#sorry too much obsession rn
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watching my mutuals have fun and bond over a show I can’t let myself watch yet because I do not have the time or energy to hyperfixate on something new
#KMSSSSS#having to be like no sorry I can’t watch or read that bc I know I’ll love it too much is SO STUODIDIDI#like if I become obsessed to the point of losing sleep rn it’s over#I’m kicking rocks. I’m laid face down on the pavement in a thunderstorm
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reason 1927363 that i love the locked tomb characters is because none of them are fucking cool. yes they all have their moments. but all of them are deeply incurably cringe at their core. representation matters yknow? finally someone brave enough to say that lame girls can be protagonists too
#camilla hect is obviously the closest anyone in these books gets to cool#but don’t be fooled!!! she’s a weirdo and a nerd and a librarian and she’s way too busy being obsessed with her boy best friend#to reach any kind of actual coolness#op#surprise I’m making a post lol#I’d say something like ‘sorry guys I’ll try to be more active in the future!!1’ but que será será im not actually in control of when or how#much I post#it just happens when it happens#also this isn’t even a new post everyone’s made this post I’m just feeling this rn
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I HAVE IDEAS OMG
Lemme cook lemme cook i have such fun ideas rn i do suck at like actually rendering and finishing art ideas BUT I WILL CHANGE THAT IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR JUST WATCH IMMA BE THE BEST
its obviously joel smallishbeans bean fanart and its obvious when it is in hermitcraft ten I drew thumbnail sketch ideas and i'll try to pick an render one tmr >:DDDDDDDD
#hermitcraft 10#hc s10#Boom boom go explode joel smallishbeans explode#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans bean#smallishbeans hermitcraft#its not smallishbeans fanart without him telling you to subscribe#smallishbeans fanart#subscribe to joel smallishbeans bean#Im cooking pls hear me out or watch me out idk#I dont render art much its gonna change im gonna be so good at rendering art guys i swear i swear#my motivation rn is joel smallishbeans bean and i am not letting it Go#watch me become so amazing i'll be so awesome and famous and this is the start i swear sakdfjalkdj#I think you can see how joel smallishbeans bean influenced me#sorry not sorry#(SORRY IM YAPPING TOO MUCH)#why are you reading all these tags#like there are so many tags#thanks but your obsession is showing#SORRY THAT WAS A BIT MEAN IT WAS A REFERNCE TO JOEL AND ETHO#Alr im done now you can go#I lied i wasnt done#anyhow how are you??
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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Rowan Gray (she/they) – incidentally a freelancer artist but more of a failed musician with a taste for adventure that might border stupidity at times. the scar on her face goes back to an unfortunate meeting with a werewolf when she was a teen. guess who she gets involved with later 🐺
+bonus of a small incomplete lookbook
loves to go over the top with the party looks, always wears LOTS of accessories especially rings, BOOTS and more BOOTS, their fave color is green :]
#i refuse to make a simblr bc i suck at keeping up with too many blogs you will be all hit by my current fun obsession (my own sim)#the sims#the sims 4#ts4#mine#oc: rowan gray#not really an oc but idk how else to tag this tbh#i'm trying sooo hard to make her and rory a thing but i wanted to take it slow and while i took it slow rowan and lou decided to kiss 💀#for the drama of it all i'm swinging with it rn but rory is going to be the endgame. in my heart.#also they are besties with lux!!! sorry but i'm loving so much this save and the wildfangs#rowan's best qualities u can't see here: 1. the stretch marks on her ass 2. her big nose 3. the cringe trait kdjdskjf#anyways this is fun!!! yay etc etc
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ok i'm done... to be honest my feelings towards this story haven't changed in the slightest since 2022. it's the best manga ever made and noda is an insanely talented artist and storyteller. it's peerless. tsurumi is still the focal point for me and everything else comes after, but said everything else is better than anything else in the industry. and i still think it should have ended at 313. i don't agree with the sentiment that the ending was a flop, i think it was... appropriate, but considering that everything else has been out of line, it's no wonder that people expected something more grand. the omake is still as disgusting as it was two years ago, a choice profoundly bizarre and disheartening but nothing is perfect
#i was way too obsessed with gk back in the day so most of it was very vivid in my head therefore the reread happened too soon i think...#should have waited another 5-6 years#but anyway it reads much MUCH better as a whole story than a weekly gig. makes more sense and has more integrity and momentum#all in all great manga one in a million nothing will come close to it ever etc. there's stuff i'm still unpleased with#but they fade in comparison to what i love about it. a 10/10 recommend in fact why are you reading this and not golden kamuy rn#gkposting#also the liveblogging was fun thanks for sticking around sorry for the spam
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Ladies and gentleman
I've decided
To present you my obsession once again
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ARMORED CORE 6 DATING SIM LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO
NOW W SHOWCASE BABY <3
#amour'd core#armored core 6#dating sim#no I will NOT shut up about it#I had to share it on this platform too because I feel safe expressing my passions and thoughts here more#hyperfixation#i love this so much#maybe too much#original post#armored core#my literal obsession rn i'm sorry for spamming this I'll stop#no I'm not normal about this#I love this artist so much#my thoughts
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Guys the sunburn trend gaz is almost done....
#he has changed sooo much from the sketch#im obsessed and im gatekeeping him rn i know im sorry#if i can just not get the ick at my drawing for looking at it too long itll probably be my fav drawing ive done of a person#it doesnt seem like it on this blog but people and bodies are sooooo far out of my comfort zone#trying not to ramble but its 3am and im trying not to post the unfinished art let me have this
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I want to face fuck every skz member 💔💔
so real😵💫
#wanna hear them gag and moan around a dick holy fuck#their swollen puffy lips struggling to take the whole thing#while they're wearing makeup too-god😫#tears flowing down their cheeks-drool collecting around the corners of their mouthes#makeup smudging and running everywhere#making a mess that no one cares about in the moment#calling them a cock-drunk slut😫#and them only nodding along dumbly; too obsessed with cock to begin to think of anything otherwise#much less see a problem with it#sorry#i'm like not normal rn😅#dom reader#stray kids smut#sub stray kids#hard thoughts#sub!kpop#inbox💌
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got some of my jake art reblogged recently and i find it funny because right now i draw this man like this
( by right now i mean like 2 months ago this drawing is old
i'm sure i can draw him better like , actually right now . it's been so long since i drew him which is funny because he's my favorite character and i would die for him
#tw jake for brusk btw /j#sunny's rambles#sunny's art#i find that one piece extremely funny#i twinkified him way too much#i'm so sorry jake one day i'll actually draw you again and it's gonna be great#jake my beloved god i love that guy#anyways guys i realized something#my obsession with vargas chapters 20/21 is actually linked to my age regression issues#haha isn't that funny#realized because half of the stuff i like rn involves children being happy#that sounds SO weird but i swear it's just age regression i just want to be a kid again#like . i've been really into south park these days#and i realized that i don't even like the series that much#i'm just really fond of the characters#i would talk more about this in a separate post but i doubt anyone would be interested in the first place#ANYWAYS guys i just had the best of my life ( keeps talking#i went to school . stayed in the library for the whole day and doodled friday night funkin stuff on my homework#i'm absolutely obsessed with fnf right now and i think it's embarrassing#i was actually thinking on making some fnf vargas sprites . . .#i know someone else already made some but i want to get my hyperfixation and my special interest together okay#anyways ily jake#( destroys him with my deadly mind powers
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how unfortunate that i have two hyperfixations, several side interests, and a load of homework all clamoring at the same time for priority in my brain
#it’s so frustrating rn because yeah i do have to get some online coursework done so I don’t fail this class#but i ALSO want to relax before to go to bed#so what do i do?#(after i finish another module)#i could start heartstopper season 2 or i could make progress on the book i started today or i could watch a mission impossible movie#or i could watch a greta gerwig movie or i could start that tv show starring rebecca ferguson#there’s no WRONG choice but i want to do it all#& at the same time therefore this feeling that i have to watch things at the ‘right’ time in order to achieve maximum enjoyment#so like. that’s setting me back too because i want to reach maximum enjoyment for all these things#my gut feeling is to just start watching silo since i’m already obsessed with rebecca anyway#and if i watch mission i’d have to start from the first movie which she’s not in (until the fifth movie)#and i’ve been consuming so much alice oseman content lately i feel like i need to take a small break before i watch heartstopper s2#and my book… well i am in a rush to finish it because i have to get through all my library books before i move#but it could probably wait until tomorrow#idk maybe i’ll watch an episode of silo and then read a few chapters if i’m still awake enough#wow this is such a rambly post i’m so sorry#belle speaks
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finished mashle. finished mashle. finished mashle. the fanfic authors LIED TO MY GOOD FACe
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU SUMMONED IT.......WHAT DO YOU MEAN......WERE YOU TALKING ABOUT HIS FEAR OF GHOSTS???#like WOW my heart is bouncing accross the country rn but WOW okay. yeah okay this is fine im#HHHNNMMNNMMNNNM#mashle#so many characters to love......#i do just. find it so fucking funny. after all the shit his bio dad pulled mash was like no. no one is going to get the CHANCE to redeem yo#AND HE BECAME THE PASSITIRE UHBBJJNNNNNMG IM SOBBINNN NNNGGGG#im. so. distraught. over. DOMINA.........i think thats his name goooooooooodddd fucking lorrrddddddddddd#sorry someones ahvjng a baby on tv and the sounds r very graphic wth#ignoring that.#red blue gays strike again . to me.#my faves besides mash and punkrock sound gal#was anna. and mother fucking FINN HELLO IM GONNA PUMP YOU WITH#no im not finisihing that sentence thats too much even for me#u know me i love sibling dynamics so this comic FED#i keep seeing stuff ab dot having a sibling too so im Assuming its from the fanbook? which is a innaccessible to me rn hnmng#so i will just. STALK THE WIKI YAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY#enstars all over again HHCJSGSVXVX#i love that everyones so fucking weird. they all have flaws its v prominent. gorgeorus to ME#lemon has a mash shrine me too girl. but for finn.#FINN AND THATS ITHER GUYYYYYYYYYYY I DONT RMEMBER HIS NAME#i promised my bro id make him a powerpoint on the charas#so ill learn their names then.#all of mashes siblings were v unique deaugn wise i was obsessed. frat boy was so funny to me#GOD I NEED TO KILL SOMEONE W A WORD WALL AN THIA MANGA BEFORE I COMMIT CRIMEA AGAINST MYSELF#toe babbling
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spectragus dont get enough credit for being a sun and moon ship but like. destructive sun and moon ship. sun and moon ship but they're the forces of nature the sun and moon actually are. the sun is harsh and relentless and unpredictable in its evil but also it's kindness, the moon is sharp and cold and cruel, a harsh light that doesn't allow you peace, but can also guide you, a light in the darkness. even on nights with a new moon, with no light in the sky, the moon is always reflecting the sun, and it'll be that way until they come to their end.
#spectragus give me a dopamine high that any sort of drug couldn't even come close to giving me#its the loyalty. its the seeing each other at their worst and still staying.#its the being the only person still around who knows and understands what youve been through#its the being so important to each other's characters that u cant mention one without recognising the impact the other has on them#i dont rlly do shipping unless its funny but also im a huge gus fan so like. yea. plus my view on romance is a bit all over the place anyway#something something my skrunkles deserve complicated relationships that are more than romantic but something else#its the trust thats the most important thing to me. trust and loyalty and devotion and#im sorry but i would have exploded if i like. didn't write down these thoughts#anyways fucked up gay people who are a package deal and that is a threat thats them#ik the majority of my posts are hee hee funnie and i usually dont take things too seriously#but these two have taken up part of my brain permanently since i was 8. like. they just live there. rent free.#i am like rabid rn. i am feral and i am insane and i am crazy and there are so many things wrong with me#i cant even write down all my fuckin thoughts there's so many my brain is going to Explode pray for me#idk if u understand how important it is to me the times they show kindness even while at their worst#they're not good people but they have people they care about and they care abt each other and that matters SO much#i take 0 criticism on my posts i only take cash. however there is no possible criticism to be made bc i am RIGHT#also this all kinda sparked from me getting obsessed with a certain kh character who has a connection to the moon#who is also one of my favourite characters ever#and if u know who it is and u also like him ur very cool#im not tagging this w character tags. im like. very shy. but#i love gus i love spectra i love spectragus#anyways see u next time where i should hopefully have art maybe potentially#i found the brushes i used to use back when i did lineless art so i am rlly happy
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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we fought the good fight but it's time to throw in the towel ( i caved and started watching nijiEN livers )
#im not really a stream person yk?#theyre just. v intimidating to my adhd brain#too much commitment to sit down with a single video for THAT long#and only watching clips would make me feel like a fake fan#but yt recommended one of albans recent stream vods and now im HOOKED#its really just noctyx + petra rn#i know a little about hololive bc my friend is OBSESSED w them but ive only ever watched a single calli stream#i mean i watch thaf p regularly but aside from him ive never really watched vtubers til now#i just kinda know em cuz theyre popular#anyways if you see me posting fanart sorry in advance </3#/j
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Sorry like sorry I just finished reading a series and. Now I have to let it consume me for a while. Sorry
#atlas six#im doing a fan cast rn#the whole time I was reading all 3 books Parisa was the actress for Tahani from the good place ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#it was SOOOO GOOD and I refuse to let the HATERS on Goodreads spoil my fun#people are so rude when the ‘’’ship’’’ they’re obsessed with doesn’t happen#like fuck dude sorry ur foaming at the mouth because nicolibby didn’t happen maybe you should write a book then#so u can make the characters do what u want lmfaooo#until then shut the fuck up and appreciate the story for what the author made it#and people are like waaah it was boOoOooring :’(#bitch sorry u can’t appreciate character driven stories where the story IS their interactions and relationships#that’s not the book or the author‘s problem#don’t read books with writing styles and narrative structures you don’t like then haters#imagine a review of the secret history like: ‘1 star. too bleak. languishes too much in its own misery. And why are they in college?-#-its boring to read about classics students. Bad book.’#KSKSLSKDKDKS that’s whAt reviews of Atlas Six trilogy that complain about ‘not enough action’ sound like#like bitch that’s the point that’s the kind of story it is .#if u want some new crazy bullshit happening every 5 minutes read ACOTAR and suck my dick
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