#srsly dude i'm not holding back

[vwritesaus]

I cannot WAIT to read your Thomas Grief Fic, but I feel a little bad because I also have begun a Thomas Grief Fic 😅 I'm so pumped though I feel like a lot of Thomas-related things got SUPER brushed off and it was ridiculous since he was probably the most impacted person by the main TLH deaths??? He deserves better ugh lol

gasp, excuse me you're also writing a thomas grief fic??? mate you better tag me in that shit when you post it, i need to read it so badly. there fr needs to be more thomas grieving fics bc you're so right—he deserves better. that was precisely my main thought when i first starting writing this fic eugh

and i guess it's up to us fic writers to see that's it done huh? the more the merrier i say. our boy deserves justice. tbh most of the tlh characters do :'(

"I feel like a lot of Thomas-related things got SUPER brushed off and it was ridiculous since he was probably the most impacted person by the main TLH deaths???" —SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK ! ! ! !

yes. like intermission: grief, for example, was mainly cordelia mourning james's and matthew's disappearance into edom (which is fine. seriously, it is) but thomas got a tiny mention about how he was the last of the merry thieves in this world (london) and how alone he must feel. that just straight up broke my heart, but then it doesn't really get mentioned again?? so am i gonna delve into that a bit more in this fic? absolutely. and that's not to mention the severe lack of grieving at/mention of the fucking funeral. if livvy and robert can have theirs in tda, christopher can damn well have his in this fic

tbh there's gonna be a lot i address in this fic, you mark my words. there's just so much to say, y'know????? whether i do it successfully is another matter, but i'm gonna bloody well try

anyway, sorry for the rant, and i'm so happy you're excited for the fic, thank you!! i'm excited for yours too so please lmk when you drop it ♡

[srrynrk]

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ streamer hc's ! . . . ( 西村力 )

— pairing: 西村力 x reader — contains: fluff — now playing: 一子青葉

Bro's definitely the type to stream for shits and giggles

Like yeah he likes streaming but he never takes anything srsly

Probably streams Genshin or overwatch, perhaps the occasional fortnite if Jake begs him enough to play

The first time he introduced you on stream was most likely an accident... Like you brought him food, not knowing he was streaming and he was just like "You guys thought i was single but I'm not cause I'm super hot and cool and have a super hot and cool girlfriend"

Fan's loved you obviously, and since they loved you so much he decided to keep having you on stream and videos

Honestly, he wanted to introduce you sooner but didn't get the chance to talk to you ab it, was kinda worried you wouldn't be up for it

Very relieved (and very happy) when you said you wanted to do more stuff with him

He started doing date vlogs

He didnt record all of your guys' dates cause he wants at least a little privacy, especially on more romantic dates

but def records the silly dates like going to the arcade or sum

If he's feeling clingy and you want to be in stream he'll have you just chill on his lap as he plays

Streamings probably one of the only places he's ok with pda...

especially because of all the girls that flirt with him in chat LMFAO

Most definitely jumped with excitement when you asked to do a baking stream with him

You guys baked strawberry - choco muffins one time and he got flour literally everywhere... naturally he put some in your hair and on your face which started a dual while the muffins were baking

Fans would always comment on how soft he is for you, especially compared to how he usually acts

he def gets all flustered and tells you to ignore chat cause they 'don't know what they're talking ab'

Niki's not a very clingy person when in front of other people but on stream he'll put his head on your shoulder (if your on his lap) or he'll let you play with his hair and hold his face in your hands just mindlessly

The main reason he's okay with it on stream is cause he sees all the comments flirting with you and so he'll smirk every time you kiss his head or call him baby

After awhile of being in his content, you'd get flirty comments on insta and shit and he would ALWAYS be the first to be like "that's my gf" with 13 heart eye emojis or he'd fight with the other dudes in the comments

If you lose the 50/50 for a character you wanted on your acc, he'd grind to get it on his acc since you play on his acc most of the time anyway

his genshin acc is practically just a farming ground for all the cute characters he knows you want

100% streamed for like a solid 5 hours trying to get kokomi for you... lost the 50/50 and so he whaled and just bought enough primos to get her

he loves showing you off on stream

And he most definitely loves having you in his content but if you were to get even one hateful comment or gross dm he'd immediately take down everything with you in it

even if you said he didn't need to

He loves you and is in no way going to let you be harassed and insulted online like that

Probably streams an explanation after fans asked ab you in every single stream

"She is NOT coming back till yall stop acting like incels"

and he is VERY srs ab it

doesnt even let you show your face once until he's sure you won't get any insults or anything

would eventually bring you back but would have a very long talk with his fans beforehand ab how they need to be on their best behavior

tldr; he loves you very much, he loves having you in his content, would totes let you take over stream whenever you wanted, would delete all his content and acc's in an instant if you asked him to for any reason, just completely whipped for you and its obvious

@ featki

[cirqosmos]

Hiiiiii!

AHHHHH I'm so ready for all the &team requests to come through!

So my first request is for our beautiful boy K. Can I please request a one-shot kinda vibe where he tries to teach you one of their choreos (whatever your favourite one is) and you struggle a bit but he is so patient with you? Like he reassures you and shows you again. Just a fluffy ending where you are just crazy in love ♡

Thank youuuuuu!

THAT'S MY GIRL ! | KOGA YUDAI (K) &TEAM

warning : a little suggestive ig but it's all fluff lol

wc : 1.2k

author's note : i srsly dunno what to name this oneshot but bc of my 'desperation' to name each oneshot for aesthetic purposes for the masterlist, so yea 🗿

A series of panting left your mouth as you tried to execute the dance part in Firework’s chorus, which was apparently Kei’s part and the choreo he contributed for it. Well, it’s safe to say that the jumping part itself was the hardest to execute as every time you tried to do it, your feet proceeded to betray you by pointing in the other way. Mind you, you haven’t even learn past the jumping part despite flawlessly learning the intro’s choreo.

It feels as if your earlier petty arrogance got in the back of your head, and causing you to eat your own words eventually.

A breath of giggle echoes right through your ear, one that drips in honey, one that you’re very well familiar of. “You can do it, babe.”

“Seriously, how did you even came up with this choreo?” gripping your knees as you panted hard, your heart skipped a thousand thumps against your ribs in a millisecond—threatening to fly out at any moment.

Kei hummed in response, his eyes darting around the space as he leaned against the large mirror. “Just something I think would fit the chorus a lot, plus it screams desperation so I thought why not.”

“Yeah right, so much desperation that I couldn’t even execute this damn jump.”

“I just showed you the execution about maybe.. A thousand times?” His doe eyes pierce right through your soul, holding traces of playfulness.

“Shut up.”

Another audible giggle squeezes it way out of his mouth, a slight smirk with traces of grin adorned his plump lips. “C’mon babe, don’t you think you can do better than this? I’m rooting for you.”

“Stop teasing me.”

“Teasing you is my daily pleasure.”

You scoffed in return, turning your head in the other side with your arms crossed. Your little action itself had Kei shaking his head in amusement, approaching you ever so fast despite the small amount of steps he took, something that you very well know obviously rooted from his humongous height. Damn dude, just what did his parents fed him?

His large palms flattened above your head, ruffling your hair in tender motion as he lowers his head to compensate for his height. “Look at me, love.” You pouted with another inner scoff, audible enough for him to hear. To your surprise, something poke against your cheek and you realise it was his index finger paired with his adorable features contorting in his familiar mischievousness. “Dinner, later. Your reward, if you can get past the choreo I made. Sounds good?”

You narrowed your eyes in suspicion with your mouth protruding in a slight pout, “You sure?”

“Did I ever lie, though?”

“Last time you did, with that goddamn Yuma. Stealing my candy bars.”

“You’ve been eating way too much, that’s for your own good—” you tried to protest but he interrupted you quickly by leaning even closer to your face, his lips pulling up in a growing smirk. “Just listen to me, I’ve never failed to reward you anyways.”

That alone had your ears heating up, his choices of words held a thousand meanings in it yet his expression confirms which exactly he meant. Yet you held the need to question him or whatnot, pulling away in attempts to soothe your rampant heart. “Alright, alright.”

You mentally slap yourself in your imaginary space, that even though you’ve dated Kei for at least six months—his choices of words, the way his doe eyes softened at your appearance, his hands touching you in utmost tender way as if you were such a fragile thing paired with his ungodly vibes—still wreck your mind in numerous ways possible, just like when your eyes first laid on him back then.

“Let’s try again, I’ll show you one more time.” Kei pulls up a supportive grin despite his earlier mischievousness, opting to press the play button for the speaker, in which the nerve-wracking song you’ve heard a thousand times today bled out and consumed the entire dance room in it’s booming retro synth pop.

The impact of his foot landing on the dance floor paired with his fast execution had your mind boggled despite already seeing it for numerous times from the music shows, live performance, and dance practices. The way he pushed himself up with extra detail with those miniscule movements hidden in the edges of his form had you admiring just how dedicated he was in perfecting his craft. It had the deception of zero to no difficulty yet when you perform it yourself, it dawned on you and made you wonder just how many times did Kei practise this in order to show to his teammates and the choreographer.

Such little things had your heartstrings pulled even closer and tighter around his hands.

“Did you got it? You just have to push your foot and spring upwards, like running you know but in the air—” Kei repeated each miniscule section of the choreo in the best way possible, as slow as he can for you to understand. Despite his playfulness and jokes, he never actually pick on your dancing skills nor complain about how many times it had take for you, as if he was truly attentive in what to say and what not to say.

With full-blown determination paired with your fists tightening, the speaker returned back to a few seconds in the song before proceeding with the booming chorus.

“One, two, three—” your feet slided down the floor resulting in a squeak of your rubber shoes as you executed the jump, the vocals of Kei soon followed after Nicholas’ which had your heart churning of what if’s yet you pushed through, ending it with by brushing your hand against your neck and raising it up in the air.

A series of claps emitted after the chorus, turning it down a few volumes down for you to realise it was from Kei who was leaning against the wall with a proud smile on his lips, and his pretty eyes curling in crescents—his dark grey orbs exudes satisfaction and yet infatuation—all for you. “Now that’s my girl.”

‘My girl.’ that particular sentence rang in your mind akin to a church’s booming bell, one that resembles a silent vow engrained in the words—that you are his girl, his one and only. An emergency light rang inside you as a grin threatens to squeezes it was out of your lips, but eventually you gave it up, crossing your arms. “Of course, I do. Now where’s my reward?”

Your eyes softened as it lingered on the way his tender black strands bouncing on top of his fluttering eyelashes, the ever so proud grin never ceases to exists in the corners of his lips as the audible sound of his shoes approached you. Halting his steps after enclosing the distance between the two of you showcases his towering height in a stark contrast of yours, you look up to him with a sentence repeating in a traces of disbelief—the fact that this man was all yours had you melting like a butter at this point.

“Your reward,” His palms met the side of your cheeks, caressing it in a way that had you closing your eyes in order to sense it in your swelling heart. “Can wait later, what if I teach you another choreo?”

Your breath hitched down your throat and your mind immediately processed the information with a manifestation down the veins of your hands, launching midway in the air as you slammed it down his chest—causing him to yelp in slight pain.

“I’m done, look at me, I’m all drenched.” You scoffed, “Learn it by yourself, Koga Yudai! I want my food!”

Kei shakes his head in amusement, following after you by swinging his arms around your shoulder. “Alright, alright. Food is it, gonna treat you so well then.”

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[sorryimananti-romantic]

its quite strange. im seeing you in my dreams. and i dont know whether to dread falling asleep and waking up in a fantasy where we're together or look forward to it. i quite enjoy spending time with you in the land of dreams, where youre just as infatuated with me as i am with you. part of me says the pang of sadness once i wake up and realise its all a trick of my mind, that you'd never feel the same, that ill never be the one you look at with that love gaze, that ill never be her, is worth those small moments of interaction. but it isnt real. itll never be real. why do i hold onto the hope of you and i, when i know perfectly well it will never come true? but... cant a girl dream? but why do i dream of something that is bound to make me yearn and cry and wish for more when i wake? let me have my moments. let me dream... but im hurting myself with these hopes.

aaand the bell rang so i couldnt continue 😞

okok but srsly i dreamt of him last night and idk if i need to get over him b4 this crush of mine goes too far or enjoy the dreams ☹

(for a hot moment this clown (me) thought you were talking about me and i was like:

ignore that ^

assuming you're that green flag dude anon?? or talking about a real dude (if you're not and you're talking about some kpop idol pls take your anti-delulu pills you're welcome) he's appearing in your dreams omgg 😭 (that's bc you're thinking about him too much esp when you're about to sleep)

(also i'm stuggling a lot here the T in me is saying talk to him and you'll hate him bc real non-fictional men ew problem solved) BUT i hope you're interacting with him? it's no use crushing on someone and not doing anything about it that's just making yourself miserable. just talk to him, if you continue to find him attractive after you get to know him a little maybe shoot your shot? if he likes you back, yay! if not, then that's your cue to let it be i guess (or fight for it but this isn't the fanfic world it's different here 😭 whatever feels right ig)

or you could continue to enjoy the dreams as long as you don't forget your anti-delulu pills-- crushing on someone from far away is far less disappointing ig but maybe that's just me and my weird ass self-defence mechanism that doesn't even allow me to crush on someone in peace 😭😭

but i'm here if you want to talk about it more! warning tho i only give realistic practical advice, i don't feed delulus😔

[starplusfourletters]

Random takes on ahsoka eps 2 and 3

so spoilers for the niche crap I care about in eps 2 and 3

once again holding back the plot / character / that's not how the force works rant until i have more perspective BUT IT'S BUILDING UP

i have so many questions about how the FIRST iteration of this apprenticeship got started but noooooo i'm holding it innnnnnnnnnnnnn

good to know "gold leaf on a rock" is all it takes to send me into full mortis art / world between worlds panic mode

When Ahsoka's like "there's simply no way to move this potential bomb out of the hospital" my guy Lothal is 99.99% grassland

Distinct lack of Lothwolves tho. Did Filoni move past his wolf hyperfixation?

[chopper's immediate suggestion being to bomb a city] i missed him so much

If sabine's hair looks anywhere close to good in the next scene after that haircut - oh is2g

dude tho that lightsaber dodge? so so so cool. just no fucks given. Hero

so did Sabine hire a long-term catsitter orrrr look let’s be honest I’m more invested in the cat than sabine. Not to be – wait for it – catty

oh no kaz's dad (? look I'm not going to check) is mean :(

DOUBLING DOWN ON THE GREEN HAIR WE LOVE TO SEE IT (but like srsly how. star wars canonizes DNA and then pulls this shit)

is the show really trying to make the sabine/ezra ship sail like actually? after 4 seasons of rebels being like "dude she's gay"?

Huyang straight up roasting sabine <3 he is my spirit animal

I was fangirling about ahsoka's dojo because if i was a space wizard I'd totally want my dojo to convert into a living room that's rad and then my friend pointed out that that means the place you just stood and fell and sweated on becomes your dining room table and that's... less sexy

Speaking of not sexy these mercenary / dark jedi ships. Boooooo

just have sabine fly and put ahsoka on guns. play to your strengths.

YES SPACE WALK omigod that helmet how does she even get into that

SPACE WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALES

guys I JUST made the connection about the convors in Rebels "Trials of the Darksaber." It has bugged me for 6 years. This is s3; ahsoka's not even confirmed alive let alone IN this ep and this ep is about sabine who's not even connected to ahsoka why are there convorees here? omigod it was FORESHADOWING? alternatively filoni just puts random animals in the background sometimes so he can pretend he knows what he's doing still haven't figured out the symbolic significance of the convorees in TCW "Bound for Rescue" helpful reference if you need it

but three eps in and nary a convor in sight? Did they forget???

[rvspecter]

“So unless you’re looking to cook me breakfast in the morning, I’d say we’re done here,” <- i will never think of this line the same way again. thank u for enhancing my experience of the show

“I’m going to change my clothes and order some Chinese—you know where the door is.” He dismisses her as he turns back around and continues on his way to his bedroom. <- UGH HIS INSOLENCE JESSICA JESSSIIIICCCAAAAA DONT TAKE THIS FROM HIMMM!!!!

There’s a pit in his stomach. A small part of him had hopes she’d quietly taken leave and let him be for the night. He knew this was coming eventually, he only ever gets to act out for so long. Truthfully, Harvey was expecting her to break sooner.  <-omg it's HAPPENING!!!! but omg srsly ME TOO HARVEY

Tonight however, her expression is neutral and almost unreadable, but there is a look in her eyes that Harvey has seen only a few times over their years together. So far it’s never been directed at him. It shatters him when he realises what it is. 

Resentment. <- SHE HAS BUYER'S REMORSE U DIIICCCKK!!!

She’s had virtually no reaction to him since finding out about Mike, and if he was honest with himself, it bothered him. He was acting out because of it, he wanted to get a rise out of her recently. <- UR MAKING THINGS MAKE SENNNSEEE AHHHHHH YESSSS AHHHHH!!!

The second he puffs up, Jessica stands taller.  <- YEAH YEAH!!!

“Get on your knees.” She commands, her tone indicating that she is not taking anything but obedience from him right now.

And of course, Harvey being Harvey, even with the gun to his head he tries to bargain. 

“Jess,” he starts, tone pleading. <- I'M SCREAMING I'M SCREEAAAMIGNGDNSGFDKLGNFLDSGJKLFDJSGKLFJFklsjdkjdhsajksdhjksdhaskjhdlsdh IT'S HAPPENING

Suddenly he feels her hand in his hair, and his head is being pulled back so that he’s now looking in her eyes. She bends down so that she’s a breath away from his face and speaks lowly, her voice predatory. “You have been a pain in my ass for two goddamn months. You’ve been acting like an entitled fucking brat. I’m over it— I told you weeks ago that you needed to learn your goddamn place, and since then you have challenged me at every given opportunity.” 

<- DUDE I FEEL SOOTHED!!!! HEALING IS OCCURING!!! DO U UNDERSTAND!!! WRONGS HAVE BEEN RIGHTED YES JESSICA HE'S A FUCKING ASSHOLE PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE PUT HIM IN HIS PLACEEE1!!!

Harvey says nothing back in response, although he does stare directly into her eyes defiantly <-OMG DEFIANT IS HOW I PICTURE HIM YESSSSS

He does as he’s told, silently and swiftly heads inside to grab a belt. The entire way Harvey cursed himself for being such a pussy. He really didn’t want to do this tonight, but he just couldn’t say no to her. She ran his life. She ran him. So when she says jump, he says how high. <- OHMGMGMGMGMGG YESSSSSS!!!!!

OMG GOMGMGMGMGMGMGDNGKJDHFSHFHASJDHAKDHSAKJDHKASDHKSAHDKSAHDKSAHSDKJAHSDK CRAWLING HE'S CRAWLING

AHHHHH!!!!!!

Harvey then sits back on his heels like a puppy awaiting instruction from his owner. He’s waiting for the usual form of praise he gets after completing the task she’s given him in the past. She says nothing and Harvey fights like hell to keep his expression neutral, trying and failing miserably to hide the disappointment he felt at not being praised.  <- YEAH CAUSE U DON'T DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!! ALSO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The sound makes Jessica giggle. She finds it amusing how pitiful he is. “Such a baby,” Jessica quips quietly underneath her breath, but he heard it—she made sure of that. Harvey whimpers involuntarily again at her words.  <- AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! LIVING FOR JESSICA DEGRADING HIM AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

She watches as he breathes in a sharp breath while tears form in his eyes at his lack of noise production. Holding in the moan literally brought him to tears, and Jessica wasn’t going to let that go. <- LEGIT DYING OF COURSE HE'S WEEPING OF COURSEEE!!!!! also totally vibing with jessica's pov feels so real i love how much of a loser she things he is YES FEELS RIIIGGHHHTTT

“Aw look,” Jessica tuts, lifting her finger to wipe the tear as it falls. “You are” she says matter of factly as she stares at her fingers as she rubs the moisture of his tear between her finger. “Just like a little bitch,” she grits out as she begins to move on top of him, continuing to degrade him further with each move she makes. 

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just as he’s approaching the edge, he loses all stimulation to the area as Jessica gets off of him, leaving him high and dry. <- AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

He’s always good, especially with his mouth, but tonight she didn’t want to boost his already full ego anymore. He’s arrogant enough. <- yes don't jessica do not give him ANYTHING AHHHHH!!!!

“Mediocre,” as a judgement of his performance, and all the pride he felt just two seconds before comes crashing to the ground.  <- MUSIC AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

“Bet she doesn’t even know how much of a little slut you actually are,” Jessica teases. “She doesn’t, does she?” She asks, this time expecting a response, and Harvey ever in tune with her shakes his head no, signifying that Scottie does not in fact know that Jessica can bend him to her will in this way.  <- OMG HER MOCKING HIM AND HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SCOTTIE YESSS AHHHHH!!!!!!

his eyes are wide and kind of sad as he lays there. She snickers at him, he looks hopeless and she lets him know as much. “You look pitiful sitting there with your puppy dog eyes willing yourself not to cum.”  <- IM IN HEAVEN AHHHH AHHHH AHHH AHHHHA HHHHA HHH AHHHHHHHH!!!

So she goes on to tease him, catching the precum dripping from his tip on her finger. "Aw, look how wet you are." <- AHHHHWEIDLHISADFJLIAEORUW3EGHJDIOWJKNDFOELWM2DJISCXODSEWJKDSJKDSJDSJKKJDSOSDOADSOPASWDIJWASJKASWHJKSDAJHKDSHJKDSJKSJKDKJSAJKNASJKNASJKNAJHBHAJBAjkhjklszdcxfclgkjiuewgh2quiosdjckfmlr;ew,dkmslcxfjdnsdnxmcskawmcdjxkishwsjk

“I’m bored,” she says,  <- MUSIC!!!!!!

“You’re a fucking pussy,” she shrugs as if she was talking about the weather. “That’s what it really boils down to— just you being a pussy,” Jessica says very matter of factly before taking a breath and continuing. “‘Cause if you weren’t pussy? You’d have quit, or made a move to take power. That’s the difference between you and Daniel, and even you and me. I had the balls to take my firm, he had the balls to rob his—but you? You’re just a whiny little baby who isn’t getting his way so he’s throwing a tantrum.” She speaks into the air in front of her, not even looking at him. “It’s why I didn’t put your name up there,” she adds, this time looking down into his eyes, knowing it’ll cut. “Because you’re simply just too much of a pussy.” 

DUDE YESSS AHHHHHHHH!!!!! also this is fitting INTO canon like it fits and canon is not being disturbed AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! also this makes everything that happens on this show with him openly crying while telling her he's gonna betray her ALL THAT MORE DELICIOUS

But not before she makes him apologise on his knees. <- im so happy for jessica. like she deserves all of this

By the time she’s done reheating the food, he’s dressed and carrying his duvet from his bedroom to bring to the couch. He then opened Netflix so they could pick a movie to watch while they ate.  <- AHHH THIS IS TOO CUTE AHHHHHHHH!!!!

Harvey laid on his back between Jessica’s legs, coming to rest his head on her torso as she fed him dumplings and spring rolls between little kisses and giggles, like a happy domestic couple. <- AHHHH!!!IEJWIledjrfhgurej3iekdfje

AHHHH!!!!

Here’s your breakfast, pussy  <- the number of times she calls him pathetic and pussy AHHHH

DUDE THANK U FOR THIS AHHHHHHH CAN U PLZ MAKE MORE PZLPZLZPLPZLPLSZPXKPOVJGHFEWDIUOJSDFLJ AHHHHH HSHSKSHAKHDKJ

NEW FIC!! NEW FIC!!!

@rvspecter here u go bby 🫶🏽

[yulin-pop]

Okokok for the remaining of my data will be asking u sum question and your opinions on them to keep my sanity at bay, what do you think about Silver getting old and Lilia still staying the same?! I found it on tiktok when i finally got my data, it was a video about silver and lilia holding hands when silver was a little bb and when silver grows old lilia doesn't LIKE SILVER WAS OLD IN THE END OF THE VIDEO LIKE 70-80?? AND WAS DYING DUDE LIKE WHY I DID NOT WANT TO SEE THAT FIRST THING IN THE MORNING?! I WAS CRYING SINCE I REMEMBER SENDING SOMEONE A REQUEST ABOUT SILVER X FAE S/O A SCENERIO ABOUT SILVER PROPOSING TO FAE S/O, GETTING MARRIED AND SILVER GETTING OLD AND SAYING TO FAE S/O “ Thank you for always being with me.. I'm afraid I will have to go soon... Let's meet in the afterlife? I'm getting tired I wanna go to sleep..”

I srsly want this in another time when you get some rest since u been working hard Lin <3 I'll just rq it again next time lol

⤷ ✧ One before the other

- order 13 | Scenario | Silver

Gender neutral

Request for @mikkies !! Welcome back I missed you a lot! <3 I usually don’t post twice in the same day but I wanted to welcome you back. I added a bit of a twist. Also I’m not the best at angst if you can’t tell

Warning: Angst, hinted su¡c¡de

You’re not sure when but you felt completely isolated from everyone else. Not even because of being a fae. But your appearance. You were intimidating. Striking fear into any child that so much as looks at your face. Your horns were raggedy and chipped, your eyes had a glint that said nothing good to everyone.

No one wanted to hold a conversation with you. And, when they did, they always tried to hide their disgust and fear. You felt completely alienated from everyone.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry for looking like this. I’m sorry for making you cry. I didn’t mean to.

You were so close to just tearing off those damn horns that put fear into so many people.

“You’re beautiful. Your horns and your eyes.”

Something you haven’t heard since never. But it wasn’t another fae that said this. It was a human.

He was the embodiment of grace. When your eyes met with him, he didn’t even flinch. He just came closer and strokes your back.

“You’re still a person. There’s always more to than what one see.”

He wasn’t scared, he fearlessly approached you and comforted you.

The best moment of your life was when he said yes. It didn’t feel real, but it was. The feeling of your lips against his was real. His love for you is true.

He would always say, “You don’t have to hug me like that, I’m not going anywhere.”

He always said that. It was funny then, but you can’t take hearing that ever again.

The differences between human and fae are far too great. Their history to their life spans. It always runs short.

But it has to be a little bit longer. There has to be a way.

You were willing to risk your own to extend his.

Just stay with me, I’m willing to do anything.

“Silver! I know a way! I just need—“ He touched your hand and you went silent. He lightly brushed his fingers against the back of your hand.

“Please, don’t.” He quietly said. You lost all your words. “You look as beautiful as ever…”

You mournfully looked at him. He was beautiful. Even now. This can’t be the last moment. His silver hair was still the same as back then.

“Silver, please… Please don’t go! I’ll do anything!” You grabbed his wrist with both of your hands and pleaded.

“Thank you for always being with me.. I'm afraid I will have to go soon...” He smiled, you brought his hand to your forehead, “Let's meet in the afterlife? I'm getting tired I wanna go to sleep..”

“N-No… Silver!” His eyes closed as your vision blurred and everything went cold.

Droplets fell onto his hand and you sat there on your knees. What will you do now?

There’s nothing left anymore.

“I’ll join you soon… I promise.”

[matan4il]

I've been a silent fan of you and your metas/opinions/AO3 for quite some time (but with a different blog) and I just.. wanted you to know how happy and excited I get everytime your notifications pop up for me. Like, srsly.. after every 911 ep I keep updating my tumblr just waiting for you to show up. Everything you write is an absolute masterpiece!! Many Kudos to you!! And thank you for.. everything!! sz

Hi Lou! This is just absolutely so sweet, just know, I am giving you the biggest possible CUDDLES! And you like my fics on AO3 too? I am honestly bawling. I haven't had the possibility to write in a while, so I'm delighted to know that the fics I have completed and shared still matter to people. THANK YOU! You're honestly too kind, but I'm so very grateful for this kindness, I wish I could do something to make you as happy as you did me! I hope that I can continue to share things you enjoy! Sending tons of love your way! xoxox

And I hope it's okay to add this equally lovely ask here -

heyy :) just wanted to thank you for your weekly buddie meta on the new episodes! since my country has only released the first 3 episodes of season 5 (episode 4 will be released tomorrow) i am way behind lol but i don't care for spoilers (the first scene of 9-1-1 i ever watched was eddie getting shot xD which lead to me spending around 10 months thinking the dude had actually died and because of this refusing to get into the show, imagine my surprise when i found out he had survived) anyhow, your meta is to me basically a short little summary of all the most important stuff that happened in the episode, so thanks for that! besides that i also get some quality meta of course which is also very much appreciated <3

Awwwww, hi lovely Nonnie! I am SO happy that I can help you! *HUGS BIG* I don't know if you might be interested in watching the eps online? I know it can be nerve-wrecking to wait that long for new ones. And I'm so happy my posts can offer both a kind of summary, at least for the Buddie content, as well as offer some insight. It's just so kind of you to let me know that what I do helps you, and I am sending lots of love your way! xoxox

I hope you both know such lovely feedback and support makes a difference, every single message I get is one that I treasure and hold close to my heart. It’s the reason I came back to do the s5 meta and am continuing it every week, so know that your words matter! <3333

(I got an influx of asks, I WILL answer all of them, but it might take a sec. If anyone wants to check whether I've already answered theirs or to read my replies, here's my ask tag. Thank you! xoxox)

[theres-an-impulstor-among-us]

(I still cannot stop having Among Us ideas I'm so sorry -)

Sheriff vs Impostor duel: Everybody knows that a pair (I'm thinking Brody and Skizz for some reason but it could be whoever) are the Sheriff and the Impostor respectively, but nobody knows which is which. Both of them agree to stop the pointless arguing and resolve it using the only method they have left: luck, skill, and the question of who is the quickest draw....

Shade stop reading my mind challenge (/lh) srsly this is essentially how i was gonna end that imposter Skizz/sheriff Impy one until i had that other idea :O

...

The sound of the report button going off signifies the start of the meeting, but before anyone else can get a chance to speak, two voices explode at once.

“No, don’t say it, Brody!” Skizz yells. “Don’t you dare say it!”

Brody plants both hands firmly on the table. “Say what?! How you just killed Endless in front of me?!”

“I knew this would look bad! I’m the sheriff, dude! I killed him because he was an imposter!”

“No, I’M the sheriff and I was about to kill you when you just butchered Endless right there!”

Skizz jabs his finger at Brody. “You can’t prove that!”

“Whoa, whoa, guys!” yelps Tango. “Time out, time out! What happened?”

“What happened is-!” Brody starts.

“No, okay, look!” Skizz raises his voice to interrupt Brody. “I killed Endless, okay! I’ll admit that! But guys, listen to me: I’m the sheriff, regardless of whatever Brody tells you. I killed Endless because he had sus on him last round and I’m not dead, so he was clearly one.”

“Uh huh, nice story,” says Brody. “Everybody, this is what a liar looks like.” He points at Skizz. “I’m the sheriff, not him. And since Skizz has just admitted to killing Endless, that means he’s the imposter. Vote him off.”

“Okay, but listen. Listen to me.” Skizz clears his throat. “Brody is the only one here, apart from maybe Etho, who’s gutsy enough to claim to be the sheriff when he’s imposter and he’s not 100% sure that the sheriff is dead.”

“Yeah, but you could also just be enough of a dumbass to claim sheriff without thinking it through properly,” points out Joker.

Skizz shoots him a scowl. “Not helping.”

“Etho, what’s your feeling on this?” Tango asks his friend.

Etho, who has been listening silently to this, gives a helpless shrug. “I have no idea what’s happening right now. I’m struggling to follow what they’re saying.”

“Well then, we’re at an impasse,” Brody says, “cuz there’s no way to prove which of us is the imposter and which is the sheriff.”

“What about a quick draw duel?” Impulse suggests suddenly.

Brody and Skizz turn to him with almost identical frowns. “Why is that a good idea?” the former asks.

“Cuz we’re not resolving anything like this. There’s literally no way to tell which one of you is the imposter, so we may as well make it interesting. Right?”

“I like it,” says Tango unexpectedly. “Both of you at ten paces, guns at your sides. Only one of you makes it out alive.”

Brody glances at Etho. “Are you on board with this?”

As Etho hesitates, Skizz indignantly speaks up: “This isn’t fair! Brody’s way better with a gun than me!”

“You wanna be voted out right here or would you rather have a chance to win?” Tango shoots back.

After a moment, Skizz huffs. “Okay, fine. If this is the best way to resolve this.”

“I want to know if Etho is on board with this,” Brody repeats.

Etho hesitates again before speaking: “Honestly, I’d rather just vote one of them off, but I’m not sure who to believe. So… yes. Let’s do it. Outside the office.”

After skipping their votes, the group makes their way outside to the spot near the lava pit, close enough to it for the heat from the lava to be felt on their faces.

Taking up a position near the large rock, Brody lowers himself into a slight crouch, his right arm back, fingers almost but not quite touching the handle of his gun.

Skizz stands a good distance away and mimics his stance, keeping his eyes fixed on Brody. His hand is trembling with nerves and anticipation.

But Brody is completely still, his hard stare trained on Skizz.

Neither person dares to move, torn between the desire to live and the knowledge that whoever shoots first will be seen as suspicious.

After several seconds, Skizz dares to shoot a brief look at Impulse, who’s watching him nervously. He wants to win for Impulse.

Brody very briefly exchanges a glance with Etho. He knows he has to live if he wants to win this game.

Five seconds pass.

Ten more.

Half a minute.

Then a hand moves.

BANG!

A gun clatters to the floor.

Brody curses as he drops to his knees, hand clamped over the bloody wound in his chest. Etho appears at his side but Brody waves his helping hands away.

“GG,” he rasps at Skizz, who’s holding his smoking gun in both hands, staring at Brody with an expression that’s not quite despair but not quite triumph either. “I w-waited too long.”

“I… I’m sorry,” is all Skizz can think of to say.

Brody just weakly shakes his head and flops against Etho, who gently lowers him to the ground. But by the time Brody’s head touches the floor, he’s already gone.

Etho immediately hits the report button, which utilises the normal game mechanics and teleports everybody back to the meeting table. All eyes are fixed on Skizz, who’s staring down at the meeting table.

“So that solved absolutely nothing,” Joker remarks. “What now?”

“Now, we just keep an eye on Skizzle and continue with the round,” replies Etho. “Nothing much else we can do.”

Joker glances from Skizz to Etho. “Well, we COULD just vote Skizz out to make SURE we got at least one.”

“Oh come on!” Skizz snaps. “You make me go through THAT hell just to vote me off anyway?!”

“No, we can’t do that,” Etho says. “That’s not fair on Skizz, regardless of his role. But I would just like to state for the record that after that whole duel, I believe he IS the imposter.”

Tango raises his eyebrow. “Really? I concluded the exact opposite. And I know him better than you, so…”

“I respect that, but I know how you guys play this game, and Brody would not have hesitated if he was the imposter.”

“Neither would Skizz,” argues Tango. “Listen, Etho, you’re not always right. You think your logic is inarguable but I know Skizz. That wasn’t a Skizz move back there.”

“Can you guys stop discussing me like I’m a little kid at a parent-teacher conference?” Skizz demands. “Although, I do appreciate you sticking up for me, Tango.”

“It doesn’t matter anyway,” says Etho. “We’re skipping.”

After the meeting, Skizz approaches Impulse, who hasn’t said anything since before the duel. “Do you believe that I’m sheriff now?” he asks.

Impulse nods. “Actually, I do. Can I trust you with my suspicions?”

“Of course, homie.”

“Okay, okay. So… I think the other imposter is Joker. I dunno why; just a gut feeling. Keep an eye on him for me, will you?”

Skizz nods. “Of course, buddy. Better steer clear of him, though.”

“I will.” Impulse gives his best friend a smile. “See you later.”

“Yeah, see you. Be careful.” Skizz watches Impulse head into the main building, his head buzzing with thoughts.

So Impulse suspects Joker, does he?

Skizz now knows who his next target is.

[coinofstone]

5x12 The Diamond of the Day pt 1

Final two episodes! Big finale! Why am I making myself cry in the middle of the afternoon! Both eps in this post.

I do love that they made Arthur a sore loser

Enter treacherous white woman #2. Srsly it was lazy writing when they did it for Mordred, it's worse now with Gwaine.

I do love the actual Round Table war room discussion but a) why isn't Merlin seated at the round table and b) why does Leon have so much goddamn faith in Camelot's walls? Like??? You literally said the same thing last year and yet Camelot *did* fall when Agravaine brought an army through the tunnels!

Poor Aithusa. Kid's had a rough life.

I do love Arthur responding to Merlin presenting him with all his supplies ready - which he prepared without his magic mind you - with suspicion 😂

But then he calls Merlin a coward and it's sad

Katie has such a great voice. That entire thing in the cave from her taunting to her laughter to the spell, it just just beautifully played.

Whole ass battle to prepare for and Arthur is just walking around moping cuz Merlin isn't there

So, Merlin's father-vision telling him he's magic itself and he just needs to believe in himself to get his magic going again, does this mean he *didn't* need to go to the cave to get it back? Cuz it seems like he needed to recharge in the cave itself, his injuries were healed when he woke up. That seems like magic cave stuff to me.

Also that "always have been and always will be" - I'm taking to mean 'always have been' in the sense that since he's 'magic itself' even before he was born, his magic existed in other, intangible forms, like we are all stardust etc. But now that he is, he will always be, aka he will not die.

Arthur waking up with his wife in his arms and Merlin's name on his lips, jumping out of bed to act on dream-info.

Balinor telling Merlin to trust in what will be.... like bitch that is literally not how this ends.

5x13 The Diamond of the day pt 2

You know that gif of the cat knocking everything off the table? That's literally Merlin shooting lightning at everyone from his perch on the ridge.

I have a lot of snarky things to say about Merlin coming out of the cave in full Dragoon gear and riding a horse instead of teleporting like the other witches but I'ma keep that to myself.

Mordred is a bitch and Aithusa has terrible aim. At least Aithusa's loyalty to Morgana makes sense.

Arthur said oh shit I'm magic - oh wait no it's that old man again

He also straight up "No! Bad dragon!"-ed Aithusa

Y'know, for all I've watched this episode and screamed about Arthur's death, I don't think I've ever focused on the exact moment he gets stabbed before.

Mordred catches him from behind and he meets it, no fault there. But as soon as he realizes his assailant is the knight who turned on him and joined Morgana, what does he do? HE LOWERS HIS FUCKING SWORD

He leaves himself wide fucking open and vulnerable and Mordred seizes the opportunity. I understand wanting the moment of recognition for Arthur, but on what planet is a trained warrior going to drop his sword mid-attack because he recognizes his attacker as a dude who only just recently decided to forsake him? It's soooooo dumb

There was a whole sequence a few episodes back where Mordred and Arthur are sparring, the point of it was to show that Mordred has become a skilled swordsman. So what exactly was the point in having Mordred run Arthur through as soon as Arthur idiotically lets his guard down? This should've been a meticulously choreographed sword fight, with Mordred getting the upper hand and sticking Arthur properly. Not this nonsense. Look at Arthur's FACE! Oh, Mordred... 👉👈 do you maybe wanna be friends again- STAB ... guess not

Uther's been rolling in his grave but he's taking an extra tumble watching Arthur forget all his skills and training in that moment.

I do appreciate Arthur getting Mordred back though. Like that moment of merciless anger followed by the hurt and regret playing on Arthur's face, warring with surety and responsibility. It was good.

I've rewatched the big confession scene about 16 times just now.

I don't quite understand why Merlin took Arthur to the woods to begin with. Instead of bringing him to the med tent in the battlefield or back to Camelot. What was the reason?

Merlin saying it feels strange (to use magic freely in front of Arthur) and him just going 'yeah' completely deadpan makes me laugh every time.

I really feel like Arthur's head should be elevated at a further incline if he's going to be fed.

Gaius refusing to outright expose Merlin as the sorcerer but nonetheless letting Gwen figure it out on her own warms my heart.

My God Arthur is sitting there dying, feeling betrayed about his best friend 'lying' to him, and still he can't stop himself from looking at Merlin's mouth.

Percival summoned MUSCLE POWER

Hey um random but why does Gwaine even know where Merlin and Arthur are headed? Why would Gaius tell him?

Arthur looks at Merlin so lovingly after he's killed Morgana 😭😭

And now he's literally grabbing at the man's hand 😭 "just hold me, please"

That's gotta be the gayest death scene in television history. If you can watch that without thinking Arthur puts his hand on the back of Merlin's head because some part of him wants to bring him down for a kiss, or that "just hold me, please" is in any way shape or form a 'bros' thing, and certainly not at all an intentional mirror/callback to Isolde dying in Tristan's arms, then I'm afraid you are what we professionals refer to as a dumb-as-nails fucknugget, more commonly phrased as 'willfully ignorant'.

"All that you have dreamt of building has come to pass" yeah except for the whole, y'know, magic still being illegal thing.

I've said this before, but, while I'm sure there was a determined intention to have Arthur die in his armor, probably in some kind of attempt to make sure the audience knows he's died a warrior's death, I *really* think it was kinda stupid that Merlin never removed it, despite Arthur being weak, despite the fact that there was something like five days between him getting stabbed and him actually dying, despite that for the duration of that time they were traveling or hiding out. Merlin managed to produce a cloak to put on Arthur, why did he need the full armor on that whole time? Like even if they left the chainmail on, those plates on his shoulder were just getting in the way, and it looked quite uncomfortable.

Also not for nothing but Lancelot got like, every flower in the forest surrounding lush verdant greens in his death boat, Arthur gets a bunch of sticks.

It suddenly occurs to me, watching this now, that the reason Leon/Percival is such a common side pairing in Merthur fics, is because these two motherfuckers are the only original Knights of the Round Table to survive the series. 🤦‍♀️ I dunno how I failed to notice that before now. My stupidity amazes me.

I'm *really* glad they decided to do this scene with Gwen wearing the Pendragon red dress instead of the black mourning dress. Yes she looks fabulous in it but it's more the symbolism than the 'reality' - with Gwen wearing her house's colors it represents a continuation rather than a finality. Camelot will go on, Gwen will undoubtedly end the war on magic and with Morgana dead (and frankly, I think by now she already brought about the death of all the angry incel type rulers in Albion) there stands to reason her reign will begin with a period of peace, possibly longer than Arthur's. We kind of have to assume that the 'time the poets speak of' is, inevitably, Gwen's reign - which only came about through Arthur's death. It's a little bit toooo subtle in my opinion, but at the same time, I understand the need for the focus on Merlin and Arthur - after all, this show was their journey - not leaving much time to focus on Gwen and Camelot in the aftermath of Arthur's death.

I will just say, the first time I watched this that fucking truck scared the ever living shit out of me. I also just immediately, viscerally hated that scene and declared it invalid - but I think it was because the truck made me jump out of my skin. It has since grown on me, particularly once I started reading 'Arthur Returns' fic.

Everything beyond this point is post-series spec and headcanon, so if that's not your jam you can exit safe in the knowledge that as usual, if there's anything worth commenting on in the S5 extras, I will create a separate post!

For those interested, my go-to post-series fic is We Begin Again by katherynefromphilly I fully headcanon this series as the continuation of the series.

I have a lot of thoughts about Gwen and Merlin post-Camlann.

For one, poor fucking Gwen. She's lost her father, her brother, and her husband, all by what, age 30? That's rough. And who knows what happened to her mom, that was pre-series and I don't think it was ever mentioned.

Merlin, dear god poor Merlin. First of all, I just wanna say straight off that my instinctive headcanon about Merlin was that he never returned to Camelot. I couldn't really say why exactly. I just don't think he could stand being there after Arthur's death. But practically speaking, Merlin's still got Aithusa to deal with, that dragon needs some godsdamned house training asap. He's still the last Dragonlord, it's reasonable to assume he'd immediately take that on considering Aithusa is partially responsible for Arthur's death (the sword Mordred killed Arthur with, only succeeded in killing Arthur because it had been forged in Aithusa's fire-breath) so he's either going to attempt to train the bad behaviors out of Aithusa, or...well...

The only thing is, I do not believe Merlin would abandon Gwen, or Gaius. So my hc is inherently flawed. I do think Merlin probably spend a couple months with his mum, and I do think he ultimately settled near lake Avalon waiting for Arthur's return.

But I do wonder, what must their relationship have been like? Gwen, surely, would've sought his guidance in establishing laws governing the use of magic. And surely, peace cannot last indefinitely, so Merlin absolutely would've defended Camelot and protected Gwen. There's just no way he could've completely turned his back on them, but I doubt he could bear living in Camelot. And Gwen is both strong and practical enough to get on without him there 24/7, even though I'm sure she'd miss him.

I also think she would've found love again. Whether with Leon, as many people hc, or someone else not in the series.

ANYWAY.

Thanks to everyone who came on this journey with me. I will post comments on the extras if I have anything worth saying - and I think I'll do a master post linking all these episode posts after I clean them up once I get time to sit at a computer and do so. Until then! 💙💚

(Gif source) (h/t @shut-up-merlin)

[baekhvuns]

Wait your answer wasn't late bestie. I'm sure I sent it like 3 hours before you replied, hahahah, so no worries. I'm late though 😅

People need to stop saying that shit about 2nd/3rd gen groups. I saw that Chen is having a comeback, maybe once most of them do solo stuff and deal with the army there'll be a full group cb too or at least some type of a get-together. <3

Key was holding weapons in his Bad Love promo shoots, but he was also serving looks akhdiaydushsjsI guess he can protect us from aliens maybe? Bodyguard Minho era 👀 and yeah Taemin gets to live a pretty normal life, so maybe that's good for him, but still...

Omg yeah you're right it's about the quality too. That Taekai shoot 🤗

4th slide I need Ateez to pull devil horns, come on. All the concept photos from XH are so fun, the hairstyles 🤩 Hongjoong would pull this off so so well

I was surprised, but 7/11 in SK expanded their vegan line, like kimbap with fake tuna omg!!! among other things. One of my friends said late 2021 to now is peak vegan experience in Seoul, so I cannot wait. She sent me 4 types of vegan mandu a few months ago and they were delicious.

First time I had vegan nuggets at McDonald's in Holland a few years ago I was convinced they gave me the meaty ones and felt so uncomfortable 😭

Like I said I can't and won't stop your Shitstar urges 😭 some people might feel unsatisfied, but if you can pretend you're writing for Hwa while writing for Yunho, maybe they can imagine someone else instead of Hwa. Been there, done that with some people/characters 🤭

Ohhhh, elaborate on your Y/N moment? Sorry for ruining it, bestie I brought you back to the real world 😅

Yeah the free footie pics are not it :/// footwork yes, foot pics is a no no

Sad ending... I just want them to be together ok even if shit is sad 😢

When I talk to Seonghwa I do look him in the eye and try to embarrass him so we're even. But I can't believe we held hands it feels like such a distant memory like how did that happen?!

"i need this man in me right now, i wish u heard the way i said that just now jkf" bestie what are you saying I started choking while working lmaoooo

That shot of Seonghwa drinking from the Teezerverse video reminds me of that all black vampire situation when he was drinking as well 😳

I know these semi-transparent masks work for people who need to read your lips, but they look so creeeeepy. Imagine seeing these two dudes in nice suits, but they're wearing creepy masks 🙈

This but Seonghwa is forbidden (banned, illegal)

Why is this so funny to me - DV 💖

hi helloo!!

Wait your answer wasn't late bestie. I'm sure I sent it like 3 hours before you replied, hahahah, so no worries. I'm late though 😅

OH IT WASNT??? i sometimes answer so late this one slipped out of my mind bjfbjdj

People need to stop saying that shit about 2nd/3rd gen groups. I saw that Chen is having a comeback, maybe once most of them do solo stuff and deal with the army there'll be a full group cb too or at least some type of a get-together. <3

no srsly,, like waking up and seeing "xyz disbanded" and u just lost a lifeline????? HELL. im oNLY HOPING THEY DO MAYBE SEKAI GO A LITTLE LATER INTO NEXT YEAR AND WE GET A CB WITH BAEK,, chen doing a solo he looking os fine but he;s also doing a face 2 face fanmeet and those sk fans are...nasty towards him 😭😭

Key was holding weapons in his Bad Love promo shoots, but he was also serving looks akhdiaydushsjsI guess he can protect us from aliens maybe? Bodyguard Minho era 👀 and yeah Taemin gets to live a pretty normal life, so maybe that's good for him, but still...

LMFAOOOO don't u think he'd sacrifice minho in a battle with aliens,, hoping key cosplays as some insane complex character this year,,, MINHO BODYGUARD ERA????? but the yn gotta be like key BDFJJK ENEMIES TO ENEMIES 😭😭😭😭😭 saw taemin trending today and it was just everyone crying over the fact his enlistment is longer 😭😭😭

Omg yeah you're right it's about the quality too. That Taekai shoot 🤗

exactly!!! the qualoty of kai's shoots and the themes,, NEED ONE FOR HWA RIGHT NOW,,, that taekaikrystal shoot too bestie oHO THE VISUALS they were sm's triple h

4th slide I need Ateez to pull devil horns, come on. All the concept photos from XH are so fun, the hairstyles 🤩 Hongjoong would pull this off so so well

THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED AT THE HAIR STOP???? STOP KPOP NEEDS TO DO THIS MORE!!!!!!!!!! ateez need to fuck their pirate core for one cb and give us demon core,,, full on like that hairstyle like suho in obsession, the crazy dark makeup, pls do dark begging... HONGJOONG ABSOLUTELY WOULD DEVOUR IT

I was surprised, but 7/11 in SK expanded their vegan line, like kimbap with fake tuna omg!!! among other things. One of my friends said late 2021 to now is peak vegan experience in Seoul, so I cannot wait. She sent me 4 types of vegan mandu a few months ago and they were delicious.

omg???? FAKE TUNA??? YO IM INVESTED ITS SO HARD TO FIND REPLACEMENT ESP IN EAST ASIAN FOOD,, WE LOVE THIS 😭😭😭 omgg stOP NEED THESE RECIPES RIGHT NOW,,,, omg also if u happen to be at toronto's ktown there's a restaurant that sells vegan/vegetarian mandu's and they put tofu in it instead of meat and its absolutely divine

First time I had vegan nuggets at McDonald's in Holland a few years ago I was convinced they gave me the meaty ones and felt so uncomfortable 😭

THEY HAVE VEGAN NUGGETS IN HOLLAND???? WHAT THE FUCK NOW THIS IS NEWS BC DAMN SO GLAD THE WORLDS HAVING REPLACEMENTS BC IT BE SO HARD TO EAT ANYTHING OUTSIDE UR OWN CIRCLE 😭😭 LMFAOOOO BESTIE DSHBJ I BET THEY WERE MEAT AFTER ALL 😭😭😭

Like I said I can't and won't stop your Shitstar urges 😭 some people might feel unsatisfied, but if you can pretend you're writing for Hwa while writing for Yunho, maybe they can imagine someone else instead of Hwa. Been there, done that with some people/characters 🤭

i honestly do not care atp bc i wanna do what's got me excited to write something,,, after this yunho fic im going back to hwa for a while bc i can't seem to finish a fic and it'll only make ppl yearn to want more 😭😭

Ohhhh, elaborate on your Y/N moment? Sorry for ruining it, bestie I brought you back to the real world 😅

...so very well pls have a seat bc i had two <3 my dad has this uni friend of his who's son is my age and apparel we were the only kids to ve at this adult-only party it was,, just as u imagined intense tension but then nothing ever happened bc i KNOW MY ROOTS BELONGG TO SHINESTARISM

second one is that! do u know the actor alain delon??? someone in my class is a direct replica of him just longer hair and the way i choked when that person entered in the class ≤3

Yeah the free footie pics are not it :/// footwork yes, foot pics is a no no //// Sad ending... I just want them to be together ok even if shit is sad 😢

i agree bc some of them have weird shapes and i do not want to LOOK. JHDVLHCBCV maybe two endings!

When I talk to Seonghwa I do look him in the eye and try to embarrass him so we're even. But I can't believe we held hands it feels like such a distant memory like how did that happen?!

JHCAWHGDJHCGCK DOES HE GET EMBARRASSED,,, i rmr when u said u held his hands and they were so soft, why would u bring that up again doU u expect me to go on with my DAY LIKE THIS FHEFL

"i need this man in me right now, i wish u heard the way i said that just now jkf" bestie what are you saying I started choking while working lmaoooo

That shot of Seonghwa drinking from the Teezerverse video reminds me of that all black vampire situation when he was drinking as well 😳

UR DONE, UR DONE DONE DONE DONE !!!!

I know these semi-transparent masks work for people who need to read your lips, but they look so creeeeepy. Imagine seeing these two dudes in nice suits, but they're wearing creepy masks 🙈

nO THEY DO! its so trippy to even look at that bc ur you'd just be looking at their lips and im not complaining bc hwa's lips >>>> HFBKFBFVB

This but Seonghwa is forbidden (banned, illegal)

LMFAOOOO?? NO BC, THIS WAS SO FUNNY??? HOW U BANNING A WHOLE PROFILE PICTURE

Why is this so funny to me - DV 💖

omggg thay heart is so thICK,, IS THAT FOR SKZ???

2/2 Not me forgetting to answer everything again lmaooo. Anyways, that BTS quiz was a set up, not only I didn't remember most of the songs on the list I also got my uber driver as the result????

*pikachu shocked face* ur uber driver???? WHAT a COINCIDENCE HUH u mean this one??? or this one????

Here's one for you - again, knew almost none of these, but I got anger issues <3

.... BDFJ CHFH I FOUND ANOTHER ONE,,, felt vv called out

Bestie idk shit about the latest comebacks tbh, it's so hard for me to listen to anything new and I still have so many past cbs to catch up with. I heard Nxde and the whole album, I quite like the title, because Carmen reference <3 but it's like After Like, I'm not sure if I like those songs on their own or because of the samples, hmmm. I also like the b-side called X-File, overall the album is okay, but kinda forgettable. Their previous one though 🔥 //// Only heard Antifragile in passing, so I don't remember much and haven't heard Kep1er, but I don't really like their two other titles tbh. And I'm meh about Itzy's English track, it's slightly better than Sneakers, but...still not it. What about you?

OOOO I AGREE i like the drop of nxde! anti-fragile bestie that's a cunty song,,, miss yunjin and miss chaewon are ult cunts and iM LIVING IT but i hate the "lovey lovey lovey dovery dovey dovey" the voice just ruins it for me,,,, its def better than sneakers! loved the chorus and the "i dont wanna fall for boys like u" reminded me of bbhwa <3 but the lyrics were a little whomp whompy

Model Hwa is real...

KAYQ PLS HEAR US OUT PLS I NEED THIS MAN AT PARIS FASHION WEEKS, MET GALAS WE NEED HIM THERE I JUST KNOW HES GONNA SLAY PLS BEGGING,,, that's exactly model hwa in that au,, what a sorcery everything is coming true, if he gets in with ysl im convinced im some magician <3

Ekhem - DV 💖

BEHIND BARS RIGHT NOW

anon..

[greatrunner]

I watched the first episode of Cinemax's (HBO Max)'s Warrior, and I don't think I'll be watching the rest of the series (atm). It comes off like some edgy 2010s hot mess straight outta the SpikeTV era (so I'm not at all that surprised it was cancelled prior to being renewed by HBO Max). Or worse, AMC's Into the Badlands (still fucking angry about that show).

(Like, srsly, don't try so hard hon, you might pull something.) The only thing that set it apart from a SpikeTV show was the (fight) choreography, which was pretty decent for fights that barely got started or were over in seconds. I bet it gets better as the show goes on, but, holy shit, a lot of the characters and their dialog is just fucking obnoxious (like, shove 'em in a locker obnoxious).

(And sometimes I feel like these period pieces are excuses for white writers to fling around slurs with a blank check.)

I was rolling my eyes at the fact that it couldn't be arsed to have its characters speaking Cantonese for prolonged periods (outside of certain situations with white characters). It went through the trouble of using a sound effect and 360 shot to imply "they're really speaking Cantonese", but spoke English for the (non-subtitle) audience like it was being magically translated by some translator app out of Star Wars.

In most cases, I wouldn't even pay this any attention, but the fact that the show draws attention to it in a "oh, wow, they speak (perfect) English" way (via antagonists), on top of calling out the fact that protagonist had a American (white) grandparent, was kinda hair-on-back-of-neck raising in the same way Crazy Rich Asians used Brit-Asians to accentuate their wealth and desirability for the audience.

I don't wanna call it Cinemax/HBO centering whiteness, considering who its producers are (Bruce Lee's family/estate and Justin Lin), but it probably is. (Like, who or what are you aiming for with these creative choices?)

I wasn't expecting any (major) Black characters to show up, but if any do, it'll probably make or break whether I re-watch it. That one shot of a Black dude holding white folks bags, in a show with a copious amount of racist white folks with speaking lines, actually made me grit my teeth. (Obviously, it was supposed to, but damn, leave us outta it if we don't have any significance to the plot beyond fodder, fam.)

It also doesn't help the show actually used the "downtrodden post-civil war confederate" character as one of their leads. Like, I know western film and TV has a boner for the confederacy they like to stroke, but come the fuck on, guys.

I liked that they subverted the (missing) sister-in-distress trope (that I guess was super common in Bruce Lee stuff, or just Enter the Dragon), but even that got ruined with the reveal that she was someone else's errand girl/henchman, and not an actual leader or anything.

(My "avoid getting salty about MK2021" plan is not working out. Joe Taslim has popped up in almost everything I've watched so far.)

[shineethinks]

Hi mommy! I love love coming to your blog! I'm always left with a huge smile & i thank you so much!! I recently went to the pet store and adopted a ferret, he's so cute! & i was wondering if you can do shinee @ the pet store? Or if its already been done?

hi baby! you are so cute and i bet your new ferret is adorable~

onew:

eating a bag of cheetos and watching the fish v raptly (jong: you know that they don’t have eyelids if you’re trying to do a staring contest / onew: that’s nOT what i’m doing they’re just interesting!!! / jong: … they just swim…. back and forth and back and forth) 

doesn’t understand how people lose their appetites when looking at fishtanks like how is that possible??

THEY HAVE A KOI POND??? 

resisting the urge to throw in a cheeto 

a store attendant accosted him and is telling him about the wonders of freshwater guppies and here minho, he got a friend for shiny

jonghyun:

tries to get a parrot to copy his singing 

runs away bc it started squawking and flapping its wings at him (”i am a singer, bird!!! *muttering* doesn’t know talent when it sees it”)

dude birds scare him 

BUT the puppies!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dives into the puppy pen 

a puppy curled up on his stomach

let him die here

this is his heaven 

and he’ll take all of them to go, thanks 

key:

i cannot adopt another dog 

i cannot adopt another dog

i CANNOT adopt another dog

BUT MAYBE JUST LET HIM PLAY WITH ONE IN THE PEN

picks the pupper up like “do you want to go home with key appa????”

wants to name it gucci bc his gucci burned 

he just wants another baby (jong: srsly just get drunk and you’ll have another one) 

pulls an attendant aside and whispers, “save this one for me” @ a beagle pup 

minho:

wants to pet a chinchilla 

SO. SOFT

ot4 want to leave and he’s still petting the chinchilla (key: minho, your mom hates rodents she will freak) 

buys a huge tank (taemin: but you have one goldfish / minho: onew hyung bought me another fish and that totally justifies this 15 gallon tank) 

also got a fish castle for shiny

taemin:

cats reALLY like him 

a store attendant came running bc she heard the kittens yowling “WHAT are doing to them???? / taemin: *just standing there, looking* wat

pets all of their paws that are sticking out at him 

but srsly they’re going crazy 

“ah they must be fans of shinee too” 

starts singing everybody and a little dancing too for the kitties

asks to hold a grey kitten and cradles it like a baby 

[pwjins]

Hey~ I'm so sorry my replies are always so late I've been so busy and today in particular was a rollercoaster 😵 BUT YES YOUNGMIN AND DONGHYUN BE SERVING LOOKS 😍💕 I actually got on the P101 train kinda late because I was trying to stay away because I knew it'd bring lots of pain lol 😅 but I've definitely had a thing for Youngmin since I saw his Be Mine performance!! 😍 His rapping sounded so much like the original song that he automatically caught my attention. I'll continue in another ask 😅

hello!! SORRY I’M RESPONDING TO THIS SO LATE IT JUST POPEPDUP IN MY INBOX and dude me too i tried to avoid it but when ep1 aired i coULDNT HOLD MYSELF BACK 😭 and seriously tho something about his voice just makes me fall in love with him liek 45139 times and MAN I JUST LOVE HIM SO SOS OS OS SO SMUCH he was actually the first bnm trainee that stood out to me and not woojin SHOCKER RIGHT HAHAHAH i was srsly on cloud 9 when he did the salute™ in the company performanceAHHHHHHH 😩