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Can we just appreciate the Gargantuan Guts™ of this girl?
That's Nicholas the Punisher. The Undertaker.
She knows it, she knows that very well.
Yet, she's just throwing herself in front of him to get answers. We can argue that this is her naive showing, but after all this, after Roberto's death...is not realistic. Not anymore.
And I think that here Nick is not smacking her into tomorrow not only because he grew awfully fond of her (talking shtick to Vash about getting attached and there you go, you snarky hypocrite), but also because she might be reminding him of Vash, launching herself straight into danger, determination incarnated.
And he's not reciprocating that goddamned shin kick because he knows he deserves it. Very much. And he's accepting that, wishing for some kind of atonement.
In his own, grumpy moth way.
#you know pretty darn well what that was for nick...#stand and suffer#vash took a dang bullet you can survive a kick#even if that's the worst ever#struggling nicholas d wolfwood#bamf meryl#meryl stryfe#nicholas d wolfwood#nicholas the deranged teacher#trigun#trigun stampede#grumpy moth nicholas#dang that hurts#good girl meryl#look at her go#i swear these two are the best belligerents#i love them to the bottom of my heart#she short but she nasty#gremlin meryl#she angry
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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.
#katniss everdeen#the hunger games trilogy#the hunger games#primrose everdeen#hunger games#batcavescolony reads the hunger games#suzanne collins#'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl#and this isn't negative just bffr girl#your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is#old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU#...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in#CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the#reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously#shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent#so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to#district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie#and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give#them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like#some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12#cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact#that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good#these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the#hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to#comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but#of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.
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Art by giganticbuddha (here's their ko-fi)
#okay but mirrors are dark magic man#the darkest of dark#terry pratchett got it right#if you stand between two mirrors they amplify you to infinity#but you also get stuck in the endless space between#esme weatherwax is a core memory#196#r196#rule#ruleposting#chainsaw man#anime shitposting#anime memes#/r/196#r/196#apartmentofawesome#two idiots one braincell#actually#two idiots no braincell#aki x suffering
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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)
im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in
#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human#now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot#SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas#like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing#THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME#'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape#if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin#in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism#of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah#the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat#like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one#where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex#look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon#(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS#i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!
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Burning Rotten Bridges
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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how is Russia invading and attacking Ukraine "a threat to the world/the area" but Israel doing the exact same thing to palestine/Gaza and its neighboring lands somehow different? make it make sense...
#ilys00ga#stand with gaza#free gaza#gaza strip#gaza genocide#gaza#eyes on palestine#palestine is still suffering#palestine genocide#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#palestine#free palestine#israel is an apartheid state#israel is a terrorist state#fuck israel#israel#israel is a war criminal#israel is committing genocide#israel is evil
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Bob Iger saying all this while also being on basically billionaires vacation really should say something, holy shit.
#writers guild of america#screen actors guild american federation of television and radio artists#wga#sag aftra#wga strike#sag aftra strike#i stand with the wga#i stand with the sag aftra#disney wouldn't even be alive nowadays if it won't for the creatives behind it#and yet bob wants to keep refusing to pay them what they deserve#while also giving himself a nice bonus with his contract being extended#same energy as in the UK the MPs wanting double their pay while everyone else suffers
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DROP MORE TIN MAN ART AND MY LIFE IS YOURS
Normally I wouldnt do this but you have actually caught me with some random doodles I was on the fence about posting
#wicked#wicked movie#boq woodsman#wicked boq#tin man#tin woodman#art#digital art#fanart#the first one I hadnt posted cause I was trying to figure out what to do with it first#either group it with other doodles or give it a proper background idk#but yeah I probably wasnt gonna bother with either maybe ill redraw it sometime#its not that I think its bad I just think it could be more dramatic. If im gonna draw him suffering I want him to be Really suffering.#the second one was just me figuring out how I wanted to draw him#but the poses I chose were just so stupid to me I felt embarrassed to post it#WHY IS HE STANDING LIKE THAT
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i want that bitch dead. i want that critter be absolutely clapped
#tpoh#the property of hate#my art#this has been stuck in my brain ever since i saw that bitch butterfly stand on that book holder#next to hero just straight say “ go here” where? “to the basement/void”#also i don't want my first art of this year to be minecraft i've suffered enough in it's lore
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“The fool Xiaobao who saved me that day was the young master of the Jin money clan. If I can take advantage of him...“
Wang Yunkai as Jin Xiaobao in upcoming uncensored wuxia BL Meet You At The Blossom, airs on July 11th
#meet you at the blossom#xiaobao#wang yunkai#jin xiaobao#花开有时颓靡无声#xiaobaotrailer#chinese bl#myatbedit#mygifs#mine#mjtag#userjap#tuserkatherine#userspicy#usersasa#rinblr#raeblr#cdramaedit#cdramasource#dailyasiandramas#cdrama#need to squeeze his dimpled cheeks so bad#will suffer more than jesus. MAYBE even as much as joe my stand-in
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I wanna talk about the toe
You know, the scene where Fujisawa squeezed Sei's injured toe!
In the first episode, Kaori stated that a broken nail was actually a simple fracture and really just needed a little care to strengthen it.
Which is exactly what she did for Sei
But just like everything else in this show, this discussion isn't about a toe. The toe could be about the embarrassment we feel, so we continue to suffer even when an easy fix exists.
And it could also be about the true source of pain.
Kaori and Fujisawa are not bad people, and the show hasn't presented them as such, but Sei questioned if Kaori was aware of how upset Hagiwara was about the growing distance in their relationship.
Then the show immediately answered that question through Ayako's testimony. Kaori isn't just aware; she's happy about their situation.
Sei also asked what Kaori didn't like about Hagiwara.
And the show answered that as well. Kaori doesn't like that he is a man.
They aren't broken. It could just be a fracture. And there is an easy fix. But instead, they continue to suffer.
Then there is the actual toe, which is Sei's toe. He hit his foot on the table, in the house of a man who designs furniture.
Yet Fujisawa is rarely home.
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Sei hurt his foot after Fujisawa avoided their conversation, and Fujisawa hadn't been home or spoken to Sei since, which is why he barely found out that Sei had hurt his foot after dinner. Then, he immediately squeezed the toe.
Regardless if Fujisawa designed the table that Sei accidentally walked into, he was part of the reason Sei was in pain. And at first, I felt he wasn't to blame and thought he didn't even notice. But just like with Kairo, he is aware. And he keeps doing it. He squeezed Sei's toe. He just heard the story about how it was hurt. He was looking directly at the toe. And. He. Squeezed. It. He wasn't even gentle when taking off Sei's sock.
Sei excuses the behavior and tells him it doesn't even hurt anymore, but this is the basis of their entire relationship it seems. Fujisawa does something that hurts Sei, and Sei lets it go. It's a vicious little cycle.
Once again, the show hasn't painted anyone as the villain, yet Sei has specifically stated multiple times who he thinks is a "good man," and it isn't Fujisawa.
During this scene, Hagiwara questions Sei about what Fujisawa does for him that makes Sei want to be nice back to him, and the only thing of substance Sei offers is that Fujisawa agreed to live with him.
He states Fujisawa is patient with him, but Fujisawa also demands he never meet up with his pen pal. Sei also states that Fujisawa concedes often, yet the friend they just encountered stated that if anyone wanted to speak to Sei, they had to go through Fujisawa.
It's all very normal behavior due to the circumstances. None of it seems malevolent. And yet Fujisawa wasn't interested in Sei's foot until Sei mentioned that he spoke to his co-worker who asked his girlfriend to look at his foot. Then, he squeezed the toe, which is an odd reaction. Or is it all very normal behavior due to the circumstances?
Sei doesn't have friends. He never attended the work dinners before. Yet now he is going out for dinners, has a co-worker whose girlfriend helped him, has another co-worker who is a bit afraid of him and he finds it funny, and a pen pal who has a girlfriend who he chats with through an email account that just happens to be Fujisawa's name and birthday.
Which reminds me of this co-worker and her wild story.
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The woman is in a bad relationship. She is aware that she is in a bad relationship. There is an easy fix. But she doesn't leave.
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Everyone, including Kairo and Fujisawa, are very aware of the situation that is unraveling in their relationships, but nobody wants to apply the easy fix. They are avoiding the issues and causing more suffering. Which is strange because Sei and Hagiwara have been shown to take responsibility and fix problems.
So why doesn't Kairo tell Hagiwara that she isn't sexually attracted to him anymore when he tries to initiate sex? Why doesn't Fujisawa tell Sei about his feelings (of jealously) instead of squeezing his toe? Because the easy fixes require communication, and they refuse to communicate, which is why this entire relationship between Hagiwara and Sei extended beyond one email.
Because it was never about the toe.
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#when it rains it pours#futtara doshaburi#if someone squeezed my toe like that knowing it was injured‚ I'd kick him#but it was never about the toe#it's about the complete lack of communication#it's about avoiding the easy fix#it's about extending the suffering because they don't want to acknowledge the pain#the show might not be saying anyone is bad#but it is stating someone is good#and that's the most interesting part#because now I'm glaring at Fujisawa as he stands outside of my circle of trust#that was an odd reaction#and I think both Kaori and Fujisawa are a lot more aware then they lead on
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Finally done with this piece for my 🪐🛸Space Au🚀🌌 !!!
+ some bonus closeups on details i really liked 💕
#so pleased with how this came out#nina-scribbles#bnha fanart#mha#mha fanart#Togas scales were SO annoying but they turned out really nice#also my au means “UA” stands for “United Aerospace” (bc theyre space explorers?? get it??? :D )#also peep Toga's literal SPACE BUNS and the little stars forming a circle around her head to match Uraraka's helmet <3#theyre so cute sdhkgsdfkj#togachako#togachako fanart#boku no hero fanart#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#click for full quality bc holy smokes does tumblr squash images to hell#did i hand draw all the stars in the background?? yes. is it totally barely visible?? also yes. art is suffering ig xD#toga x ochako#mha toga#toga himiko#togachaco fanart#league of villains#mha uraraka#uraraka ochacho#bnha uraraka#lov fanart#mha art#no pose references we die painful and preventable deaths o7#i've had a couple of ideas for other designs; most notably Astronaut! Deku and Spaceship Captian! Eraserhead#and a misty space/galaxy-monster Kurogiri :P#bc this au will NOT LEAVE ME ALONE
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I love the wholesomeness of this fandom
Cale sacrificing himself:
TCF fandom: YES YES YEAAAH MORE BLOOD MOAAAR
DHB sacrificing himself:
TCF fandom: NOOOOOO baby don't die 😭
#we love putting cale thru all kinds of angst but we can't stand his people suffering#yeah I like the occasional angst & hurt/comfort but I draw the line on any one of them dying fr#tcf is a feel good novel#tcf is my comfort novel#(both statements are half-affectionate half-sarcasm)#lout of the count’s family#lcf#tcf#trash of the count's family#cale henituse#tcf novel#tcf meme#lcf novel#tcf cale#lcf cale#tcf dragon half-blood#tcf dhb#I really hope cale names him already after this fiasco bc calling him dhb is a little awkward with others like him running around that world#tcf part 2#laws of hunting#tcf spoilers#lcf part 2
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a taehyung a week until he's released ♥
week 10/52 for @aprylynn ♥
#bts#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#btsdaily#taehyung#kim taehyung#dailybangtan#userbangtan#usersan#heyryen#userpat#tuserandi#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#annietrack#usersky#userkelli#kthedit#***#*taw#the layers on these are actually kind of insane idk what the fuck goes on in this dvd but like jESUS CHRIST STOP IT#anyways hi apryl i understand why u suggested this i am losing my mind#literally getting the footage for this had me KICKIN MY FEET FR FR#IM DOING IT RN AS IM POSTING LIKE WTF LOOK AT HIM#STOP MAKING EYE CONTACT WITH THE CAMERA SIR I WILL FIGHT YOU WHERE U STAND#anyways ahem i am suffering i will always be suffering bc of this man thank YOU
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Gregors canto being the first of all the sinners makes me so sad for him bc bro was really gg thru it but thr was barely any camaraderie among the sinners since they js met and no one cared enough to rly gaf..
n then thr was the whole double whammy with yuris death on top (which is even worse considering gregor said that grete was around her age)
and then the TripLe whammy whr we meet the whole villain gang for the first time and everyones finding out that smone they were close to is part of that gang
so gregors js thr seeing his abusive mom after being thrown back into the battlefield like
N no one rly notices😭 and even after the canto finishes they get scolded by verg and dante wasnt rly experienced enough to know how to cheer everyone up (cant blame them since they literally had their head replaced like a day ago) and the other sinners were grieving yuris loss so he js sits on his own seat n stays quiet HE DOESN EVEN CRY😭😭😭😭😭
#ALSO ALSO that scene where dante is yelling at gregor to kill the yuri-turned-abno#like do u think it gave him flashbacks to when his mother or the other blue coat scientist would tell him to slice the 'apples'#BRO WAS FACING LIKE 5 DEMONS N NO ONE GAF IM CRYING#SOMEONE CHECK ON HIM PLSSSS#not to mention thr was that one scene during murder on the warp express#where the w corp employee thought he was a mutated lovetown monstrosity n in the next cg gregor was hiding his arm behind his back#i srsly need someone to notice his suffering bc bros js letting ppl use him as a punching bag#GREGOR STAND UP😭😭😭😭😭😭#lcb#limbus company#pjm#project moon#gregor lcb#gregor limbus company
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sarnax braiding shepherd’s hair <3 the shepnax brainworms are alive and well inside me, thanks for asking
#THEYRE SO SJDHSJ#this was a scene idea for a fic#but i couldnt stand to wait for me to write through the Plot(tm) to get there so#such is the beauty of suffering creatively twice over#i just love them a lot guys#i miss them </3#my art#sketch#shepnax#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#sarnax of the edelwood#silas shepherd morgan
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