#spn con seattle

[wraithlafitte]

this is all u get for now- misha’s pretty face feat. the side of my hair

[annazima]

J2 | SPNSEA gold panel

[creationfathers]

[shedontlovehuhself]

Misha wanted to say his fave destiel scene is Cas' declaration of love, but the audience was like "nah!"

Let that man be in love with Cas's declaration and talk about it as much as he wants!!

[derogatoryapparently]

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I ❤️ him!

[xlynnbbyx]

Here is the schedule for all of Jared & Jensen stuff for the con in Seattle, Washington this weekend. 

**Note: Since the con is in WA all times will be pacific standard time. 

Saturday June 29th

Photo Ops

Jensen, Jared, & Baby- 1:50pm

Jensen(solo)- 3:00pm

Jensen & Misha- 3:45pm

Jared(solo)- 4:00pm

Jared & Misha- 4:15pm

Meet & Greet

Jared M&G- 3:00pm

Jared VIP-  3:30pm

Jensen VIP- 2:40pm

Jensen M&G- 4:15pm

Autographs:

Jensen(non photo items only)- 5:15pm

Jared(non photo items only)-  5:15pm

Sunday June 30th

Panels

Jensen & Jared Gold Panel(half hour long)- 11:00am

Jensen & Jared main panel(a hour long)- 4:15pm

Photo Ops

Jensen(solo)- 1:45pm

Jared(solo)- 12:30pm

Jensen & Jared- 12:45pm

Jensen, Jared, & Samantha- 2:00pm

Jared & Misha- 3:30pm

Jensen, Jared & Misha- 3:00pm

Jensen, Jared, Mark S, & Misha- 2:45pm

Jensen & Misha- 3:15pm

Meet & Greet

Jensen & Jared: 11:45am

Autographs

Jensen (8x10 headshots and photo ops pics only)- 5:30pm

Jared (8x10 headshots and photo ops pics only)- 5:30pm

**The next Creation con is San Francisco July 12th through July 14th. Jared will not be at this one. This one has Jeffery Dean Morgan taking Jared’s place. I don’t think Jensen has any other cons besides this one. **

[rennerator]

AWWWWW That is LOVELY!!!! S2 Happy that you had an AMAZING time there, OP!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE Thank YOU SO SOO MUCH for sharing these with us!!!! :D You are INCREDIBLE!!! :) <3

Last weekend I had the amazing opportunity to attend Creation Con and meet the incredible cast of Supernatural and even attend a Louden Swain concert! This was such a wholesome experience, with chill vibes and all participants being so welcoming and supportive 💖

I love this Fandom!

[hettolandija]

2024 convention schedule (multifandom and SPN cons):

January 19-21 - Albuquerque Comic Con - Jared February 9-11 - ATL Comic Convention - Jared & Genevieve March 2-3 - Emerald City Comic Con in Seattle - Misha March 9-10 - All Hell Breaks Loose 12 in Melbourne - Jensen and Jared March 15-17 - Creation Entertainment BURBANK, CA - Jensen and Misha April 19-21 - Jus In Bello 14, Italy - Jared and Jensen April 26- 28 - Cross Rroads 8, Birmingham - Misha

May 4-5 - Comic Con Stockholm - Misha May 4-5 - Comic Con Liverpool - Jared May 11-12 - Infinity Con, Düsseldorf - Jared & Genevieve -appearance canceled May 12 - Comic Con Finland - Misha

May 17-19 - Creation Entertainment NEW JERSEY - Jensen, Jared and Misha May 25-26 - Purgatory 8, Düsseldorf - Jensen and Misha + Jared June 1-6 - DarkLight Convention 6, Paris - Jared & Genevieve + Jensen

June 7-9 - Creation Entertainment COLUMBUS, OH - Jensen and Misha

June 22-23 - Dutch Comic Con - Misha June 28-30 - Creation Entertainment SEATTLE - Jensen and Misha + Jared

July 4-5 - Fan Expo Denver - Jared July 12-14 - Creation Entertainment SAN FRANCISCO - Jensen and Misha

July 26 - San Diego Comic Con - Jensen

August 9-11 - Steel City Con - Jared

August 10-11 - Comic Con Wales - Jensen + Danneel August 16-18 - Creation Entertainment AUSTIN, TX - Jensen, Jared and Misha August 23-25 - Creation Entertainment INDIANAPOLIS - Jensen and Misha + Jared August 29-September 2 - Dragon Con 2024 - Jared + Gen (she had to cancel)

September 20-22 - Creation Entertainment WASHINGTON, DC - Jensen and Misha + Jared

October 5-6 - Comic Con Scotland - Misha + Jensen (he had to cancel) October 11-13 - Creation Entertainment CHARLOTTE, NC - Jensen and Misha + Jared (he had to cancel)

October 19-20 - Comic Con Belgium - Misha October 26-27 - Comic Con Brussels - Jared

November 1-3 - Creation Entertainment CHICAGO - Jensen, Jared and Misha

November 9-10 - Comic Con Liverpool 2 - Jensen (he had to cancel) November 22-24 - Creation Entertainment ORLANDO - Jensen and Misha + Jared December 6-8 - Creation Entertainment NASHVILLE - Jensen, Jared and Misha

[bloodsalted]

pardon me while i freaking lose me CRAP!!

// but @hostiae / cyn got her tickets for the spn con in seattle! SO WE GOIN'! oooooooooooh man!! i got my con buddy!!! and we're gonna cosplay as crowley and cas one day. i totally bent her arm on the cas thing. lemme tell you. like totally. :P

oh em GEEE!! i'm SO STOKED! adlkjga;gljgjk;!

now three months just has to pass by. before i lose my mind. :D nbd right?

[lol-jackles]

https://www.tumblr.com/lol-jackles/755308311241539584/do-you-really-think-there-will-ever-be-a-reboot-i

This is what Will said on his blog:

https://teamfreewill2pointo.tumblr.com/post/755120275228672000/countdown-will-start-shooting-next-month-august

I finally got my answer as to why there’s been a delay in the Supernatural revival. I announced when it was pitched years ago, before J2 really talked it up, and I’ve been wondering why they still don’t have a showrunner yet because it’s been years. I know that WBD is interested and that the hold up isn’t because there isn’t money in it. Can’t say why there is a delay, but pay attention to what happens when the Netflix deal is up next year.

But when we discussed it, someone pointed out that it's actually just from a Seattle m&g (most of Will's "itk" info is from m&g's that people tell him about, not even ones he's at most of the time) because this anon seems to even know what Will was referring to:

https://www.tumblr.com/its-sassyboots/755207075482779648/will-sources-are-often-just-meet-and-greets-i

Link. Yeah it seems that half of Will's "sources" are from M&Gs. Sassyboots is right, lip services can happen at M&Gs. I remember Jared would say at his M&Gs that he was going to quit acting after SPN, and I had said that it was just nice stories he was telling his fans because in the industry with 97% unemployment rate, the odds were not in his favor. Until it was. Long time con stalkers goers noticed the year he stopped telling that nice story.

[wraithlafitte]

i wasn’t expecting so many people to see this but part two of this story is that like. right after i posted this? i made a friendship bracelet that said “lucky life” on it (i’ve been making hella bracelets for people) and i decided to give it to him when i went to get his autograph. this is basically how the interaction went:

i gave my book to the handler, open to the page i wanted him to sign (the bell curve) and i couldn’t grab my autograph stub bc i had put it in my pocket, so i delayed the handler in getting to the next person (by accident). by the time i gave it to her, misha had already signed the book so i was able to talk to him. when he handed me back the book, i said “i also made this for you after last night,” (holding out the bracelet) (he immediately smiled in that sincere way of his and went aww) “because that’s something you said that really resonated with me and it’s something i’m trying to think of more.” and that man looked DEEP INTO MY EYEBALLS with the sweetest expression, put his hand over his heart and said “thank you.” and idk what i did i probably just smiled back and skedaddled bc i didn’t want to hold up the line. i didn’t even wait to see what he did with it honestly.

idk if he looked at what page i had him sign or what lines i had highlighted or if he cared that i had marked up the book so much (my book is covered in tabs and highlighter), idk if he saw my semicolon tattoo when i held out the bracelet, idk if he connected the dots of what i was trying to communicate literally at all BUT. if i conveyed even the tiniest bit of how much he’s helped me help myself, that’s good enough for me

misha’s good idea show literally had me crying by the end 🥹 like i thought i was gonna be ok to meet him tmrw bc i haven’t gotten starstruck at all yet and i’ve met a few of the actors in the vendors room?? but now i’m thinking about how his mental health journey parallels mine and how his dedication to finding beauty in everything has made ME do that which has subsequently made me far far happier….

one of the last things he talked about was standing in his driveway and looking out on the valley on a beautiful summer day and thinking, “what a lucky life.” and brother i SOBBED

[samwhump]

@soulsam and i are getting ready for our first ever spn con this weekend, and we’re curious if anyone else in our corner of fandom (rabid wincest shippers/sam stans) will be there :> if you’re going to creation’s seattle convention hit us up!

[victoriacarrell527]

2017 SPN Seattle Con J2 Gold Panel

[shedontlovehuhself]

Sassay😇

[cynifer]

Misha's and Jensen's Convention Schedule 2024/2025

October 2, 2024

Via email and their website, Creation has confirmed Misha for ALL of the scheduled 2025 conventions!

I’ll update this list and reblog as info comes in on any new Creation or other 2025 cons. If I’m missing any appearances, please let me know!

(Note: I will not add Jared to this list unless it's part of the J2M appearances.)

As of October 2, 2024

2024:

February 29-March 3: Emerald City Comic Con/Seattle (Misha)

March 9-10: All Hell Breaks Loose (Melbourne) (Jensen)

March 15-17: Creation Burbank (Cockles)

April 19-21: Jus in Bello 14 (Rome) (Jensen)

April 26-28: Crossroads (Birmingham, England) (Misha)

May 4-5: Comic Con Sweden (Stockholm) (Misha)

May 12: Comic Con Finland (Misha)

May 17-19: Creation New Jersey (J2M)

May 25-26: Purgatory Con (Germany) (J2M)

June 1-2: Darklight Convention (Paris) (Jensen)

June 7-9: Creation Columbus (Cockles)

June 21-23: Heroes Dutch Comic Con in Utrecht (Misha)

June 28-30: Creation Seattle (J2M)

July 12-14: Creation San Francisco (Cockles)

August 10-11: Comic Con Wales (Jensen and Danneel)

August 16-18: Creation Austin (2 days before Misha’s birthday!) (J2M)

August 19, 2024: Radio Company LIVE @ Sagebrush Austin - Band scheduled to take the stage at 10:15pm Eastern Time)

August 20, 2024: Radio Company LIVE @ Sagebrush Austin - Band scheduled to take the stage at 10:15pm Eastern Time)

August 23-25: Creation Indianapolis (3 days after Misha’s birthday!) (J2M)

September 20-22: Creation Washington DC (J2M)

October 5-6: Comic Con Scotland (Edinburgh) (Misha)

October 11-13: Creation Charlotte (J2M) (COCKLES)

October 19-20: Heroes Comic Con Belgium (Brussels) (Misha)

November 1-3: Creation Chicago (J2M)

November 22-24: Creation Orlando (J2M)

December 6-8: Creation Nashville (J2M)

2025: Twenty Years of Supernatural!

April 4-6, 2025: JIB 15 Rome (J2M) JIB’s 15th Anniversary. SPN’s 20th.

April 11-13, 2025: Creation BOSTON (J2M)

April 25-27, 2025: Creation Minneapolis (J2M)

May 16-18, 2025: Creation New Jersey (J2M)

May 31, 2025 - June 1, 2025: Purgatory Con (Germany) (J2M)

June 6-8, 2025: Creation Oklahoma City (J2M)

July 11-13, 2025: Creation Michigan (Cockles)

August 22-24, 2025: Creation Austin (J2M)

September 26-28, 2025: Creation Vancouver (J2M)

October 3-5, 2025: Creation Philadelphia (J2M)

October 25-26, 2025: Purgatory Halloween Edition 2 (Germany) (Misha)

November 16-23. 2025: Creation Cruise (no actors confirmed yet) The cruise is leaving out of Miami, Florida

[slutbee]

gonna post part 3 to this tmrw, i’m going to seattle spn con and ran out of time to write it today bc i was getting ready 😭

american teenagers

Written for the Sam and Dean Mini Event by @holyfreaks

06/25/24 Prompts: Ethel Cain/LGBTQ

Inspo from American Teenager and Western Nights

Rating: M

WC: 2.8k

Summary: Dean's been sneaking out to hook up with boys lately. Sam tries not to care, but he can't ignore the knife-twisting feeling in his chest whenever Dean comes home the next morning. But why would he care? He doesn't like boys, he can't be jealous.... right?

Every night Dad said not to wait up, Dean went outside to the parking lot. "Don't wait up" really meant "I'll be out all night, probably until the afternoon too," so Dean didn't worry about getting caught sneaking out. Sam always spied on him through the rickety aluminum blinds and knew that if Dad did catch Dean, he would have another thing coming. Because Dean wasn't just out there alone.

Tonight, a boy on a motorcycle stopped at the curb. The growl of the engine made the blinds vibrate against Sam's nose a little bit. He watched as Dean hauled himself cleanly off the post he'd been leaning on, his sleek body a neat little shadow as he went to greet the boy, who had taken off his helmet.

The boy reached for Dean's neck, but Dean caught his hand and looked back, straight into the pair of eyes watching him through the crack in the blinds, and laughed. The mystery boy followed his gaze and Sam snapped his fingers out from the blinds, hiding himself. He could still hear their laughter. Then, the roar of the motorcycle. Sam peeked through the window again just in time to see them ride off, Dean's arms wrapped tightly around the mystery boy's waist.

Sam stepped away from the window. Yes, Dad would be furious if he knew Dean was sneaking out; much less to meet up with boys. And Sam wasn't naive, he knew Dean wasn't just hanging out with them. He had seen Dean kiss one, when he had been more careful about spying on him. The twist in his chest hadn't been because the action was wrong.

The room was quiet when Sam was alone. It would be nice, if he could stop thinking about what Dean was up to. Staring at the faded carpet, he pictured Dean with that rakish grin, smiling into the mouth of a boy a million times cooler than Sam was. He pictured hands sliding up Dean's shirt, discarding his clothes, gripping his hips-

Sam shook his head. Zoned out again. He really had to stop doing that. Daydreaming about his brother... in that kind of situation.

It's natural, he told himself as he kneeled beside the motel bed to pray. I'm a teenage boy, I get horny about everything. It doesn't mean anything.

Still, the wordless prayer that went up spoke multitudes of unacknowledged guilt.

God, I don't know if you're out there, but... well, you know, of course, but I should tell you anyway... I've been having feelings... well, being attracted to people I shouldn't be attracted to. Boys. I know this is part of my curse, another challenge that I just have to get over to become a better person. I'm really trying, but... if you could help. A little bit. I don't know if I can do it by myself. I can't seem to stop sinning.

Sam grabbed the edge of the bed to stand, wincing when his muscles protested from being overworked during Dad's weekend training. He had prayed every night since the first wordless prayer, admitting a little more each time.

The motel room door swung open. His stomach dropped and Sam turned, expecting to see Dad, home before Dean for once, but it was just Dean. His hair stuck up at all angles and his t-shirt and jeans were rumpled like they had been on the floor all night. There was that twist in his chest again.

"Cutting it close there," Sam said a little bitterly, turning his back on his brother again.

"Nah, I'm always golden," Dean replied cheerfully, clapping a hand down on Sam's shoulder, making him jump. "C'mon, Sammy, I'm bored. Let's go explore the woods out back."

"Bored already, huh?" Sam side eyed his brother and shrugged the hand off his shoulder.

Dean was unfazed. He winked. "You're just jealous."

"What? No I'm not," Sam protested hurriedly, a flush creeping up his neck.

"Yeah, you are." Dean rolled his eyes. "Don't worry, baby brother, when you get older I'll teach you how to pick up chicks. Or guys, if that's what you're into."

"Why would I be into guys? I'm not," Sam floundered desperately.

Dean's eyebrow went up. "Relax, I'm joking. Come on, I'm dying to see what's in these woods."

Sam took a deep breath and glanced around for his shoes. "Fine, let's go."

During their walk, Sam was silent, finding his ragged Converse far more interesting than the nature scenes around him. He couldn't enjoy it, not today. He watched his Converse stamp down the pine needles under his feet.

"Awful quiet there, Sam," Dean said after a while. "Penny for 'em."

"I'm not thinking about anything," Sam griped. His teenage angst was in full force since Dean had walked through the door practically parading the fact that he got laid.

Dean snorted. "Fine, be that way." They continued on in silence for a little while. Birds sang overhead, oblivious to the fact that they should shut up so Sam could wallow in peace.

He didn't know how Dean did it, going and getting laid (at all, but especially) with boys and still seemed to have a totally clear conscience. Of course, he had never had the same moral compass as Sam, but he didn't really need to, since he was a perfect child. John approved of everything he did (except the hooking up with boys thing, because he didn't know). But Sam? He couldn't do anything right in the eyes of his father. If Dad found out Dean liked boys, he probably wouldn't do anything too drastic, but if he found out that Sam liked boys? That would just be the icing on the cake.

Not that Sam liked boys. That wasn't something that he ever consciously admitted to himself, but sometimes it just came up like that. Whenever that happened, he shoved it back down to the darkest corner of his brain.

"Dean?" Sam said before he realized he had said it.

"Yeah?" Dean had stopped at the base of a pine tree and had his neck craned to watch two squirrels racing up the trunk. Sam's eyes fixed on the curve of his Adam's apple, muscles taut and rippling as he swallowed and laughed. Sam wanted to kiss his neck.

No! that was just because Dean was the only boy he ever interacted with. Not because he liked Dean. Dean was just the precedent for all boys their age.

Sam swallowed hard and forced himself to look away, directing his attention to the pair of squirrels on the tree trunk.

"How do you do it?" he asked vaguely, hoping Dean would get the idea of what he was asking.

Dean did not. "Do what?" he asked, turning to Sam with a quizzical expression that Sam only saw in his periphery.

The squirrels disappeared from view. Sam reluctantly brought his eyes down to meet his brother's. "Y'know. Hook up with guys."

Dean looked at a loss for words for a moment. They had never spoken about Dean's escapades outright. Dean found his footing, trying to brush it off. "You wanna know the mechanics? Well, Sammy, one guy has-"

"Stop it, Dean. You know what I mean."

Dean stared into the face of his little brother, somehow so earnest and desperate at the same time. He went through possible questions Sam could be trying to ask him.

How is he attracted to guys? How does he stomach it? How does he bear being intimate with someone other than Sam? The last one couldn't be it. Although Sam's slightly accusatory expression suggested otherwise.

"I'm not sure what you mean, Sammy," he said slowly.

Sam huffed a little-brother sigh that was more of a scoff. "Like, don't you feel... I dunno." He pushed around some pine needles at his feet. "Dirty?"

Dean was taken aback. Where was this coming from? Sam's voice sounded rife with guilt, but Dean wasn't sure if it was because of some secret inner working of Sam's mind or if it was because of the question he'd dared to ask Dean.

Dean cleared his throat. "Um. I don't, really." He took a step towards Sam. "I did a little at first, because it was a forbidden thing, but... I dunno, I like it. That kinda outweighs the feeling of it being wrong. Plus, you know how I feel about rules," he added, winking.

"How did you know?" Sam looked up at Dean, his eyes swimming with melancholy.

"Know....?"

"That you were, uh. That you like guys." Sam rubbed the back of his neck anxiously.

"Well, I realized I felt the same way about them as I do chicks. Like I wanted to get their attention in the same way." Dean searched his brother's face for any sign that meant that was the right answer. He got nothing, so he continued. "Then, y'know. I just started flirting with them too, and the ones that got it, got it."

Sam looked like he wanted to say something, and Dean had a feeling he knew what it was going to be. He didn't.

"Why do you sneak around behind Dad's back? If he ever catches you...."

Dean raised his eyebrow at that. It seemed like Sam was launching into one of his little lectures, where he tried to keep Dean from doing anything fun. "Yeah, if Dad catches me, I'm gonna get the ass-whupping of a lifetime. But I gotta have fun somehow."

"Yeah, but you don't have to risk it," Sam murmured, looking down at the ground again. His fingers had made their way down from his neck to twist into his hoodie strings.

Dean was getting uncomfortable with the direction this conversation was headed. It was about to either turn into a fight or Sam was going to say something he wish he'd never said.

"I'll be fine, Sammy," Dean assured him, mustering a confident grin. Don't worry about me so much. You'll give yourself ulcers."

He directed Sam back the way they came, but this time he didn't touch him at all.

By the light coming through the blinds at the motel (different motel, blinds weren't broken, but Dean had turned them downwards so more sun would come in and wake them up), Sam fixed his eyes on the shape in the dark that was his brother.

Dean was stretched out on top of the blankets. The night was still hot and the AC in this motel room didn't work. A rotating fan lightly blew air over the two of them, but it wasn't nearly enough.

Which is why Dean was sleeping naked.

Sam knew it was wrong to look at his brother like this. But he had given up a while ago on shoving down the feelings that were growing towards Dean. His eyes followed the contour of Dean's back, admiring the toned muscles. He lingered on Dean's backside, which was facing him. Recently, Sam had been admiring Dean's trim hips. Sam himself had just had a growth spurt, and he knew his hands were now big enough to fit perfectly around his brother's hips.

That thought conjured up images of Dean underneath Sam, panting as Sam dug his fingers into Dean's pretty waist. Sam felt himself growing hard and he angled his hips downward to press his dick into the mattress.

Sorry, God, came the passing thought through his brain as his hand slid downwards to assist.

The next time Dean came home in the morning, Sam was waiting for him by the door and jumped him as soon as he opened it.

"Dean, we need to talk." Sam's eyes were wide and his cheeks flushed.

"Jeez, man, let me get two steps in first," Dean complained, lowering himself to the corner of the bed to get his shoes off. "What do we need to talk about so bad?"

"I have something I need to tell you. Or ask you. I dunno." Sam plopped down beside Dean on the bed.

"Shoot," Dean said, kicking his boots to the side.

"I want you to help me get laid. With a guy," Sam added hastily. "Which, I know I was against it before, but-"

"No," Dean cut him off, getting a bubbling feeling in his chest. "No way. I am not helping you with that."

Sam frowned. "Why not? That's not fair, you were getting laid when you were fifteen-"

"That's not the problem." Dean scowled at him. "You're just doing this because you want another reason to piss Dad off, don't you?" He didn't know why he said that.

"Why? Only you're allowed to do it?" Sam a little angry now. He was getting red in his ears, something Dean always thought was cute, which is not at all what he should be thinking about right now. Get it together.

"Yeah, because I'm an adult," Dean said, instantly feeling bad for pulling that card when it wasn't the real reason at all.

"Barely," Sam muttered.

"Well, I am. Legally. So I can do things."

"No you can't, Dean! Our family is different, you know Dad has the same rules for both of us. If anyone is taking risks to piss him off, it's you! You've been sneaking out to hook up with people for months in a row now and I don't see you until the mornings. When the door opens, I have no idea if it's Dad or you. I don't know why you wanna risk punishment going out and finding guys when-" he cut himself off and covered his mouth. Said too much.

Dean knew exactly what he was going to say. Still, he had to make him say it. "What, Sam?"

Sam had paled considerably. "Nothing."

"Sam."

The poor kid started shaking. Dean held out his arms. He needed his kid to know that he was still here to make it better.

Sam leaned into Dean's arms cautiously, like he was afraid it was a ruse for Dean to hurt him. Dean just rubbed his back for a little bit, but Sam didn't stop trembling. His anxiety hadn't been this bad in a while, so Dean just kept holding him. He wasn't going to press the issue anymore; he had to let Sam recover.

Sam shuddered with a shaky inhale, and Dean realized belatedly that he was crying. Damp spots seeped through his shirt. "Sammy, it's okay."

"No it's not, Dean," Sam said brokenly. "I'm messed up in the head. I'll never be normal, I'll never be good like you, I-"

Dean shushed Sam. "Gonna stop you right there. You're more good than I'll ever be. You actually care about the effects of your actions on the world around you. I'm not like that, I'm selfish. Too selfish to realize what I was doing to you."

"You're wrong, I want to do things that are so wrong, I'm so royally screwed-"

"Sam, knock it off." Dean lowered his tone seriously.

"Dean I- I want to kiss-" Sam tried.

"Boys, I know. How many times I gotta tell you ain't nothing wrong with that?"

"You." Sam corrected.

Dean blinked. "Huh?" He wondered if this was part of his dream still. Maybe he never woke up and he was still fast asleep in some other guy's bed.

Sam sniffed and a new deluge of tears fell. "It's you, Dean. Not just any guy."

"Then how come you wanted me to help you get laid?" Dean was really confused now. He didn't seem to be dreaming, but here was his little brother, telling him that he felt the same way about Dean that Dean had been feeling for years about Sam and beating himself up over it and trying to distract himself with as many hookups as possible.

"I wanted to get experience still," Sam admitted, sniffing again. At least he wasn't sobbing anymore.

The pieces were finally falling into place for Dean. Of course Sam was mad when he went out with other guys. Sam wanted Dean to mess around with him.

Dean sighed. "Sammy, we can't-"

"I know, Dean. I don't need you to tell me how fucked up I a m."

"Don't let Dad catch you with that kinda language," Dean chuckled. "Sammy, this- it's like I'm dreaming," he said lamely.

Sam sat bolt upright. "Wait. You mean-" he froze when Dean nodded. Why not? Why not admit to your baby brother you're in love with him?

"Then kiss me," Sam begged tearfully. There were those big eyes, so sad, so pleading. "Please, I need to feel it. Tell me you love me."

"I do love you, Sammy," Dean whispered, voice suddenly gone. "I do, I do."

Sam threw his arms around Dean's neck and buried his face in the side of Dean's head. A chill ran through Dean at the wet contact of his brother's tearstained face against his ear. Sam pressed ever-closer, until Dean was forced to pull him upright into his lap. Sly kid.

Sam pulled back, straddling Dean with his knees in the mattress. He met Dean's eyes, letting his hands slide to cup Dean's face, and sank down into his brother's lips.

thanks for reading! happy birthday, nep!