#stardust music inc

[vocalsynthbdays]

happy birthday galaco(vocaloid 3), arsloid(vocaloid 4), and Ryone Yami(utau) [aug 5] !!!!!!!!!

galaco (prize version)

arsloid

ryone yami (art by hieihirai)

Ryone Yami is a japanese synth created and voiced by TS99/ tsunyandere, released on 22 apr 2010. ryones character birthday is 5 aug according to the utau fandom wiki and seemingly nowhere else, but that matches with his canon zodiac sign of leo. he was originally 13yo, then 16yo with the release of his append NOCTURNE bank on 23 may 2018*, and is now 19yo i think. he is 158cm tall. his illustrations have been done by many different people. ryone is american i think. he likes blood, knives, mental illness, and the manhwa killing stalking (????). his favourite animal is a persian cat. he dislikes waking up early. he is said to be cat-like; his cat ears are sometimes real and sometimes fake, depending on the design.

arsloid is a japanese synth developed by yamaha in collaboration with UNIVERSAL MUSIC JAPAN, and released on 23 sep 2015. his character birthday is 5 aug however. he is voiced by Akira Kano, and his illustrator has not been revealed. the name "arsloid" means is a combinatoin of "ARSMAGNA" (the dance idol group Akira Kano is part of) and "vocaloid". arsloids design is based off of the fictional school uniforms the group wear, and as such he is considered a fellow student and a pupil along side the rest of ARSMAGNA. arsloid is 172cm tall.

galaco is a japanese synth originally developed by internet co, yamaha, and Stardust Music, Inc., however her update was a collaboration between only yamaha and Stardust Music, Inc.. she is voiced by Kou Shibasaki. galaco was initially available only as a prize for meeting the criteria the vocaloid shop contest (5 aug 2012). she was later released just normally for v3 and vocaloid neo on 5 aug 2014, under the name "galaco neo". on 5 aug 2014 she was also released for AITalk. the name "galaco" is a combination of "galaxy" and the japanese word for child "ko". she was originally/ for her prize version illustrated by KEI, and her neo by omioka Jiro

*the utau fandom wiki just said 2018, but the google drive file for the bank says it was created on 23 may 2018

galaco neo

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mmd model by jangsoyoung

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by hieihirai

by tsunyandere

by t-darts

by teirads

[wolfmountainworkshop]

inc: The Podcast: The Music

Did you know we make a lot of original music for inc: The Podcast? Well, now you do, and the next thing you can do is listen to it here, on this convienent YouTube playlist and this is only episode themes. We've also got plenty of character themes and other music but you'll have to listen to our show to find out about that. If you don't know where to start, here are a few of our favorites

Rar-dust+Stocky from Episode 5: Stardust and Rocky Get Hit by a Comet is a driving electronic dance beat.

Serenade for a Bowl of Rather Indifferent Petunias from Episode 6: The Love Equation is a heartfelt hum-and-strum on the ukelele.

Dance of the Blade from Episode 8: Infinite Blade Dance is a heavy guitar driven track composed and performed by Joe Hanson, who is also one of our performers.

The Great Fibbing Shanty form Episode 10: The Lie of Piracy is a synthetic sea shanty.

Review Bombing Procedure from Episode 17: Review Bombing is mysterious synth-forward piece inspired by some of the music from the movie Labyrinth.

Bethany's Letters from Episode 19: Into(star)Dust is a slow, moody, and contemplative pseudo-acoustic rendition of Bethany's motif.

[bellpepper-hubris]

Rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people.

tagged from @toadminte ! unfortunately, i don't have anyone to tag for this, since they've already done this I decided to forgo the whole "shuffle" thing to go with songs on my 'on repeat' playlist which i could give origins as to where i first heard them

1: Love Will Keep Us Together - Captain & Tennille I have that one gif of Sakura from Street Fighter doing her victory dance in my head as I listen to it. I discovered it looking through a video about musical references in Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Cruisaders

2: おつかれSUMMER - HALCALI My current obsession, discovered it in an animation called "bye bye planet", by luca depardon

3: Cybele's Reverie - Stereolab Discovered through tumblr, it's nice to hear french music -or at least lyrics- from time to time, as most of my interests are in english

4: Smooth Operator - Sade Referenced in Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Jojolands, some time ago i used a website called Rave, which makes mashups (with varying levels of quality (mostly bad)) and for some reason this and Gorillaz's Feel Good Inc surprisingly slaps.

5: Lesson One - Russ Conway I found this song through a spotify playlist generator which uses songs as prompts to give you similar songs, and this was one of the first one on it! The song I used was Gimme Dat Ding by The Pipkins, an old favorite.

6: Livin' in the Sunlight, Lovin' in the Moonlight - Tiny Tim There's this one video where this song is superposed with Xurkitree from Pokemon wiggling its arms. It's a perfect fit.

7: Marsz Turecki - Brathanki Using a site called WhoSampled, I was looking through songs sampling the Turkish March, searching for re-interpretations of classical music in soundscapes closer to my appeal, and found this gem.

8: Twist And Shout - The Beatles It took me way too long to realize the "punny name" part of Shout and Twist (characters from Bomberman Jetters, an anime I discovered thanks to an 8+ hour Bomberman video) was a musical one! I never got too interested in The Beatles, having heard few songs of theirs, so my first listen to this one was quite a shock.

9: Weapon Of Choice - Fatboy Slim, Olodum Discovered through a video about a game called "Cid The Dummy" by Rerez, where they found that the title theme sounded extremely similar to Weapon Of Choice, to the point of a possible plagiarism. I'd already heard the song but this is what cemented it as a certified bop.

10: Island of Dreams - The Seekers My friend toadminte, @'d at the top, urged me to listen to the album where this came from. Gotta say, this one's a real good listen. I'd already had Morningtown Ride as a recurring listen, and this one's going there as well!

[terry-perry]

so like can you give us a playlist of what jack Barnes likes to listen to?

Tanaka - Joey Valence & Brae

2. Here Comes Your Man - Pixies

3. Fluorescent Adolescent - Arctic Monkeys

4. Ain't Misbehavin' - Fats Waller

5. The Man Who Sold the World - Nirvana

6. Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers

7. Let's Get It Started - Maneskin

8. Hurt - Johnny Cash

9. Fistful of Steel - Rage Against the Machine

10. Anarchy In the U.K. - Sex Pistols

11. Slow and Low - Beastie Boys

12. Polly - Nirvana

13. Lithium - Nirvana

14. The Hardest Button to Button - The White Stripes

15. 5/4 - Gorillaz

16. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

17. Settle for Nothing - Rage Against the Machine

18. I'm Making Believe (feat. Ella Fitzgerald) - The Ink Spots

19. Come As You Are - Nirvana

20. Blue Orchid - The White Stripes

21. Faint - LINKIN PARK

22. Numb - LINKIN PARK

23. Stardust - Hoagy Carmichael

24. Life Sentence - Dead Kennedys

25. I Cover the Waterfront - Bille Holiday

So as you can see, Jack mostly likes to listen to a lot of punk and alternative stuff. Big Nirvana fan as well as Beastie Boys, White Stripes, and Rage Against the Machine. His dad's taste in music has seeped in as well.

Should I make a playlist for the other kids?

[thekristen999]

Normally I’m into deep house, liquid drum & bass, or downtempo. Preferably a live set.

But right now, I’m in the mood for classic 80′s, 90′s 2000′s mainstream dance hits. They're so much fun.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0g5-NI6ECl4

Finally - CeCe Peniston 02:51 ⭐Gypsy Woman (La Da Dee) - Crystal Waters 05:48 ⭐Show Me Love - Robin S. 10:17 ⭐Push The Feeling On - (MK Dub Revisited) / Push the Feeling On (The Dub of Doom) - Nightcrawlers 13:39 ⭐Around The World - Daft Punk 16:55 ⭐Harder Better Faster Stronger - Daft Punk 20:22 ⭐One More Time - Daft Punk 24:46 ⭐Music Is The Answer - Celeda 26:11 ⭐Move Your Body - Marshall Jefferson 30:37 ⭐Music Sounds Better With You - Stardust 32:25 ⭐I'm Gonna Get You - Bizarre Inc. Feat. Angie Brown 34:42 ⭐Pump Up The Jam - Technotronic feat. Felly 36:54 ⭐Rhythm Is A Dancer - Snap! 39:18 ⭐What is Love - Haddaway 44:00 ⭐Call On Me (Eric Prydz vs. Retarded Funk Mix) - Eric Prydz   46:27 ⭐World, Hold On (Club Mix) - Bob Sinclair 49:59 ⭐Lady (Hear Me Tonight) - Modjo 52:22 ⭐Freed From Desire - Gala 54:58 ⭐Don't Go (Todd Terry's Freeze Mix) - Yaz 59:47 ⭐The Rhythm Of Night - Corona 1:02:51 ⭐Blue - Eiffel 65 1:06:13 ⭐Another Chance - Roger Sanchez 1:09:31 ⭐My Feeling ('Kick 'N Deep Mix) - Junior Jack 1:12:18 ⭐Turn Around - Phats & Small 1:15:55 ⭐Everybody's Free - Rozalla 1:20:20 ⭐9 PM (Till I Come) - ATB

Seems fitting for New Year’s Eve day.

[angelloverde]

"Mo Soul" Player Playlist 29 February

Quintetto X -Tania

Sun Ra - Stardust From Tomorrow (Gerardo Frisina's Tomorrow Remix)

The 9th Creation - Bubble Gum

Ohio Players - Angel

Orgone - Picture On My Wall

DJ Nu-Mark Feat. Ernie Hines - Our Generation (Re-Edit)

Lefties Soul Connection - Doin' The Thing

Speedometer - The Shakedown (Say Yeah)

O'Donel Levy - I Wanna Be Where You Are

Aries Gold Dubs & Jinx Feat. Eva Lazarus - Fall In Love - Mr Benn Remix

Funk Busters - Groove Inc

The Grits - (I'd Walk A) Funky Mile

Karl Hector & The Malcouns - Semai Thaqil

Marvin Franklin With Kimo & The Guys - Kona Winds

The Frank Cunimondo Trio Feat. Lynn Marino - Feelin Good

If you really want to enjoy music and help musicians and bands, buy their lp’s or cd’s and don’t download mp3 formats. There is nothing like good quality sound!!!

(Angel Lo Verde / Mo Soul)

[itunestopalbums]

So Much (For) Stardust - Fall Out Boy

So Much (For) Stardust Fall Out Boy Genre: Alternative Price: $9.99 Release Date: March 24, 2023 © A Fueled By Ramen release under exclusive license to Elektra Music Group Inc., ℗ 2023 Fall Out Boy Inc http://dlvr.it/SrpgHz

[smb0]

I have not one, not two, not three, but NINE concepts (as of reblogging, subject to change)

Production companies would be Sega Sammy Group, RiceBowl Films, Inc. (My (hopefully) future animation studio), Marza Animation Planet, and Swaybox Studios (the company animating Warner Animation's upcoming Robin movie Dynamic Duo). Either Paramount or 20th Century Fox will distribute.

But in case you don't feel like reading on AO3:

Concept #1:

Title: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Red and Black

Directors: Phui Jing Ling, Simon Wells Animation production assistance: Tonic DNA, Kyoto Animation, The SPA Studios, Glitch Productions Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: When the majority of Primp Town is kidnapped by Dark Matter, Amitie and her classmates Sig, Raffina, Klug, and Lidelle, alongside their other friends Arle, Ringo, Ecolo, Lemres, and Feli, set out to rescue the town, find the missing Professor Accord, and save the world... even if it means unlocking powers that were never meant to be unlocked.

Concept #2: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Invasion of the Yogs

Directors: @nenilein , Phil Nibbelink Animation production assistance: Tonic DNA, Cartoon Saloon, Reel FX Creative Studios Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Yoggus and the Yogs come back for revenge, along with planning to harness the magic in this world. Arle and the Madou Team, with the help of the Light Academy Student Council, must stop them before anyone in Primp can be harmed.

Small note: The Madou Team includes Arle, Schezo, Rulue, Witch, Draco, Suketoudara, Lagnus, Serilly, Minotuaros, Skeleton T and Dark Prince.

Concept #3: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Great Minds Think Alike!

Directors: Sam Fell, Naohiro Hirao Animation production assistance: Flying Bark Productions, Toon City Animation, Jam Filled Toronto Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Arle, Schezo, Amitie, and Sig are kidnapped by Doppelganger Arle. Rulue, Draco, Dark Prince, Lidelle and Raffina (reluctantly on Rulue and Raffina's part) decide to rescue them.

Concept #4: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Angelic Fate

Directors: NokiStar (if they want to), Chris Wedge Animation production assistance: Stardust Pictures, Bardel Entertainment, TMS Entertainment, Marza Animation Planet Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: After Primp Town is destroyed by a cataclysmic event, the Puyo cast, led by Klug, Feli, Lemres, and Baldanders, search for a mystical artifact in order to restore their ruined home.

Concept #5: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Sky High Directors: Ralph Zondag, Hiromasa Yonebayashi Animation production assistance: Toon City Animation, Studio Ponoc, Marza Animation Planet Animation medium: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Amitie and Sig go on a high-flying musical adventure of self-discovery.

Concept #6: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Chaos Effect Directors: Paul Brizzi and Gaëtan Brizzi Animation production assistance: Animax Entertainment, Buzzco Associates, Neomis Animation, Toei Animation Animation medium: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Ecolo steals a magical locket from an undead army, and plans to give it to Ringo. After the army finds out, they kidnap Ringo and plan to destroy Primp Town out of spite. It's a race against the clock for Maguro and the Puyo gang to return the locket before Ringo dies and their home is demolished!

Concept #7: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Hear Me Roar!

Directors: Conrad Vernon, Naoko Yamada Animation production assistance: Flying Bark Productions, Kyoto Animation, Glitch Productions, Science SARU Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Draco and the Dark Prince go on a quest to save Lidelle when she is kidnapped by a mysterious foe. This film would be a musical, with songs composed by Tom Snow with lyrics by either Nenilein or Benj Pasek and Justin Paul. John Powell would provide the score.

Concept #8: Puyo Puyo Tetris: The Musical Director: Phui Jing Ling Animation production assistance: Toon City Animation Animation medium: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: A musical retelling of the first PuyoTet game, with songs by Hideki Abe and Lin-Manuel Miranda.

Concept #9: Puyo Puyo The Movie: Toil and Trouble Director: Mark Dindal Animation production assistance: Tonic DNA, DNEG Animation Animation mediums: Hand-drawn, CG Premise: Witch, accompanied by Draco and Amitie, goes on a misadventure to retrieve her grandmother's spell book when it is stolen by Dark Matter (the one from Madou Monogatari, not Kirby).

Hope you liked my ideas! More will be added soon, but I can't wait to hear more of yours!

Sega has decided to branch out and have more of their games become movies. You are in charge of making the first Puyo Puyo Movie

How do you do that? And which studio makes it (preferably an American Studio because Paramount is American)

Is it live action or animated?

[beardedhandstoadshark]

What music/bands are your jam and/or make you lose your mind a little (or a lot)?

Uhhhh jammin (to me) implies something more high energy compared to vibin, which is more chill, sooo. Uhh

Short answer: mostly metalcore, fast paced songs, pop that isn’t purely pop if that makes sense, "this would make for a sick animation“, stuff that walks the very fine line between cringe af and hype af

Long answer:

The normal stuffTM: John Newman- Love me again, Dadi Freyr x Ásdís - Feel the love, Rick Astley - Beautiful Life. That is not a Roll, except for good vibes rolling in maybe. Cro - Traum (Easy too but that one’s a vibe and not a jam), Young Rising Sons- Last week on a Friday

The "hello last century, these are probably a vibe and not a jam-" category: boys town gang- Can’t Take my eyes off You, Earth Wind and Fire- Boogie Wonderland, Modjo - Lady (hear me tonight), Stardust- Music sounds better with you, Modern Jukebox‘s Shape of you cover (or just Modern jukebox in general ig, that’s kinda their whole thing isn’t it?)

A part in my playlist I lovingly like to call "cringe is dead“ because once it is these are hype af. …it’s mostly Crush40 sonic soundtracks. And also Undefeatable and Find Your Flame from Frontiers. Ans this can you feel the sunshine jazz cover. And Big Blue from F-Zero, specifically these three versions. Also this cover of you spin me round.

Another chunk is "3am but I‘m not sleepy yet“: mostly stuff with Cyperpunk vibes (the setting, not game). Cyan Night dreams by Parasite Inc., Scandroid- Neo Tokyo but the Chromatique and Dance with the Dead remixes; and then for not-cyperpunk stuff Paralyzed by Aviators and psyqui- hysteric night girl awakening (I think??),both the og and this more chill remix

Back to metal-ly stuff: Imminence- Infectious and Paralyzed. …both songs with that name were found on their own. Aso, Our promise- Panic Waves. Ask says "or make you lose your mind a little (or a lot)“. It’s 2:53 of this song, your honor. But! Gotta start at like 2:00 or smth to then properly fall into it. First song with the new singers too!

(If metal isn’t for you, Imminence sometimes also does really beautiful acoustic covers of their own songs, like this one for paralyzed)

From the "I genuinely don’t know why there’s so much Japanese stuff in my playlist"- chunk-: this one, basically everything from Zutomayo, thumbnail says daze so ig that’s the songs name?

Probably doesn’t count, but- everything from foxera. All 4 songs lol. Also sounds a bit like nostalgia, idk why. And hey look it’s a another song feat. Kellin Quinn, just like the Sonic Frontiers tracks at the start.

[mr-free-spirit]

Thought U guys might like this... it's 1 of my hippy lyrics I had originally written back in 1989; I just now tried touching it up with a different lyrical approach. ;)

*

WHEN

When I'm in the sun, my heart's warmed

When I see the sky, my soul's high

& when I'm on this hilltop, I hear the grasses whisper in the wind

When watching the birds, my mind flies

When I hear them sing, my peace sighs

When I'm by the sea

I'm awash in easing ecstasy

When walking a wood, my faith could

When I'm in the fields, I elate

When I see the clouds roll, my mind is blown by heaven's glistening gates

When I'm by a pool, my mood's cool

& when under a tree I grow free alive

& when twilight arrives,

My insight in me flourishes & thrives

When under the moon, my hope's bright

When lying in its full, I feel eased delight

When I'm in the starlight

I feel your spirit kissing me goodnight.

*

Originally written in 1989

Touched up 4/3-5/23

@1989/2023 Magick Constellation Music/@1989/2023 Stardust Wolfe, Inc.

Written 2 the tune of "If" by Pink Floyd

From the album "Atom Heart Mother"

@DREAM CITY

#cartoon #videogame #videogames #surreal #surrealism #surrealist #psychedelic #psychedelicrock #trippy #hippy #hippie #hippies #hippielife #desree #hippiestyle #nintendo #mariobros #nintendoswitch #yearofluigi #pinkfloyd #atomheartmother #bowser #sanfrancisco #bayarea #jesuschrist #kingbowser #thewall #seventies #rogerwaters

[voidcat]

– Nebula

“ A nebula (Latin for 'cloud' or 'fog'; pl. nebulae, nebulæ or nebulas) is an interstellar cloud of dust, hydrogen, helium and other ionized gases. “

Characters: Oikawa Tooru/Reader, Iwaizumi Hajime

Warnings: mentions of alcohol/drinking few times, few swear words

Summary & wc: Follow up for Stardust & 6.1k words

A/N:  (this was supposed to be happier and not so self indulgent... ops...), here are some songs that I think fits the vibe of this (yes they’re all CSH songs, no I don’t care.) – ao3

Beast Monster Thing (Love Isn't Love Enough)

I Want You to Know That I'm Awake/i Hope That You're Asleep

Hey, Space Cadet (Beast Monster Thing in Space)

The night ceases to exist. Just they like agreed.

Not a single good morning said when they wake up, still lying on the hood of the car. Not a single word is said on your part when he drops you off. Not a word leaves his mouth when he drives away.

It gets a bit too silent at school. Iwaizumi asking both of you, a little worried, if you got sick. Mattsun cracking a joke about how the end is nigh. You ignore them, Oikawa brushes the comments off. Yet they’re right, you are never this silent around one another. A few minutes later the two of you find something to argue over, entering your usual cycle of behavior.

Each day passes in a blur.

The boys still attend practice to teach the younger players as much as they can, to play together as long as they can. Savoring each serve, receive, pass and spike…

Besides their extra curriculum matches, comes the pressing issue of tests. And the unavoidable questions about college, decisions on college, all the excitement people have, and the sadness too.

Talking things over with your friends and getting some things a little clearer, you are all back to normal. As normal as you can be. As normal as anything can be after that night honestly.

The nagging feeling of being left alone never leaves. The whispers of pity, the unwanted, the avoided and such. Everything passes in a blur that you cannot comprehend most days.

Each day feeling like two yet ending so quickly, never long enough to do the things you want to do.

Then again, what do you want to do?

One by one everyone makes plans. Plans of college, of future, of a new life. A new country, a new city, few plans of marriage; isn’t it a bit early? Ignoring the never ending chants of future and what waits ahead, you go with your mundane tasks.

Wake up, have breakfast, go to school. Attend classes, take tests, have lunch, more school work. Go home, sit alone idly, have dinner, go to bed.

Repeat.

Words start to fall on deaf ears after a while, subconsciously blocking anything you don’t want to talk about. A nod and a hum is enough, no one asks about your opinions.

It’s as normal as it can be, as usual as it can be. You’re more self-aware about a few things maybe, after a non-existent rant under the stars yet the course of action everyone takes never changes. Birds eat the same seed every day, people discuss the same things every day. Life is back to normal.

Except it isn’t.

It hasn’t been for too long to pinpoint an exact time. Too long that it has become your normal perhaps. You try not to dwell on it too much, not wanting another restless night filled with heavy thoughts.

 And maybe you’re lucky because you find Oikawa Tooru under your window another night. It only takes one pebble this time.

Not a text, not a word, you go down as he waits. He drives as you play your music. You both look up, in your own worlds.

He doesn’t try to start a conversation, something you’re grateful for. As time passes and the sky changes, you find yourself falling to sleep.

You don’t have any dreams that night and find yourself awake in his arms.

He drives you home in complete silence.

This repeats.

School days after your nonexistent nights are weird to say the least. They feel different. You feel different.

No intrusive thoughts, not your brain attacking you, not blocking out anyone…

You can feel yourself see the bright lights and enjoy the world around you. Enjoying even the tiniest things happening, like a ladybug resting on a friend’s forehead completely catching them off guard. Tiny moments like polaroids, like sweet fruit flavored candy, small cakes on sticks; all waiting to be savored and enjoyed, to be seen and to be lived in. And live, you do.

Yet the tranquility never stays too long. So you hold onto it as much as you can.

Next time Oikawa arrives, you’re already waiting for him.

The escape feels refreshing, something completely yours. Another polaroid you want to keep in your pocket forever.

Maybe he notices it or maybe he just enjoys the passive company. Because he keeps coming, at least twice a week, never on the same days, never regularly. Yet as if planning before-hand, you always know when he will come next. There’s a chance he just observes you and shows up on the days you most need perhaps. For some reason Oikawa Tooru knowing you as much as you do, if not better, does not bother you in the slightest.

The first time the silence is interrupted is on him. The reason of it is absurd, if not in the slightest bit funny. You switch your classical music with Gorillaz that night. No particular reason needed, just feeling like it. And yet Oikawa almost loses his grip on the wheels when he hears the bass entrance of Feel Good Inc. He hits the breaks as he regains control.

“What the hell is this supposed to be?” He sounds exhausted, you can’t help but notice.

“Music?”

“Yes I do know the song Feel Good Inc, I’m not living in a cave.” He sounds exasperated at first but his voice softens after a huff. “It’s just completely opposite to what you’ve played this whole time.”

“I know, I just didn’t feel like classicals tonight.”

Giving a nod your direction, he drives again. It’s a different spot when you arrive.

Higher than the previous location, you feel closer to the stars.

Shining brighter, sending their messages louder, you see Oikawa walking away from the car. Laying a blanket on the ground, placing a small pillow behind him, he sits down. Maybe he’s not the only one looking a change tonight.

You walk up to join him, knees touching one another, physical contact becoming more and more familiar with each brush, on each night.

As El Mañana starts playing, you find yourself leaning back into his arms, the gesture growing on the both of you, as if natural. Each night spent with Oikawa, side by side, sometimes in completely silence, sometimes filled with low singalongs coming from either of you. Each different yet feeling the same in a way. Like entering a bakery as they take out newly baked bread, the smell of yeast filling the air and pulling you in.

It feels good to just not exist for a couple of hours at night, just to sit back and escape the current worries darkening your mind.

“Any plans of where to go next?” Oikawa breaks the silence first, it’s going to be one of these nights.

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“I know, that’s why I’m asking. You can mutter about anything into the void here.” He sounds different when you’re both lying on the ground, when your head is close to his chest. A voice in your head suggests it’s not just the position you’re in that makes him sound different than during the day.

“Please, not tonight.”

“Fair enough. But you have to answer another question first.” You groan.

“I’ll take that as a ‘yes’.” Smacking his arm and getting a little ‘yelp’ from Oikawa, you wait for his question.

“If you could go to space, given the chance, would do agree to it?”

This, you could do. “Is it guaranteed I will arrive at a habitable planet?”

“No. It’ll be with the possibilities and conditions of today’s world only. So, would you?”

“Yes.”

“Why? I, for one, would like to see the stars surrounding me completely, in 3d and all.”

“It’d be a nice escape. A path with endless opportunities and surprises.” He goes quiet after that. Waiting for a while, you reach out for the can you brought along. In that moment uner the bright lights, it seems like the perfect opportunity.

Oikawa gives you a side look when he hears the hiss of the tin can. “Are you sure it’s a good idea for you to drink?” He almost sounds like he cares. Almost.

“It’s one can, plus you’re here and for the last time I am not an alcoholic. Lay off my back for once.” Taking a sip and letting the coldness spread over to your neck, you let out a breath.

“I thought that’s exactly what I have been doing this whole time.” He says playfully, smile becoming a common occurrence each night by his side. Weighing your opinions for a second, you hold out the can to him.

“Here, if you want to.” He takes the can without saying a thing, coughs after taking a sip and gives it back. You’re sure he won’t be asking for it ever again.

“I’ve heard somewhere, the color of space was actually a dark tone of green. I’m not sure where though.”

“You’re joking, right? You can’t have alcohol tolerance this low.”

“…No? What does it have to do with my tolerance?”

“Because I can’t think of any other reason for that dumb statement.”

“Says you, idiotkawa.” You elbow him slightly. He turns to face you fully, holding your unoccupied hand with both of his hands. Saying your name in a very serious tone, he looks at you dead in the eye.

“What, Tooru?”

“It is space. Empty. There is nothingness. No color.” He says the last two words with emphasis. As if by holding your hand, he keeps your eyes on him too. You want to look away, because he is right but you don’t have it in you to break free of his starry eyes. “Therefore black.” He finishes up.

“Alright Mr Space Cadet, we get it. I was just trying to make small talk.” You mumble to yourself. Not making any attempt to pull back your hand or to let go of your hand, you both stay like this. The only movements are of you leaning against him and taking a sip or two once in a while. The air feels buzzy after a while, as if scribbles one does in their notebook whenever they’re bored has come alive, filling the air and your head in the process.

You don’t remember falling asleep in his arms, like any other night.

You never do, it just happens. One minute you lean against him, the feeling and the warmth still unfamiliar but weirdly pleasant. The next thing you know, you’re awaken by his soft voice or the sunlight peering through your lashes.

The day resets like that.

As if your usual worries are not enough, Oikawa Tooru adds a pile of more to them. Now mixed with guilt too. Whenever Hajime is close to you, wraps an arm around you or hugs you. No matter how comfortable you are with him, it all still feels weird, strange even. It caught you off guard when he would hug you after winning a match, it still catches you off even when his hand brushes yours. So how come you can fall asleep so peacefully and easily in the arms of someone you’re never on good terms with?

Maybe it’s the dumb jokes. Or the playful insults that lost all their spite. Or maybe it’s how soft he sounds in those crystal rare moments.

A brand new day starts. Another day of ignoring problems, living as if life will not change so drastically soon, going through the day as if you didn’t spend another night doing things you’d never normally do. You blame it on the time, when you’re too worked up on it. You can be uncharacteristically cheery at nights, or productive, thinking of things you can’t even remember in the day, imagining possibilities you can’t even dream of at night. So you blame it on the late hours that you feel closer to Oikawa Tooru, blame it on the late nights and the shiny stars that you open up to him, of all people.

It develops so quietly that none of you notice it until Makki points it out one day. How you and the trash king have gotten so quiet nowadays, how the judging stares and knife like wordsd are replaced with looks of understatement and concerned nods. You just shrug and say you don’t have time for petty fights like this when the pressing matters of college approaches. He leaves it at that but his eyes show that he’s not buying it.

You don’t need him to, you just need him to stop bringing it up. Stop making it real, giving it life.

Another night and you’re waiting by the door, dressed up thicker than the last time. The breeze is harsher but he arrives shortly.

It’s him to start another conversation using space as a topic, unsurprisingly.

“So what’s the coldest temperature in space?” he says casually, as though you’ve been talking for hours. Eager to get it right this time and not make a fool of yourself, you answer a bit too quickly, your excitement noticeable in your voice.

“Oh! I know this. What was it… -267 celcius or something, right? The perfect crystal form?...” The laugh he lets out at your rambling, facing the sky, is enough to shut you up and stop, to sit back and take in the entity that is Oikawa Tooru.

The form your thoughts about Oikawa seem to take over with each night spent by his side scare you. Since when you ever saw him in that light?

“I think you meant -273 Celcius. But no that’s not the answer.” In a manner like he already knows the curious expression you have on, he goes on: “It hasn’t been measured yet.” He turns to look at you, head titled, a small smile decorating his face.

You hit his bicep and he starts laughing again, louder, brimmed with joy. For a second, you’re sure you’ve seen a supernova.

Shaking your head a little, with an invisible smile on your face, you direct your gaze back on the actual stars. Having looked up more constellations this time, you try to spot as many as you can, recall their stories and the myths, play the scenes in your mind, with your rules this time.

How small and important tragedy sounds in those stories, how vital they can be for catharsis, oh, just how easy things sound sometimes… You’d agree to fight a Minotaur than to live this life perhaps. Physical injury is a guarantee, as long as your cells are young and active, there’s always healing, always getting as good as new. I wish that was the case mentally as well, without having to reboot yourself and your entire system, or the system around you. If you can ever change the system around you. To blame it is the more convenient option, maybe.

“Have you thought about the future, decided on anything yet?” Oikawa pulls you out of your chain of thoughts.

“I am thinking of it as of now, just not about mine.”

“Whose are you thinking about? No need to tire your pretty head about mine or Iwa-chan’s!” the cheeky tone of his ringing in the air.

“I’d never give you the time of the day, thank you very much!” liar. “And to answer your question, the usual. People of the past that may have or may not have existed. Gods, heroes and such, et cetera.” Twirling your hand in the air as listing off, you start to lose your focus on the sky. Turning to face him, you can see the solemn look on his face.

“I mean it. Have you considered any fields yet? Any colleges you want to go and check out? Anything.” Since when does he care? Why does he care? What’s that to him, why is he so caring all of a sudden, when it all is coming to an end at an alarmingly fast pace?

“I haven’t thought much of it.”

“Bullshit.” He spats.

“Excuse me? Who made you the expert of me?” So much for calm nonexistent nights, I should’ve known we couldn’t go any longer without a fight.

“It doesn’t take an expert to know you overthink everything. But I also happen to be an expert and I know when you say ‘haven’t thought much’ it means ‘I’ve thought too much to the point of numbness and I’d like to ignore it altogether until it’s unavoidable.’. Go on. Tell me I am wrong.” He is not and he knows it. He always does.

“I’ve considered the fields my parents want to me major in, but they all seem… so out of reach. I suspect if I’m illiterate whenever I try to read up about them. So many options, all considered ‘respected’ are out of the question I suppose.”

“What about something in fine arts? Maybe writing? That first night, you sounded… touching.”

“Didn’t you say you weren’t listening?” Another smile appears on your face, smiling around him starting to get more and more of an instinct, a reflex. Something easy and subconscious.

“I wasn’t. Just like tonight.” You both look up, closing your senses under the influence of glistening stars.

“You have it easy.” You say after a while. Hearing the light shuffling noises, you know he’s turned to you again. You keep focusing your gaze on star after star, until the lights hurt your eyes.

“You have volleyball, will probably get a scholarship from many places, have a good career. Even if that’s not the case, you still know a shit ton about science and space so you can find something to do with engineering or space physics. While I sit here and just exist. Exist and do nothing else. I don’t even know what I like.”

You don’t realize how tense he gets, how his posture changes drastically. He doesn’t say anything. No comment, no criticism, no jokes, no advices, no insight from his side. Another rare Oikawa Tooru moment, of silence, which you’re glad to undergo.

That night ends in complete silence. Only sounds are of the engine and your music. You don’t hum once, he never grunts at the bad constriction of the road. Both tremendously careful to not shatter the fragile silence.

Another night to lock inside your mind box of “Imaginary Things” reaches its end like that. In silence, not so at ease unlike the previous times. This somehow makes the upcoming day easy to bear, already having a head start at feeling like this, has its perks it seems.

Iwaizumi tries asking you a few times when you’re one by one, if you’re alright or need someone to talk. Thanking for the offer, you try to dismiss his worry and convince him you’re fine. He knows that’s not the case, he always knows what’s going on in your head better than anyone but he doesn’t press it, afraid of driving you away. Iwaizumi Hajime seems too good to be real most of the time.

 “So what do we have tonight?” Oikawa asks, eyes never leaving the road.

“Hibiscus tea.” A hum comes from your right. “But it’s over brewed, you may not like it.”

“I can always try. It can’t be worse than that awful beer.”

“I thought ‘no judgement’ was a rule for these nightly trips.”

“We’re on our way so the night hasn’t begun. And that beer deserves all the judgement it gets. To hell with the rules.”

“I bet you don’t even know the different between different types of beer, whatever”

Smiling becomes natural at night, so is being able to talk without worries. To let out all your problems, feel the weight on your shoulders dropping off… It feels like floating in the air, the sky feels baby blue, illuminated by the sunlight. It feels like a good summer that will never come.

“I don’t want to because I am afraid of what will follow.” You blurt out suddenly. It’s funny how much one can think over what to say, weaving each word to use, putting them in the best order. Then you open your mouth and they all lose their magic.

Oikawa doesn’t say anything, most likely waiting for you to continue.

“When I talked that night, I mean. If I did it more and more often, I fear I will lose myself, or a part of myself. I don’t want to dissociate to the point of extinction. I mean, I do want that sometimes, but in a different way.

It’s almost funny how I know so little about myself yet live in fear of losing myself. Maybe I just want to discover myself before losing completely.” You pause to breathe, to listen. Listen to his breathing closely, to try and tell what he is thinking. You pause to focus on the dark parts of the sky. Imagine yourself getting pulled up, covered in dark matter, if that is even possible.

“If you want to elaborate…” Oikawa speaks at last. You don’t even hear him at first. He has gone quieter than usual.

Fiddling with your fingers and the empty cup you’re holding, your head falls down. Gather your thoughts or not? Form sensible sentences or speak in incoherent blabbering? Doesn’t matter much, either way, no matter wat you do, you’re convinced it all will sound absurd.

“That night, describing it was easy. I just closed my eyes in my mind and imagined myself talking about someone else. Like a character you’re analyzing in a book, or someone you’re trying to make assumptions about to understand them better. Kind of like you, when you break someone into pieces and examine each, then put it all back together in your mind to form them and gain a better perception of them.

That’s what I did, in some ways. Dissected that part of me to bits and pieces and talked in third person, so the words could flow effortlessly. If I kept doing I would only detach from myself completely and it would be too late to build a new me, because it wouldn’t even be me because I don’t even know me!” You don’t realize cradling your head with both hands, wrapping your arms around your face or pulling knees to your chest. You don’t notice the way your voice hitches, or how it gets hitch pitched. The stinging tears at the edges of your eyes feel nothing, just like the fingers wiping them away.

The rest of the night is unknown to you. You don’t remember anything else happening. Did I bury it down deep in my mind or fall asleep? No matter the answer, it doesn’t matter. You prefer not to remember.

The numbness gets worse in time, you notice that a little too late. Trapping yourself inside the gray fog for too long, you never asked Iwa what he was applying for, where he was going. All these nights spent with Oikawa, hours of rants and not even once you knew about his doubts regarding of volleyball. His plans about Argentina were worth celebrating, and celebrate you all did. You’ve never felt more selfish in your life.

That week he didn’t came over once, you didn’t expect him to. It was fine, accumulating back to loneliness was better in the longer term. A lot has happened that requires you to think over.

The days pass in a mixture of colors. You can picture the water when various watercolor brushes are dipped into the cup, all the colors lifting of and disappearing one by one.

Bright and warm colors for short lived happiness, small things that get to you, leaving just like sun light does when a cloud covers the sun suddenly. The cloud stays there for longer. Little moments that remind you you’re alive, like a jolt of electricity. The effect wearing off quickly.

The rest is usual, always tainted, blurred, covered, hidden behind a curtain.

Oikawa comes back another night. You feel like you’re on a deadline.

During the drive, you lean against the window and close your eyes, listening to the low voice of the radio. By the time you turn around a little, to rest on the car seat headrest, you’ve fallen asleep. Awoken by an unfamiliar warmth and luscious eyes, you yawn and leave the car. You must be still sleepy and more tired than you anticipated.

Lying down by his side, just like many other nights, you let yourself see the bright lights, enjoy the ones you cannot reach.

“I think I’ve found it.” You whisper to the stars.

“Found what?” They ask back, he inquires.

“Something I like.” You say matter-of-factly, as if it is that easy.

Taking in the silence as your que, you continue.

“I like the person I become when I am with you. It feels carefree. Talking is easier, the vastness of the sky is comforting. It shows how I am only human, how it’s okay just to worry sometimes. It feels good to look up and think ‘Hey all these humans, all these animals and plants, protists and mushrooms, everything alive and existing. All these living forms we are unaware of, out in the space… With too many to count out there, how can I ever be alone?’ It puts me at ease, just like you do sometimes.”

“What about Iwa-chan?”

“It’s different.”

“We have all the time.”

“With him, I am the best of me, but it’s draining. It exhaust me and I think it drains his stamina mentally. It feels I am too dependent on him sometimes. I can’t keep doing this to him or to myself.

While with you, I can just… be the fuck up I am and live like that. With you I can be many aspects of myself and not receive a single intervention. I can say whatever and you wouldn’t care to intervene. Or maybe you don’t do or say anything simply because you care.” Giving yourself a moment to breathe and gather your thoughts, you pause.

“I don’t want to suck the life out of him until we are left with nothing but dread and dust. I need to grow and improve for him, if not for me, but in my own terms and without him. I think I just like to exist with all these broken and unopened packages of myself, all scattered in a box but somehow managing to be whole.”

“Careful not to dissect yourself further.”

“Don’t worry, these are just former lab results, nothing new.”

Wrapping his arm around your figure and pulling yourself to him, he just nods his head. It’s not like you can see, still a gesture to show he is listening. The night passes away with the close proximity. Pulling you to himself and resting your head on his chest starting to develop as a habit. In the hallways you never stand on Iwaizumi’s other side anymore, always between the two. Almost instinctive and noticed by the others.

You don’t fall a victim to Morpheus’s sand so quickly that night. Still awake and examining the sea above you, you are not startled when Oikawa wraps his other arm around you as well, your breath doesn’t hitch when plants a kiss to your forehead, you heart doesn’t skip a beat when his grip tightens a little. It feels so familiar, they all do. It makes no sense, it is nothing usual. Then why aren’t you surprised?

Needless to say, you don’t sleep that night.

“Astrophysics doesn’t sound so bad actually.”

“Where did that come from?” Iwaizumi asks. He’s walking you home today, insisting the two spend as much time together as you can before graduation comes.

You shrug at him. “It’s time I start thinking about what to do about my future. And space doesn’t sound like a bad idea to discover and learn more about.”

“Aren’t you thinking ahead now? It’s not like we will graduate in a day or two and end another chapter in our lives.”

“Ha ha, very funny Haji.” Shouldering him lightly, you both keep walking. Stopping once in a while to pet a stray you see, which usually ends up with Iwaizumi getting scratched. The sun is setting down, drowning the world in hues of orange and coral. You don’t want this moment come to an end.

It becomes another polaroid you keep hidden in your front pocket, above your heart.

Not hearing it for so long, you don’t grasp what’s happening at first. The second pebble is all the explanation you need.

It’s the last night before the graduation. Last night before you begin a new chapter, before you all enter a new adventure, all on your own merry, separate ways. It may be the last night to spend with a fog stuck your head or a night of good dreamless sleep but Oikawa seems to oppose it.

He drives to the exact place you first went with him, parks in the exact spot too. You wonder if he marked it somehow or if his memory is just that good.

In a way, it’s a fitting way to end. With another non-existent night. Who am I even kidding at this point? These were the most real nights you’ve ever had in the past decade, it’d do no justice to brush them off with a snap.

Just like that first night, you both sit on the hood of the car, looking up to the night sky. So many has changed ever since. It has not even been that long. Time is a funny concept.

You have considered doing that by yourself few times, or with other people. Driving and stargazing one night, escaping civilization and all its expectations behind. Imagination was more than enough of an answer. It’d not feel the same without him, wouldn’t be as welcoming, as relaxing as it is with him. It’d be another sorrowful night spent in your room, with a new setting only. However, you still want to try and you will, when the time is right.

“So, how do you feel tonight?” Hints of something different is painted in his voice.

“Neutral, I suppose.”

“No, I mean, which color you feel tonight.” He’s looking at you again. “Still grey?”

Staring at one of the stars for a while, is it Vega?, you stay silent. “Not exactly.”

“It still has grey-ish tones but I think it is manifesting. Like a pale, pastel color, you know?”

“I think I see your point. Still, you have a weird way of explaining emotions through colors.”

“Maybe it’s because they’re emotions, subjective constructions of the self.” Maybe you shouldn’t have said that so harshly. The ‘hmph’ coming from him justifies that thought.

“But if you really want to know, it’s a soft pink. Not the bright kind, not lively like cotton candy. Champagne can match the tone I think, but it’s not as bubbly as it is either. Almost like a soft tone you can see on a rose petal, the type that seems dirty but adds contrast to the flower itself too.”

He nods his head once. You hope he leaves it at that and the rest of the night goes in silence. You know first-hand how much Oikawa Tooru loves to do against your wishes, tonight is no exception.

“Is that how you feel, about these nights? About me?”

Shrugging in response, you mumble a ‘I guess so.’

“It’s almost funny. How people use pink and red for affection and love but I don’t think these words cover what I truly feel, inside my bones. Does that even make sense? I hope it does, I need it to make sense. I don’t know.”

“Still conflicted about love, I see.”

“I’ve given it a thought, you know. On you and I.” He raises a brow at that, another gesture you fail to see.

“That first night, especially. About how maybe we could be on different terms, were the circumstances different. Maybe I would be closer with you, something similar to what I share with Haji. Or perhaps we would talk a few times and never be friends, not even on speaking terms. Or maybe we could be more. It is effortless and harmless to think about what-ifs to never come. I must’ve been doing that more than I realized on these nights.”

Oikawa doesn’t say anything at first. For a minute, you’re sure you’ve lost him, drove him away for good. Could it be that you spoke so lowly and he fell asleep? That could happen, right?

You try not to think about it, or worry about it. But it’s hard when the current source of your worries lies right next to you, breathes so placid and transparent.

“We could give it a try, if that’s what you want.”

You don’t hear him the first time. Because there is no way these are the words that leave his lips. You must’ve heard him wrong or zoned out. There is no other explanation.

You want to jolt up and yell ‘Are you making fun of me? Of my emotions?’ You want to throw your hands into the air and scream, shriek, yell. ‘What is this? Luring me into a false sense of safety only to fuck with me on the last day, to get the last laugh and make it a grand thing? Were you pretending this whole time? Was it all just a lie? I know we said it would not exist but was it all just an act? Have I been living a lie this whole time?...’

You don’t say any of these. Instead, you sit up, hands in your lap, staring at your hands. You know what he would say. Oikawa has been annoying as long as you’ve known him then again, he would never do something like this. ‘Why would I go and scheme some absurd plan like this? And to what end? To hurt you? You’re already doing that yourself, I am just trying to help for once!’ You’ve been a great support lately, but how much of it did you mean?

Taking a deep breath to clear your head of the imaginary argument you just had in your mind, you turn to look at him. He looks so peaceful, stands out in the best way possible. Almost like a cut out figure, center of a collage.

“Why are you asking me this, Tooru? Why?” he rests one arm on the surface, leaning on it.

“Do you really need a reason?” Taking a look at you, he sighs.

“The same reason you and Iwa-chan became friends in the first place, the same reason I pick you up at nights, the same reason you keep coming along. The same reason we both seek company to fall asleep. The same reason we talk about space and things that make no sense when we could be addressing our real problems.”

He has a point. He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes. He looks exhausted.

He is right. Since when you’ve needed a reason for everything you do? What is living if you seek reason and logic behind everything? Since when living has been all about reason and purpose and not just surviving the day or enjoying the moment, suffering the pain and laughing under the sun? Since when a motive is required to act as you wish?

“Don’t you agree it is a little too late to ask that question?” You say at last.

“It was never right before, it never fit the moment as much as it does now.”

“Would it even work? You know what I think of ‘love’. Can one even care for someone before caring for themselves first? Do you even see me in that light?

“We don’t have to do anything. That’s why I called it a ‘try’.” He pulls you down with him as he talks.

“Tooru, you’ll be going to Argentina soon. There’s no time for trying.”

“I know, I just want to purpose that out loud. But if you ever want to give it a go in the future, I can wait.” Before you can turn to face him, to object, he tightens his arm around you and continues.

“I am not offering to wait for you. I can simply wait until someone comes into my life. But if you show up before that someone and would like to give it a try, I wouldn’t oppose to the idea.”

You consider his words for a while. It makes sense, sounds reasonable too. What’s there to lose?

Making yourself comfortable in his arms, you wish him a good night for the first time. Reaching to hold one of his hands, you let your mind drift off to sleep. Another kiss atop your head and a chin rested against your head are the last things you remember about that night.

[tinyshe]

Messiah, composed in 1741 by George Frideric Handel, with a scriptural text compiled by Charles Jennens from the King James Bible, and from the version of the Psalms included with the Book of Common Prayer. It was first performed in Dublin on 13 April 1742 and received its London premiere nearly a year later. After an initially modest public reception, the oratorio gained in popularity, eventually becoming one of the best-known and most frequently performed choral works in Western music. (Wikipedia) 

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[my notes] I know people like this for Easter but my personal pref is for Christmas.    Crank it up! Wake the neighbors! I got a house to clean (physical and spiritually!) . Get Pavarotti in the queue! 

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― velvet | porn star!au | s | 4k ― read here synopsis: wanting to burn off some stress, you apply to attend a session at a kink dungeon. hoseok is your master. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴘɪʟᴇ

― beleaguer | e2l, neighbor!au | s, a | 2.4k ― read here synsopsis: your neighbor is a pain in the ass.

―  hot bot: test | sex bot!au | s | 3.1k ― read here synopsis: as a product tester, you have one of the most sought after temporary positions in Hot Bot Inc. ⇢ ʜᴏᴛ ʙᴏᴛ sᴘɪɴᴏғғ

― hypothermia | griffin shifter!hoseok | s, f, a | 10.4k ― read here synopsis: lost while wandering, you find your life on the line when you begin to suffer the effects of hypothermia. as you collapse, near death, you swear you see an angel… ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴀsᴛs

kim namjoon

― tell me more | pornstar!au | s | 2.4k ― read here synopsis: as an up and coming porn actress, you jump at the opportunity to debut on Kim Namjoon’s Casting Couch. ⇢  ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴘɪʟᴇ

― good to me | date-for-hire!au | a, s, f | 10.3k ― read here synopsis: club ardor holds a special raffle for a free night with a man who will supposedly be the boyfriend of your dreams. you definitely don’t expect to win. ⇢  ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴄʟᴜʙ ᴀʀᴅᴏʀ

park jimin

―  busanbaby95 | cam boy!jimin | s, f, a | 4.8k ― read here synopsis: your friend and co-worker does cam porn. After some unfortunate events, he asks you to join him in his…hobby. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴘɪʟᴇ

― casual clothes | sex therapist!au | s, f | 4.2k ― read here synopsis: seeing a therapist for your sexual troubles is one thing but to land yourself in bed with the very man who knows your problems is a whole other thing.

― the hunt | white stag shifter!jimin | a,f, s | 8k ― read here synopsis: every decade, your village holds a hunt to find a legendary white stag which live in the surrounding forest. in recent years, the hunt has become harder as the population of white stags have declined. this year is your first time participating. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴀsᴛs

― make me hot | ceo!jimin | s | 2.3k ― read here synopsis: you messed up a presentation in front of your boss. he calls you up to his office.

― blowing dandelions | f2efl | a, f, s | 7.8k ― read here synopsis: as a child, you met park jimin. as an adult, the same jimin is much different.

― collateral damage | wild west!au, outlaw!jiin | f, s | 5.2k ― read here synopsis: you’re a simple bank teller and you certainly didn’t expect to be taken as collateral for outlaw bank-robber park jimin.

― hot bot: fear | android!au | f, s, a | 5.2k ― read here synopsis: fear is primal and causes one to make stupid decisions. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴛʙᴏᴛ

― lovebug | hybrid!au | f, s, a | 12k ― read here synopsis: hybrids are lovable companions for humans. unfortunately, most people simply want a cat or dog with which they can cuddle and love on. while looking for one to adopt, a lonesome hybrid of an unusual breed catches your eye.

kim taehyung

― 1-800-music-street | homeless!tae | s, f, a | 13.2k ― read here synopsis: you’re enchanted by a street performer and then he saves you, resulting in multiple meetings one can only describe as fate.

― work of art | pornstar!au, tattooed!tae | s | 3.1k ― read here synopsis: when you first meet porn newbie Kim Taehyung, you didn’t expect much. but once the clothes come off, you’re in for a wild ride. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴘɪʟᴇ

― hot bot: gift | sex bot!tae | s, f | 3.8k ― read here synopsis: your parents have a gift for you, however, there’s been a mistake ⇢ ʜᴏᴛ ʙᴏᴛ sᴘɪɴᴏғғ

― tattooed two | tattoo artist!au | s, f | 8.5k | ft. jungkook ― read here synopsis: your boyfriend’s best friend joins you for a night you’ll never forget.

― warm | roommate!au | s, f | 3k ― read here synopsis: you return home to see your roommate jerking off on the couch

― king of the clouds | royal!au, arranged marriage | s, f, a | 4.7k ― read here synopsis: you were in an arranged marriage with a man you’re convinced isn’t fit to be your husband. he’s got his head too high in the clouds.

― witch’s brew | witch!tae | s | 3.1k ― read here synopsis: after a year of trying to get pregnant, your husband makes a special brew to make sure you get pregnant this time.

― blacklisted | dom/sub!au | a, f, s | 21.4k | ft. jungkook ― read here synopsis: after departing from your dom, you’re assigned to two incredibly powerful men.

― a piece of you | abo!au | f, s | 13.9k | ft. jungkook ― read here synopsis: your alpha boyfriend does cam porn and convinces you to join him one night. somehow, there seems to be a fan of the two of you on campus.

― sehebon | alien!au | a, f, s | 16.5k ― read here synopsis: you find yourself on izo huen, home to the sehebon. luckily for you, you’ve arrived at an interesting time.

― by chance | hybrid!au | a, f, s | 11.8k ― read here synopsis: on an adventure, you stumble upon a jackalope. the creature ends up saving your life, leading to an unexpected turn of events. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴀsᴛs

jeon jungkook

― try out | pornstar! au | s, f, a | 6.6k ― read here synopsis: dating a porn star wasn’t easy. jealousy can run rampant if there’s no communication. ⇢ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴘɪʟᴇ

― simply.cute97 | cam couple!au | s, f | 6.5k ― read here synopsis: you’re popular camgirl simply.cute97. domjeon09 is your biggest fan.

― tattooed two | tattoo artist!au | s, f | 8.5k | ft. taehyung ― read here synopsis: your boyfriend’s best friend joins you for a night you’ll never forget.

― floods in a flame | dragon!jk, mermaid!reader | s, f | 7.1k ― read here synopsis: getting trapped beneath ice leads to an unexpected opportunity.

― sinful knight | knight!jk, princess!reader | s | 2.4k ― read here synopsis: even though you’re due to be married to Prince Jimin, you can’t help letting your Knight, Jungkook, into your bed.

― blacklisted | dom/sub!au | a, f, s | 21.4k | ft. taehyung ― read here synopsis: after departing from your dom, you’re assigned to two incredibly powerful men.

s e r i e s

key ↯

✓— complete ✎ — in progress ⊗ — hiatus ✗ — discontinued

― talk | f2l, sex worker!au | yoongi/reader | s | ✎ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02

― take the throne | vampire!au | yoongi/reader | f, a | ⊗ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02

― bunny blues | hybrid!au | yoongi/reader/jungkook | a, f, s | ✎ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08

― something’s not right | possession!au | a, s, f | ✓ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02

― hot bot | sex bot!jk | s, f, a | masterlist ― ⊗ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

― risk it all | hybrid!au | jungkook/reader | a, f, s | masterlist ― ✓ ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05

― together | couple!au | jungkook/readre | s, f | masterlist ― ✎ ɪɴᴅᴇx: smokin’ | gamin’ | drinkin’ |  tattooed | first time

―  y is a crooked letter | hybrid!au | | jungkook/reader | a, f, s ɪɴᴅᴇx: 01

m i n i  m a s t e r l i s t s

― book of beasts | mythological shifter one-shot series ― club ardor | dating service au one-shot series ― hot bot | android au series ― made of stardust | alien one-shot series ― risk it all | hybrid jungkook au ― the cockpile | porn star one-shot series ― together series | couple jungkook one-shot series

[pabsterthelobster]

A 3-part audio adaptation of Stardust Crusaders was developed by Shueisha Inc in the year 1992. In the second chapter of the first CD, "Part 1: Meet Jotaro Kujo", the gang arrives in India when they're attacked by an unnamed Old Man and his Stand, 『Strange Relation』. Being bound to an old pipe organ, said Stand has the ability to manipulate those who listen to its music to do his bidding. Unlike most enemy users the Crusaders meet, the Old Man is not affiliated with Dio, as he simply does this type of torture for fun. Using psychological damage on the Old Man (doesn't say what exactly on the wiki), Joseph defeats him, giving him dementia in the process.

There are no images of the Stand user in question, despite it's having a name, making this one of the most obscure Stands in JoJo.

[natureivy]

for the music playlist thing: kristi :))))

I was going for a you vibe... I hope I did a decent job

Let me know what you think!

Kitchen Floor by All the Rest

R.G.T. by Clay Finnesand

Inertia by Brother Moses

Stardust by MIKA

Two Punks In Love by bülow

INC. by Dori Valentine

Send me your name...

[angelloverde]

"Mo Soul" Player Playlist 10 November

1. Quintetto X -Tania 2. Sun Ra - Stardust From Tomorrow (Gerardo Frisina's Tomorrow Remix) 3. The 9th Creation - Bubble Gum 4. Ohio Players - Angel 5. Orgone - Picture On My Wall 6. DJ Nu-Mark Feat. Ernie Hines - Our Generation (Re-Edit) 7. Lefties Soul Connection - Doin' The Thing 8. Speedometer - The Shakedown (Say Yeah) 9. O'Donel Levy - I Wanna Be Where You Are 10. Aries Gold Dubs & Jinx Feat. Eva Lazarus - Fall In Love - Mr Benn Remix 11. Funk Busters - Groove Inc 12. The Grits - (I'd Walk A) Funky Mile 13. Karl Hector & The Malcouns - Semai Thaqil 14. Marvin Franklin With Kimo & The Guys - Kona Winds 15. The Frank Cunimondo Trio Feat. Lynn Marino - Feelin Good

If you really want to enjoy music and help musicians and bands, buy their lp’s or cd’s and don’t download mp3 formats. There is nothing like good quality sound!!!

(Angel Lo Verde / Mo Soul)