#spent longer than I’d like on this bc once again the colouring got me it’s kinda doodoo but idc anymore

[domo-arts]

Blorbotober day 4 + 5: victuuri from yoi, can yall believe yoi aired 8 years ago…..anyways happy birthday yoi anime of all time u deserved so much better babygirl <\3

[kyloswarstars]

Chasing Rainbows

Peaky Blinders • Oneshot

Spending summer days in the woods with Bonnie means chasing rainbows and skinny dipping in the lake.

Pairing • Bonnie Gold x Shelby!Reader

Words • 1.3k

A/N • this is just some short fluffy shit about hot summer days bc i can’t with that heat lol

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It was an incredibly hot day. Actually, a hot month. August had only started but you couldn’t recall if you ever had such a warm summer here in England. The heat might would’ve knocked you out completely if you were in Birmingham, bothered by the factory smog and the high temperature. 

Luckily, you escaped to the countryside with Bonnie. The first time in long. You hadn’t seen him in weeks. Accomplishing Blinder business down in London had kept you from returning. You stayed with your sister, had fun with your nephew but always craved Bonnie’s arms in the nights.

Only dressed in a loose dress, Esme had given you a few years ago, you laid in the shadow of a tree, screened from the burning sun. Bonnie was napping next to you, the Peaky cap covering his eyes. He only wore some pants as well, didn’t even pull on a shirt this morning. It was a lazy but heartwarming day. The way Bonnie fell asleep with his hand in yours was just too cute. Even this little gesture made up for all the weeks you weren’t able to see him.

You were watching all the leaves above your head delicately staying in place. No wind was rustling through them or sending a slightly cooling breeze. Every now and then you switched from watching the leaves to observing a sleeping Bonnie. You turned your head to him, to take in every detail of his profile once again, but this time you were distracted. On the clearing, where the trees parted and the land was falling lower to a small valley, a rainbow was spreading all over the sky. Vibrantly showcasing all its beautiful colors, it held you in awe. Rainbows always had a vibe to them that you wanted to go and touch them, soak up all the colors and be just as colourful as them.

Rainbows. Rain. „Bonnie!“

Instantly waking from his sleep and sitting up by your voice calling his name, he first checked your body if something was wrong.

„Bon“, you giggled and stopped his hands from moving over your skin. „Look!“ Diverting his head with a hand on his chin to the rainbow, you already stood.

„When there’s a rainbow…“, you started.

„We go searching for the rain?“ Bonnie started to smile, grabbed your hands you had reached out to him and got up on his feet with your help.

For a moment both of you stared at the rainbow, Bonnie’s hand naturally found yours again.

„Let’s run and touch it“, you whispered.

You sensed him bending down and his lips hovering next to your ear. „I’d do anything with you.“ He kissed your cheek and dragged you with him. Starting to run, the heat first felt like you had to stop again, take a slower pace, but once you reached the end of the clearing and ran downhill, reaching the rainbow was the only thing that mattered. You didn’t care for the heat anymore as long as the wind was blowing in your hair and Bonnie was laughing next to you.

Unfortunately, chasing a rainbow wasn’t that easy. When you thought you came closer, it started to fade. When it turned up the brightness of its colors again, it seemed almost twice as far away as before.

Stopping and catching your breaths you still desired to be a part of the rainbow. „I don’t think we’ll come close enough to the rainbow or the rain.“

„You wanted that rain a lot, hm?“ Bonnie wasn’t out of breath as much as you were. Placing a hand on your hip, he dragged your body into his, playing with the fabric of your dress. „Or is it perhaps just water in general you’re craving on your skin?“ 

„Don’t get me wrong, Bon… but water seems a lot more appealing than our sweat.“ The sweat had been taking the biggest toll on you, right after the heat. Still, sticky touches were better than weeks without his fingers intertwined with yours or his arms around your body.

Bonnie slowly started to walk backwards. The rainbow wasn’t on his mind anymore since it started to fade into the clouds anyway. He pulled you with him, telling you to just follow.

Leading you through more grass, that tickled your legs, you were soon standing on the shore of a small lake, hidden between trees. He turned around to face you again. „Will this serve your craving?“

„You knew there was a lake down here and decided to lay in the shadow up on the hill?“

„What should I say?“ He wore this mischievous grin. „Instead of you I like your body sweaty.“ You fully got what he implied and just laughed it off, unbuttoning your dress under his intense stare. Before Bonnie, this scene with someone else would’ve made you feel uncomfortable. Receiving a reference like that would’ve made your eyes divert to your feet and hope the moment would pass as fast as possible. Not with Bonnie. With him everything was just so natural. Your hand in his, walking around without clothes and being covered in sweat when you laid under him. Because all Bonnie ever did was love you.

„Are you going in like that or?“ You shed off your dress, standing in front of him naked and ready to escape from the heat into this beautiful looking lake. Bonnie quickly stripped off his pants and briefs. This time it was you who grabbed his hand and dragged him along.

Running into the lake together, the water felt so relieving you were mad for a second he didn’t mention it before. If he had you probably wouldn’t have spent a wake minute outside of it.

Fully in, you swam towards the middle. It was a really tiny lake so instead of the middle you were quickly on the other side of it, feeling your feet touch the bottom again. You let yourself float on your back and closed your eyes. Within the water the sun on your skin didn’t burn anymore. It was heavenly satisfying, a perfect summer day now.

His hands soon broke your balance with the water, causing you to use your feet and arms again. Bonnie fished for your hand, dragged you through the water to wrap your arms around his neck. He wanted to kiss you but it didn’t work out at all, drowning together and returning to the surface in laughter. Swimming with you wrapped around his body closer to the shore, where he was able to stand, he tried it again and succeeded.

Chasing a rainbow, skinny dipping in the lake, kissing Bonnie in the water – it all promised for a good, very good summer. For a lot of adventures ahead and hot days that wanted to be sweated through. For his demanding lips and cheerful laughter. You couldn’t wait to have all summer with him.

„Bonnie?“ You broke the kiss to draw back and look at him. One of your hands found its way to his wet hair and brushed it out of his face – it had gotten longer while being gone.

„What is it, Y/N?“

„I hope we’ll stay like this forever.“

„How?“, he smiled, holding onto you even tighter.

„So in love.“

Feeling him tense up under your touch, his smile faded. Those moments were Bonnie became extremely serious were rare and the intensity of them were always breathtaking. His raw voice whispered: „We will“, vowing a promise you hadn’t asked him to offer. Sometimes he just decided to do something that completely took you by surprise and it made you fall even harder for him. You didn’t know if those moments would continue to happen or if some day they would just stop and you remained ‚only‘ being in love with him, without the sensation of falling for him another time. But you knew, no matter what would happen, either of those options were fantastic. After all, loving Bonnie was the best feeling – actually, so many best feelings altogether – you could ever experience.

[ekkorn]

hi there, just saw in the tags that you didn‘t like endgame. would you like to expand on that? i am curious to know other people‘s perspective. personally, i liked it. it has flaws, yes, but to me it was enjoyable. if you don‘t feel like answering, that is fine :) have a great day!

oh wow. you really wanna know? okay, but on your own head be it. :o

i’m just joking, i’ll go easy, or at least give you the digest (a vicious lie) version. if you want to see the full extent of my derision and vitriol, you can go to @lowkeysebastianstan, which is the blog where i’ve tried to limit this too. but to give you the not at all short and not so sweet of it, here goes. (endgame spoilers obviously).

the first thing that really set me off was the ending, more precisely, what steve did. it made absolutely no sense whatsoever, and hit me closer to home than most of my followers here since bucky and steve are my fave characters, and the only ship i really have. now, i never thought stucky would become canon, not even a little, i didn’t even hope for it. sure, the representation would’ve been awesome, but there’s no way marvel could’ve done it justice, so it was just as well it was never gonna happen. what i hadn’t prepared for was to what extreme extent they were terrified of the ship and the effect it would have if they were to let it be even a hint that could be interpreted as some emotional connection between them, for 3 films they’re built bucky up as the most important character in steve’s life, he’s risked his own life to save him, he basically eradicated hydra during wwii fueled by grief for him, he was prepared to die for him in tws, he fought his friends and gave up everything for him in cacw, and then he just? leaves? to be with a woman who died of old age and natural causes after a long fulfilling life with another man and family of her own. who specifically told him to fucking move on in tws? yeah, sure. and do not get me wrong, i adore sam wilson, after bucky, and the real steve rogers, he is by far my fave in the cap verse (saving a few spots for my bp and cm peeps in the mcu, but we’ll get to them), and he is the superior choice to pick up the mantle, no doubt about it. (okay, a little doubt, they teased sebastian with that shield for 8 years, they based bucky on the brubaker storyline where he becomes cap, and so i do feel a little torn bc no matter how happy he must be for his friend, and him and mackie are good friends, he must be a little disappointed? but who knows, maybe they’ll do something with that in the series, which would be stupid af bc that would negate the positive leap in representation, and mackie deserves it too, so who the fuck knows, i’ll probably not be around to keep track anyways, and can you tell im rambling), but for steve’s last words to be to sam? while bucky stands and watch in the background? like??? i could go on in (more excruciating) detail, but that was why i linked the blog, there might be a point or two about this on there.

but that was just the start. all through the movie i felt disconnected and uneasy, they made some really weird choices, but i don’t think it was until nat took the plunge that i knew i had an absolute dud on my hands. 

the mcu has done a lot of things right, but their treatment of women is NOT one of them. and oh boy did they go out with a bang. first is the obvious implication, he got to live bc he had “more to live for”, and she didn’t have a family, and ye gods we know she can’t have kids, so why should she live? 

(see, if the bw movie wasn’t in the books, i’d completely get it, if it was to give scarjo her life back, and she wanted nat to be good and dead, sure. actually, when i first watched it, that’s what i thought tbh, that the bw movie was cancelled, so. but it’s not, so she will return. and since that the case it’s just fucked up that they yeeted her off the roster. and sure, some of the bw movie was always gonna be set in the past, but tbh? i don’t see much point in prequels for dead characters, you know that whatever happens won’t affect the outcome for the character at all, and i usually find them completely void of meaning. that might just be me though). and of course the fact that she died the same way gamora went didn’t help. (gamora’s death was maybe the single worst thing in aiw, she was fridged, not for the advancement of one man, but for two (thanos and quill) and it.just.shouldn’t.have.worked.thanos.cannot.love! again, mcu and women? not a good match.) 

then of course, it comes back to steve and how much he doesn’t give a crap about the people close to him in the present, we never see him care or grieve for anyone but peggy, and he could barely spare two tears for nat before it was all business again. and the rest of the team? i think clint cared a little, and banner threw a chair, but that was it. no memorial, not burial, no nothing, it was like she never existed, and she died saving the world just as much as tony, he couldn’t have done jack shit without the soul stone. 

and speaking of women, shuri and okoye? before the trailer dropped i was sure shuri was in this, that we’d get to see her lead in her brother’s stead. i actually did a short lament on this already, here.

carol was terribly underused, after all the oompf about her being there she was barely a blip. but the haircut was fantastic, and the best part of the movie was when she returned at the end.

then there’s nebula and gamora (again). at first i was actually quite pleased that they sort of found a loophole to bring gamora back, but then i thought about it (yes, sometimes i get seduced by the flashy colours too) and yeah. sure. a gamora is there, but she’s void of all the things that makes her interesting and all her development is just gone, everything “our” gamora achieved and experienced is gone, three films worth of arc is worthless. so what then is the point of getting “her” back? i don’t care about this person, i don’t know her. are we gonna see quill just harass her the next film, bc you know, she’s been with him, so why shouldn’t he expect her to just do that now? tbh i wouldn’t be surprised, but now that gunn is back maybe he can save it? not that i’ll be around to keep track though.

then nebula. nvm that time paradox, that’s a whole other fuckfest i’ll get back to, but we had to get to see her get killed too, didn’t we. by her sister, the only person in the world she loves. fucking fantastic, i cannot control my enthusiasm. 

and no, cool as it was, the a-force surrounding parker is not enough to bring this home. it was a cool sight though. (see? i can see the good.)

then of course it’s peggy. a woman he knew for a few months back during the war. (sure they knew each other longer, but i’d say, even if you’re very generous, they can’t have spent more than a couple of months in each other’s company, and they kissed once). who they stripped of all character development and autonomy so that steve could go back and get his “damce”. everything she achieved, every good thing that happened to her, her husband, her family, her advancement in shield, all gone. bc steve must have his happy ending, no matter that she told him to move the fuck on in tws, who cares. 

and then there’s sharon. yeah, they forgot about her, didn’t they. i mean, i was never really on board with that, the whole aunt/niece thing was a bit too weird for me, and this was way before i shipped stucky, but that doesn’t matter. bc they did that, they had them kiss within days after peggy’s death (oooh, look how he cared for peggy), making it clear that this was the beginning of something. (also marvel and several of the actors treated emily like crap, oh yeah, i remember, doesn’t help either.) 

(gods i said this would be short, didn’t i? imagine if i could’ve spent all the words i’ve spent ranting about endgame on my latest chapter? good grief.)

then there’s their so called lgbt representation. 30 seconds of a character that had a total of 60 sconds of screentime in tws lamenting his dead lover? well. i. they wanted credit for that. i just.

then there’s thor. they negated every ounce of development he had in ragnarok, this also goes for aiw, wasn’t happy about that, and made him completely ooc, he just spends his time drinking ab\nd playing fortnite of all things? bold of them to assume that will still be a thing in 5 years, but also? thor? THOR? neglecting his people? his friends? the world? thor? then they of course made him fat, haha, so they could add fat-shaming to the list while they make light and fun of his drinking problems, his grief and his ptsd. awesome. the funniest. 

then there’s clint. that they just randomly made a killer? just, like a straight up murderer? okay then. and still nat deserved to die. excellent.

then there’s banner. okay, i don’t think they fucked him up as bad as the others, but it’s still strange he would risk his intelligence to become hulk full time, but you do you.  

rocket and rhodey were the best things about this damn disaster, just putting it out there.

then there’s tony. i mean, we knew he was the main protagonist, and im not objecting that, (even if i think it’s really strange he’d be born in 1970) but idk. that was strange’s plan? all that for that? and pepper just went, eh what the hell, just die, i can raise this kid you wanted. (i know, i know, she’s her mom, she cares), but it was just so flat. and idk. i mean, rdj wanted his life back, just as evans, but i’d want to see that switched, that tony get to retire and steve sacrifice himself to save the world. tony could still be the deciding factor in strange’s plan even if steve delivered the coup de grace. at least he cared enough to show an emotion™when peter came back, which was more than steve bothered with. jfc they fucked up steve.

then there’s the time travel. okay, a few things about the 2012 thing. they put him in the elevator, and then, instead of having him just kick the crap out of the agents, they reference hydra!cap? the biggest shitstorm in the comics in the last two decades? like what the actual fuck? then of course there’s the americas ass thing, which, again, that’s steve, cares about his ass but not his friends! (but at least 2012 steve cares about bucky, maybe he’ll save him a couple of years early, back to the future steve will just live out his life knowing bucky is getting tortured somewhere in siberia, good times.) oh! and i guess they have their loophole to get loki back too, great, they’ll probably just forget that he’s not in the main timeline, bc who cares. 

and the fun just keeps coming with the time travel. oh they tried with some crap explanation that no one can make sense of, but here’s the kicker. they can’t either, they don’t even want to try, they don’t even agree with each other. 

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how did they know to meet up in wakanda or wherever, the dustees? did strange send a memo? not just the ppl in the soul realm or wherever they were, but all the others too, like valkyrie and hope. time and place just magically popped into their heads? and what happened when they all came back? or some came back, bc obviously a shit ton of ppl died at the dusting, like the pilot of a 747 gone? plane goes down and such, ppl really dead. and where do they reappear? where they disappeared? aka those passengers that got dusted comes back mid flight? fun! and what about the ones that moved on in their absence? what happens to the ones that come back when their wives and husbands are remarried, when there’s no place for them in their old lives. did all of peter’s classmates get dusted, or did the rest of the class graduate without him, i must assume that all of those in s:ffh did, otherwise some would be in college by now, yeah?

and that’s another reason their watertight time travel is leaky af, there’s no way to get the logistics to work. the only option as such would have been to go back to 2018 and fix it, to reset time, bc otherwise there are just too many holes, it’s just not possible. but they can’t do that bc then they’ll undo all the things that happen in the future that the characters don’t want to lose, like tony’s kid. 

oh, i know, it’s a superhero movie, but im strange like that, i expect a modicum of internal logic in all my movies, the bitch that i am. 

okay, im gonna leave it there, ive run out of steam, and i want to gif a set. there’s a few things more, but i think you’ve gotten the gist, that i’m not a fan of this movie and a short (lol, so sorry, nothing is ever digest with me, i should’ve warned you) list of reasons why. honestly this is the first time i’ve really don’t a more general account, ive pretty much stuck to steve and that crapshute, there’s a lot of other blogs that concentrate on the other characters, i’d list a few, but i don’t have it in me rn, pop me a msg if you’re interested, also if you’re interested in some real meta, this rambling rant isn’t something that people should be exposed to honestly. 

avengers: endgame was a shit movie and no amount of “he’s worthy” and “avengers assemble” is going to fix that, BUT if you enjoyed it, i don’t think less of you, obviously everyone is different, and i envy the hell out of you, i sorely wish i could’ve liked it too. the russos directed what is by far the best movie in the mcu imo, tws, and they had us all fooled, even if we probably should’ve seen it coming after iron man 4: civil war.

hope you’re having a spectacular day, sorry you had to read this if you did, and and thank you for making mine better, i really had a rant in me needing out. (you’d think i’d run out of hate for this by now, but nah.)

thank you for the ask :) 

[littledonkeyburrito]

More of this because I’m bored again. Deal with it.

Where did you lose your virginity, if you have? My apartment at the time What color car(s) do your parents drive? Mum has a black car, Dad has a red car. What are your views on getting rid of the penny? It's probably a good idea. God knows I never use one cent coins here in europe.  Which Asian country would you most like to visit? Vietnam

Have you ever had a nosebleed? Maybe once or twice as kid. I did karate so it was pretty common to get hit in the face.

How far away do you live from your birthplace? At a guess I think it would be a couple of hours flight. I’ve never flown there from here.

Have you ever kissed someone underneath mistletoe? No Do you watch the Olympics on the television? I have watched a few events What was the scariest experience of your life? Nothing immediately springs to mind. I would have to think about it for longer. Have you ever played truth or dare? Of course How long is your driveway? I don’t have a driveway. The front door to my building is right on the street.  Are there any tv shows you keep up with religiously? iZombie, Jane The Virgin, sometimes Brooklyn 99. Pretty much everything else I just wait for it to come out on netflix. Where is your mother right now? Probably at home asleep because it’s 6am there. Do you know anybody named Carl? Yeah and he’s American so all our friends in australia always did the long drawn out “Caaaaarrrrrrrrllllll... that kills people” from llamas in hats. Are you more of a night owl or a morning person? Night, for sure. What is your favorite song at the moment? I don’t specifically have one favourite song but I currently quite like Sofia by Alvaro Soler and Diferentes by Genitallica Do you have a weak stomach? Not really Have you ever been to a party where people were drinking underage? A couple in highschool How many stores are in the mall closest to you? I don’t even know which mall is closest to me. How far away is the closest McDonald’s to you? About 2 minutes walking. Literally never been there though. The only time I’ve had maccas in this country is in the airport. Would you ever meet someone in person that you met online? Yeah, I have before, many times. What was the last film you watched? I just finished watching Thor 2, so now I’m ready for when the third one is released here. Does it snow where you live? Maybe once every few years, but no, not usually. Have you ever been to an art gallery? Yes What are your neighbours like? I think they’re drug dealers actually, but they seem nice and they leave me alone. I do have to talk to them in the next couple of days though because the water bill came through and we have to split it between us because our apartments are on the same metre. Do you visit your town’s library often? Never been to a library in this city. Don’t even know where one is. Have you ever had to take care of an intoxicated person? Of course but tbh I usually try to pawn the responsibility off onto someone else. What flavor was the last ice cream you ate? Chocolate Can you do a cartwheel? If I try, probably I can do a shit one. Which website do you spend the most time on? Probably facebook bc it’s always open in the background. Have you ever kissed someone of a different race? Yeah What can you smell right now? Nothing noteable What accent is your favorite? I don’t have a favourite accent. It really depends on who’s talking and what they’re saying. Are/were you part of any extracurricular activities in school? Band What colors are on your country’s national flag? Red and yellow plus whatever colours are in the coat of arms

So, how was your day today? It was fine. I sent off some emails for potential jobs in the field I actually want to work in. Hopefully I get some responses. Then I played some mass effect, had a couple of drinks and watched a movie.

What are your plans for tomorrow?     Probably the same as today.

When was the last time you actually smiled and meant it?     I probably watched a funny video today at some point

I bet you’re in love with someone, who?     I sure am not

What movie do you really want to see that’s out?     I wouldn’t mind going to see kingsman golden circle. I’m also waiting for Thor 3 to come out here, which is tomorrow apparently as I’ve just discovered

What was the best memory made so far this year?     So much has happened this year, there’s no way I could pick just one thing. I moved to a different continent, I’ve travelled in 6 countries, I’ve met new people (and a couple of boys), I’ve partied, I’ve hiked, I’ve had adventures and I’ve had boring days in at home. The entirety of this year has been amazing. 

What’s your favorite sleeping position?     Sort of fetal position, but with my torso twisted to face down, my hands tucked up under my chin, and my feet dangling off the side of the bed. I’ve been told I sleep in a weird position.

Who was the last person you kissed?     Hasn’t changed since I filled one of these out yesterday

What does your day mostly consist of?     Netflix and sleep tbh

Who did you last cry in front of?     I have no idea when I last cried. I was probably alone though

Name five things that make you happy.     Travel, netflix, my friends, alcohol, puppies 

Do you wear white socks, or fun ones?     I prefer to wear them crazy motherfuckers. Just shove every goddamn colour under the sun on there and that’s the shit I like keeping my feet warm.

Whats something you’re excited for?     Whenever I can travel again

Would you ever lick a rat for $1,000?     If it was a pet rat, sure. If I lick it multiple times do I get multiple thousands of dollars? Can I lick it 20 times in one go and then book a flight somewhere?

What was the last thing you highlighted?  Probably some notes at work back in australia

How often do you shower?     Every day.

Do you sleep with or without clothes on?     With. Unless I’m not alone, in which case probably naked ;)

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with for over an hour?     Who knows? I was probably a teenager. Or it was my dad

One thing you and your best friends always do when you hang out?   Eat and watch a movie/tv show. Sometimes drink.

What were you doing at 12am last night?     Sleeping

Call or text?     Text.

What’s your favorite thing about Facebook?     I can contact my friends in australia on there

Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day:     My mum, if she’s awake. Otherwise I message friends.

What is your favorite ring on your phone?     My ringtone is the themesong from buffy the vampire slayer

Who is the 2nd person on your missed call list on your cell phone?     "Private number”

What shirt are you wearing?   A stripey tshirt with a hoodie over it

Favorite age you have been so far?   I don’t know. Now I guess ..?

Have you ever had a true one-night stand?     No, I’ve always known the person beforehand, even if I only slept with them that one time, and even if I never saw them again after.

Would you like to date someone a lot purer than you?     I don’t care..? I guess I’d prefer for them to have at least a little experience but I’m going to take it into consideration when I’m deciding whether to be with someone.

Would you prefer if good things happened, or interesting things?     Preferably, the good things are also interesting.

Would you have kids with the last person you kissed? Nah

Have you ever been in someone’s wedding before? I’ve been to weddings, but not part of the bridal party.

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Several times over the course of 2 weeks.

When was the last time you watched a movie in theaters? Whenever Spiderman Homecoming was out

Have you ever ruined someone’s life or planned to? No, I’m not that much of an asshole

Would you ever completely dye your hair the color green? Nah

What is your favorite food to eat around Christmas? On Christmas in Australia we eat fresh cherries and prawns (not together obvs). Also my dad’s full roast dinner

How much money do you have on you right now? I think I have like 80 euro in my wallet plus the massive piles of coins in 7 different currencies on my shelf Do the people in your town speak like rednecks? No What kind of pie do you like the best, if you like it at all? Aussie meat pies. That is literally the thing I miss most about australia. Like, I miss them more than I miss my mum. I’m so glad I had the forethough to eat a pie in the airport as my very last meal in australia. What is your dream career? Now taking suggestions

Have you ever thought of making love in a dressing room? No, I definitely have not. When was the last time you cried happy tears? Probably crying of laughter one of the many times in central america What kind of ice cream do you like the best? Ben and Jerry’s Half Baked. That’s the good shit. Would you ever go on one of those talent-searching shows? Actually, I auditioned for Australia’s got Talent like 2 days after I finished highschool. Didn’t make it to the section filmed in front of the judges though. But I did get to skip the first audition and a lot of the queue because I had big equipment (drum kit)

Is there anyone you wish would call you right now? I don’t wish, but I’d be happy if I was called by parents, any of my friends or the boy from central america. Has your house ever been broken in to? Yeah, some motherfucker broke into my place in aus and stole my goddamn potato. It’s almost 3 years later and I’m still bitter about it. Do you know someone who tends to eat all the time? Me Has anyone ever called you an “angel” before? Yeah haha What is your favorite restaraunt to go in and eat at? Orale in Panama City. So fucking fun.

When did you last spend the night at someone’s house? I spent a month in hotels while I was travelling. Before that, I guess it was when I stayed at a guy’s place in Madrid for a weekend in August I think.

Is your hamper currently overflowing? I throw all my dirty laundry directly into the washing machine and turn it on when it’s full. I probably should turn it on tomorrow.

Did you have intense night terrors as a child? Yes apparently

Know anybody who works in a tattoo parlor? I think one guy I met in Panama is a tattoo artist. Idk he was showing me pictures of tattoos he’d just done so I assume..

Have you ever played flashlight tag? I think I played it on karate camp a couple of times as a kid

Could you call yourself a movie buff? I would not

Skin tight tshirts or ones with flowy sleeves and such? Tight looks better on me but flowy is so much more comfortable

Robin Williams or Adam Sandler? Why? I hate adam sandler.

Have you ever shoplifted? No

Band that you really want to see in concert? Ehh tbh I’m kind of over concerts. Green Day are always good to see live because they’re very interactive but most bands aren’t like that. So there’s nobody I especially want to see. Actually, maybe Ricky Martin...

Are you a shorts wearing kind of person? When I went to India I packed shorts in my suitcase and even though it was over 40 degrees every day of the trip, I still never wore them. So no, I’m not a shorts wearing kind of person.

Is your grandparents’ house obsessively tidy? No, but my dad’s is.

Do you prefer to tape or tack up posters to your walls? I have not had a poster up in several years but I used to always use blutack.

When you cook, do you like to throw in random things? I usually only buy what I’m going to use but sometimes if I find something I’ll chuck it in.

Have you ever ducttaped somebody’s mouth shut? I probably have at some point in my life

Is anybody in your family a carpenter? No, but my dad is very good at making things. He is a luthier.

[witchtav]

92 Truths Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @greenchatae !

Rules: once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. at the end choose 25 people to be tagged

🌙 LAST

drink: coconut mocha coffee

phone call:  my boyfriend

song you listened to: damaged kids by broadside

time you cried: a few nights ago sitting alone in my living room looking at the spot my dog was killed

🌙 HAVE YOU EVER

dated someone twice: no

kissed someone and regretted it: yes

been depressed: yes

been drunk and thrown up: yes

🌙 IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made a new friend: yes

fallen out of love: no

met someone who changed you: no

found out who your true friends are: yeah sometimes you gotta learn the hard way :’/

found out someone was talking about you: yes work is like high school it never ends

🌙 GENERAL

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: uuuh like 2 but one of them hasn’t used her tumblr actively in a long time

do you have any pets?: two cats

do you want to change your name?: yeah i’ve always kinda wanted to, i’m not fond of my name

what time did you wake up this morning: around 8,, very unfortunate for a day that i don’t even open at work but sleep has been very hard lately, especially when i’m alone

what were you doing last night: working for most of it, then i stopped at the bar next door after i clocked out, then i came home and watched pretty little liars until i was ready to pass tf out

something you cannot wait for: the next time pavel and i get to be together! also i have this saturday off and emily and i are gonna go to a bunch of cool bars, i’m mostly excited for 16bit which is like,, a bar with a bunch of arcade and old console games!

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: uhh i worked briefly with a tom he was pretty neat

what’s getting on your nerves right now: work and i haven’t even gone in yet

blood type: i have no idea

nickname: lex or alex

relationship status: taken, my boyfriend and i are coming up on,, 4 months soon which is kinda throwing me off bc it feels like it’s been longer, though i guess that could be because we spent a lot of time closely together before we officially called ourselves together

zodiac sign: virgo

pronouns: she/they. my pronouns have changed again i think. i’ve become much more comfortable with presenting myself as and being recognized as feminine so! 

favourite show: pretty little liars currently! i won’t really watch tv much for long stretches of time and then i binge on a show obsessively 

college: n/a

hair colour: brown naturally, currently dyed/faded three shades of red and brown on the shaved side that i’m currently growing out nfjkdsfjkd why did i shave it again i hate this 

do you have a crush on someone: i’d say i’m pretty fond of my boyfriend, yes

what do you like about yourself: fukc man idk i’m going through an especially hard time lately so finding positives in myself is far from easy

🌙 FIRSTS

first surgery: if getting stitches counts as a surgery then i got some of those of my forehead when i was little and i still have the scar. i also did have my tonsils removed in grade school though and let me tell you that was a bitch and a half since i was older 

first piercing: none actually! i’ve considered getting my ears pierced a few times in the past few years but never actually went through with it

first sport you joined: soccer

first vacation: my grandparents took my two cousins and i to the smokey mountains when we were very little. i know it happened but i have like,, no memory of it

first pair of sneakers: dude idk whatever my mom got for me when i was little

🌙 RIGHT NOW

eating: n/a

i’m about to: keep watching pretty little liars until i have to go in to work tbh

listening to: the tv

want kids: yikes no thank you

get married: idk probably not??

career: i have no clue still and i hate it

🌙 WHICH IS BETTER

lips or eyes: eyes

hugs or kisses: nfkjdsnfk both i love affection from the like 1 person i’ll allow it from

shorter or taller: taller tbh,, in the end it doesn’t really matter but?? i guess i do have a preference for taller which isn’t really that hard since i’m like 5′3

troublemaker or hesitant: i'm personally more hesitant so people who are more of a troublemaker type kind of bring me out of my shell a bit more, but after a certain point we just don’t mesh well anymore

older or younger: i’d prefer someone my age or a bit older i suppose, but not too much otherwise a large age gap would make me feel uncomfortable :’/ 

romantic or spontaneous: i’m a big sap for romantic things but being spontaneous can also go hand in hand with being romantic and i like the surprise of the situation!

sensitive or loud: both,, like not Loud but louder than me to help balance out

hookup or relationship: relationship

🌙 HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: no

drank hard liquor: yes

lost contacts/glasses: no i’ve actually never lost either since i started using visual aids in like,, 5th grade when they finally noticed i needed them

sex on first date: no

broken someone’s heart: i’ve turned down and rejected people before but i don’t think it was That serious

been arrested: no

turned someone down: yeah

🌙 DO YOU BELIEVE

in yourself: no

miracles: eh,, probably not, no

love at first sight: no