#spoon anon

[fallenclan]

I think the song "Like Him" by Tyler the Creator could fit Sleepydawn!

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GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE!!! thank you spoon anon for motivating me to finally finish this animatic :D

[my-castles-crumbling]

i'm the anon whose ask started with "i think i might be neurodivergent"

my parents are fine and they're understanding and everything but there's just stuff that they don't really get which is probably due to the generation gap but while they get mental health to a certain extent, i don't know how they'll react and i don't want them to react like i'm seeing things which aren't there. to add onto that, one of my cousins has autism and he's non-verbal and i think even a few of the other kids with autism either of my parents have met have had very obvious symptoms and i don't really have any of them so i'm not sure if they'd even believe me. as for school, i don't trust them to not talk to my parents about it and i don't want my classmates finding out (the main school counselor's daughter is in my year) and tbh i don't think they're even capable of it so like i don't have any adult to talk to about this and i don't want to talk about this to my friends either because in our school there's a concerning amount of jokes about autism and most of my friends either make them or play along with them.

i just don't know what to do bc like sure i can technically self diagnose but there's a difference between that and an actual diagnosis but tbh i would rather not have it in my medical records so i can't even get an official diagnosis.

I can relate to this SO much. There are so many things to think about and hurdles to overcome when getting a diagnosis, and I've been thinking about them for myself a well. To be honest, I don't know if I have the answers for you, because I haven't come to a conclusion for myself. I go back and forth on if I want to get a diagnosis, for a lot of the things you've said here. But I do want you to know that you're not alone <3

Naming you spoon anon!

[forgeofthenine]

hi! its me the rolan brainrot girly who had finals but was too busy thirsting. new brain rot ZEVLOR AND HIS 18 STRENGTH??? oh my goddd i need him to flip me, hold me against the wall I NEED HiM- is it okay to bark in here? the fact that ik his ass is so gentle but he can fold me in hal-

also is it okay to go by 🥄 LMAO?

-🥄

Zevlor is like a gentle giant, he has so much power and strength behind his touch and he always controls it. It almost radiates off him. Actually getting him to pin you against a wall with even half of it is almost once in a lifetime. Tbh I'd be barking too lmao

Also, welcome to the fold spoon anon, I hope your finals have gone well!

[rec-a-fanfic]

Title: don't leave me tongue tied

Author: markofalover

Fandom: Deadpool - All Media Types, Wolverine (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe

Rating: T

Pairings: Logan Howlett (Worst Wolverine)/Wade Wilson (Deadpool)

Status: Complete

Length/Chapters: 1,724; 1 chapter

Summary:

Logan notices the sticky notes a week after moving in.

(post Deadpool & Wolverine)

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57797155

~🥄

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57797155

[milessunflowers]

i am mostly chill just worried about someone calling the police because i do not look like im about to start my final year of school and go on camp

bittersweet moment cause i kinda want to write fics but no, school.

- spoon

oh man hopefully that doesn't happen that would be scary

lowkey school sucks but hopefully you have a good day (if it hasn't happened already)

[tobyfobywoahby]

GAH u want me here??

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OMG SPOONBS ANON?! yes cmere actually you know what you’re MY kid now if Cedar can adopt so can I what r ur pronouns and child name pref

[originalartblog]

skk are (disgruntled and uneven) chopsticks

(referencing this)

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hey hey hey may 31th anon! How's 2024 going? ☆ヾ(*´▽｀)ﾉ This year I have for you a leaked Sherlock season 5 image. Thinking of you!! And everyone!!

[borderlinereminders]

You have no idea what anyone else is going through.

People could be crying themselves to sleep, struggling to hold it together, and barely making it by.

When they open that anon hate, they may delete it and try to brush it off. They may post it with a nonchalant response. But there is a very real chance they see that and they feel it.

Quit hiding behind anon to send asks that could be hurting people. Does it honestly make you feel good to do that?

You know what people should do instead?

Send anonymous love. If you have the spoons, please take a moment to send a blog you like (or multiple blogs!) some anonymous love. Help drown out the hate.

[yayll]

15!Dazai gives me cute aggression 😔😔 i wanna give him kisses and hug him allll the time and watch as his brain just blue screens because he isn’t to affectionate like that or the fact anyone wants to give him affection lime that anyway 💔

this is sooooooo true anon and you SHOULD say it

here at yayll we like to recognize the touch starved wet cat this man is and 15!Dazai not only is that but when faced with genuine affection has no other concept of what to do with it than to mimic it back to you in odd ways should he ever feel the same way. and if he does? it's over for you.

you gave him an unexpected hug? he'll try and give you one back, only for it to be unreasonablly tight and awkward, almost like he's trying to strangle you (he isn't, but he is.)

one day you patted him on the shoulder and he never felt such sweet validation that went beyond verbal acknowledgement... so to show you his appreciation, he patted you as well! on your head... like a dog...

my fav is when you both are clearly aware of each other's feelings and are a thing because then it turns up his cute aggression by a LOT. after that he just does things. he rolls his eyes and huffs like he's soooo annoyed and self sufficient but is secretly smiling to himself (he's so dramatic and needy) he also touches and overall invades your personal space WAYYY more now. it's still awkward and oddly interpreted! but it has purpose, it has heart, and it also has you wondering how could Dazai POSSIBLY get worse than what he already was?

"Okay, I really have to go and report now! I'll get chewed out if I miss another meeting."

he just tightens his grip on your wrist and swings it around like you're both skipping across a field and totally not at mafia headquarters. He smirks as he dismissively croons.

"... Awww, look who's so punctual. I'm an executive, they'll be fine with it. Besides! the timer's not up yet."

(yes he has a timer that you force him to set up when you both cuddle otherwise he will NOT let you go the entire day. BOUNDARIES OR WHATEVER.)

"Er, actually the timer went off 5 minutes ago... you just snoozed it."

He glares at you, and shrugs.

"Oh, that timer? I thought you meant the other one."

"What other one, Osamu?"

"Did you just say my name? Ugh, that's so formal and so uncalled for. I'm adding 5 more minutes to the timer~"

he's secretly blushing so hard every time you address him so casually and directly, he'll think abt it alllll day and night.

it seems you truly created a monster, or maybe you created a safe space for him to be one. either way, he's yours! <3

[silversupremacy]

Is this a threat or flirting

[fallenclan]

Tbh to me Darkstone's forehead marking always looked like a white bird in flight

- 🥄

actually that's cute as hell especially when you consider his mate is Shrikethorn

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks January 28th

angel anon, always about me anon (new), spoon anon, pg anon (tw-cancer), up to date anon (new), Twilight anon (new), galaxy anon

Angel Anon

Hi cas, angel anon here

Little smth else I also wanted to tell you

Two things actually:

I asked my mother if she's ever gotten me iq tested when I was like 9 (because ppl started asking me around thta time) and she said oh yeah e got all three of you guys tested (me and my two triple brothers) and said that we were all above average ans that just as an answer was so vague and ugh that I didn't believe it, at all. Either, she hasn't has any of use tested because I don't remember anything like it, or she had us all tested but we had varying results (because I know and my brothers know that I am objectively better than them at a lot of academic and other stuff) and my mother wanted to hide it from us because she doesn't want us to compare ourselves to each other

She keeps lying to my brothers and I hate it. So I'm applying to a school, it's a pretty special school like it's a different concept and it's harder and more specialized and it's amazing but you gotta be pretty damn good at working by yourself and just like school to be good there, and she told my brothers that they both could've applied there too and she keeps telling them they could do the stuff I do and go where I go when WE ALL KNOW THEY COULDNT. And THEY KNOW. and shes just trying to make them feel better like she has been all out lives but it's getting fucking annoying. Like they've accepted that I'm better at school than them, they've accepted that I'm highly intelligent, they've accepted that a lot of shit is just fucking easy for me and hard for them,, WHY CANT SHE.

and like I get it it's a hard position to be in as a parent but I'm sick of her doing the exact thing she always tries to stop us from doing, which is compare us to each other. By telling them they could do what I do she's telling them that they should be more like me and while I do agree THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE. It's jsut how ppl work. But she's got it in her head that if my brothers notice that theres differences between us they'll like themselves less

Whcih btw, not true. My younger brother has himself figured out and he's cool and we get along very well, my older brother... well he's a lot slower than btoh me and my brother but he's a very nice guy and he's jszt gotta figure out what he wants in life, I'm just sick of my mother pretending we have the same abilities. We don't, that's what being human is.

Anyways theres a lot more where this came from because this is like the one primary issue I have w my mother always have had, so you'll probably hear some more about it

Hi <3

Yeah honestly I think a lot of parents struggle with this- like how to treat different siblings and celebrate all of their strengths and weaknesses. And also like...knowing that just because one is successful by THEIR standards, doesn't mean the others can;t be successful in other ways. My parents are awful at this too. I'm glad you at least seem to support your brothers <3

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Always About Me Anon

"trust me i know it's always about me"

no because it's actually never about me. nothing changes because of me and in a way that's worse because i can't even hold myself responsible when shit goes down. my best friend ignored me and completely shut me out for a week because of something that had nothing to do with me. the first girl i ever liked didn't even really react when she found out from someone else that i liked her because she was used to people liking her. the second girl acted like she liked me like something could happen then switched up so fast but it couldn't have been because of me because the way i behaved didn't change. one of my other bsfs spends very little time with me, not because we aren't close but because there are other, better people in her life and they're more interesting than me and she's a free spirit who you can't tie down.

Hi <3 I'm so sorry, it's an absolutely awful feeling to feel like you're not the first chose or the first person thought about. You deserve to feel loved and prioritized.

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Spoon Anon

hi cas it's spoon anon

i can't really go to a doctor without my parents and i obviously don't want them to know about this. i need specific circumstances to study like i need music and i hate sitting at my desk because it feels too clinical and weird and offputting and i study better at night but my parents keep asking me to do the exact opposite because it used to work for them except it doesn't for me so i can't get by using their methods and if they can't understand this then how can i tell them about the fact that i might be neurodivergent.

Hi!

Have you tried asking them to maybe like...watch how it works for you? Like invite them to hang out with you while you study sometime and show them that you really are focused at night? Or maybe if you can find research that shows studying at night can be better for some people...I'm just thinking of ways to get them to believe you, since just trying to talk to them isn't working.

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PG Anon

Hi Cas, it's PG anon

You haven't heard from me in a little while I don't think... But life got better. And now is, well, kinda shit?

I'm not really sure what tw to put here but there probs are some..

Anyway. A small update on P and G. I haven't heard from G at all recently, I am worried, but only slightly, there isnt really anything I can do to be honest. P? Uh. I'm not sure? Like we are still friends, and P hasn't really noticed the shift in friendship, but I'm more focused on some of my other friends and try to spend more time with them.

So I was kinda happy for a bit. I guess. There was some other stuff, but it's no-ones fault it's just locations and miscommunication etc. Which is sucky but couldn't be helped.

And now for where life's a bit shit

My friend has cancer. I've known this person for literally years, and we've always been there you know?

They got diagnosed with cancer like week before Christmas, had surgery around new years to get out the tumor. It's worse then originally thought and I just.... I'm stressed, and worried and probably should talk to an adult(I have) , but at the same time, I'm fine?

Like I feel nothing or normal. Not upset not angry just normal like 98% of the time. Like I don't feel crappy, and it honestly doesn't affect me

And then there's this 2% where I feel like crying a breaking down, but Iiterally don't know why because I look at this and I'm like this ain't causing this. I wonder if it's overwhelm, probs is. I haven't cried in over a year, which isn't good ig but I want to as a release.

I don't.... Really know what I want from you. Sorry. If like any advice you have or anything you want to say I'm all ears

Ugh

Life. Love it, but it does suck sometimes

Thank you for listening to my little rant

-PG anon

Hi <3

First of all, I am so sorry about your friend's diagnosis. Honestly, I think your reaction is understandable. This is a super scary, hard-to-process thing, and I would be shocked if you handled it with complete grace.

Honestly, I think you need a way to process this. Whether it be talking to an adult, talking to a friend, venting in my inbox, writing or drawing about it, SOMETHING. This is a big thing and you need to not keep it all inside, you know?

I'm sending you love <3

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Up to Date anon

hi cas. since trump has been elected ive been trying really hard to consistently keep up to date and educate myself on things in unclear but it's really discouraging me. ive always been bad at self study, i cant sit and focus on things long enough to even gather the information let alone retain it. because of this i always feel extremely uneducated and misinformed because of all the bullshit that gets posted online tnat nobody fact checks. i keep running into things that i feel like everyone knows about but im just hearing it for the first time completely clueless. how am i supposed to educate on things i don't even know exist? i feel so out of touch but im really struggling with figuring out how learn on my own and relearn everything that was taught to me incorrectly. im so afraid of falling for traps or becoming complacent because im simply just not educated enough to understand everything that's happening around us

Hi! <3

I think this is a super valid way of reacting to everything, and a LOT of people are feeling this way. I struggled a lot with this during lockdown, and it took a lot of therapy to work through it. The solution that works for me is to limit myself to 2-3 news sources that I know are reliable and not full of fear tactics. I check those once a day, and then I move on. If people come to me with other things, and it hasn't come to my news source, I have to question if maybe their sources are valid.

I'm very much NOT educated on picking news sources, but UnderTheDeskNews on TikTok has been super helpful for me.

Remember to be kind to yourself <3

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Twilight Anon

Confession time!

I just need to tell someone.

I watched Twilight for the first time and by god, I will never laugh at another movie more. Me and my sister were trying so hard to be normal but it was hard. When Edward stepped into the sun for the first time, we called him a human disco ball, a shiny Pokémon and a bunch of wild shit. We even started singing a small portion, the portion shown in the show, of Disco Girl from Gravity Falls. It goes somewhere along the lines of

Disco girl

Coming through

That girl is you

And 2 girls singing that off-key while pointing at a vampire is kinda funny at 2am.

All in all, won't watch it again unless I can make fun of it

Hahahahaha please watch the rest of them, it just gets worse

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Galaxy Anon

Hi, Cas! Galaxy anon here.

I really appreciate your advice and I'll keep you updated when I finally talk to someone (I hate confrontation, so that could be a while).

I was also just really curious how you manage to keep up with what all of your anons ask you and how you remember their names? Like, do you have a notebook dedicated to writing down what everyone's spoken to you about? Because I know that I definitely would've forgotten haha.

Anyway, have a nice day! I'll keep you posted!

Yes please keep me posted!!

And I have a spreadsheet lol, or I would NEVER be able to keep everyone straight

[fellshish]

warning: small rant incoming, neil talk, no graphic SA talk though

“good omens fans only care about their blorbos, how can you even think about your show right now when there are real victims” WE’VE known for months, and WE spent months pressuring amazon to either kick neil off the production or not produce s3 at all!!! WE did that!!!!! so don’t tell us we don’t care about victims or about women’s safety when we put effort into doing something that ACTUALLY helps keep people safe.

“there is no ethical way to enjoy his work. this is just too important.” obviously, we should all avoid giving financial support to neil wherever we can. and i understand that people want to see him punished, but who ACTUALLY benefits from all of us abandoning this show and our fan communities? who? do his victims know or care that there are still good omens fans out there? or is this just a demand for virtue signalling, to show everyone WE’RE one of the good ones by burning all our books and quitting our favorite shows cold turkey?

“you’ll find new things to care about” yknow, i did that the last time something i loved turned out to be created by a terrible person. it left a massive hole in my heart for years. i wasn’t the same. nothing made me equally as happy. until i found good omens, ironically enough. so what do i do? keep cyclically punishing myself for daring to love things while not knowing their creators are bad people?

no one benefits from my misery. me giving up on something i love, something that was co-created by so many people, has zero effect on that monster. nor does it do anything to help his victims. all it does is make me unhappy.

as a final note, from personal experience, i’m willing to bet at least half of these people love something that was created by someone awful, and find a way to rationalize it to themselves because THEIR situation is somehow very different.

sorry for the rant. i hope you’re feeling better! 💕

💜 glad you got this out of your system. i think people will have a really hard time finding an unproblematic piece of art with a morally perfect creator. i hope we’ve long abandoned that type of (self) policing

[rec-a-fanfic]

Title: Rabbits Feet (Bring Good Luck)

Author: AureolinB

Fandom: My Hero Academia

Rating: T

Warnings: discrimination

Pairings: Aizawa Shouta/Yamada Hizashi

Status: complete

Length/Chapters: 8,470 words ; 3 chapters

Summary:

When assigned to the case of Musuatafu's newest vigilante, The Rabbit, Aizawa Shouta really didn't realise how much his life, and those around him, would really change as a result.

He especially didn't expect to be gifted a Rabbits Foot by the very vigilante he was supposed to be tracking down.

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40376124

~🥄

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40376124

[milessunflowers]

i’m currently giving off runaway child vibes because puberty did not hit me and i’m on my way to camp on public transport with a suitcase and backpack :/ but the hot chocolate i got made it worth it

:) spoon

oh spoon that does not sound fun are you okay? if you need or want to talk my dms are always open 🙂

but hot chocolate makes a lot of things better