#spike spiegel i am yours forever

[torawro]

i haven’t done one of these in eons so thank you so much for tagging me babe 🥹🌟🩵✨🫧 very excited to do this but it also took me literally an hour and a half to decide and cause i couldn’t even remember who i talked about last year….there were a lot i just completely blanked. and then if we went by fandom omg we’d be here all night so here we are :3

yes i cheated and finessed bc im indecisive ;3 i wish i could have added others i seldom talk about but alas.

sasuke uchiha, y’all already KNEW good and well that this man was gonna be on the list. he’s a nonnegotiable. i’ll probably never stop talking about him, i hold him very close. i wish i could have added the rest of his clansmen tho ;(

suguru getou, i increasingly became obsessed w him in late ‘22 but it reached an all time high last year. oh my goodness i kinda resonate with him in a way and gives me comfort y’know? i feel terribly guilty i chose him over satoru cause i had crippling obsession with him once upon a time.

toji fushiguro, ive always thought he was really cool and really hot obvi but after revisiting the manga last year (before gege ruined that) in addition to s2 premiere i really looked deeper into his character and the poor deadbeat dad jokes and what he had been through and started to appreciate and sympathize with him more than just big pecs and a nonexistent waist

alucard (hellsing), OH MY GOSHHHHHHH THE FIXATION I HAVE FOR THIS MAN was all consuming like. for weeks my pinterest fed me nothing but this man. randomly decided to revisit the original hellsing only to have my brain rewired and think only about him for months. what a time.

dio, i think my current url and the tag i use to reblog things tells you all you need to know. love him loads and loads :3 i was torn between adding him or jotaro………

sousuke aizen, y’know what i always say (since like last year or 2 years ago) i LOVE having a bleach brain rot 😋 ive always been attracted to this man and i just love the fact he’s shrouded in mystery and am fascinated by him in general. i read a fic that really opened my eyes to his character and broke down some panels in the manga i glossed over and well…..

kento nanami, oh dear………HESJWJWJE DO YALL REMEMBER THOSE ICONIC FEW WEEKS ALL I WOULD POST ABOUT WAS NANAMIN😭😭😭😭 that one episode changed my life. like i said ive always loved him but i have had an epiphany. im in love with him. sonami supremacy 🥰

ichigo kurosaki, my back arches a lil whenever i say his name 😩 i’ll never forget the mootie who paired me with him in an appearance/personality matchup like that altered my brain chemistry. he’s so cute and sooo green flag coded he’s the bestest boyfie husband ever

byakuya kuchiki, again the bleach brain rot never ends. do i have to elaborate on mr. kuchiki ? i think he speaks for himself (i need him to breed me)☺️☺️☺️

trevor belmont + alucard (castlevania), nocturne releasing last september reminded me why i adore castlevania so much like the storytelling and the characters— especially these two— are so compelling and it reignited my obsession with them i rewatched the entire show from the beginning…..for a 4th (or 5th????) time.

no pressure (#) — @hellavile @marimogf @renjisinterlude @6gumi @antizenin @blkjupiters @tvgals @valentineluvu @mysugu & anyone else that wants to participate is welcome !!!!!

putting this in its own post bc long -

2023 CHARACTER WRAPPED

thank u @ricecrispiebirb for tagging! I present 9 characters I loved in 2023

1-3: reiner. yes he takes up 3 spaces I will not be taking questions

4: jeanbo horseface kirschtein

5. ezekiel jaeger I remain hateful of how highly you place and yet……….here u are

6. onyankopon giant balls I LOVE u

7. choso…….my little emo wet kitten man

8. satoru gojo, the strongest, the most petulant, the most beautiful

9. geto suguru babe what happened. I still love u tho

no ob tagging @pisspope @fromriches-tosin @oxygenbefore1775 @marenalee @nanamikentoseyebags @strawberrystepmom @pinkmirth @forest-hashira and anyone else who’d like!

[themacabrebarbie]

tag drop !

[venushasvixens]

I’m back! What’s new? - New fics, platforms and more!

Hi everyone!

Its been a while for sure. In that time, there has been a lot of real life events, moments, and projects I have been working on.

Life is But a Dream - FINISHED

Yes everyone, this fic is done. I will be posting the last chapters on here. I will be including an epilogue sometime in December to finally wrap up this story. Doing this fic for close to 3 years has been a treasure, and I will forever love Spike Spiegel and this fandom.

See you cowboys and cowgirls, someday, somewhere!

NEW FIC! NEW FIC! Vampires, a life story and an old flame?

Our Hearts Condemn Us - A Kylo Ren Vampire AU

You are a writer for a local paper, desperate to find your big break. Given a new assignment with a high paying client, you are whisked into the presence of the mysterious Mr. Ren, a man whose power holds no bounds.

Sessions with him are secretive and tense, with certain questionable habits that only urban legends can come up with. But he's charming, a bit of an asshole and somehow, he’s bringing down your defensive walls. You don’t know about this connection, but it feels right. You never had such handsome eyes that look upon you endearingly...you think.

But there is something about him, that seems so familiar. But you just can't place it…

This is a brand new fic set in an alternate universe, with included Star Wars characters. This fic is also 18+!

[I DO NOT OWN THE STAR WARS FRANCHISE OR CHARACTERS]

What platforms am I on?

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BlueSky : venushasvixens.bksy.social

Wattpad: VenusHasVixens

Ao3: VenusHasVixens

Thank you guys, and thank you for reading!

[sweatandwoe]

Blog Recommendations

Hello all, I decided to post a fic (coming out later tonight) to celebrate 2k followers, but also I wanted to recommend some blogs, cause 1. This other creators are amazing and 2. I wanna see milestone work

These aren't in any particular order and I'll put a brief blurb beside each one just to explain what they're about

@ink-and-dagger Ya know her, ya love her. Seriously if you're not following Inky or reading Drink with me, fool of a took. I'm gonna be following Inky into the end so if you're here for the long-haul be prepared

@a-gal-with-taste Gal has so many works, that it's hard to pick a favorite. But right now we're getting Flawed, and you should def check that out

@chickenparm You enjoy bastard blorbos? A variety of content awaits you here, with John Seed, Spike Spiegel, and Silco. I'm gonna be following Chicken for life, and with her writing skills, she'll get you to fall for new blorbos everyday

@vasiktomis also has John Seed content, but also has Marcus and Silco from Arcane (Vida is an excellent OC as well I wanna marry her AND have her punch me in the face). An artist and an author, they're amazing and also some grade A shitposts

@simpfiles Simp's headcanons are fucking high tier. Like same grade as fics I've read, have me staring at the screen and making (good) noises. Also incredibly funny with good takes A+ you should follow

@designfailure56 Design I love you, and you need to change your name to Design Success. With amazing designs for not only Silco x Reader fics, but Solas from DA art along with amazing DnD Designs, you should follow Design for some good art

@pomegranatebat They're a wonderful, tough funny lil guy. Bringing joy and shitposts to life, they also have amazing painting and animation skills. You should follow (and commission) them

@zkyfall amazing art, amazing fics. Funny and super nice. I have notifications on for when they post because I know it's gonna be amazing

@x-amount-verbs Helping Hand is becoming one of those fics where I know I'm gonna re-read it years down the line. A+ writing, super funny and kind. (You should also follow their main @onewhoturns)

@aromansoul love love love you Sharky, giving us amazing boxer Silco and that amazing Silco and Jinx comic. Gonna be following Sharky forever (and you should be too)

@insult-2-injury one of the funniest people here, I will continue to love her even if she wears a jiaper with some jorts overtop. An incredible fic writer too, and please check out the masterlist you will not be disappointed

@lemmielem WORKS WAY TOO HARD GIVING US AMAZING STUFF. Lemmie you need a day off, and a nice drink and to be read all the Silco fics, while we follow you around and fan you (because we're your fans)

@iseutz SUSU IS ANOTHER ARTIST AUTHOR COMBO. Writing beautiful fic, drawing amazing art. I adore you, would marry 10/10 person

@of-the-argonath I MISS YOU SHER. COME BACK. Writing incredible fics, such as a Dragon Arcane fic, and Love thy Neighbour, I am swooning and in love. Go read it

@kikorenart following for life. Kiko's art is beautiful, and your art with Silco is so inspiring, I got some stickers of it. Also creator of some of the most cursed art I've seen, love you <3

@lemonmancer another artist who needs to be fanned and adored. Drawing not juts Arcane, but Resident Evil too with the magento husband. Fanastic art, and also wrote some amazing x Reader fics

@six-feet-sleep fun fact, I didn't realize until like I went for a re-read Six wrote a fic I commented on and replied to me, long before I actually met her. An incredible author, one of the funniest authors I've ever seen, along with being an amazing artist

@mazikomo Not only one of the best fic headcanons or writers, with new fic In too Deep, but also one of the greatest bakers the world has ever seen. Really likes beans too, if you like em

@astudyincontrasts have you read penance yet? Cause me and Inky review the chapters each time one comes out. Personal lil bookclub, they also have amazing Viktor x Reader and some boxer!Silco fics!

@dad-dumpster The Daddiest with the largest dumpy. Art is A tier, I'm never gonna get over with how you draw Silco's hair, and now stuff with the DBD guys. I have so many emotions about it (all positive ones) go follow em

@arcanescribbles though their name is Arcanescribbles, I'm gonna be following even when the Arcane stuff stops. their artwork is beautiful and I know it's gonna be in art gallery one day

@thesaltybuns CREATING SO MUCH ART FOR US! o7 thank you for your service, and letting us view all of your art. It's amazing and I'm lucky to know you Buns! <3 <3 (you can also see @thespicybuns for some other artwork hehehehehehe)

This is getting pretty long so I'm gonna list some other accounts if you like Silco stuff here below, you should follow them for the good good content (also they all seem very nice!)

@purpurniymstitel @ashc-drawing-art-corner @cuckconnosieur @deny-the-issue @steponmesilco @vinciwolf @silcobussy @tsukioreo @heydeerie @fic-heaven @witchypandamonium @sunofzaun @itstracker @ironandglass @lilli-chae @shahs1221 @agoutighost @dust-of-starsandlittle-hopes @silcoitus @perfectlywingedcrusade @flower-of-zaun @whooooshhhhhh

[megankoumori]

I was tagged by @jessienevergivesup!

Rules: Tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better.

 Nickname: My Mom calls me Meg, which I don’t care for.

 Zodiac sign: Aquarius.

 Height: 5′3″

 Gender: Female

 Time right now: 11:23am

 Favourite music artist(s): Anything from the ‘80’s, but David Bowie, Cyndi Lauper, and Cher in particular.

 Song stuck in my head: “For the First Time in Forever” instrumental

 Last movie I watched: “Moana” on Blu-Ray.

 What are you wearing right now: Blue cotton pants and a “Steven Universe” ugly sweater.

 Last TV show I watched: “Criminal Minds.”

 What do you post: Animation stuff, mostly Disney and “Toy Story.” Fanfiction updates and notes. Political commentary. Real life stuff.

 Hogwarts House: Slytherin. My common room is better than your common room.

 Pokémon team: Mystic

 Why did you choose your URL: I’m Koumori because I love bats and “Koumori” means bat in Japanese. My page was designed like a cave until Tumblr did an update and screwed everything up.

 When you create this blog: Forever ago.

 Do you get asks regularly: Not on Tumblr. But people will ask me stuff on Fanfiction.net which I’ll answer on here.

 Do you have any other blogs: I used to have a Myspace and a Livejournal blog. I’m that old.

 Religious or Spiritual: Um, I’m not sure what the difference is. I was raised Baptist and I attend a Baptist church. Though I don’t agree with all the Baptist beliefs I am still a Christian.

 Favourite colour: Green, silver, black, blue.

 Average hours of sleep: What is this sleep you speak of?

 Lucky number: 34.

 Favourite characters: The entire “Toy Story” cast but especially the Core Four (Woody, Buzz, Jessie, and Bo), Spike Spiegel, Faye Valentine, Jet Black, Radical Edward, Dorothy Zbornak, Julia Sugarbaker, Belle, Esmeralda, Quasimodo, Vanellope, Ralph, Jem, Kim Possible, Ron Stoppable, Hikaru Shidou, Hercule Poirot, Eliza Doolittle, The Camel With The Wrinkled Knees, Big Mac, Twilight Sparkle, Eevee, Batman, Harley Quinn

 Following: 308

 How many blankets do you sleep with: One comforter, one sheet

 Dream job: Novelist, Vlogger, Animation Historian

I’ll tag @bolt-from-the-blue @bluesparkletea @princedaviel

[radio-free-mars]

5 things meme

I got tagged by @d2071. Let’s try)

5 things you’ll find in my bag   - My e-book reader - An apple or two. Or three. Or a kilo - Wool socks (you never know when you’ll need your wool socks ^^) - A notebook (originally carried for making some serious notes but now it contains more and more attemts to draw Spike Spiegel)  - Ordinary and/or random stuff (a pen, papers, documents, wallet etc)

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom - A guitar - A map of Middle-earth on the wall - Two cactuses - The Chronicles of Amber book series - More papers and stuff ^^

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life - Write a fantasy novel - Sky glide - Learn sword fighting - Write a popular book on economics - Visit Australia

5 things on my to do list - Learn to draw - Learn to play the guitar (finally) - Finish my Death Note fanfic (it’s a kind of a gamebook actually) - Divide my thesis into single papers and publish them ^^ - Train to do 100 push-ups without stopping

5 things that make me happy - Reading (mainly science fiction and fantasy) - Listening to music - Sleeping - Creating things (from economic papers to fanart or wooden chairs) - Eating apples ^^

5 things I’m (currently) into - Cowboy Bebop (Sure!) - Economics - Game theory - Learning to draw (thanks, @d2071) - Photography (forever amateur)

5 things people may not know about me (at least on tumblr) - Radio Free Mars is actually not a personal blog. My personal blog is @lateman - IRL I’ve just got PhD in economics - It’s not ALL about Cowboy Bebop (and Space Dandy). I’m multifandom ^^ (Diskworld, The Dresden Files, The Witcher, A Song of Ice and Fire, Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency and so on) - I don’t like the most of the food (in general) - I want to achieve Saitama's training norm (100 push-ups, 100 sit-ups, 100 squats and 10km running) but I’m not going to do this every day, of cause

Who am I tagging? Ok... @akitauma (one more try ^^) @earthlostgirl and @ask-awsome-dandy No guarantees and no obligations ^^

[venushasvixens]

Ch. 3 Repeating the Past - Life is but a Dream (Spike Spiegel x Reader)

Sunlight shown through the slit of your curtain. You groggily opened your eyes, still a little sore and hazy from your deep sleep. You pressed the button to open your curtains, looking out onto the ship dock. Early morning. You looked over to your clock. 6:43 am. You wanted to go back to sleep so badly. But you had to start your day now or you’ll never leave Mars today. You were going to wait a little bit for Faye. You’ll just put her in the back of your mind until the time is right. 

You threw the covers back and sat up. You looked down and realized that you were still in your clothes from the night before. Even your shoes were on. 

“Ew..” you said. You quickly took off your shoes and socks, becoming incredibly uncomfortable about how hot and sweaty your feet were. As you walked to the bathroom, you saw in the mirror that even your makeup was still on. You groaned in disgust. 

Was I really that tired last night? You thought. You grabbed some towels and turned the shower head on. As you waited for the water to warm up, you began to replay the events of last night. For a minute, you forgot about Faye, and thought only about your conversation with Mr. Spiegel. It felt odd for you to still remember your conversation. You remembered every single thing you said. You cringed. What if you said something stupid? It was definitely not your intention to be edgy, but god, it all came out that way. You physically began to cringe, biting your lip and scrunching your face. 

Okay, okay but what if..you thought, He was trying to be edgy too? Oh. You haven’t thought of that. Maybe he was trying to impress you. That could be the case. You waved away your thoughts and hopped into the shower. You’ll wait until later to go back and cringe some more. 

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Three weeks later on Mars, you finally caught someone. The reward was definitely not as big as Faye, but enough for two weeks. The criminal in mind was wanted for the murder of his family, and some other unfortunate souls who got caught up in his mess. But it was so easy to catch him, he was practically wearing a “catch me” on his head. 

After you collected the money, you decided to get something to eat. You were starving from not eating all day, and started to feel cranky. You were thankful that you were hangry but with money this time. You looked around for places to eat, and found a diner right next to the ship dock. This could be your little hangout anytime you wanted to come back, you thought. The diner reminded you of the one back in your neighborhood. A little shady, a little scary, but for you, your happy place. You remembered the owner Lou, who took you in and at least tried to straighten you out. But you’re not going to go down that dark road now. 

A few people sat inside, talking and reading the newspaper. You took a seat at the bar, swirling around on the chair. One of the waitresses stopped mid conversation and came over to you. 

“What can I get you to drink?” she asked, her fingertips already tapping in front of you impatiently. 

“Coffee, please.” you replied. Before you could finish, she was off to get you your cup. You sighed in annoyance. It wouldn’t hurt to be nice for a minute. You peeked around the diner, looking at the patrons exchange curious glances at you. You turned back, taking a sip from your recently poured cup. You weren’t offended or surprised by their stares. Some people haven’t seen anybody that looked like you, since some barely leave their home planet. 

The waitress finally came back. “Have you decided what you wanted?” 

You picked up the menu, still looking at it. “Umm.. let me get the-” 

Before you could get your order out, a loud commotion was taking place outside. You shot a look to see a familiar face was causing all that noise. Fists flying, newspapers and trash thrown all over the place. Spike grabbed the man and squished his face against the glass in an attempt to restrain him. Surprised patrons moved away from the window, backing up towards the bar. For you, it was the complete opposite. You chuckled and flashed Spike a smile. He looked up, and gave a small wave. Huge mistake. The man turned around and punched Spike straight in the jaw. It was a good enough hit to send the fluffy haired bounty hunter to fly back and land on his ass. The man bolted down the street, cash trailing behind him. Spike quickly got onto his feet and followed suit. You threw a few coins down on the counter. 

“Thanks for the coffee!” you said as you headed towards the door. 

“But what about my tip?!” the waitress griped at you. 

“Fuck you and your tip!” you replied. Guess you won’t make this place your hangout. 

You managed to catch Spike chasing the man around the block. You started that way, weaving through people to catch up. People flew by, shouting obscenities at you for shoving past them. It seemed like forever until you caught sight of them again at a no end alley. You gasped as you saw the man and Spike pointing their gun at each other. 

“Y-you don’t have the b-b-balls.” the man shakily sputtered out, his gun rattling in his hand. 

“Try me. I guess you had some, but not for long.” Spike smirked, “Times up, Lee. It ends here.” 

“N-no it doesn’t! You think y-you’re so clever, I-I’ll prove you wrong!” Lee sobbed, shoving his gun in Spike’s face. He didn’t flinch, which you weren’t all that surprised at. 

“I-i’m not playing, shithead!” Lee wailed, pointing his gun to the air. A single gunshot rang out, scaring off the birds on top of the building. Spike’s smirk turned into a fine line. He looked more annoyed than scared. 

“I’m not either.” He shrugged, ”Kill me and you’ll be in the pen for life.” Spike said, his gaze unwavering. 

You got the butt of your gun and smacked him on the back of his head. You watched him fall over, and then back up at Spike. His eyes were squinty. He was not happy. 

“What? I did you a favor. You should be happy.” you said as you stepped over Lee’s body.  

“But I’m the one who should get the satisfaction to do that!” he retorted, his hands on his hips, tapping his toe. You giggled, covering your mouth. 

“Oh, so what’s so funny?” he muttered, putting his gun into his holster. 

“Hands on your hips, tapping your abnormally large feet. I would say you look very much like someone’s mother.” you replied. Spike rolled his eyes, bending over to inspect the unconscious outlaw. 

“Speaking of which,” you cleared your throat, “you know what they say about large.. nevermind.” 

Spike glanced up at you, biting his lip. “No, no. By all means, tell me.” he smirked. 

You started out so confident, now look at you. 

“You see, uhh.. I mean, it means..” you caught Spike’s gaze and laughed. 

Spike felt his cheeks starting to warm up, but he immediately put his head down so you couldn’t see. 

“Alright, alright.” he smiled, tying Lee’s hands behind his back. 

“Okay, okay. I’m sorry.” Heavy footsteps ran up behind you. You turned to see a large man with a distinctive scar over his eye. 

“Proud of you, Spike.” the man called out. “No damage this time, which means?” 

“No damage cost, so we can keep every bit of the bounty!” Spike smiled. 

Jet nodded his head, grunting in agreement. “And it's going to be a good one too. If we play it right, It will last us a month.” 

“We’re going to be eating good tonight.” Spike said, lifting Lee over his shoulder. 

“Excuse me ma’am.” Jet smiled, turning towards you, extending his hand, “I’ve seem to have lost my manners. My name is Jet, and you are?” 

“Y/N, no-” you started. 

“No last name, Spike had told me. Matter of fact, he has been talking about you non-stop.” Jet grinned. 

You glanced at Spike, who had now turned around, shooting glares at Jet. “That’s not true.” 

“Oh please! Anytime we head out for anything, poor thing is looking for your ship.” Jet replied. 

All you could do is smile and just shake your head, but inside, your heart was jumping around your ribcage like a bouncy ball. By now, Spike was already out of the alley way, huffing and puffing on the sidewalk. 

“Is he always like this?” you asked Jet, trying to keep up with his normal walking speed. 

“Moody? Yes. But actually..” he glanced at Spike, who continued walking, and leaned over, “I’ve never seen him moody about a girl before.” 

“I’m sure there were some other girls before?” you spoke quietly. 

“There was one. But he only told me once and told me to never speak of her again. I just think he’s trying to forget, or he doesn’t want the past to repeat itself, you know?” he replied. 

“Yeah.” you said curtly. “I do have a question though?” 

“Tell me, little lady.” Jet half-smiled, his arms crossed. 

“Will Faye be joining us?”  

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AN: nothing really to say this week but that I’m working on some new chapters and that life is calming down. Stay safe!