#spoiled monster

[idridian]

Saw this post and I just had to share it with you. As a watari connoisseur what are your thoughts on this?

It's from the kira game, so none of these interactions are canon, but there may be some truth to this one lol

https://www.tumblr.com/queeranotkira/757287956186857472/wow-way-to-throw-your-manslave-under-the-bus-l-the?source=share

*looks slowly from the post to my ao3 catalogue and then back at the post*

....i mean. are they wrong though lol

(tho tbh given L's neutral facial expression, the vibes of this interaction seem closer to sayu going "watari's a creep!! >:(" and L chimes in with "he sure is 🥰🥰" and then everybody stares at him awkwardly. but maybe that's just me)

[fumifooms]

[fairsweetlonging]

i'm so weak for original luo binghe/shen yuan where he succeeds in stealing bingmei's shizun to have for himself.

maybe they cross over in the dream realm (like in the punishment protocol), and he sees this other version of shen qingqiu, standing beside the koi pond of qing jing peak, looking calm and healthy and alive, and different, just slightly different. and when this shen qingqiu looks up and sees binghe, he doesn't sneer and attack like in nightmares, nor does he try to run like in the punishment dreams—he smiles. he smiles at binghe, and calls his name. he looks... happy, to see him.

confused, yet intrigued, bingge indulges a little by humoring this weird dream version of his old shizun, meeting him by the pond, and while it's the same face it's not the sharpness of an ice cold beauty, it's warm and soft and tender, even more so when shen qingqiu plucks a peach blossom from the tree and tucks it in binghe's hair, when he leans over and presses the pretty curve of his mouth against binghe's cheek, when he calls him "binghe" instead of "beast".

at first bingge thinks this must be a dream; he's a mere spectator, saying little to nothing at all, watching quietly as shen qingqiu chatters about some beast that liu qingge brought him (bingge was a bit surprised to hear that name, he died so long ago), sitting down with him, not moving when shen qingqiu leans against his side.

then shen qingqiu disappears, and bingge is alone again. he isn't sad, or even angry, he's just confused. he usually has full control over his dream realms, what just happened? but then again, he usually enjoys tormenting shen qingqiu, so he hadn't interrupted the man before, and after he realized it was different, he never bothered changing it. this might be just a fluke?

it happens again. shen qingqiu is a little more quiet, this time, a little tired. they sit together at the pond's edge again, shen qingqiu leaning against him, and this time bingge takes him into his arms, just to see what happens. shen qingqiu reacts positively, snuggling closer, but he shouldn't. this has never been something bingge wanted, nothing he ever even thought about, it makes no sense.

then somewhere somehow he realizes that through xin mo he's transporting a different shizun from a different world to his dream realm, and when he realizes that somewhere out there there is a shizun that smiles and laughs and cares for him, loves him.... he wants it.

so he does what he always does when he sees something he wants: he takes it.

next time they're together in the dream realm, he's prepared. he silently hooks his claws into shen qingqiu's (ridiculously unprotected) consciousness, using xin mo's power to track him down and create a rift. he lands in a cosy little bedroom, with a large bed and trinkets on the shelves and a ton of books. shen qingqiu is still asleep, curled around a large pillow but alone. whoever he thinks bingge is in his dreams isn't here. and well, if they're not here to protect him, clearly they don't care enough to keep him (bingge would never leave him out in the open like this, his sweet, naive, stupid shizun, laid out like a treat for anyone to snatch up). he makes sure shen qingqiu is deep asleep before he lifts him up and takes him back, closing the rift behind him.

[idridian]

making this post using gifs made by me for the gifset that's thinly veiled propaganda for the 50k fanfic series i've written about watari having sexual relations with L is a bold choice, friend, but go off i guess lmao

watari’s final thoughts as he nears the afterlife

“Finally… a new challenge...”

[termiken]

IM GONNA CRY HE'S SO PISSED

[spoiledskullz]

Draculaura doodle

[idridian]

*crying noises* Aaaaaaaaaaa thank you so much <3 <3 I love themmmmm <3

For @idridian, here's a blast from the past - L and Watari!

I drew so much Death Note fanart back in the day, I didn't need a reference, except to check if Watari wore gloves or not. I've got so many stories built around that fandom - good, bad, and really fuckin' weird. What a time in my life that was!

[fauvester]

little moshang fan kid <3

spoiled, aloof, a bit of a bitch, terminally 'weak constitution'-ed, lowkey lazy, prefers reading his dailies in the office and pretending to do paperwork to fighting

[idridian]

a scream    like a hammer and chisel a weak spot    arbiter hatred    like tidal waves fear    unchecked

[rocketbirdie]

local lance main won't be surprised if they save the [best] [worst] for last

[idridian]

couldn't be me smh

there's people in the death note fandom who call themselves sickos but they haven't even read ao3 user ydritte's spoiled monster series

[colapopppart]

!Mild spoiler for JRWI’s The Suckening Ep. 3!

I’ve been keeping up with this campaign for a little bit and ITS SO SILLY!!! I had to make some little sketches of them. Shiloh is my favorite babygirl mansplainer manipulator and malewife of all time even though I will never forgive him for what he did to Soda <3 he has no brain only a little pheasant flapping around

I am also so normal about Emizel and Soda aka monster energy or sin and tonic or whatever the fandom is calling them so I had to draw them too teehee

[forgettable-au]

How would the main storyline of Undertale change if Wingdings had never been forgotten?

It probably wouldn't have ever happened

*leaves without explaining*

[no0dlecatk]

Emilyyyy (added the freckles cause I forgorrrr)

[idridian]

"art thou lost, little creature?" (aka the aforementioned link to the fic. mind the tags, please and thank you! it has all the archive warnings on it for good reason)

that being said: thank you SO much for these, i absolutely adore them <3

finally i can stop sitting on this egg. i just... the last few... several... many months have been. H E H. long and meandering. but always full of some sorta growth. and that is good.

a commission, the last great one@! commission project, rather, that gave me the opportunity to do things; for my most esteemed patron, @idridian, whom had blessed me with much reading food. to give me a feeling of rawness, evisceration, otherworldliness even (because believe me i'm mostly dead inside irl lolol, so i needed me all of the above, that inspiration ensued).

mmmm. the thing what i fondly call watarimon, a.k.a. old wammy... and a wee 'godling.' from their fic "Never Were, Never Will Be". links will be provided.

a combination of concept, fanart, mood piece. i came, i read, i learned. i will grow. thank you. now i sleep

[lavenderdiedforthetenthtime]

Live senshi reaction