#srue answers

[srue-on-fire]

I saw something today about how Buck shouldn't have thought Tommy was cruel for what he did to Abby.

That Josh was 100% right and Buck needed to respect his queer elders.

Thoughts?

Bullshit.

Josh is 100% right. Our queer elders went through so much shit for us to be so open in this day. But just how what they went through is a huge thing, what they put the others through is just as huge. Everyone's pain is valid. Their pain doesn't justify or nullify the pain they've put the others through.

Yes. We need to respect our queer elders. But respect is always always earned. And Tommy did nothing to earn it as far as I see.

When Tommy talks about Abby, there's no remorse whatsoever. He doesn't regret his actions, the way he used Abby as a beard and left her dry when she was going through a tough time. And all he had to say was that she had perfect hair? I'm sorry, but we do remember that Abby was an Olympic champion, right? If you were in a relationship with someone for years and even engaged for two years, you would have something nice to say about them, right? Even if it's pretend. Let's not forget the fact that Abby wasn't aware of his queerness, I'd say she'd have at least understood why he couldn't stick around.

Tommy was cruel for what he did to Abby. And how he talked about her later, with not an ounce of gratitude.

Just because you lived through a phase of time where shitty things happened to your community doesn't mean you get respect as a default. How that changed you as person play the part. Far as I can see, Tommy might not be racist overtly anymore, he might be openly gay, but he is still an asshole for shit-talking about a woman he used for years and led on to hide behind.

And this is not news anyway. Tommy has the white male privilege, none of Buck's exes so far did.

[cl0wnedren]

hello! I come in silence (and fear of revealing my acc even if there's nothing to hide fr...) but uhm.

can I get headcanons (and/or TOOTH-ROTTING FLUFF) of ulysses/ult!frankenstein (or a surgeon that sews on themselves when bored) reader? I think they'd be silly if you're up for it <3

A/N :: hihihiihihhiihi anon srue i can do this request and,,,leave no crumbs!!!.. i hope i did right about this ult frankenstein...enjoy😵

— — — —

- Ulysses is completely fascinated and intrigued with your mastery of life and death, and your fascination of the human body.

- Like usual, Ulysses takes down notes. Though, he has ALOT of questions. For example, how'd you discover your talent, your unusual creations, so on and so on...

- But, despite the stack of questions Ulysses gave you, you still explain what you usually do you when you're bored!

- During free time, you sew yourself when you're bored. When Ulysses saw you did so, he was surprised.

- "...I...didn't know you could sew yourself like that. What are you doing it for?"

- Obviously, you jumped and yelped from Ulysses' sudden voice. You calmed down a bit before answering.

- "The reason I sew myself is either because I'm bored...or I'm just self-experimenting. I can't go through a day without stitching something..."

- "Interesting..." Again, Ulysses took out his notebook, and started writing down what you just said.

- You sighed and smiled, looking at the historian jotting down notes again...

- "You know, you look adorable like that, so lost in your notes."

- "I...I'm glad you find it...adorable. It's simply that...your perspective on things is rare. I'm just interested, is all..."

- You both had a long conversation from there. You didn't regret one single bit from your conversation...

— — — —

wahoo wahoo wahoo ☺

[silentstaresfanficandfanart]

what fueled you to write that fast?

I would need that help too

endless love ENDLESS LOVE FOREVER AND EVER

that is tos ay i write what i love and i love what i write and i try my very best to enjoy the process and have fun

do it often and youll get faster

have a rough plan in place or even an outline if you can

and you know that rush you get when you imagine your characters doing stuff in an amv or when you chat about them with a friend? you gotta jump into thew riting while thats still buzzing if you can!

plus it helps to have lovely pepole to encourage you, while its also VERY important to make srue not to prioritize ao3 comments or peoples attention over your enjoyment, as long as you can take that part in without working FOR attention and love you'll do great.

think of it like, Wataru

Wataru is doing his acts and all his amazing things for praise

as lovely as wataru is , hes very very sad and he's just trying to be loved <3 so even if he does an amzing job at everything he does, he's not happy unless someone else enjoys what he does! and that can trap you in trying too hard to gain others aprooval and forgetting what you yourself do!

another thing is challenging yourself, if you doubt yourself doing something big and scary like nanowrimo or actually completing an entire book can make the big scary thing not so bad. The important thing there to remember is that anything that can bleed, can die. That is to say, if you can 'cause damage' to somethings hp bar, you can defeat it as long as you keep attacking it! eventually it will fall.

you can write an entire book just fine, if you just keep writing it.

But you gotta give yourself an hp bar for the thing or it can feel overwhelming. personally i go with a "ask a question, answer it, and ask another question" style usually when im writing

usually i would say a good chapter length is about 5,000 words max, and then writing out an outline

for example

Eichi feels ill, why is eichi unwell?

reveal: Eichi is turning into a horrrible magical monster and keito has to become a magical boy to save him

resolution: keito becomes a magical boy and saves eichi!

question: what's going on and how is keito going to save the world from these aliens

(in this case the question kind of sets up the overarching primary plot point- having at least one can help a lot in storytelling but theres so many different ways to tell stories. i like personally really like the 'no conflict narrative' that some japanese stories have, not that they really lack a conflict but its great for slice of life things and can kind of be stretched a lot of ways i think its called Kishotenketsu

but you know, find a method that works for you but the most important rule for writing a lot fast, is to just have fun and be self indulgent, the hardest thing to do when it comes to writing a lot, is make yourself write at all after all, as long as you actually are writing something you REALLY enjoy and like writing, you'll want to keep writing. stay true and honest to yourself and if you hae ONE big scene in mind you freaking LOVE and dont erally want to write the rest you are tottaly allowed to do that. The difference between talent and skill is often passion.

Oh and NEVER. EVER. INSULT YOUR WRITING.

DONT BE HARSH. DONT BE CRUEL.

AND DONT JUDGE YOUR WRITING UNFAIRLY, INF ACT, TRY NOT TO JUDGE IT AT ALL ,JUST ENJOY IT. SURE ITS OKAY TO STUDY AND SEE WHERE YOU COULD IMPROVE AND GROW, BUT DO THAT BECAUSE YOU ENJOY WRITING AND WANT TO WRITE BETTER NOT BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU'RE BAD do it because you love writing and you want to love it even more and show it how much you love it by getting better <3 compliment yourself and your creative projects often

tldr: Do what you enjoy, never insult yourself, and remember to not push yourself to conform to others expectations and praise, but do praise yourself lots and lots <3 source: a lovely writer who enjoys it very much and can truly say they love writing

personally i got stuck in a huge rut by the way a few years back when my mom told me she struggled to get into my writing because i never finished anything and it took me a long time to finally work past that though she never meant anything harsh by it. It took facing nanowrimo to suddenly kick my love of writing back into gear. completing and sucessfully writing an entire actual book proved to me i could.

also on that note one more tip

writing an entire book actually isint that big a deal, its super exciting sure! you should celebrate it! but it's something we put on a pedestal which makes it seem superhuman to complete, but...it's really not. now ive written several books since nanowrimo last year, and you can really see just looking at my fanfictions how heavily beating that helped me. writing is FUN

writing can BE fun

the biggest thing ive ever seen stop writers is fear, shame, and doubt. Same with artists, or anyone else with any skills. love, love , love~ <3

just keep writing, keep loving it, and you'll find that even if you only write a little a day, youll eventually get your goals done <3 any mountain is climbable with patience time and love!

[natade-art]

my little zelda designs so far its funny how you can tell i drew the main trio at a different time

1st image top row: ganon, zelda link. bottom row: fi, ghirahim, inpaz 2nd image: top row: fairy queen, zora princess, false great fairy. bottom row: great fairy of the mountain, great fairy of the forest, great fairy of the glacier

[desertbroad]

@gwinnetts / continued from here !

         when kaj catches up with maccready, she gets the feeling of having interrupted something. a deer in the headlights, she freezes in the doorway to daisy’s, sizing up the three of them and preparing for a gunfight. only eased by partner in maccready’s mouth, reminding—they’re a team, for better or worse (and goodneighbor isn’t like the mojave). in short, kaj feels a strong pull to not fuck this up. she sizes up maccready discreetly, trying to figure out what way he wants to take this guy: are they gonna flat out fight? play it cool, like they’ve got plenty of caps to spare? make empty promises that they don’t plan to fill? no to the last one, at least—whatever maccready is, mercenary attitude or not, she hasn’t got him pinned down for a liar (not like her). 

        but the tall fella they might end up working for is harder to judge than that. nice armor (good pay?). he’s in goodneighbor looking for warm bodies, so it can’t be entirely clean work. but if daisy’s got a hand in this, well. it can’t be that bad, either, then; daisy’s not the type to send people on death sentences. mama type and all. kaj nods to edward, but doesn’t extend a hand to shake (too needy). she mimics maccready instead, leaning against the doorway and shoving her hands in her duster pockets. her smile is light. not overly friendly, but not unkind, either. kaj sure hopes they end up doing some kind of good cop, bad cop. she loves that bit (boone was the only one who was willing to go for it, back home).

        “ good to meet you, edward. my name’s kaj, and i think you’re in just the right market. oh, before i forget. here you go, partner. ” casual as you please, she reaches into her pocket, pulling out the satchel of ammo she’d loaded up for maccready next door and passing it over. if she’d known they were going to be job hunting so soon, she might have slapped a couple of bricks in there to pad the weight and make it look fuller, but it’s still plenty good as it is. it gives the impression she wants to this deegan guy, at least—they put their bullets (and caps) to use, and they can very much be bought.

      “ anyway. sorry i’m late. ” kleo doesn’t haggle, that’s for sure. “ catch me up to speed? ”

[agustminsuga]

Sihyuk Academy Ch. 9

Genre: BTS X Reader Supernatural AU

Word Count: 2.2K

Warnings: Mentions of family death/murder, mentions of torture

A/N: I know it’s been a very long time since the last update. Life has been insane between school, work, and major health issues with myself and my family. I have chapter 10 written it just needs typed up. I am also half way through with writing out chapter 11. I am hoping to update very soon. I hope you all enjoy and thanks to those who have been super understanding of life getting in the way. I appreciate the support and love you guys still send.

Namjoon and the boys all helped you move most of your belongings into Namjoon’s room. You had to find a new mattress because yours was now ruined. Once you were settled in the room the boys gathered around, hoping to get some answers.

“Thank you for showing up when you did Jin, I don’t know what I would have done without you.” You say, hugging him tightly.

“What happened Y/N? Why was he so angry?” Hoseok asked.

“I’m not sure. I wish I could give you a solid answer?

“I’m sure Charles will once he’s done dealing with Yoongi.” Namjoon said.

“I hope he’s ok” You mutter.

“He just tried to kill you and you’re worried about him?” Jungkook called from the door.

“I don’t know how to explain it ok? I just feel restless now that he’s gone.”

“He managed to claim you.” Namjoon said.

“What does that mean?” Jimin asked.

“Well since he has similar abilities as myself, I’m making an educated guess that he bit her pretty hard, which could mean he essentially marked her as his. I can tell there’s something off about her, including her smell.”

“Isn’t that a werewolf thing?” Taehyung asked

“It is, but vampires do it as well, just not as often.”

“But what does that mean for her? Is there any way to get rid of the claim?” Hoseok asks.

“Never fully. The claim can be covered or broken for a short time, but if he did indeed bite deep enough, then there’s no use trying.”

“Is there a way to see if it was deep enough?” Taehyung asks.

“Y/N, if you would allow me to, may I see you neck?” Namjoon asks.

You nodded, removing the bandages from your neck. Namjoon touched the area around the bite marks, leaning in close. You could feel him trying to gather a scent. He let out a sound that was a mix of relief and curiosity.

“He definitely left some type of mark, but it doesn’t seem to be permanent” he said, helping cover the marks up.

“So what can we do?” Jimin asks.

“Well, we can try to break it. But it will probably be painful for both Y/N and Yoongi. There would also be a huge risk of fully marking her, which wouldn’t be much better.”

“Well, what would you want to do Y/N?” Jin looks to you.

“I’m not sure. As much as I love the idea of getting rid of the mark. I don’t want to try and find a random person to help” You say.

“That and I’m sure you wouldn’t want a random person to possible mark you permanently.” Namjoon pointed out.

“Umm, hyung, you could always do it you know?” Jungkook says.

“I’ve gone over this with you guys. I don’t bite to mark unless it’s under certain circumstances.”

“What are they?” You ask.

“I thought I told you before?”

“You said a more intimate situation when I was in the infirmary. So my brain just assumed something more private.”

“Yes, much more private. I don’t like biting outside of sex. I sometimes feed from live sources, but even then, that’s done in a private room where they can be carefree.”

“Why is that?”

“When you’re bitten by a vampire, your mood is heightened. So if you’re feeling scared it will hurt. But if you’re feeling pleasure.” He lets the silence finish the sentence for him.

You could feel a blush run across your face. You cared for Namjoon, but the thought of having sex with him was crazy. Not even bad, just something that had never crossed your mind.

“Y/N?” You hear Jimin call.

“Sorry, I was thinking. What’s going on?” You ask.

“We were trying to ask if you’d like to go find a mattress so you can sleep.” Taehyung said.

“I’ll just crash on the floor tonight. I’m too exhausted to do anything else.”

It takes a little bit more convincing before the boys believe you. You set up a blanket and a pillow on the floor after they leave, saying your goodnights. You fell asleep, but it wasn’t long before the nightmares woke you up. You let out a yelp as you sit up, rubbing your throat. You kept reliving the moment when Yoongi tried to kill you. Each cycle through becoming more and more vivid.

“Are you alright?” A voice says from right beside you.

You let out a scream, swinging in the general direction of the voice.

“Calm down, Y/N, it’s me. It’s Namjoon.” He says softly.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hit you” You say as you take a deep breath.

“Don’t be. I’m sure your dream was very vivid and unpleasant. Would you like to lie on the bed with me? I won’t try anything” he says.

“Just to see if it will help me sleep. I don’t want to be a bother, but I’m exhausted.

Namjoon helps you up and over to his bed. He covers you up and pulls you close, holding you as you slept soundly beside him.

~             ~             ~

The same cycle repeats for just over a week. Wake up, go to class, do school work, go to lessons with Charles, and then go to bed with Namjoon hold you.

It’s on day 9 of this cycle that Charles calls you and the 6 boys into an office. You’re greeted by your other instructors and Headmaster Bang himself.

“We wanted to speak with you all about the situation that happened just over a week ago.” Charles says.

“Sure, no problem” Namjoon says, taking control of the group.

“We’ve had Mr. Min in a special room over the past few days. During that time we searched his belonging. We also went through some messages on his phone. Headmaster Bang wants to go over what we found” Lisa says.

Headmaster Bang stands up and moves to stand in front of your group.

“Y/N, as you know we are aware of your family situation. We know who you are and now we know why Yoongi did what he did” The headmaster says in a calm tone.

He pulls out a file folder, pulling out a couple pages.

“These are print outs of messages from Mr. Min’s phone. Y/N, I brought these as proof for what I’m about to say. I’m going to need you to sit down.”

You listen, trying to think of what could possibly be so bad. He hands the prints to Namjoon and the others before grasping your hands in a comforting way. You don’t understand why the boys had been given the papers instead of you.

“Namjoon, in that folder is one other paper I need you specifically to see.” The headmaster says.

You watch Namjoon read over the first paper inside the folder. Once he closes it he comes to stand behind you, placing his hands on your shoulders. You were confused, what did Joon have to do with this whole thing.

“Y/N, Yoongi’s parents are possibly responsible for the death of your mothers. It’s not set in stone yet, but the police are looking into it. Yoongi was made aware very recently, and was ordered by his parents to go after you.”

You were speechless, you honestly weren’t sure if you believed it or not. But something in your gut told you it was true.

“I don’t understand, what does Namjoon have to do with this then?” You asked.

“In just a few moments police officers will be questioning Yoongi. While the method is not the most humane, it is completely legal in our world. I’ve been informed that you and he have been bonded. Which means that you’ll feel the pain he is about to experience. Namjoon will help regulate those feelings, while the rest will help in whatever ways they can.”

You desperately wanted to ask what he meant, but before you could even open your mouth a horrible pain ripped through you. Even with the help of Namjoon it didn’t take away the worst of it. After an immeasurable amount of time the direct pain stops, but the phantom pain remains. You’re trying to catch your breath when Jimin calls your name. Like every other time before, you looked directly into his eyes.

“That’s a good girl. Now, I want you to go to sleep. Don’t worry, we’ll take care of you. Don’t wake up until Joon tells you to okay? We don’t want you to feel any more pain.” Jimin says with a smile.

~             ~             ~

“How long is this supposed to take? You called to her yesterday” You hear a voice say.

“It’s hard to say Jimin. She is bonded to Yoongi, I’m sure her body isn’t in great condition either” You knew that voice to be Namjoon’s.

That’s when you tried to focus on what was going on. You were exhausted, and everything hurt. But that wasn’t the thing that bothered you. No, the thing that bothered you was how smothered you felt, as if someone was on top of you.

You snapped into full consciousness, trying to sit up only to be met with a barrier. You forget your surroundings as adrenaline kicks in and you attempt to escape the restraints holding you to the bed.

“Y/N! You have to calm down! Jimin, get over here now.” A voice shouts.

Soon you see Jimin come into your line of sight. He grabs your face, forcing you to look at him.

“Y/N, I need you to calm down”

Jimin’s voice instantly puts you at ease, causing you to fall back onto the mattress. You continued to stare into his eyes, waiting for his next command.

“Are you going to be okay if I look away?” He asks.

You nod, knowing you were safe. You look around the room, noticing you were inside the hospital wing once more. Only this time you were strapped to the bed, Namjoon and Jimin made quickly with untying the restraints.

“What happened? I’m confused as to how I got here” You say, rubbing your wrists.

“Jimin put you into a coma. We had to be srue you didn’t feel pain Yoongi felt. But you started to hurt yourself, so we had to restrain you. We wanted to be sure you were constantly monitored, so we brought you here” Namjoon said, sitting on the edge of your bed.

“How long have I been out?” You ask.

“About a week” Jimin says.

“What did I miss?”

“Now that depends, do you want to hear it from myself or the headmaster?” Namjoon asks.

“Can Headmaster tell me?”

“Of course, let me go get him”

Namjoon stands to leave.

“Wait! I’d like you to stay wil me… Please.”

He smiles softly, nodding in agreement, before sending Jimin to go get the headmaster. It’s not long before the headmaster appears in the doorway.

“I’m glad to see you’re awake. We have some more news for you if you’d like to hear it” Headmaster Bang says, sitting in the chair beside your bed.

“How bad is it? Do you need to have Jimin knock me out again?” You ask, trying to joke.

“While it’s not that bad, the news is not exactly good” He responds with a sad smile.

“Go ahead” You say.

“We have confirmed that Mr. Min’s parents did indeed kill your mothers. Though we currently are unable to find them. Mr. Min also confirmed that he was ordered to kill you, but Mr. Kim stopped him.”

“Wow… I was always hoping their killer would be found. But I never thought it would be like this.” You say softly.

“It is a lot to take in. Mr. Kim here can give you more details should you want them. For now though, just focus on resting the bond you share with Mr. Min drained you” Headmaster Bang said, before leaving you alone with Namjoon.

It was a couple hours later that were back in Namjoon’s room. Jimin and Jin were there with you to help fill in any gaps.

“So what, they just tortured him for answers? But that stupid bond almost killed me?” You ask.

“Yes. Your body is weaker than his. So while it was painful for him, it was life threatening for you” Jin explains.

“We eventually had to restrain you because you were trying to hurt yourself in your sleep. We had to take you to the hospital wing” Jimin adds.

“I’m not mad. I understand you guys did what you had to do” You say.

“We’re sorry it go to that point, that we didn’t see it sooner” Jimin says.

“You guys did great. I’m thankful for friends like you to help me through this.”

“You don’t have to thank us. You’re one of us now” Jin says with a smile.

“I think we should let her rest. You guys can stop by tomorrow between classes. I’ll send a message out for a rotating watch” Namjoon says.

The boys agree, saying their goodbyes. Both seemed eager to spend time with you tomorrow. You got changed into your pajamas and then, as you had a week prior, you fell asleep in Namjoon’s arms.

[memoriashell]

to you, who i write for

Characters / Pairing: Soriku; though it really just reads as Riku angst / pining. 

crossposted on ao3

Notes: This was the first thing I wrote post KH3 and I think I’m okay with putting it out at this point. So yes, warning for KH3 spoilers.

The formatting of this fic is a little weird quite frankly, because it’s a ( mostly ) texting based fic. I used strikethrough at points to indicate messages that were deleted / unsent, but since I know strikethrough can be finicky on some devices ( tumblr mobile ), so I’ve gone ahead and also italicized those parts as well.

There are also some obvious typos! Mostly for a touch of realism because Riku absolutely accidentally typos shit. There are other reasons that I hope are obvious when reading it!

Summary: Riku keeps sending messages because he doesn’t know how else to cope.

( somehow, i hope these words reach you )

[ Text : Sora ] I’m sorry I haven’t texted back in a while.

[ Text : Sora ] We’ve been busy. Not that that’s any excuse.

I’m sure you’ve been too busy to notice.

[ Text : Sora ] Mickey said to tell you he sends his best wishes.

Let me knwo if you need anything.

It’s an admittedly bad habit he’s gotten into, writing up messages that he won’t send. Riku means to cut off the urge before it become a habit, but here he is, still typing up messages for him and him alone.

It’s kind of therapeutic, to write up the things that he can’t really find the words to say aloud— and one would say he should invest in a journal before he accidentally sends a text he does not mean to, but he doesn’t think it’d be quite the same. Doesn’t simulate the same kind of conversation, even if that means a few things that he doesn’t mean to say slip through.

( If it were just anyone he was sending these messages to, Riku knows he might have more than a few reservations— but it’s Sora, who never judges him, even if there are more than a few things he would like to keep secret for him ).

So he continues typing up messages to get things off his chest, and if Sora finds it annoying that he spends more time typing up theoretical conversations than actually having them, he never says anything about it. Probably because Sora only understands how to use their gummiphones half the time to begin with.

Of course, he does send actual messages too, even if perhaps less frequently. Short little blurbs when he can tell that by the increasing frequency in his messages that Sora is worried ( and as bad as Riku is at saying what he wants, he can at least make sure he isn’t worrying for no good reason ).

Notifications of social media updates, text messages that were a litany of errors between them; the buildup of numbers bring some form of comfort.

Until they don’t.

[ Text : Sora ] It’s not like it’s nothing new. Being separated from you two.

We’ve done it before in worse circumstances.

[ Text : Sora ] It hurts?

Is this what it was like for you?

I think I understand your pain now. Srry.

[ Text : Sora ] Are you coming home soon?

[ Text : Sora ] It’s still weird to not wake up to you clogging up my notifications.

[ Text : Sora ] I guess I can return that favor for once.

I’ll try to keep you updated on hwo everyone’s doing.

[ MESSAGE UNREAD ]

If he had been dependent on his phone before, then it was most certainly his lifeline afterwards.

Old notifications are left alone, a flashing number remains constant—as if the moment Riku checks it, it will disappear ( and some of the hope that he clings onto will go with it ).

He sends messages when he needs someone to talk to, so, nothing has really changed in that regard. He thinks about it a little more like writing letters than a journal. Sora will see them eventually, he hopes—thinks he would laugh at how many messages he sends and what kind of things Riku chooses to talk about.

It’s better than thinking of the alternative—

( The illusion is jarring and broken more quickly than he would like to admit because Sora has almost always been quick to check his messages, regardless of situation, the fact that the device will remind him of the fact that his messages continue to go unread is jarring and hard to get used to.

He willingly clings to the hope that something might change )

[ Text : Kairi ] Why.

[ Text : Kairi ] Why was it you?

Why was it him?

[ Text : Kairi ] Was it all pointless?

I think it’s my fault.

[ Text : Kairi ] For not doing something.

Sooner.

Better.

Whatevr.

[ Text : Kairi ] It should have been me, not you.

[ Text : Kairi ] I want to see you two come back.

[ Text : Kairi ] We should talk when you both are safe again.

[ Text : Sora ] It’s weird.

[ Text : Sora ] Sometimes it feels like you two are dead or something.

I mean.

You kind of are?

[ Text : Sora ] But you promised. You’d come bcak.

I’m holding you to that.

[ Text : Sora ] Sometimes it just.

Feels like we can’t talk about you for some reason.

Guess everyone’s still hurting.

[ Text : Sora ] They miss you, though. I can tell.

They miss both of you.

[ Text : Sora ] I miss you both.

[ Text : Sora ] Come home soon.

[ Text : Sora ] You promised.

[ Text : Sora ] If I called, would you answer?

[ Text : Sora ] I guess not.

There are some miracles evn you can’t pull off.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m trying to act like it’s okay.

[ Text : Sora ] You can probably tell otherwise though. You’ve always been good at that.

Even if you can’t pick up on other things.

[ Text : Sora ] Srory.

About everything.

I’ll try harder.

[ Text : Sora ] I know you’d want me to.

[ Text : Sora ] I can’t

I haven’t been seleep?

Sleeping.

[ Text : Sora ] I keep.

[ Text : Sora ] Dreaming.

[ Text : Sora ] About yyou? I think?

Thats not really somehting new, though.

[ Text : Sora ] But it’s dffrnet this time?

I think

I know?

I’m seeing hwat you’re doing?

[ Text : Sora ] Im.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m nnot sure?

[ Text : Sora ] I’m worr

[ Text : Sora ] Im scared.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m scared for yuou.

[ Text : Sora ] I haven’t mentioned it too anyone.

I’ll have to eventually because I’m not sleeping enough

Can barely make sense of what I’m writing.

Pretty sure Aqua’s going to start casting sheep spells on me soon.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m sure you would agree with her.

Probably would have beeen the one to fall asleep instead.

[ Text : Sora ] But.

I can’t tell them?

Not yet,

[ Text : Sora ] I don’t wwant them to have to hurt more.

[ Text : Sora ] I know you’d want me to rely on them but.

Trust me on htis one?

[ Text : Sora ] I 

I think

I know Im asking too much

[ Text : Sora ] I’m being selfish agian?

Sorry.  

[ Text : Sora ] Pleaes come back soon.

[ Text : Kairi ] I hate you.

[ Text : Kairi ] No.

I don’t.

I 

[ Text : Kairi ] I hate me.

I think you knew that already, though.

I’m sorry.

[ Text : Kairi ] I wish you were here.

I think you’d know how to handle thsi better than I do.

I miss being able to talk to you.

Both of you.

[ Text : Kairi ] I’ll make it up to you both.

Soon.

[ Text : Kairi ] I promise.

[ Text : Sora ] I miss you.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m sorry.

[ Text : Sora ] You two have been gone for a year now.

It’s weird.

I guess we can officially hold a funeral?

[ Text : Sora ] I’m joking. Kind of.

It was a serious consideration, I think. By someone.

[ Text : Sora ] Probably Lea.

[ Text : Sora ] Still having dreams but.

Less frequently lately.

I’m worried. Is everything okay?

[ Text : Sora ] Before, I could always tell you were alright.

Just a feeling in my heart that told me so.

I’m starting to wonder if I can actually tell that you’re alive still

Or if I’m just being hopefull.

[ Text : Sora ] We miss you.

[ Text : Sora ] We haven’t given up on you two.

[ Text : Sora ] So you better come back.

I think they’ll cry if you don’t.

[ Text : Sora ] Because you.

[ Text : Sora ] For them.

[ Text : Sora ] We just.

[ Text : Sora ] Aynways.

[ Text : Sora ] Just hang on a little longer. Please.

[ Text : Sora ] I sthis my fault for not doing anything.

[ Text : Sora ] For not saying anything?

[ Text : Sora ] Im

I 

It’s too late now, I guess.

[ Text : Sora ] I wish I could hcange things.

[ Text : Sora ] It wasn’t supposed to be you.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m sorry.

[ Text : Sora ] I miss you.

I wish I didnt.

I know it’s not weak to feel like this but.

[ Text : Sora ] I wish I ccould be stronger. For both of you.

[ Text : Sora ] Srory

[ Text : Sora ] Sorry

[ Text : Sora ] I love you.

[ Text : Sora ] It’s kind of weird.

Scary weird.

[ Text : Sora ] Sometimes it feels like everyone else has forgotten about you two.

[ Text : Sora ] I guess they’ve started moving on and I haven’t.

I always hold onto things too long.

[ Text : Sora ] Somehow it doesn’t feel that simple.

[ Text : Sora ] Don’t tell them, but

I’m scared they’re forgetting?

[ Text : Sora ] It’s happened before. Not tht you remember.

[ Text : Sora ] That’s why I have to keep sending you messages.

Even on the bad days. When I can’t

Dont know what to say.

[ Text : Sora ] So I won’t forget.

[ Text : Sora ] Sometimes I think I’m being irrational, though.

[ Text : Sora ] I know they still remember you.

[ Text : Sora ] They have to.

[ Text : Sora ] You haven’t forgotten about us either, right?

[ Text : Sora ] I can’t

[ Text : Sora ] Im trying

[ Text : Sora ] It’s.

[ Text : Sora ] Bad.

Feels bbad. Brken.

[ Text : Sora ] Haven’t written in a hwile.

While.

Sorry.

[ Text : Sora ] Cant figure out what I want to say.

[ Text : Sora ] Trying to be better.

[ Text : Sora ] Cloud be worse?

[ Text : Sora ] That’s not. Saying mcuh.

[ Text : Sora ] Sorry.

[ Text : Sora ] I’ll try to ttalk to you again soon.

[ Text : Sora ] Kairi came home today.

[ Text : Sora ] I’m sure you knew that.

[ Text : Sora ] We talked for a bit.

She couldn’t talk about you.

Can’t blame her.

[ Text : Sora ] You’re worrying me again.

What happened?

[ Text : Sora ] I think it’s been almost two years now?

Not srue.

Stopped keeping track.

Days keep blurring together.

[ Text : Sora ] I did a year before

So this shouldn’t be that much worse.

But it’s so much harder ths time?

[ Text : Sora ] Probably because I at least knew you were safe last time.

[ Text : Sora ] We’re trying.

[ Text : Sora ] Im try

We want you back home. Safe.

[ Text : Sora ] I’ll try harder.

[ Text : Sora ] Are you waiting for me?

[ Text : Sora ] I hpoe you’re just slaking off again.

[ Text : Sora ] Sora, I 

We

It’s so bad without uyou.

[ Text : Sora ] Please.

[ Text : Sora ] Come home.

[ Text : Sora ] We ccan’t.

[ Text : Sora ] I cant

Do this? Without you

I

[ Text : Sora ] We’re all still waiting on you.

His phone has become a definitive lifeline to keeping himself sane. Which isn’t saying much when he is haunted by another lifetime in his dreams, but—

He’s never cared for conventional, healthy methods, anyways. He takes too much care into making sure nothing happens to his phone because, well ( he doesn’t want to imagine what would happened if something happened— but he clings to the hope of a sign, anyways ).

The feeling of something distant in his soul, something missing— something rips at his soul and in the same moment something comes up on his phone—

He must have voiced some sort of anguish because he’s distantly aware of someone asking if he’s okay, but—

He can’t respond, eyes focused on the pop-up on his phone

[ ERROR: MESSAGE COULD NOT BE SENT TO RECIPIENT ]

[ Text : Sora ] I guess these aren’t getting to you?

[ Text : Sora ] That’s fine.

It was foolish for me to hope any of these messages could reach you.

[ Text : Sora ] I still haven’t looked at any of your old messages.

[ Text : Sora ] I like to think you were answering my messages.

Silly, but it helped sometimes.

[ Text : Sora ] Bfeore I could feel you. Knew you were okay.

But not today. What happened?

I know you can’t tell me but.

Wish you could.

[ Text : Sora ] Is this why Kairi couldn’t tell us?

[ Text : Sora ] I think the others can tell too.

That something is different.

[ Text : Sora ] I know I can’t call you, but can you call me?

[ Text : Sora ] It’s important.

[ Text : Sora ] Because I know

If you call, I’ll be able to find you.

[ Text : Sora ] Nothing could stop me from finding you.

Nothing.

[ Text : Sora ] So call for me?

[ Text : Sora ] I’ll see you soon, Sora

Promise.

[ ERROR: MESSAGE COULD NOT BE SENT TO RECIPIENT ]

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"And then he proceeds to imply someone (Eddie) being a queer with no regard to their situation or life experience."

Oh, like you do ?

Oh, honey, wait, let me dumb it down for you.

To Tommy (and every character in the show), Eddie is a real person. Because they’re all in the same universe there and they have the power to impact each other��s lives. Even if it’s just a word or a scoff to imply something.

To me (and you and everyone else), Eddie is a fictional character. Us assuming reading between the lines does not impact the character’s life, thoughts and behaviours. Because we don’t exist in their universe.

And for the record, I never assume sexuality of real people in our real lives. Not even celebrities. Speculating about real people’s sexualities is not my cup of tea. I do not condone it.

However, fiction is there to speculate, to analyse, to fantasise, etc. Tommy is fiction, Eddie is fiction too. So, when they speculate about each other, there’s gonna be consequences. Which, in this situation, is pissing Buck off.

Hope that helped. Thanks for coming to my TED talk 🫶🏽

(the ask is about this post. won’t lie, anon. i could hear the sass in your question and couldn’t help but laugh at how misplaced it is)

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Hi! ☺️

Buddie + 7. “Come back to bed.”

-❤️🪐

DONE!

Thanks for the request, Saturn! Took me a whole to day to get to as where it is, hope you like it ���

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wow dude fuck yourself for stealing other people's gifs. honestly, kys. do you know the shit we go through?

I apologised. I credited the gif owners. I took responsibility and held myself accountable even though stealing was never my intention. I’m not sure what else you want me to do.

But if it really is to kms, I’m letting you know that I’d never give you that satisfaction. I’ve seen death in my life enough that these kind of messages don’t trigger me anymore.

I hope you have a good day regardless. And I hope you learn to love yourself enough to never send a message like this to another stranger because— do you know the shit they’re going through?

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So I was the anon that asked for a bunch of prompts and I just read Same As We Are! Thank you for it!! I love love loved it, it was sooo cute, sooo good 😍😆 and answering your question, no I wouldn't mind a nsfw part 2, in fact, I would love it!! ♥️

That's awesome!! Glad you loved it 🫶 I posted the sequel (#26: stuck in a cabin during a storm) and it turned out a little longer than I initially planned 🙈💕

Also, not sure if this is you but I got this message, too!

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❤️‍🔥 18 (can be sfw or nsfw I'm not picky) 💕💕💕

i went with sfw. hope you like this piece. thanks for the ask, jules!

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🐺😇 23 please 🥺💗

Here you go!

Thanks for the first request, Anon! Hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing!

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34 🐺

Hi, Z!! You can find it here!

Sorry, this took a while. Hope you like it :)))

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😇❄️19? pretty please?

you are so polite, how can i say no? here you go 🩵

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Oh my, so many good prompts, how can I choose just one? 🫠 Maybe 26, 28, 39 or 40 with Buck??? I'm sorry, I can't choose a specific one 🫠

Thank you! I've been curating it for a while 💕

I understand your struggle lol, so I picked the first one for you. You can read it here! Let me know if you don't mind an nsfw sequel for #26! Thanks for the ask x