#sorry to hijack but ive wanted to talk about this forever

[zeravmeta]

I have like 3 different theories as to who she could be

1. She's an existance similar to Void Ryougi Shiki, someone with a direct connection to the Root. This theory comes from how she was able to just instantly defeat the Lostbelt Tree in LB1, and how shes appeared so far. The Lostbelt Trees are revealed in LB3 to be comprised of information infinitely folded onto itself, and QSH was able to "reach an empty heaven" through that, which implies that Moth reached the Root. Theres also the fact that she can appear but technically doesn't exist, since Holmes and the SB cant detect anything but an empty void, the same way Void Shiki is a person who technically doesnt exist because theyre literally the Void with a consciousness.

2. She's Olga Marie Animusphere, having been salvaged from CHALDEAS the same way the Crypters were salvaged. This theory seems the likeliest to me for a couple of reasons: She was in the Lostroom when Olga was present, talking to Guda and was looking sadly at the two, she attempted to reach out to Mash, and she specifically recognized Gudas room. Also, while sge seems to have her allegiance to the Alien God,shes working against them a few times and most of her help seems to be behind the scenes rather than direct (since the LB events arent exactly observable from the outside), so it could be Olga trying to help Chaldea behind the scenes despite being a reborn being, and her reaching for Mash and Guda could be trying to reach out and talk to them.

3. She's a living Lostbelt with a humanlike appearance. This ones unlikely but hear me out: The Alien God put the Crypters and the Trees into place so as to supplant PanHuman History, but they don't exactly care which one wins so long as one succeeds. The Crypters are also not exactly working together and have admitted to be trying to one-up eachother in order to win. Going back to theory 2 as to why She seems interested in Mash and Guda, all the Lostbelt events take place in 2018, so whatever Lostbelt she is/is from, its possible that Mash and Guda are present in them. Also, being able to defeat a LB Tree instantly means that she could understand what was needed to kill it, since she specifically froze it first before destroying it.

the whole existence of the Priestess of a Foreign Star aka. U-chan, is a whole other element to the lostbelt story.

she appears to have omnipresent properties and enough power to destroy fantasy trees with a single touch. she can communicate (or attempts to with Ophelia and Tamamo vicchi) but she doesn’t know human tongue she’s been shown to be helping both sides of the conflict a little bit she can will her existence to be perceived if she wants and to select people if she desires. to quote how she’s perceived by the current cast: “The instruments of the Shadow Border are unable to detect her presence, instead detecting simply [nothingness] where she stands. Holmes describes her as a void-like emptiness seeping out into the space around it. She can somehow making her existence perceivable only for some people, proven when, even in the same room, Sigurd in his spiritual form was unable to sense her presence nor see her, falsely believing his master was talking alone.“ in the lostbelt opening she’s shown to have some connection to mashu

i get so excited trying to wrap my brain around who or what she might be.

[fatgothgf]

if you dont want to listen to lesbians sharing their experiences with you then at the VERY least you could go through and block the terfs that have hijacked your post.

hi i Am a lesbian and obviously i give a shit what other lesbians think. i dont know what me blocking the terfs would functionally do, i have blocked the ones i saw in my notes but i cant delete the shit theyve already said in their own reblogs, i cannot for my own mental health sit here for hours and read thru a million hateful comments on a post i already deleted and disowned multiple times. rereblogging it the seventh time is not gonna stop terfs from taking the corpse of that post and waving it around forever

ive blocked every single one that replied or rbed with terf shit, if you want me to look thru every single reblog of a post with 2k notes to block every terf that reblogged it by looking at their blogs extensively then i just. i cant do that, sorry

genuinely what else can i do? deleting a post and blocking people doesnt make jack shit go away on this platform. ive already addressed the problems with it two fuckin weeks ago when i first made it. i obviously do not want my dumb vent post to be used for awful shit by transmisogynists! as ive said! but me saying that doesnt Stop them from doing it. clearly.

if any trans women had to see that post, which was just about lesbians not dating men, and felt alienated by the way it was misconstrued, i am genuinely sorry and it is 100% on me for not writing my thoughts in a way that couldnt be misused. i should have known better and i dont have any excuse for it

but its not like im happy with the trash being put in the notes! i dunno what else i can do, i am genuinely asking, besides deleting the original post to only leave up the one with an addendum, and blocking the terfs talking in the notes, what else can i do?