#soryr i rewatched in the beginning im going insane about it again ur gonna have to put up with me mary postign

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i forgot how incredibly fucked up the terms of mary and azazel's deal were. he shows up in the body of her dead dad and murders john in front of her. and then he taunts her with it, tells her she can never live a normal life unless she makes a deal with him

and he doesn't even tell her the cost, just that she'll pay the price if she interrupts him when he comes to collect. how was she supposed to know he'd be standing over sam's crib ten years from then? she had a split second and by the time she realized it was already too late

mary winchester was so desperate to be free that she cursed her boys to suffer the fate she gave everything to escape. led to her death by angels and demons alike. and she never even knew it