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Chapter Fourteen | Of One Kind
Do not read this chapter if you have not read the chapters before.
At the turn of a new leaf, you find yourself dancing along the knifeâs edge. To keep yourself from falling over, you must ask three questions: what do they have, what do they hold dear and how far will they go to make you stay with them?
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Nothing happened.
Bo-Young glanced awkwardly to the side. She proceeded to smash the bottles against the dirtied stone. Over and over and over again.
Nothing happened.
A broken laugh rang behind her. Thin and menacing it travelled to her ears, quickly wiping off any remnants of her arrogant smirk.
Slowly Bo-Young turned around.
You lifted your head from the ground, eyes shining with unfettered menace. Blood was spilling from your mouth and as Bo - Young watched, stumped and frightfully thinking over what happened, you raised your hands.
Thick, red lines covered the entirety of both your forearms, veins bleeding out.
Jin and Jungkook fell through the door, bringing in the last injured survivors to âLake Ride 11â. Samantha yelped at their sudden arrival, eyes wide while tending fretfully to those who collapsed on the floor, also simultaneously trying to ring up the ambulance, the city council and about seven hundred hospitals.
She was having a shift from hell.
For a while Jin and Jungkook both panted, bracing their exhausted forms against the perpetually grimy counter. But soon, they gathered up again, ready to go back. Jane nearly toppled out of the chair.
âWait, you canât!â she gasped, avoiding the scattered bodies, âyou canât just expect me to stay back!â
Jin narrowed her down with a kind, but assertive glare.
âJane, help your people, weâll save Y/N. We promise.â
She was at first reluctant, but when seeing the exhausted masses, she relented. But not before, gripping Jinâs sleeve and sporting an almost febrile look in her eyes.
âKick Bo-Young or Cho-Hee for me, for all of us.â
âEven if itâs the last thing Iâll do,â Jungkook growled, echoing a similar expression.
As you rose up, Bo-Young took another step back, growing closer to Namjoon and the rest, who were still kneeling on the ground watching in horror as you kept laughing in an utterly maniacal way. Never before had Namjoon thought heâd see you like this - demonic, deranged, beautiful.
He felt it first. The soft bloom that began to stretch in his heart only to be replaced by pure, searing heat. As Yoongi started to make sense of it as well, the tell-tale signs of them molding into you, he choked, mouth hanging open.
Hoseok ran through the forest, wind gushing past his ears, only to stop dead in his tracks when a sharp stinging sensation ripped through his heart. It pounded erratically, at times too fast, at times too slow, as if it didnât comprehend which body it was housed in.
No way. No way, no way. No way, no wayâŠ
Jin collapsed with a choked up scream, Jungkook quickly followed suit. They fell on their backs, staring vacantly up at the grey skies. They couldnât move or breathe or think as their entire existence, thoughts, soul, powers and being was stretched to an infinite length and then coiled back around but not back to them, but to another being. A whole new being.
Jimin and Taehyung writhed on the mud, lungs and consciousness passing out until it finally gave way and when they could breathe again they felt you. They felt you everywhere. In their minds, in the wayward thrumming of their pulse, in the invisible slight of tug that bonded them whole together, now eight and not seven.
Jimin looked at you from up the ground, breathing in and out as if it was a bad dream despite it not fading away. It was not a bad dream.
Taehyung on his right could only stare dazedly as another bead of blood travelled past your mouth. You pushed yourself off the ground, letting out a sigh whether relieved, sad or insane. He didn't know. All he knew was that in the confines of his mind, amidst their busied, intermingling voices, there was a new addition. The low, croaky finish of your thoughts rang clearly in his mind as if it was your own. It was now, after all.
âIâm sorry,â you say to yourself, âbut Iâm about to do something awful.â
Maybe Bo-Young was just stupid or underestimating you, but either way, she left you alone. Alone to do the one thing you tried to escape from the very start.
In hindsight, it made so much sense.
You had tried to struggle so hard and it had only dragged you all in further and further, ripping at each other, testing the mutual strength of will. You said no to them at the gala, they made the nightmares. You had said no to falling into their arms, by the chain it led you to Bo-Young. You said no to them again, deciding to run, only to end up in this proverbial hell, right where she wanted you, right where she could use you as a thoughtless puppet for her one-woman show.
Well if struggling had gotten you here, what if you would just stop.
With that thought, you crawl forward.
The shards of glass, most likely the remaining scrambles of what was someoneâs windows, dig into your knees and palms, cutting small, shallow scrapes in your flesh.
It is hard to move. Your head still pounds many miles away and thereâs this feeling in your chest, that youâre sort of looking down at yourself. Simultaneously, both doing the action and watching it happen from somewhere afar.
You manage to haul yourself, bit by agonizing bit, to the box and crack it open. You knew what was in there. Youâd looked at the crystal vials many times over, caressing their smooth shape for many nights in the row at Janeâs house, here in Red Point. This was your only line to them and you had greedily enjoyed its weight in your palms.
They didnât feel quite ominous, but foreboding - yes.
This was your surrender, your submission. One sip from each of their vials and it was over. No more running, no more hiding. No more you as you know it.
But being âyouâ has led you to bad places. Being âyouâ helped no one. Being âyouâ would get you killed. You could not afford to be âyouâ anymore.
Bo-Young, like any conceited third-act villain, took great pleasure in recounting her long road to revenge, all while escaping on the exact details why. You currently held little worry about that fact.
As she delved deep into mocking Namjoon - the bitch! - you as quietly as possible tugged the nearest bottle open.
Your hands shook as you raised the first vial to your lips.
âRemember, kiddo, thereâs no one but you who decides what you are. Not me, not the Coven and not themâ comes to your mind.
Lauge wouldnât want you to do this. But he was dead. What he actually would or wouldnât want to do was just your imagination, no one could tell for sure.
âIâm sorry, I failed you,â you whisper to him, maybe. Maybe he could hear you somewhere from a better place if there was such a thing, but you rather he didnât. Rather he did not see you giving up.
You push it against your mouth and gulp it down. It tasted like blood, you donât know what you expected but itâs the exact pain-staking metallic taste of blood running down your throat. You gulp it all down, nearly heaving it out again.
Bo - Young needed their blood to kill them. You would not give her this satisfaction.
You mutely hack at every incoming swallow. You force it down your throat, tears in streams running down your face. Your throat seizes, not allowing any more but there are still three more bottles to go. You rest your head for a brief moment on your arms, panting at the ground. In the small, obscured protection circle you canât even see the sky, you canât see them or anyone. Thereâs just you.
You think back to Lauge. Lying dead somewhere near. Were his daughters waiting for him? How long would they wait for their father that would never come back? A year, two? Forever?
You would forever.
Maybe now you could.
You sink your nails into your palms, reaching out with trembling fingers for the fifth vial.
When it is done, you fall, shuddering and feeling like youâd bloated three times in size. Your mouth tastes of blood, on your face there was blood, the only thing you smelt was blood. Bile rose up in your stomach, gnawing back up, but you swallowed it back down again, out of fear that if it didnât stay in you, all of this would be wasted.
You could have just tossed it away, poured it on your clothes or anywhere else, but you also knew that Bo-Young would just kill you. You were powerless to stop her from killing Lauge and while youâre not at the moment really concerned about your survival status, you wonât be obediently led to slaughter by her. Anyone else could have a go, but only after you killed her.
The glass is still digging in your thighs and you grasp at it.
If she would see the empty bottles, she would figure it out. No, you needed to distract her at first.
The small thin shard catches your reflection. You look like a monster in its face. Some foul, starved thing, ready to kill. Whoever is looking back you canât recognize, but maybe it was a good thing. Being âyouâ had been nothing but suffering.
Further losing the grip on reality, you let the shard slide horizontally across the veins. Horizontally not vertically, you were not seeking to kill yourself just yet. Perhaps sometime later. You stifle a slight giggle. It doesnât feel painful, itâs the first thing that doesnât cause you pain. Quite the opposite, it causes relief. You let out a long breath at the odd sensation. It feels as though youâve been confined to a room, running out of air when suddenly someone led you outside. Relief, vast and helpful washes over you as you sag into yourself.
Hurriedly you grasp at the bottle with your dirtied fingers, pressing its rim against the cut. In a giddy bout of happiness, you fill one vial, two vials...but then the blood runs out. You frown and readily make another cut and another and another, filling the bottles one by one.
Bo - Young stumbles back but when she is met with snarling Yoongi, she yanks away, only to run to a not much better option - you.
Out of all the three hundred Red Point citizens, and one hundred of her army there was only six left. She and Them.
Suddenly, she felt very cornered.
But Bo-Young spent nearly thirty years preparing for this. As if she wouldnât have a backup plan.
How do you know that it wouldnât be useful to her anyway? You drank their blood.
(It wonât. Itâs too fast.)
How do you know?
(Because Iâm telling you.)
Yeah, that seems fair enough. Why couldnât you listen to your own disembodied mind? There were no rules left anymore.
Yoongi called out your name again and again but you did not move. Partly because you could not. The blood still retching up your throat made you near unbearably dizzy, you chose to stay down for as long as you could. As long as you need.
There was no coherent plan in your head. Simply one minded singular instinct to make her pay.
You canât help but laugh when you see her still from the back. Nothing happens just as you, or as someone thought, you didnât quite know where this âyouâ began or ended. Your fingers were at once clinging to the ground, to the moss and to tree bark. You were simultaneously you and also not you. Seven other ânot-youâsâ.
âIs she alright?â called Jungkook but after taking a slight, stealthy peek around you didnât find him anywhere near. Could you hear their thoughts? They hadnât mentioned that. Not explicitly. They only said they would bleed into you and you into them, creating one horrifically merged organism with eight different albeit connected growths.
âIâm alright,â you think back but as the question repeats again and again you suspect that he canât hear you.
âWhy is she laughing?â Taehyung thinks, horrified. Are you? Are you laughing? Youâre standing up, youâre not laughing. Wait!
You pause and take notice of your shaking shoulders. You thought they shook from nausea but you are laughing. Itâs not a very pleasant laugh.
âSheâs gone insane, baby, no, no, no,â Jimin thinks and you frown at him. Youâre not insane. Youâre winning.
As you squabble in your own minds, Bo-Young reaches into her pocket.
(Stop her.)
And you launch yourself towards her at the exact moment when Bo - Young smacks down a handful of dust.
You both disappear.
âHobi, wait! Wait!â Jungkook called out but uselessly as he was crouched against a tree. Rocking back and forth whilst clutching his chest.
âShe did it,â he muttered to himself, disbelievingly, âshe did it!â
Jungkook reached out to touch him and in his trance, Hoseok screamed out of fright, fighting back the perceived enemy.
âHobi, Hobi, itâs me, calm down! Calm down!â Jungkook pushed through his teeth while escaping the sudden onslaught of flailing limbs.
âHoseok!â Jin called out behind him and Hobi stilled, returning back to his senses.
He looked them over with a dumbfounded expression, panting hard.
âShe did it,â he whispered again, this time as a reverence.
Why were the others scared? Wasnât this a good thing? They finally got what they wanted, right?
Why then Jiminâs voice sounded so terrified?
âLetâs go, babe, letâs go,â Jin ushered him up, trying to remain calm. It was hardly working.
You and Bo-Young fall from an unknown height and onto a stone floor. A paralyzing, biting pain erupts in your side, underneath your breast. Ow...ow! Why does it hurt?
(You fractured your rib, you moron.)
Ah, oh, well.
Bo - Young scrambles upwards, growling in anger.
âYou fucking bitch!â she snarls, âIâm going to kill you! You donât have your powers yet! You canât do a fucki-â WHAM!
You slam her disinterestedly down with one of the council chairs.
She wheezes, cowering in sudden pain. You drop the chair away, sitting down on her. On the side of Bo - Youngâs forehead there is a deep, bloodied wound. She looks up at you, sinking her fingernails in the festering openings of the numerous, jagged cuts on your arms.
âYou donât have the pow-â
You punch her in the face. It causes you if not more then about the same amount of pain, but itâs worth it. The red hueâs of your vision brighten. Youâre not exactly glad or appalled at the sight of your hands gripping against her head and then bringing it down against the stone floor, you just want more. More and more and more. Until you kill her. And maybe yourself.
She sneaks a kick to your groin, desperately clawing away. When you see her reaching yet again into the vest you push yourself atop of her.
Hoseok, Jin and Jungkook broke through the gates. They landed over a few bodies and Jin tried not to hear the squelching sounds that came when they crossed the wooden plank.
They ran down the mountain, through the smoke and the littered corpses only to find Namjoon, Yoongi, Jimin and Taehyung, standing perfectly unharmed. They were staring intently up the tower.
Jin rushed to Namjoonâs side, kissing the shell of his ear in relief, while Jungkook jumped on top of Jimin and Taehyung and Hobi embraced Yoongi, muttering quiet gratitudes for the fact that they were all alive.
âYou, guys, okay?â
âWeâre good, you good? Whereâs Y/N? What happened?â
Jimin pointed mutely up the tower. If they focused well enough, they could see two brawling figures at the roofless top.
âShe drank our blood, right?â Hoseok asked, persistently as Yoongi tried shushing him, still craning his neck upwards.
âWell, yes, but sheâs...I think sheâs not quite all there,â Taehyung replied, wringing his hands.
Jungkook frowned at him.
âWhat does that mean?â
âSheâs overdosing, having a psychotic breakdown, I donât know,â Jimin nervously explained. âWhy the fuck are we just standing here?! Letâs do something!!â
âLike what?!â Yoongi snapped. âBy the time we get there, Bo-Young could teleport back down again.â
âY/N!â Namjoon suddenly shouted at the top of his lungs. âJust donât let go of her! Bo-Young canât keep this up forever!â
Whether you heard it, he did not know, but he did hope.
âJoon, what are you planning?â Jin breathed, hands still reaching around him. Namjoon gave him a sly smirk.
âWeâre going to make sure, she canât teleport anywhere outside this area and when sheâs out of ingredients, weâre going to be there to rip her fucking head off her fucking shoulders.â
âDonât let her go.â
Easier said than done. Bo-Young throws you against the wall. You shrug it off, wondering at which point will your stupid circus parade of a body just stop moving from the sheer amount of head traumas, nevertheless, you donât ponder that for very long. Bo-Young doesnât stop trying to escape and as such you donât stop trying to beat the shit out of her. Once again you pounce on her, letting a fist swipe at her jaw. It makes an impact and you both let out a loud whine at the pain.
âGet off me!â she yells, biting into your palm.
You punch her again, for good measure.
Jungkook heaved the large doors with all he had, pushing them in place. Up, up, into the sky Yoongi and Hoseok once again united to create Shrieks, this time not to break down the dome, but in a struggling attempt to repair it. They stretched thin and taut like violin strings, covering the entirety of Red Point.
Jimin and Taehyung in a frenzy fueled panic were fixing a hole in the gates while Jin and Namjoon were throwing their last remaining ingredients together, trying to make the witches own protection spell back to workable condition.
Jungkook looked them over, seeking strength from their dedication and then he laid his eyes upon the tower, where you, now fully their soulmate, were resolutely fighting for your life. For all of their lives. He took a large, gulping breath and pushed harder against the gates, willing them to move.
You were his now. No returns, no takebacks, no âbut Iâsâ or âwhat ifâsâ. Unquestionably his, theirs, theirs only. Forever.
The thought filled him with so much joy, the gates fell into their previous place with a deafening sound.
Even from up the tower, you can hear the loud bang of the gates settling back into the ground. Why were they fixing it? Whatever for?
You donât get to answer your own question, because Bo-Young lands a punch to your eye, knocking you back. She runs and jumps off the tower with a handful of spilling dust in her palm. You scramble as quickly as can and through a blurry vision, catch onto her ankle. And you both fall.
But not to the dark tunnel which leads from place A to place B. The one that took you from down the ground and up the tower.
No, you just fall.
Straight into the chasm.
You flail helplessly into the air, plummeting along with Bo-Young into the sleepless void that now it seems was waiting to devour you since you arrived.
Youâre almost head first into its open mouth, when a heavy gust of wind knocks you just a bit to the left and onto the bridge, while managing to softly levitate you so that your organs donât shatter upon the impact. Unfortunately, as you are still clinging to Bo-Young she is also saved from the fall. For a moment, you lay on the dangerously veering wooden planks and gasp through the pain, neither of you too lucid or too uninjured to get up. That is until Bo-Young kicks you in the face, rabidly springing on you and pushing her entire weight into your chest.
You choke, clawing at her fingers which dig into your throat. Your head is pulsating again and it grows hotter and hotter until youâre sure itâs about to explode as a ceramic teacup.
âYou fucking bitch, all of this, because of you,â she whispers on your face while pushing your head further away from the bridge and into the void. You snarl against her and in the reflection of her dark, blown-out pupils you can see something shining bright.
Your own amber eyes.
âMy fucking honour,â you snarl, ripping viciously at her face, but youâre losing the fight. Vision rapidly dimming and body straying further and further away from the bridge.
You let out a loud, feral sound, something akin to a roar, and bite into her neck, all while slamming her down the bridge and onto the land. You both stumble roughly to the mud again and as you unclench your jaw from the supple flesh of her neck there is new blood spilling from your mouth. In a petty vengeance, you spit it onto her. She kicks you in the face again and victoriously pulls out the one last splattering of dust. You try to get up but your body on its own accord slumps back, uncooperating.
Bo-Youngâs hair is mussed, her glasses long gone, her face - youâve done a pretty good job on making it swollen and bloom in red and purple. Not even close to her all-knowing elegant picture of superiority. You bare your teeth at her, savagely gleeful.
âAs if you can stop me,â she pants, just as delusional, taking measured steps backwards and away from you. Behind her, you spot the cedar box laying unsuspectingly on the ground, where everyone left it. Itâs right into her way. You let yourself relax, sniggering noiselessly.
âLaugh you little bitch,â three steps closer, âbut Iâm going to escape,â two steps closer, âand it wonât fucking matter that you have powers, Iâm going to kill al-â
Her eyes spread wide, in the primordial panic that all beings had when taking the wrong step and finding themselves suddenly out of control. She trips over the box, her last fistful of sand spilling all over the stone circle. She fumbles, her fingers trembling, trying to pile up enough for a quick escape. In the end, even those few grains end up trailing away from her hand. For a while, you and Bo-Young sit there, breathing heavily.
The air is warm. Much warmer than a few hours ago, despite that it was nearing evening. The events of this one, singular, catastrophic day begin to settle in your bones. You donât think youâre ever going to recover. Sparsely you can hear the animals scurrying around, tentatively returning back to their nests. The homes are still smouldering, but the blaze has died out, thankfully only ravaging the wooden buildings and not the forest itself.
As you breathe slowly, as though just learning how to do it, the reality settles around. The haze lifts from your eyes and the world is no longer coated in a red hue. There is just the fraught silence. No screams, no pleas of terror. It almost seems deafening now - the quiet.
But there are still people alive. Them. Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook. The barrier of the Red Point snaps anew, its translucent dome shining once again. Bo-Young had no means of escape. Not magical, not physical, nothing. Nothing at all.
She flicks her eyes at where the boys were gathering, talking animatedly amongst themselves. Talking and descending down.
You canât even imagine what theyâll do to Bo-Young.
But she can.
Tears begin to well up in her eyes as she, rooted to the spot, watches them come forward, like Death itself gliding over the mountains of corpses for their last reap.
You and Bo-Young take a long, most likely last look at each other. You will live, sounds in your head, against all odds you will live. Youâre... something in the face of that fact.
Tearily Bo-Young takes out her phone. You can see that the screen is cracked, barely lighting up from all the chaos it had to endure, still, youâre surprised that itâs there at all.
She types out a quick, short message, blinking repeatedly as to get her eyes clear of the tears that by now spill freely on her cheeks. You wonder what she is writing.
(Me: Dad, I wonât be able to make it home. Remember, to take your heart medicine every night. Love you!)
She sniffles, finishes writing and carelessly chucks the phone down the chasm.
In the distance, the heated voices of your boys grow nearer and as such Bo-Young is running out of time.
She gazes over you and them with a vacant expression, pulls in the last snot and quietly, so quietly that only you can hear it, says -
âOh, well.â
And then drops herself right into the void.
You donât gasp or move. You simply stare at where Bo-Young was standing a second ago, taking in the empty, removed scenery and let your tired muscles sit and unwind as the gravity of your survival washes over you like the ocean.
You lived.
Itâs done.
Itâs done.
Your boys are still rushing over, full in the count now. You can see their many-coloured hair swaying in the wind. Thatâs how fast theyâre running towards you.
The grey clouds unexpectedly part and the slow warming, yellow rays of sun bask the mountain alleys in a quiet early evening. The soft wind carries strings of dark soot and few stray sparks up into the sky, towards the faint chippers of uncertain bird songs.
Spring was coming to Red Point.
The End.
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Trivia:
The reason why at the time when Reader was chugging the blood the time kept skipping between present and past tense was deliberate. Throughout the story, Reader is described with present tense, while the boys with past. I mixed both of them together to underline that they are now one and the same.
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Change My Mind [4]
Pairing: BTS x reader
SUMMARY: As a make-up artist, you were expected to glamorize your clients with brushes and products that cost a week-worth of food, not to befriend them outside of work, let alone have them save you from dates yet here you are five years later as one of their closest confidants.
Being a stylist of the world's biggest boyband is no easy feat, someone is doing flips, someone can't stay still and one's asleep but its fine, you can work around their chaos but then one day, you find out they're all your soulmates, a whole different can of chaos you don't think you can handle.
Tags: Soulmates AU, Friends to Lovers, Eventual Smut, Not Beta Read, Slow Build, Polyamory, Attempts at Humor
Words: 7.1k
nothing much to say this time but this is not beta read, my friend who was supposed to read it is unfortunately unavailable, idk if the argument makes sense in the end cause I personally run from confrontations so idk how to write good arguments so yeah.
ANYWAYS, Happy reading!!
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In all of your years working for Bangtan, as one of their staff and the youngest stylist, you've been included in every life events and celebrations there is. Birthdays, first wins, comebacks, everything there is even something as important as family dinners. You've never skipped or forgot a single member's birthday, period.
But as Guwon stands before you, a plane ticket to Jeju in hand with the departure scheduled tomorrow and returning just a day short before the tour, you find yourself at a crossroad. Itâs Jungkook's birthday tomorrow and Jimin has planned a small party tonight at their dorms before the formal celebration at the company the next day.
While you've been trying to rectify the awkward air between you and the maknae since his confession by starting conversations, the maknae only replied to you with silence before promptly vanishing in two seconds flat.
But despite the strain in your relationship, you could never think of not attending his birthday. You'd never thought to be petty enough to return his energy. His present was already wrapped in a pretty bow under your bed for a week now for Christ's sake!
âI-I can't⊠It's one of their birthdayâs tomorrow.â
âOh.â His smile falls. âCan't you just give your gift today? Surely they can party for one night without you.â
It was a genuine question, logical and true but for some reason, his tone raised concerns within you. You swear to the highest heavens you could hear a bit of irritation hidden beneath dejection.
You winced. âI can't, I'm really sorry⊠I-I can pay you back what you've spent for the trip. I'm really sorry, I just never missed any of their birthdays. I swear I'll make it up to you next time!â
Guwon's shine dulled the further you went on and your heart twinged with guilt. In another universe where some humans gained animalistic features, he'd have dog ears pressed to his skull, staring at you with wide and glistening eyes.
You waved off the image immediately, disturbed.
âIt's also my fault for not asking for your schedule. The tour is next week and then you'd be away from me for months so I kind of⊠panicked. I'm sorry.â
He should've known better than not to do research on your bosses , a voice at the back of your head scoffed and you waved the thought away as you put a hand over his.Â
âI should've notified you as well. Tell me if those are refundable or not, I'll pay you back.â
He waves you off. âCute but I've been raised well to know not to ask a lady to pay for my mistake, so don't worry that pretty head of yours about not being able to go.â
The date continued and thankfully, no dead air remained and conversation eased out of the both of you. Guwon sorted out his reservations early on, he'd stopped eating every once in a while to pick up his phone to either receive a call or respond to an email.
With how often he answered the chimes of his phone and how long it took for him to finally put it down, you figured he must've prepared a lot for the week and it made you feel more guilty every time he did it.
Today, he brought you both to an indoor park he rented for an hour for a picnic. It was on the outskirts of Seoul and he also cooked most of the food placed between you both, his mother however, was responsible for the side dishes.
Speaking of mothers, yours called earlier to congratulate you on whatever it was she was adamant on keeping secret but you already knew what it was and you were glad Jungkookâs mother gave birth on such a perfect day almost 21 years ago.
Guwon was planning to propose to you during the trip.
It left a bitter taste in your tongue. Sure you had expected to be married to him at some point but you barely knew the man outside of his colorful stories, and knew none of his actual behavior in his home. You haven't even visited his house yet for a vibe check so why is he rushing too fast?
Despite the guilt in your heart, relief is more palpable knowing you'd have more time to figure out if you truly want Guwon in your life.
Your phone vibrated in your pocket and you took a glance at it.
           [17:29] Jinnie: I'll pick you up at your apartment by 6.            [17:29] Jinnie: please be preparedđ
Seeing the t̶h̶r̶e̶a̶t̶e̶n̶i̶n̶g̶ friendly smile attached at the end of his message, you're suddenly reminded of the present. You hadn't told any of them of your date today, something that had drawn out longer than you thought it would. You frowned, fingers drumming on the side of your phone as you pondered on what to reply.
You had promised to help with the food yet here you are, out of town and on a picnic date inside a garden observatory.
âWho is it?â Guwon asks, seeing the frown on your face. Your mind immediately picks up the odd tone he has.
âTheir oldest, Jin. We're supposed to cook together before the rest comes home.â
He furrowed his eyebrows. âI thought the birthday was tomorrow?â
âOh, we're planning a small party before it, just his closest friends.â
Guwon nodded, eyes distant and thoughtful as he took a bite of his sandwich before continuing. âWhat time are you expected?â
âTheir eldest said he'll pick me up at six.â
He looked at his watch and frowned deeper. âIt's already 5:30. Maybe I can drive you to their dorm instead?â
You immediately shook your head. Remembering the promise you had with Jin and Jungkook. The maknae had recently begun to look at your direction again yesterday after Hoseok had talked to him, inviting Guwon would ruin the smallest progress youâve had.Â
Not to mention, you can't reveal their dorm location even if he is to be your husband. Company rules and you've signed an NDA.
âCompany rules, can't reveal their location.â
âIf we're going to be a couple soon, I'm going to need to know more about these guys you're hanging around. I don't trust them.â He says as he turns to the picnic basket to take another sandwich out, unable to see the twitch in your eye.Â
âWell, you have to learn how to, theyâre my bosses and my best friends.â
âIâm having a hard time believing that. I mean,â He scoffed. âDid you notice how they look at me whenever Iâm around? That rapperâYunâYoonmi stared at me like Iâm an insect he stepped on.â
Anger boils deep within your soul and youâre sure it's visibly contorting your face at this point but the man didnât notice it and continued chewing on his food.
âBesides, their location is pretty well known already, no? Just a couple searches away, why be so secretive about it?â
You refrain yourself from frowning and it takes all of the energy within you to not react as wildly as you wouldâve. It was amazing how the illusion of something good could shatter with only a few words and you set down the sandwich in your hand.
There's something terribly humbling upon realization that the man you're talking to is indeed, a man.
Noticing the shift in the air, he set down his cup of coffee with a slight raise to his brows.
âWhy are you looking at me like that? It's true though, I just think it's pointless to try to hide it when some people already know, so what's the use of trying to hide their dorm?â
Where's Jimin and Taehyung at times like this?
You dreaded the conversation you're about to bring up to your mother once she calls, and could hear her scolding you for having such high standards. Guwon being indifferent to the possibility of being stalked, and your boysâ privacy being breached immediately raise red glaring flags over his head.
A lawyer himself who shrugged at the threat of crimes, the joke just writes itself.
âDon't look at me like that, I'm just⊠trying to understand why you didn't want me to interact with them after our second date. It makes a man overthink, know?â
Whatever thread you were holding onto, a sliver of hope that you might've misheard or misunderstood him, decayed within you and you picked up your phone to stuff into your bag.
You had hoped, wished, that after your deep talk on the night Seokjin had scolded your ass to the nines he'd understand your dynamic better with the boys or at least try. You could already hear Yoongi's drawl out âI told you soâ as you packed up, even imagine him bringing up Namjoonâs statistical analysis and how I should've listened to it.
âIf you're implying what I think you are implying then I don't think we should meet each other anymore.â
Tossing the food back into the basket carelessly, you slung your bag over your shoulder and stand, only for his hand to shoot out to grab your wrist in an iron grip.
âWait, I-I'm sorry! I just got⊠jealous, that's all.â
Even with the apologetic look displayed clearly on his face and the fear swimming with them, nothing could bring back to life the trust you had on the man and you pushed his hand away.
âI can't stay with someone who can't understand why those boys are important to me, sorry Guwon but we're over. Don't you ever contact me again.â
âYou can't possibly be breaking up with me because I said what I felt? Over them? Really?!â
You don't even recognize the man sitting opposite you.
He knew, he saw how close you are with them and even sat through the stories you told him during your dates. Guwon knew you cherished every single boy in the group yet he disregarded it all because of jealousy? If that isn't a warning, then you might be blind.
âIt's like I never even knew you at all.â
He scoffed. âSame with you. Can't believe I actually believed your words telling me you were friends but I saw how those boys treated you!â
Sure your relationship with your bosses is unusual but it was built from hardship and loneliness from being taken away from home and surrendering their time for a glimpse of fame in a field where they're at a huge disadvantage. It was special in ways not many could fathom because in their head, what reason would there be for a man to befriend a girl other than having the intention to fuck them?
It was the mindset of the old and â wiseâ and it had infuriated you to the nines.
For him to reveal himself as one of those old cogs when he expressed himself as a gentleman and be convinced by his act of kindness, even the word disappointing could express how greatly upset you are.
âBet you've slept with all of them at least once, hell, I don't even know why your mother bothered when you're already busy whoring yourself for seven men.â
Anger flooded your veins, it was hot and rampaging under your skin. Before your mind could even register your actions, your hand had already moved, making contact with his cheek in one swift motion. The slap echoed like a clap of thunder in the silence of the observatory.
Even after seeing the angry red mark beginning to mar his skin, your anger remained.
âGoodbye Guwon, I hope we never see each other again.â
Walking away was easier said than done.
You got picked up by Guwon earlier and since you've run far enough from the indoor garden, away from your supposed ticket back home, you're now waiting for an uber at a small library sequestered between towering and loudly designed buildings. You had half a mind to ask your friends that lived nearby for a ride but decided against it.
They might be busy with their own family.Â
Unlike you.
As you sit there waiting for your ride to come, your mind takes you to your mother and her genuine glee at the thought of you getting married. Ever since your second date, she had been sending you photographs of weddings for inspirations, links to event places and tailors, and flower shops where you could have your bouquet arranged. She was beyond ecstatic, if she heard what had happened, she would be devastated.Â
A loud, exasperated sigh left your lips, the volume catching the attention of the bookkeeper who was quick to shush you.
As you waited longer with only the deafening silence of the library to accompany you, doubt began to form at the back of your head.Â
Was breaking up with Guwon really the right choice?Â
An angry, louder voice screamed at you for doubling down on your decision. You knew your boys longer than you knew him, if the trip had gone through, Guwon would've proposed to you despite the short time you've known each other. Something you didn't want. Not to mention, he would've gone through the idea while contemplating on your loyalty.
So yes, it was the right decision!
But you were to be married .
Your mother was so happy to have finally matched you with a guy you attended three dates with. The thought made your heart clench, she was excited to see you on the altar and has most likely spread it around your town with pride. She was about to have three married children.
Gods, you don't want to imagine the conversation later on, she'd be distraught.
Your phone buzzed and you dreaded looking at the screen to see your mother's name. Luckily, it was Jin instead.
           [18:01] Jinnie: where are you?            [18:01] Jinnie: knocked on your door but the neighbor said you were out.            [18:02] Jinnie: you're lateđ            [18:02] Jinnie: I'm going to have them deduct your pay this month for making me wait            [18:03] You: I'm sorry your highness for disappointing you, please forgive this servant of yoursđ€§ Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [18:03] You: was on a date            [18:03] You: not that it matters anymore, I broke up with Guwon            [18:04] You: does it even count? I mean, we weren't official, he didn't ask me to be his girlfriend yet.
You paused, face souring as you realized what you've just typed.Â
Guwon hadn't asked for your hand officially even after three dates, he had the chance on your second date during the stroll but he didn't. Despite this, he went and asked your parents for their blessings when he hadn't even asked you first.
           [18:04] You: wow I just remembered that            [18:04] You: then he had the audacity to propose to me!
There's a pause in between his usually instant replies and you had an inkling he's already spreading the gossip around the group somehow.
           [18:08] Jinnie: wow there's a LOT to unpack there            [18:08] Jinnie: but worry not            [18:08] Jinnie: I'll have Jimin get us the strongest drink there is for later            [18:09] Jinnie: we'll drink that sorrow away and you're going to tell me what the hell you meant by proposing while not being official            [18:10] You: I don't think I should tell you that⊠           [18:10] You: considering⊠ya know            [18:11] You: also don't you guys have an early schedule tomorrow?đ€š Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [18:12] Jinnie: bold of u to assume I don't want hear how massive of a failure he is            [18:12] Jinnie: nothing better than hearing your enemyâs downfallđ            [18:13] Jinnie: also what do you mean âyou guysâ???            [18:13] Jinnie: you're literally our make-up artist!
You scoffed at the message but before you could type up a reply, the notification from your uber app popped out to inform you about your driver now waiting outside the library and you walked out.
           [18:23] You: and just because I'm your make-up artist, doesn't mean I should let you all get away with this            [18:23] You: and I won't even drink much :pp            [18:24] Jinnie : if I ever see you stumbling around the house, you owe me 100000            [18:25] You: WOW            [18:25] You: AREN'T YOU RICH ALREADY????            [18:25] Jinnie: money is moneyđ            [18:26] Jinnie: just get ur ass over here already before I add more zeros to the bet
The smell of Jinâs cooking, both spicy and something savory, welcomed you first before the sound of sizzles did. At the sound of the door closing, Jin appears round the corner with an apron hung from his neck and a tong stained with red bean paste in the other.
Despite the disappointed look he's going for, reminiscent of a mother who caught her daughter coming home past curfew, the relief you feel upon seeing his handsome face after earlier was palpable and the knots in your stomach loosened.
âI should have your pay deducted for showing up late.â
You winced. âSorry boss, can I appeal for a heartbreak discount on that?â
âOnly if you give me a hug and cry on my shoulder.âÂ
He opened his arms wide, plush lips widening into a smile when you approached to wrap your arms around his torso. The fabric of his sweatshirt was soft and the scent of new laundry overtook his usual scent of freshly baked cakes and gentle vanilla perfume, it almost made you boneless in his hold. Moreso when he started stroking your head while the other ran up and down your back with his palm, fingers still wrapped around the tongs.
He didn't pull away despite the awkward position with him bending down and practically melting against your smaller form. In your years of being friends, you could never recall Seokjin being the first to pull away from a hug and once more, you're grateful for that.
âYou wanna talk about it?â
âIâll do it while cooking, we might burn whatever you're cooking if I told you all about it here.â
He shook his head, his rubbing motions on your back turning into gentle pats. âWe can just order it online if it does, I even bet that they'll still eat it even if it was. Hoba was relentless today.â
His nails raked through your scalp and you resisted the urge to shiver.Â
âHe was being an ass towards you guys. Then when I defended you all, he accused me of sleeping around.â
His first instinct was to curse the man down to his ancestors who bred with each other until he was born, but stopped himself when he realized what he's about to say and cleared his throat.
If his arms coiled tighter around you, you only leaned into him further.
âNormally I would say "I told you so" but I know Yoongi has it covered later. So I'll just sayâ"
"Don't you dare. Jin donât you dare finish that sentence."
"I knew it."
He let out a cry when your hand slapped his arm but it quickly dissolved into a fit of squeaky laughter and he pushed your head back under his chin before you could even continue hitting him. Hand continuing their petting as you let out an annoyed groan.
âMy mom was so excited! God. I hate that bastard for disappointing me and her. She was sending me links to wedding planners and dressmakers because apparently he was supposed to take me to Jeju tomorrow and propose.â
He stills in your arms, the hand in your hair stopping its motion as his breath hitched in his chest. It took him a moment before he recollected himself and continued to pat your head, pressing a kiss on top of your crown.
âI'm sure auntie will understand, I know that she would've wanted you to find a good man like she and your sister did.â
A voice at the back of your head told you he was referring to himself but you threw the thought away as soon as it went.
âPersonally, I would've taken the ticket and ditch him.â He laughed and you hit his arm with a barely concealed grin. âAll I'm saying is that free things should be used and if it's gifted then better! You get to decide how to use it so refund it!â
âI don't think it's that easy.â
âJust say Kim Seokjin of BTS asked for a refund and they'll immediately accept it.â
Pulling away, you playfully rolled your eyes at him, earning you one last laugh as you walked to the kitchen where the sizzles of the food being fried on the pan had long been muted. Jin followed you with an onslaught of words spilling from his lips, justifying and detailing how he would've done in your place as you placed your bag down on the island counter before reaching for the spare apron.
Hearing his rants filling the silence made it easier to relax, made forgetting how upset you were at Guwon a walk in the park.
It was familiar and his voice, despite his fiery indignation, was oddly comforting.
Soon enough, your conversation halts and you both position yourself over the counter, following his orders mindlessly; which is mostly dicing the vegetables and the slabs of meat he marinated last night in soy sauce and spices.Â
You found the repetitive motions of chopping soothing and silently thanked the man now hovering over the saucepan, gently stirring the seaweed soup.Â
As if sensing your eyes boring holes on the back of his head, his ears reddened and he looked over his shoulder to meet your gaze.
âW-what is it? Wh-why are you looking at me like that?â
âJust admiring how huge your shoulders are and how reliable you are.âÂ
You recalled how dearly he cared for his group despite the exhaustion from practicing singing and dancing the whole day. Despite being the youngest in his family, Jin took on the mantle of the oldest brother in the group easily and selflessly provided for his members alongside Yoongi and Namjoon. If it were anybody, you were sure the boys would've been sick or had long given up, especially when the company was about to file bankruptcy in their earlier years.
From the bone shattering dances, exhausting practices and routines stretching from dawn till dusk, you were thankful Seokjin was there to catch the others when they fall.
It was a hard task nobody would've assumed since selfishness is a built-in trait of a human yet Seokjin proved you wrong when he stayed up every night despite the muscle cramps and exhaustion weighing his bones to cook for his members, taking the role of the eldest like it was a second nature despite being the youngest in his family.
He barked out a half-hearted laugh as his red ears brightened from the compliment. âI already know that of course!â
âThank you for everything, Jin.â
His face crumpled when he laughed bashfully, the bright hue in his ears crawling to dusk his cheeks as well. It didn't take long before he recovered and like clockwork, in reaction to being flustered by compliments, he got defensive and raised the saucer threateningly at you.
âYa! If you're planning to compliment me, at least be original! I'm done hearing about how wide my shoulders are from ARMY and how reliant I am from the others! We've been together for years, do better and be original with your compliments!â
It was a joke, obviously.
But staring at the older man childishly brandishing his cooking utensil like a bludgeoning weapon, you couldn't help but ponder about what truly pulled you into him only to realize that you've never truly dove deeper than surface level details. It was disappointing to find out how shallow you've been when expressing your appreciation for the man.
Like he said, you've always pointed out how reliable he is but never have you pointed out the small things such as the warm food he claimed have been extras and the hot soups sectioned off for you on cold days.
He was the first to approach you on the first day despite being the member who mostly kept to himself, asking you if you wanted to celebrate their Rookie of the Year win with them instead of the rowdy staff behind you.Â
The first one to build a bridge leading to this deep companionship you had with the rest of the members, have you really never thanked him for that?
âYou're so caring and humble despite your background and where you are right now. If it was anybody else, they would've left the boys to fend for themselves once they were able to yet you didn't stop cooking for them, for us. I don't think I have ever met a man so down to earth and as loving as you are,â You paused. âWell, except Jimin but if you want something more original I'd say I love your hands even when you think they're weird because theyââ
You didn't even realize Jin crossed the distance between you both until his hands clasped around your lips, silencing you completely.
Unlike earlier with only his ears blushing, his cheeks now glowed red, the flushed skin spreading down to his neck, continuing past the collar of his dark blue pajamas. When your eyes meet, you find his glistening with unshed tears no doubt touched by your hastily put together declaration of your appreciation for him.Â
When it was clear you wouldn't continue your rant, his arms fell to your shoulders and pulled you into a tight embrace.Â
His violent heartbeats thudding against his chest was the first thing you've heard before you registered the stuttered exhales and his gentle saccharine scent filling your senses, clouding your brain completely. For a moment, it was just you and him in the kitchen, hugging a little longer than friends should be.
But then again, since when have you guys ever drawn the line on how platonic touches should last?
âGod⊠You gotta stop doing that.â
âI'm just following what you told me like a good dongsaeng and I think I did exceedingly well on it. Does that guarantee a deduction on my pay deduction?â
There's an odd, invisible weight that lifted off of you, something you didn't even realize you were carrying. But there's also a tinge of guilt pinching the edges of your heart.
Jin was the first to approach you, and the first to confess four years ago. He was all shy looks and sweet smiles, his sweet words accompanied by a bouquet of flowers that must've cost him more than he could've gotten from being an idol of a new group.Â
When Jin loves, he gives his all and doesn't think twice to give half of himself as well. In a way, he and Yoongi were alike, just with different approaches.
He was open and unapologetic while Yoongi was subtle and often silent.
His laugh twinkled in your ears but it dwindled later on, as if he remembered something towards the end of his mirth. âYou're driving me crazy, how am I supposed to move on when you're this lovely?â
Hearing him confirm your suspicion about his crushâis it even called that at this point?ârelieved you from an unknown anxiety most likely sparked by Jungkook's words a few nights ago. Why are you even relieved hearing him still liking you when all you've done is hurt him?
âYou're such an idiot, you know that?â
âLove makes you do the stupidest thing but I don't think I've ever regretted ever falling for you.â
He pulls away, a gentler, softer smile now tugging his lips up.
âGod, you made me sappy! My god, my soup!âÂ
Even without the warmth of his embrace, you could feel it radiate in the small space of the kitchen. You continued your work as Jin fuzzed about the seaweed soup behind you, bathing in the domesticity of it all.
Your phone vibrates loudly in your bag on the island counter. Wiping your hand on your apron, you opened it to see Jiminâs messages.
           [18:56] Mimi: seokjin hyung told me to buy the strongest alcohol            [18:57] Mimi: any idea why heâs being weird?            [18:57] You: Iâll tell jin that you called him weird            [18:57] You: but yes            [18:57] You: Iâll tell you all later why            [18:58] Mimi: đ€š Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [18:58] Mimi: not if I get you drunk in the first ten minutes            [18:58] You: Iâd like to see you try, pretty boy
Your phone vibrated again. Namjoon had texted you, seeing the preview you rolled your eyes.
           [18:59] Joonie: Seokjin hyung didnât say but I already figured it out            [18:59] Joonie: You'd hear enough from Yoongi hyung later but            [18:58] Joonie: I told you so            [18:58] You: I hope you trip and fall on shitđ„° Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â [18:59] Joonie: Love you too, noonađ            [18:59] You: blockedđ«
âI'm not seeing enough chopping, young lady. Get back to your station!â Jin jokingly scolds. With a laugh, you return to your spot.
By the time some of the boys arrivedâexcept Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung, no doubt pre-gaming somewhereâit was already ten and some of the dishes were plated, ready to be eaten in the dining room. If it wasn't for both your and Jin's advanced thinking to ready the bowl of rice and their plates beforehand, they would have starved to death as Yoongi dramatically puts it before blaming Hoseok for draining them out the whole day.
The man in question just laughed in response before shrugging and rebuking their âaccusationsâ, saying it wasn't even that hard. To this, Yoongi grumbled under his breath and Namjoon rolled his eyes.
A few minutes later, the maknaes entered, cheeks all flushed except for Jimin who was holding up a bag full of canned alcohol as if it was game from an all-day hunt.
You thanked Jimin silently for drinking the birthday boy tipsy enough to make the dinner energetic instead of the awkwardness you thought it'd be due to what happened a few days ago. There's fleeting eyes you've caught in between jokes he made, either pouring with adoration or longing, you tried to not to pay it much mind.
But of course, the alcohol pouring could only go for so long before you're all lounging in the living room to talk about anything that comes to mind. It was half an hour short from the clock tickling to twelve, signifying Jungkook's actual birthday.
The conversation started off tame with Taehyung questioning the animals who sleep standing to something more elaborate with Yoongi asking everyone's opinion about some decrypt conspiracy theory surrounding the rich of the west. It was all fun and games when Taehyung, lost in his own mind running with the most random thought, sluggishly pointed at you and asked:
âWh-why aren't you checking your phone? G-Guwon hyung haven't been texting you yet?â
Many heads turned to you who was practically boneless in between a tipsy Hoseok and a still sober Yoongi. You didn't even need to look to know the look of concern Jin was throwing your way.
But everything was hazy, your head throbbing from the alcohol. The words slipped past your lips before you could think about it.
âWe parted ways⊠He accused me of sleeping around when I said I didn't want to go on a trip with him tomorrow âcause I didn't want to skip Jungkookie's birthday.â
Hoseok patted your shoulder and Yoongi nodded, face indifferent as usual. Despite the reaction of the boys on both sides, not everyone in the circle held the same opinion it seems.
âYou didn't have to decline it, noona. You-youâve been with us for years, missing one wouldn't hurt me much.â
Jungkook's voice was softer as if he had sobered up from the revelation and you waved him away.
âWhat are you saying? I couldn't leave when we weren't alright.â You glimpsed at Jin before continuing. âBesides, he was planning to propose and I'm glad he couldn't anymore.â
In your drunken mind, the information didn't carry much weight but the pin drop silence following your words did, you guessed that it must've been. However, it didn't last long when Taehyung jumped up to his feet and punched the air as if Korea just scored the final score in FIFA.
The boys look at him with wide eyes, shocked by his reaction. Jimin recovers and tries to tug him down but a drunk Taehyung is determined, with a will stronger than a monk's resilience and patience, no one could stop him from doing what he wanted.
And that was bumping his glass on your forehead, a little harder than it should've been if he was sober and you reel back, a hand over your forehead.
âNoona! you're free again! Do you know what that means?!â
âOk that's enough for you tonight. Let's get you to bed.â Jimin says, chuckling awkwardly as he stands behind his best friend, wrapping his arms around his waist before dragging him away.
âWhy? Can't I just congratulate noona from recognizing something was off instead of ignoring it like most do? Noona,â He turned to you, bottom lip jutted out. âIt's not bad that I'm celebrating right?â
Seokjinâs laugh was nervous when he rose to usher the man away as well. âAlright, lets all calm down so we don't accidentally say something while drunk.â
âFuck yeah! I-I donât even know why I even believed his lies, heâs a lawyer for fucks sake!â
âNot that it ever stopped you before. I still don't understand why you couldn't have married one of us instead.â Jungkook cuts in, suddenly irritated.
Somehow, the tension in the room grew tenfold and everyone sits up, alert and ready to interfere if their youngest decides to let the alcohol take control of him. Your brain clears once it registered the annoyance in his voice, heart dropping to the soles of your feet.
âJungkookââ
âI just think it's a bullshit excuse and you know it. You told that to Jin-hyung four years ago and have repeated it ever since. Weâre all adults now, we can handle a little rejection and whoâs to say we canât date when weâre the only idol running the company. You say it's because you donât want to choose but arenât you just instilling false hope in us?âÂ
He stood as he grew more agitated but Jin pushed him down, eyes stern as he stared down at their youngest. Seeing the conflict brew between them, the growing guilt built by years of spending time with them reawakened.
It tied your stomach in a knot and felt like a building had dropped onto your heart.
As if sensing your emotions, Yoongiâs hand found your shoulder to give it a squeeze.
âYouâre not thinking straight so stop it,â Jin excuses as he turns to you with an apologetic smile. âHeâs just drunk, he doesnâtââ
âI know what Iâm saying and I think youâre being too biased here hyung!â
âJungkookâŠïżœïżœïżœ Hoseok calls from next to you, voice low, a warning.
âYou too! Sheâs also your friend, why arenât you pointing out how sheâs just playing with us? Why are you only calling me out?â
âBecause youâre being a stupid drunk right now, Jungkook. Stand down .â Yoongi ordered, voice firm and warning. His arms are crossed as he stared their youngest down but the maknae wasnât intimidated by it, if anything, the fire in the older manâs eyes only fueled the anger boiling within him.
In years youâve watched over them, never once has Yoongi scolded their youngest past Run BTS contents, leaving the reprimanding to their oldest and leader. For him to call him out and seeing them grow agitated by each otherâs presence, dread loomed over you with your nightmares threatening to come true.Â
This isnât how tonightâs party was supposed to go.
âIsnât there anyone whoâd agree with me at how absurd all of this is?!â His head snapped at Namjoon whoâs watching with a careful eye. âHyung, surely you can also see it!â
Throughout the exchange, Namjoon had sat back and watched the interaction from the sidelines instead of interfering on the first hint of a fight breaking out. Even when the situation becomes a little aggressive, he stays silent but you donât doubt that heâd be the first to stand if the disagreement becomes volatile and inching towards physical.
That's what he always has done, observed and let the high rise of emotions eventually tides down to a calm on their own. He's a leader, he's supposed to be fair and to do so, he must first understand both sides before taking action. He also trusts his own team to temper their own ire after years of being together.
But now that he's forced to join the argument, he sighed and stood. Seokjin stepped away as he approached their youngest with both hands placed on his shoulders to sit him back down.Â
Obediently, Jungkook follows.
âWhile I do see where youâre coming from, I think it's a bit unfair that youâre blaming her for being scared.â Jungkook opens his mouth but a firm shake of Namjoonâs head shuts him up. âDonât start again. Thereâs a power imbalance here kid. If her choosing someone could cause a problem, weâd get off scot free but not her. In the eyes of the company, sheâs disposableââ
âBut sheâs not.â
âShe is. In their eyes at least. By having her around causing problems for us, sheâs nothing but a thorn in their side that they should remove. If she had dated one of us and eventually broke up, it would cause an awkwardness and riff between guys especially if it ended on a bad note and BigHit won't stand for it. You know how important this job is for her, right?â
They stared at each other for a long while, both unrelenting in silence. You all waited with bated breath, Namjoon was the only one who could diffuse the situation and if he fails, then who else could possibly calm the maknae down?
Turning to the clock, you bit your lip at the time.
It was nearing Jungkook's actual birthday, three minutes short before both hands ticked to twelve.
Which meant it would have to start during the denouement of an argument. The thought planting discomfort in your stomach. Such a happy celebration shouldn't be welcomed like this.
In the midst of raised voices and pointing fingers, Taehyung has completely sobered up from where he sat between Jiminâs thighs, staring beady eyed at the situation in his friendâs arms. Sensing your gaze, he turned to you with a sheepish, apologetic smile when Jungkook's heavy sigh broke through the silence.
His head fell to his chest as Namjoon removed his hands from his shoulders yet his eyes remained on their youngestâs hunched form.
âYou get what we're trying to say now, do you?â
âY-yeahâŠâ
âAnything you want to say, gguk?â Namjoon was talking to him like he was a kindergarten teacher and you both were kids who fought on the sandbox for the shovel, warm and understanding but the disappointment in his tone is clear as day.
Jungkook doesn't reply but he shoots up to his feet, surprising Hoseok next to you, with eyes still trained on the floor.
When he did look up to meet your gaze, it was brief and cut off by a deep bow. You reached your hands out, trying to stop him from doing so but Yoongi took one of your hands and pinned them down between his and your thighs.
Jungkook never had to bow for you and it felt wrong seeing him bent down to apologize.
âI-Iâm sorry noona, Iââ He trails off.
In his speechlessness in a room full of people whoâwhile understanding where he comes fromâstood behind you, he clams up and then in a flash, heâs gone, bolting from the living room and skipping up the stairs. The sound of his heavy footfalls echoing like the clock ticking down to his birthday.
The argument has been dissolved, yet it left a bitter taste on your tongue, it made you feel queasy having everyone back you up without reprimanding you as well. It was true, what Jungkook said.Â
Weren't you practically leading them on by not choosing anyone? No matter how unintentional it must be, if he thinks that way then maybe everyone else in the group does, just silently.
You turned to the clock again. A minute closer to the next day.
Frustration made you want to pull your hair out but the long, lithe fingers that have entangled with yours in the middle of it all, forbade you from doing so. As if he could hear the internal debate between logic and emotions, Yoongi gave you a comforting squeeze.
But it didn't feel right, you shouldn't be sitting on your ass while Jungkook blamed himself for expressing his own opinion, sure it was a bit aggressive but you understood his frustration.
âJungkook!â You called out, rising to your feet to follow him when Yoongi tightened his hold on your wrist and shook his head.
âHe needs time to process, leave him be.â
Yet despite this, you shrugged his hold off and followed the youngestâs heavy footfalls upstairs and presumably into his room. You caught onto him in the hallway, with the door to his room opened and half of his body already inside.
âJungkook, let us talk.â
âI-I don't want to see you right now, noona please.â
The desperation to correct the wrongs gives you a short burst of energy and you catch his wrist.
âJungkook please, Iââ
You heard the joyful chime of the clock downstairs before you heard the sweet jingles of bells.
Then you felt it.
Electric jolts shoot up from your connected hands, waking every cell and your mind awake and you almost keel over from the wave of relieving warmth washing over your body. Thereâs now a low hum accompanying the bells chiming in the background, the soft harmony between them sending shivers down your spine.Â
You've thought of first meetings like those scenes in Hollywood movies where a kaleidoscope of colors explodes behind your eyelids, like fireworks celebrating the precious moment where the protagonists finally meet and fireworks shoot up to the sky. They talked of a brief moment of reprieve from reality, the world slowing down and feeling the most calmed you've ever been with your soulmate in hand.
Like your soul finally recognizing its pair and suddenly, everyone became a blur in the background.
Yet when you stared back at Jungkook's mirrored astonishment, your stomach bottomed out.
Because no way in hell, after all this time, you're soulmates.
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â pairing: yandere ot7 x (f) reader â word count: 4.8k â warnings: yandere, stalking, obsessive behaviour, spanking as punishment, minor injuries, other content that may be triggering. â summary: You dreamed of the day you would get your very own soulmark. Though, you didnât expect to wake up to a searing hurt in your arm, the phantom pain of your shoulder being dislocated and your forearm fractured. As if dealing with the worst possible soulmark ever wasnât bad enough, you also have to come to terms with the fact that youâre being stalked. When the letters and gifts you receive begin to escalate and the police offers no help, you have no other option than to figure out whoâs behind it yourself â and hopefully before itâs too late.
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You wake up to the sound of gravel crunching under Namjoon's shoes.
Your face is tucked against his chest, breathing in the scent of the crisp night air that lingers on his coat. It takes you a moment to reorient yourself, for the last tendrils of unconsciousness to slip away.
It all comes crashing down over you like a cold bucket of water as reality sets in; he's taking you back to the cabin.
It'll be as if the last hours never happened, as if you never stepped foot outside the sturdy wooden structure. You're going back to them â except, perhaps it won't be the same men that you left that you'll have to face once you step back inside. The soulmates you ran away from were terrible and selfish but they were never cruel. After your failed escape attempt, however, you no longer know if that still rings true. If that's something you can count on.Â
Your body locks up at the thought of the monsters waiting for you down the road, muscles spasming with the need to move despite the utter exhaustion weighing you down.
Namjoon tightens his grip around your middle as you grow stiff, arms locking you securely against his body.
"You're awake," He notes, the usual honey in his voice gone. "It's for the best. We can deal with everything much quicker this way."
The fearful whine that shoots up your throat gets trapped behind your teeth, your lips too numb for the noise to pass through them. It takes great effort for you to move your head over, turning just enough that you're able to pick up on your surroundings. Namjoon must have parked just down the bend from the cabin, his steady steps already closing in on the dark silhouette looming between the trees in the distance.Â
Your heart feels like it's trying to beat itself out of your chest as you pick up on muffled yells, shivers racing down your frozen spine as you make out six distinct voices. The soft light emanating from the cabin sends ferocious shadows dancing across the ground, their movements erratic and violent.
It gets harder to breathe the closer you get, your chest refusing to move as Namjoon steps up on the small patio in front of the entrance. Blood rushing in your ears, you try to make yourself as small as possible in his arms as he reaches out for the handle, wishing you could just melt away into nothing. Anything would've been better than this.
The cabin goes deadly still as Namjoon pushes the door open.Â
Your vision blurs as you're brought into the heat, your eyes stinging as you attempt to blink some moisture back into them. You can barely make out the six fuzzy figures scattered around the room, their bodies stock still as if they're frozen in time. The chilly wind that blows into the cabin is nothing compared to the sight that greets you as your eyes adjust â the six men in front of you looking everything from angry to icy to hurt. A few of them even have the gall to glare at you with something akin to betrayal; like you were only stringing them along for your amusement and not your survival.Â
It leaves you trembling with fear, the knowledge that no matter what you do, nothing will make them understand that they're the ones in the wrong. That they're the selfish ones.
Namjoon takes another step forward, chest rising with a small sigh as he readjusts you in his grip. Perhaps he regrets bringing you back now that he can see the state the others are in, their hair and clothes rumpled, the furniture in the common room strewn about like a hurricane has torn through it.
You glance back up at his face in time to see him set his jaw, his voice tight as he says, "We're back."Â
The door that slams shut behind him jerks the cabin back into motion, the noise that was sucked out before suddenly rolling over the room like a crashing wave. You screw your eyes shut as their yells blend into each other, feet thundering across the room as they stumble over themselves to reach you.Â
"What were you thinking?!" You flinch as Taehyung's voice booms across the cabin. You can't discern if it's anger or concern that's got him so agitated, so loud, and that scares you.Â
"Calm down, Taehyung. I know you were worried but this isn't the way to show it," Yoongi hisses.Â
His voice drifts closer, a little softer, as he addresses you, "You're lucky Namjoon found you, Y/n. You're already chilled to the bone."Â
"Never scare me like that again, angel," Seokjin sounds wobbly as he pats over your hair, hushing the choked noise you make at the contact.Â
Your eyes flutter open against your will at the low, irritated snort that travels through the room.
Jimin stands with his arms crossed over his chest by the couch, scowling as the two oldest keep fretting over you. "Don't tell me you already forgot why you were so distraught in the first place, hyungs? Y/n ran away. She was just playing with us with whole time â she doesn't love us."Â
Seokjin's fingers still in your hair, the warm touch of his hand slowly receding as he takes a step back. He throws a hard glance over his shoulder, mouth pinched in annoyance, "Jimin, did I not tell you to shut up for the rest of the night?"Â
Jimin grits his teeth at Seokjin's tone, turning his head to stare blankly at the wall.Â
"He's right though," Hoseok says, hand brushing over Jimin's shoulder as he steps closer. "Y/n tricked us. She betrayed the trust we gave her and we can't let that slide without any consequences."Â
"What are you suggesting?" Namjoon leans back on his heels, fingers digging into your thigh.
"She deserves a punishment," Hoseok blankly states, eyebrows cocked as he stares you down, "Don't you agree, Y/n?"Â
"N-no," You weakly shake your head.
The tsk you get from Hoseok in return makes you recoil, the fear in your body so tangible you can taste it on the tip of your tongue.Â
"I think you're right, Hobi."Â
A small, betrayed gasp leaves your lips as you hear Yoongi's careful drawl. His agreement stings more than expected, somehow you had deluded yourself into thinking that Yoongi wasn't as bad as the other men in the room; that he and Jungkook actually seemed to care a little for you and not just your soulmate connection.
Jungkook still hasn't moved from where he's sat in one of the big ratty armchairs near the couches. His doe eyes are shiny with tears when you meet them across the room. Jungkook starts curling in on himself the longer you look, shame pulling at his features as he ducks his head.
"Fine," Namjoon says, "But nothing too bad."Â
"Of course not. I don't actually want to hurt sunshine, she just needs to learn a lesson," Hoseok scoffs.
The men around you share a look, a silent conversation passing between them. You have no idea what they're thinking but it frightens you to know that this must have been something they have already discussed, that they've already decided on a punishment should you ever disobey them.Â
"Whoâ?" Seokjin trails off, biting his lip nervously between his teeth.
"I'll do it," Taehyung sounds chastised, his voice meek as he adds, "I should do it."Â
He takes a seat in the middle of the couch, dragging his hands over his jeans as he gives Namjoon a nod to show that he's ready.Â
"W-what, no!" You uselessly tug at Namjoon's coat as he strides across the room, your frozen limbs making it impossible to fight back as you're carefully manhandled across Taehyung's lap.
Fingers wrap around your ankles, keeping your legs glued against the couch as you futilely try to push yourself up with shaking arms. Another hand is pressed against the small of your back, rendering your movement useless. No matter how much you try to squirm, you're simply too exhausted and cold to shake them off.
It takes you a second to recognize the position you're in, disgust curling in your stomach as it hits you that you're about to be spanked.Â
"I'm not a c-child," You bite through clattering teeth, fingernails digging into threadbare cushions.Â
"No? You sure act like one," Hoseok scowls. "Big girls wouldn't run off like you did."Â
You jerk as Taehyung's hand settles on the back of your thigh. You turn your head back to look at him as the others crowd around the couch, voice breaking as you whisper, "Please don't."Â
Taehyung doesn't meet your eye. His gaze is trained resolutely on his hand, his expression pinched. The corner of his mouth is downturned as he moves his hand from your thigh to your butt, his long fingers easily spanning over one cheek.
You let out a shuddering breath at the unwanted touch, pressing your forehead to the couch to hide away from the six burning pairs of eyes that surround you. Taehyung's fingers flex against the material of your trousers as he murmurs something under his breath, the feeling so weirdly intimate it makes your eyes cloud over, hot tears trailing down your temple.Â
"It's just ten, babe. We could do a lot worse," He comments gruffly.Â
There's no preamble before Taehyung raises his hand and delivers the first hit, the harsh smack echoing through the room. You bite your tongue, choking down the strangled cry that tries to rush up your throat.
You feel the imprint of his fingers burn on your cheek, the sudden pain so consuming you barely register how someone else hisses out a low curse.
It's only when Taehyung is on the third hit that you feel how he jolts as his hand makes contact; how it takes him a moment to collect himself before he delivers the next one. The fifth smack brings a weird sense of clarity to you, Yoongi's irritated cough finally making you realize that you're all feeling Taehyung's slaps. Your soulbond is connected through pain so the hurt that blooms with every hit doesn't just affect you â it has an impact on them as well.
The somber atmosphere in the room isn't just because they're disciplining you for running away; they're also punishing themselves for letting it happen.Â
You let out a harsh breath at the next smack. Despite the numbness in your limbs, you can feel how horrible your butt is stinging, the alternating hits doing little to lessen the pain a new one brings. It becomes harder and harder to think with each hit, your mind slowly falling apart under the excruciating combination of fear, exhaustion and pain.Â
The final smack seems to linger in the room and the silence that follows feels so thick you might crumble under it.Â
Your right-hand aches as Taehyung uses his to lightly rub over your smarting ass, his breathing shaky as he tries to soothe the bruises that are no doubt already starting to form.Â
"Hyung," Taehyung rasps.
The hands pressing on your back and ankles disappear in an instant. Taehyung springs away as Namjoon lifts you, moving your body into Seokjin's waiting arms. You try to blink away the tears clinging to your lashes as Seokjin leans you back against his chest, taking some of the pressure off your backside as you're maneuvered to lay on your side.Â
"You're absolutely freezing, angel," He tuts. He motions for Yoongi to grab him a nearby blanket, quickly tucking you in. The warmth that wraps around you is a small comfort, but it's not nearly enough to quell the shivers that are still rattling through your body.
"Let's do this quick, she needs to warm up."Â
You swallow thickly as Namjoon kneels by your feet, gently pulling your socks off. They're so cold you struggle to move your toes.Â
It's not until a rush of warm air hits your exposed skin that you realize you're hurt. Your soles are aching something fierce and you catch a glimpse of blood on the socks Namjoon throws down beside him.Â
"Darling," Namjoon furrows his brows as he looks at the torn skin, tongue poking into his cheek in disappointment. "Why did you do this to yourself?"Â
He shakes his head as if you're going to answer him. Heaving out a heavy sigh, Namjoon wordlessly accepts a small basin of warm water and a cloth from Hoseok, wetting and wringing the material out before he brings it to your feet.Â
You let out a wounded hiss as he makes contact, your foot involuntarily jerking away from the water that stings your open cuts. The quick movement causes you to drag your sole against the couch and it only causes you more hurt, a sharp pain shooting up your leg.
"Fuck," You whimper, body shaking against Seokjin's as Namjoon quickly reaches out to grab your foot, holding it securely over the side of the couch. You can feel Seokjin's leg twitch as the pain moves through the soulbond, the others grimacing as they feel it too.
"Angel, please be careful," Seokjin admonishes as he tucks his head over your shoulder, holding you in a tight hug as he rests his cheek against yours.Â
You shudder as Namjoon once again brings the cloth back to your skin, wincing as he meticulously and carefully cleans up all the dried blood and dirt clinging to your wounds. Namjoon's voice is perturbed as he moves on to your other foot, holding it with a firm grip as he says, "This is why we were holding you down during your punishment, darling, so you wouldn't hurt yourself more by moving around. We don't enjoy doing any of this."Â
You choose not to voice your disbelief. Judging by the sour look Jimin sports as he stares you down, you're sure it's written all over your face regardless.Â
Namjoon hands off the dirty water and cloth to Yoongi, switching it out with an antiseptic cream that he starts dabbing on your cuts.Â
Seokjin's warm breath hits the corner of your mouth as he cautiously asks, "What made you come back, Joon? You weren't supposed to return until tomorrow."Â
The bandage that's being wrapped around your left foot pauses, Namjoon tilting his head as he mulls over what to respond.
"I think it was that pull you've talked about before. I just suddenly felt like I had to go back to the cabin, that I was needed here," He lets out a low snort, humorless. "I guess whatever feeling it was, was correct."Â
"Interesting," Yoongi muses. He leans against Jungkook's chair, absentmindedly patting the youngest's hair. Jungkook leans into the comforting touch, face still marred with shame as he chances a glance over at you in Seokjin's arms.Â
You stare blankly down at Namjoon's hands as he finishes up one bandage and moves on to the next, his words echoing in your head. Did the soulbond somehow call him back? If it knew you were trying to put distance between yourself and your soulmates, can it work against you to keep you from separating from them?
You don't want to believe that it can affect you that much. But if it is true, does that mean your own soul is betraying you â that it'll do whatever it takes to keep you close to these monsters who don't actually care about you, as long as it'll keep the bond strong?Â
"It's definitely too strange to just be a coincidence," Hoseok purses his lips.
The sweater you picked out this morning suddenly feels too heavy on your shoulders. Was it just by chance that you picked out one that belongs to Namjoon, or is there something else to it? Can you even trust yourself anymore?Â
You barely register as Namjoon finishes wrapping up your foot, the blanket being pulled away from your body as Seokjin lets go of your waist. Your chest is tight and your vision spotty as you're handed off to Yoongi, too many awful thoughts and feelings all vying for your attention at once.Â
You feel yourself being carried again, the lights going from soft to bright, but it's like everything is underwater, muffled and out of reach. Yoongi's blurry face is suddenly in front of yours and it takes you once, twice, to focus on what he's saying; for the words to make any sense. "âcan you do it yourself?"Â
Yoongi sighs as you stare blankly back at him. He brushes a finger down your trembling jaw, wincing at how cold your skin feels. "Y/n, you really need to warm up. I'm going to place a stool for you inside the shower so that you can rest and we can keep your feet outside of it and dry. I know you'd rather not have me undress you, but are you able to do that yourself?"Â
"Yes," You croak, disgust rippling across your body as you think of Yoongi undressing you, of any of them seeing you so vulnerable.Â
"Okay," Yoongi says, unconvinced. You bite your lip harshly as you're placed down on the closed toilet seat, the pressure awful on your bruised ass.Â
Yoongi steps over to turn the shower on for you, the old pipes rattling as water starts spewing out of them. He keeps his hand under the spray until he deems the temperature good enough. His expression is sorry yet firm as steps back, nodding to the door as he explains, "I can't leave the room but I'll keep my back turned to you the entire time. You're too weak to be left on your own right now. I won't turn around until you tell me it's okay. I promise."Â
"Do you want help to get over to the stool once you're undressed?" Yoongi eyes your bandaged feet, eyebrows drawn tight with worry.
"No," You whisper.
The toilet is only a few steps away from the shower but even just that feels like miles with a body so tired and battered. Still, you're willing to push yourself until you collapse if it means none of them will touch you like that.Â
"Just let me know if you need help, love," Yoongi sighs as he walks over to the door, facing it head-on like promised.
Getting undressed is a battle but it's one you refuse to lose. You keep your eyes locked on Yoongi's back as you pull off layer after layer, the steady steam rising in the bathroom only making your shivers worse. You refuse to strip down further than your underwear, the pieces offering you some modesty in a situation that just feels so mortifying.Â
You pull yourself up on your feet with a yelp, legs shaking with pain as you slowly hobble over to the shower. You're not sure how you manage to maneuver yourself down on the stool but you do, and the relief of warm water cascading down your frozen body is so great you can't hold back the sob that rips out of your throat.Â
Yoongi's back tenses as he hears the broken noise, his hands gripping the doorframe to keep himself in place. He never turns his head, choosing instead to rest it against the door, taking deep and measured breaths as he listens to your choked cries and whimpers.
The warmth slowly returning to your limbs is downright awful. The cold clinging to your skin refuses to bulge at first, and when it finally does slip, it feels like pins and needles being hammered into your flesh as the water rains down on you. The shivers slowly ebb away the longer you sit in the shower, your dry calves and feet prickling with the weird temperature difference.
You lose track of time as the heat gently returns to your body, face swollen and puffy as the last of your hopelessness trickles out through your eyes.Â
You're exhausted and everything hurts. It's like your mind and body has been fractured into a thousand pieces, all of them poking and pricking you no matter what muscle you flex or what direction your thoughts try to stray.
You just want to sleep, to forget, for a little while.Â
Yoongi straightens up as the water is turned off. His voice is hoarse, much like he's been crying himself when he asks, "Are you done, Y/n? Are you still cold?"Â
You take a deep, shaking breath, filling your lungs with as much bravery as you can muster. "'m done."Â
"Wrap yourself up in the towel by the shower, love. Let me know when you're covered, yeah? I'll open the door and grab the clothes Jungkook left for you."Â
You do as Yoongi asks, watching as he opens the door just enough to snatch the clothes waiting for him outside. He walks backward towards the shower, still somewhat respectful of your privacy as he leaves them on the toilet. "Take the time you need to get dressed. I'll wait by the door until you're ready."Â
Your mind is hazy and drifting as you attempt to dry yourself off, exhaustion weighing your lashes down. Slipping your wet underwear off under your towel in exchange for Jungkook's clothes isn't an easy feat, pain still flaring up your feet as you're forced to put pressure on them. Still, it's a small consolation that Yoongi doesn't attempt to help you until you raise your voice and say that you're done.
Yoongi sweeps you up into his arms before you can even blink, strong arms holding you close to his chest. He swallows hard as he glances down at you, voice unbearably soft as he says, "I really am sorry, Y/n."Â
He, much like Namjoon, knows he won't be getting an answer. Yoongi steps out of the bathroom with measured steps, making sure not to move you around too much. The cabin is dark and quiet as he carries you down the hallway, the others nowhere to be seen.
"It's been a long day for all of us," Yoongi mutters as if he senses your confusion.Â
Your fingers find Yoongi's shirt as he steps closer to your room, shock hitting you like a lightning bolt as you see the state of it. The door is broken off its hinges, halfway torn off the frame. The desk you pushed against it is flush with the wall and the rest of your room looks absolutely trashed. Furniture has been flipped over as if they were looking for you under it; your belongings scattered everywhere. The brute force they must have used to get into the room makes you realize just how badly this return, this punishment, could have gone for you.Â
The moment passes as Yoongi walks further down the hall, but the sick feeling in your stomach lingers.Â
He nudges one of the ajar doors with his foot, stepping into the room as it opens. The bedroom is bathed in soft light, the pillows on the bed fluffed and the covers already drawn aside. Yoongi carefully places you down on the mattress before he tucks you in, his expression troubled as he watches how you wince and grimace as you try to get comfortable.Â
"This is Seokjin hyung's room," Yoongi explains, "He'll be staying with you tonight. We ... we're going to be taking turns watching over you."Â
"Thank you for the introduction, Yoongi-chi," Seokjin's smile is a little strained as he enters the room, a glass of water clutched in his hand. He places it down on the table next to you, patting Yoongi's back before he takes a seat in the plush chair that faces the bed.Â
"You can go rest now."Â
"Alright," Yoongi nods. He meets your gaze for a split second, mumbling out a gentle goodnight before he turns on his heel and leaves.
Seokjin lets out a small sigh as the door clicks shut. "I should've given him a talking to for not drying your hair properly but I'm sure you're tired, angel. Damp hair must be the least of your worries right now, huh?" He shakes his head.
You pull the covers up to your chin, eyes alert despite how your lids keep attempting to fall shut every other second. There's not an ounce of trust for them in your body but it's so terribly difficult to stay awake when you want to do nothing but sleep.Â
"I'm sure you saw the state of your old room," Seokjin winces, "You'll be spending one night with each of us on rotation. You might not wish to have us so close all the time but you shattered the trust we had in you, Y/n."
He folds his hands in his lap with a frown, staring down at his slightly crooked fingers as he says, "You can use the bathroom alone as long as one of us is right outside of the door, but aside from that, we're going to have to watch your every step. We won't allow you to hurt yourself again. I'm sorry it had to come to this but, well, it was the best thing we could settle on."Â
You close your eyes to avoid the sad look Seokjin gives you, your chest constricting with fury. If they're trying to guilt trip you, it's not working. You can't believe they're trying to frame all of this as them simply looking out for you when in reality, they're robbing you of any agency you have.Â
As you take deep breaths to quell the anger bubbling in your stomach, you feel yourself growing heavier and heavier, your body sinking into the mattress below. You want to be angry, you want to fight, but what's the use? You won't get another chance at escaping the cabin and your own soul clings to the soulbond, refusing to let you weaken your connection to them.Â
You fist the sheets, sniffling as darkness begins to drag you under. If the universe wants you here, wants you to stay with them, maybe.. maybe it's time you give up and accept it.Â
You wake up, drowsy, to the sound of something clattering. It takes you a second to realize that it's coming from you â your teeth rattling in your mouth from the cold that has seeped into the room while you slept. Everything is dark aside from the pale moonlight shining through the window on the other side of the room, your breath fogging up the air in front of you as you breathe.
You gingerly flip over on your other side, pulling the sheets as tight to your body as they can go, but it doesn't help fend the cold off. It's no wonder this cabin is abandoned during most of the year, not if it's reliant on the fireplace in the common room to heat up the entire place.Â
After what feels like an eternity of shivering, you hear Seokjin's raspy voice calling out in the quiet room. "Angel? Are you cold?"Â
Fabric rustles as he shifts in the chair. You hold yourself as still as possible as footsteps pad across the wooden floors, Seokjin's darkened silhouette coming into view. He hesitates by the side of the bed for a second, just enough for your teeth to start clattering again before he makes up his mind and climbs in. The mattress dips as Seokjin's weight settles upon it, the man in front of you scooting down until he's facing you in the dark.Â
A rush of cold air hits your body as he raises the sheets to shimmy under them, an arm curling around your waist before you can even think to open your mouth. Seokjin presses himself flush against your body, mindful of your injuries as he tucks your face into his neck.Â
"I'm still upset with you, angel, and I know you're upset with me, but you need my body heat if you want to sleep."Â
Seokjin is very warm.Â
You inch closer without even meaning to, your sleepy brain desperate for the heat that radiates off him. Seokjin lets out a small gasp as your cold nose skims against his throat, his hand pressing between your shoulder blades to keep you close.
Sleep slowly begins to weigh down your eyelids again as you soak up Seokjin's warmth, your body relaxing so deeply it feels like your bones have been turned to mush. The last thing you remember is Seokjin nuzzling his face into your hair, lips pressing against it in a soft kiss that makes your heart flutter.
Perhaps, if you had been a little more awake, you would've realized it wasn't fear that made it skip a beat.
a/n: you can read ch 11 of lovesick early by clicking here!
it only took ten months but we're back baby!! how are we feeling about what happened in this chapter? namjoon bringing her back, the boys' reaction and her "punishment", her private moment with yoongi and seokjin ... lots of things happened so i would love to hear what you're thinking!!
see you in the next chapter and remember to wish jimin a happy b-day!! đ
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CHAPTER 00 - PROLOGUE
Pairing: BTS Ot7 X fem! reader
Genre: A/B/O AU, Fluff, Angst, Strangers to lovers, (might do smut in the future)
Warnings: loneliness, anxiety, indicated sa (hardly mentioned at all)
AN.: Hello everyone! This is pretty much my first time writing a FF, and English isn't my first language, so please be patient with me :)
If you enjoy this story, please let me know and I'll continue it. Don't hesitate if you have anything to say, I'm always looking for good advice. Please take care of yourself :))
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It was a bitterly cold and snowy day. The frigid temperatures had been persistent for days, and there was no sign of relief in sight. December had just begun, but it already felt like an endless winter. While the snowflakes were beautiful as they fell to the ground, they brought a feeling of sadness and loneliness.
You loved the hot chocolates you would make for yourself in the small kitchen, you loved bundling up in a soft blanket on the sofa and watching anothe movie. You loved the seasonal Christmas themed ads that were blaring at this time of the year from every corner.
Yes, you loved Christmas, you stopped to remind yourself. Of course you did. Yet still, there was this deep nagging. A feeling of desire, that carried sadness.
'It's snowing like the world is about to end' you thought as you looked from the window that tightly sealed. There wasn't much to look at, even thought the afternoon was only just ending, through the strong snowstorm there was hardly anything visible.
You didn't watch the final race of the snowflakes for much longer. Standing up from your wooden floor you made your way to your apartment door - or more so tried to. Your pillows, blankets, old books and canvases were scattered all around so it proved to be bit of a challenge.
Your room was a mess, it has been like that for far too long. Old newspaper cutouts glued on the walls, posters, painting without frames hung up or just pushed in the corner of the room, where shadows hid them well. There wasn't enough space for them all. Books stacked up in tall chimneys, your phone somewhere burried in-between. You didn't bother to look for it too much.
Lacing up your boots, you took a last look in the mirror. As an omega it was always expected of you to look proper and taken cared of, even if it wasn't always the case. Your heavy jacket felt too heavy on your shoulders, but you knew that you would quite literally freeze to death otherwise. A white woolen scarf was tied around your neck, covering your face up to your nose. It felt comfortable against your cheeks and the scent was also pleasant, so even as it grew older, you still kept it and worn it every winter.
You grabbed your wallet, and pocketed your keys. The small bunny keychain dangled with the movement. It used to be white with few brown spots, but that wore of with the time too. Still, even if most of the colour was missing, you liked it.
With the lock clicking behind you, you started walking down the open hallway to the apartment building entrance. The rooms were only on one side, so it didn't take much time until the cold air swept you from the right. The layer of snow on the wooden railing has grown to over 10 centimetres, and that was only from this day, since it got swept pretty much every morning. The landlord was quite sweet, as allowing an omega a home when they were alone with no alpha or beta in sight wasn't too usual.
Hiding more into your jacket you quickened your pace, and after getting down the steps, you started the walk towards the pharmacy.
Snowflakes fell into your hair, as you made your way down the few streets and roads. Luckily, not many people were outside and so your smell wasn't noticed. It really wasn't too typical to see omegas walking on their own, basically anywhere. The society had strict standards that were followed since,- well, forever.
While some protested, it was just always for the better, anyone to see an omega that's completely alone, unmarked or at least scented was basically free to do anything they wished to.
It made you tremble just the slightest bit thinking about it, but you blamed it on the cold that surrounded you and shook it off. While you were on the outskirts of Seoul, it wasn't like you were constantly alone.
Yes, you reminded yourself once more. There were people around, like that nice looking lady down the street holding a hand of a little girl. She jumped and squeeled in the heavy snow, only to get lightly scolded by the beta for almost slipping in the forming ice. Pups were always the biggest priority, at least in every good pack.
As you walked further and further from your home, more stores appeared, lighting up the streets just enough for you to be more comfortable. The neon sings of restaurants, grocery shops, clothing boutiques and more were bright for your eyes, colourful and soon you started hearing bit more noise too. There were more cars passing by, people smoking cigarettes outside on the streets chatting together.
With the snow crunching underneath your feet you made your way to the mall closest to your apartment. You dusted of as much of the snow from yourself as possible, and walked inside. It felt a lot warmer immediately, but you didn't unzip your jacket too much. You knew your scent would carry too much and people would eventually notice, so you just continued on your way down the escalator, keeping to yourself with the crowd of people going downstairs with you.
Infront of you was another grocery store, that got you thinking about buying some food. The snowstorms often lasted a few days, and you doubted that it would be pleasant to walk here again tomorrow. You didn't have a lot home right now, as you avoided going until it was impossible. Plus the store here was a lot cheaper than the small shops closer to your apartment, that made a big profit from all the-
Your thoughts were interrupted by the loud sniffing behind you, something just lightly touching the back of your neck. Startled, you quickly turned, and nearly jumped from your skin. The man must have been in his forties, his eyes closed for a tiny second, before they opened and focused on your face. You averted your gaze, not wanting to seem like you wanted to start anything.
âWhat are you doing here alone like this?â his tone sounded concerned, but carried a weird undertone, that unsettled you even more. You felt chills run down your spine. You opened your mouth to answer, but your eyes could only widen more, as the last step lowered and you arrived at the floor. Stumbling, you regained your balance and nearly ran off in the way of the pharmacy.
Opening the door, a light bell sound chimed throughout the store, making few of the people in the queue turn to check the newcomer. Looking at your shoes, you shuffled to stand behind the last girl, her natural smell covered in a strong but very sweet perfume scent blockers. Growing up, in high schools, those were always popular for beta or even alphas to wear, to make themselves appear more approachable if their scent wasn't intriguing enough for their liking.
Such perfumes didn't work on omega scents, those were always naturally alluring and hard to cover. Scent blockers were then often used, but since you didn't go out a lot back in highschool, you hardly ever had to use them. You would, now being in college you were constantly around unknown people, so it would come with a nice benefit - sometimes all of the attention that came with being an omega wasn't nice at all. But those were expensive, and the even cheapest ones were bit too pricey for you. Plus the ones you ever tried always made you uncomfortable, and unsettled with how chemically they smelled.
The wet shoeprints with slight mud covered the tiled floors, as you patiently waited for your turn to receive your prescription. And so as the girl before you took the small bottle of medicine, thanked and made her way out again, you took the small paper from your wallet.
âHi, what can I do for you?â asked the older man behind the counter. His hair was gray and his eyes seemed tired. With the winter season, there must be many people coming with bad colds.
âHello,â you mumbled looking behind him at the shelves filled with medicaments, âI have a prescription of a medication from my doctor;â he leaned in closer to hear you better. Your voice was naturally just a bit too quiet. Placing the paper onto the sleek counter, you looked away as he nodded and opened it. Taking just a few seconds to read over its contents he bristled to the shelves, pulling out a brown bottle with a white cap.
â...Right here miss. I will just need you to sign a document, that states that your pack alpha is aware of this and agreed to your doctor decision.â smiling, his cheeks lifted as he took a paper from underneath the desk.
You blinked in a surprise, and felt your fingers start to slightly tremble. 'Since when was this a thing? You got your medicine just fine month or two ago, what --?'
âMy pack alpha- I-â
He looked back at me after retrieving a pen with calm eyes.
âYes miss, here... You just fill in your pack alpha's name, and your pack serial number, or if you can't remember the whole thing, you can just write your pack alpha's phone number, we can get in touch later and I will complete the form process with them. You don't have to worry about it at all.â Once again, the worker smiled brightly, seemingly trying to calm you down.
âI know the number is hard to remember, my daughters always forget it too.â lightly chuckling, you could smell just the lightest hint of calming pheromones in the air. Scrunching up the nose at the smell, your anxiety only risen.
If you won't get the medicine you will get in a lot of trouble, and miss even more college lessons, no, you can't miss anymore, and-
âumm- can.. can I just call them first? I'm not so sure-â your voice trembled just the slightest bit as you squeezed your fingers around the prescription. The man once again laughed and nodded his head.
âOf course you can! It's no issue. Just come back again with the prescription and we can go over this again miss.â Nodding slightly, stunned still, just turned on your heel and walked off, the ground slippery with the melted snow, making you almost slip a few times. You eyes clouded with tears and you sniffled loudly as you opened the pharmacy door. Defeated, you clutched your other hand in a tight grip, unsettled and confused. You could bet that your anxious scent was wafting off all over the place.
Your vision blurry, you started heading back towards the escalators, walking next to a shoe boutique and a barber shop, you reminded yourself of the way outside. Your plans were definitely different from this, and getting lost in a mall was also not included on the list so you tried your best way to walk where you remembered the right side entrance to be. With most of the people left by now, the 21nth hour was quickly approaching, and a many of trail scents left behind confused you even more.
More tears sprung up to your eyes, and your vision got even blurrier. Not having any scents to stick to, as the ones that were around when you walked to the pharmacy were exchanged for different ones, you were left in a sensory overload, not even noticing when a man bristly walked towards you.
âHey.., hey, what's going on? What's wrong?â He bended to your eye level so you stood face to face. A white facemask was covering his face, so only his eye peeked through under his dark, long hair. A plain black newsboy cap matched with the long, thick coat that went bellow his bended knees. You looked away, just when your overwhelmed nose smelled that he was an alpha. A mixture of rain and a hint of levander that seemed to become more prominent every passing second. He was trying to calm you with his scent.
A small whimper broke out from your throat unwillingly. Your brain was just taking in bit too much for you to be able to process everything. Your scarf dampen with more tears falling onto it. The man hand quickly held your right arm, his other hand prying your fingers open, so you couldn't clutch your hands and accidently scratched yourself. He cooed at you and rubbed your arm while still holding your hand, squeezing just the smallest bit.
â...Hm? What is it?â
Looking up, you accidentally made eye contact, only to get yourself more stressed out. You were always taught to beware of any unknown people, especially alphas, and making an eye contact could be interpreted as a 'sure, let's get it on'.
His concerned eyes shocked you enough to stay like that for a bit longer. They were a lot cat like, and his eyebrows were furrowed, but not in a threatening way, no, it was worry.
âI was- was at the phar-macy..â you mumbled only to sob loudly, and your shoulders to start to shake. You looked at his facemask, trying to focus anywhere but at the alpha's eyes. Noticing you doing so, in a quick motion he pulled the mask bellow his chin, only to reveal a soft looking nose and full lips, left open just the slightest bit in focus.
His tongue darted out to lick them fastly, and he shuffled a bit closer, so the levander scent was even more prominent. âAt the pharmacy? Did someone tell you something bad there? Do you not have enough money for your medicine?â His voice felt calming, but held a feeling of urgency in it. He stood back up, only to look behind you towards the store you came from just about two minutes ago.
âN-No.. that's not - it... My prescrb- prescrt-â stumbling over the word you whined softly, angry with yourself. This was really not what you needed to happen right now.
âPrescription kitty. What's with it? Had it already expired?â once again he lowered himself back down, but didn't let go of your hand and arm even once. Softly rubbing his thumb over your hand, he once again cooed at you.
âNeed pack al-pha...â you cried out softly and looked at the floors. Frowning even deeper, he let go of your arm and pulled out his phone from his pocket. His other hand just pulled you a little closer, so his scent was even clearer.
The man fumbled with it for a few seconds, pressed it to his ear and waited, as the faint sound of ringing could be heard. A soft beep sound and another strangers voice went through, not loud enough for you to decipher.
âhey, where are you?â
âNo, listen, I need you to come to the lowest floor, um- there is a,â whipping his head around he looked at the stores around us, âhairdresser shop here and uhh.. a pharmacy too, look just can you hurry please?â
âIll tell you here, it's an omega .... Jimin-ah are you a fucking idiot?! Who said anything about heat? Aish..! Just hurry up, could you?â
For a second his scent got covered with a burning grass, a smell of agitation. Just as quickly as it came it was gone thought. Pocketing his phone once again, he looked back at you.
âMy packmate is going to come here in a bit okay?â his voice once again soft.
âP-Packmate?â your eyes blew wide, only for more tears to come. What did that mean? Was they about to do something? Your worried thoughts circled your mind.
âYea, but don't worry, okay? He's very-â
âYah, hyung, what is it? What's going on?â you heard another man, only to be hit with another alpha scent, reminding you of soft vanilla blooms. âGosh her scent is sweet..â he said lowly, so you hardly understood what he was saying. Looking up, you were met with eyes of another man. This time, circled rimmed glasses and a black face mask pretty much covered his whole face, only a small bit of his black hair peeking through underneath his dark grey beanie. A long, dark green trenchcoat with a crossbody purse like bag adored his body, making his shoulders stand out.
âI don't know...â
âWhats your name 'mega?â the newcomer asked, bending slightly to match your height too.
â..Y/Nâ you said as you looked away again. All of the scents were confusing you, and you shuffled at your feet. You could sense your flight or fight instincts start to come in, with how long you have been unsettled.
â..okay. Okay.â he sighed out. âMy name is Yoongi, and that's Jimin. Kitty, where is your pack? Why are you here alone like this?â
You took a longer pause, too overwhelmed to answer quickly. It must have been bit too long for them thought.
âHyung-â
âI don't ha-ve a p-pack..â sniffling, you avoided their gaze, hiding more into the scarf.
â..Well shit.â Jimin muttered, exchanging anxious looks with Yoongi.
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Yoongi x Female Reader. Soulmate AU
Summary: Thereâs no one on this planet you hate more than your coworker/secret crush Min Yoongi. Heâs an arrogant, rude, womanizer who gets under your skin every single shift and you canât wait for your day to be over so you can get away from him. Unfortunately when Jimin, your caseworker from The Ministry of Adoration, shows up offering you both a raspberry jam filled cookie, things take a surprising turn for the worst and you can no longer get away.
Warnings: Swearing, hints of smut (nothing graphic or really detailed), mentions of death, a little angst, Yoongi gets around. Might get updated later
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Chapter 1-Coffee and Cookies
Word count: 4,268
âI hate him.,â you mumbled leaning on the counter of Perks Perkup Cafe where you were currently employed.
âHeâs really not THAT bad.â, your best friend and coworker Mina replied.
âNo he really is. Heâs arrogant, heâs rude, he thinks heâs soooooo much better than everyone just because he had one song go kind of viral. Heâs late like everyday and never gets reprimanded because Mrs.Perk has some weird disgusting crush on him. I just want to wipe that stupid smirk right off his face.â
Mina rolled her eyes, âHeâs also charismatic, charming, funny, nice when he wants to be, a good salesman, easily one of the hottest guys on the planet, aaannnddd even you downloaded that one song.â
With a huff knowing she was right you took a sip of water just as your other coworker and archenemy Yoongi finished up with a customer who was happily sliding her number across the counter to him.
âGreat here comes the demon kitty now.â, you groaned.
âShhh, if he ever hears you call him that he really will give you reasons to hate him.â, she chuckled.
âLadies,â he winked before heading to the back office.
Truth be told you mightâve had a teensy tiny not really that small crush on Yoongi ever since he accidentally spilled a latte on your shoes during his first month of work over a year ago and then profusely apologized with red tinted cheeks before offering to buy you a new pair and dinner on top of it.
An emergency came up and you werenât able to make it to the dinner but youâd hoped to be able to reschedule. Unfortunately he never gave you that chance because after that night the shy sweet blonde turned into a menace, showing up late, always begging to leave early, never cleaning or prepping, and spending most of his time getting different girls numbers. He was rude to you. Always calling you a prude or making hurtful comments. He tried to get under your skin any chance he got.
Youâd be lying if you said it didnât hurt every time you saw him shamelessly flirt in front of you or loudly tell your other coworker Namjoon about all of his random one night stands. At this point you werenât sure if you hated him because of who he was and how he treated you or simply because he wasnât yours. But that was a secret youâd take to your grave. You made hating Yoongi part of your personality and in no way would you let that go.
The rest of your shift went relatively smoothly. You and Mina kicked ass while Yoongi sat in the office only coming out if he sensed there was a pretty girl in the building.
âAre you sure you donât want me to stay? I donât mind getting there a little late.â, Mina checked with you one more time.
âNo itâs okay. The busy hours are done with so we shouldnât get more than a customer or two at a time. I can handle it. Go celebrate your brothers birthday.â
With a smile she bounced out the door leaving you to spend the final hours before closing with Yoongi.
Unfortunately for you your one or two customers at a time remark came back to bite you thanks to a high school graduation happening a block over from the cafe.
You stared at the line of people all looking back at you with agitation as you tried your best to take orders and make orders and cash out while still trying to smile. You went to the back looking for Yoongi, but he was nowhere in sight so you took a deep breath to collect yourself and returned back to the front greeting the next customer in line.
Just as you were adding the whipped cream to the top of some girls cup of sugar with a splash of coffee you heard the back door swing open.
âJesus Y/N, why didnât you come get me?â, Yoongi asked hurriedly tying his apron behind his back.
âI tried but you were no where to be found. But of course you would show up when thereâs a pretty girl involved.â, you spat back handing the girl her drink while trying to ignore her giving puppy dog eyes to Yoongi.
Without responding he headed to the register to take a few more orders before helping you knock out a few of the drinks that were built up. It took about 35 minutes but the two of you were able to get everything caught up.
Throwing a towel down on the counter you wiped some of the sweat off of your forehead really regretting not taking that job at the ice cream parlor instead.
âHere have some cold water.â, Yoongi said handing you a bottle.
âNo thanks. I donât need your pity water.â
âOh my God Y/N, Iâm just trying to give you some water. Why does everything have to be a fight with you?â
âMaybe because Iâm tired of having to pick up your slack.â
âWell maybe Iâm tired of your bitchy attitude.â,
âYeah well maybe Iâm-â
Before you could finish the sentence someone on the other side of the counter cleared their throat.
âI am so sorry. How can I hel-â
Your fear of upsetting a customer turned to joy when you spotted one of your favorite regulars, Jimin. He had been coming into the cafe for a few weeks and you always enjoyed it. He was personable and friendly. Not to mention very handsome. Heâd come in and order a large iced mocha and occasionally a slice of banana bread, make a little small talk and then quietly work in the corner. Judging by his tailored designer suits and briefcase you figured he probably worked for one of the various law firms that surrounded the cafe.
âHey Jimin, how are you doing today?â, you asked immediately perking up.
Out of the corner of your eye you saw Yoongi mocking your excitement, but chose to ignore it for now and focus on Jimin instead.
âHi Y/N. Just the usual today.â, he smiled back.
âOf course!â, you said while ringing up his iced mocha.
Yoongi got to work on the drink while you handed Jimin his change.
âSo things not getting any better between the two of you?â, he asked putting away his wallet.
You scoffed, âNot even close.â
âI see. Well thatâs not good. Weâll have to work on that.â, he said taking the drink that Yoongi had quietly sat down on the counter before returning to the back to start the closing process.
Jimin thanked you with a wink before taking his usual seat. His words still playing in your head.
As you were scrubbing away at one of the machines you heard the door chimes ring signaling someone was entering the building. You turned to greet who would hopefully be your last customer of the day.
âOh Yooonnnggiiiiâ, you heard a sickeningly sweet high pitched voice.
âUgghhâ, you rolled your eyes recognizing the woman. She was one of Yoongiâs regular hookups. Rose or Lilly. Maybe Violet. You werenât really sure what her name was and didnât care enough to ask.
She was desperately in love with him and would drop to her knees faster that he could say suck. You almost felt bad for her knowing that he was only using her as a last resort when he couldnât find anything better.
Yoongi came walking out of the back office smirking as you made a gagging motion.
âSeriously? You couldnât wait fifteen minutes to set up a booty call?â
He shrugged his shoulders, âHey, she offered and who am I to say no?â
It didnât take long for you to watch him grab her hand and pull her towards the bathroom as she giggled. Your stomach twisted in disgust, but your heart broke at the sight.
He mustâve had an off night or one of the best experiences of his life because it was less than seven minutes later that he came walking back behind the counter with flushed cheeks and you saw the woman embarrassedly heading towards the door with tousled hair and running mascara.
You busied yourself by scrubbing away at a coffee stain on the counter that had been there since before you started so you knew it was useless, but you just wanted to avoid any interaction with him that you could.
You jumped when you heard someone clear their throat not expecting another customer five minutes before closing time.
âI uh I finished all the dishes.â, Yoongi said not making eye contact.
âOkay? Do you want a cookie?â
âWow Y/N.â
âWell itâs part of your job Yoongi. I donât need you to walk me through it.â
âI know that Y/N. I just wanted to let you know so that you didnât go back there to do it.â
âYeah well while youâre at it why donât you go disinfect the bathroom too.â
âSorry no one has ever been so desperate to get in your pants.â
âOh go fuck yourself Yoongi.â
âDonât have to. I have people for that.â, he smirked.
âI hate y-â
âHi guys!â
You jumped at the peppy voice coming from across the counter before feeling an immediate sense of relief.
âHey Jimin.â, you smiled as Yoongi rolled his eyes.
âHi Y/Nâ, he smiled back.
âHow about a cookie?â
âIâm sorry what?â, you chuckled at his odd question.
âHereâ, he said sliding over two raspberry jam filled cookies.
âOh no thank you Jimin. Iâm not much of a jam person.â, you politely declined.
âI stayed up all night baking these. Iâd really love to get your opinions. Iâm calling them Raspberry Romances.â
Thanks to the deep pout he was giving you and the way his eyes twinkled you couldnt say no a second time so you grabbed the cookie popping it in your mouth in one go.
âMmm actually not bad.â, you said trying to keep the crumbs from falling out.
Jimin smiled before sliding the other cookie closer to Yoongi.
âNo thanks. My parents taught me to never take candy from strangers and Iâm pretty sure that applies to cookies too.â, he shook his head.
âCome on Yoongi. Jimin isnât a stranger and would it kill you to not be an exhausting asshole for two minutes of your life?â
Letting out a long sigh of defeat he reached for the cookie popping it in his mouth, âIts okay. Name needs work though. Sounds like something a Girl Scout would sell.â
You rolled your eyes at his attempt to fake disinterest.
âGreat! Thank you guys so much.â, Jimin clapped his hands together.
âSo what got you into baking all of a sudden?â, you asked trying to make small talk and avoid Yoongiâs glare.
âOh just a new hobby I guess.â
âPfft Iâm gonna go lockup so we donât get any more customers trying to poison us with random cookies.â, Yoongi said walking towards the door.
You shook your head, âIgnore him. Youâre welcome to bring any of your creations for me to try any time.â
Jimin smiled as he watched Yoongi round the counter. As Yoongi walked closer and closer to the door you felt an odd sensation in your chest. It got tighter and tighter the farther Yoongi walked away from you until it felt like you had been stabbed in the heart with a burning knife.
âAhh call and ambulance. I think Iâm having a heart attack.â, you cried doubling over in pain.
âNope! No heart attack.â, Jimin said a little too cheerily given the situation.
You looked up noticing he was pointing towards the door where you saw Yoongi doubling over gripping his chest just like you, âWhat the fuck? Iâm too young for this shit.â, he cried.
Instinctually you ran over to check on him forgetting about your own troubles. As soon as you got within a few feet of him though you immediately started feeling better. Yoongi did too as he was able to catch his breath and stand up straight.
âOh Iâm so glad it worked! And so quickly too!â, Jimin excitedly bounced watching this all unfold.
âSo glad what worked?â, you asked turning to look at him.
âThe cookies I gave you.â
âSo you did poison us. I knew it!â, Yoongi exclaimed walking forward.
âNo no no, let me properly introduce myself. My name is Park Jimin and I am your case worker.â
âIâm sorry what? Our case worker?â
Jimin nodded, âYes, your case worker. I work for the broken souls department.â
âGreat. Itâs worse than poisoning us. He drugged us.â, Yoongi dramatically waved his arms around.
âI did no such thing.â, Jimin responded offended.
âPlease explain whatâs going on in detail.â, you said trying to diffuse the situation.
âRight. So I work for The Ministry of Adoration in the souls department. Weâre divided into three different sections, Complete Souls, Broken Souls, and Lost Souls.â
âOh my god. Thatâs it. Iâve died and gone to hell. I am in hell right now.â, Yoongi groaned from next to you.
âShut up and quit being so dramatic.â, you hissed before turning back to Jimin, âMaybe start the explanation from the beginning.â
With a loud sigh he continued, âEveryone is born with 50% of their soul. Someone else in the world is born with the other 50%.â
âOh like soulmates!â, you exclaimed.
He smiled, âYes exactly Y/N! And itâs everyoneâs destiny to find their soulmate to complete their fulfillment and bring the souls together. Most of the time the two souls are compatible and get along smoothly with no issues. Sometimes though they need a little help to move along and their cases are then sent to my department hence the broken souls.â
âOkay and what the fuck does this have to do with Y/N and I? Why did we feel like we were dying a few minutes ago?â, Yoongi spat.
âWell you and Y/N are soulmates.â
You and Yoongi both let out a deep laugh at the same time. âNo weâre not.â, you quipped.
âYeah we hate each other.â, Yoongi added.
Jimin nodded in agreement, âYes which is why Iâm here. Iâve been watching you two for several weeks now hoping youâd work it out on your own and I wouldnât have to step in but after your little argument today I knew my help was needed.â
You couldnât believe your ears. Maybe Yoongi was right and you both really were poisoned by a handsome guy in a Gucci suit.
Jimin continued, âThe cookie I gave you was a new prototype that weâre working on. Normally weâd just lock you two together with some handcuffs and call it a day. But with this cookie it gives you a little more wiggle room and will hopefully make the experience more enjoyable therefore having a higher success rate. Thanks to the cookies the two of you canât be more than five feet away from each other or youâll feel that little pain in your chest. A heartbreak if you will.â
âWhy are you doing this?â, you asked.
âWell you and Yoongi are running out of time to become compatible and fall in love. Once your souls run out of life they disappear forcing you both to then turn to the lost souls department lead by my coworker Jin where youâll be subjected to an eternity of loneliness and despair and not to mention countless unfunny dad jokes. And trust me, you DONâT want that to happen. Which is why I gave you two the cookies. Itâll force you to have to spend time together and get to know each other and hopefully that gives you both the little nudge you need to finally let Cupid in with his little arrows of love.â
âI know someone Iâd like to shoot with an arrow right now.â, Yoongi spat.
Ignoring him you asked, âSo what happens if we donât fall in love?â
âWelllll, you have three weeks from today to share true loves kiss.â
Yoongi went to speak but Jimin quickly cut him off, âAnd no you canât fake it and just kiss. Weâll know whether itât true love or not.â
Yoongi sat down in huff and you continued, âOkay and what happens if we donât kiss?â
âAfter the three weeks, if no true love kiss has happened, then your soulmate bond will be broken. And then the two of you will have to decide whose soul you want to continue unscathed and who you want to be sent down to the lost souls department. It not a the best situation but at least this way we can save one of you instead of loosing both.â
âWow un-fucking-believable.â, Yoongi muttered beside you. You were speechless.
âWell I think that was enough excitement for one night. Remember not to stray too far away from each other.â, Jimin said walking towards the door.
âWait what if we have questions? Or something else happens?â, you panicked.
âDonât worry. Iâll be around when you need me.â
And with that he walked out the door letting it slowly shut behind him.
âWhat are we going to do?â, you asked turning to Yoongi.
âIâm gonna go grab my shit and go home.â, he said walking towards the back. Hastily you followed after him not wanting to stray too far. He grabbed his things and headed towards the door with you on his heels.
âY/N, stay here. None of this is real. I donât need you following me around like a lost puppy all the time.â, he said before slamming the door in your face.
It only took a few seconds for the pain in your chest to return causing you to double over. Thankfully it quickly disappeared when Yoongi returned out of breath clearly having experienced the same.
He grabbed your hand pulling you with him, âCome on. Weâll stay at your place. We just need to stop at mine and grab a few things.â
âUmm excuse me? Why do we have to stay at mine?â
He sighed, âBecause I live with two other roommates who will never stop giving me shit about this and you live alone.â
âOkay. Fair point.â You didnât exactly want to have to live with all these random people anyways.
His apartment was pretty close thankfully and much nicer than you expected. As soon as he opened the door you were surprised to see everything clean and organized. A faint scent of cinnamon and vanilla hung in the air. His two roommates were on the couch watching a movie.
âThere you are! We were wondering when youâd get home.â, one of them exclaimed.
âOf course you were late because you had to find a friend for the night. At least sheâs way prettier than your usual catches.â, the other spoke. His comment making you blush slightly.
Yoongi grabbed your hand beginning to pull you down the hall when one of the guys spoke up, âHey arenât you gonna introduce us?â
âYeah donât be so rude Yoongi?â, you spoke trying to poke a little fun at him sensing his irritation.
âOh for fucks sake.â, he grumbled before pulling you into the living room.
âY/N, these are my roommates. This is Jungkook and that one is Hoseok. This is Y/N.â
You politely smiled and waved at the two men who seemed much nicer and friendlier than Yoongi.
âGreat. Everyone is pointlessly introduced and I have things to take care of.â, he said pulling you back down the hall.
âDonât forget to use protection.â, Jungkook shouted after you eliciting a giggle.
Yoongi motioned for you to take a seat on his bed, âIâm just gonna grab some clothes and my laptop.â
You shook your head, âNo thanks. I know what you do on that bed.â
âThe only thing I do there is sleep. I never bring girls back here.â
âWhy not? Donât you want to be comfortable instead of always hooking up in a car or random bathroom?â
âI donât know. It just feels too personal if I bring them here. You know into my space. I only save that for people I actually care about.â
You didnât think he was capable of having feelings like that and then it hit you.
You smirked, âSo you care about me? I mean you did let me into your personal space after all.â
âDonât think too much into it. I just didnât want to be doubled over in pain while I packed.â, he rolled his eyes before turning away so you couldnât see the blush forming on his cheeks.
Once he had all his things packed you both snuck past Hoseok and Jungkook who were too busy fighting over the last piece of pizza to notice you anyways.
Swinging the door open to your apartment you suddenly felt really self conscious. It had been several months since you had a guy over and the fact that the guy next to you was Yoongi didnât make it any easier.
Conveniently you heard him chuckle from behind you.
âWhat is it Yoongi?â
âNothing. Your place is cute.â
You rolled your eyes before walking further into the living room.
âIâll get you some blankets and a pillow. You can have the couch.â, you said motioning to the corner of the room.
âUmm yeah thatâs not gonna work.â
âWell make it work because I am not sharing a bed with you.â
âAlright fine. Iâll take the couch and you can sleep in your bed and weâll both be in excruciating pain all night because you peer pressured me into eating a cookie from some demonic Betty Crocker wannabe.â
You closed your eyes internally smacking yourself for forgetting the whole reason you were stuck with Yoongi to begin with.
âFine. Weâll share my bed. But no funny business.â, you huffed past him.
âWouldnât dream about it babes.â
âCould you please hurry up. Iâd love to get to sleep at some point tonight.â, Yoongi groaned.
âAlmost done. Just rinsing off.â, you said. The large size of your bathroom was the main reason you chose this apartment but you were really regretting it in this moment. You tested it and Yoongi standing outside the door was just too far away so you both agreed to stay in the bathroom together as you showered and did your nightly routines. Shutting off the water you peaked around the curtain to make sure he was still staring at the wall.
âOkay Iâm coming out now. Donât turn around.â
âY/N Iâm not going to look if you donât want me to. Just please hurry the fuck up.â, he spat clearly getting cranky.
Quickly you dried yourself off before getting your pajamas on.
âOkayâ
âCan I turn around now?â
âYeah sure.â
Your mind was probably playing tricks on you but you swore you saw a hint of red running down his neck.
âHey tomorrow I nee- Oh my God Yoongi.â, you exclaimed bringing your hands over your eyes before turning around. âSeriously? You couldnât warn me that you were just gonna strip naked.â
âIâm getting in the shower. Of course Iâm gonna be naked. And I promised I wouldnât look at you. I donât care if you look at me. Plus I know youâve been dying to catch a glimpse of all this.â
âOh please donât think so highly of yourself.â
Thankfully his shower was quick and he was dried off and changed within minutes.
Your bed was small forcing the two of you to lay shoulder to shoulder.
âCan I ask you a question?â, you spoke breaking the silence.
âSure.â
âWhy do you have a tattoo of a cookie with a smirk on your butt cheek?â
âYou were checking out my butt werenât you?â, he laughed.
âAnswer the question.â
âHis name is Shooky. It was something I had drawn one day and then after a few too many drinks one of my friends dared me to get it as a tattoo.â
âAnd you thought your butt was the best location?â
âYou donât even want to know where Jungkook got a tattoo of the pink bunny he drew.â
âHe didnât.â, you gasped.
âHe did. He calls it Cooky on a coc-â
âOkay thatâs enough.â, you stopped him before he could go any further. He laughed before letting the room fall into a semi awkward silence.
âYou still awake?â, he asked after several minutes.
âMmmhmm.â
âWell I just remembered that my brothers wedding is this weekend so uh I guess youâre gonna have to be my date.â, he said barely above a whisper.
âOkay. Itâs not like we have a choice anyways.â
âYeah, I guess so.â
You both laid there in silence for a while but you could tell neither of you were close to falling asleep.
âHey Yoongi?â, you asked.
âYeah?â
âIâm scared.â
âDonât be. Weâll figure something out. Besides we both know Iâll be the one who walks away from this anyways.â
You rolled your eyes before turning away from him. You shouldâve known better than to look to him for comfort.
Yoongi laid awake staring at the ceiling while sneaking little peaks at you.
The truth was he was scared too, but heâd never let you know that. Scared of what might happen. Scared of what might not happen. Scared of the fact that he has loved you since the minute you introduced yourself to him at he cafe even though youâve never reciprocated the feeling. Scared youâll find out that heâs only a jerk to you as a defense mechanism to hide his true feelings.
He was most scared because he knew at some point the truth was going to come out.
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#đđđđ I had to come back bc these posts are making me emotional#I'm sorry I've been MIA đ#SEOKJIN IS FREEEEEEE#JIMIN WAS THEREEEE#NAMJOON MUST BE STOPPED đ#Seokjin#the Soulmate#random ramblings
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placebo (m) | pjm (3)
pairing: jimin x reader (ft. jungkook & namjoon)
premise: you're assigned a soulmate backed by the science of compatibility that hopes to promote healthier, long-lasting, loving relationships. you find yours: park jimin is the exact opposite of you. a member of a notorious resistance gang, he doesn't believe in science, love, or the state.
summary: you find out that jimin isn't your true soulmate. he was a placebo - a series of control trials to see if simply thinking someone is your soulmate would be enough to make you fall in love. the issue is, you did. you did fall in love. hard.
genre: 18+ romance, smut, angst, soulmate!au, dystopian, love triangle, romeo-juliet, opposites attract, hurt-comfort
characters: student!reader, vigilante!jimin, student!jungkook, scientist!namjoon
warnings: 18+, contains smut, angsty smut, rough penetrative sex, creampie, cock warming, breast play, a lot of kissing. like a lot. emotional sex, oral sex (m), fingering, praise kink, jimin is a pro at snapping that bra off, a lot of stimulation, a lot of foreplay, aftercare, they're in love okay it's cheesy, feelings of fear, hurt, government conspiracy, medical procedure, memory loss, cursing
taglist: @tornparts @loona15 @effielumiere @agustdream8 @jnghs @dragons-flare @xiusmarshmallow @ratherbefangirling @infires-imagines @aretha170 @dvalitaes @kookiejeonie @ddaeng-angmoh @idk123906 @cuteipat @uarmyhore @natalie-rdr @yawnkive @sukunabitch @withluvjm @thesmeraldogirl @theceraunophilegirl
wc: 7k | series masterlist | part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4
Jiminâ
âWeâre not actually soulmates.â
Disappointment couldnât even begin to explain what Jimin was feeling as he saw your eyes shatter in front of him. His heart was already beating wildly with a sense of pounding worryâall from your tears. He wasnât the kind of guy who expressed himself. He was a pawn. A soldier, of sorts. He took action.
Right now, he was paralyzed. Every drop of blood drained from him in one rush of cold. He was left with nothing. Not even your touch held enough comfort to warm the life back into him. His breath even, mocking him with a charade of calmness.
You continued to explain. He heard youâhe swore he did, but everything seemed to numb him from comprehending.
âIt was a placebo, where the chip signals but we arenât actually compatible. So the basis for everything we feltâor everything we think we feel, was a lie. Jungkook found out and,â
Jimin blinked. Looking at you. You were still there. You were still real. Your eyes swollen with tears. Hearing your words hurt, but seeing you like this hurt even more. He needed to be strong for youâyou were falling apart in front of him, and he was too stubborn to let you.
He wasnât going to let you go.
Because he didnât care. He didnât careâin fact, a rush seemed to pulse into him, beckoning him onwardsâthe fact that you might have been some government-implanted craving he had was the only reason he was trying to stay away from you initially. You fought for him. And fuck, he loved you. It was too soon to say it. Hellâprobably too soon to feel it but he didnât have a doubt in his mind.
Last night, as he fell asleep in your arms, all he could wish for was to have that every day for the rest of his life. He had never felt so strongly bound to another person. Never felt so seen, so cherished.
This wasnât about some microchip in your necks. To him, it never had been. You cared for him when he was hurt. You were a fucking nerd, obsessed with your geeky job in a way that enamored him. You worked so hard, were so fiercely determined and dedicated to your cause. You were messy, clumsy, a stickler for rules where Jimin liked to bend them, break them, or ignore them altogether.
He loved the person you were, unfilteredâhe loved the person you wanted to become, and most of all he loved the way you loved him. Your heart on your sleeve. Calling out his bullshit. And always being exactly what he needed even if he didnât know it himself.
And he knew all of this. So why did he feel so fucking terrified?
Jimin swallowed deeply. His hand leaving your face as you searched him for a reaction through glassy eyes.
âTell me what this means to you, doctorâ His words were hushed. His fingers gliding over your wrists before circling them into his hold. His lips hovered over yours, foreheads resting against one another.
Jimin wasnât an idiot. He knew exactly what it meant to you. But he needed to hear you say it. He knew how hard you had fought for him. He had tried so hard to push you away, but you persisted because you believed in the Soulmate Initiative so strongly. That had been the catalyst. For youâit had been the condition of your love.
âJiminâ You exhaled. The regret in your voice carved into his heart.
âYou know that never mattered to meâ His grip on your wrists tightened, as if his touch would make you understand. It was all he could do to not screamânot begin to pathetically beg you not to care. Not to change anythingânot to leave him.
He could see you scrambling for words. âThereâs still a chanceââ You attempted to reason. Because thatâs who you were. Hard facts and logic. Your voice chokedâJimin couldnât look at you a second longer. It was too fucking painful. Too painful to sit there and watch as you gave up on him.
He needed to leave. Get far away from you and think. Because right now he felt so helpless, so powerlessâhe didnât trust himself not to say something heâd ultimately regret.
His eyes were red, wet with anger. A façade to cover the shattering in his chest.
âI have to get to class, doctorâ His voice was serene. His gaze, tumultuous.
âJimin please,â You tried to pull him back as he stood up. He yanked his hand away from you, rougher than he meant to, but enough for you to get the hint. âIâm so sorryâ
He took a few steps towards the door. Turning back, he looked at you one last time. Your tear-stained cheeks. Your quivering lips.
âIâm not sorryâ He swallowed thickly. Pulling on his leather jacket and grabbing his helmet, he tucked in under his arm. âI will never be sorry for falling for you, doctorâ
âThere mightââ Jimin held up his palm.
âIâll come backâ His eyes softened as if to ease your anxiety, âWe can talk about this laterâ
He was out of the door in seconds, unable to look you in the eye again. The fresh, cold air hit him like salvation from the tension. He gasped, breathing the sharp air in as his tears unleashed.
Sinking to the floor, he buried his head between his knees. His fingers gripping his hair in frustration as he sobbed quietly. He jerked his head back, hitting the door as he punched the ground next to him. Cursing loudly as he crumbled.
Youâ
Jimin would be back any second. Youâd never felt quite so nervous. So anxiousânot even when you opened your decision letter for your PhD programânot ever. Heâd be back. Be home. And you two would have to face the impending doom youâd introduced to him.
More than anything, you felt guilty. Guilty that you were responsible for what he was going through right now. After trying so hard to convince him that he even deserved love, let alone from youâto gain his trust and then put him into this grey space of uncertainty. It wasnât lost on you how unfair it was.
The mere thought of living your life like you had before Jiminâwas pointless. He had awoken something within you. As frustrating as he was, as much of a tease and a flirtâhe made every day feel like an adventure. He brought you to life in a way nothing else quite did.
But if your real soulmate was out there, you couldnât help but wonder. Was it all fake attraction? Was what you could find with someone you were truly compatible with even better than this? More magical? More right?
You had to know.
And you knew Jimin wouldnât see it that way. But even if you chose to ignore itâto let it go, it would drive a wedge between the two of you inevitably. Jiminâs flaws seemed to glare at you in a way that they hadnât before. Everything impossible about your relationship seemed to weigh on you because you didnât have the blind faith in the system anymore. You didnât have the promise that this is how it was supposed to be.
The ring of your doorbell sent your heart into somersaults. You buzzed him, nervously tugging at your sleeves. You wanted to look pretty for himâunsure if that was cruel of you, but you couldnât help but think that these were a collection of your final moments together.
He walked inside. Tired eyes, raven hair wispy from the wind. The cold tinting his cheek and nose. His black motorcycle jacket hugged his figure. The familiar scent of cigarettes and gasoline which you had come to associate with comfort. A scent that once made you nauseous.
Slugging his backpack off, he set it aside. Neatly, he unlaced his boots before stepping inside. He regarded you with a soft smile. His deep brown eyes were simultaneously relieved and broken.
âHey youâ
You approached him slowly, immediately wrapping your arms around his torso. You inhaled him. His unadulterated bliss. He was cold, but so warm. And when his arms wrapped around you, cradling your head to the crook of his neck, leaning into youâyou wanted to simply melt.
You looked up. His pretty eyesâthe way he looked at youâGod. His touch flushed you over with heat as his palm reached your cheek, thumb caressing over your jaw, teasing your bottom lip.
You didnât know what to say to him. It seemed, you didnât need to say anything. Jimin sighed into you, his lips relaxing against yours. So soft. So tender. Incredibly sweet.
And you wouldnât stop him. Maybe it was avoidance. The impending melancholy of the night you were about to have. The inevitable heartache. You deepened the kiss, pulling Jimin closer to you desperately.
He grinned against your lips as you did. Hands falling to your hips before cupping the backs of your thighs. He lifted you up, still kissing you with the same delicateness. Taking you to the couch where he sat you both down.
Falling to his back, you crawled on top of him. Lips not parting. Breaths getting heavier.
Because when you kissed, nothing else mattered. Nothing else even existed. There was only him. Him and the storm of pleasure brewing in your chest. The heat coursing through your veins. The dizziness spinning in your head.
His fingers curled over your hip as he flipped you down. Hovering over you now, he admired you. Eyes memorizing your every crevice. His chain fell from his neck, the cool metal making you shiver as it glided across your hot skin.
He peeled off his jacket, leaving only his tight white t-shirt, before returning to you. Body caging yours in. Forearms resting on either side of your face as his fingers traced your cheeks.
âI donât tell you enoughâ He murmured. You raised your eyebrows, curious. âYouâre so fucking beautiful, doctor. So pretty,â His eyes were half-lidded, kissing you chastely, âSexy..gorgeous..mineâ He smacked against your lips between each wordâsending a rush of praise to your head.
And you loved it. You loved his words like they were feathers tickling against you. His voice was silk and you wanted to dance in it for eternity.
The pressure of his body felt incredible against yours, his heat like a blanket. Youâd never felt so safeâso cherished in his hold.
âWhere the hell did you even come from, doctor?â He hummed playfully against your lips, âHow the hell find me? Youâre a fever. Youâre my disease and my cureâ
You tugged at his chain, urging him to kiss you harder. To glue his lips to yours.
He groaned, hips rolling flush against yours as his mouth worked you into serenity. You could feel how badly he needed you, but he was taking his time. On the other hand, you were frantic. Your fingers tugging at the hem of his shirt. Tugging it up his torso as he chuckled. You could feel his scalding skin on your fingertips. Exploring the expanse of him. The contours of his body, the soft skin.
His teeth tugged at your lip, nipping at you playfully as you scratched your nails against his chest. He finally allowed you to pull this shirt over his head, giving you a moment to admire him, chain contrasting against his golden skin before you tugged off your own top.
You were left in sheer light green bra. Delicate. Something you had bought as a joke a long time ago, wondering if it would actually make you feel more confident. Jiminâs pupils darkened.
âLet meâ He exhaled shakily. You turned over, on your knees as Jimin held you upâone hand on your neck pulling you back to him. His fingers gripped your jaw as he kissed your cheek, smirking against you as his other hand expertly snapped your bra off. So fast that it sent shivers down your spine. He replaced where the latch once was pressing into your back with his own lips, kissing up your spine until melting at your nape.
You arched your back as the bra slid down your arms, onto the floor. Jiminâs coarse fingers immediately covering your breasts. Pinching your nipple between his fingers sensually. Trailing butterfly kisses up your neck. You twitched under his touch. Small, needy gasps leaving your parted lips.
He hummed with pleasure, tasting you across your jaw, chest pressed against your back.
âSo good to me,â He kissed your cheek. The blisters on his fingers against the soft skin of your breasts making his touch so incredibly erotic, it had you weeping in your core. His touches so subtle, and yet you were reacting to him so desperately. Craving him, overwhelmed by how fucking good it felt when he touched you.
âPleaseâ You werenât even sure what you were asking for. He chuckled softly, teeth grazing against your ear. âJimin p-pleaseâ
âI love that. I love it when you ask me so nicely like thatâ He pushed you down on all fours. You let out a surprised gasp at his sudden roughness, but your cunt tightened. He pulled off your jeans, and then his own. Leaving your panties on he grabbed a handful of your ass and squeezed it.
âSo fucking perfect,â His large hands moved all over the flesh of your thighs. He let two fingers tease along your damp slit. âWhatâs this huh? Wet for me already baby?â
His fingers pushed the cloth aside, finding your tender clit. You bit back a moan as he began to trace small, slow circles. He leaned down on you, the feeling of skin on skin riling you up even further. His lips caressed the back of your shoulders with hums of approval as his fingers continued to coax you. His other hand holding your hip steady. Pinching your ass tenderly.
âJiminâ You gasped breathlessly, fingers gripping the couch tight. His fingers continued to push you further and further towards nirvana. He pulled you up suddenly, fingers still on your clitâbut he needed to see you. Needed to look into your eyes as you came. Hand wrapped around your neck, enough to feel his control but not enough to choke you.
âYou gonna cum for me doctor?â Jimin teased, forcing your jaw towards him. A grin on his lips mirrored the mischievous glint in his eyes. You nodded pathetically.
âYeah?â His tone raised, taunting you further as he smashed his lips back on yours. Tongue pushing through your lips as his fingers circled your clit faster. Your moans were swallowed by himâbody going limp as waves of pleasure crashed down on you. Your body bucking forward, taking Jimin down with you. Twitching all over as your cunt leaked onto his hand. His rough, desperate kisses muffling your screams.
âThatâs it baby, so good for meâ His fingers led you through the aftershocks before dipping into your sensitive cunt. âSo good and wet all for me, right?â
He pulled himself off of you, and you turned, on your kneesâreaching for his cock.
âI want to suck your cockâ
Jimin blinked at you incredulously.
But you were determined. You began to stroke him gently. He hissed, reaching behind you to steady himself against the back of the couch.
âYouâre so desperate for me, arenât you baby?â He leaned down to kiss you cheek. You looked up at him, eyes earnestâbecause you wanted him to feel so good.
You wanted to make up for all the pain you knew you were about to cause him. He deserved everythingâheaven and the stars and everything beyond, you wanted him to have it all. For now, you let your lips kiss the flushed tip of his cock.
âF-fuck,â He reached for your chin, stroking your jaw tenderly. âYouâre so good to me baby fuckâ
âI,â You diverted your eyes with shame as heat crawled over your cheeks. âTell me what to doâ
Jimin gulped, eyes shifting as he understood your words.
âOpen wideâ He pushed two fingers against your lips until your mouth opened enough for him to slide them inside. âNo teeth okay babyâand then just take it in as farââ He pushed his fingers down your throat. You tried your best not to gag, until finally you couldnât help it. He pulled his fingers out, a string of saliva following. âAs you canâ
His thumb brushed against your bottom lip, tugging on it playfully as he cooed at you. It was the eagerness in your eyes. The fierce determination he knew you were feeling to please him.
âYouâre soâ He chuckled softly, âGod Iââ He choked on his words.
Now was hardly the time.
You beamed at him, taking his cock into your mouth little by little. His head tilted back as he cursed to himself.
You loved seeing him like thisâamazed that you could make him feel like this. Motivated by his response, you began to slowly bob your head. He exhaled verbally, letting out a loud groan.
âJust like that baby, fuckâgood girlâ His voice was pained as if he was losing his resolve and it only fueled you to move faster. He tugged your hair, giving you a warning stare. âIf you do that Iâm gonna cum baby. Slow downâ
You gave him a mischievous look, deciding to disobey.
âY/nâ His voice was low, demanding. He recognized you were teasing him, and as much as he wanted to fuck youâhe couldnât bring himself to stop you. His thumb swiped at the drool from the edge of your lips. A shock rippled through his body as he reached for your shoulder to keep him steady.
âFuck. Fuck. Baby Iâmââ His hips bucked, cock twitching inside your mouth as you felt his warm cum on your tongue. You let him go, swallowing his cumâand before you could even process it, he lifted you up, forcing your legs around his waist and carried you to your bedroom.
He laid you down on the covers gently, kissing the inside of your thighs, all the way up your stomach, where he showed you a little extra love, up to your breastsâhe nibbled on them playfully, loving the way youâd twitch for him. His eyes stayed glued to yours. Dark and needy.
âIâm gonna need a little bitâ Jimin confessed after deciding your breasts had been abused enough by his mouth. For now. He let his fingers continue to toy with them as he hovered over you. âBut we should talk, hm?â
You inhaled sharply.
âY-yeah we shouldâ
Jimin grinned, taking a peak back into his mouth, this time letting his tongue run rampant on the plushness.
âJiminâ You hissed, grabbing his hair.
âYou taste so good baby, I canât help itâ He kept on kissing your chest. Rolling onto his side, he pulled you into his embrace. Your naked bodies intertwined as his hands roamed all over you. You cradled his head against you, fingers running through his silky black hair.
You whimpered, hopelessly aroused by his actions. Your pussy pulsing, wishing so badly to be stuffed.
âI need youâ You nudged him. âI need you so badâ
Jimin grinned, pulling away from you. He kissed you softly.
Then his eyes grew serious.
âY/nâ His tone had changed. He wasnât teasing anymore. âIf I asked you to just let it go,â
âYou know I canâtâ You responded. Jimin looked away. His fingers still tracing your sides.
âYeahâ He said after some time, kissing your cheek, âI knowâ
You gulped, cupping his face in your hands. âCan I just say that, right now, in this moment, based on every experience Iâve had in my life up to this pointâI love you?â
Jimin scoffed, but he couldnât hide the smile in his eyes.
âI just need to knowâ
âIf thereâs someone else, you mean.â Jimin gave you a pointed look. âWhat happens then, doctor?â
âIf someone else is my soulmate, that also means someone else is yours. I canât keep you from thatâ
âI know I donât want thatâ Jimin gripped your hips possessively, pulling you impossibly closer. âI donât care. I love youâ
A tear rolled down your cheek. The hurt that you so blissfully ignored moments before, returning.
âIâll meet Dr. Kim Namjoon at the conference in a few days. He can check for us, and thenâ
âYou already know though, donât you?â Jimin challenged. âYou think we arenât compatibleâ
You paused. âWell Iââ
âGo ahead, doctorâ Jimin smiled, a hint of despair in his gaze, âGo meet your soulmate. No one in this universe will love you the way I do, I am sure of it. So sure that Iâll take the chance of losing you forever if it means youâll believe me one dayâ
He began to get emotional. You ached for him. Ached for the pain he felt in his chest. The pain you didnât want him to feel.
Your hand rested on his chest. Feeling the beat of his heart against the tense silence.
He kissed you again. Desperately. His fingers tugging your panties aside as his now hard cock slid against your folds.
You kissed him backâeven more desperately. Savoring whatever you had left with him. Losing yourself in him as though time were running out. Spreading your thighs to grant him entrance, he fucked into effortlessly. Filling you up until you felt so rightâso whole. He stilled, nose tracing yours as he gazed into your eyes.
Tears threatened the edges of his pretty brown eyes.
âI donât trust them Y/nâ He whispered, the tear unleashing, âWhat if they brainwash youâwhat if seeing your soulmate resets your brain chip andââ He gasped, lip trembling.
âI wonât forget you, Jiminâ You assured him with a comforting hand stroking his back.
âYou donât know thatâ Jimin gulped.
The true fear in his eyes hit you like a reality check. Reminding you that this man had no trust in the system, and you were asking him to take a gamble on it.
âMaybe youâre not supposed to know about the Placebo. Maybe theyâll do something to you, and meâand youâll be in danger and I wonât knowâ
You kissed him sweetly. âBabyâ You mumbled, knowing youâd never called him thatâ âDonât think like thatâ
âI mean the fact that we fell in love, without the compatibility assessment, means the whole system is bullshitâdoesnât it? They could pick any two people and condition them to love one another with the chip. Thatâs not something theyâd be okay with people knowingâ
âN-not necessarilyâ You sighed. âBabyâmoveâ You urged him, as if he forgot his cock was nestled deep inside of you. He hadnât.
He gave you a tight thrust. Your lips parted, and he did it again, watching your expression intently. He held you closeâyou held him close. He buried his face into your neck, pushing you onto your back so he could fuck you deeper. His hips slammed against yours, deep, quick thrusts that you could feel throughout every inch of your body.
âYouâre heavenâ Jimin gasped, kissing your cheek again, âI donât think you fucking understand what I feel for you, doctorâI swear Iâ
âI do, Jiminâ You assured him, âI feel itâ He began fucking you faster. âAnd I love youâ
He stilled so he could kiss you again. âSay it againâ He begged, âPlease. Say it, mean it, pleaseâ
âI love youâ You stared into his starry eyes. His fingers intertwined with yours, pushing your arms above your head as he resumed his ruthless pace. His lips pasting against yours in between your confession, âI love you JiminâI doâSo muchâ
He burst inside you, but he couldnât stop. The moment was too charged, too emotionally ripe. He kept himself sheathed inside of you, cum stuffed deep. Hugging you close, he kissed youâa man addicted, and you were his vice.
You fell asleep, at some point.
You heard him whisper against your eyelidsâI wonât give up, at some point.
You woke up, at some point.
He was gone.
Youâ
You arrived at the conference. You hadnât heard from Jimin since that nightâbut preparation kept you distracted. This was a huge moment for your careerâand youâd worked too hard to fall short now.
Jungkook was by your side, dressed in a light grey suitâthe conference badge contrasting the plain white button-down shirt that gripped his chiseled chest. Around you were folks of similar adornmentâchatting with their colleagues, setting up posters and grabbing coffee. Â
âGoodâyou made itâ Your boss, Jung Hoseok, who you loathed approached the both of you. âIs everything set up for my talk later?â
You exchanged an irritated look with Jungkook, who bit back a smile. âYes, sirâ
Dr. Jung hummed, pleased with your response. âVery well. Go network. This conference has the best of the best. Y/n, I know you were interested in meeting Dr. Kim, would you like me to make an introduction?â
You stiffened. Dr. Kim Namjoon. He was the most brilliant biochemist of your time. He single-handedly piloted the Soulmate initiative with the help of his neuro-engineering team. He developed the compatibility algorithm that you spent your whole life studying. Appreciating.
He was infamous. And it didnât hurt that he was gorgeous tooâyou had all of his books, memoirs, magazine articles. It was safe to say you knew quite a bit about the man. And soon heâd be right in front of you. In the flesh.
âIf you donât mindâ You held back your excitement, but your hand trembled, gripping onto the pamphlet that a volunteer had forced into your hold earlier. Dr. Jung nodded, motioning for you to follow him.
âIâll come too, if thatâs okayâ Jungkook quipped. You made a face, but knew you had no right to take this opportunity from him either, as much as you preferred to meet him alone to discuss your dilemma.
Up the elevator, Dr. Jung led the both of you to the top floor of the hotel in which the conference was taking place. From the clear glass, you could see the city sprawled outâserene, snow beginning to melt off of the ground. More folks were out and about. Children playing in the now cleared-up parks. Spring was coming, soon.
You stepped out of the elevator, and were met with a series of guards lining the hallway. It made sense; you mused. Kim Namjoon was a high-ranked State scientist. Which meant he was a prime target for a Resistance kidnapping or attack.
Your lips wavered. A part of you was disappointed at the lack of hope you had that youâd find out you and Jimin were compatible. Your gut knew you werenât. But you loved him, so it could be. It could be him, right?
Why did you love him, if you werenât compatible? It was so easy to think of all the reasonsâso simple in your mind, but hard to find the words. You trusted him with your life. He was attractive, kind, in a bad situation but had big dreams. Dreams to make change, and you admired that.
As you walked past the guards, Jungkookâs hand brushed against yours. You looked his way and he winked at you excitedly. âYou ready?â
He whispered against your neck. Too closeâmaybe it hadnât been before, but now it felt too close. Nevertheless, you smiled back at him and nodded.
It occurred to you that Jungkook might be your real soulmate.
âNamjoon!â Dr. Jung opened the double doors to the suite. You took the room in. Hardly a roomâthere was a whole lab set up in there. Humming with the soft whirr of state-of-the-art machinery, bright white lights everywhere. Translucent monitors display complex molecular structures and neural pathways. Simulations.
The middle of the room had a holographic interface projected a three-dimensional model of a chip. The chip. Tiny filaments extended from the chip, resembling delicate neurons connecting to an unseen network.
Your heart skipped a beat. This was paradise.
There was not a drop of chemicals in this lab. Everything was tech-based, simulation and modeling predicting chemical interactions, hormonal regulation, neural response and bodily action.
âHey Hobiâ You heard a low, smooth voice. Your clenched your fingers into your palm. Taking a deep breath, you turned the corner where Dr. Kim was sitting.
God.
He sat casually on a stool set up by a plain workstation. He was dressed in a black turtleneck, black trousersâhis black hair gelled up. Youâd neve seen him without a white-coat on, as thatâs how he tended to appear in media pictures. Here, in front of you now, he was relaxed. He was just a person. He was a man.
His dimpled smile made your throat tighten. A smile that reached his eyes with such a genuine glimmer. He greeted Dr. Jung with a suave fistbump, exchanging some words with him before chuckling lightly, patting him on the back and swiveling his chair towards you and Jungkook.
His smile widened.
âHey thereâ He nodded his head politely. Both you and Jungkook bowed slightly. âSo youâre the poor kids who got looped into helping this motherfuckerâ Your eyes widened at his comment, but Dr. Jung simply rolled his eyes.
âYeah, yeahâIâll see you downstairs. Drinks tonight? The usual?â Dr. Jung pointed at him for confirmation as he reached the door. Namjoon nodded.
âOf course Hobi, Iâll see you laterâ He redirected his full attention to the both of you, shutting the computer in front of him. âPlease, take a seatâ He motioned behind him and a small robot pushed two stools over to where you were standing.
âIâm Y/n L/nâ You extended your hand to him.
âAh yes, Iâve heard about you. You study my work, huh?â He winked, making your face rush with heat. His eyes passed over to Jungkook. âAnd you?â
âJeon Jungkook, honored to be here, sirâ
âGood. Good, so tell me about yourselvesâ
âActuallyâ You exhaled. âDr. Kim, if you donât mindâthereâs a matter Iâd like to discuss with youâ
He raised his eyebrows. Folding his arms over his strong chest in a way that made you aware that this man worked out, he leaned back. âOh, sure. Letâs hear it thenâ
You were about to speak when Jungkook interrupted.
âY/nâs soulmate was a placebo. Weâd like to run the compatibility test to find out who her real soulmate isâ
Your mouth felt dry. Namjoonâs eyes flashed with interest, gaze remaining steady on you.
âHowâd you figure it out?â
You looked at Jungkook.
âI uh, hacked some dataâ Jungkook confessed, shyly.
Namjoon let out a soft laugh.
âWell alright. As you know, any scientific RCT trial needs a control group. We use these placebos to understand the actual effect of the Soulmate algorithmâs deployment on the outcomes of interest. Procreation, individual health and wellness, etc.â
He was speaking to you. Directly to you, even though Jungkook was right by your side.
âThe way the chip works is that you see someone who surpasses your compatibility threshold. There isnât one soulmate. I suppose there could be, but we have to factor in proximity and chance for encounter. Thatâs why the microchip will only give the Soulmate signal once you meet someone who has also passed the cognitive-sexual threshold who surpasses your compatibility level. Another threshold, unique to each person and defined by many metricsâ
It was nothing you didnât know. Jungkook on the other hand, was fascinated.
âWait so, both and Y/n and I were past out cognitive-sexual threshold and we saw each other all the time before she metâŠher placebo. I didnât meet her compatibility threshold?â
Namjoon seemed to bit back a giggle. âWell, Jungkook? Is it? Right, it goes both ways. She didnât meet yours eitherâ His eyes flashed at you. You couldnât help but notice that they were honey-brown, almost gleaming gold in the light.
Jungkook seemed to recede into himself.
âIs there a way I can check my compatibility with my placebo soulmate?â You asked, tugging at your sleeves.
âWell, I supposeâ Namjoon took a second to think, âIf you know where they are right now, and get to them without looking too many people in the eyeâ He chuckled.
Right, you mused.
âBecause if you reset my chip, and I see someone else, itâll register theyâre my soulmate before I can even look Jimin in the eyeâ You mumbled.
âExactly. We can do that, if youâd like. But no law says you must be romantically involved with your soulmate. Either way, your choice is still your ownâ
You gulped. You just had to know.
âPlease, if itâs alright, can you reset my chip?â The words felt like acid leaving your mouth. Namjoon shrugged nonchalantly.
âSure thing. Jungkookâthis is a medical procedure, technically. We will need some privacyâ
âOh, rightâ Jungkook scrambled to his feet, rushing out the door rather quickly. Namjoon reached for a tablet set near the window and tapped a few buttons. Some robots arrived, removing the table and stools and setting up a medical bed in itâs place.
âDo you not like your placebo soulmate?â Namjoon asked, while the robots were at work.
âActually I like him a lot.â You confessed. âBut I believe so strongly in the benefits of your algorithm. So I just need to know for sureâ
Namjoon squinted at you, but nodded.
âDo most placebos work out?â You blurted, covering your stomach with your crossed arms. âIs there a statistically significant difference between outcomes with truly compatible soulmates and placebo ones?â
A grin tugged at Namjoonâs lips. The robots finished setting up the medical equipment and he motioned for you to lie down.
âWhat do you think, Y/n?â Namjoon mused as he connected a few wires to the back of your neck. âDo you think placebos would work out the same way? Is believing someone is your true love enough to make you love them?â
You gulped. His fingers brushed against your nape as he plugged in your chip.Â
Until it hit you.
âIt doesnât matterâ The thoughts came to you as the words left your mouth, âIt isnât even about love. Compatibility. Or health.â Your eyes quivered as you noticed Namjoonâs grin widening.
âI-Itâs about your faith in the Stateâ You drawled, âIf you believe in the Stateâin the Soulmate Initiative, then itâll work. And if you donâtââ
You sat upright suddenly, feeling uneasy. Jiminâs fears echoing in the back of your mind.
âDonât worryâyou did fall in love. You clearly believe, so you have nothing to worry about.â Namjoon admired you for a moment. âYouâre very smart, Miss. Y/n. Itâs a shame it took us until now to meetâ
Namjoon proceeded to tap a few more things on his tablet.
âNow before we do this, you should know. There is a small chance the reset will cause both you and your placebo soulmate to forget that youâve seen each other. Not to worry, though, I can make sure that you head his way after the procedure to see if you two are compatibleâ
You gripped the edges of the seat with your trembling fingers.
âBut donât worry, youâll be unharmedâ
Forgetting Jiminâthatâs harm. Thatâs fucking harm. Your mind was screaming warning.
âWait actually I donâtââ
âRelax,â Namjoon placed a hand gently on your shoulder, pushing you back to your chair. âIâm here. Iâll tell you to go find this fella and look him straight in the eye before anyone else. You can trust meâ
Strangely enough, you believed him.
âOkayâ
âWhatâs his name?â
You hesitated. Drawing attention to Jiminâs citizen file wasnât a smart idea given what you knew about him.
âP-park Jiminâ
âGood. Now close your eyes. This might give you a brief migraineâ
Jiminâ
It had been pathetic. Jimin showed up at the steps of Jinâs homeâthe home he shared with a few other members of the resistance. It was lateâhe could hear the debauchery happening inside loud and clear. The familiar stench of tobacco and liquor radiated from the dim light behind the shuttered windows.
He inhaled sharply. He spent the whole day wandering. Trying to drown himself in schoolwork until even that seemed pointless. He needed a distraction. Something to ease the pain. Until he figured out how the hell he would get you back. He needed anything.
He sat down on the splintered porch steps, ignoring the fleet of giggles from what he assumed were sex workers. Staring at his palms, he recalled the sensation of your touch. His fingers curled into his palm, wishing your hand was there but instead grasping at the crisp late winter air.
âWell look here,â Jinâs familiar voice boomed from the entryway. Jimin looked back to see him, a flimsy tank top under his leather jacket which was being pulled off by a beautiful, voluptuous woman. âAy, fuck off whoreâthatâs my little brother and oh,â Jin pouted, shoving the woman off of him, âHe looks so sadâ Jin leaned down to tug Jiminâs cheeks in a way he always used to do when Jimin was younger.
âWhy you sad baby boy?â The woman cooed, âIf youâd like, I can make it all betterâ
Jimin rolled his eyes, âNo, thank you.â Redirecting his attention to Jin who slid down to sit by his side, a bottle of beer in his handâ âGod, doesnât it ever get a bit old hyung?â
Jin scoffed, âIâve had about enough of you sitting on your high horse and judging us, Jimin. You are one of us. Weâre at war. Wellââ He took a sip, âWe will be, soon enough, and we need you. Your brother wasââ
Jimin hissed. Jin took the hint, luckily.
âLook,â His tone grew serious, âWe had one of our moleâs hack into the microchip database. We were right. The kind of data they collect and the way they use it to strategically puppet aspects of our societyâitâs robbing free will. Altering memories. Manipulating thought through exposure and environment. And because thereâs not specific legislature that oppresses people, they play it off as the way the world works. No. They built these structures, Jimin-ah. We have proof.â
Jimin gazed up at the obscured night sky. Clouds veiled any semblance of starlight, mirroring the shadow over his thoughts.
âShe isnât even really my soulmateâ Jimin chuckled bitterly. âIt was a fucking placeboâ
Jin stared at him for a moment, before his eyes softened with pity. âFuck Jimin,â He handed him the bottle. Jimin took it, sipping the sour & bitter liquid. âYou really like the bitch, huh?â
âHyungâ Jimin snapped. Jin simply chuckled.
âMy bad, my bad. The scientist. Whatever the fuck her name is. Listen. If you want to know if your feelings are genuine or not, you need to take out your microchip. Itâs the only way youâd know for sure. The fact that there is a placebo cohort for something like this is kinda fucked up. Whatever happened to ethics?â Jin scoffed. Jimin took another swig of the beer.
Should he? Should he take it out? The microchip was the physical embodiment of the state's reach into his very soul.
Jin could sense that Jimin was considering his idea.
âHonestly, itâs about damn time you did Jimin. Things are getting serious around here. Weâre going to start taking real action, advocating for our cause. We want you inâweâve always known youâre a smart kid. Good with words and all that. Hell, youâre not meant for the battlefield Jimin. Youâre meant for a throneâ
Jimin set the bottle down, again looking up to the skies. âI donât want a throne. I just want to not be a fucking puppet anymore. For them, or for you guysâ
âThen take whatâs yours. This is what your brother wanted, Jimin. Be more involved. Take charge. Your girl didnât give up on youâthe state fucking manipulated her to give up on you. They took everything from youâitâs damn time you see that. Itâs damn time you fight for what you deserveâ
Fight. He was going to fight for you. He had promised you that. Promised himself that.
He reached for the back of his neck.
âFuck the Stateâ He mumbled, âI want this out. Letâs goâ
Jin grinned ear to ear, âFuck yeah!â He patted Jimin on the ack excitedly. âWeâve got a bot that can do it in the back, come onâ
Youâ
âY/n?â The soft call echoed in the sterile room. Your eyes, weighed down by the fog of unconsciousness, fluttered open. The harsh fluorescent lights above you forced a squint. A lingering scent of antiseptic filled the air, accompanied by the gentle hum of machines.
Behind you, a subtle tug and disconnect confirmed the unplugging of your chip from the machine. The cool room air kissed your skin, sending a shiver of unease through you.
âGood, your vitals are all normal. Youâre doing great,â Namjoon's voice reassured. Turning, you saw his back as he typed notes on his laptop.
It came back to you: where you were. Who you were. Everything seemed to click. Your heart seemed to hurt. You couldnât understand why.
âDo you remember Park Jimin?â Namjoon asked. You blinked in his direction.
âWho?â Your response was automatic, a clouded memory of someone fading into obscurity. The emptiness inside of you seemed to pulse.
Namjoon continued typing, his focus on the screen. âThereâs a man,â he hummed, âI need you to go directly to him and look him in the eye to see if he is your soulmate or not. His file suggests he may be at the University Law Library. Try to minimize eye contact with strangers as you head there.â Namjoon turned back around.
You looked at him.
In those honey eyes. Those sweet, smiling, kind eyes.
A sharp pain in your neck burned.
They say youâll just know.
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Change My Mind [1]
Pairing: BTS x reader
SUMMARY: As a make-up artist, you were expected to glamorize your clients with brushes and products that cost a week-worth of food, not to befriend them outside of work, let alone have them save you from dates yet here you are five years later as one of their closest confidants.
Being a stylist of the world's biggest boyband is no easy feat, someone is doing flips, someone can't stay still and one's asleep but its fine, you can work around their chaos but then one day, you find out they're all your soulmates, a whole different can of chaos you don't think you can handle.
Tags: Soulmates AU, Friends to Lovers, Eventual Smut, Not Beta Read, Slow Build, Polyamory, Attempts at Humor
Words: 5k
haha heyy I'm back after a year. Still suffering from writer's block so here's the start of a series I created during it, forcing myself to actually write. There's no set schedule but I'll try my best to do it weekly. That is all and pre-save Neva Play :DD
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Maybe you should've cut off your mother before you went past the age for mark appearances.
If you had then maybe you wouldn't be suffering with the overcompensating rant about an unfortunate man and his bare minimum achievements.
What are you, Bangtan'sâThe current biggest boyband in the worldâmakeup artists since their era of wearing thick eyeliners to convey their passion and emo inspired hairstyles, doing, listening to someone's so-called gratifying achievements?
Staring at the source of the grating voice babbling nonsense, you refrain yourself from letting out a heavy sigh.
Jeong Binwoo is a stout man. His roundness is enhanced by the fact that he's an inch or so shorter than you on a good day. His face reminds you of a dumpling, especially now that he's stuffing it with a handful of greasy fries in quick successions. Despite his full mouth, he kept on speaking and you swore a few stray blobs had landed on your plate.
You've only just a week and a half before the start of their tour in Seoul and here you are wasting your time sitting in front of a man whose awareness is limited to only himself when you could've been at work or binging some stupid cliche drama.
Maybe you should've listened to Namjoon's statistical analysis of your dates this year and never bothered going to this meeting as well.
Your mother's recommendations so far had never brought you a man decent enough nor carry an ounce of respect your father has for your mother. Why you still try and date them is a question you've asked yourself one too many times.
His rant was the standard overcompensating life story of a man unfortunate enough to be given an ugly mug and an even uglier fate. A conversation topic you've been subjected to far more often than you'd liked but still smooths out your brain every time you're forced to listen to it. It might not be but it must've been an hour already since he started listing out the same adult milestones he achieved in his 28th yearâyou've done the same at a younger age, 20 to be exact.
Binwoo reached for your fries shamelessly when his fingers found his bowl empty and you couldn't stop yourself from grimacing this time.Â
He was actually decent , compared to the other guys you've met before whose mouth spouted bullshit even the devil himself would gasp at. The man actually bought you a gift and opened and held the door for you.
'How disturbing that you think the bare minimum is a sign of a good man, noona.' A voice suspiciously sounding like Namjoon echoes in your head and you sighed for the nth time that afternoon.
If you weren't so weak against your mother's wishes, you would've been doing work instead of putting up with horrid dates over and over again. You'd willingly take on styling an energetic Jungkook at 6am trying to dodge your brushes and play fights with them then sit in front of another insecure man.
A clang of a metal utensil making contact on the tile took your attention to the two men sitting a few tables in front of you. Suddenly, you're reminded of the lovely bodyguards who have volunteered to watch the mess that is your love life for lunch.
You caught one of their gaze when he looked over his shoulder, pitiful, before kicking his friend's leg and picking up his phone.
Immediately, a vibration rang from your bag and you checked the message as discreetly as you could.
           [13:24] Mimi: I feel so bad for you, noona. Is this really how guys are like these days?            [13:24] Mimi: It's appalling how he thinks finally getting his own space at 28 is impressive.            [13:24] Tete: do you need help? Please say yes, I don't think I can sit through the whole date and hear this bull.            [13:25] Tete: Just seeing it is mentally scarring enough, I can't imagine how you're feeling as the one that has to actually listen.
"Hey, are you still listening? I hope I'm not talking too much." A voice interrupts before you could reply.
Looking up from your phone, Binwoo's face now displayed a sheepish smile, the smear of ketchup on the edge of his lips not going unnoticed. His greasy hand had reached behind his head to scratch the back of his nape and you had to gather every strength in your body to not grimace when the same fingers he ate with met scalp.
You try not to notice how oily and stiff his hair already looked. You really tried.
You shook your head despite wanting it all to end for the sake of appearing respectful and the man immediately continued his empty boasting, the same hand he scratched his neck returning to claw down at your fries without another thought and immediately your phone pings again.
           [13:29] Mimi: did he just            [13:29] Mimi: did he just eat with the same hand he scratched with? On your plate of fries?            [13:29] Mimi: I'm gonna barf            [13:30] Mimi: Please free us from this torture, noona. My heart can only take so much            [13:30] Tete: Screw this, we're going back. I can't do this anymore
A screech of a chair being dragged through tile took your attention back to the masked men in front of you and saw the tall and imposing form of Taehyung marching towards your table, brown beanie hiding his dyed hair and a black mask covering half of his face.
"The fucking gull you have to show your face here after you ran away with my heart last week!"
You sigh internally and hope he's not about to choose an embarrassing trope to follow through this time.
If he takes on another dramatic golden-spooned CEO character who throws tantrums when he can't do or get what he wants, you might just stab yourself with the butter knife next to you. Witnessing and being on the receiving end of his tantrums, even if it's acting, in such a public place like the park once is enough.
With a silent wish that Tae has picked a good trope to follow this time, you followed his lead.
Comically widening your eyes, your gaze bounced from Taehyung and Binwoo with a mystified look before sputtering out a reply.
"Wo-Wooyoung! I thought you went back to the states! How's being home again feels like?"
"Is this how you're gonna be? You're just gonna act like everything's alright after you took my youth ?!"
A couple of gasps erupted from the guests around you, in the seas of scandalized reactions there's a burst of hushed giggles from one guy in black from a particular table and you refrain yourself from glaring at his ducked head and shaking shoulders. The phone pointed in your direction didn't go unnoticed, no doubt recording it all from start to finish to send to the group chat as he always does.
Ever your biggest supporter.
At this point, everyone in the restaurant is looking at the three of you. A glance at Binwoo told you of how close you are to freedom. The man has hunched his shoulders, shrinking into himself, trying to disappear from the public gaze while his eyes busied itself by tracing the details on the tiles. He has long stopped from eating now as he hangs his head in embarrassment, ashamed to be associated with you.
"Hey, I'm sorry man. I didn't know you were like that, in your profile it said that you were experienced in hammering."
"I do woodworking, of course I'm amazing at it!"
You hear a dull thud erupt from two tables over. At the edge of your eyes you see Jimin hitting the table with a closed fist, his giggles a little louder; enough to gather a few confused eyes but quiet enough to limit the range to the patrons next to him.
"I-I'm so sorry."
Binwoo flushes before darting out, towing his black suitcase that looked suspiciously light, away from the eyes of everyone in the restaurant and relief floods your body, muscles relaxing as you watch his form disappear behind the partition between the tables and the exit.
You stare up at Taehyung to find him already looking back at you with crinkled eyes past the dim shades he was wearing, his cheekbones poking above the mask as he smiled.
With your date finally out of the shot, Jimin's laughter explodes into loud cackles of a mad man as he stands, stumbling before he manages to approach you both. When he was close enough, he latched onto Tae's arm to stabilize himself as he held up his phone with the camera app open. Immediately, everyone's displeasure echoed in the room at the implication that the intense scene they just witnessed was a part of a vlog.
Despite how much of a spur of a moment their plan seemed, the duo has managed to construct a simple start and conclusion to their plan and you couldn't be more proud of your smart boys.
Taehyung turned to the mass and bowed.
"I'm sorry for disrupting everyone's afternoon, I was just saving my sister from a bad date and decided to make a vlog out of it. We're really sorry." Taehyung exclaimed.
The disturbed patrons' voices grew louder and angrier, a few attempting to approach your little group to possibly get physical.
Next thing you know, Tae's grabbing the paper gift bag your date has given you earlier before reaching to your and Jimin's hand and pulling you both out of the restaurant at full speed with a wide grin, leaving behind indignant screams of 'YA!' . You couldn't stop the laughter from bubbling out of your chest as you three raced down to the stairs, taking the safer and the long way down. You'd regret the decision later once your age kicks in and the ache on your knees comes but the thrill thrumming under your skin keeps you occupied.
They'd probably ban you from ever entering the establishment but for now, you could care less, the place felt too pretentious for you anyways.
The laughter didn't stop even when you entered Taehyung's car, your joined delight bouncing off the small space and when it ceased, a satisfied silence followed. You and Jimin sag to your seats as the giggles die down, arms clutching your stomachs while Taehyung hunches over the wheel.
Even with how ridiculous the youngest decides on how to go about destroying a date, you couldn't deny the overflowing gratitude you hold for the guy for selling his dignity. Although as an idol with an interesting internet background, you doubt he still has one.
"Wow, that went better than I expected."
"I'm never taking you both to my dates again."
Jimin rolled his eyes at you, lips tugged into a grin. "You say that and take us anyways."
"I'm so glad Tae didn't pull another jealous CEO persona, I was so embarrassed that day!"
"Hey! I still got you out so it's not that bad!" Tae protests, turning to the both of you on the backseat. "At least I didn't act like an embarrassing ex that cried and begged on his knees by the outlook!"
Jimin's swat was quick and Tae hissed and gasped dramatically, cradling his arm as if it was broken by the slap.
"Now he's trying to hit me!"
"Nonetheless, we did so well ruining your dates this month, noona. I think we deserve some reward." Jimin's lips tugged up into a sly smile, eyes glimmering with mischief as he suggestively raised his eyebrows.
"You don't have to tell me twice."
Before you returned home, you had Tae stop by the nearest grilling restaurant to treat the two of them to a couple of orders of meat. If Jimin looked like a kicked puppy upon realizing you've misinterpreted his words, you didn't say anything.
In your defense, he didn't specify what he wanted. Even if he did, you wouldn't have entertained his flirty jokes.
Not a minute longer since the three of you had seated yourselves at a secluded corner at the far back of the restaurant did Jimin's phone ring. You didn't have to look at the screen to know it was Jungkook, ever so eager to hear about how his hyungs managed to scare off your date this time.
He treats it like he was watching those public prank videos on the internet but instead of random targets, it was your dates.
When the video call loads in, you are met with the sight of Jungkook and Jin sharing half the screen while the stylists hands tend to their hairs, stuck deciding between leaving a strand astray from their elevated fringes or keeping it neat.
"Hyung, did you manage to do what you were telling me last time?"
Taehyung grinned. "You should've seen how they all reacted!"
As Taehyung recalled the event with exaggerated movements and expressionsâwith Jimin adding his extraordinarily unique perspective every now and thenâthe plates full of meat to grill and bowls of rice you ordered came. Immediately, they were recognized by the waitress who bowed her head at them before shyly asking for an autograph. If you felt her eyes burning a hole through your skull throughout the encounter, you pretend not to notice.
You've introduced yourself as their make-up artist early on in their career, sneaking into their hearts with behind-the-scenes photographs of their idols. A few photographs in exchange of their respect which the boys and the company allowed. Even then, you wouldn't be able to avoid exchanges like these.
Once the waitress was gone, the boys continued to delight the others with their tales. They laughed and expressed their disgust, picking apart your date piece by piece down to his last molecule but as they continued noting down their observations, you started to feel that they're making up random facts out of spite.
Like, what do you mean you saw the guy kept wiggling in his seat to subtly scratch his ass? How did you even see that, Jimin?
But due to them sneaking out to be your guard dogs, they were called to return soon by an unimpressed Namjoon who took over the phone call at some point, threatening them with Hoseok who just laughed in response. You didn't miss the opportunity to rub your week-long rest in their faces with a smile when Taehyung and Jimin tried pouting their way out of punishment.
They ended up being given the chance to at least finish their food before they're given the countdown when Jimin bribed them with takeout.
"Come with us to drink that memory away instead, noona! Hyung and I are better drinking buddies anyways."
You waved Hoseok off. "I don't think Sejin would appreciate me distracting you guys more than I already do."
"Look into my eyes and say that you don't want to drink the memory away!" Yoongi said matter-of-factly from somewhere in the background.
"We won't even drink much, promise!"
"Stop lying to yourself, Hoba. We know you'd tap out after the third glass."Â Jin snickered.
"Hey, I've changed! I can do four now."
Before you could further shoot his idea down, your phone flashes open with a ring displaying your mother's name and your heart drops. As if sensing the change in the air, their heads perked up to look at you.
You knew she'll contact you eventually but seeing her name on the screen glare back at you, a shiver wracks down your spine.
"Who is it?"Â
"It's my mom."
Jimin and Taehyung gasped, shushing the people on the other line like kids trying to hide a stray pet from their parents who came home as you answered the call.
"Hello my dearest daughter, tell me why the hell did Binwoo's mother just call me to tell me that you've been going around stealing people's youths?! I don't remember raising you to be such a person!"
Despite not having the call on speaker, her rage is loud enough for the other two to hear. Instead of sending pitying looks towards you like a proper friend should, they were grinning and trying to stop themselves from cackling. Your mother's screeching evolved into rapid fire scolding with barely any breathing in between, sending your companions into silent laughter.
You could only glare as Taehyung threw his head back as he guffawed noiselessly while Jimin had hunched over the table, his shaking shoulders being the only indicator that he too was laughing.
Kicking them both under the table, you gathered the courage to interrupt your mother so she could breathe.
"Mom, it was just a friend who wanted to save me from Binwoo."
"A friend?!? A friend my foot! He must be an-uh what do you call it these daysâa friend with benefits! Here I thought you've been busy fussing over those Bangtan boys to fool around!"
At this, their ears perked up, attention falling to yours.
"God! If you just started dating them then I wouldn't have to stress myself over finding you a husband!"
Taehyung sobers up, playing with the meat on the grill as he whispers. "Oh I wish auntie but noona is too professiâow!"
Your foot swiftly connects with his shin and Taehyung hunches over the table, hand disappearing down to cradle his foot.
"I assure you, Mom, if you've seen how he acted, you'd thank your daughter for dodging such a disgusting guy. He didn't even ask me permission to eat my fries!"
"Aishhhhh! If you were here I would've hung you upside down in a sack outside our house! God, I'm gonna have a cardiac arrest because of you!"
"The guy is really my friend, mom! It's the same guy who interrupted my dates before. Remember the crazy CEO?"
"I know I know! But with how picky you are, you'll end up alone! I know you're trying to wait for your soulmate but you're 26 now! You're way past the maximum marking age!"
Taehyung and Jimin fall silent as an awkward silence settles between your group, continuing to place their pork into the leaves and engulfing them almost meekly; almost because the way they ate the wrap is far from graceful.
You've known that for a year now, accepted your fate but the reminder made your heart ache. Imagine how it was for a hopeless romantic, who dreamt of fated meetings and whimsical red strings on your pinkie, to find out that they're untethered. Even then, a small part of you, a much younger version, keeps hoping for a chance that you're just a late bloomer.
Who wouldn't want true love for themselves?
Even a solitary man would crave affection.
"I-I know that. But you can't expect me to settle for less, you wouldn't want to see your dear daughter in a miserable marriage do you?"
There's a deep sigh from the other line and you could imagine your mom pinch the bridge of her nose before she spoke:
"I'm just worried, I hope you understand. I'm not getting any younger. Your older brother and sister already have their own family and seeing them happy while you're still on your own, it hurts this old woman's heart, you know?"
There's a quick succession of dull thuds from across the line and you assumed your mother was hitting her chest with her fist, ever the dramatic.
Jimin flips the newly added meat on the grill, taking the cooked strips to distribute between yours and Taehyung's bowl. It was such a small gesture yet it made your stomach flutter for a second. Always the caring and golden hearted boy you've met years ago that never hesitated to give you hugs and make you smile either with exaggerated movements or from touch alone.
If only there's more Jimin in the world, you would've been married a long time ago and you wouldn't have to deal with your mother's horrible matchmaking.
You sighed. "I know, I'm trying my best so don't worry too much."
"That's my youngest. Now, since you're trying, I have anotherâ"
You pinched the bridge of your nose. "Mom, please."
"I swear this guy is better. He's a lawyer, 30 years old, and he's got a penthouse!"
There's a shrill ding! from your phone and you turned to look at your screen to find yourself staring back at a picture of the suitor your mother was just talking about. In a blink, Jimin and Taehyung have teleported behind you with side dishes in hand as they peered over your shoulder to look at the photo.
The picture was roughly cropped and showed a man in a tailored black suit leaning against what looks like his mother from how similar the shape of their eyes and lips are. He had his coat hanging from his arm, giving you a full view of how his chest and shoulders filled out his white button up. With a narrow and refined jawline, topped off with good hair waxed into a small quiff and a pair of sunken dimples on each side of his bowstring lips, as an idol's makeup artist, you wondered how it is possible for him to be single.
But what distracted you more was how your mother has sent you someone visually appealing instead of the challenged men she had recommended to you. It's making the ends of the hair on your arm stand up.
It's new and it's creeping you out.
You make a mental note to ask your father about her strange behavior.
"His name is Yoo Guwon, isn't he good looking? His mother and I met at the salon by the market in front of your aunt Jia. I saw him once and he looks exactly like he does in that picture!"
"He looks good."
A hiss following a slap muted by thick clothing erupted from behind you, looking over your shoulder, you see Taehyung staring at Jimin with a shocked and betrayed expression.
"What are you doing?! You're supposed to be against this!"
"Well now that you've mentioned it," Jimin hums, crossing his arms as he leaned closer over your shoulders. "He does look like a manipulator. He has the eye and facial structure for it."
You turned to him with a puzzled expression. "What do you even meanâ"
"No no no wait, I can see what you mean." Taehyung butts in, narrowing his eyes as he also inched closer to the screen on the other side of your face before reaching over to expand on the man's face.
You furrowed your eyebrows, still not seeing how a skull's formation could mean manipulator in their eyes. But before you could ask how they came to the conclusion, your mother gasped.
"Is that one of your boys? Taehyung and Jimin?" Â
"Yeah, I took them out for some meat since they saved me earlier."
"Oh? Put me on speaker, I want to talk to them!" You obeyed her and hummed a confirmation before holding your phone towards them. "I hope my daughter hasn't disrupted your busy schedules to play jealous exes for her."
Jimin laughs. "It's nothing too much, auntie~ She took great care of us back then, it's just us repaying the debt! Besides, I like watching her fail her dates!"
"Oh aren't you quite mischievous?" Her tone was teasing and delighted as she giggled. "Don't enjoy it too much, okay? My daughter needs to get married soon!"
"Don't worry too much, auntie! I also want our noona to find a good husband!"
"What a sweet boy! Too bad company rules can't let you date, I would've loved you as my son-in-law."
A smile stretched across Jimin's face as he shyly laughed, hiding his delight behind a hand. "You can't say that and expect me to not try and court your daughter, auntie!"
"What about me, auntie? I sold my dignity just to push away her creepy suitors when hyung only sat back to record. I did a lot!" Taehyung jumps in with a pout, feeling left out of the conversation.
"Any of you boys are welcome in my family as long as my daughter is married and treated well! Ok, I'll stop now since I have some friends to meet up with. Visit me soon, my lovely daughter!"
After saying your goodbyes and your i-love-you's, the call ends. Immediately, your phone was fished out from your hands by Taehyung as the two boys returned to their seats, zooming in on Guwon's face and speaking in hushed whispers among themselves. At least until Jin and Jungkook's insistence to be included in the discussion came booming.
"Ya Taehyung! Aren't we friends for so long? Why are you not showing us the picture like a normal friend would do? Forward it to the GC!"
Even after forwarding the picture to the GC, they're still far from pleased after being ignored for so long. Jungkook and Jin didn't spare any words from expressing their wrath, especially the elder. A problem easily buried for everyone to forget with an offer of bringing food when they come home. Your mother expressing her openness to the idea of having any of your bosses as your husband seems to breeze past their heads. You do have an inkling they'll discuss amongst themselves later on.
Soon, Jimin and Taehyung are dropping you at your apartment building, parting ways with hugs before they leave.
Since you've finally claimed some of the absent days you've gathered throughout the years for a nice week off before the eventual tour, you decided to take full advantage of it by treating yourself with a nice night in, stuffing yourself with ice cream and an unhealthy amount of pizzas. Doors locked and blinds shut.
Just you and your TV.
And the generic drama that's playing before you.
It's about a poor girl who got rescued by a handsome rich man who has an obsessed admirer and a family who opposes their relationship despite the soulmate mark they both wore due to their different levels in society.
The trope has been overused but you indulge in it anyways.
But as the night gets deeper and the plot thickens to its climax, you find yourself slowly liking it. Watching the young couple be domestic around their apartment, your heart starts to yearn. Their kisses looked fantastical and sweet, as if the taste of each other could energize them for the whole month.Â
You watched as brief passing touches scream louder than words, eyed the way their arms wrapped around waists with jealousy and wondered when you'd be able to experience such a thing too.
Emotional torture is what you're doing but you couldn't find it in yourself to stop watching it.
You remembered how realization felt like plunging into the darkest depths in the ocean, cold and harsh, the pain in your chest when your 21st passed by without any notable changes in your life.Â
You recalled how you'd wake up and excitedly look over your skin for a hint everyday with no fail, hoping for a telltale sign that you weren't assigned to a fate of love bare of the genuine and rawness of a soulbond. The devastation gnawing at your dreams when your 21st ends uneventfully and the 22nd comes with the same nothingness still fresh in your mind.
There wasn't a cure for being untethered but you learned soon how to accept your fate. Having your friends comfort you through those years helped. From the maknaes' grounding tight hugs to Yoongi's silent support in the form of distractions and Seokjin's insistence on how unimportant soulmates are, healing came easier with them by your side.
Being untethered or alone isn't a disease cured by human medicine but you think your friends' support came close.
Your phone then vibrates, taking you out of the train of thought you got yourself into, screen lighting up to a message from an unknown user.
           [21:39] Unknown: Hey, it's me Yoo Guwon. Your mother gave me your number and said to contact you first because you might be busy with work.
None of the suitors your mother has brought forth has ever worked out. At this point, you should ask her to stop and try to find a good man yourself.
But none of them ever made the effort to reach out first.
But he's a lawyer and you know damn well what they're good at .
He looks cute and tall though, got a good background as well.
Everyone before him also had that.
With a heavy exhale, you picked your phone up and opened his message.
           [21:40] You: Hello, I'm actually on a week-long break so I'm just rotting on my couch instead haha
"That's too awkward." You muttered to yourself, subconsciously biting your lips as you rephrased the message a couple more times, frantically deleting and adding words onto your ever growing introduction message.
But then it's too wordy, it makes you sound desperate so you deleted it all again, starting once more from the beginning.
You didn't even get to send it when Guwon sent another message.
           [21:48] Yoo Guwon: I'm free tomorrow, I hope you are too. What do you usually like to do?
He's giving me options? You stared at the screen with furrowed eyebrows before narrowing at it suspiciously.
What's up with this guy? Why isn't he taking the lead?
           [21:50] You: I'm more often working and staying at home than visiting places so I don't know where ;-;. I'll go wherever you want to go.            [21:51] Yoo Guwon: It's fine, just send me your address and I'll pick you up tomorrow at 9am, dress formal casual.
Throwing your phone to the side, you reached for the canned beer from your table and took a long sip before titling your head back to stare at the ceiling. There's a careful rise in your heartbeat, a traitorous action of your body. It was hopeful and you hated how you felt like that, you sighed again for the nth time that day but for a different reason.
Your mind takes you back to the mischievous duo, wondering if you should take one of them for this date but find yourself shutting the idea down as quick as it came. The guy looks decent enough for a solo adventure, going alone shouldn't hurt.
Maybe this time will be different.
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T H E T A K E O V E R [BTS Apocalypse / Dystopian AU Thriller] The recruits of Bangtan Academy were trained to be super soldiers, to be the strongest, fastest, most cunning fighters in the world. Now they are being put to the test! You were at the bottom of your class, but you noticed the cracks in the system first, what are you going to do? Run or try to save the world Prequel / Ch1 / Ch2 / Ch3 - 78% / ?
DRABBLES
BTS (as kisses) / BTS (as holidays) / BTS (as drinks)
BTS Cheering You Up While Studying Korean
MASTERLISTS
Naughty Girl Christmas BTS X-MAS Masterlist
Spring Fling Fantasy Stories that Bloom Masterlist
BTS Supers RM Verse Masterlist (coming soonâŠ)
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âButterâ Jacket Shoot Sketch Day Three - RM, j-hope, Jimin, and V
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Criminal minds
daddy issues (aaron x reader)
mornin sweetheart (spencer x reader) smut !!
we fell in love in october (spencer x reader)
Yes ma'am (spencer x reader) suggestive !!
The boy is mine (spencer x reader masterlist)
Reassurance (spencer x reader) suggestive !!
As your husband, I declare you mine (spencer x reader) smut !!
Solace (spencer x reader)
If being lovable was a crime (spencer x reader) suggestive !!
BTS
Ryd (seokjin x reader) smut !!
ocean's laments (taehyung x oc/reader)
"sheâs a maneater" masterlist suggestive !!
2022 masterlist
Death herself was a beauty part 2 suggestive !!
Death herself was a beauty
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Aaron Taylor Johnson x reader - Your lips my lips, apocalypse
Count Vronsky x reader - Ballroom - Anna Karenina smut !!
Anakin Skywalker x reader- Silent treatment - Star Wars
Teacher x student imagine smut !!
OC x reader - Baby you're the meanest - (childish gambino inspired) smut !!
kiss kiss xx
(the art is not mine)
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Yoongi x Female Reader. Soulmate AU
Summary: Thereâs no one on this planet you hate more than your coworker/secret crush Min Yoongi. Heâs an arrogant, rude, womanizer who gets under your skin every single shift and you canât wait for your day to be over so you can get away from him. Unfortunately when Jimin, your caseworker from The Ministry of Adoration, shows up offering you both a raspberry jam filled cookie, things take a surprising turn for the worst and you can no longer get away.
Warnings: Swearing, hints of smut (nothing graphic or really detailed), a little angst, Yoongi gets around, small hint to homophobia, mentions a guy not taking no for an answer. Might get updated later
Tag list: @kam9404 @yoongisducky @farfromsugafanfic @welcometomyworld13
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Chapter 2- Whiskey and Wedding Cake
Word Count: 4,081
Waking up this morning your body was sore and you had a pounding headache. You rolled out of bed thankful that it was your day off before heading towards the kitchen to make a much needed cup of coffee, but as soon as you got to the door you felt a sharp pain in your chest. Doubling over you were immediately reminded of everything that had happened the night before. Yoongi groaned from the bed feeling the sudden pain too.
âWhat the hell Y/N? Are you stupid or something?â, he spat as you crawled your way back to him.
âIâm sorry okay. This is all new to me. I just wanted to make some coffee. You donât always have to be so mean Yoongi.â
He looked at you kneeling on the floor trying to catch your breath and he felt immensely guilty for lashing out like that especially at you.
âIâm sorry. Iâm just grumpy in the mornings. Letâs go make some coffee.â, he sighed walking with you to the kitchen.
Once the caffeine hit your lips you started feeling a little better. Surprisingly, but thankfully Yoongi was also a great chef and made a delicious breakfast that you really appreciated so you wouldnât have to eat yet another bowl of cereal.
You also appreciated how adorable he looked in the morning with ruffled hair and eyes barely open paired with his puffy red cheeks that you just wanted to reach out and pinch before quickly reminding yourself how much you were supposed to hate each other and pushing that thought way to the back of your mind.
âSo uh what are we gonna do today?â, you asked between bites of your pancakes.
âWell whatever we do we have to do it together soâŠâ
Almost as if on cue his phone beeped indicating a text and you watched as his mouth turned up into a grin, âLooks like I have plans for this evening with a hot blonde in a baby pink lingerie set.â
âReally? How do you plan on doing that when we canât be more than five feet from each other?â, you smirked back reveling in the feeling of bliss as you saw his face fall at the realization.
Placing his head on his hand as he leaned on the counter and smiled at you, âWell you know, I am not opposed to some double action.â
âNope, absolutely not.â, you shook your head.
âAlright fine. Then Iâll just move your bed closer to the door and you can stand on the other side of it and wait. We shouldnât be long anyways.â
âNo Yoongi. Iâm not gonna stand on the other side of the door while you hook up with some random chick in MY bed. And being quick isnât something Iâd be proud of by the way. You seriously canât go three weeks without getting some?â
âNo, because unlike you I want to enjoy my life and not sit at home like some loser being a buzzkill for everyone else. Now I see why Jae cheated on you.â
You gasped hearing his words. The beginning of tears were already stinging your eyes as you looked up at him.
During one of your shifts many months ago Yoongi had accidentally walked in on you crying in Minaâs arms about how you had caught your boyfriend Jae cheating on you. It was a really hard time for you as you felt used and hurt by by your ex. You waited for Yoongi to make some sarcastic remark, but he just walked away without saying a word so you had assumed maybe he was actually going to be a decent person and not rub it in, but it seems like he was just waiting for the perfect moment to really make sure it hurt you.
âFuck Y/N, Iâm sorry I shouldnât have saiâŠâ, he started but you were already half way down the hallway not even caring about the stabbing pain in your chest due to the distance.
Yoongi quickly followed after you both to try and apologize and also stop the pain.
âY/N, just please let meâŠâ
You spun around so fast taking him off guard and nearly knocking him over, âNo Yoongi. I donât want your half ass apology that you donât even mean. You knew how traumatizing that whole ordeal with Jae was for me and you just couldnât wait to throw it in my face.â
âY/N I am sorry. I was just irritated and I said something I shouldnât have. I really didnât mean it.â
âFuck you Yoongi. Go ahead and call that girl thatâs blowing up your phone right now, but youâre not fucking her on my bed so figure something else out.â
You left him speechless and crawled into your bed cocooning yourself in your blankets. He had no choice but to also lie in the bed next to you rethinking his words.
You did your best to contain your sniffles, but he still heard a few of them sneak through and up until that point in his life he thought the chest pains thanks to the stupid raspberry cookies were the worst pain heâd ever felt, but hearing you cry and knowing he was the reason behind those tears quickly overtook that as the most painful thing he had ever experienced.
At some point you mustâve cried yourself to sleep, only realizing it when you were gently woken up by Yoongi in an already dark room.
âCome on Y/N, get up.â, he said softly nudging your shoulder.
âAlright. Just let me get changed.,â you grumbled throwing the blankets off of yourself. If you were gonna have to sit there and listen to him get off with some girl you at least wanted to be dressed comfy.
âYou donât have to change. Letâs just go eat. The foods here.â, he said motioning towards the door.
âWhat? What happened to your plans with the hot blonde in a whatever you said?â
He nervously scratched at the back of his neck, âI uh I told her Iâd have to reschedule. Wasnât feeling it any more.â
âDonât worry. Iâm sure another one will come along any minute.â, you said walking past him towards the door.
He grabbed all of the food placing it down on the table. It didnât take long for you to realize he had ordered all of your favorites from your favorite restaurant.
âI heard you talking to Mina one day about how this was your favorite so I ordered it for dinner. I hope this is okay.â
You nodded, âYeah looks good. Thank you.â
The dinner was ate mainly in silence. That silenced carried over to the couch where you both agreed on watching a movie.
When the end credits started rolling Yoongi finally spoke up, âSo Y/N, I am really sorry about what I said earlier. You know the Jae thing. I didnât mean it. I was just frustrated by everything and it slipped out. I have a tendency to speak before I think when Iâm upset. Iâm going to try and do better another that.â
âItâs fine. Maybe you were right anyways. Maybe that is why he cheated on me.â, you shrugged not having any more care to give.
Frantically he shook his head, âNo thatâs not true at all. That guy was an idiot who didnât deserve you and you can do way better anyways.â
You were slightly taken back and a little embarrassed by his words.
Trying to change the subject you asked, âAnd what about you? Why donât you try and find an actual relationship instead of hookups and one night stands?â
âAny time Iâve tried to have a relationship with someone I end up getting hurt so I guess I see it as you canât get hurt when youâre just expecting sex from someone and nothing else. Itâs just easier. Iâm tired of having my heart broken like that.â
âIâm sorry.â, you whispered. Seeing him be open like this even if it was just a little made you notice him in a different way.
âItâs fine. Maybe one day Iâll find someone Iâm willing to get hurt for and finally settle down.â, he chuckled clearly uncomfortable about all the emotional talk going on.
He laughed to hide his true emotions. If you only knew how badly he wanted you to be that person.
The next couple days working with Yoongi while the two of you couldnât be far away from each other were some awkward uncomfortable shifts for not only the two of you, but your other coworkers as well. Especially since things were still a little awkward after the whole Jae situation even with Yoongi apologize a hundred times.
âWhatâs going on with you and Yoongi?â, Mina asked.
âWhat do you mean?,â you said trying to act dumb.
âWell normally you two donât speak to each other unless youâre arguing and youâve both been pretty nice to each other. Youâre following each other around like little puppy dogs. Rose showed up for her usual quickie and Yoongi asked her to leave instead of dragging her off to the bathroom. You havenât told him to fuck off and get lost even once in the last couple days. Youâre both just being really weird and I donât like it.â
You just shrugged your shoulders, âI donât know. Maybe weâre growing up or something.â
Mina laughed, but agreed to let it go at that for now.
âDo I look okay? Will your parents like it?â, you asked spinning around to show Yoongi the dress you had chosen to wear to his brothers wedding this evening. Even though you were only going as his date because you had no other choice you still wanted to look nice and make a good impression with his family.
Yoongi stared at you stunned.
Heâd always thought you were beautiful, even when you were covered in coffee stains and sweat and you had that one strand of hair that would never stay down no matter how much product you used, but seeing you dressed up with your hair lightly curled and a touch of makeup on and the fact that you were his date tonight, even if it was forced, made his brain turn to mush and his heart beat a little faster than he was used to.
He had often imagined what it would be like to take you out on a date. How heâd showed up at your place with a bouquet of flowers and tell you how beautiful you looked before taking your hand and helping you into the passenger seat of his car. Then driving over to some super fancy restaurant where heâll pay a ridiculous amount of money for a tiny amount of food so youâll both still be hungry and will end up at a night market trying all of the various street foods. Heâd laugh as he watches you try to stop melted cheese from dripping all over you as you take another bite of your corn dog. And then at the end of the walk heâd run his thumb over your bottom lip while really thinking about kissing you before getting too scared and playing it off like he was just wiping away some of the tteokbokki sauce from earlier. And then heâd be kicking himself the rest of the drive home for being a chicken until he walked you up to your door and as you were saying goodbye heâd muster up every ounce of courage he had and lean in and actually kiss you this time feeling his stomach flip when you pulled him in a little closer to you.
âHello? Earth to Yoongi. Jeeze I think the lack of action youâve been getting lately is melting your brain or something.â, you laughed trying to get his attention.
âIâm sorry. What was the question again?â
You rolled your eyes, âDo you like this dress? Or should I go with the green one instead?â
âYou look very nice Y/N. My moms favorite color is blue so I know sheâll like this one.â
You smiled before grabbing your purse and walking towards the door with Yoongi close behind.
The wedding venue was located about thirty minutes away giving him plenty of time to try and calm his nerves about this whole night.
âHey uh I just want to give you a little warning about my family.â, Yoongi said looking over at you from the drivers seat while you were sat in the parking lot.
âOkay? Like warning as in I should fear for my life?â
He chuckled, âNo, more like I havenât brought a girl around since I was in high school so they might be a little aggressive with their questions and stuff and I donât want you to get overwhelmed.â
âDonât worry about me. I can handle myself. Itâs not the first time Iâve pretended to be someones date.â
âSeriously?â
You laughed, âYeah, one of my friends back home was gay and his parents didnât know that because he knew they wouldnât approve so he hadnât told them. But they kept asking when he was going to bring a girl home so I pretended to be his girlfriend for a while to get them off his case.â
âOh well that was nice of you I guess.â
âYep Iâm always the pretend girlfriend never the actual girlfriend.â
He laughed but after sensing the awkwardness forming you opened your door stepping out of the car, âCome on. Letâs get inside and get this over with.â
Yoongi introduced you to his family one by one and they were all surprisingly pleasant. You had no idea how or why Yoongi ended up being the way that he was judging by how friendly and kind his family had been to you m.
âOh wow Yoongs, I never thought youâd have it in you to snag a catch like this. Sheâs way too pretty to be here with you.â, his uncle teased. You awkwardly laughed along pretending to ignore the deep shade of red that Yoongi had turned at his uncleâs remark.
You took a seat next his grandmother as Yoongi stood off to the side just couple feet away from you talking to his father. You took the moment to admire how handsome he looked dressed up in his suit. It was different from the cafe uniform or ripped jeans and t-shirts you usually saw him in. His hair was actually styled and not just combed through with his fingers. He had took the time to accessorize his look adding some earrings and a very expensive looking watch.
âHe is a handsome one.â, his grandmother spoke making you jump a little and come out of your daydream. You smiled at her, âYeah he really is.â
She continued, âIâm glad that he finally found someone like you. Someone to make him smile again. After that girl that works with him at the coffee shop stood him up I didnât think heâd ever recover. He was just never the same.â
You looked at her with furrowed brows.
What girl? You didnât remember him ever dating any of the other employees. Maybe she was confused and meant one of the customers you thought. Before you could clarify you felt a hand on your shoulder and looked up to see Yoongi smiling down at you.
âIâm gonna go grab a drink. Want to come with me?â, he asked.
âDo I have a choice?â, you joked making both of you laugh.
He grabbed himself some kind of a whiskey mixed drink and got you the wine you had requested before walking you over to a corner table in the back with fewer people around.
Curious about his drink you reached over and grabbed it with the intention just to smell it. But Yoongi encouraged you to take a sip and try it. He then doubled over in laughter at the look of disgust on your face as the strong liquid hit your tongue.
âHow can you drink that?â, you coughed before chasing it down with a couple sips of your wine.
He chuckled, âI donât know. Itâs not for everyone I guess.â
âHowâs the night going?â, he asked.
âNot bad. Your family is very welcoming and sweet. Are you sure you werenât adopted?â
He laughed at your joke before taking another sip of his drink.
âYou want to maybe dance later?â, he asked staring at the table too shy to make eye contact with you. He had always had this thing about wanting to slow dance with the woman that he really loved. He knew it was cheesy but he couldnât help it. It was his thing.
A little shocked you nodded, âYeah that sounds nice.â
The two of you made a little small talk back and forth. He pointed out certain family members and friends to you while telling stories about them. His aunt shared her top secret chocolate chip cookie recipe with you but after she walked away Yoongi laughed and told you she was a liar and she just used tubes readymade Tollhouse cookie dough. Something about the situation felt really normal. Like you two had been dating for years.
While he was staring off to the side watching his grandpa trying to learn some new trendy dance with the young kids the conversation with his grandma was still fresh in your mind and you really wanted to know what coworker could possibly break the heart of Min Yoongi.
You tapped him on his arm to get his attention.
âHey I was talking to your grandmother earlier and she said something about you dating one of our-â, you went to ask but were cut off by a man around your age.
âAhh there he is. Iâve been looking everywhere for you.â, the man said.
Yoongi gave you an apologetic smile before greeting the other man with a hug and introducing him as his cousin Taehyung.
They spoke back and forth for a little until you motioned to Yoongi that you had to use the restroom. He followed after you with Taehyung in tow.
Thankfully the bathroom was fairly small so you were able to have some privacy as Yoongi waited on the other side of the door. Just as you were about to open it you heard Taehyung question why you were there to begin with.
âSo where did you find Y/N? Sheâs not exactly your type.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â, you heard Yoongi ask.
âI mean donât get me wrong, Y/N isnât bad looking or anything and sheâs definitely cute but sheâs just not the type of girl I usually see you with. You told me you were thinking of asking that girl from the club to be your date tonight. You remember? The one with the long hair, long legs, and giant tits. Now SHE is someone Iâd expect to see you here with.â
âI donât know man. Youâre looking too much into it.â, he responded.
Taehyung continued though, âAnd normally you wouldâve already been in a broom closet somewhere here fucking your date senseless by now, but instead youâre sitting at a corner table swapping cookie recipes with Y/N. It just doesnât seem like you.â
The two men laughed, but you couldnât help but feel hurt at the comment.
âNo itâs not like that. Y/N just isnât that type of girl.â, Yoongi said.
You scoffed, âAnd what type of girl does he think I am?â
Youâd had enough and swung open the bathroom door letting it slam against the wall before storming past Yoongi and Taehyung leaving them both in shock.
Yoongi quickly raced after you asking what was wrong, but you refused to speak to him afraid youâd loose your cool and you didnât want to make a scene at his brothers wedding. You took a seat at the same corner table quickly finishing off a piece of wedding cake hoping the sugar would help to heal your wounds, but all it did was make your new headache worse.
Yoongi downed another glass of whiskey hoping it would give him the courage he needed before he cleared his throat, âUm do⊠do you want to dance?â
You really thought about it. Maybe try to have a little fun and end the night on a good note, but then you spotted a woman sitting a few tables over. Hair down to her hips, toned legs that went on for days, wearing a dress that you wouldnât even wear to a club let alone a wedding thanks to the amount of skin it showed and then Taehyungâs words came back to you.
âNo thanks.â, you said shaking your head.
âPlease Y/N.â, he cringed at how desperate he sounded, but he could sense his chance slipping away and at this point he wasnât above begging.
âNo Yoongi. Go ask that woman. She seems more your type.â
Yoongi glanced over in the direction you were pointing.
âWell I canât because sheâs my brothers best manâs wife so that might cause a few problems. And Iâm not interested in her. Actually I canât stand her.â
You scoffed, âAccording to Taehyung thatâs exactly the type of woman youâd be interested in. Maybe you two can go find a broom closet nearby to fuck each other in.â
And then it hit him. You had heard the conversation he had outside the bathroom.
âY/N please let me explain.â
But you put up your hand to stop him.
âCan we please go home?â, you asked.
He wanted to say no. He didnât want to leave with you this upset and without having a dance with you, but he also knew you were too hurt right now thanks to him. So he agreed and the two of you said goodbye to only the necessary people like his parents and brother and then went home.
Neither of you spoke the entire ride back or while you both got undressed and finished your nightly routines. He tried dozens of times to say something, but didnât know the right way to bring it up.
Wordlessly you got in bed and quickly turned over facing the wall. Yoongi laid staring up at the ceiling.
He thought he was dreaming when he kept feeling a buzzing next to him only to realize it was your phone that you had left on the bed in between you both.
The screen lit up with a text from some guy named Han offering to pick you up.
He knew heâd hate himself for doing this, but he had to know who Han was and why he wanted to pick you up.
After making sure you were asleep he unlocked your phone and got to your messages. The exchange he saw made his stomach fall.
Apparently Han was this customer that came to the cafe often. After some thinking Yoongi remembered him coming in a few times. He
was sleazy and gross and would always harass the female employees to the point that Yoongi or Namjoon would have to kick him out. And it irked Yoongi that he was even talking to you.
Judging by the messages he had been asking you out for a while but you kept turning him down. It made his blood boil that this guy didnât just take no for an answer.
Until this evening when you messaged him at some point after the wedding asking if he wanted to go out for dinner next week. Of course he immediately responded yes and you sent him a heart emoji that made Yoongiâs stomach sour.
He bit his lip until he drew blood as he read through the messages over and over before finally having enough and turning the phone off and placing it on the night table next to you.
Just as he laid back down to try and finally get some sleep his own phone went off signaling a new message.
He picked it up and laughed to himself at the irony. The phone lit up with a message from Jimin,
âHey there Romeo! How did it go tonight? Did the plan we came up with work on Y/N? Hope Iâm not interrupting anything by the way or maybe I do đâ
Yoongi quickly typed out a reply, âNot exactly. Iâll explain tomorrow.â Then he shut off his phone and tossed it down.
âBecause Iâm the biggest idiot on the planet.â, he groaned before pulling the blankets up over his head.
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