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Actually you know what. I know why I don't find Trey handsome
His hair is not short enough.... If it was like. A buzz cut I would think he looks better tbh
#💙! mah rambles#adding to this#the clover symbol on his face#l i s t e n#it's not inherently bad ok trey fans pls don't kill me#specifically sheep girl have mercy on me#i kinda wish the clover symbol wasn't there#“where else would it be” i genuinely do not know#so yeah uhm. i just had this random realization
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@bnjmin replied to your post “feeling totally normal btw (thinking about ...”:
i want the setlists i want the names of the tours i want to know which specific tours are considered the most iconic to her fanbase i want to know which performances of which songs are considered the fandom cult classics which performances are the ones where people look back and are like "in hindsight she was really struggling and you can literally see it but this performance is still top 3 of all time"
i'm so glad u asked (:
i do think that eliza debuted onto the music scene prior to the band forming - originally, she was the glue that held it together because she was well on her way to becoming a household name right as the band got started. (i’d guess that means one album or EP under her belt before they started.) then came along ben, ruby, alice and phoebe. to say that they became famous overnight is a gross understatement.
the first album (HONEY) is somewhat tame. exciting, of the pop-rock-punk genre and easy to get fans interested. the tour is nationwide, hitting each coast and lingering in bigger cities, selling out each show. dates are added (arguably too many), and as soon as management has milked it for all its worth, it’s time to get back into the studio. POMEGRANATE SEEDS are leftover songs put on the back burner from album one, released to keep the momentum going.
HONEY ALBUM / SET LIST:
HONEY (single)
don’t assume what you don’t know
jean
poor boy
mercy
devil on my shoulder
this is why i’m hot
POMEGRANATE SEEDS EP:
black sheep
seashore
pomegranate seeds
eliza is in charge of writing, and she’s started to spiral downward into her addiction. it becomes harder to hide and that much more evident in the scripture of CELEBRITY SKIN. the tour is an easy sell with twice as many shows and locations - they have to reschedule the last five shows after an overdose from eliza is kept under wraps and she’s sent to rehab. this will be long revered as the dark period of the band and those in it.
CELEBRITY SKIN ALBUM / SET LIST:
celebrity skin (single)
people i don’t like
catch me if you can
girls can’t play guitar
high enough
misery business (cult classic)
persephone
trouble in mind
what the hell
brutal
teach me to fight
CRASH DIVE
better by myself
this baby don’t cry
after the delayed end of the CELEBRITY SKIN tour, eliza goes back to rehab for a second time. the band drops STP records, gets some new members and eliza and ben are at the heart of a whole new beast: something that’s finally sustainable. then comes BABY OUTLAW - the dawn of a new age for beliza, the band and all their fans.
BABY OUTLAW ALBUM:
baby outlaw (single)
july
angel
only the strong
one for my baby
love interruption
doing all right
don’t worry baby
the moon song
closer to fine
blackbird
strange
blues run the game
rainbow
the BABY OUTLAW tour encompasses all the discography up until that point, including unreleased songs, guest stars and more - this tour goes for well over a year and marks as one of the greatest successes and comeback stories of all time.
as far as fan favorite performances go: baby outlaw tour, new jersey show (with all the bellucci and steele fam on the side of the stage watching) closer to fine + rainbow go down as THE performances of a lifetime. (celebrity skin tour is a close second, only because shit was bad even though the music was a slay.)
#bnjmin#save tag /#* ELIZA AND BEN / bnjmin.#admittedly i got kinda insane and op w this but#ur literally not allowed 2 divorce me so#here we are 🪑#also also i just realized that u may not have been talking abt#* V / rockstar.#for both of them#but that's why i did so 🧍♂️
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april song recs!
bro i am about to die from stress (aps, college, LIFE???) but that's ok because i found so much banging music this month. trying to not feel sad by being busy af. but being busy also makes me sad. talking to other people make me sad. smh. idk man. however es milgram has entered my life and i am very happy for that (i love you pookie).
after looking at this list will you believe me if i say i don't like deco27?
--- hibana (es cover) - deco27
i think i listened to this song more than any other song i've listened to for the past YEAR. i need hibana (specifically the es cover) injected into my soul RIGHT NOW. it's so goddamn good. i love the chord progression, how es sings every line, the bridge, how much emotion there is, everything about the song. when es's cv whispers the words with the sung version layered with it my soul transcends. like every other deco27 song, of course it's a complicated song about love. but!!! but!!! i also love the "knock knock", etc. that starts every verse. it's so good. i also love HOW THERE'S A VERSE IN ENGLISH THAT IS SO COOL I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE UNTIL I READ THE LYRICS ASDFISDNFASN. when es sings "ah-ha-ha" i go IUFAINDASIFNASIDASUD. when i hear the background harmonies i go AISUDFNASDFOASDNFASMFAOS. personal favorite lyrics: "I don’t want to harbor a love that will never end" / "it’s “incomplete”, I’ll say it time and time again" / "amidst a love that missed hitting 'NO'" / "come on, melt me more properly!" i love you es.
--- the good child and the fox spirit - kikuo
guess who finally listened to this song after it being on my "to listen" list for months because of a milgram animatic. listen, when you're starved for content you gotta do what you gotta do. anyways, that animatic is so fire i love it so much but this is not about the animatic. I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. it's so catchy and creepy and the notes slide into each other so well i can't believe kikuo never had formal music theory education.
--- string theocracy - mili
this shit is CRAZY. at first i didn't notice that it was in english because of the distinctive sort of "j-pop" style, but as i listened closer, my brain exploded. it's so jazzy, so fun and the lyrics are really really profound and moving. this song supports my argument that songs in english are not inherently cringe- it's just that they've been molded into a specific style that sounds really cringe. personal favorite lyrics include: "if you're gonna control me, at least make it interesting theatrically" / "if you're gonna replace me, at least have the audacity to kill me throughly" / "and if you love me, can you love your everything too, for me?" i also love the reference to "do androids dream of electric sheep" awww yeah. it's just such a fun listen and it's so indie. makes me feel so... asdfnsf. did i mention it's SO JAZZY???
--- half (es cover) - deco27 (milgram)
--- liar dance - deco27
--- android girl (haruka cover) - deco27
--- diary of underage observation - kurage-p
honorable mentions: little party never killed nobody (i love the great gatsby okay), happy synthesizer (i need to listen to more classics- i did not expect this and kimagure mercy to sound so good but they absolutely SLAP), sobakasu (this song makes me :( when i listen man... reminds me of an old friend. i absolutely love the timbre of the singer's voice- it's so RAW. i've never heard a song with more emotion)
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Here’s me never realizing how perfect (in a perfectly twisted way) the Lannister origin myth clashes with that of the Casterlys.
In the Casterly legend, the key theme is mercy. Corlos son of Caster had every reason to kill the lions that dwelled in what would become Casterly Rock; not only was he “a huntsman” by trade, but this lion (and presumably its mate too) had been “preying upon the village's sheep”, a danger to the survival of the community (since not only would the villagers presumably rely on the sheep for wool and possibly food, but a predator attacking a flock could just as well go after the shepherd tending it). Yet while Corlos could easily have recognized the same about the lion’s cubs (and probably did), and enjoyed a temporary physical advantage over them, he nevertheless refused to kill them too. Corlos would not sentence these cubs to death for the sins of their parents, even if their very nature suggested they would pose a danger to his community; the moral good of showing mercy to the innocent outweighed the practical, even legal good of eliminating a threat to the larger world. This choice is the source of the Casterlys’ divine reward, mercy confirmed as literally more precious in the eyes of the (specifically old) gods than a mountain of gold.
Yet in the Lannister legend (no matter which version), Lann succeeds not from a higher good superseding right but from apparently purely selfish desire violating right. Lann takes Casterly Rock not because of any reported tyranny or evil committed by the Casterlys, or out of any reported sense of personal justice; indeed, Lann is specifically noted to be an outsider to the Westerlands (either as some proto-Andal or a grandson of Garth Greenhand), someone with neither investment in nor claim to rule of the Westerlands. Likewise, in every iteration of the Lann myth, Lann succeeds out of a violation of the natural and/or right order. In sneaking into the Rock (thereby consciously avoiding the mutually protective mandates of guest right) to set the Casterlys against one another, Lann disturbs and upends family unity. In introducing vermin or lions into the Rock, Lann injects wildness into what was by then a human, domestic sphere. (Importantly, in the case of the lions, Lann does not do so to return the place to its former animal occupants, but to secure his own seizure of the Rock; where once Corlos had used lions to demonstrate his mercy to the innocent in spite of their deadly pedigree and his own (and his community’s) potential danger from it, Lann uses lions specifically because of that menacing character against the apparently innocent Casterlys.) In raping the Casterly daughters, Lann very obviously violates (in every sense of the word) the young girls involved, using crime (either in the clear sense of the rapes themselves or the patriarchal, needless to say no less disturbing Westerosi sense of stealing Lord Casterly’s right to sell his daughters’ virginity as he pleased) to insert himself into the ruling dynasty.
This contract becomes especially interesting in the context of the modern Lannisters, especially in the conflict between Ned and Cersei in AGOT. Ned is certainly not the only character who has prioritized mercy to the innocent (see, say, Davos and his argument that the life of one boy is worth “everything” against the fate of a kingdom, or Daenerys and her refusal to kill the child hostages of Meereen even in the face of the terrorist attacks of the Sons of the Harpy). However, that Ned himself consistently makes this choice is evident; his protection of baby Jon, his dilemma with the direwolf pups (itself a neat zoological parallel to Corlos’ decision with the lion cubs), and his stalwart refusal to condone the assassination of young Daenerys all speak to this point. This facet of Ned’s character is at the heart of his warning Cersei to flee before he revealed the truth of the incest to Robert. As Corlos was willing to slay the adult lions for the threat they genuinely posed to his village, so Ned’s sense of justice and loyalty to Robert compelled him to reveal Cersei’s (and Jaime’s) actions to him. Yet as Corlos stopped short of killing the cubs out of recognition of their innocence, so Ned decided to give Cersei (and, more specifically, her children) the chance to escape Robert’s wrath. Ned had every reason to believe that Robert, once presented with this (true) accusation against Cersei, would quickly and violently rid himself not just of the wife he despised (and regularly abused and raped) but also the children who would be no more to him (and the rest of the realm) than than spawns of incest. Even though these children might well cause political trouble for him and/or the realm later - they as (illegitimate) pretenders in exile, he as the man who treasonously let them go - he makes the choice, as Corlos did, because they are innocent lives and thus worth saving, not guilty for whatever crimes their parents may have committed.
Cersei, in turn, reflects her mythical ancestor in this conflict. As Lann had had no right whatsoever to the Rock before deciding to seize it, so Cersei and her children had no legal right whatsoever to the Iron Throne; she knew more than anyone else that these were her extramarital children by her Kingsguard brother, at best in the eyes of the law bastards with no inheritance claims and at worst abominations to be destroyed. Yet as Lann twisted natural order in order to put himself on top (literally, as master of the Casterly Rock mountain, as well as politically), even stooping to crime to realize his ambition, so Cersei uses unnatural, indeed illegal methods to secure her seizure of power. Cersei upset the expected loyalty and service from squire to the knight he serves by having Lancel assist in Robert’s murder, turning the king’s trust in this relationship against him. (That Lancel was a Lannister like herself may itself create a parallel between Lann loosing a lion on the Casterlys and Cersei loosing a Lannister lion on Robert.) It was Ned who enjoyed, as both regent and Hand, the power to rule in the immediate aftermath of the king’s death, and consequently it was Cersei who orchestrated an illegal military coup to name her legally illegitimate son king. While Cersei certainly did not know about beforehand, or in the moment condone, the murder of Ned at Baelor’s Sept (that was Joffrey’s doing, influenced by Littlefinger), moreover, the crime was nevertheless a gross violation - the murder of a man previously promised clemency, on the sacred ground of the center of the Faith - whose repercussions Cersei is still feeling in the story now.
#asoiaf meta#casterly rock#Lann the clever#house lannister#house casterly#eddard stark#cersei lannister
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omg mean mr. park trying so hard not to give ballet!y/n special treatment that he goes too hard in the other direction and makes her cry!!!! and he’s like well i can’t fix it here in front of all these people what do i do what do i do
➺ pairing; park jimin x reader
➺ genre; balletteacher!jiminiverse!!! except uhhhhhh jimin’s a little scary in this one not going to lie <3
➺ wordcount: 3.6k
➺ what to expect; “and take those goddamn leg warmers off.”
➺ optional readings: one; two; three; four
➺ note; this has been one of the hoTTest requests for a long time which doesn’t make any sense to me because whenever i get asked to write about this specific scenario i’m like?? you?? you WANT me to make y/n cry???? also i hope u don’t mind but i changed ur original request just a teensy bit because i didn’t want y/n to have to cry in front of everyone again otherwise she’s just going to be known as the class cry-baby and we should at least give her a tiny crumb of dignity
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jimin… is getting soft.
which isn’t super great because he feels like his reputation as scary strict ballet instructor is going to go down the drain and disappear forever if he keeps going on like this
it’s not like he can help himself when his girlfriend is one of his students
(which… is still a secret, by the way. the two of you are surprisingly very good at keeping things somewhat professional. teamwork makes the dream work, right?)
the other day in class he literally had to pinch his arm to remind himself to stOP looking at you so fondly
he caught himself in the mirror with this dumb little smile on his face and his eyes all bright and twinkly as he watched you dance
and it certainly didn’t help that you smiled back at him before wiggling your brows knowingly
he can’t do things like that!
he has to be more careful!!
he has to toughen up!
he has to take a stand!
he’s going to have to pull out the big guns to prove to everyone that no, i don’t have any favourites, and no, i’m certainly not romantically attracted and in a very real relationship with one of you, not at all!
it just feels like no one really takes him seriously anymore??
especially after he gave all of you guys individual roses on valentine’s day
sometimes he thinks that maybe that was a little extra of him but he did genuinely feel bad about keeping you guys here when you could’ve been out spending the night with your significant others
anyways
his point is
he thinks that everyone is starting to fear him less and less with every passing day and he just can’t have that
and it doesn’t help that yoU very openly don’t take him that seriously in class because then everyone sees that as their opportunity to not take him seriously as well
it’s like suddenly you’ve labeled yourself as the ringleader of this circus and now he’s just one of your clowns
that’s not the way things should be!!!
hE’S the ringleader of this stupid ballet circus!!!!
the other week when he announced that your guys’ break would be over in approximately thirty seconds, you just turned around to look at him with big, pleading eyes and: “can’t we have five extra minutes of break time, mr. park? please?” and obviously he couldn’t say no to that because of your dumb stupid pretty googly eyes
and he thought that that would be the worst of it but nO
he was very wrong
because it got worse
people are starting to show up in sweatpants and hoodies instead of leotards and chiffon skirts and if there’s anything he hates the moSt on this planet, it’s people who don’t dress for the part
he hated watching all of you prancing around the room wearing grubby HOODIES
disgusting!!!
you can wear whatever you want outside of class, but he likes to think that he’s made it relatively clear that once you are in the confines of his classroom, the standards are higher than the heavens above
so, yes
he’s decided that today is going to be the day he grabs the reins and takes control once more
today’s break will be ten minutes and ten minutes only - with no extensions!
if he has to yell at someone today for messing up a move, you bet your ass he’s going to do just that - show no mercy!
he’s mr. park!
he’s in charge!
“i’m in charge.” jimin mutters to himself as he stands outside the classroom door
he nods firmly to himself before pushing the door open
“alright, ladies! let’s get ready to do some warm up exercises…” jimin announces loudly as soon as he steps into the classroom, a couple of the girls rushing to get up from the ground (it’s nice to see that some of you are still scared of him)
he pushes his sunglasses up to the top of his head when he notices that you’re continuing to gab away in the corner with lisa and the others
“uh, hello?” he clears his throat and you turn to look over your shoulder
“oh! hold up, mr. park, i’m almost done telling my story. so as i was saying-“ you turn back to the girls and jimin frowns
see?
this is exactly what he was talking about
when he used to walk into the classroom everyone would immediately get into neat rows of four
and now?
there are five girls who are lined up
five girls out of TWENTY
jimin pokes his tongue against the inside of his cheek as he approaches you slowly, “miss y/l/n, i mean it.“ he warns, his grip tightening around his iced coffee, “finish your conversation now, please.”
he raises a brow when you flat out ignore him and he notices lisa reaching over to smack your kneecap before subtly gesturing upwards to him
he doesn’t know if you’re doing it on purpose but you’re really starting to push it
your shoulders drop as you let out a sigh and you turn around to look at him
“well?”
you frown and your lips twist
“yeah, whatever- just gimme one more second, okay?“ you dismiss him with a flick of your wrist anD a roll of your eyes and his jaw drops in surprise
wha-
did you just-
did you-
did you just… flick your wrist at him?
and roll your eyes?
…
who exactly do you think you are?
jimin turns on his heel to go over to the cabinets that he usually puts his bag and his jacket in
he shakes his head and chuckles darkly to himself as the image of you flicking your wrist and rolling your eyes at him plays over and over again in his mind
are you serious?
did you actually do that to him?
in front of everyone?
wow
you really grew a pair since your ‘i’m 100% attracted to park jimin and i would love to sit on his face’ days, no?
what, you think that just because he’s your boyfriend that you get to get away with stunts like that?
how dare you!
outside of the classroom, yes, he’s your boyfriend, and yes, you can flick your wrist and roll your eyes at him all you want
but inside of the classroom?
jimin’s grip tightens around the edge of the cabinet door
absolutely fucking not.
the cabinet doors slam shut with a loud bang! and a couple of girls let out yelps of surprise at the sudden noise, “everyone get in line right now!”
your neck nearly snaps off from how quickly you turn to look and your eyes widen when you suddenly see everyone scrambling to get off the ground and to get in line
seriously??
you were almost done with your story :-//
you frown to yourself before getting up off the ground (and taking your time in doing so, because your knees are a little creaky this morning)
((you chose to snack on some crackers and dip instead of stretching before class because as far as you’re concerned, snacking is way more fun than stretching))
“y/n, let’s go-!“ lisa hisses and grabs your arm before dragging you up towards the front where you guys usually stand
“oh, would you relax?” you snort as you make your way to the front before moving into first position
you turn your head to let out a quiet yawn before turning back to face the front to see jimin looking directly at you
“am i boring you this afternoon, miss y/l/n?” he crosses his arms and you shrug sloppily in response
jimin tilts his head, “can you use your words like a normal human being, please?”
you let out a sigh and resist the urge to roll your eyes at him again
he’s so uptight today!!
he was fine this morning before you left to go to class
what’s his problem??
“no, sir.” you raise a brow, “you’re not boring me. are you going to spend the rest of the class asking me questions or are we actually going to learn something today?”
in your peripheral vision you see lisa’s eyelids flutter shut and her head lower a little bit
what?
that was a genuine question!
it was supposed to be a joke???
tough crowd today lol
everyone can practically feel the tension in the air when jimin doesn’t immediately respond and instead glares at you with nothing but pure rage behind his brown eyes
“would you like to say that again, miss y/l/n?”
“oh, would you look at that? another question for me.” you chuckle lightly and look around at your peers to see if anyone else is cracking a smile
but everyone’s looking at you with wide eyes filled with what you can only make out to be complete and utter… is that fear?
even seulgi shakes her head no when the two of you lock gazes
???
what is going on today???
you turn back around and jump in surprise when you realize that jimin is now standing directly in front of you
and for the first time in a long time, you’re starting to feel a little nervous
you shift uncomfortably in your position and make an effort to stand up a little straighter
maybe you should-
“get out of my classroom.” jimin speaks lowly and your eyes widen in surprise
…
what?
“i-i’m sorry, sir?” you stammer before shaking your head, “i don’t unders-“
“get the hell out of my classroom, miss y/l/n!” he snaps before taking a step back and tilting his head at you, “and take those goddamn leg warmers off. do you think anyone at the academy is going to take you seriously if you show up to an audition with bright blue, fuzzy leg warmers with sheep all over them?”
oh god
okay
he’s not kidding
this isn’t funny anymore
“n-no sir, of course not-!” you shake your head quickly before bending down to yank your leg warmers off, “i-i’m not- i would never show up to an audition wearing these-”
you stumble over a little as you struggle to pull them off and lisa quickly reaches out to help you stay balanced
“can’t even keep yourself up on one foot without falling over, huh?” jimin scoffs before crossing his arms, “what, did you just sit on your ass for the entirety of quarantine?”
“of course not, mr. park.” you swallow thickly and shake your head again as you get back up onto your feet, tossing the leg warmers to the side, “i’m so sorry, sir.”
and just when you think you’re in the clear-
“don’t be sorry, just be ready.” jimin snaps and you feel your entire face flush bright red, “now get out. miss kang, can you move up to the front please?”
you’re not even bothered by the fact that you’ve just been replaced by seulgi
you’re more bothered by the fact that he just used his phrase on you
don’t be sorry
just be ready
don’t be sorry, just be ready
that’s his phrase and he’s never once used it on you in the entire time that he’s taught you
he only uses that phrase when someone messes up really bad
and one thing you can say for sure is you very rarely mess up in class
he only uses that phrase when he’s angry!!!
“by the way, let this be an example to the rest of you, hm?” jimin paces up and down the front of the classroom slowly, everyone standing up as straight as pins as they look ahead, “every single one of you has been slacking immensely as of late and i won’t have it. the next person who shows up to my class wearing sweatpants and a dirty hoodie - well, i’m sure you’ll be comfortable out in the hallway. or maybe you’ll be comfortable not coming back to my class ever again.”
you lean over a little to peek over at jimin but quickly get back in line when he turns around
“miss y/l/n, i think i asked you to leave, did i not? i’m not going to ask you again.”
you jump when you feel seulgi tap on your shoulder from behind and she smirks at you in the mirror
“y-yes, mr. park.” your voice gives out halfway through and you turn on your heel to manoeuvre your way through the other girls to get to the door
“now that that’s been taken care of, this is what we’re going to do today…”
you shut the door behind you quietly
to say the least, that was…
humiliating!
sure, jimin’s always been a little (very) strict, but that was just plain mean
he yelled at you AND he kicked you out!
and you don’t think he’s ever been so harsh with any of the other girls before
you’ve seen him yell at the other girls but this felt more like a personal attack instead of criticism on dancing like it usually is
and you always thought he liked your leg-warmers
:-(
…
uh-oh
it doesn’t take very long for your nose to prickle and your eyes to start welling up with tears
you sit down on the bench and your chin starts to tremble as you think about what just happened
oh no
and now you’re going to cry?!
oh god
okay
no
no!
you can’t cry right now!
what if he comes out??
and sees you crying??
you cannOT cry in front of mr. park right now
the last time you cried in front of him was when you twisted your ankle but at least you had an excuse to cry because you were in physical pAIN
emotional pain is not the same as physical pain and therefore cannot be used as a legitimate excuse to start blubbering
you are not a cry-baby!!
your nose scrunches as you try your best not to let out a whimper and you blink quickly in an effort to make the tears go away but one single tear ends up rolling down your cheek
you reach up to swipe the back of your hand against your chin before putting your arms back down
what are you supposed to do now?
you sniffle before leaning your head against the wall and crossing your arms
whatever
if you have to stay out here for the rest of class, you’re just going to take a nap and try noT to think about mean mr. park
♡
“y/n… you feel someone shaking you gently and you shoot up from where you’re leaning against the wall
“wh- what-“ your voice is a little raspy from your sad-nap, “i wasn’t asleep-!”
you relax a little when you see that it’s just lisa
you take a quick glance around to see that everyone’s packing their bags, so it’s safe to assume that class is done for the day
“mr. park wants to talk to you.” lisa whispers and glances back towards the classroom door, “by the way- you were a real idiot in there, you know that?”
“oh, god.” you reach up to pinch the bridge of your nose, “i know, i know! i don’t- i mean, i didn’t think he was going to kick me out-“
“hey, y/n! smooth move today-“ you’re cut off when suddenly seulgi pops up behind lisa and you can’t help but frown at how pleased she looks with these conditions, “thanks for handing your status as favourite student over to me on a silver platter!”
“can it, seulgi.” lisa scowls before shoving her gently
“the view was super great from the front.” she whistles, “mr. park is a lot hotter up close.”
you’ve never considered yourself to be a violent person, but…
you would give an arm and a leg just to strangle seulgi for a good five minutes <3
lisa rolls her eyes and turns back to look at you, “good luck in there though, for real. you… you were real ballsy today.”
yikes
it takes you approximately one minute to muster up the courage to knock on the classroom door
you press your lips together tightly as your fist hovers over the surface of the door
just knock!
it’s not hard
just move your hand
you squeeze your eyes shut before tapping your knuckles against the door in three short beats
“come in.”
you swallow your nerves before pushing the handle down and opening the door slowly with a creak
okay
it’s fine!
you’re fine
class is over, which means mean mr. park is gone and nice boyfriend jimin is here, right?
…right??
you cautiously poke your head into the room
jimin’s busy packing up as well but his back is facing you which makes you feel a little better because if you’d opened the door and he was standing there staring directly at you, you probably would’ve immediately burst into tears
your poor sheep leg warmers are crumpled pathetically in the same spot where you tossed them
maybe you should just grab your leg warmers and run for the hills
“you… wanted to… see me?” you clear your throat and freeze when jimin turns his head to look over his shoulder
“yes, i did. shut the door and come here.”
okay, well
there goes your chance to run for the hills
you’re basically traPPEd in here now
you hesitantly shut the door behind you and you feel your heart starting to beat a little harder in your chest as you make your way over to the middle of the room
you keep your gaze downwards as jimin stands in front of you and you clasp your hands in front of you, twiddling your thumbs nervously
a moment of silence ticks by and you want nothing more than for the ground to cave and just swallow you up entirely
“you know why i had to do that, right?”
“because we’re… da…ting?” you offer weekly before lifting your head up to look at him
jimin scoffs before shaking his head, “no. you blatantly disrespected me in front of your peers, that’s why i kicked you out. your attitude today was completely unacceptable. completely.”
oop
okay
it appears that your theory about mean mr. park disappearing as soon as class ended was incorrect
to be fair… he is right
you have to admit that maybe you let the fact that you guys are dating cloud your judgement a little
obviously he’s not going to show you special treatment in class just because of that
you feel your insides twist when the realization sinks in that you were… kind of an asshole today
and you pride yourself on being a good student!
you immediately drop your head once more as your cheeks flush in shame, “yes, mr. park. i’m… i’m sorry for my poor behaviour today, sir. i disrespected you in your classroom and it won’t happen again.”
“it better not.” jimin nods, “apology accepted, miss y/l/n.”
you chew on the inside of your cheek anxiously
you’re not… too sure what you’re supposed to say now
you hear jimin let out a sigh before he speaks up again, “i’m… your boyfriend, which i know makes things a little confusing, but… you can’t act like that when we’re in class, y/n.” he hooks a finger under your chin before tilting your head up, “just because we’re dating doesn’t give you an excuse to act like a prick, baby.”
“i know. i’m sorry.” you respond meekly and nod in understanding
jimin’s eyes soften when he notices you starting to get teary-eyed
!!!!
now he’s starting to feel bad!!!
he’ll admit that maybe he was a little harsher than usual and it was probably a little more than embarrassing being called out like that in front of your peers, but he had to what he had to do!
you flicked your wrist at him!
and rolled your eyes!
double whammy!
“y/n…”
“i thought you liked my leg warmers.” you whimper quietly and jimin snorts in response
that’s what you’re getting upset about??
your leg warmers??
“why are you- why are you laughing??” you whine when he begins to giggle softly and you reach up to wipe at your falling tears (though now you can’t tell if they’re tears of sadness anymore because the sound of jimin’s giggling never fails to put you in a better mood), “you were the ones who chose these dumb sheep ones for me to wear today so h-how am i supposed to feel when you-“
“oh my god, you moron-” jimin immediately tugs you in for a hug and props his chin up on the top of your head, “i do like your leg warmers! they’re really cute!”
“that’s not how it seemed-” you sniffle as you bury your face into the crook of his neck and wrap your arms around him
“it was the only way i knew to show you that i was being serious!”
“you know how i feel about my leg warmers-!” you pull away with a pout and jimin quickly leans down to plant his lips against yours (mainly to shut you up about your leg warmers, but also to make u feel a little better)
he gives you a couple of sweet pecks before reaching up to cup your cheeks in his hands, “will pizza for dinner tonight make you forgive me for insulting your precious leg warmers, silly girl?” jimin hums as he wipes your tears away with his thumbs before leaning down to nudge his nose against yours affectionately
“…throw in some dessert and i’ll think about it.”
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Disney Songs That Hit Different™ When You’re Autistic, a full Spotify Playlist
Open to updates should anyone notice a song I missed!
Tracklist and specific lyrics that fuck me up under the cut:
The World Above - The Little Mermaid Broadway Production
“It’s like my life was wrong And somehow, now, at last I’m in My own skin Up here in the world above!”
“The sun’s so bright here Upon my face! It feels so right here Warm as love... Life seems to be Almost calling to me...” - stimmy
Belle - Beauty and the Beast
“The bookshop. I just finished the most wonderful story. About a beanstalk and an ogre and a—” - y’all ever been interrupted on an infodump and then realize nobody cared? yeah that feeling
“Look there she goes, that girl is strange, no question Dazed and distracted, can't you tell? Never part of any crowd Cause her head's up on some cloud No denying she’s a funny girl, that Belle...”
“[That one? But you've read it twice!] It's my favorite. Far-off places, daring swordfights, magic spells, a prince in disguise...” - SPECIAL INTEREST
“Look there she goes, that girl is so peculiar I wonder if she's feeling well With a dreamy, far-off look And her nose stuck in a book What a puzzle to the rest of us is Belle...”
“Oh, isn't this amazing? It's my favorite part because you'll see Here's where she meets Prince Charming But she won't discover that it's him till chapter three...” - IF NOBODY LISTENS TO MY INFODUMP I SHALL INFODUMP TO SHEEP
“But behind that fair façade I'm afraid she's rather odd Very diff'rent from the rest of us She's nothing like the rest of us...”
More - deleted song from Moana
honestly the entire song is a bit “want to break off and learn about special interest / be in my own world / be myself” mood
“The other kids just dance and play How can you play? There's so much out there to explore...”
“She stares at the sky, she stumbles down the beaches She mumbles all the names that her Gramma Tala teaches With one foot here and another in a distant past She’s growing up too fast...”
Part of Your World - The Little Mermaid
not only a BIG SPECIAL INTEREST MOOD... big “i don’t belong here” mood...
“Look at this trove, treasures untold How many wonders can one cavern hold? Looking around here, you'd think Sure, she's got everything” “I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty I've got whooz-its and whats-its galore You want thing-a-mabobs? I've got twenty But who cares? No big deal. I want more!”
“Betcha on land, they understand Bet they don't reprimand their daughters Bright young women, sick of swimmin', Ready to stand...”
“When's it my turn? Wouldn't I love, Love to explore that shore up above?”
More Than Just the Spare - deleted song from Frozen
“I'm not part of the town, not born to be queen Just somebody hopelessly in-between She's the scholar, athlete, poet I'm the screw up, don't I know it...”
“I may lack style and I may lack grace And once in a while I fall on my face But this little button deserves a place in the sky This button wants to fly- Wait, buttons can't fly, it doesn't make any sense!”
“And maybe I can't be the perfect one And maybe I err on the side of fun...”
“Someday I'll find my thing, a thing that's all my own That thing that makes me part of something, not just all alone If only all this feeling I have in my heart, could mean something to someone, how I'd love to play that part!”
“Like a button, like a horseshoe Like a girl who's bad at metaphors!”
Proud of Your Boy - Aladdin Broadway Production
“So say I'm slow for my age A late bloomer, Okay, I agree...”
“But I'll get over these lousin' up Messin' up, screwin' up times You'll see, Ma, now comes the better part Someone's gonna make good, cross his stupid heart Make good and finally make you proud of your boy...”
“Say I'm a goldbrick, a good-off, no good But that couldn't be all that I am...”
“Though I can't make myself taller Or smarter or handsome or wise I'll do my best, what else can I do? Since I wasn't born perfect like Dad or you Mom, I will try to try hard to make you Proud of your boy...”
Let Me Make You Proud - Tangled: The Series
“Maybe I make things a mess And maybe you're right to have doubts in me Maybe, but nevertheless If you for once could just trust me...”
“And when I return And I'm more than you dreamt I'd be Maybe then you will realize That you never actually knew me at all...”
“Cause I long for that look of surprise When you see your son rising at last...”
Almost There - The Princess and the Frog
“Ain't got time for messin' around And it's not my style...”
“But I know exactly where I'm going Getting closer and closer every day...”
“People down here think I'm crazy But I don't care Trials and tribulations, I've had my share...”
Home - deleted song from Frozen 2
BIG routine song
“Wandering through the town with everyone doing all of their stuff Somewhere in my heart I feel I've not yet done enough For these people I know, this place that I love so...”
“I know how fragile things can be. If I lost them, I'd lose me They're my ocean, they're my shore. I wanna give them more...”
In a World of My Own / Very Good Advice - mashup cover of Alice in Wonderland
“They would sit and talk to me for hours When I'm lonely in a world of my own...”
“I could listen to a babbling brook And hear a song that I could understand I keep wishing it could be that way Because my world would be a wonderland...”
“I give myself very good advice But I very seldom follow it That explains the trouble that I'm always in...”
“Be patient is very good advice But the waiting makes me curious And I'd love the change Should something strange begin...”
“Will I ever learn to do the things I should?”
Reflection - Mulan
“Now I see that if I were truly to be myself I would break my family's heart...”
“Somehow I cannot hide Who I am, though I've tried...”
“How I pray that a time will come I can free myself from their expectations On that day, I'll discover someway to be myself And to make my family proud...”
“They want a docile lamb, no-one knows who I am Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?”
If I Wasn’t So Small - Piglet’s Big Movie
“It's not as if I want to rule the world Or even the forest, or even one tree I suppose I could be happy, if I could be helpful With just a little bit of noticing me...”
“I'd be needed and useful More each passing day...”
Jack’s Lament - The Nightmare Before Christmas
“Oh somewhere deep inside of these bones An emptiness began to grow There's something out there far from my home A longing that I've never known...”
Everything I Ever Thought I Knew - Tangled: The Series
“I thought no one could love me And how could I have known? I was wrong, oh so wrong...” “Then I thought I found it, a dream that I could share I thought I was so lucky, it almost wasn't fair I thought I knew my purpose, I thought that I knew where I belong But I was wrong...”
“Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand If none of it was really me then who am I supposed to be?”
“I guess my life meant nothing I guess it was a sham I guess I'm someone else now I wonder who I am...”
I’ll Try - Return to Neverland
“I am not a child now I can take care of myself I mustn't let them down now Mustn't let them see me cry...”
“My whole world is changing I don't know where to turn I can't leave you waiting But I can't stay and watch the city burn...”
Waiting in the Wings (Reprise) - Tangled: The Series
“I craved so much, and yet I kept on waiting One glance, one touch, and I just kept on waiting...”
Waiting in the Wings - Tangled: The Series
“Guess we all are born with parts to play Some of us are stars, and some are just in the way I know I was meant for glory But that's never what my story brings And yet I keep on waiting...”
“When you have the passion and the drive You expect your moment centre stage to arrive I show up with heart ablazing Ready to achieve amazing things But I'm left waiting in the wings...”
“It's always someone else who sings While I'm left waiting in the wings...”
“Always overlooked unfairly, while pretending that it barely stings But it stings, yes, it stings...”
I’m Still Here (Jim Theme) - Treasure Planet
“I am a question to the world, not an answer to be heard Or a moment that's held in your arms...”
“And how can you learn what's never shown Yeah, you stand here on your own They don't know me, cause I'm not here...”
“And I want to tell you who I am Can you help me be a man? They can't break me As long as I know who I am...”
“They can't tell me who to be Cause I'm not what they see Yeah, the world is still sleeping While I keep on dreaming for me And their words are just whispers and lies That I'll never believe...”
“And I want a moment to be real Want to touch things I don't feel Wanna hold on, and feel I belong And how can you say I'll never change They're the ones that stay the same I'm the one now Cause I'm still here!”
God Help the Outcasts - The Hunchback of Notre Dame
“Yes, I know I'm just an outcast I shouldn't speak to You Still, I see Your face and wonder Were You once an outcast, too?”
“God help the outcasts, hungry from birth Show them the mercy they don't find on earth God help my people - we look to You, still God help the outcasts or nobody will...”
“Please help my people, the poor and downtrod I thought we all were the children of God?”
So Close - Enchanted
honestly the entirety of enchanted is an autism mood but,
“So close to reaching That famous happy end Almost believing This one's not pretend...”
Into the Unknown - cover of Frozen 2
“There's a thousand reasons I should go about my day And ignore your whisper which I wish would go away...”
“I’ve had my adventure, I don’t need something new...”
“Or are you someone out there who's a little bit like me? Who knows deep down I'm not where I am really meant to be?“
“Are you out there? [Do you know me?] Can you feel me? Can you show me?”
Someone’s Waiting For You - The Rescuers
“Don't cry, little one There'll be a smile where a frown use to be You'll be part of the love that you see...”
Sally’s Song - The Nightmare Before Christmas
“I sense there's something in the wind That feels like tragedy's at hand And though I'd like to stand by him Can't shake this feeling that I have...”
“Although I'd like to join the crowd In their enthusiastic cloud Try as I may, it doesn't last...”
Someday - The Hunchback of Notre Dame Off-Broadway Production
“Someday, when we are wiser When the world's older, when we have learned I pray someday we may yet live To live and let live...”
“Someday, these dreams will all be real Til then we'll wish upon the moon Change will come, one day Someday soon...”
Where Do I Go From Here - Pocahontas II: Journey to a New World
“They do what they must for now And trust in their plan If I trust in mine, somehow I might find who I am...”
“The path ahead's so hard to see It winds and bends but where it ends Depends on only me In my heart I don't feel part of so much I've known Now it seems it's time to start A new life on my own...”
Wherever You Are - Pooh’s Grand Adventure: The Search for Christopher Robin
“I'm out here in the dark, all alone and wide awake Come and find me I'm empty and I'm cold, and my heart's about to break Come and find me...”
“I need you to come here and find me Cause without you, I'm totally lost I've hung a wish on every star It hasn't done much good so far...”
“I used to believe in forever, But forever’s too good to be true...”
Belle (Reprise) - Beauty and the Beast
“And for once it might be grand To have someone understand I want so much more than they've got planned...”
Endless Night - The Lion King Broadway Production
“Home is an empty dream Lost to the night Father, I feel so alone...”
“I know that the night must end I know that the sun will rise...”
Set Yourself Free - Tangled: The Series
“Locked inside a tower, kept behind a wall Sheltered from a world you’ve barely known That’s the way they treat you...”
“There's much more inside of you than anyone can see And now the choice is yours, life waits beyond the doors So step on through, the time has come And only you can set yourself free!”
“So use the gifts you're given Make the world your own Look inside your heart and find the key...”
“Bound up by your worries Trapped by your mistakes Forced to play a role you never chose...”
“No more letting someone else define you to a T You know that you are strong You've known it all along...”
Let it Go - Frozen Broadway Production
“The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I've tried Don't let them in, don't let them see Be the good girl you always have to be Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know Well, now they know!”
“I don't care what they're going to say Let the storm rage on The cold never bothered me anyway...”
“It’s time to see what I can do To test the limits and break through No right, no wrong, no rules for me I’m free!”
“Let it go, let it go And I’ll rise like the break of dawn! Let it go, let it go That perfect girl is gone!”
How Far I’ll Go (Reprise) - Moana
“All that time wondering where I need to be is behind me I'm on my own to worlds unknown...”
Colors of the Wind - Pocahontas
“You think the only people who are people Are the people who look and think like you But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger You'll learn things you never knew, you never knew...”
Strangers Like Me - Tarzan
when u meet another autistic person....
“Whatever you do, I'll do it, too Show me everything and tell me how It all means something And yet nothing to me...”
“I can see there's so much to learn It's all so close and yet so far I see myself as people see me Oh, I just know there's something bigger out there...”
Beyond My Wildest Dreams - The Little Mermaid Broadway Production
“Look over there! Oh my god! How very odd! And what might they be? Something splendid, maybe! Look over here! Could you bust? Isn't it just bedazzling, dazing, utterly amazing! Gazing 'round, it's like, to die! Just seeing it feels so good, I'd scream if I only could!”
“Just keeps on gawking- Weird how she's not talking!”
“I'd hoped and wished My life would feel enchanted! Wished and prayed The fates would hear my plea...”
Watch What Happens - Newsies Broadway Production
“’Write what you know’ So they say, all I know is I don't know what to write Or the right way to write it...”
“It could practically write itself And let's pray it does, cause as I may have mentioned I have no clue what I'm doing!”
“Speak up, take a stand, and there's someone to write about it That's how things get better...”
[also. the squeal.]
“Like someone said, "Power tends to corrupt" And absolute power, wait, wait, corrupts? Absolutely, that is genius! But give me some time, I'll be twice as good as that six months from never...”
“Just look around at the world we're inheriting And think of the one we'll create...”
“Give those kids and me the brand new century and watch what happens It's David and Goliath, do or die The fight is on and I can't watch what happens But all I know is nothing happens if you just give in It can't be any worse than how it's been And it just so happens that we just might win So whatever happens, let's begin!”
Son of Man - Tarzan
“Oh, the power to be strong and the wisdom to be wise All these things will come to you in time On this journey that you're making, there'll be answers that you'll seek And it's you who'll climb the mountain It's you who'll reach the peak...”
“Though there's no one there to guide you, no one to take your hand But with faith and understanding You will journey from boy to man...”
“In learning you will teach and in teaching you will learn You'll find your place beside the ones you love Oh, and all the things you dreamed of, the visions that you saw Well, the time is drawing near now It's yours to claim it all!”
Strange Sight - Tinkerbell and the Legend of the Neverbeast
“You stand in the light You're wrong, but you're right And my heart's beating wildly Strange how I'm scared but delighted Afraid, but excited too!”
“Do you long to be left all alone? Set apart with a heart made of stone? Let me help, let's begin Let me learn, won't you let me in? All the light, let it show...”
“You are a strange sight, some new kind of wonder With good hidden under, I'm sure that it's true Strange how your dark doesn't faze me...”
Wind in My Hair - Tangled: The Series
“What if the doors began to open? What if the knots became untied? What if one day, nothing stood in my way And the world was mine?”
“Plenty of mysteries to unravel Tons of mistakes to not regret So much to see, and to do and to be A whole life to spend And it doesn't end...”
For a Moment - The Little Mermaid II: Return to the Sea
“This way is left, but which way is right? Well, now I'll be circling in circles all night...” - direction problems amirite
“This is more than my thoughts ever thought it could be For a moment, just a moment, lucky me...”
“For a moment, I can feel, All the dreams I've been dreaming are real, Wish my mother could hear it, the sea is my song For a moment, just a moment I belong...”
Speechless - Aladdin 2019 Remake
i would like to send this song to autism $peaks (hate group) underlined in red and with a photo attached of me with a middle finger up
“Here comes a wave meant to wash me away A tide that is taking me under Swallowing sand, left with nothing to say. My voice drowned out in the thunder...”
“Written in stone, every rule, every word Centuries old and unbending ‘Stay in your place, better seen and not heard.’ Well, now that story is ending!”
“Let the storm in! I cannot be broken! No, I won't live unspoken! Cause I know that I won't go speechless!”
“Try to lock me in this cage! I won't just lay me down and die! I will take these broken wings And watch me burn across the sky!”
“I won't be silenced! Though you wanna see me tremble when you try it, All I know is I won't go speechless, speechless! Cause I'll breathe when they try to suffocate me! Don't you underestimate me! Cause I know that I won't go speechless!”
Show Yourself - Frozen 2
the siren call... stimmy
“Something is familiar, like a dream I can reach but not quite hold I can sense you there, like a friend I've always known I'm arriving, it feels like I am home...”
“I have always been a fortress Cold secrets deep inside...”
“Are you the one I've been looking for all of my life? Show yourself! I'm ready to learn...”
“I've never felt so certain! All my life, I've been torn But I'm here for a reason- could it be the reason I was born? I have always been so different, normal rules did not apply Is this the day? Are you the way I finally find out why?”
“I am found!”
“You are the one you've been waiting for All of your life...”
Here I Am - Camp Rock
“They tell you a good girl is quiet and that you should never ask why Cause it only makes it harder to fit in And you should be happy, excited, even if you're just invited Cause the winners need someone to clap for them...”
“It's so hard just waiting in a line that never moves It's time you started making your own rules...”
“If how you’re living isn't working there's one thing that'll help You got to finally just stop searching and find yourself...”
“The world better make some room Yea move over, over Cause you’re coming through!”
“You gotta scream until there's nothing left With your last breath Say here I am! Here I am! Make em listen Cause there is no way you'll be ignored Not anymore...”
Us Against the Universe - Phineas and Ferb: The Movie - Candace Against the Universe
“I used to feel alone, just me against the raging tide, But I guess I should've known that you were always on my side. Now I don't have to be an island, cause you've been there all the while, and Now I realize my fears weren't justified!”
“Cause as long as we're together, We can stand and face whatever Kind of trouble this world tries to put us in. If you're out there on your own, You just might take it on the chin Cause if it's us against the universe, we win!”
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Series Reviews (2020)
4. Itaewon Class
Follow your heart and be yourself. A life without regrets regardless of consequences. Everything is all about timing. When you get the timing right, all is well.
This drama has taught me so much. Right now, I am in a state where just like Yi-Seo, I don't know what I want and wondering if life is really worth living.
It is truly great to feel acknowledge by someone. Saeroyi kept that in mind and always do it to his employees. He is a true leader by being with them and helping each other. I didn't know Park Seo Joon can have this inspiring aside from being handsome and funny in romantic comedy dramas. He can also be a role model and inspiring actor. It's nice to know that there are dramas like this who want to inspire everyone to believe in the power of their dreams and desire. The only bad thing (for me) about this is that some desire was ignite with revenge. It's not a healthy way of living to be honest.
Being fueled by anger and wanting to take revenge is not healthy to someone but by Saeroyi's case, that ignition of avenging his father's death made him stronger in a good way. He wanted to make his father's dream come true as well but also want to people who make his life miserable pay for what they've done.
Itaewon Class is truly an amazing drama to watch. It will surely give you lessons in life that you eventually want to do.
They also have interesting set of cast. All have different stories to tell and I think their stories also make it more inspiring to watch.
I want to talk about Chairman Jang first. His power and manipulation really irritates me at first. He said he build Jangga Co. for his family but I guess he did not. He build it for himself. For his pride and status. He lived his early years being poor and having to be at other people mercy so when he got the chance to have power, he easily grabbed it and never let go.
He's just like everybody else. Afraid to be powerless. Also, even though he want to look like a manipulator who doesn't have a heart, he still want warmth. He's human anyway.
To the actor who portray Chairman Jang, I knew him in another drama, I was shocked when I first saw him because his role in the other drama which he started in was way different from his role here.
If you watched Strong Woman Do Bong Soon and remembered his father. Here he is now. He's not a walnut and a battered husband anymore. He's the Chairman and a cunning strong tiger.
I wanted to get angry with him but I can still see the father of Do Bong Soon. He was a great father there and even though this was a different role, I still see him as a softie. I get irritated by him.
After Chairman Jang, let's move on to his sons. The Jang Brothers.
First off, the legitimate one. Jang Geun-won. The black sheep heir. The trouble maker and good for nothing son. He's the reason why the whole revenge thing happen. It's all because of him. And if not because of him, there wouldn't be any story. So, even though he's a pain, he is also the main reason we have this drama. Let's give him that credit.
Jang Geun-won also has this habit of being undeniable stupid for some reason in this drama. He cant stand up for himself and always hide in his father's back. But behind all of that, he is just a son who clearly doesn't know what to do with his life. Ever since he was young, he was entitled to be the next chairman of their company. Everything was easy for him so when shit occurs, he doesn't know what to do.
He was like a lost child. I feel sorry for him. And all those years, all he wants was Oh Soo-ah to notice him even for a bit. Even if he was the next chairman and all the attention was on him, the attention from a specific he needed the most was not given to him. So, he acted crazy.
Why do we have to accept the love we think we deserve and not the love given to us? Or simply, why do we like someone who doesn't like us back? Poor Jang Geun-won. You'll get your happy ending. But first, be good.
After the elder one, next is the baby brother. Baby half brother. Jang Geun-soo. Yi-Seo's pushover but turned cunning and irritating antagonist.
He was cute really. Until he wanted to take over Jangga Co. Okay, he wanted Yi-Seo but all the things he did just to make her like him. That is not the way to make a girl fall in love dude! How can you make her yours if you're destroying her?
He's smart, I'll give him that but he's also stupid for doing such things.
How can someone be trustworthy end up betraying you?
Jang Geun-soo wanted to be loved just like his brother and just like him, he acted crazy. I feel sad for this father and sons.
Okay, so up next is Oh Soo-ah. The competent and beautiful Oh Soo-ah. The 15-year love of Saeroyi.
She is competent. But her values in life is want irritates me. She doesn't want to end up like Mr. Park (dad of Saeroyi) so she studied hard and eventually because successful by entering the company who destroyed the life of someone she cherish.
At first it was a slick move. Maybe she has something in her sleeves. Maybe she'll get revenge. But no. In the end, she was used to be torture Saeroyi.
She was manipulated because all she wanted was a relax life. She was an orphan. She wanted to live a life where she can never feel being sympathize again.
Also being confident about Saeroyi's feelings for her was a little annoying. She knew about his feelings but always took it for granted and when she had the chance to say hers, it was too late.
Soo-ah just wanted to stop her life of misery. She just wants to be happy but now, the only person who she want to be happy with no longer feel the way he felt before.
Timing is everything.
This review is getting longer than I thought and I still want to include all the members here. My mind is in fire right now. I think this is the longest review I've done. I dont think anyone would read this shit post. Hahahaha! It's so long! But, hey. It's my blog anyway.
Soooooo!
Let's move on to the main cast!
Itaewon Class or IC Co is the company name of DanBam. DanBam is a pub located at Itaewon. A place in Korea where you can see the world. Different nationalities are gathered in Itaewon.
I should be saying this to the beginning but anyway! DanBam consist of 5 employees turned into shareholders. 4 of them are now shareholders and of course, the fifth member is Saeroyi himself. He's the CEO.
Let's talk about Toni. The foreign looking dude who happened to end up working to DanBam while looking for his korean father. I was surprised to see an african guy in a korean drama not that I don't expected but it was surprising and he was so fluent in hangul. I was in awe.
I can say Toni was the type of guy with compassion and sensitivity. For a foreign looking guy to claim hes korean was brave of him. No one can tell you who and what you are. You are the one who thinks of yourself. You know yourself better than others.
Wow. I should tell that to myself.
Next is Seung-Woo, the hard headed, oldie, classic style Seung-kwon.
He is literally hard headed because at some scene, he was hit by a bottle of bear but I guess it didn't hurt him. He looks old and his moves are waaaay funny but what I like about him is that even though he was from a bad past, he left that all behind him and started a new life with Saeroyi. He was also inspired by what he said and wanted to live just like him. He devoted his life for him. Having someone loyal like him will make you at ease all the time. Even if he sometimes annoy you.
He can be really annoying but when you need him to cheer you up, he'll be there.
Ma Hyun-Yi. You all know her right? Do you also know Seon Ok from Weightlifting Fairy Kim Book Joo? Yup. It is her. The mighty Seon Ok. She changed her career from weightlifting to cooking. Hahahaha! Just kidding.
I knew Seon Ok will be a very promising actress after WFKBJ. I was also waiting for this break for her.
She portray a very special role. Stating that you should not be afraid to be who you are. You don't also need to explain yourself to others or get their approval.
Just like what Saeroyi's principles, follow your heart and be yourself.
Hyun-yi became true to herself and end up being happy and successful by the way.
After that, we now got the most powerful woman in Itaewon. The one who made a small pub became big. Featured in one of the businesswomen in Forbes Magazine. The one and only, Jo Yi-Seo.
Who would have the thought? The crazy party girl would be a most competent businesswomen in Korea at the age of 24? Yup. I think it can happen in real life
Anyways, Yi-Seo. She's like someone I want to be. Full of confidence. Smart and slightly cunning and determined. At the first part of the drama, I can see myself to her. Literally. The words she said and how she felt about living.
And the everything changed. When she met him.
I don't want to think that I really need to meet a certain someone to be really determined in life but...maybe...maybe I needed that. But how? I don't want to go out of my room. Hahahaha.
Anyway, Yi-seo was on the verge of giving up then he met Saeroyi. Her life changed as she wanted to help him. Not going to college and working at the age of 20 was like the greatest decision she made (and she never regret it).
Again. Timing is everything.
Yi-seo was right on time when Saeroyi needed someone the most.
She love him with all her heart and willing to help him even if he likes somebody else. If its not love then I don't know anymore. And I felt sad to know that she want to be competent for Saeroyi to need him. She badly needed to become someone he needed so she can stay with him. She don't want to leave him.
They say that behind every man success is a competent and understandable woman. And that is Yi-seo. She's the woman in Saeroyi's success. And if her feelings still don't reach him, she will do everything she can to reach him.
You see, Itaewon Class is not an ordinary korean drama. Some of you might liked Crash Landing on You. I recommend you watch this drama too. You'll never regret.
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Azula’s New Groove (Part 1)
Summary: Literally The Emperor's New Groove except it's Azula and her serving girl.
As any good story does, this one begins with a koala-sheep, a talking koala-sheep crying in the rain. A vividly silver-blue flash of lightning brightens the jungle, reminding the koala-sheep of what she has lost. Because this particular koala-sheep can not only talk, but also bend lightning. The koala-sheep knows this but has forgotten such in her overwhelming mental distress. Such turmoil is the product of a rather massive ego taking a blow twice its size.
Thunder rumbles, echoing through the trees as rain soaks the wool of the koala-sheep. The camera pans in on the pathetic creature and then it quickly pans out because, have you seen a wet koala!? Those things are horrifying. What is more horrifying is a koala that is also a sheep.
For the sake of a good story, the camera pans back in. The koala-sheep continues to weep to herself as the downpour intensifies. Beneath the jungle’s canopy and with such a heavy curtain of rain, the koala-sheep resides in the semi-dark upon a miniature island--a small hill surrounded by floodwater.
She looks up at the camera, but does not see it. She is alone. Completely and totally isolated beneath a fluttering curtain of spanish moss and dangling ivies.
But this is not where our story beings, dear readers. The story begins in a much more opulent setting. There is a montage here, but our main character isn’t much of a dancer and, despite her graceful firebending, she had tripped during its filming so the montage was cut.
And so we begin with two old women. Lo looks up at Azula. Azula who is a human being and not a very emotionally tormented koala-sheep. “Fire Lord Azula, it is time to choose your husband.”
“Every Fire Lord needs a harem.” Li adds.
Azula glowers down from her seat. As nice as a harem sounds, her options are limited to Kei Lo, Jet, Chan, Sokka, and Zuko. Azula narrows her eyes at Zuko. “Is this the line for the bathroom?” he asks.
“No.” Lo answers.
“It is the line…” Li adds.
“To be your sister’s husband.” They finish together.
Zuko’s face scrunches in disgust. “These poor men.” He shows himself out.
Azula climbs down from her perch to inspect the miscreants more closely. “I don’t like your face.” She says of Kei Lo. “You are a fuckboi, too much testosterone, and let me guess, you’ve got a good sense of humor.” She points at Jet, Chan, and Sokka in turn. She turns back to Lo and Li, “is this really all you have for me?” She doesn’t see TyLee in this group of suitors.
“Well, we could have done better.” Lo admits.
“But there was a doilie convention in the capital.” Li continues.
“We just had to attend.” Lo confesses and holds up a small, oblong doilie made of red lace.
“It will be perfect for our sacrificial alter.” Li adds.
“Your what?” Azula quirks a brow, suddenly rather intrigued.
“Our coffee table.” They say in unison.
“Red lace goes nice with polished cherrywood.” Li points out.
“And it will go wonderfully with our ritual dagg--our ruby encrusted teacups.” Lo flashes a toothless smile.
While they ramble on and on, trying to keep their occult practices a secret, it is best to show you readers our other main character. One of the several people involved in dismantling the Fire Lord’s life as she had known it.
Her name is Yoiko, some time ago she had been the servant specifically designated to hold up a bowl of cherries for the Fire Lord. That is still her job but she has been furloughed because the Fire Lord has found out that cherries aren’t supposed to make your mouth burn and your throat close up. She has yet to decide on another fruit to replace the cherries that she is allergic too. Mangos are too large and grapes are cliche.
Newly unemployed, Yoiko finds her way back to the Fire Nation palace. She clears her throat, “Excuse me. I'm here to see Fire Lord Azula. You see, this morning I received an order to…”
The guard cuts him off. “She’s waiting in her throne room. Up six flights of stairs, make three lefts, and then take another flight of stairs down one floor, grab a knife from the kitchen, hand it to Lo and Li, and…”
“I’m not here for the ritual. And I know how to get to the throne room.”
“Right, yes.” The guard replies with an awkward cough.
As Yokio passes she nearly trips over a cabbage.
“My cabbages!” He declares.
Yoiko, deciding to earn herself some virtue points so that she may look holier than thou, picks up the cabbage and hands it to the man with a kind, “here you go.” Though it might just be that she is actually a genuinely nice person.
“Thank you.” The cabbage merchant says.
“You're welcome.” Yoiko smiles. She has to smile before she speaks with Azula and finds herself unable to smile for the next week or so. “Are you okay?” She asks the merchant. “What happened?” Yoiko expects to hear a story about how the merchant had thrown off Azula’s groove. Heaven knows, she has run into quite some trouble for accidentally interrupting Azula’s very rigid daily routines.
Instead the man says, “I ran into the Avatar.” He shudders. “Evil, evil little arrow headed, ‘pacifist’, monk. And that lemur…” he shudders with a deeper chill coursing through him. “It’s beady little eyes, they stare into your soul. And have you heard its chitters, they’re like the screams of a thousand cabbages.”
Yoiko blinks, she has never heard a cabbage scream. “Well I’m going to see the Fire Lord, not the Avatar.”
“Don’t look into its eyes!”
“I’ve looked into her eyes before.” Yoiko shrugs. “Several times. Most of the time they’re all judgemental and…”
“No! Not the Fire Lord’s! The lemur’s!”
“I’ll keep that in mind. Do you need help collecting the rest of your cabbages? I have a few minutes before I need to speak with the Fire Lord.” Yoiko offers.
Azula finds her never ending supply of kindness rather appalling. She does not see this small act of kindness, but she senses it. She senses it and it chills her to the core. But nothing is more chilling than our next character.
“And what brings you to the palace?” Zhao asks.
“Well, your highness, I mean...wait, what is your title?” Asks the peasant.
Zhao scowls. A scowl that Azula has long since grown to resent. She looks upon it as she enters the throne room, her throne room. It is a hideous scowl that nearly draw attention away from his obnoxiously groomed sideburns and his collection of wrinkles. Admiral Zhao potantly reminds Azula that man is descended from monkeys. What is more is that the man looks like a corpse. He has the pallor and droopy eyes of one. Next to him stands former Fire Lord Ozai. He had lost to Aang during Sozin’s comet while Azula had won her Agni Kai. Fully anticipating to beat a twelve year old marshmallow of a boy, Ozai had handed his daughter his former title. Decidedly, if he couldn’t manage to beat a twelve year old, he is not fit to run the Fire Nation. So Azula had kept the title for herself and her father could do nothing about it save for snarl at her and remind her that the Avatar will come to dethrone her shortly and put Zuko on the throne. What Ozai is unaware of is that Zuzu does not want the throne, he has a musical career to think about and she has already made a deal with the Avatar to keep him from being a pest.
Azula has noticed that her father, brimming with resentment, has suddenly grown rather fond of Zhao. Zhao who goes through right hand men like Zuko goes through hyperfixations. Azula imagines that Ozai will be tossed aside by the time Zuko finishes his mumble rap obsession.
Azula looks from Zhao to the peasant that he is currently quarreling with.
“But I need food and shelter, I have six children!”
This is the kind of dispute that is usually brought to Azula so that she may dismiss the needy man. Instead, Zhao steals what should have been her line, “you should have thought of that before you became peasants!” He adds a devilish chuckle for good measure before dismissing the man.
“Peasants are tiresome.” Azula remarks, “it’s a shame you don’t have someone else to deal with them, right?”
“Absolutely correct!” Zhao agrees.
Azula clears her throat. “That would be me, Zhao. Your Fire Lord. The one who gets to call people peasants.”
Zhao cuts her a nervous glance. “Right, yes, your majesty.” But Azula has heard more than enough. “You see, it isn’t such a big deal, I was just trying to, ah, free up your busy schedule, so you can go out and have fun with your friends.”
Azula’s eyes narrow. “I like my busy schedule and this is fun for me. There is nothing funner than telling peasants that their needs mean nothing and that their gods can’t protect them from me.” She leaves out that she no longer has friends.
One of Azula’s servants emerges, “Yoiko is here to speak with you.”
“Lovely.” She smiles. This is the very peasant she has been hoping to terrorize. “And you can show yourself out, you are fired!” She holds her chin up and folds her arms over her chest. She has banished far too many people, so this time she will settle for only firing Zhao. Her eyes narrow further as she recalls that she had banished Lo. And further still when she recalls that Zhao is supposed to be dead. She squints at the man; yes he is supposed to be dead. That might explain why he looks like something ten years deceased.
Yes, she has made the right decision in firing him.
“But, princes--Fire Lord Azula, I have been more than loyal to the Fire Nation for decades…”
She thinks that it might have been a few centuries. She looks upon that appalling face, yes definitely centuries.
“I even destroyed the moon…”
“In other words, you have had your moment of glory, it is time to show yourself out.” She looks upon her throne. “You’re even sitting on my throne!”
“I was just keeping it warm for you!”
Azula scowls for nothing is worse than sitting upon a chair that radiates the warmth of someone else’s buttocks. She thinks that this warrants banishment but she is in a merciful mood. “Go on, get out, I’ve got peasant matters to deal with.”
Perhaps she would have banished him if she had known what was to come.
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Bible Names
Today, many are trying to give children biblical names that are of particular importance in Orthodox culture. By naming the babies in honor of the persons mentioned in the Holy Scriptures, parents not only pay tribute to the merits of those who stood at the origins of Christianity but also hope to give their child with the best qualities under the protection of Heaven. Besides, each of the biblical names has a specific meaning.
The Origin, and Sound of Bible Names
In total, the Bible has about 2,800 male and female names, but not all of them are widely used. Most are of Hebrew origin, but Egyptian, Greek, Roman are also used, and some sound quite familiar.
The original pronunciation of names from the Bible can be very different from modern. One cannot ignore the characteristics of sounding and even spelling in different countries of the Christian world, due to the differences in national languages.
There are other distinctions. If you notice how many names are in the Bible, you will see when reading that there are many more characters. The reason is that some were called the same. The name of Christ that has not taken heart in Russia is actively used in everyday life by Hispanic peoples. However, in the modern Catholic world, boys are called Jesús (Jesus) in honor of the Son of God, and Josué (Hosue) in recognition of Joshua.
Male names in the Bible and their meaning
We, perhaps, will not begin to analyze in detail the names of all the actors but stay only on those that are used today, well-known, and mostly having Russian matches. So, the meaning of biblical names is here. Have a look and select a suitable name for your little one.
• Andrey - courageous; • Bartholomew - the son of cultivated land; • Jacob (Jacob) - walking on the heels; • John (Ivan) - the mercy of God; • Matthew (Matthew) - a gift from the Lord; • Simeon (Semyon) - hearer, who has heard God; • Philip is a horse lover; • Thomas is a twin.
Common biblical names for men in today:
• Aaron (Aron) - light;
• Adam is the earth;
• Abraham (Abram) - father of nations;
• Aristarchus - ruler of the best;
• Barack - lightning;
• Benjamin (Benjamin) - beloved son;
• David (Davyd) - beloved;
• Daniel (Daniel) - the Lord judged me;
• Zechariah (Zahar) - the Lord remembered;
• Eleazar (Elizar) - God helped;
• Elijah (Ilya) - my God Yahweh;
• Joseph (Osip) - addition;
• Yisrael (Israel) - competing with the Lord;
• Jona (Jonah) - a dove;
• Yitzchak (Isaac) - laughing;
• Lazarus - the Lord, helped me;
• Mikael (Michael) - who is like God;
• Moshe (Moses) - taken from the water;
• Nahum (Nahum) - the comforter;
• Noah (Noah) - security;
• Samson is sunny;
• Solomon is peaceful;
• Phlegont - burning;
• Shmuel (Samuel) - heard by the Lord;
• Elisha (Elisha) - God will save.
Interestingly, the names from the Bible are not found only among peoples pretending Christianity. In the Muslim world, even in orthodox countries, phonetically modified names are widespread. Islam Followers are also willingly called boys in honor of the heroes of the Old and New Bible. A small list of biblical male names for Muslims:
• Ibrahim - Abraham;
• Ilyas - Elijah;
• Isa is Jesus;
• Musa - Moshe;
• Harun - Aaron;
• Yusuf - Joseph;
• Jacob - Jacob.
Female names found in the Bible
The most famous Hebrew name in Europe today sounds like Mary everywhere. It was the name not only of the Mother of God but also of many other women in the Holy Scriptures. However, it is in memory of the Blessed Mary and is still often called girls around the world. There are other female biblical names famous in the modern world:
• Ada (decoration) - the wife of Lamech from the Old Testament;
• Anna (Divine Grace) is the name of several characters from the Bible;
• Eve (giving life) is the first woman created by the Lord and succumbed to the temptation of the Serpent;
• Elizabeth - (conjuring God) - the righteous, cousin of the Virgin Mary;
• Leah (cow) - Rachel's older sister, Jacob's wife;
• Magdalene (inspired) - repentant sinner Mary Magdalene;
• Martha (mistress) - the sister of Lazarus in the New Testament;
• Rachel (sheep) - Leah's younger sister, Jacob's wife;
• Ruth (girlfriend) - great-grandmother of King David in the Old Testament;
• Sarah (noble) - the wife of Abraham, the progenitor of the Jewish people;
• Tamara (palm) - the beautiful Tamar from the dynasty of King David.
There is no need to publish a complete list of biblical names since many of them are considered old in modern society. And also, they are not characterized by harmony. But even in the above list, it is quite possible to choose the one that is suitable in sound, meaning, and merit of the original medium, whose spiritual life earns a place on the pages of the Bible and a corresponding mark in church calendars.
As you can see, biblical names are not at all uncommon. In addition to the New and Old bibles, there are later sources which your list can be easily extended if desired. Since its starting, the Christian church ranked the holy media and victims, who also went down in the history of religion. In any case, giving the child a name from the Bible, there is no doubt that it matters!
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The ‘Vampire Clan’ Killer.
November 25, 1996.
Everything seemed normal; a quiet night, a quiet home. Jennifer Wendorf, 17, had been out much later than she was supposed to. Hurriedly, but quietly, she made her way home and stepped inside. Her eyes landed on her father, Richard Wendorf, lying on the couch and a wave of relief washed over her. She had made it, she thought. She wasn’t caught. Then she made her way into the kitchen. The relief she just previously felt shot out of her body like a wave of electricity.
Blood pooled on the tile around the lifeless body of her mother, Naomi Ruth Queen (Wendorf). As she glanced around the room, she noticed blood had not only covered a large portion of the kitchen floor, but also splattered just about everywhere else: on the walls, and even the ceiling. Panicking, she ran back out to check on her father. He was dead too, blood soaking the arm of the couch beneath his bludgeoned head. Jennifer immediately called 9-1-1, explaining to dispatch that both of her parents had been killed and that her 15 year old younger sister, Heather Wendorf, was missing.
The police were stumped. Who could’ve done this? Where was Heather? Had she been kidnapped? Had she been murdered as well?
Heather had always been the black sheep of the family. She had a dark side, and often expressed herself in outlandish, odd ways. One witness account states they had seen Heather attend high school with a Barbie doll attached to her backpack by a noose around its neck. In weeks leading up to the deaths, Naomi had mentioned to her daughter Jennifer that Heather’s behavior had become uncontrollable and unbearable.
When asked if she had any idea who could’ve been behind the gruesome murder of her parents, Jennifer was quick to answer: Rod Ferrell and Scott Anderson.
Roderrick Justin ‘Rod’ Ferrell, (pictured below) born March 28, 1980, grew up in Murray Kentucky and spent most of his adolescence as an outsider, someone who didn’t fit in and didn’t belong. Before being forced to move to Eustis, Florida, Rod had been introduced to the lifestyle that was referred to as ‘vampirism’ by Jaden Murphy. This was described as the act of consuming human blood as a means to gain immortality, or extra lives. It was believed that once you consumed the blood of a known vampire, you also became one, and was initiated into the family or ‘clan.’ Jaden recalls that just before his move, Rod’s personality had taken a sharp turn, often describing fantasies of killing someone and even throwing a stray cat up against a tree during a hangout between the two.
In Eustis, Rod came in contact with Heather Wendorf and Scott Anderson through high school and he immediately took a liking to Heather specifically. He saw her as a damsel in distress for him to rescue and save. She often detailed accounts of abuse at the hands of her parents to him in letters and extensive phone calls. Rod was charismatic, mysterious, and thoroughly manipulative. He had a hold on everyone he seemed to come into contact with. Him, Heather, Scott and two other females, Charity Keesee and Dana Cooper, quickly became a small little family. Rod had suckered each of them into his vampiristic fantasy. He claims to have cut himself and shared his blood with others, in hopes of creating a clan that followed and worshiped at his feet. He fed off of feeling invincible and other-worldly.
Rod had created a brand new vampire persona for himself, going by the name of Vesago (which is presumably a butchery of the name of the demon in Occult literature, Vassago.) This demon was said to be third-in-command of the spirits of Satan’s army of rebel angels, and held special powers such as fortune-telling.
Rod truly believed he was a vampire, convinced he was 500 years old with mystic powers. As he learned of the abuse heather supposedly suffered, he grew angrier and angrier, insistent on rescuing her somehow.
On the night of November 25, Heather and the two other females headed off on the own while Rod and Scott decided to make their way to the Wendorf residence. Both teenage boys entered the house through the garage, where rod stumbled upon a crowbar and quickly grabbed it. “We walked in as if we owned the place,” Scott recounts. They first came across Richard, who had been asleep on the couch. To Scott’s utter disbelief, Rod approached the father and lifted the crowbar high, swinging it down into his head multiple times and without mercy.
“I just remember yelling, ‘what the hell are you doing!’ And Rod turned to me and yelled back ‘what are you doing, dude?! Why are you standing there? Find the money, find the car keys!’ “ said Scott.
After Rod had killed Richard, Naomi had come running from the kitchen. When faced with Rob, she tossed a hot cup of coffee into his face and attempted to run away. But Rob was too fast, knocked her to floor, and proceeded to bash her head in with the crowbar as well. Scott was shocked and terrified, knowing that if he didn’t comply with Rod and his commands, he’d probably get his head bashed as well.
“When he turned and looked at me, I didn’t recognize him. Probably the most frightening look I’ve ever seen on anyone’s face. It was like...seeing the devil himself.”
Fight or flight kicked in and both of them knew they had to get as far away as possible. The stole the family car, switched licence plates, picked up the girls including Heather, and headed off on the road. Heather initially seemed devastated after learning the news of her parents’ deaths from Rob, but Scott had his suspicions that she knew all along what was going to/what had happened. After a few days on the road, Charity began to run out of money and attempted to call her mother in hopes of her sending some. Her grandmother answered instead, and relayed the location of the payphone back to the police.
Now in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, the group had planned to hunker down in a nearby motel. The police convinced Charity’s grandmother to call her back and tell her she would send money in order to get their location. But instead of money, they would be faced with police, investigators, and a SWAT team. All five teenagers surrendered themselves into custody that night. While in court and on trial for first degree murder, burglary and trespassing charges, Rod would make a spectacle of himself, making faces and having wild, unruly long hair. All four members of the ‘vampire clan’ were tried as adults, despite all being 16 years of age.
The court had tried for the death penalty for Rob, for which he was initially convicted, but after pleading guilty, was sentenced to life imprisonment without the possibility of parole.
Howard Scott Anderson was also sentenced to life imprisonment without the possibility of parole. He is currently rumored to be released in 2030, at the age of 51.
Charity Keesee was convicted of two counts of third degree murder, robbery with a gun or deadly weapon, armed burglary with a weapon or deadly explosives, and sentenced to 10.5 years in prison, while Dana Cooper was convicted of the same charges but given 17.5 years in prison.
Heather Wendorf was not convicted or charged in the murder of her parents, and was set free.
Jaden Murphy insists he did not plant the idea of murder or killing into Rob’s mind, and had no intentions of ever killing anyone himself. He was never tried or convicted.
#rod ferrell#scott anderson#howard scott anderson#heather wendorf#jennifer wendorf#wendorf murders#the vampire clan#vampirism#charity keesee#dana cooper#richard wendorf#naomi wendorf#jaden murphy#true crime#true crime cases
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Walking Out Into The Light
“Just think of it! God Himself supervised our formation. We were created in love – for love – with a specific and holy purpose in mind. We can rejoice with the Psalmist… “Know that the Lord is God. He made us, and we belong to Him; we are His people, the sheep He tends” Psalm 100:3 NCV
Have you ever felt like hanging up the hat, no reason to keep on living? Maybe you’ve failed two zillion times. Could be, you don’t even know, who you are. Thoughts and emotions are so tangled up that you hide behind a wall fifty feet high. Fear of adding to the familiar pains keeps you from letting anyone in.
Believe me, I’ve been there — Done that— took the crown in that category. In school, my athletic prowess was entirely absent. Our teacher picked which team had to take me. I wasn’t chosen. I’m only talking grade school here. High school? All the boys teased me mercilessly. The girls ridiculed and stabbed me in the back— friendly to the face though. Pump information from me, enhance it, then shoot me down in laughter. I hated school and everything it represented. Building walls began.
Sexual abuse from family members— hide truth. Spankings I received, for ‘causing’ the sexual molestation, started at age four. Although, I didn’t have it like those who were raped as small children, I experienced shame. Memories were magnified. No one dared know the real me. For sure I didn’t even know her.
Many years ago, I had a vision of a woman frantically building brick walls. The harder the woman tried to build the walls, the more she failed. Water seeped under the walls. Finally, water began pushing the walls threatening to break them apart.
Not long thereafter, God revealed to me, I was the woman trying to build those walls. Water represented Holy Spirit. He wasn’t going to allow me to remain hidden in darkness.
Freedom began after being assigned to a psychologist who practiced Dr. David A Seamonds' book, “Healing of Memories.” The final breakthrough came when my pastor gave me the job of teaching Dr Neil T Anderson “Breaking Through To Spiritual Maturity” workbook for class at church. This incorporated two other books of Anderson’s, “Victory Over The Darkness” and “Bondage Breaker.”
Walking out into the Light has been a process since. I could only take a little Light at a time. 1Jn 1:5NASB “This is the message we… announce to you, that God is Light, and in Him there is no darkness at all.”
Hardest for me to reconcile the fact that worthless me, in everyone else’s eyes, was treasured in Almighty God’s eyes. The day Holy Spirit brought life into Zeph 3:17, WOW! “The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; He will save, He will rejoice over thee with joy; He will rest in His love, He will joy over thee with singing.” God sings over me, like a father soothing His hurt child.
“O Lord, Thou hast searched me, and known me.” Psm 139:1NASB. There isn’t anything God doesn’t know about you and me. He loves us by choice. We’re truly His and loved.
Have you been building walls? Will you allow the Water of His love to knock down your walls, in order for Him to tend to your needs? It’s your choice. You choose.
PRAYER: Father God, I pray that everyone reading this will let You wash over them in waves of mercy, in Jesus’ name I pray.
by Debbie Veilleux Copyright 2019 You have my permission to reblog this devotional for others. Please keep my name with this devotional as author. Thank you.
#Jesus Christ#lord of lords#Word of God#Holy Spirit#God#it's your choice#devotional#walking in the light#building#walls#reconcile#bullying#love#hope#faith
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25 Questions
Thanks for the tag @rain-likes-to-ramble ! It’s the longest tag game I’ve done, so I’ll put it under the cut. Be warned, it gets progressively more sarcastic.
1. Is there a story you’re holding off writing for some reason?
I’ve been wanting to try and rewrite some of my fanfic from when I was 13/14 for a while to make it less cringy and have a direct comparison on how my writing has changed. But the main thing I’m holding off is a novel(la) called The Scramble. It’s in the same universe as my other WIP’s (with some of its events being mentioned in The Indignant including an appearance from Chris) but it can be read standalone. I’ve got the cast and rough plot sorted out but as it was originally fanfiction, it’s taken a while to weed the fandom parts out of it.
Brief summary: Sigurd Losnedahl, being the backstabber he is, decided to get involved with the Norikan Civil War despite insisting to his two sons he wouldn’t. Now Eirik and Halldór are stuck in the epicentre of the battle and since neutrality is even more dangerous than picking sides, they’re scuppered. After being taken under the wing of enigmatic Taisto Astergaard, Eirik is entangled with the man’s adopted daughter, Christine, and the only way the polar duo will live is through them ending the decade-long war. The only problem is, his father’s so obsessive with his cause that he now will do anything to put a bullet in his head. And Halldór’s disappeared- how convenient.
2. What work of yours, if any, are you embarrassed about existing?
The fanfiction that I mentioned in Q1 that I plan on rewriting.
3. What order do you write in? Front of book to back? Chronological? Favourite scenes first? Something else?
Front to back. I tend to leave exposition and descriptions out of the first draft (unintentionally) so I’ll fill in those when I feel like it.
4. Favourite character I’ve written?
Phineas. He was originally a one-dimensional villain (I created him when I was 9) but he’s now one of the most complex characters in the series with the undoubtedly the most well-developed backstory. He’s also developed a great sense of humour over time, and his relationship with Jonathon (who I haven’t introduced on Tumblr yet but I need to. He’s a close second) is one of my favourite things to write.
5. Character you were most surprised to end up writing?
Vladislav. In my plan, he was only supposed to appear in 2/41 chapters. After his personality change, he quickly became one of the major characters. Originally, he was a vain flirt with an ego out the roof. Now he’s a sensitive but righteous boy training to be a lawyer to persecute his mass murdering uncle. Pretty big development for someone who was only created 7 months ago.
6. Something you would go back and change in your writing but it’s too late/complicated to change now.
I’d have added a District based on somewhere in South Asia and also one based on somewhere in Africa. I’m thinking about adding them at the end (since I’ve already stated in my novel that more Districts will come with time), but it’s too late to add them from the beginning.
7. When asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write?
I love telling people I write but hate the follow-up questions, “Tell me about your book!” *pulls out garbage which doesn’t even reflect what my novel is about*
8. Favourite genre to write.
Speculative Fiction. While making characters is my favourite part of writing, I also love world-building.
9. What, if anything, do you do for inspiration?
I actually play High School Story, Hollywood U and The Sims with my characters inserted. It’s been helpful for one-shots and AU’s more than anything but has given me traits about characters to add to their dimensions for my main works, so it’s win-win.
10. Write in silence or with background music? Alone or with others
Background music and alone. The music has to be a specific genre though.
11. What aspect of your writing do you think has most improved since you started writing?
How I portray emotions. In my older drafts, characters recovered from the deaths of their close friends/relatives in 10 minutes and seemed callous. Now they are all crybabies to compensate.
12. Your weakness as an author?
I rely too much on dialogue and miss out a lot of description.
13. Your strength as an author?
I write a pretty mean villain (pun intended). This man was reading my work over my shoulder since I mostly write on the bus home and the first thing he said after, “Are you okay?” was “I like Rylan even though he’d scare me sh*tless from the looks of things.” I think I should put that as a review on the book’s cover once it’s (hopefully) published. A 70-year-old man I met on the bus does sound like a reputable source.
14. Do you make playlists for your work?
I have a playlist for Cyrus and that’s it which 90% is Eurobeat since he has a needo for speedo. There’s only has one chapter in his POV.
15. Why did you start writing?
I was a cocky six-year-old and thought I could write a better version of a film I’d just watched. It ended up being about two best friends in a milkshake parlour despite the original film being about a castaway girl. The connection still makes more coherent sense than the fact I got the idea for The Mastery from Mario and Sonic at the Vancouver Winter Olympic Games 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
16. Are there any characters who haunt you?
Alex in his angsty stage. He would threaten to kill people 25/8 because he found out he was adopted.
17. If you could give your fledgeling author self any advice, what would it be?
Keep writing. If you’re that dedicated to your project that you have to write it straight away, remember you can always edit in the future if it’s not up to your standards. And even people who’ve been writing decades are still improving as writing is wayyyy too subjective to be ‘perfect’ at.
18. Were there any works that affected you so much that it influenced your writing style?
George Orwell’s 1984 has affected my world-building. Malorie Blackman’s Noughts and Crosses and Maggie Stiefvater’s Wolves of Mercy Falls series gave me the idea to write under two characters alternating POV’s.
19. When it comes to more complicated narratives, how do you keep track of outlines, characters, development, timeline, etc.?
Charahub and a timeline which I’ve drawn by hand on the back of some unused wallpaper.
20. Do you write in long sit-down sessions or little spurts?
Either 5 words or 5000, no in between. It depends on whether I feel inclined to write or have inspiration.
21. What do you think when you read over your older work?
Cringe at all the unnecessary words and repetition- one sentence in my 2012 draft of The Mastery is literally, ‘Alex got up off his bed, walked out of his bedroom door, walked down the stairs, walked into the living room before standing in the doorway of the dining room’.
22. Are there subjects that make you uncomfortable to write?
Anything to do with extreme physical or sexual assault. Or sex in general since I’ve not written much smut before.
23. Any obscure life experiences that you feel have helped your writing?
Meeting my biological father at 16 rather than knowing him from birth. Also, one of my characters has impaired vision like me so its easier since I knew all the terminology and experiences without much research.
24. Have you ever become an expert on something you previously knew nothing about, in order to better a scene or a story?
Handguns. I’ve used rifles before (I’ve gone clay pigeon shooting before) but since handguns are illegal where I live, I’ve not seen one in person nor had any idea of their usage or the terminology. Quite a few of my characters own them as a precaution so I had to learn.
25. Copy and paste a few sentences or a short paragraph that you are particularly proud of.
(It’s not short but I freaking love how Chapter 36 of The Mastery panned out. Note this is the chapter 70-year-old man liked)
“Cyrus, Keung. Not the most ideal reunion. How has the family been since I was disowned?”
Keung’s jaw twitched, “I think the reason you kicked out was valid enough. You killed your own grandmother, Rylan.”
Rylan, another one of my many cousins, let out what from his mouth movement looked like was a hearty laugh but sounded like a giggle, “It sounds more impressive than getting disowned for supporting the black sheep in an argument, does it not?”
Keung’s hand had been on his spoon all this time, and he was clenching it to the point his arm shook, “I know grandfather wants nothing to do with either of us Rylan, but that doesn’t mean I want to associate myself with a murderer.”
“You stayed under the Xu thumb for long enough. There are fewer fingers in this room than the number of people Tatsuo has killed. Some are justified, I’ll give him that, but others were falsely accused with no chance at justice.”
He leaned at an angle so that he could stare at me, “It’s good to know that you’re being independent for once in your life, Cyrus. Regardless, it’s a real shame you subsequently allied yourself with another family of murderers.”
“What else could I have done?” I said, “The Ninth District needs allies, and I have genuine friends from Ivanska, Phinea and Willsborg.”
He cooed as he came to lean against my back, “Considering how we’re he half-breed scum of the family, I thought you’d have considered an alliance with me. You’re the only relative of mine I like and who hasn’t seemed to have fallen under Xu indoctrination.”
“Grandmother accepted the fact we didn’t decide to be half-breeds,” I hissed, “Out of everyone you could have killed, why her?”
He lowered his voice to a whisper, “I intended to kill Tatsuo. The fact she drunk the poison I’d slipped into the Mansion was a mistake. I don’t have many regrets but that is one of them.”
He distanced himself, “I have little in common with the man who I once saw as my dear grandfather, but one of the few things I’ll admit is that if we need to, we’ll both use blood to make a point.”
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Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing - Set it OffThe campfire’s crackling ambiance sounded deafening in the silence between the two who were huddled in its bask. It hadn’t been Weevil’s plan, exactly, to anger the others in the “loser’s rowboat” enough to dump him overboard somewhere off the coast of Duelist Kingdom’s island…but then, he’d never really had the head for forethought and keeping his mouth shut when he was feeling disgraced.The important thing was that he hadn’t drowned…and it was, in no small part, due to Mako’s unlikely interference as he’d just happened to be spear fishing nearby.“Put me down, you blowfish!” he’d squealed as the other had held him aloft from the water by the collar of his shirt, soaking wet and coughing.“Ah, this one appears to be to too small! I may need to throw him back!” Mako had beamed in reply, fetching quick silence from Weevil on the matter.Now he scowled into the molten blur of the flames, his glasses long-gone somewhere in the water as he hugged the blanket he’d been lent further around his shoulders, shivering. “You should reconsider something to eat.” Mako said at last, sweeping a hand at the line of fish he’d caught throughout the day hanging nearby, ready to be spitted and cooked. “There’s plenty, after all. And sending you home half-drowned AND hungry would only be adding insult to the injury of your loss, would it not?”“I don’t eat fish.” Weevil snapped waspishly, huddling further into his blanket cocoon. Mako’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, as if the mere idea was unfathomable. “No? How do you get your protein?”“Almonds, beans, larvae…I don’t expect a hammerhead like you to understand this, but there are plenty of alternatives.” “Hmm…” Mako seemed to mull this over, hooking a finger around his chin, before chuckling. “Well, it does explain why you’re quite the small fry…”“Small fry?!” Weevil shrieked, bolting to his feet, the blanket falling off of him and revealing the full glory of his sorry, drowned-rat state. “I’ll show you who’s a small fry, you–g–gkk–G’AHCHOO!”“Now, now…” Mako soothed, rising from the other side of the fire to retrieve the discarded blanket and drop it back over Weevil like a noisy canary in its cage. “I think that you’ll find that a cold is something that even you can’t cheat your way out of, Weevil Underwood.” A growl emanated from somewhere beneath the blanket as they both took their seats once more. Silence crept back in as Weevil finally folded the blanket back enough to peek out of it, looking rather like a viper beneath a rock. He didn’t even need his glasses to know Mako was watching him. “…what?” he ventured when he couldn’t stand the feeling of eyes drilling into him any longer. “You haven’t even asked why I netted you out of the water.” Mako remarked, leaning over to grab a plump bass off of his line and hold it by the gill as he prepared to cook it. Weevil huffed out an indignant noise.“Why?” he asked, voice flat and making it abundantly apparent that he was merely playing along.“I’m glad you asked! There’s something I have wanted to know.” the aquatic duelist replied. “There are duelists that came to this tournament with many things riding on their victory. They were driven to the point of near-desperation, and yet your name is the only one I’ve heard whispered across the waves as a cheating sleaze. I can only imagine your stakes were the highest to have to resort to such cruelty in regard to your fellow competitors.”Weevil blinked and then his features pinched in dislike. “That’s none of your beeswax.” “No? I had only imagined it must be something truly devastating if it was worse than needing emergency funds for an operation. Or, perhaps, even more dire than rescuing the soul of a loved one. After all, only an absolute fool would needlessly stir up trouble on an island where there’s nowhere to run…”Mako punctuated his statement by spearing the bass forcefully on the end of a sharpened stick, making Weevil flinch as he offered it to the fire to begin cooking it.
If he was made to be honest about it, Weevil had absolutely nothing on the line except his pride and that returning home a loser would also mean a return to having his books slapped out of his hands between classes, being locked in the girls’ bathroom, and discovering used fly strips left stuck to his locker. Duel Monsters had been the equalizer he’d been waiting for all of his young life, and he’d just happened to excel at it. The people who used to torment him were now at his mercy. Guys three times his size who would have happily slam-dunked him into trash cans were now afraid to show their faces around Duel Rings after the hell he’d rained down upon their duelist reputation. Like hell was he letting things revert back to how they used to be, and he didn’t care who he needed to crush along the way or by what means.“Why do I need a reason?” he grated, an ugly smile curling his mouth. “Maybe I just like watching people squirm.” Mako cocked his head questioningly before erupting into laughter, abruptly killing the sinister air Weevil had been going for. “Wh–What’s so funny?? STOP laughing!” he demanded.“Then, please, stop being so funny!” Mako implored between deep-chested chuckles. “I’m afraid the only squirming I’ve seen going on throughout this tournament is from the people recounting your loss to Yugi Muto. Second-hand embarrassment is truly an awkward emotion.” Weevil’s eye twitched and he shrank back. Having the snot beaten out of him, he could bounce back from. Being insulted, he could brush off and fire back twice as hot. But there was something particularly disarming and humiliating about being mocked. “I don’t have to sit here and take this!” he shrieked, throwing the blanket off of himself. “This tournament got off on the wrong foot, but you mark my words! I am going to destroy Yugi Muto and everyone who tries to help him!”“Is that so?” Mako smirked, rising and folding his arms as he peered down at Weevil. “Then I suppose you’re leaving me little choice but to rise to your bait. I accept your challenge, Weevil Underwood! In the next tournament, it will be me and Yugi versus your issues!”“ISSUES?!” Weevil seethed, likewise jumping up and realizing he only came up to Mako’s chest in height. At the moment, though, he didn’t seem to care. Fury twitched at his features as he forced them into a smile. “Fine.” he spat. “Me and my insects versus you and Yugi. That won’t be a challenge at all. You’re nothing but a crumbling treestump for me to sharpen my mandibles on! Now then, if you’re done interrogating me…”Weevil whirled on his heel and stormed away from the campfire, into the growing dusk of the island’s woods, not seeming to have a specific direction in mind. The branches scraped at his face and tugged at his clothes, the darkness and lack of his glasses making it difficult to see…it didn’t matter. He didn’t need glasses to see where he was going in the forest. It was practically his second home, given how much time he spent bug-hunting in the wilds. Once he got back to the docks, he–The firm soil gave way to a patch of deep, marshy grass, making him lose his footing and go tumbling down a steep hill, cursing and sputtering all the way. Mako listened to the crash of brush with an arched brow before calling after him.“Mind the incline, by the way!” The response was a broken grumble from somewhere much further down the hill that might have been ‘go to hell’, fetching a shrug in reply. Oh well,..
#I had to hit shuffle like five times because it kept landing on instrumentals from video games#hope this is okay#alegendaryocean#for some reason it isn't letting me put this under a read-more so I apologize to anyone who's dash this stretches!
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1, 6 and 37 for the books' asks 😎
1) 📚 approximately how many books have you read
Absolutely no idea. Really. Like. Wow. Also it’s hard to find an apporximation because I’ve started reading a lot quite early and I tend to re-read books a lot.
6) 📖 book you’ve read more than once and how many times
I’ve probably read Au Bonheur des Ogres by Daniel Pennac (AGAIN ?! well it’s my fave book ?!) over 15th times. The Harry Potter saga probably 3 or 4 times and specific books (2nd and 3rd mostly) more (not including the fact that I’m now listening to the audiobooks read by Stephen Fry pretty often). Maybe also Misery by Stephen King because the book is litterally falling apart every time I open it.
37) 🚀 favourite sci fi book
I actually don’t read that many sci fi books, bar the unnumerable number of vintage sci-fi short stories I grew up reading. My grand father has collected sci fi since the end of WWII up until the mid 90s. Especially he has a lot of short story anthologies (Fiction) spanning from 1950 to 1980. There are a lot I have loved in these, and some I have read that I later discovered were classics (by K. Dick or Poul Anderson, or that one called “Flowers for Algernon”, for example). The problem is that I have no idea what the titles were. I read them like fast food, piling them on my lap.
Of the few books I have read recently those have left me thinking (to be clear, I read a lot of books, but those that don’t get me through the first chapters are thrown away and forgotten)
The Windup Girl (La Fille Automate) by Paolo Bacigalupi
The Man in the High Castle by Philip K Dick (I didn’t really like the show so I stopped watching but the book is good)(and quite an easy read compared to the rest of Dick’s bibliography - I mean Do Android Dream of Electric Sheep has lost me so fast I don’t even remember what happens in it)
Le Déchronologue by Stéphane Beauverger, I think is the BEST of all, here, and it’s a damn shame it’s not translated yet.
Merci :P
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I’ve always really enjoyed this episode, especially since it truly gives the kids a chance to shine on their own an, tbh, handle things a lot better than the adults do in their own realm.
“How about here?” lmao, Klarion at the complete mercy of his stubborn cat familiar. I’m just imagining he’s been traveling for like, fucking hours bitching at Teekl to just pick a spot omg this place is full of dark magic and bad vibes JUST PICK A SPOT.
Isn’t it nice when the magical gem stone draws the pentagram symbols on the ground for you? No need to get your hands dirty with chalk or the blood of animals or... some shit, idk.
I like the creepy chanting.
“Cookie fixins’!?” “Snickerdoodles.” “Babe, you rock my world.” LMAO, jesus christ, Wally XD
“I wish he’d just give me a little space!” “*disappears*” Zee, you miiight wanna watch what you wish for, cause you literally just got like, all the space in the world.
Billy is just so cute! :3
Man, those kids sure posted on the internet awfully quick. But I mean, come on, some of the people on here would probably live blog the apocalypse so I don’t think it’s so far-fetched that they’d run to the interwebz that fast.
Hey look, it’s most of the rooms for the Cave! Convenient ref for fanfiction.
Awww, Supey stop being so cute with the wee little ones!
Hey remember how when this episode aired they fucking cut out the part with the teenagers spray-painting the side of the building, and also cut out the last part of Artemis singing to those little kids? Just for time reasons? That was rather annoying, but at the same time kind of a pleasant surprise to those who purchased it on iTunes right after. GOTTA GET MORE COMMERCIALS IN, AMIRIGHT?
Everyone seemed so convinced that Artemis literally doesn’t know those nursery rhymes because of her less than stellar childhood, but I honestly think that she’s purposely butchering them and mashing them together for the kids, because they all use the same tune. I mean, for fuck’s sake, I don’t even know what the “yes sir, yes sir, three bags full” line is from, I’ve never heard the rhyme Ba Ba Black Sheep. I’m sure Artemis probably had at least one child’s book of rhymes at some point, if anything. I mean, I suppose it’s still a possibility she not super well-versed in them, but I think in this case it’s done purposely.
Also just like to appreciate that Artemis does sound like she has a good singing voice in there somewhere, you can hear it just a bit when she’s first singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. <3
“Did you call?” “No answer.” “You could Zeta there.” “I’ve been collecting kids all night, I don’t need to see another empty house.”
I really wish I had something intelligent to say about this little Spitfire moment, but it’s early in the morning and I can’t quite think. But it’s really adorable and sweet that Artemis cares so much about Wally finding out if his parents are gone, too, and the fact that the two of them almost seem to have discussed this sometime before this moment. “Did you call?” Like, she expected him to have done so, so now I’m almost imagining some kind of quiet moment between the two of them before they all split up to start finding kids. It’s only a five second moment between the two of them, but it’s just so sweet, I love it! I wish I knew exactly what this little moments MEANS though, it seems like I’m missing something with my assessment here, or maybe that’d be digging too deep? Anyone have more intelligent thoughts about this particular Spitfire moment? I’d love to hear it.
“Got three more.” LOL, still one of the best screenshots of Conner. That little girl is having the time of her life up there, oh my god.
Billy, the Zeta does not recognize your prepubescent not-Captain Marvel voice!
“We know that there’s a temptation to run wild--” Oh Wally, you would know all about running wild, wouldn’t you? Also, this episode sometimes makes me think of that scene in the Jimmy Neutron movie where all the parents in Retroville get taken by the aliens, and at first all the kids are like going nuts and doing what they want, but then the next day they want their parents back and they all start freaking out and shit. ADULT SUPERVISION REQUIRED.
Also let’s take bets on the fact that the League tech automatically translated their words into other languages, because I highly doubt Wally knows much besides English. Then again, he could surprise me, maybe he knows a little bit of something else. I DOUBT IT THOUGH.
“It’s up to Bill Batson to find a way to the Cave, no matter the risk!” Oh lord he’s referring to himself in the third person, we’re in trouble.
A nice view of Wally’s souvenir collection! There’s Artemis’s charred up arrow! Aww, I always enjoyed the idea of him running up to that generator or whatever the fuck it was they used to get an EMP pulse, and pulling that arrow out. Like, he was probably all upset that it got ruined and was like “Look what you did to my souvenir!” to Artemis, and she was probably like “bitch, please, that’s MY arrow and it just saved your ass a second time!” and then they had a totally not-meaningful little argument about it. But ultimately Wally put it back up there in it’s rightful place, and probably proud of the fact that it serves as two different souvenirs.
Also, I find it incredibly adorable that Wally left that green cloth as a sling. To me, that says a lot. That says that what started out as just being a souvenir from Count Vertigo’s cape, it winded up being much more than that. Instead, it winded up being a souvenir from when he broke his arm in a bayou and Artemis cared enough to sling it up for him to ease the pain. Like, he could have easily untied that knot and just left it as a ripped up cloth, but instead he left it and preserved it as Artemis has left it, and hung it up. That, imo, is incredibly sweet, and shows just how much that meant to Wally. It started out as one memory, then turn into a completely different and more meaningful one.
Where the crap was Artemis during the scene where Zatanna used the locator spell? Literally everyone was present but her... unless she was still back at the gym for some reason? IDK, strange.
You that bad feeling you get when you’re in an airplane and the driver disappears because it was her birthday at midnight, officially making her an adult and thus removing her from the child dimension and into the adult one? THAT BAD FEELING.
“My son! My son’s gone!” No, no, chill dude, Superboy’s got him! Just, you know... in another dimension.
Lawrence, you mother fucker, acting like a concerned parent when we all know good and well that you don’t give two flying fucks about your own kids. (also, this was the first time we ever saw Lawrence’s face)
Jim Gordon!
How the fuck did Riddler get in there/impersonate a scientist? LMAO. Also why am I greatly amused by Lawrence having to work with Riddler? He’s such a fucking loser and I could see Lawrence normally scoffing at Riddler as far as villains go. Heh, I guess big plans like that can even bring unlikely villains together for a common goal.
“He’s Captain Marvel!” “And I’m Speedy Gonzales.”
“Listen, when Fate possessed my body, he defeated Klarion by attacking the cat!” Interesting that Wally shares this tidbit of vital information with Artemis only and not, you know, the entire Team. Like, he specifically speeds up to her and tells her this.
“Zatanna!” “Stop!”
“You can’t do that!” “She has her own life!” “Kent would never allow you to--” “Kent Nelson did object strenuously, so I released his spirit to the afterlife, he is gone.”
Uuugh, everyone reuniting
Aw man, Dick’s little hesitation... he wants to stay and comfort her, he knows what it’s like to lose a parent... :(
(Man YJ has such shitty portrayals of the Riddler and Joker. Sorry but... definitely not the best. I mean Riddler’s a huge loser any way you spin him but... ugh)
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