#sorryaboutmyenglish

[navinhek]

SELF REFLECTION TODAY

-Today we are going to play with my family because today is the long weekend and what we are going to play is Madjong, this is our own work and we are not using it for gambling, we are using it to get rid of sadness, and there is no money involved in our game because we don't gamble, we play to have fun and make good memories, and it's a long weekend today when we should be out shopping with my family, so we don't have any money so we're just here at home and playing madjong, that's all

#Forgradingpurposeonly

#Sorryaboutmyenglish

[fancyhxrrys]

A new beginning.

Soooo, this is something new that I wanted to try since a long time ago.

Maybe it’s a new beginning for myself or maybe it’s just the last time I’ll be able to be out of my conform zone. Sometimes I have a lot of things that I want to say but I cannot say it because I think nobody would understand my compulsives thoughts (and I’m shy sometimes) sooo, that’s why I’m making this little blog.

If you like me, talk with me! I promise I don’t bite. I’m just a teenager who’s about to graduated from her senior year and just wants to chill out for a while.

Btw, english is not my native lenguage. Sorry for the mistakes.

[melliecourtier]

Now I know why my life was never a fairy tale. I was never the little girl with the red cape, I was always the wolf.

[northernthunderandlightning]

Zombie between us

Chapter 1 - The day it has happened “Good morning everyone! Welcome to the show what happened?” Applause, people loved this show. It was kind of a ghost. Ghost of the old world. Of the world I grew up and I lost everything. Every time I was thinking about it I got mad. Mad about old governments, old rich and powerful people, who thought it was their right to play with humans. “Good morning Hanna.” “Good morning Andrew.” People could think I gain by this situation the most. I gain army general function, I gain one of the most protected house, and I gain the right to be part of every government decision with the right of veto. Sounds crazy to you? I was the first to lost everything. “Should I better call you general? Will it be more comfortable for you?” “Oh, Andrew, general as it is, it is just the way we name it after the revolution. It was the only way we know how to name it. Today, as world change so much, we would maybe name it the protector of people. But at the time we were looking for government, for type of leading. With the true and only democracy. At that time it was the only way we knew it how to name it.” “Oh I see, so Hanna would it be?” “I am sorry, please excuse me. I’ve been working inside the government so long, I forgot how to answer in easy way.” “Ha ha ha, you should know it is an honor for me, to be able to speak with you. If I am right this is the first time you decided to be public?” “That sounds like I’ve never spoke to public!” “I will rephrase it. This is the first time you came forward to talk about you. Not about official thinkings. This is simply about you.” “Yes, I need to admit I was careful about my private life, as I was maybe overprotective about our people.” “We are really thankful to you general, for creating a protected zone, for using the old world the best to create it into today world. But today I would like to speak a bit about you.” “Well, that is your right. I promised you I will try my best to answer as much as possible.” “So you are right know in your 40’s? If I am right?” “Ha ha ha, starting with age. Well I am in the age I do not like it to admit how old I am. But you are right. I am currently 43 years old.” “If I am right you have two kids?” “Yes I adopt two girls shortly after revolution.” “And you are know for your guinea pig! I just remember them. You bring them for unprotected zone. When new zone was established, you bring around 30 guinea pigs from there. I found the information but nowhere to find why?” “Well my guineas were one of the reason of a big protest. I guess that’s the only reason why you find information about them. I brought them from infected area with the help of army. People were mad about the dangerous I put our boys in. The true is it was kind of a gift. From the government for everything I lost.” “It is known, that your family was the first infected. In reality it was your mom?” “Oh Andrew, I am sorry, but I would prefer not to go inside of these really sad memories.” “I understand, lets speak about…” I hate these interviews. That is why I always stand behind the curtains. That is why I decided to be the one who makes the worst decisions for the best. I hope one day we will overcome this. We will have bright future. Something our pass could not give us. Chapter two - The memories I wright How this old start? If I will say with me, I will sounds too important. But to be honest. It starts with me. With small little mistake. My mom was part and my family paid with life. When I was 16 years old me and my mom decided to create a shelter for small and cute guinea pigs. We always take care of animals. We were just always thinking about it. And then one day its just happened. We got a call from a friend. 30 guinea pigs need a home. They were living in awful conditions. My mom and I decided to go and pick up cages for them. It was from all over the place and I spend the whole day just driving around and picking them up. We decided we will build a castle for them. So after the whole day we just had a room full of cages and we start to thinking about how to create the castle. But a the end of the day, my mom did not feel good. She went to bed super early with headache. In the morning she was still complaining about it so I decided to pick up the guineas so she can rest. When I got back home I couldn’t find her, the dog was gone too. I thought ok, they went for a walk. But few hours past, and my mom was not back. The other day at morning I called police. It was the time others complained about awful headache. I didn’t have any and I was in reality in a lot of stress. I was trying to find my mom. Few days later she show up, no words no nothing just showed up. With a weird mood. Everything was pissing her off. And my mom was a kind of a sunshine. She always lit up a room. Now everything was wrong. Days after days, it was almost unbearable, because the whole family start with it and few others. So I went for small holiday. For a week. When I got back, everything was crazy, they were different. I would say. All of them were extremely moody. They were attacking people with no reasons. I recall one time we went for a walk and my mother bite another person for no reason. I needed to call police one day as she attacked even me. They become violent. And I needed to do the decision to put them under lock. I spoke with the doctor, that it would be for the best. Few weeks later, the doctor called me there is something wrong. The other patients who were bitten by my family member got sick and the same way as my family. I remember that day. Since it was the day we realized there is something wrong. We tested their blood and find out there is a type of infection which change their cellars. Something awful was happening with them. They become more violent, aggressive. Something must have been done. I did the worst of the worst decision and I inform the government. What happened next was simply my mistake I was able to fix only few years back. Military immediately settle no go zone. Which was not simply enough, because some people were already bitten. So the infection spread. And people start fighting. The first victims were my family member. Because they were the patient zero, one, two and so on. I lost everything within a few days. So I made decision to change everything. This was just an infection. I fed my guineas, and I start to search for people who believed in the same as me. We create a small resistance group. We did believe that instead of shooting people we should create unprotected zone where the sick ones should live until we find the cure. Fast we gain a lot of supporters, simply because people did not want to lose their beloved. We start with a fresh page. If you could call it like that. Sick people went nuts, eat meat and just gets violent and it was just a mess. The zone was build around my city. My house was in the middle of all of it. We start from the begging. Democracy in its beauty was set a a government style. People get the right to agree or disagree. Laters years I gain the position of army general. 

[arzamzel]

Shards of a wasted time

If time could walk and talk, if every subjective time of each person could walk and talk. How wasted would he be? Would he be happy now? Do we really know if we are truly happy? But, beside that I think I wouldn't care if it's truly happy or sad. The present is ephimeral and eternal at the same time. Emotions change each second we live. My only concern would be just to not see it wasted, to not watch him lost cause what I do know is that he would disappear any time and if he's wasted, memories will be shards of a wasted time.

[callaveruu]

Trueee, i honestly can't say anything about this ( because im not 'good' when it's come to english), but i just hope all of the adults supervise their kids more about internet... Not trying to be a b or something.. but sometimes we just need to cautious no matter what kind of situations you're in (except you know the person so much that u can trust them) #sorryaboutmyenglish

not be like “ugh the Youths” but i think kids nowadays have gotten Too Comfortable on the internet.

like i see these tweets on twitter like “hey im 14 and i just got kicked out pls rt so i can find somewhere to stay im in x state/city” and like HOLY SHIT i cannot emphasize enough how incredibly dangerous this is. you’re broadcasting to EVERYONE that you are young, vulnerable, and desperate AND information on how to find you!!!! like i know you meant for that to be just for your friends on twitter but that’s a public tweet!!! ANYONE could see it!!! like I saw it and i have no idea who you are you are not in my circle and yet!!! so like WHO ELSE has seen it!!!

[leonardalovesmusic]

That moment when you talk about feminism & your male family members get offended

It should be possible to talk about feeling scared of going out late because of what 'some men' do without every man getting pissed off. I'm sorry but I was only saying how I am scared to take the dog out for a walk on my own bc it's not safe in my area lately. My dad got pissed off asking why he should take the dog out with me, he never wanted a dog & blabla And that I'm annoying him with my 'feminazishit' already. How he's not like that. "I even do the laundry you know!" So first of all men need to learn one thing: when we talk about beeing scared of some men it's not to attack you, we know you are "not like that" no need to repead it every god damn time. I see you like to say that a lot, but let's be clear about something: when I'm scared the last thing I want to hear is that you are different it's unrelevant right now. The bigger issue here is that we are not safe and not that you feel offended cry me river

[free-yourself-and-escape]

Changing can be bad, but it can also mean progress. A new start is ahead of me, it's an opportunity to try and succeed. Although college it's one of the main things on my mind, I'm aware that I need to change and grow in other parts of my life. I hope that everything works out.. I'm worried I might be overwhelmed with how much I have to do, not only in college but in my personal life. Last year I promised myself I would dedicate the all year into trying to love my personality.. I think I succeeded in a way. Now it's time for me to promise something else, firstly not give up easily if something doesn't go my way and secondly realise how much some people love me and care about me. Basically, I wanna stop being such a wuss about everything and going straight to the point. Let's see what happens.

[sad-in-pink]

Me : *gives relationship advice*

Friend : How many boyfriends have you had?

Me : Well.. *takes out a list of my ex fictional boyfriends*

[-ibetmylifeonyou]

It's totally fine if you like Lolita as a film, but god damn you need to understand what's Lolita about. It's not about a middle aged man who romantically falls in love with a young lady and then they run away together despite the fact that they aren't supposed to be together. It's about a fucking man in his late 50s, who's a pedophile and creepily falls in love, with a 14 years old girl who happens to be her stepdaughter and takes her away from her city so he can abuse of her without being caught by the authorities. That is what Lolita is about. Open your eyes.

[navinhek]

Self reflection

-Every vacant time Me and my friends proceed at SM while waiting our next subs we stay there, chillin sometimes eat ice cream if we had some extra money, looking something beautiful dream shoes, we spend our small vacant time to make the best memories each other,will also we bully each other but its normal if you are true friends will understand that because friendship is not only happining but they only have some bad word coming from our voice or jokes with no sense that's how we laugh like no more tomorrow, friendship have different kind of meaning, and also why we choose sm instead making our assignment, because our school is opposite side of Sm so the distance is close messing around with my friend is fun

Every time we have vacant time that's what we're doing to do

#Forgradingpurposeonly

#Sorryaboutmyenglish

[noliart]

I wish someone could send me a magazine with benedict in it, I live in this country where there's nothing of him and I'm suffering *cries*