iciness of your skin. 

With another hand on your waist and a smirk, he began moving his hips, which you soon followed. As the song went on, the distance between you got smaller and smaller, until your chest was practically smushed against his. You lifted your left hand to run through his chestnut brown hair, and it was as soft as you expected it to be.

“Of course it is,” you thought to yourself. “A Baron deserves only the most expensive products.”

“You’d think I would know everyone on campus, but your beauty caught me by surprise.” His breath felt hot against your ear, and you swallowed thickly.

“Not many people know me,” you countered.

“What a shame, isn’t it darling?” The use of pet names was enough to make your knees buckle, especially when paired with the Sokovian drawl, but you shook your head in defiance.

“He probably says that to all the girls.” Even so, you wished your mind would be quiet so you could appreciate this moment for what it is. The chance to dance with the bachelor everyone was pining for, but he was only paying attention to you.

You didn’t respond, only picking up the pace of your swaying hips, grinding against his thigh. Zemo exhaled a quick breath, and wasted no time to smash his lips onto yours. This action sent electricity through your body, the taste of the alcohol on his breath only made him more alluring, and your mouth copied his movements. Teeth clacked against one another, but neither of you cared. The only thing you could think about was the feeling of his fingers trailing down your back, and the way you fit with him like a lost puzzle piece.

Zemo grabbed at the nape of your neck, signaling to deepen the kiss with a tightening grip and a nip at your bottom lip, but you pulled away before you did something you regret.

With a confused look, Zemo licked his lips. “Care to go upstairs to my room?”

“Actually,” you say breathlessly, “I think it’s better if I head out.” Regretfully, you untangle your bodies and take a step back from the powerful man standing in front of you.

Without taking a second to think about what you’ve just done, you turn and make your way to the exit, but not without glancing at the Baron one last time. 

His eyes never left you, and he stood still as you walked through the doors.

[rutgersmcgroarty]

Since the draft is coming up I present to you the university of michigan 2021 draft trio:

the umich draft trio consists of 3 players that played at the university of michigan this past season and are projected to go in the top 10. You've got the one i think everyone knows, owen power who is projected to go 1st overall, matty beniers who is projected to go 2nd overall and kent johnson who is projected to go 9th. they're my favourite players in the draft and really hope yall grow to like them as much as i do because they're amazing

Kent Johnson, #13:

from port moody, bc

born October 12th 2002

played for the trail smokers eaters in the bchl before coming to umich

led the bchl in scoring with 101 points in 52 games. Was names to the first-team all-bchl. Was named canadian junior hockey league top forward of the year. Had a 46-point season as a rookie in 2018-19 and was named bchl all-rookie and interior division rookie of the year

one of the most entertaining players I've seen play at michigan and he has some amazing hands

by amazing hands, i mean that he does shit that i didnt even know existed

Finished second on the team in scoring with 27 points on 9 goals and 18 assists in 26 games. Ranked second in rookie scoring in the big ten, third in the nation rookie points per game

Started his collegiate career on a four-game point-scoring streak and had a four-assist game in his debut

was on the big ten all-freshman team, was a all-big ten honorable mention, and was nominated for the hobey baker

fun facts:

his brother kyle plays for yale

he can juggle a ball on his stick while standing on one foot

he has beautiful hair

looks scarily like someone from my math class

won the bronze medal at BC provincials he's 2nd year of peewee

a really big breakfast guy (his favourites are pancakes and crapes)

was a canucks fan, his favourite player rn is pettersson (the canucks pick 9th btw so there's a very high chance he goes there)

"at some points you cant coach him anymore" - mel pearson

Matty Beniers, #10:

from hingham, mass

born november 5th 2002

played at the ntdp before coming to umich.

his u18 season he was second on the team in scoring with 41 points (18 goals, 23 assists) in 44 games. Scored 23 points in 42 games in his first year with the ntdp in 2018-19. Got called up his u17 year and won bronze at the 2019 IIHF U18 Men's World Championship

he was the youngest player on the us world junior team and world championship team this year

this year he had 24 points (10 goals, 14 assists) in 24 games - 3rd in the league in freshmen scoring and 4th nationally. he scored Michigan's first goal of the season and started his career on a four-game point streak

was on the big ten all-freshman team and was a all-big ten honorable mention. was also on the college hockey news all-rookie team.

like to skate circles around ppl

fun facts:

he’s a really good singer

was supposed to go to harvard but transferred to michigan last minute when the ivy league cancelled it's season

he has a super cute dog named bella

his sister goes to cornell, and his dad played football there

his mom performed on broadway (which is how he learned to sing)

says that "he needs to work on his goal scoring mentality" (matthew you lead the team in scoring i think your goal scoring mentality is fine)

very smiley and bubbly

very very smart (pre-med major)

doesn't chirp very much (not surprised matty is way too nice to do that)

his mom moved to michigan with him when he went to the ntdp

his coach made him sing in front of his whole ntdp team at the beginning their u17 year (he sang the jersey boys)

Owen Power, #22:

from mississauga, ontario

born november 22nd 2002

played for the chicago steel in the ushl before coming to umich

in the 2019-20 season he was the USHL defenseman of the year and he led the league's defensemen in scoring with 40 points. he was named to the ushl first-team all-star, the ushl All-Rookie Team in 2018-19 with 28 points in 58 games.

"kid canada," youngest player to ever play for canada at the world championships

at 6'5, 214 lb he is, as tsn like to say "a big boy"

was a preseason all-big ten honourable mention, was fourth in the big ten in defenseman scoring, seventh in the big ten in freshman scoring, 2nd in the nation in freshman defenseman points per game and had a three-point (2 goals) game in his collegiate debut (as a defenceman).

was on the all-big ten second team, was a unanimous selection on the big ten all-freshman team, was a finalist for big ten freshmen of the year, was nominated for the hobey baker, was college hockey news rookie of the year, and was on the college hockey news all-rookie team

is supposed to go first overall

he has an absolute rocket of a shot, a really good stickhandler, and a really good skater

fun facts:

used to play lacrosse during the summer when he was younger, won a national championship

he likes to play basketball, so here's a video of him and the rest of the umich team playing (he airballed it and it was vv funny)

sports management major but dosent know exactly what it is

celebrity crush is selena gomez

his nickname is the big dog

was supposed to go to the ojhl but chose to go play in the ushl when the steel drafted him

takes his chicken wings with barbecue and nothing else

prefer doing school online

the first thing he wants to do next season is watch a football game at the big house

his favourite player to watch right is victor hedman (he also thinks that hedman is the best defenceman in the world rn)

had a rink in his backyard and that's how he fell in love with hockey

he would pretend to be crosby while on that backyard rink (owen arent you supposed to be a defenceman lmao)

not a big tv/movie guy, he mostly just watch's sports during his downtime (why am i not surprised)

he like to golf but is "not very good" (his handicap is a 10 which is appenrently good so)

if he weren't a hockey player he would be a lacross player

lebron is the athlete he dislikes the most

he doesn't say (chirp) much on the ice (once again i am not surprised lmao)

if matty and him got the chance to play each other at worlds (they didn't cause matty was scratched the first time and injured the 2nd) someone would have gotten whacked in the leg/foot but nobody would have really said anything

basically Michigan could very easily have 2 players picked in the top 5 and 3 players picked in the top 10. and if you haven't realised how special that class is, they also have thomas bordeleau and brendan brisson in it, which means that they're soon gonna have 4 first rounders in one class, and 6 nhl draft picks. (for context a lot of teams don't even have 6 drafted players on the entire roster)

[i-moved-blogs-ffs]

Danganronpa request can a reader who is really kind and a sweetheart adopt the warriors of hope and helpem to forget they traumas and also can the reader beat the hell up the warriors of hope parents after everything they done to those innocents children's please

Of course, my darling! I love the WoH so much- I adopted them too, they're your adoptive siblings now so you all gotta get along ok-

These are probably gonna spiral into parenting headcanons because I cannot help myself- just let these kiddos have a happy home life man- :(

TW for mentions of abuse. It's nothing explicit, but it can be upsetting to some. Please be cautious.

Anyways, let's get started!

- 🌸🍭mod mikan🍭🌸

S/O adopting the WoH!

Now, we all know these kiddos had a bad time.

They were all abused in different ways, neglected, put down to the lowest point they could be.

Junko was like a light at the end of the tunnel for them, a savior - someone who cared, someone who they could trust, someone who loved them. But it was all lies.

She didn't care.

They couldn't trust her.

She didn't love them.

But then, you came around. At first, they thought you were like every other demon; evil, cold and uncaring.

And yet, there was this warmth radiating off of you... Almost like another light they could chase to get to true joy.

After Komaru and Toko defeated each of them, they felt lost. What were they supposed to do now that their empire has failed? Were the adults going to punish them, by abusing and taking advantage of them even further?

The group wandered the streets of Towa City, alone, hiding from every adult they could see and fending for themselves.

However, they stumbled upon you and Komaru. You two have been actively looking for them after finding out they survived.

But the reason why you were looking for them, was pretty unexpected.

You wanted to take them in as your own. They were just kids after all, no matter how much they tried to make themselves seem bigger. You wanted to help them, teach them that not everyone will hurt them, because they deserve to be loved like any other child does.

And so, they went with you. Very reluctantly mind you, but they didn't have much of a choice.

And as time went on, they opened up to you, one by one. And soon, you guys became like a happy family.

Somewhat dysfunctional, but still happy family.

Ok so, origin story's out of the way, now let's get in a bit deeper-

Parenting the Warriors is pretty hard- they each have something about themselves that you need to keep in mind.

And besides, taking care of 5 children wouldn't be easy even if they weren't traumatized-

You have to be patient, warm and kind to them, and to you that's no problem!

I would imagine Masaru would be the first to let his guard down around you, because he could tell that you weren't a bad person from the start.

He would start to admire you greatly, seeing you as the only cool adult around!!

He's always trying to impress you or get your attention because of that. And you always give him praise, telling him he's the most awesome kiddo ever!!

He always gets a bit bashful when you do, scratching his head as an "awhh, shucks!", escaping his lips.

He's very fond of you! He wants to do the things you do, like trying out your hobbies or imitating your mannerisms. He just wants to be as cool as you are.

While it is cute, you have to teach him that he's only the best when he's himself!

Kotoko was probably the second to open up. The first thing she noticed is that you never, ever used her trigger word in a sentence, not even on accident. You always used words like "soft", "tender" or "mallow", maybe even "delicate".

Not me looking up synonyms on thesaurus.com rn shHDHS

Like Masaru, her initial gut reaction always told her you were a good person, but the walls she had built up just couldn't let you in right away.

And when she does get comfortable, she becomes super clingy. She's almost as fond of you as Masaru is, honestly-

She always goes to you for any sort of help. She feels like you're the only person she can trust 100%, whether it be with her feelings or some other problem.

You're like- the only person who she's super nice to all the time. She used to be like that with Monaca, until you took them in.

Actually, speaking of that, they completely stopped literally worshipping Monaca's every move once you entered their lives.

Now, next up is Jataro. He initially thought you hated his every move, and that you only took him in because of pity.

But, you were proving him wrong every day. Going out of your way to talk to him, being so incredibly kind that it made his heart hurt.

You always help him out with his art! He loves when you sit down and paint, sculpt or draw with him, even if you're not artistic yourself. He feels like he's wanted, and all of that self-hatred almost completely washes away.

The biggest moment was when you finally convinced him to take off his mask. And when he did, you could tell he was way happier.

You two burned the mask together, leaving that part of his life behind you and turning over a new leaf.

And because of your influence, the rest of the kids are way nicer to him as well now!

Nagisa was the fourth one to take his guard down.

He saw how much Masaru, Kotoko and Jataro trusted you, and after observing you further, he began to see why.

He was always very distant from you, and you respected that. So, you were pleasantly surprised when he suddenly started going out of his way to help you, talk to you or spend time with you. However, you never questioned it, which made him relieved.

It's like you two silently agreed that you were cool with eachother.

He's very mature for his age, so he's the first one to try and help you with regular day-to-day tasks, even without you asking for said help.

Mans over here about to start doing your taxes HDHDH-

You always tell him to chill out, but he insists. He knows how much trouble he and his adoptive siblings are making for you, and it's his own way of thanking you.

Now, Monaca's a little interesting.

At first she was only pretending to care about you, like she did with the rest of the Warriors, but after a while she genuinely grew to love both you and her siblings.

She doesn't like the fact she cares one bit, but she can't help it.

She still has very manipulative tendencies, but you always see through them and her lies. You call her out on it, but never berate her.

She's very kiss ass-y, I guess?? Always complimenting you for the smallest reasons and calling you sweet nicknames.

She sometimes just wants to make you mess up to try and get herself to stop caring-

Like whenever a problem comes up, she always goes, "S/O can fix it!😌🙏 Our (affectionate parental term) dearest can do anything!🥰💞" and the rest of the kids are like "yah!!💖💕" because they love and support you while you're just there like🧍

Because no you can't rebuild the economy do you look like bob the fucking builder-

AnywaY their parents are already dead, so you guys beat up H*ji instead. :)

Ah, family bonding time. 💕

And done!! I love these little spawns of satan so much you guys don't even know- this was literally so fun to write that I think I got carried away a bit hshGhd- I hope this is ok!

Make sure to wash your hands, stay hydrated, take any meds you may need to and stay safe! You were so brave, have a lollipop! 🍭

[drxwsyni]

lil annoucement! ik my pinned said that the next part to petrified would be out today, but i don't think that's gonna happen. hopefully next week sometime, but i'll leave my explanation under the cut <3

quick tw for medication (antidepressants, sleeping pills), mental health talk

so i started taking meds this week! never taken stuff for my mental health or to fix my sleeping before so this is veeeeeery new to me lol. it's gonna take a bit before the antidepressants start working (6-8 weeks), so until then i'm stuck with all these shitty side affects. one of which is a big hit to my creativity, idk how to explain it but since i've started the meds i just...can't find it in me to write fanfiction. i'm pretty tired, pretty out of it all day. i had planned on finishing the next part to petrified this week (i already have some of it done) but like i said, i haven't felt any pull towards/interest in writing since i started taking them on monday. it's honestly really strange! the motivation just went *poof* and now i'm just sitting here, not really interested in anything. i have to get used to these meds so i'm hoping this side affect will wear off soon!

until then, anything i post here (rb's, original content) will be at random, i can't say when my interest will come back, since so far it only returns for maybe 30 mins and then disappears again!

also...yes this is tmi...but i don't know if i'm capable of writing smut rn, these pills have nuked the horny right out of me. which is a HUGE PROBLEM cause i got a collab coming up where the main plot point is smut....i'll try my hardest to get that fic out buuuuuuuut i'm just saying the smut might not be so great lmao.

anyways!!! that's my reasoning if i go mia for a bit. maybe i will maybe i won't (hoping for the latter), but if i do now u know why!

[okidokitokki]

Hi again, I'm the anon that asked about the prescription n stuff. It helped at the time, and I appreciated you answering me. <3

Unfortunately I've been worse off lately, small ups and big downs. I had a prescription for depression and only recently realized that it didn't cover my severe anxiety as well. This is an impulsive ask rn cause I had a bad attack and I'm really sick. This is all new and terrifying to me, my anxiety has been bad all my life but never this bad. I have to ask, what was it like before the prescription? Cause I've been feeling so terrifyingly disconnected and displaced from my body, myself and reality since December. But in December, I had hope, cause usually, it's over by then end of the month. Time is a blurr, I can't focus on things for long and all my energy is devoted to fighting off my anxiety every single second. I get very little comfort from things. We're gonna try and get an anxiety prescription. I'm sorry if I'm all over the place my mind hasn't been working- I just need to know that I'm not alone, cause I feel so alone, and scared. One more thing, was there a point where you could stop taking the prescription or is it like, a long term thing?

I'm just lost and scared.

Thank you for your time, you're not obligated to answer, but I would appreciate it greatly.

<3

I wish you well anon these things are hard. And everything works differently for everyone so I hope you'll find something that'll help you. I'm proud of you for taking the steps to start a prescription despite how terrifying it is

Before I began my anxiety meds I isolated myself to my room. I hid from my family and was unable to be around others, let alone get a job. I wasn't in a good place during that time so it definitely didn't help my anxiety. I'd only eat when everyone had gone to bed it was that bad

I don't regret starting my prescription at all. My anxiety is still a lil everywhere and unpredictable but I have a stable job now, I can talk to people, talk to my family and go out with my friend again

It's far from a cure of course but it's a stepping stone to feeling like I can live in stability and security with myself

In regards of long term? I'm unsure myself. I've slipped from my schedule ever since I went to hospital for a week and it threw me off my routine so I haven't taken them since then but I had been taking them since 2019. I'm doing better than I was before I began my prescription, I still go to work and talk to others but my anxiety spikes way too much and hits way too hard too often to the point it feels like my heart is getting swallowed up so I definitely need to get back on them again

I'm not the best with words but I'm honoured you've come to me in such a time of vulnerability. I really do hope you get the help you need soon. Try to take things one day at a time. I believe in u and wish u luck anon 💖