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hmmmmmm
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woe, the duke be upon ye
#this was so fun to draw#but again. my eyes hurt from staring at the puter too much lol#i think that i didnt make him THAT fat u kno#he is fatter i think :/ but hey. it was a fun#i think more ppl should draw him. mostly ppl that only know how to draw stick thin characters :T#idk. im just saying .-.#the duke#re8#resident evil village#the duke re8#fanart#fat character#fat male#fat art#this wasnt one of my old wips lol i made it on a whim because i really wanted to draw someone fat :u
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we're going on vacation tomorrow (technically today bc its almost 1 am but. yknow) and so i wont be able to work on this again until monday but YARGHH!H!!
#my art#wip#rgu#i dont post a lot of wips anymore but. im putting this out there#i can stare at it for the next few days while im away from me puter...
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Thinking about Lariel again. And how she just looks at everyone like this
#oc: lariel#my hamster wheel#she is short for a half elf#I’m still sick#but well enough to sit at my desk and stare at puter
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I have 150GB of BG3 footage captured and now have zero motivation to gif any of it… send help lol
#i separated all of them into their own folders for each tav#opened photoshop and just sat there staring at my screen lol#i’ll try again later…#got hit with the sad out of nowhere…#meanwhile my puter is screaming at me for space#random text post#ignore my rambles
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lesbian
#tempest is real they live on my desk#ill be on the puter then look to the side to get my water and there they are with their permanent lesbian stare. judging my every move#my sister made her little stand for me :)#nat.txt#not a text post but that is kinda just my general misc tag. so
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I feel bad when I accidentally leave my computer on all night but her soft whirring is such a pleasant noise to fall asleep to... Aughh the noise !!!!
#i love my puter shes not just a machine to me shes something more. nothing you'd understand#do you think she can tell that when i stare lovingly its not someone through the screen im admiring but the screen itself. her face
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Okay I am taking a screen break my head kinda started hurting partway through finishing that up. I hope everyone likes what is essentially OC art with a fandom coat of paint. o7
#ramblings#by screen break i mean I think im gonna sketch traditionally while only looking at dms LOL#i still wanna . do shit. but i know staring at my puter is Not gonna help#i almost wanna just write in bed with the lights off but that involves. looking at a screen. head in hands
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Jesus fucking Christ I found something from when I was 14
anyone who reads French understands my pain
#my screen IS orange. it’s called nogjttime shot and staring at a puter for too long after 10 pm#sherlock#sherlock bbc#hated be thy name
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blaaaauhhhghhgh [melting into a goop] aohhhghghhshabh
#just me hi#Blahhhaahahaaaaaaaaaaaa#oh BLOO#poo. ploo. bloop#i wanna work on my comic. sniff#'why don't you then' Becausssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssse [wild vague gesturing]#balalaglalgaguauhuglhaslghuhsdgk#Bllllaaaaaaaaaahhhh#//when i speak in quotations that's more my other me talking than you just to be clear hbfvhsf#sometimes being contrary can look like being in full and unwavering support of the same things Lmaooo#me vs. the squaters in my brain (it was mutual for them to move in) (they are trying to be helpful (and are successful mostly (i'm just#being. well. contrary hfbshv)))#//but ye yea ye#my brother helped me set up my emulator and !!! and i can play sky on my puter now :DD#i woulda set it up but. i am always afraid i'll lose track of the directions hfhsh#i could have the instructions etched into my brain and i'm still going to be So sure i imagined them wrong or something lolll#//MAN. i should... [<- staring into the abyss very hard]#!!!!!!#i think i'm in a pocket of hyperness for some reason where did this come from Hfbsvbhf#/hey does being excited hurt sometimes lol#like if i don't throw it out somehow it feels like my chest is constricting and it'll do it to such an extent that i'll become a black hole#bhsf :>#when i was younger i just avoided things that made me too Whee cuz i didn't like it hfvbsh#but now i just sort of put it all into happy handing it so hard i hurt my wrists a lil hfhs :3#//anyway my computer's getting hot oo#i should turn on my cooling thing#oh and also prolly finish this piece lol#/i might make it a small comic (love short comics sm (i have so many)) out of it but who knows hfh :>>#//duos my beloved <33
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#i need to unadd the academic calander from my calander app i think it’s stressing me out SO MUCH LOL#new student orientation started today i’ve helped with that regularly and now i’m. just workin on my puter#residence halls open later this week. it doesn’t concern me#school starts the 28th….and i will not be going back#it feels like i’m staring down this MASSIVE thing#i’m anticipating a change in my schedule and my routine and everything but i know. the routine i’ve had all summer IS my new normal.#but also i DON’T know that bc i still feel so wound up…..#practicing patience. practicing sitting w my emotions. i look forward to my new life and yet my brain is like refusing to picture past the#28th rn bc i’m SO used to that being like. my loss of freedom day LOL#it’s just like my thesis lmao i have PLANS AFTER THE 28TH BUT THEY FEEL UNREAL. OR LIKE DREAMS…..
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i cant catch a break first the machine madness week and now aurora borealis lockdown. when does it end
#MAYBE songs should stop being so GOOD so i can listen to SOMETHING ELSE#chatty catty#all my other music is staring at me so sad while i open my puter to play aurora borealis on repeat for three hours
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Waaa reasons I prefer doing traditional art to digital
The variations in line width as the pencil moves on its different facets <3
I feel like I have more control when I'm using a pencil rather than drawing with my finger on my phone screen
The silly lil sketches n guidelines look good
Can grab the refs while doing it without having to change out of the art thing
Rrasons I think digital art is fun tho
U can fix the anatomy without having to redo it all yippee
More likely to finish an art if I don't need to get out real paints n stuff for it
Colouring is like a noncommital paper doll ooo AND SMOOTH
In concy lusion I <3 u art yippee
Yarrrr bye
#for context I don't have a puter so all my digital art is just done. on my phone#man. I need to buy a new kneded eraser tho...#digital art#traditional art#art talk#it's. 2am#I'm starting at my open sketchbook.#staring*
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Wally: *staring at the website* I love my 'puter. All my friends are inside it.
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🧊Symptom of Danger
| { [ ( a post-coma cccclinic story ) ] } |
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please do not tag this as a ship
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resting on a lounge couch, whole is trying to get some work done through his laptop. he's in his pajamas with a fluffy blanket settled over his lower half, and the 'puter on top of that blanket. ahead of him on a white coffee table is a freshly-opened sprite can, still fizzing and unfinished. nearby, mind sits in a comfy blue flannel robe, drape-y pants, and with his usual mask while reading a book in a grounded birdcage chair. he looks very comfortable, and is keeping whole company.
/weak cough hIC eaugh,,, great./
[you alright?] mind's gaze darts up from his book, protective.
/n-no. i still have a cough even after that cold, a..aHIC and now i have hiccups./ whole adjusts himself and brings a hand to his throat as he hiccups again, wincing painfully.
/aie-yai-yaiy...ouch./
[holding your breath usually works, right?]
/y-yeah, but it could hurt since i've been coughing all day. still on that medicine too. and, well...i don't like that method too much. hIcC...eaugh./
[hmm...] mind closes his book and puts it down on his lap. [are there other tactics?]
already on it, whole is leaning over his computer clacking away. he clicks the enter bar just as another hiccup rings through him.
/alright. i-HIC...excuse me./ he pats his chest briefly. /ow. uhm-paper bag, hugging knees close to chest, si-HICc...aheEm sipping cold water, granulated sugar, and biting into a lemon. there's quite a few apparently./
whole's voice grows a bit croaky near the end of his sentence, and he sputters out a few coughs. then a hiccup shoots through him right in the middle. hunched over, his eyes declare pain as he briefly thuds his chest and clears his throat. mind sits wide-eyed and anxious. whole can handle it—right?
/aHHeHm...mhm... i'll uh...go with the cold water./ he wheezes out another cough, massaging his neck and chest.
[how about...i...go get the water.] mind offers, never dragging his eyes away from whole's hunched posture.
/gh...ghood idea./
.-. .-. .-.
whole shifts in his seat, setting the computer aside, and huddles with his blanket close to his knees. comforting himself and trying a physical tactic out first. he stares straight ahead, glancing at the progress he's made on his computer, before closing it and his eyes to attempt some deep breaths. it's awkward with the hiccups, and his face scrunches up when they strike. he hugs himself and the blanket closer.
mind gets up to get the water, walking by whole's resting spot on the couch. he grabs a tall glass and fills it up on the cold setting with the fridge water filter, sighing. mind knows that he's very protective of whole, especially around soul. he's just...scared something could happen again. even going as far as fearing a certain someone could cause that. always scared some health issue or medical emergency could arise, and then they'd have to go back to that squeaky clean, endlessly tiled, rubbing alcohol-fuming place. whole—all of them—were there for so long. in headspace and in reality. it…changed them. in ways mind doubts he understands fully.
mind finds himself glancing over at whole, who is still hugging himself and trying to take deep breaths amidst the coughs and hiccups. an atmosphere of anticipation filled the room: the next hiccup, the glass to finish filling, or even something worse happing. the chances were never zero. mind stays vigilant for bad signs in case things got worse—but was that anxiety or logic? mind can’t keep his eyes of of whole. what even caused this whole hiccup thing, anyways?
he absentmindedly chooses ice before the loud clunky-splooshy sounds make him realize his mistake. mind looks back to the fridge, startled, before smiling to himself beneath the mask.
[my bad. uh. would you prefer no ice?] he calls out awkwardly.
whole manages /ice is fine, don’t worry./ in return after a hiccup. his hugging method wasn't working.
mind walks over, and whole turns and takes the tall glass from mind's hands. his hands shake as he tries to sip it slowly at intervals. afraid the hiccups would interrupt his sip. mind sits down beside him, hands fidgeting. his oversized blue flannel robe trailing behind him like a cape.
mind wants to guide him, to help in some way, but he bites his tongue. it’s painful to watch. why was it so painful to watch?
whole tries again, preparing himself with a moment of pause to help with nerves, and sips. some of the ice was fractured on the rim of the glass when mind hit the button, now swimming broken in the water. as whole lowers the glass mind hears a crunch. whole crushes up an ice fragment he sipped up, then swallows and smiles.
/it's always better with ice./ he puts the glass down, turning to mind.
[always.] mind nods knowingly, and both share a smile.
.-. .-. .-.
whole sips the glass a bit more before stopping. he wipes his hands on his shirt and then buries them in his blanket.
/my hands don't like the cold though./
he humors the mood and bundles himself up with his fluffy blanket. sighing.
/feels real refreshing feeling it go down. it's like a...waterslide. of cold comfort./ whole closes his eyes and smiles. mind pauses, staring into nothing. his eyes get wide.
[it's gone! your hiccups are gone.]
whole re-opens his eyes and waits.
/you're right!/ he pauses and assesses. /yeah! wow, thanks a bunch. we learned something new today./ whole closes his eyes and smiles. mind leans onto his blanket while smiling with his eyes. they rest for a moment.
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eventually, whole resumed to his work and mind to his reading. whole finishes his scheduling and his tall glass of cold water, then celebrates with a nice snack for himself. mind joins him at the dining table behind the couch after finishing his chapter goal for the day. he snags a cheestick while whole readies a toasted pbj sandwich. he can never settle for the squishiness of the bread against the peanut butter and jelly. the bonus crunch was a must for whole literally always. sitting down opposite to mind after preparing the mini-meal, both whole's elbows collapse onto the glassy dining table. he takes a bite.
/…that hit the spot./ he mumbles out with a tired-eyed smile.
mind chuckles and undoes his mask to set in his lap. he sighs, and unwraps the cheestick to peels it piece by piece.
/woah. i usually just eat it in a few bites. i like your way better./ whole voices his observation after a big swallow.
[whaattt?? you've never seen me eat one if these? enjoy the little things, man. scarfing it down is a big thing—a big thing all going down all at once.]
he wags his finger as he makes his point, then goes to delicately peel his cheesetick as whole laughs.
/i think it’s more fun that way, too/ whole manages, finishing his sandwich as mind nods as a response.
/want anything to drink?/
[maybe some...ice water.] he smiles as he says it, finishing his cheesetick but keeping his mask off.
whole playfully smiles and rolls his eyes, catching the coffee table in his gaze. remembering the empty tall glass, he goes to grab it. something clicks in whole’s head when he spots the sipped soda too.
/uh... mind? i think i found the source of my hiccups earlier./ he grabs the sprite in the other hand, sets it down on the dining table in front of mind, then refills his tall glass. he could almost see the neurons burst with thought behind mind’s eyes.
[the carbonation must've sparked a negative reaction, of course! that kind of gas expands…—when you got the hiccups, how soon before had you sipped it? how many sips? where was this can placed?]
accustomed to this kind of thinking, whole replies as he finishes refilling his glass with ice water.
/yeah, stomach acid stuff./ he sets his refilled glass down on the counter, and grabs a fresh one to fill up for mind. /i tookkk two sips a minute before i started having my hiccups. and the can was placed.../ he leaned to look toward the couch and ergo coffee table /oddly out of view. like in a corner of the table. i think i was moving to sit down when i sipped it and didn't grab it again. then it caused some coughing as the hiccups came?/
mind's brain worked, his eyes laser-focused on the sprite in front of him. whole sets down mind’s water but remains standing beside him, and leans on the tabletop with his arm. mind barely notices the glass.
[that's…exactly what happened. yeah. you haven't had fizzy drinks in a while, right?]
he nods /that's right officer./
[well that’s a puzzle solved then! we have found the why: stay away from fizzy drinks. nice work detective.] mind remembers his water and sips in celebration. relief releases anxiety from his shoulders.
/you’re the one who can solve a rubik’s cube in a minute./ whole tilts his head silly-ly. mind makes a smug shrugging gesture.
[heh, yeah.] setting the glass down, he continues. [but uh, stay away from fizzy drinks in the future…i guess. how does your throat feel now?]
/i will. it feels ok i think?/ he presses a hand to it briefly. /a little leftover strain but that’s about it. the sandwich helped./ reminded, whole moves to clean up the kitchen.
[that’s good.] mind puts his mask back on and gets up to help whole. he feels more fluid as he moves, now unrestrained by tension.
.-. .-. .-.
there’s a quiet moment as they clean up the kitchen. mind is content that the problem is over, and his struggles are eased. but these struggles, this anxieties, are always there. he’s always fearing for whole’s safety. he’s always wary of every little detail. whole isn’t helpless—he’s finished his physical therapy procedures and can walk now. but they’re all getting used to life at this house that even whole hasn’t seen for a while.
mind tenses up: there’s this exhaustive need squirming to know everything’s ok. something could happen. someone could misjudge something. but then whole’s more used to life than any of them are, so he should know if he messes up…right? or maybe something happened to his brain in that place. mind’s brain. an altercation in his psyche. what i-
mind finds himself nearly dropping a plate as thoughts stampede. he sets it down in the sink.
/you ok?/ whole stands at a counter wiping it down with non-alcoholic spray. he turns, there for him.
washing his hands, mind takes a deep breath.
[do you think i’m overprotective?] he stops the faucet and turns to a whole. woefully unprepared and unwilling for this conversation.
whole pauses, but looks into mind’s eyes with a knowing gaze.
/i think that you care about me, and you’re worried something bad could happen./
mind lowers his gaze and nods.
/it’s nothing to be ashamed of. i worry for me too. i don’t want you to shoulder that worry—it’s my job./ whole…knows so much. it makes mind tense. was he that readable?
[i’m just…scared that…we’ll have to go back. or you ch-changed and can’t judge things correctly, or—] mind brings his right hand to his forehead, staggering with his words and demeanor. panicking. his metal arm tenses at his side.
whole recognizes the situation and walks up to mind. he gently grabs the metal hand. mind looks down at the handhold mellowly.
/i’ve…thought about it a lot myself. i have changed. we all have. we’ve overcome obstacles and learned valuable lessons. i believe i’m more…equipped for problems. with my health or my situation./
mind meets whole’s gaze. those knowing eyes spoke soundless comfort mind needed to hear. he knew what he was talking about.
[i’m so worried for you…all the time…] his throat burns as he says it, unwilling. tears well up. and then fall.
mind shivers in a breath, and falls gently onto whole.
they hug.
and it’s warm.
mind sobs quietly, thankful and relieved. he takes off his mask and it dangles by the straps, held weakly by his fingertips. arms dangling at his sides.
he buries his face in whole’s arm. so close that he can hear his heartbeat.
it’s steady and consistent. healthy. bold. and unparalleled in providing comfort.
whole is alive now. he’s ok now. they’re ok now.
whole holds mind gently.
/we’ve changed. and it’s for the better. we have hobbies and things that bring us joy. we have this house and the outside world. we have separate rooms and a backyard. we have grocery stores and style preferences. we have eachother. and we’ll always have eachother./
mind detenses all over, his face weak and wet. he adjusts himself in whole’s arms, and sighs whole-heartedly. eased.
whole draws in a long deep breath himself, sniffling a little. /you all mean a lot to me, mind./ he choked up and can’t continue.
instead, they cradle eachother in the kitchen. anxieties eased. breathing as one.
mind pulls back, wiping his face.
[th-thank you.]
whole smiles, blinking away tears. the sappyness got to him alright. he needs a moment before replying.
/w-well, thank you for getting me some awesome icy water./
mind chuckles, and looks back to his own unfinished ice water. [you too, heh.]
/oh man, i never finished mine did i? where’d it—/ he spins around, spotting it on the counter near the spray bottle. /ah./
mind smiles. he sets down his mask, grabs his glass, and sips while whole finishes his own. mind watches as he chugs the entire thing.
[that hit the spot?]
/big thing going down all at once. still very waterslide-y. hooh./
they share a gaze. and then burst out laughing. it’s reinforced when mind nearly spills his water onto his lap.
they die down gradually, the mood lightened.
[oh! my book. i found some really good literary devices in the last few chapters.]
/ooh, tell!/
mind finishes the last sips of his water and scampers off to the grounded birdcage chair in the living room. he pulls out his notebook (annotations defeat the immersion for him) and flips to today’s date. mind doesn’t wait for whole to sit down before he starts explaining the metaphors and foreshadowing he loves so much. whole is delightedly interested, asking questions and the like. mind’s explanations were always thorough enough that it felt like an experience of the book itself: surrounded by ideas and fantasies. he was so indulged in his hobby that it made whole smile. the hobby he found and enjoys with his whole being.
#this was adapted from an older (shorter) version from a while ago! it felt very awkward so i added…a lot…more.#they are my silly autistic sons and i love them#also hell yeah character development!!#good luck recovering from this one😔/silly#this took me. 4 hours to edit and refine? was originally aiming for something shorter but whooptydoo#expect maybe some doodles. i have a few scenes i want to sketch out#honestly getting so attatched to this whaut the hell😭😭I LOVE IT SO MUCH#my kids!!! my silly sons!!!!#ok tag time#<< that’s a tag??#chonny jash#puttingpen2paper#cj whole#whole cj#chonny jash whole#whole chonny jash#chonny whole#cj mind#mind cj#chonny jash mind#mind chonny jash#chonny mind#original writing#writers on tumblr#fanfic#original story#cccc au#cccclinic#cccclinic simon#cccclinic todd
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Scales
this has to be the fastest I have ever thought up and written a fic idea. The power of brainrot........
takes place after Sonny gets admin codes and he can come out of the puter for Periods Of Time because I said so
anyways Sonny Addie shippers come get y'all's food!! 720 wordss
Nestled in the rocky seam of a cave made home, Sonny and Addie lay entangled in each other’s embrace. They had taken up residence on Addie’s scavenged (but surprisingly comfortable) couch, and the naga in question insisted on resting atop the taller man, their face buried in his neck while they kept their arms wrapped securely around his neck. As reptiles do, they relished the steady heat his body provided – and even more so, because it was his.
Sonny offered no complaints to their demands - after all, he seriously doubted they could comfortably cuddle if the roles were reversed. Addie was… quite small compared to him.
So, he laid on his back and took them into his arms, resting his chin on their shoulder; utterly content.
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He had been absently rubbing their back for a few minutes, though the act itself had his mind churning in thought. He had seen all of the scales on Addie’s limbs and face; there weren’t that many, but he marveled them all the same.
However, their back remained a mystery to him. As his hand traveled up and down their shirt, the multitude of concealed bumps underhand told him he was missing out on something rather special. It wasn’t long before his gnawing curiosity won in the end.
“Addie dearest, I’d very much like to examine the scales on your back a bit closer, if you’ll let me…?” He pinched the hem of their shirt to further indicate his interest, waiting for their response.
Addie locked up at the idea, the red bloom across their cheeks deepening in shade. ”Y-yeah, um…! Sure, i-if you want to, go ahead… but they’re not really… um… pretty.”
Sonny laughed into their hair, using his free hand to smooth down their locks soothingly. “Nonsense, love. There is no part of you I haven’t found breathtaking.”
And with that, he slowly and respectfully began to roll up Addie’s shirt, hiking it up as far as it would go.
He was met with a sea of iridescent scales, closely knit and running down the entire length and width of the reptilian’s back, the pattern only tapering back to skin near their neck and the base of their spine. The man was at a loss for words for a moment as he took it all in.
“My, Addie… you’re positively stunning,” He murmured, red tinting his own cheeks now. As he stared longer, though, he soon realized why Addie had said what they said. For each healthy scale, there was another that was jagged and dull, or even missing entirely, leaving only patches of scarred flesh in its place.
“Oh, my… But... What… what happened…? Some of these are... Who hurt you…?” his voice was pained, his fingers now gingerly ghosting across the most ragged ones. Addie was silent as they searched for a response.
“No one… well, I guess myself?” Addie laughed nervously, before realizing a bit more context was needed for an answer like that.
“…When we shed. Pulling the old scales off things like arms and legs are easy. But the back… is a two person job. Most people have family, or friends, or a partner to do it, but I, um… I never…” Sonny can feel their shoulders tense against him, and he’s hit with pang of sympathy.
“I just make do with what I’ve got - the walls, o-or trees… it gets itchy, so I go for whatever’s roughest, y’know? But the scales underneath are still pretty sensitive, so it also hurts…”
Sonny flattened his palm across the scales of their upper back, brows furrowing as he imagined the years of trauma each one was forced to endure by this world too cruel to spare a caring hand.
“Well,” he began, “you have a partner now. And I’ll make sure every shed is perfect from now on, and that you finally have a chance to heal. You won’t have to hurt yourself anymore. And never forget…”
He ran his hand down their spine slowly, memorizing the way each scale felt underhand - the rough, the smooth, the missing – and eventually settled himself in the small of their back, applying light pressure to hug them closer. With his other hand, he coaxed their face up so that their eyes met. He then leaned in close, pressing his forehead to theirs.
“You have yet to disappoint me, dear.”
#beyond self indulgent shshdkf#I guess I need a writing tag now? Or should I just#artsy voyagr#nah that's good enough 👍#theworldibuilt4you#Hardly proofread I wanted this thing OUT
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