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they-hermes · 3 months

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i love him lots but in my vers hot spot is shit at his job lmao. he's been a soldier for so long he doesn’t know how to be a firefighter. he's spent so long taking lives he doesn't know how to save one.

hes got a massive hero complex which is why he took optimus offer, hes a great general and leader! but not a good firetruck

#im obsessed with the protectobots sucking at their jobs when they first arrive #but slowly through the power of love for humans and spite #they pull through #literally the most competent protectobot is defensor #because separated they all have their anxieties and doubts #but together they are a safe unit #together as defensor they can do it. they can protect everyone #thats why defensor is so stable!! everyone likes eachother and feels safe to work towards their common goal of protecting humans!!#lmao sorry hot spotn #merc mumbling #hot spot

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youcanthandelthetruth · 7 years

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It is 1 am an i am drunk! As a skunk! (But only. Half as pretty( and i just graffittied the Shit. Out of the spotn where my brothher died. It looks like vanngoghs starry night (his favorite ) now instead of a horrible empty nothing ok

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feralgoblinchild · 4 years

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Having very very low levels of pain for a long time is so weird because its like, maybe ill have a couple of days where i don't NOTICE any pain in ome spotn but like, the rest the month it was like a 1 most days sometimes up to a 3 MAYBE a 6 at the worst (like on a rainy day) unless i did something to irritate it. And it's not like it's been bad enough until this past year to even think about talking to a doctor for. Cause like, my hip woukd hurt liken maybe 6 times a year and only got to the point of can't walk on it painful once in college like, a bunch of years ago, and my ankle has hurt on and off since high school, but feels more and more how textbooks describe arthritis each year. It feels crunchy and grindy and i can feel the tendons move all around when I use that ankle.

My shoulder hurts at like a 1 most days, but sometimes just hurts so bad i wish i had something i could take that stopped the pain. And that i got dyring x ray school and it just SOUNDS arthritic, creaky and crunchy when i move thst arm. And is most frequent to flare up. Then another overuse issue in my thumb that acts up sometimes and feels like it's gonna be arthritis one day. I just.

I don't know. I've been in pain more days than not the past couple years, and honestly even getting massages while it helps temporarily, I'm finally at a point where im gonna ask a doctor what the fuck is going on. It took my not being able to move or breathe freezing up when a phone rang at school for me to ask for help for my anxiety. I didn't seek medical attention when i probably sprained possibly broke my ankle in high school. (Part of why it gets angry now). Then my knees. What the fuck. What are my knees and why? They always hurt.

And it's not like any of this ever SO bad i think ok I'm gonna let this be one of my two days a week maximum of taking NSAIDS because that i try to save for migraines when prescriptions don't work or i wake up with one so bad i can't move. I dont know. They'll probably do some blood tests and tell me itsthe beginning stages of regular plain and sinple straight forward arthritis. I dsnced for 16 years. Comes with the territory. But i feel like i still shouldn't hurt this oftenn let alone as bad as it does when it flares up really bad.

And who knows if my "no sorry kitty i cant hold the stick so you can play with the string I'm too tired" out of nowhere comes from depression and anxiety or something physical. It's like no matter how much i do this or that or exercise ir eat right it never helps, and just going in a half hour walk now i feel like i have to nap for hours.

Just. Frustrated and in pain. And the fact its been on and off rainy here past few days, and cold and hot at different parts of the same day doesn't help at all. But at least my migraine injections work really well

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