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WELCOME ALL!! (This will be my first fic on here so Iâm sorry if itâs stupidđ and itâs also my first time writing smut so please tell me what I need to improve on)â€ïž and itâs also a bit longâŠâŠ thatâs what she said
Warningsâ ïž: shower sex, p in v, spanking, choking, cursing, breeding (I think thatâs it frfr)
Inspo: Lenny Kravitzâs âHeaven Helpâ original version music video on YouTubeđ«¶đŒ
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It had been a long day at the office today. A fourteen hour shift because Randy, my boss requested I work two extra hours today because Lafayette had called out to go see his "hot date." Whatever the hell the reason, I don't care. None of my business. All I know is I would like to lay down now and take a shower later, my feet hurt after wearing those damn Mary Jane's all day long at work. Hands clammed up from so much typing I have to go run them under the sink tap in the bathroom in some hot water at work before I clocked out earlier.
   I walked into the flat and sighed, kicking the devil shoes off my achy feet and took a look around. The entire space was spotless. My brow bounced up as I curiously took in the clean smell of fresh air. Slash should be home by now, his car is even in the apartment's garage so I know he's here. I glanced at the clock on our wall shelf. 8:26 PM "Baby?" I called making my way down the hallway to our small bedroom. Silence. I figured he must be sleeping. But the closer I got, I could hear faint music playing from behind the bedroom door. I furrowed my brow with a confused pout on my lips as I slowly pushed the door open, having been already a little cracked.
I smiled at the sight of my wonderful boyfriend sitting on the bed with his back turned to me. I walked over, gently placing my laptop bag on the dresser and crossing the room to sit on our floor level bed, wrapping my arms his neck loosely as I kissed his shoulder lovingly. His arm stretched behind me to wrap around the small of my back, pulling me to sit over his plush thigh. "Hey, babygirl," he smiled at me, eyes trailing my face, "how was work?" He spoke gently as he leaned in to kiss my cheek sweetly, free hand rubbing my knee.
I grumbled rolling my eyes at that question, "the same bullshit as always... how was the studio" I scowled, but it turned to a grin at him as I asked the last part, my head tilted to the side just a little, swinging my legs over his hips to straddle his lap. I leaned in and quickly pecked his lips. He let out an airy chuckle as his hands found my hips, resting just above my waist on his forearms. "Same here. But hanging with Lenny and his guys was fun, and I definitely enjoyed recording with an excuse to play... so, nothing really to complain about." He grabbed my hand in his and brought it to his lips, tenderly kissing my knuckles as his black orbs bored into my eyes with such an intensity.
Lenny Kravitz had called Slash up about a week ago to see if he wanted to feature on his new song, 'Always On The Run," and Slash was ecstatic about Lenny's generous offer. They went to school together back in the day, but hardly spoke during that period just because they ran in different groups. But they've rekindled and I am personally overjoyed for them. "That's amazing baby!" I exclaimed excitedly, grabbing his face in my hands and smushing my lips against his. No matter what, I will always be proud of him. And I plan on telling him that at every chance I get.
His big hands smoothed over the loose strands of hair that flew from the bun at the back of my head. He swiftly pulled out the bobby pins and hair ties holding my hair in place loosely. Locks of hair flowing down my mid-back. His face was stone cold as he leaned down to kiss my neck, lifting me up and my legs immediately locked around his waist. Turning around, he laid me down on the bed, looming over me like a dark shadow. My hands snaked to the back of his neck pulling him down to meet my lips. I sighed into the kiss as his tongue darted out and licked my heavy bottom lip, begging for entry. And I immediately complied. My lips parted as his muscle slithered against mine like a snake.
The tips of his fingers gently toyed with the end of my black blouse, silently asking for permission. I barely nodded my head before he began unbuttoning my shirt. Normally he rips the shirts off of me. I guess he's feeling generous tonight considering I have very few work shirts left because of his feral ass. I smirked to myself but that smirk was quickly wiped from my face as he bit down on my lip, tugging at it gently. My breath hitched and a shuddery moan fell from my bruised lips.
My back arched into him from the duvet. He smiled down at me innocently as he pulled the shirts off the rest of the way off of me, leaving me in my pants and lacy black bra. His hands immediately reaching for my breasts, kneading them and kissing the flesh above the cups pooling out from the tops. "Ohhh... baby, just look at you. You're so beautiful." He had a goofy, adoring smile on his face as he sat up looking down at me. His hands toying with the waistband of my slacks as he leaned down to press his lips to my forehead and moving down to my lips. He held the kiss for a few seconds. It was sweet. Not filled with lust like it usually would be, but sweet love. Showing just how much he loves me by praising every inch of my body with his lips.
He pulled back, breathing heavily with a sheen of saliva connecting our lips as his eyes raked over every feature of me. The intensity of his stare making me feel meek, a pink flush rising over my skin. The music changed on the radio that was echoing from the walk-in bathroom, 'Heaven Help' by Lenny Kravitz began playing. Slash chuckled at the ironic song that started playing. "Fuck, I missed you so much today." He muttered against my skin as he nudged his nose to the valley of my breasts, inhaling the sweet aroma of my perfume and skin.
A single hand reached around behind me and I lifted from the bed ever so slightly to assist him in removing my bra. I sat up as he pulled the straps down my arms, my breasts bounced into my place as he tossed the bra on the head of the bed. His plump lips wrapped around my nipple, sucking lightly making me moan lowly, hand threading through his curls as the tip of his tongue flicked my sensitive bud. One of his hands pinched and squeezed at my other nipple making me grind my hips into his. My head fell back against the satin white sheets as I gasped into the crisp air of our bedroom, the open window blowing in cool air of the night.
My eyes flew open as I hastily unbuttoned the few buttons on his flannel at the bottom and making quick work of taking it off of him. He smirked and sat up pulling it off, tossing it to our hardwood flooring. I sat up with him, my hands smoothing over his broad tan chest, watching closely how it heaved with uneven breaths and smiled softly at him. "I love you, my moon. You are the only thing on my mind." His voice was soft, low and a bit raspy with desire. I paused before giving him the biggest lovesick grin I've ever mustered. He leaned down and bit the side of my neck making me whimper as my nails dug into his sides, tracing the patterns of the tattoos littering his muscular frame.
"Mmm.. you taste so good, baby," he hummed, I panted as my toes curled, feeling him pressing against my clothed thigh. He moved away and took one of my hands, pressing it to his heart and taking one of his own hands and placing it at the top of my breast. A shock of electricity shot up my spine. I could practically hear and feel our hearts beating in sync. The unmistakable smell of him filled my senses. Cigarettes, aftershave, and the sweet smell of coconuts in his hair.
My head lulled back ever so gently. Slash held the back of my head as he kissed my shoulder and down my arm, moving to the tips of my fingers, taking them into his mouth and swirling his tongue around them, moaning at the slightly sweet and bitter taste of my skin. I looked down at him through hooded eyes, biting my lower lip. "You're beautiful..." I mumbled softly.
Slash paused his ministrations of affection for a few seconds to speak up sweetly. "You're even more beautiful." His voice low with need, but gentle as a baby's love. His fingers brushed my cheek, smiling softly. "I love you," I muttered pressing my lips to his jaw, my hands roaming over every inch of skin that I could reach. Feeling his veins and muscles flexing with every touch under my palms, moving together in sync.
We stood from the bed and shuffled across the room. The remaining articles of clothing that littered our bodies being thrown around the bedroom and the doorway to our walk-in bathroom as we stepped through the door. Our lips connected all the while, the only guides we need being our bodies and a candle Slash had previously lit before I had gotten home to turn on the shower tap, sliding open the shower door as the room began to fill with steam. The music grew louder as we entered the bathroom.
Slash pushed me against the wall of the shower, the cold tiles against my hot back making me gasp softly. Our bodies being caressed by the water as he kissed my neck, large hands gripping my thighs. He effortlessly lifted me up and held me against him, he moved his kisses down to my shoulder. "You are... my world..." He groaned against me, hiding his face in the crook of my neck.
He bit down on my shoulder as he rubbed the head of his hard cock along my slit before pushing into me slowly. I cried out and gripped onto his back, my nails scratching down his skin, breaking it. He hissed through his teeth and lowered his head to take my tit into his mouth. My cushiony thighs tightened around his hips, jaw going slack as he set a deep and slow pace. "Fuuuck... oh my g.." I moaned, cutting myself off as my words got caught in my throat. He bottomed out without warning and slammed back inside of me, thrusting in and out of my slick hole as he moaned looking down at where we connected, throwing his head back. He slowly started to pick up his pace, feeling me squeezing his cock that was buried deep inside of cunt.
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3rd person pov
Slash held back a guttural groan just to hear her small whimpers and whines. Slash's mind fogged up with nothing but her, his love for his beautiful girl and showing it to her so she won't ever forget who loves her this way... who fucks her this way. Who fucks her this damn good that she can't speak. "Such a good girl." He cooed against her lips, lips latching onto hers and sucking her tongue.
End of 3rd person pov
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I cried out as I felt his tip prodding at that sweet, spongy spot in me. My walls squeezed around him as he shifted. Slash pushed me further into the wall, pulling my legs over his shoulders to pound into me deeper. My grip on him tightened, eyes rolling back and crossing as he raised his hand and it landed down on my ass. I jumped at the sting on my supple skin, whimpering as his thrusts grew deeper, quicker and harder. A pornographic moan came from me, feeling like I was in the clouds. My hands holding the sides of his neck as he whimpered, his mouth falling open as he panted against my skin.
I shakily craned my neck to suck and kiss his Adam's apple, feeling it bob under my lips. I left a big hickey in my wake and his grip on me tightened in a bruising hold, no doubt leaving marks on my hips for me to blush looking at in the mirror in the morning. I began to feel the band in my gut tightening and it was only a matter of time before it snapped. The steam in the bathroom making my head spin as my legs locked around the sides of his head.
"Baby... I-i" I cut off with a whine as he moves a hand thrown to my slick, thumb ferociously rubbing my clit. My back arched into him and I felt him hit that spot perfectly. I screamed, barely remembering to breathe as his thick, long cock pulverized my insides. No doubt even rearranging my guts. No coherent thought in my head as I babbled and cried away. His name falling from my wet lips like a prayer.
Slash smirked as his breathing grew more ragged, feeling the way my body tensed and spasmed. He groaned, panting loudly as his hand wrapped around my throat. Not squeezing tight enough to suffocate me, but just enough to mix pain with my pleasure. "Mmm... you close baby?" He teased, nipping my earlobe. His teeth clenched together as his hips jerked and he growled lowly as he quickened his pace, if that was even possible. My head fell back against the wall of the shower, nodding wildly. No words coming out of my mouth, too brain dead fucked to talk.
"Fuck! Come on... y-yes, yes!" He moaned loudly, free hand coming down to smack the side of my outer thigh, again a second time, and then once more. His eyes rolled back in his head as my body slid up and down the tiled wall with the force of his powerful thrusts. My legs shook violently along with the rest of my body as my hands gripped his curls tightly, tugging on his hair. He was close too and he knew it just as much as I did. "Please, baby!" I cried, tears pooling from my eyes and running down my puffy cheeks.
His arms locked me into place, thrusts becoming sloppy and unrhythmic. His face rested on the crook of my neck as he whined, lips pressing hot, open mouthed kisses along my shoulder. "I'm here... I-I'm right here, baby. I'm here, cum for me beautiful." He encouraged, voice a sweet whisper. His hands moving to hold the back of my head and press against my lower back making me arch against his abdomen.
His mind filled with the thoughts of his love for her. His sweet angel...
Slash's eyes screwed shut, mouth opening and tongue darting out from between his lips to lick at the sweet spot on my neck right by my pulse point. The sound of him letting go filled the bathroom, my name falling from his full and bruised lips like a mantra over and over again. Cries fell from his mouth as drool dribbled at the corners of his lips. And with a few more deep, quick thrusts, my mind clouded in euphoria as the band finally snapped.
One last scream before a calm washed over me like a wave upon the sand after an unforgivable storm in the ocean. My hands holding onto him for dear life as I felt his load spill, shooting deep inside of me. I gasped for air but he sucked it all right back out of me. I felt as if I died and was reborn in his being, and I could have sworn my heart stopped for a minute there. "Fuck, I-I love you," I whimpered as he pressed his forehead against mine and kissed my lips lovingly. He lowered us to the floor of the shower, both of us far too sensitive to be standing right now.
Pulling me into his lap and kissing my temple lovingly as his hands rubbed the bruises on my hips. His face filled with pleasure but his movements slow and gentle, arms wrapping tightly around me. He held me up to his chest, hands stroking my back.
He laid his head against hers, eyes closed as his lips ghosted her cheek, a breathless whisper coming from his lips. One hand brushed through her damn locks. "I love you... my precious angel." He said smoothly, voice so full of love.
My eyes shut out of exhaustion. I felt him press one more kiss to my forehead before standing with me in his arms, "let's get you to bed." He whispered kissing my cheek lovingly as he smiled down at me with hearts on his eyes. I reached up to turn off the shower, turning the faucet. Slash stepped out with me in his arms and grabbed our towels.
I nodded sleepily and nuzzled into his chest. The candle was blown out, radio turned down and we made our way back to the bedroom. He set me down at the edge of the end and helped me dry off before dying himself off with his own towel and climbing into the bed beside me.
He reached his arms out to her, wanting for her to come and lay on his chest. "C'mere baby." He cooed softly, gently tugging her hand to pull her closer to him. His other hand patting his chest as he spoke to his beautiful lady. He was so in love with her, absolutely completely head over heels in love with her.
He smiled gently as his girl, Rayshel laid to rest on his torso, her chest pressed against his side. His arms wrapping around her shoulders, holding the smaller girl close to him. He felt how she quivered against him and frowned a little, hoping he hadn't hurt her. "You okay, my love?" He murmured, kissing the lobe of her ear. She nodded and hummed quietly.
"I love you, Slash." She whispered making him smile, feeling her lips on his caramel skin until she pulled back and laid back down on his chest. "And thank you, for tonight." Slash held her face in one hand as his eyes scanned her sleepy, fucked out face. "I love you more. And anything for you, babygirl. Sleep well." She nodded gently and did just as told, immediately passing out on the spot in his arms.
Slash laid awake for a few minutes longer. Thinking of just how lucky he is, and how he couldn't wait until tomorrow when he'd go pick up the ring while she visited with her mother for a little while. And with that; small snores came from him as his chest rose and fell with even breaths, falling into dreamland with his amazing girlfriend, soon to be fiancĂ©. There is nothing he wouldn't do for her. Light snores fell from his lips as he fell into a peaceful state of slumber with his best girl in his arms. He couldnât ask for anything more or better.
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#âout of nowhereâ she says like she hasnât been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#itâs been over two years since the last time we talked⊠absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! thereâs a lot of things i used to like about myself that i donât think iâm ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole âmaybe i could make things rightâ song and dance đ#the thing is most of the time iâm not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the âthatâs really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldnât have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?â#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope sheâs gotten some of her shit worked out#so iâm not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i canât think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so đ#i donât actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasnât crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just donât see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet⊠the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger personâŠ#caseyposting
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Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom
#not to be obsessed with not only my own playlists but also my own writing but. man. poetic cinema#starting to think that the reason fross is always self-sabotaging is because he's already convinced that everything will inevitably go wron#and instead of waiting for it to catch him off guard he just. poisons it a little himself first.#and maybe then it won't hurt as much when shit does hit the fan!#(< look at this dumbass (me) having the exact same realization about my characters five separate times bc my memory sucks đ)#but just look at his history. every time he tried to do something the right way in earnest it got fucked up for reasons out of his control#so. i could see it. why put in the effort to do things the right way if he's gonna get disappointed in the end?#it's almost like the hurdles that he himself creates are a test. and smth can only be worth pursuing if it can endure those hurdles first#it makes sense why his redemption arc starts once he's stuck on earth and he's like.#''ok now nemesis is gonna kill me for sure. there is nothing i can do to make this situation any worse. guess i'll wash the dishes fml''#lol#but i also think about pre-apocalypse fross practically begging tilda to let him have something that's uniquely his. even if it sucks#(putting a pin on fross's anxieties about being cloned and his disdain towards aloy and beta in that regard)#because he feels like he's always been pulled by external forces and he doesn't know how to break free. doesn't think he even WANTS to#because it's all he's ever known. and stepping outside of his comfort zone is scary :')#but of course he doesn't have the emotional awareness to even be aware of any of that lmao. pity#oc: fross#oc tag#ramble#anyways. sorry i put the meat of this post in the tags. i didn't expect to write this much lol
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So this is my thing now, Iâm afraid to go to sleep. This is kinda bullshit, brain.
#I feel like Iâm going to die when I fall asleep#see⊠Iâm afraid you think I just mean Iâm scared of death#no no no. no. I feel like Iâm suffocating. I have to force myself to breathe. my body tingles (in a bad way). I get really overheated.#I get dizzy and feel like Iâm going to pass out from lack of air. I feel sick.#I havenât slept much lately.#Iâm miserable alllll the time. I can maybe force sleep with super exhaustion but Iâm drained no matter what#this isnât the first time itâs happened but this is the longest itâs gone on#from that my anxiety is now blanketing everything bc Iâm so tired and scared about not getting to sleep#sickening anxiety. I feel like puking or passing out. and I got hit with some heavy (but thankfully short) virtigo yesterday#terrible terrible terrible#and seriously. anxiety. so bad. Iâm constantly trying to get high right now to fight it but itâs rough#getting high is starting to make me feel sick too. and my tolerance is building. itâs like⊠itâs all bad. all options.#I hate this.#AND itâs the weekend and my new primary canât see me until Wednesday and then Iâve got to beg for⊠I dunno⊠the good stuff#god. I told myself Iâd go see my doctor about this a couple of weeks ago when this last hit and I didnât đ#ideal scenario: all doctors fall in love with me and medically induce a short coma for me to catch up on sleep and then they give me drugs#this new doctor doesnât know me! I havenât laid enough groundwork! how am I supposed to beg for klonopin if we have no banter!?#that wasnât a joke. I mean it was but itâs also serious. I need some GOOD anti-anxieties and he doesnât know me enough to know I NEEDS ITđŹ#also my tinnitus is just⊠no sleep + stress means it gets stronger and itâs⊠a fucking wet willy shoved through my ear into my skull#and if I hit a bad patch of virtigo⊠I will⊠redacted.#I wonât! I will go running crying and screaming in the street before I off myself.#HEY! my insurance says I can get 30 days in-patient and I always keep that thought in my bad pocket.#*back pocket. Iâm not about to go back and start redoing tags because of a few misspellings#this is so rambly#my brain is fried! Iâm tired! my appetite is fucked! I donât want to do ANYTHING!#I mean⊠I never want to do anything. I love being lazy. I should say that right now I CANâT do anything. but I can. but itâs⊠a lot. fuck đ#this must sound so whiny. Iâm sorry. Iâm sure Iâll be making more posts like this until this goes away#you can ignore this#text
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DDA: dorm displays of affection
Being a famous idol means PDA is out of the question, but not dorm displays. Alternatively, ways the enha boys show youâre theirs while in the dorms with their other members đ€
1.5k words, idol!enha x gf!reader, this is fem reader, about 200 words a piece⊠no warnings i think, flufff, some are more general than others, im sorry đ
Heeseung
Always has you sat on his lap.
Literally does not matter where you are or what youâre doing, you are not allowed next to him
Even if itâs a movie night and EVERY SINGLE member is there so you think âsurely I can sit by myself this time, itâd be so weird for us to be cuddled up like that in front of everyoneâ
WRONG đšđš
As soon as you sit down next to him, he looks at you like youâve lost your mind
The pout comes out
âWhat are you doing?â đ„ș
Genuinely looks so confused that youâre sitting anywhere else
âHee, all the boys are here.â
Looks at you like âand since when do I gaf??â
Grabs your waist with one hand and pulls you into his lap himself đ€
None of the boys bat a single eye
âEveryone knows this is where you belong babyâ he says, kissing your temple and wrapping his arms around your midsection
Ignores you literally combusting
Jay
The definition of princess treatment
You can literally just turn your brain off when youâre around Jay
You havenât touched a single door since the two of you started dating
He opens the car door, the door to the dorm, even his bedroom door
( he has your location turned on so he gets a notification when youâre close and can be there to open the door for you as soon as you arrive at their dorm)
One of the first times he took you out, you opened the door for yourself and he slid across the car hood to close it again and re open it before you had time to get out đ
(He looked really silly but you tell him it was cool)
Pulls your chair out even when youâre just eating dinner with the guys
Cue the boys exchanging looks and whip cracking motions đ€Ș
If youâre walking best bet heâs on the outside of the sidewalk and his hand is on your lower back, guiding you
You didnât realize how much you stopped thinking around him until once when he was guiding you through the hall and he literally had to stop you from running into Sunghoon
Itâs not your fault, youâre just a girl đ
Jake
NICKNAMES GALORE
The boys actually didnât know your name for like a solid six months bc he NEVER said it
âMy girlfriend is coming overâ heâd announce
âYour girlfriend that isâŠ?â
âPretty?â He has no idea what theyâre talking about
As soon as you get there all they hear out of his mouth are âpretty girlâ and âsweet angelâ
Like hello you have a name đ€š
âCâmere pretty girlâ as soon as you open the door
âWhat do you think, princess?â He asks your input as the boys decide what to watch
đ”âđ«đ”âđ« sike, you donât even need a name, he can call you whatever he likes
The boys like to tease him when they need you two for something
âYes Jake, can you and your pookie wookie bear please join us in the kitchen for a moment?â
âHey Jake, does your schnookums like cream in her coffee?â
He really doesnât call you those, but anything out of his mouth might as well be to the guys
âYes my beautiful girlfriend who is an angel on earth does like cream thank you very much. Lots of it.â
He does not care at all, he thinks youâre the sweetest thing ever and deserve to be reminded of it every time he talks to you
Sunghoon
Bro CANNOT FOCUS when youâre around itâs actually so bad
The boys have probably seen you guys kiss like twice but the amount of times theyâve had to smack him upside the head bc heâs zoned out staring at you???
âŸïž
He has the biggest heart eyes, if it was possible to love you anymore heâd probably actually develop heart shaped retinas
âHoon? Hoon?â Heeseung calls his name four times before following his line of sight and seeing you filling a glass of water
âYouâre so embarrassing.â
The boys approach you with anything they have to tell him because the only way he snaps out of it is if someone else joins you
Heâll be in space for 20 minutes but the second one of the guys walks up to you heâs right there
âWhy are you talking to my girlfriend?â
(Yes Iâm thinking about that fansign where he said no to everything đ€«)
The managers were gonna let you come to filming one time but the boys said ABSOLUTELY NOT
Hoon could not be in a five mile radius of you without getting dating rumors he was down so bad
Sunoo
This man loves you so bad he does not care who sees
Greets you at the door with a bone crushing hug and kisses all over your face
(The boys make faces at each other while they listen to his loud âmwahâs from the living room)
You flush when you walk in and realize they all heard it, but Sunoo pays them no mind, leading you by the hand to where he has a bouquet of flowers and your favorite coffee on the table
Heâll take you into the living room where the rest of the guys are playing games just so he can sit there with his arm around you while you enjoy your drink
Even when he gets into a fight with Sunghoon and starts yelling with his hands theyâre still attached to you
One time he accidentally poked you in the eye while gesturing and he felt so bad he almost cried
Kissed it to make it better only to have the guys start throwing pillows at him for being âgross in the communal areaâ
âFine, Iâll go kiss my girlfriend in peace!â
Now youâre a blushing mess that they all know đ«
âDonât be embarrassed baby, theyâre just mad I have the prettiest girlfriend everâ
Jungwon
He takes care of you SO BAD
The boys teased him the first time they saw him stop to tie your shoes for you, but never again
Will be cooking the most delicious smelling thing in the world and smack the boys hands when they try to steal it
âThis is for ynâ đ
Braids your hair, zips your jacket, honestly just fawns over you like a grandma đ
âItâs cold out. You should bring a jacket!â
âBut wonnnn, I donât want toâ youâd whine but does he care?
NO
His baby is not getting sick on his watch
Not only does he pick your jacket, but he also puts it on for you, zips it up, and puts on a matching hat
Imagine the boys reaction when the two of you go out one night and won comes back barefoot đ
But your heels hurt and he wasnât about to have that âŒïž so he gave you his shoes and carried your heels the rest of the way home
(The same heels that he insisted on clasping for you while you sat at his vanity)
âDown astronomically badâ Jay would cough as won leads you back to his room
Jungwon just thinks you should never have to do anything yourself đ€·ââïž
âYou just sit there and look pretty, Iâll get itâ đ«Ł
Riki
Is quite literally always hanging off of you
Nonchalant my booty, when heâs in the comfort of his own home with the people who know him best⊠his facade goes down the drain
If youâre standing up at allâ washing dishes, doing your hair, even standing in the living room having a conversation with one of his members
Without him??? I think not đ€š
Literally drapes himself across your back, hanging his arms over your shoulders and dropping his chin on top of your head
âHi ki!â You chirp, turning around to see him staring, arms still locked around you
âWhy are you doing that?â He asks
He doesnât want you doing ANYTHING in his dorm.
Why are you even doing dishes? Thatâs his hyungâs job. Doing your hair??? For who? You will not be seen by anyone for the next 1-3 business days if itâs up to him
And if youâre talking to one of the members đ
He wonât say anything, but if youâve kept talking for more than 2 minutes after heâs showed up, heâll pinch your side and shoot daggers at whoever youâre talking to until the two of you give up
âNo need to get moody, Iâll give you your girlfriend back,â Jake rolls his eyes
Thatâs what he was waiting for âŒïž
Throws you over his shoulder and takes you right back to his room where you will never be heard from again!! (Until dinner time)
#enhypen#enhypen x reader#enhypen scenarios#enhypen headcanons#enhypen reactions#enhypen drabbles#enhypen fluff#heeseung scenarios#jay scenarios#sunghoon x reader#jake scenarios#sunoo scenarios#jungwon scenarios#riki scenarios#niki x reader#sunghoon scenarios#heeseung x reader#jay x reader#jake x reader#sunoo x reader#riki x reader
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Hi! Nimona told him to do a thumbs up (also I hope you get the reference image because I couldn't find it ajkdsad)
There's some mpreg headcanons and drawings under the cut! :D
By the way the limit of images is 30 so I had to make some longer images with comics to save space and put more drawings đ
-Also, small continuation from the previous drawing:
(I wrote baby album but maybe it should be those albums that people keep of the pregnancy process ajskd)
-When Ballister first started showing, he was a bit insecure about it, but Ambrosius helped with that, in the romantic sense of worshipping and whatever, but also like this:
Translation (did my best to see how to translate it sorry sdjksd it works better in spanish)
1 Ballister: I think it's too soon to be getting fat- Ambrosius: You know what else is getting fat? 2 Ambrosius: Who said that
-Ballister goes through the denial of needing new clothes, so imagine him still wearing the stuff he usually wears and Nimona coming from behind and picking at the clothes by his shoulder and going in a high-pitched voice, as if the shirt was talking - I'm tired, boss while Ballister swats her away and say, leave me alone, it still fits me >:(
(it doesn't)
>Also Ballister absolutely refusing to wear maternity clothes, the only one he got he was like, wearing it and looking very unimpressed, and Ambrosius' like, you don't like it? :( and Ballister says, No. It's ugly as fuck >:(
>So, he just gets bigger shirts and stretch-ier pants and that's it. Also he gets an oversized hoodie and he says that's gonna be his best friend the rest of the pregnancy, and both Nimona and Ambrosius gasp offendedly at that.
So-
Ambrosius (turning to look at Nimona): What the- hey, I am his best friend. Nimona: Course not! You lost that privilege with what happened that one time (she means the movie events, more than five years ago) Ballister: Ambrosius' my best friend, Nimona. Ambrosius: HAH >:D Nimona: Aw :( Ballister: Because you're my sidekick :) Nimona: :D Ambrosius: Hey, what now- that sounds better than best friend :(
-Ballister during most of the pregnancy is like, woo baby :) but at the very last months he's at least half of the time pissed off, tired and done with being pregnant.
(my incredible math skills in the next point)
>70% of that time he's mad at Ambrosius (who made him pregnant), 20% mad at Nimona (who consciously (and sometimes unconsciously) gets on his nerves) and the remaining 10 he's pissed off at Baby (and he gets sad about that one, because he's just a baby, so he redirects it at Ambrosius instead đ)
>Ambrosius does his best to be of help but usually there's nothing he can do aside from being there (and sometimes getting out of Ballister's sight, if he's really angry- in the sense of 'I don't even want to see you now')
>Most of the time Ballister just cools off.
-Also Ambrosius giving him massages, sometimes randomly on his shoulders or his feet, and sometimes something more elaborated, like Ballister laying down and him using body oil, setting the ambient and all to massage his back (and Ballister almost always falls asleep in those).
>Sometimes tho he just does a 'chop chop chop' at his shoulders (it doesn't do anything besides amusing Ballister and keeping him company)
>Also Nimona said that of course he'd just randomly start chopping Ballister while Ballister does nothing about it, so Ambrosius starts chopping her instead
(made these two drawings with like three weeks of difference ajdkad)
(N/SFW thingies on the next four points and the next four images)
-Also with that previous point imagine Ballister waking up all angry, and Ambrosius just not knowing what he can do for him to stop being mad, but it turns out that Ballister had just woken up horny and pent-up.
>And once he realizes, he's like Ambrosius... (with intentions of getting some), and Ambrosius is like đ§? because a second ago Ballister wasn't even looking at him.
-Also with this, Ballister is just very much hornier now (after the first trimester which was the worst) and Ambrosius doesn't mind at all - except when his jaw gets sore or he's running late for work because they lost track of time and also other situations ajsdks but usually he's delighted.
>(In the drawing Ballister just crossed one leg over the other once he heard Ambrosius coming in, because he can't maintain the position too long without getting uncomfortable sdjksj)
-Whenever Ballister is like >:c and looking in Ambrosius' direction, he immediately assumes that his husband is angry at him.
>Y'know when you look intensely at someone so they feel your gaze and look at you back? Ballister here is trying to apply that, but it doesn't work bc of the previous point askdad
-I had written sometime (I think) about them blaming Baby on literally anything that has more or less to do with him. If Ballister's crying, if he forgets stuff, if Nimona coddles Ballister too much and pisses him off, if Ambrosius wastes all the cleaning product in two weeks because he had been cleaning too much (he's nesting and realizes that sometime later), if Nimona and Ballister eat the weirdest stuff that at least he wouldn't eat in normal circumstances- and a long etc.
-During Ballister's pregnancy, Nimona works the most she had ever worked in her existence (in the biscuit factory):
-Both Nimona and Ambrosius are the most supportive c: yippie. Supportive husband/best friend and supportive sidekick/friend/sibling/etc
>An example would be of Ballister being tired, and if the time allows, the other two will immediately suggest a nap.
>Their collective naps usually last hours and they wake up disoriented, sweaty, with drool and the sheets marked on their faces.
>Also they wake up almost always stacked, Nimona always under the other two.
Translation
Nimona and Ballister: (snoring) Ambrosius: Fuck- what year is it? (tries to lift himself up)
-Also Nimona is the self-assigned pregnancy pillow, and at first Ballister had refused to let her do that, but as a sidekick she took it upon herself to make sure that her boss was comfy and could sleep well - and Ballister reminded her that that's not what sidekicks are for. She said, fuck off I'll do it anyways >:c
>Anyways he sleeps great with her help and earns himself a huge told you so from Nimona.
>I had written a thingy where just when she woke up she was like good morning boss :D while Ballister also said good morning and she hugged him while pushing Ambrosius away, even out of bed. I can't remember where I left it but once I find it, I'll see if it's good for posting pipipi Also Ballister and Ambrosius are corny husbands
>Also here I drew my vague idea of a bear bc I was too lazy to look for Nimona bear references sowwy
-Nimona sometimes shapeshifts into Ballister to make fun of him.
(This one joke gets lost in translation which is a shame but I'm gonna share the comic anyways sdjs)
>(She's messing around about names, doing a play in words using Gloreth's name while Ballister is already warning her to stop)
>Nimona urges them to get a name soon because Baby is almost born, and they're like yeah chill we're on it - and they're both sitting on the sofa, with Ballister's legs over Ambrosius' lap, while Ballister goes through their list on his tablet and Ambrosius focuses on giving him a massage on his feet.
They're like-
Ballister: So, Cyril? Ambrosius: No, my horse at the Institute was called that. Ballister: Right, then not that one... What about Casper? Ambrosius: Hmm... no. Ballister: Why not? Ambrosius: I don't know, I just don't really like it. Do you? Ballister: Eh, it's alright, I guess. I don't think Baby looks like a Casper, though Nimona: You don't even know how he looks yet! Ballister: You shut up, kid >:v Ballister: So, what aboutâŠ
And they're making nearly to none progress but yeah sjdsd
>Also imagine Nimona (as Ballister) imitating what he does now that he's pregnant but x10 times more.
Translations
1 AUGHH- MY BACK 2 FUCKING AMBROSIUS! 3 Ambrosito? Can you get me a sweet treat? đ„ș 4 I'M HUGE WAAA
>And while Ballister is like wtf I don't act like that, he turns to Ambrosius like, do I act like that? đ„ And Ambrosius, who was laughing to himself, goes, well... not so intensely, which is good enough for Ballister.
>But Nimona points out to what Ballister is eating with a mocking smile (and it is weird to be mocked by a version of himself that has a pink strand on his hair, but whatever), and he's like ? what? and realizes that he did ask for a sweet treat almost like Nimona depicted he does, because he did pull the big sparkly eyes and he did call Ambrosius Ambrosito while at it.
>Then he's wondering if he really complains about his back like that (he does, but as Ambrosius said, he isn't so intense about it, usually just holding his lower back and throwing his head back as he winces. Normal)
>(the yelling insults at Ambrosius is definitely not true. But he does throw daggers at him with his eyes when he's angry, he has to admit to himself)
>Now, about crying because he feels huge- yes. Very much true, but he doesn't wail. Just sobs and cries a river like the sensible, serious adult he is.
-Also that thing of knights don't cry and whatever. This one knight does cry, and he cries a lot (at least while he's pregnant).
>He cried once because he dreamt that Nimona was a little spider and even though he warned Ambrosius to be careful, he accidentally crushed her and he woke up not only incredibly sad but also upset with Ambrosius, even though he was aware that it was silly to get mad with him over a dream.
>Nimona was like boss :( while hugging him, and Ambrosius had to scoot a bit away because Ballister didn't even want to look at him as he wept. Ambrosius said a lot of reassuring words of I'm sorry, I think I didn't see her :( while Ballister was like, but I warned you so many times :'[
>Then he was like, I promise you, I'd never hurt Nimona. And Nimona herself said, yeah boss, I'd crush him first, don't you worry about it :) and Ballister said, but I couldn't protect you :''[ while hugging her harder.
>And both Nimona and Ambrosius are (internally) like, ohh, so that's what it's about.
>Anyways, just a bunch of hugging and comforting gets him to feel a little less sad and also Nimona saying, but you're great at protecting me now :D so, there's all that sdjksd
-Sometimes Ballister just breaks down over seemingly the most trivial stuff too (which is usually just the last straw over a bunch of other stuff going on)
Translation
1 Ambrosius: Balli? What happened? D: Ballister (with one eyeline going up and the other going down): Ambrosito, my eyeline's crooked* *the straw that broke the camel's back (his hair isn't cooperating) (his back hurts) (done) (clothes feel uncomfortable) (the baby won't stay still) 2 Ambrosius (doing Ballister's eyeline): Stay very still, love (focused) 3 (they're in front of the mirror) Ballister (laughing his ass off): BUT HOW DID YOU MAKE IT EVEN MORE CROOKED?! Ambrosius (embarrassed): Aw Ballister (holding his belly): Ow, Baby, don't kick me, sorry, sorry! I'll stay still now-
>(Y'know when a pregnant person laughs the baby inside gets all shaken skdsd I find it funny, so imagine Baby being like ??!! because Ballister keeps laughing too hard and shaking him all around and his kicks are like him going, stay the fuck still D:<) (Ballister's still weepy but now he's crying with laughter, which is better than him crying from being overwhelmed)
-Also Ballister's very scared of giving birth but he's very good at pretending that Baby will simply materialize in his arms rather than him having to push him out.
(Drawings based over this)
Translation
1 Ballister happy because his baby is almost born 2 (Remembers that he has to give birth to him)
-The day that he was in labor and all, imagine the water just breaking and stuff and Nimona being like 'okay everyone DON'T PANIC' while panicking and also Ballister's panicking too (Ambrosius' at work and when he's told he also panics and arrives at the hospital in record time still wearing his armor. The power of first-time father panic)
(But someone gotta be not panicking in the situation, so Ambrosius calms the fuck down and becomes the calming presence that Ballister can rely on c: also Nimona calms down too and goes back to being herself and is very good at distracting Ballister while he goes through contractions and the hours before pushing.)
>Also y'know how in TV sometimes someone else imitates the pregnant person's breathing exercises by going huff huff huff quickly ajsdkjd
>Also Ballister going Nimona what about the bags and also don't carry me there?! and her going shit right and ignoring the second half, then returning for the bags and grabbing them, all while holding Ballister like a doll (a doll with a little doll inside SJDS pregnant barbie)
En español pensaba que fuera = AYĂDENLO, SE LE SALE LA WAWA - NIMONA DEJA DE HACER SHOW
-Wrote a lil something about Baby's birth and Ballister going through kinda a rollercoaster of emotions because at the very beginning of the pushing stage he almost had a panic attack, but then everyone in the room helped him calm down, and when he thought everything was going great, the doctor offered Ambrosius to receive their baby, and of course his husband was very excited about it and said yes, getting dressed up in the medical gown, the facemask, the gloves and all that.
(Initially everything after that was supposed to go swiftly, but I thought, no, what if Ambrosius faints like some dads do? and after watching a TikTok of a woman whose partner did faint and they had to pause her birth to hold him up because he was like over 6 feet tall, I was like hell yeah that's it)
>When Ambrosius finally got between Ballister's legs to look, his blood pressure went the fuck down. And since he's pretty tall and the nurse that tried to catch him was pretty short, the other one had to join in and then the doctor too to avoid him slamming on the ground. The thing was that Ambrosius was clearly fighting very hard against unconsciousness, giving the three people holding him false hope about him finally holding his own weight, making them almost drop him multiple times.
>Sensibly, the situation was kinda scary, because the three people assisting his baby's birth were busy trying to hold his husband from fainting. Said husband was clearly fighting with everything he got to keep himself conscious, and Ballister could very much feel his baby crowning.
>But seeing three short people trying to hold Ambrosius up and yelping when they almost dropped him several times, and remembering that Ambrosius had been so excited about it but hadn't been able to even stand the view, and feeling pretty nervous because his main emotional support couldn't even keep himself awake-, made him crack up.
>So, he's laughing out loud and going every once in a while, owfuck- because it still hurts like a bitch, while the other three keep going, YOU'LL DROP HIM. BE CAREFUL, SIR?? SIR, CAN YOU HEAR ME? and Ambrosius' like, yea- (faints again)
>(they're well aware that they gotta deliver the baby, so they're doing their best to hurry Ambrosius to get out of the way)
>The whole thing had made Ballister's body feel weak from the laughter, and he had to try and calm down to have strength again and push the baby out.
>As you'd guess, Ambrosius didn't receive their baby, and had to sit down and eat something sweet to not faint again, but he managed to stay on his feet well enough to cut the umbilical cord yippie.
>So anyways, Baby out, wrapped and all that, Ballister kept laughing more quietly about it and saying that they should mark the date in the calendar to celebrate Ambrosius fainting over almost delivering their baby. And Ambrosius' like hmm, I don't know Balli, maybe we could use this date for our son's birthday, don't you think? and Ballister's like OH RIGHT and now started laughing at himself.
I keep thinking of new stuff that contradicts what I already have posted, sowwy
>Imagine Ambrosius practically begging Ballister to not tell Nimona, while the other says she'd love to know but also is aware that she'd never let Ambrosius live it down, so he agrees on not telling her. Both eventually tell both Nimona and Baby when the latter is older and inquired about his birth, and indeed, Nimona loved the anecdote, and never let Ambrosius live it down, since then.
-Ideas about Nimona infiltrating the room in the form of a nurse after Baby is born and blowing up her cover when she commented on the baby's nose being just like Gol- Mr. Goldenheart's. And also, his hair being black like Bo- Mr. Goldenheart's.
>At the beginning when they had been admiring their baby, Ambrosius had said, he got your hair D': pipipi (he cried the second Baby got placed in his arms, got a drawing of that but I don't like how it came out wah, Ambrosius' wearing a facemask and being all tear-eyed pipipi) and Ballister had said, he got your nose :D but Ambrosius had said no? that's just a baby's nose, how can you even tell. But after Nimona commented on it, Ballister's saying told you so, it's your nose, while Ambrosius' like, Mr. Goldenheart could be either of us (both smiling amusedly because Nimona's too silly and they clearly know it's her, but she's all idk who's Nimona?)
-Also, I don't know how to make that work with the idea that when she got kicked out to the hall for the pushing bit, she went to steal some flowers and balloons with 'it's a boy!' on them for Ballister. But anyways, I'll write that bit too.
-Also this is Goldenheart with their baby, and I drew it a while back but realized that I don't like it anymore, so I'll do a redrawing someday sdjksd
>Imagine that Ambrosius was in the hospital bed with Baby while Ballister was getting ready so they could leave to their home, and Nimona said pictures timeee and then took that pic, with Ballister pointing at Baby and being all :D Also, Ambrosius looked pretty good and all, and Ballister was all unshaven face, kinda messy hair, the hospital band with his name still wrapped on his wrist as he pointed at Baby, and yet there were some people online that were like ??! Ambrosius Goldenloin Goldenheart was pregnant??
>And the people that knew even if a little bit about the Goldenheart's life, and also because they still went out and whatever, were like ? no? didn't you see Ballister like, a week ago? (Where he was very obviously pregnant and Ambrosius clearly wasn't sdjkdj)
>Every once in a while, Nimona would remember about this and repost it again, even after Baby is much older.
And that's it! If you read till here, bless you ajsdkadj
I've got more stuff about mpreg, both written and drawn, so I hope to make another post like this sometime, they're very fun to make :D
#nimona#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#goldenheart#my art#mpreg#i love them so much#giving Ballister the biggest honor I can as an artist -> making him pregnant#that's what he gets for being my favorite#se pone bien papi chulo#I reached the image limit again pipipi#they should let me put 238493 images not just 30#also notice that bathroom I drew that barely looks like a bathroom jsdsd#apologies I was too lazy to look for references pipipi
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Hickeys
àłïżœïżœâ·do they suck (lol) at hickeys, giver or receiver?, how? all answered down below by your beloved Tomieâš
àłââ·Psss this is a head-canon, take it lightly~
àłââ· Suggestive, implied f!reader, NSFW language
àłââ· monster trio + Law+ Ace
: ÌÌâ Luffy
Heâs the type to receive them more than to give
When he realizes he has hickeys, heâs just gonna wonder how itâs even possible and if smth hit his neck during a fightđ
Probably gonna bug Chopper about it, until he brushes him off mentioning itâs nothing
Then when youâre making out and you linger on his neck, it clicks into his mind. He yells a « ooohh, It was you! » after realizing that, it surprises you and you almost bit his skin-
Heâs down to try it when you explain that you want them on you too
« You want me to suck your skin a little until it bruises? A bit like when you bruise after a fight? »
« Ugh⊠not the same but you got the spirit? »
Heâs dense, but he tried and he didnât do as bad as you thought
: ÌÌâ Law
LMAO?? Wouldnât he be the type to lowkey hit you with a scientific facts that hickeys can kill you if done wrongđ€đ
Ik he would. Im so sorryđźâđš
On another note, tbh I feel like heâs just sooo into it, when his mind is fogged by lust. He will be making out with you and damn, heâs now leaving wet kisses all over your neck. That itself, just awaken some type of possessive strike and youâre left with hickeys a bit everywhere.
Will quietly eye them when yâall are cuddling after sex. He wonât comment on it beside if you point them out.
âThey look great.â
It would be the most reaction you will get out of him. Heâs so hot though- intrusive thoughts but they are real đ
He doesnât mind at all if you leave some on him fr. Like if itâs done within the right vibe and yâall are just kicking it and youâre riding him or yâall in lotus position, he might even groan and moan a little louder and curse under his breath.
: ÌÌâ Sanji
Oh his mouth is ALLL OVERR your body. Heâs kissing, praising, leaving hickeys all over your body. On you chest, between your thighs, on you collarbone.
Heâs almost in a trance while he loves your body and mark it. Heâs gotta to enjoy his pretty lover and you bet heâs gonna make it known that you are his and heâs the lucky man who has you!!
Heâs so sweet about it, with sweet compliments, but itâs a bit messy too. Wet patches, mumbles from his muffled lips.
Heâs SOOOOO down if you wanna do it on him. He gets very excited and canât stop smiling and touching your body.
âYes of course Iâm down! Wanna try it rn? We got time yk..â
Best boy đ€§
àłââ· Zoro
His neck always has some hickeys from you. He thought he hated it, but he quickly got over it and finds it hot now.
He doesnât care too much if someone stare at them, but he will throw a curse out with a deadpan expression, if someone made a snarky comment.
He also has this possessive strike, so you bet youâre gonna have some type of bruises-hickeys on your body after yâall are done. Because he doesnât go easy on you, he will be thrusting deep into you, while silencing you with his fingers deep in your mouth. Along with that, his mouth is nibbling on you neck and all your sensitive spots.
Itâs an overstimulating mess.
He smirks satisfied when he sees you marked up, moaning his name and completely lost into his touch.
àłââ· Ace
Oh, this man here has the biggest possessive strike out of all the men here.
I touched on the subject a little on my NSFW head canon, but he definitely love giving them. He whines when you do, because heâs apparently allergic to shirts and get slightly annoyed when each of his friends on the ship makes some jokes.
He loves that everyone knows youâre his. Because he gets to have one person for him, that actually feels love toward him and someone he can trust??! Thatâs the life prize!
Every time he fucks you, he makes sure that hickeys are created everywhere on your body.
He will shower you with attention and cocky comments as he sucks on to your skin.
Itâs his specialtyđźâđš
#one piece#one piece headcanons#tomiewritesđ·#one piece x reader#portgas d ace#one piece zoro#zoro headcanons#portgas ace x you#ace one piece#portgas ace smut#ace smut#luffy smut#luffy x reader#sanji headcanons#sanji smut#sanji fluff#traflagar law smut#law smut#law headcanons#law x reader#sanji x reader#ace sabo luffy#luffy fluff#zoro smut#zoro fluff#zoro imagines#portgas d ace smut#one piece smut
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moevie đ evie à· moze
wee hours in the morn, coddled beneath layers of the storm-sound. the deluge outside, a soft singing hum, thunder creeping through the cracks lining the windowsill. the bedroom is lit dimly only by the warm light of muted fairy lights lining the wall, and a laptop screen. EVIE [sunshine kind, wildly enthused, a loose thread fraying off a sweater hem] sits cross-legged at the foot of the bed, a long-gone-cold mug of tea nestled in her hand. there are faint shadows beneath her eyes, growing ever so slowly by the day. they seep into her chest.Â
her lover, MOZE [sun-shadowed, crow-brained, diamond-hearted], a light sleeper, especially so without evie in his arms, stirs awake at a particularly grating clap of thunder and the dull clicks from the laptop keyboard coming from the other side of the bed.Â
moze keeps himself hidden for a moment, silently observing evie. the tired slope of her shoulders and the gentle upwards curl sheâs trained to keep on her lips. darkly, solemnly, softly⊠over and over, night after night, itâs exactly this.
MOZE:Â [voice heady with sleep, and tender, as it always is when speaking to evie] evie. youâre still awake.
evie startles slightly at the unexpected voice, and turns to face her lover with a smile so quick and practiced that it nearly convinces him of its false genuinity. nearly.
EVIE:Â [hushed, brows pinched apologetically] sorry, did i wake you? there are still a few things for me to do, but iâll come join you in bed soon!
MOZE:Â [tilting his head, studying her] itâs nearly 3 oâclock in the morning. you look tired.
moze takes note of how the smile she shares with him doesnât reach her eyes as it usually does. with a sigh, he sits up from the bed, sheets rustling. the light from the laptop reveals the bout of concern etched into his features. itâs not so easily visible, coming from a man who has also trained himself to keep his countenance a certain way, but evie recognises it instantaneously. her heart patters and aches.
EVIE:Â [reassuring, giving him a thumbs up] itâs nothing, really! same old college grind, heh.
she watches, a bit dumbfounded as moze swings his legs over the side of the bed and walks around to her side, taking the mug from her hands and placing it atop the dresser on the other side of the room.Â
EVIE:Â [curiously, quirking a brow] oh?
the two share a few blinks, before evie rises from the bed to retrieve her tea. moze is unyielding as he steps in front of her, blocking her path no matter which way she tries to step. she giggles at his behaviour, the sound reaching his heart and coaxing a weak smile unto his own lips.
EVIE:Â what are you doing? I want my tea, please.
MOZE:Â [quiet, but firm] what iâm doing is asking you to come to bed.
evie opens her mouth in a gasp, but her protest is swiftly silenced when moze slips the laptop off of her lap and places it out of reach.
MOZE:Â youâve been running on empty for weeks.
EVIE:Â [playfully stern] mozeâ
MOZE:Â [gently, a soft command] evie, lie down with me. please.
thereâs a look of dreadful love in mozeâs eyes, his voice almost a plea. evie hesitates, the innate need to keep moving, keep smiling, keep doingâ something, anything, for school, and for the people she holds close. she struggles against the pull of her loverâs words, but ultimately surrenders defeat when he takes her wrist in her hands, grip firm but reassuring. a shadow offering reprieve from the heat of the sun.
and when she wills her smile away into something more vulnerable, sincere⊠when she allows moze to see the neglected air of exhaustion, of softness, of longing, he canât help but feel his heart spill open.
MOZE:Â [tossing the quilt over both his and evieâs bodies, offering her a pillow with the muscle of his arm] i see how hard you try. even when itâs breaking you.
uncharacteristically, she falls silent, unable to find the words to reassure him that she indeed really is fine. but moze sees it all. he feels it all. the silence is deafening. and so he holds her heart like a flower, lest it bloom and collapse, cradling it to his own as it opens up and scoops it out of the dark.
MOZE:Â [drawing closer, tip of his nose dusting hers in a gentle coax] you can let me take care of you.
EVIE:Â [weakly, on the verge of tears, a little broken]Â iâm sorry. i donât want to be extra weight.
heartbreakingly selfless, and heartachingly concerned about the welfare of others. the perennial woes of a girl who offers up the moon but would never ask for in return. it grinds the gears in mozeâs mind, that she gives so freely that it nearly bleeds her dry. he tucks his free arm around her, as if to shield her from not only the world, but her own mind.
MOZE:Â [resolute] donât say that.
and he opens his mouth to speak, but promptly purses his lips when he hears a sniffle muffled into the junction of his neck. there will always be other times to remind her of her worth; to not marry it with her success at school, nor the things she can do for others. for now, bit by bit, day by day, heâll be content being the little crow that picks up the shiny chipped pieces of her heart and fuses it back to its rightful state.
MOZE: [tenderly, voice honeyed, running a soothing palm along her head] rest, evie. close your eyes. even if itâs only for a short while. justâŠ. let the world spin without you for a moment. let me be selfish and keep you to myself.
â happy (very late very belated... so sorry! TT) birthday to my eviepup 𩶠@unriding please think of this as my love letter to you... i know despite all the smiles and laughs you share with us, these months are hard for you... and with school coming up, i know how you tend to wear yourself thin trying to do everything!! so, when that time comes around, i hope you might be able to read this and seek some comfort in it đ because you bring all of us A Lot of it < 333 you are cherished by so many! please never forget thisÂ ê° Ë ê” Ëê± â§âËÂ
#ćœĄ coco!#i left off here ): i will commit this line to memory because it is so pretty ⊠: and so he holds her heart like a flower / lest it bloom and#collapse / carding it to his own as it opens up and scoops it out of the darkâ coco )): sobbing into my hands âŠ. he is so sweet and so lov#loving ): i only mentioned one time that moze would be the one in relationships to teach things like kindness and love .. and i never#elaborated on what i meant â but this is exactly what i meant! whereas i lie about things like this â he is always honest and always caring#and his presence is so grounding ⊠tis why i often think that he is more of the sunshine in the grumpy x sunshine trope! also i am crying đđ#i do aspire to be like him very much !!! to be as comforting as he is :] he is such a sweet character sob he will always be so important to#me coco ): thank you so much ): for doing something like this ): i promise i will better talk about my thoughts in my response to your ask!!#in the mean time i am listening to earnestly yours by keaton henson and sobbing as i read this JSNDJDJ omg đ„č#âyou can let me take care of youâ and this always makes me feel some kind of way â because he is always always doing all the work ⊠and then#when it comes to him .. itâs always âthat was nothingâ or âit doesnât hurtâ ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS đđđ SNIFFLE I DONT WANT TO ADD TO HIS#WORKLOAD WHEN HE ALREADY DOES SO MUCH ): his âdonât say thatâ COCO )))))))))):#him going silent as well when he hears a sniffle :â) COCO I HAVE BURSTED OUT SOBBING AT THIS NEXT LINE LIKE I AM WAILING AND CRYING â#âheâll be content being the little crow that picks up the shiny chipped pieces of her heart and fuses it back to its rightful stateâ COCO ??#COCO I WILL PRINT THIS OUT AND TAPE IT RIGHT ACROSS MY HEART WHAT DO YOU MEAN !!! )): WHAT DO YOU )$))))):):#LET ME BE SELFSIH AND KEEP YOU TO MYSELF ??????? I AM HYSTERICAL#omg the note at the end â đđ it is hard to type when i am wiping at my eye so often AJWNSJDJDK it is not even doing anything ⊠like trying#to stop an entire faucet â but i will wipe regardless JSNSKXKXJ your note coco )): these terrible months ): i only mentioned that once too#i love you so much )): OKKOK I HAVE THINGS TO SAY LET ME CRY FOR A LITRLE FIRST IM SO SORRY#I WILL REALLY READ THIS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT IT WILL BRING ME UNMATCHED COMFORT I ))): THANK YOU SO MUCH COCO ):
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forever and a day | oscar piastri social media au
pairing: oscar piastri x fem long distance reader
nothing can separate them, except maybe 9,000 miles and a couple of oceans.
MASTERLIST | TIP JAR
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oscarpiastri: finally back in the homeland and reunited with my girl
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user1: oscary/n nation we are so back
user2: australia always does us so well
yourusername: can you convince mclaren that they should keep paying for our dates
oscarpiastri: i think we were technically working
yourusername: were we? it never feels like work being with you
oscarpiastri: you didn't notice all of the people around us and filming us?
yourusername: i only have eyes for you osc, we know this
oscarpiastri: hehehhehehehee
yourusername: also i have to completely commit you to memory before you fuck off for another couple of months
oscarpiastri: you could always just come with me
yourusername: let me get my degree first, one of us has to be educated osc
oscarpiastri: i have my a-levels? lando doesn't even have gcses
landonorris: why am i catching a stray?
yourusername: because my boyf is smart
landonorris: i've got street smarts đ©
oscarpiastri: you've been catfished like five times already and nearly had your bank details stole?
landonorris: well ... i like to see the best in people?
user3: thank you mclaren for giving us the oscar and y/n content
user4: and the proof that love still exists
user5: terminally lonely girls block mclaren, oscar and y/n.- it's for your mental health
user6: or if you have commitment issues this is some good exposure therapy
logansargeant: oh who did you force to be your photographer this time?
yourusername: you never learnt reading comprehension in school?
logansargeant: i can read i just choose not to read the soppy shit you and oscar say to each other
oscarpiastri: leave us alone
yourusername: you have a problem with us no matter what đ€š
logansargeant: do NOT make me the bad guy for complaining about hearing your guys' sexy time
oscarpiastri: we spend A LOT of time away from each other
yourusername: and by the sounds of it, you could learn a lot
logansargeant: you know what WHATEVER
user7: they terrorise logan so much from opposite sides of the world, pray for him when she can travel with oscar
yourusername
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yourusername: i love any piece of you osc but the separation anxiety is kicking my ass
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user9: oscar gave y/n a plush of himself
user10: no cause he's literally such a black cat
yourusername: he blushes just like that as well
user11: oh really?
user12: want to share with the class
yourusername: that's for my eyes only
oscarpiastri: i'm glad he got to you safely
yourusername: i just about tackled the postman đ
oscarpiastri: poor graham, we should get him a better christmas gift this year
yourusername: yeah sorry graham but you sprayed the kitty with your cologne and i can't be held responsible for my feral behaviour
user13: they get their postman christmas gifts?
user14: they have the same postman?
user15: yes, y/n lives with his family
user16: really?
yourusername: they can't get rid of me
oscarpiastri: they also love her as much as i do (literally, i have to fight my sisters to spend time with y/n)
landonorris: so this is why we were waiting so long for you at the airport
oscarpiastri: well, yes. it's very important i get y/n a souvenir
landonorris: i could've slept for like an hour longer?
yourusername: just because you don't understand true romance lando đ€š
landonorris: i know romance!
yourusername: maccies in a hotel room is not romance
landonorris: you guys are just freaks about each other that's not my fault
user17: y/n hanging out with oscar's sisters is so precious
user18: if they aren't married soon i will no longer believe in love
user19: they're 23?
user20: tbf i forget that because they've been together since they were like 15
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logansargeant: oscar forced me to post this so y/n could 'remember how hot he is while he's away at war'
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user21: oh wow... thank you logan!
user22: this is not exactly what i was expecting when i opened instagram but alas i'm not complaining
yourusername: WOOF WOOF WOOF
oscarpiastri: đ€đ€đ€
logansargeant: someone please remind me why i'm friends with you two
yourusername: because we're your only friends?
yourusername: wait sorry that was mean
yourusername: i just get protective
logansargeant: you're telling me đ€š
oscarpiastri: i'm swooning đ„°đ©·
logansargeant: i give up
alexalbon: why am i a part of this oscar thirst trap? why are you posting a thirst trap of oscar?
yourusername: HE'S A GOOD FRIEND
alexalbon: i didn't consent to be part of your weird long distance lust
yourusername: oh girl ain't no one looking at you when oscar is there
alexalbon: you know what you're mean :( i want you to stay in australia
yourusername: i promise i'm a lot nicer when i'm with osc, the distance makes me cranky
alexalbon: i see, remind me to never take oscar out in a race
logansargeant: i think that's wise - i heard her yelling down the phone about carlos
yourusername: i had to block him to stop myself
user23: i am honestly so confused
user24: i think we just let them do it, we'll never understand
landonorris: do NOT ask me to do this @oscarpiastri
yourusername: booooooo you're such a debbie downer
oscarpiastri: he's just s fuckboy he doesn't understand
landonorris: i don't think i'll ever understand you two
yourusername
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yourusername: one degree hotter xx
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user26: fucking finally now we can get y/n in the paddock every weekend
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user27: mclaren social media team seen celebrating just as much
oscarpiastri: and i didn't think it was possible for you to get any hotter
yourusername: maybe a piastri jersey?
oscarpiastri: and a ring?
yourusername: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yourusername: you know i'll never say no to that
yourusername: do nOT propose through an instagram comment oscar - nicole
oscarpiastri: noted đ
yourusername: but name the time and the place and i'll be there baby
user28: so we could defo get a y/noscar proposal this season
user29: i would be so insufferable it's unbelievable
user30: the way i just know it was killing oscar not being able to go
user31: did you guys see the kicked dog eyes in the paddock yesterday đđđ
oscarpiastri: they had to force me on the plane
landonorris: no they legit were about to call mick or pato
user32: did y/n convince you to not run away to australia?
oscarpiastri: maybe ....
charles_leclerc: ummmmm who is this oscar? why hasn't your father been introduced?
yourusername: HI
oscarpiastri: y/n is the love of my life and you SHOULD be able to meet her next race weekend
yourusername: so have i also got another father-in-law?
charles_leclerc: you seem to terrorise the other drivers a lot so - yeah!
yourusername: at your service (unless it's you hitting oscar, then there's no MERCY)
charles_leclerc: okay you are kinda scary wtf
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oscarpiastri: unbelievably proud of you and everything you've done darling. i'm so sorry i couldn't be there to celebrate with you, but i'll make it up to you before you know it xx
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user33: oh to be loved like this
user34: they make me feel lonely like the world apart i can only imagine how insane it'll be when they're back together 24/7
yourusername: i love you so so so much osc. you've done more than you could know by supporting me through my education. we have the rest of our lives to be together, so don't beat yourself about it now
oscarpiastri: but i'm so proud of you and just wanted to be there to celebrate you :(
yourusername: osc i can feel you pouting through the screen baby
landonorris: he really is and it's kinda annoyingly cute
yourusername: of course it's cute it's oscar đ
landonorris: right so i'll take back my congratulations then
yourusername: FINE BY ME
user35: obsessed with how y/n and lando already have this weird sibling bond
user36: it's the weird relationship that you kind of love between your gf and friend
user37: it's all cute until they actually fight
yourusername: if he makes any wrong step against oscar i'll crush that loser
landonorris: ahhaaha funny joke
yourusername: you're a 5'5 twig, i could snap you in half
user38: i need them to recreate the last photo when oscar wins his first race
user39: i think pinterest would explode
yourusername: no but no joke, i love you so much osc and i can't wait to start the new chapter of our life
oscarpiastri: i love you too xx
oscarpiastri: sorry to my sisters but they're losing their live in stylist because you're never ever leaving me ever again
oscarpiastri: that makes me sound like a possessive asshole but i just have attachment issues
yourusername: no these years since you started in f3 have been actual hell without you and i never want to leave your side again
yourusername: i just love watching you do what you love
oscarpiastri: i'll always love you more
user40: who's chopping onions wtf
user41: i'm invoicing them for my therapy
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mclarenf1: don't tell oscar but we've got a surprise guest for him đ€«
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user45: take me out back and shoot me please and thank you
user46: so real of you
landonorris: is this why his phone is currently hidden in my drivers room?
mclarenf1: maybe ...
landonorris: if he fights me for it that's on you guys
mclarenf1: wait admin has just realised you definitely shouldn't be on your phone
landonorris: LOL
user47: mclaren you better not fuck this race for oscar because i need my big rom com ending kiss in parc ferme
user48: omg romance writers do i have a plot for you
user49: the way this would seem so unrealistic if i read it in a book but these fools really have been together for like eight years and are unbelievably in love
yourusername: heheheheh thanks for flying me out on such late notice xx
mclarenf1: no worries queen
yourusername: you guys better be on top form, you can't hide from me in the garage
mclarenf1: hahahaha đ
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user50: is y/n the reincarnation of nicole scherzinger? like a wag that goes fucking mental
user51: and wears team merch with pride
yourusername: nicole is a queen (thank you for one direction queen) but you guys do not want me on the microphone
user52: you and oscar karaoke? please?
yourusername: we once did breaking free together but you'll have to bother logan for that video
user53: OSCAR PLEASE WIN AND DO DRUNK KARAOKE
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oscarpiastri: i told you she was my lucky charm. overjoyed to get my first win, it's a dream come true and to have the love of my life with me makes it even sweeter. y/n, i'll love you forever and a day x
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user54: CONGRATS OSCAR đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
user55: i'm having such a proud mum moment
user56: tears in my eyes
user57: not as much as y/n that girl was going THROUGH IT
user58: we need her mascara, cause that shit didn't budge
yourusername: I AM SO FUCKING PROUD OF YOU OSCAR
yourusername: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
yourusername: AND THANK YOU FOR WAITING FOR ME TO BE AT A RACE TO WIN
oscarpiastri: i guess i just knew in my bones you were here and simply had to win
oscarpiastri: i just wanted to see you so bad that i drove the fastest to the finish line
yourusername: well tell them to hurry up and debrief so we can celebrate đ
oscarpiastri: ON MY WAY
user59: maybe we will get that karaoke?
logansargeant: congrats bro! @landonorris i hope you brought some ear plugs, if not you might want to start drinking now
landonorris: SOMEONE GET ME A DRINK STAT
yourusername: i'll personally buy you a drink because i'm going to rock his world tonight
oscarpiastri: đđđ
landonorris: and here i thought you were my little innocent teammate
yourusername: there's nothing little about him
landonorris: EWWWW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE
yourusername: all celebrations aside, i'm so proud and i'll love you forever and always x
oscarpiastri: it's always been you and it will always be you
yourusername: i love you
oscarpiastri: i love you too
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note: WOOOOOOOOOO OSCAR!!! (i'm ignoring everything else to do with the race, oscar is my king)
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pairing: lando norris x fem!driver!reader
word count: 1.2k+
summary: your boyfriend is there as you crash out in a race
warnings: pda, some swearing, injury mentions, protective lando, i guessed on some stuff | i do not know how certain things work in f1 so if i messed that up i am sorry đđ
Your pre-race playlist filled your ears as you leaned the side of your body against the wall of the track barrier. Even though youâd done this so many times before, it doesnât lessen the nerves in your body. It wasnât even your first time on this track, yet it had you picking the skin off you fingers as you zoned out.
You were pulled out as someone came up behind you and wrapped their arms around your waist, grabbing your hands and holding them in theirs. You knew who it was right when you saw their hands. You looked behind you to see your boyfriend. You freed your hand from one of Landoâs and took out an earbud. âStop picking.â Is the first thing you heard out of him.
âSorry,â you replied as you took the hand still holding his and brining it up to your mouth and kissed his knuckles, âjust nervous.â He smiled softly at you and turned you around to pull you into his chest. âI know, but youâre going to do great.â âSo I guess you see the future now, yeah?â You joked. He shrugged his shoulders, âone of my many talents.â âSure.â
Lando had come to see you race because it was the one race that didnât take place at the same time as his did. The Bahrain Grand Prix had just taken place about three days before. He had taken a day to himself before he came and joined you in Jeddah. It was challenging with both of your schedules but you made it work, you always did. You both knew the risks and the troubles of two F1 drivers dating, and you both were prepared.
He poked your cheek. âHey, are you sure youâre okay?â He asked you. âYeah. Just have a feeling something will go wrong today.â You said lowly as you looked at the cars on the track. âYouâll be fine, y/n. Youâve had this before and nothing happened.â You nodded into his chest as you breathed in and out. Right as you pulled away your race engineer came up to you and told you it was time. Lando kissed you and wished you good luck as you handed him your phone and earbuds and put your mask and helmet on.
Time passed quickly ââ probably because of the adrenaline ââ and before you knew it you were in your car watching the lights. Your hands felt sweaty under your gloves as you didnât dare to blink. You didnât want to miss it. As the lights went out, your car came to life and you sped ahead. That feeling of something going wrong was still there but you tried to shake it off and focus on the race.
Lando was in the garage with your engineer and mechanics, eyes peeled on the screen. He noticed how shaken up you were and he was worried. Like he said to you, youâd felt this before but this time he could tell something about it was different. His hands were shaking as he kept his eyes on you and talked to your engineer to try to calm himself down.
Your voice interrupted his senses as he watched you enter your 24th lap. âSomethings up with the tires, Iâm getting no grip.â His eyes flicked to the man beside him. âNoted. See if you can hold on a little longer.â Your engineerâs voice filled your ears. âGot it.â Lando was left alone after that as your engineer got up to talk to the mechanics.
When the big screen showed your car, Lando got worried. He saw how little traction your tires had and how you were slipping on your turns. He could hear the commentators voice as well commenting on that as you finish the 27th turn and get ready to start your 25th lap.
As he watched you speed up the track, he didnât even notice until after it happened. As you tried to turn on the first turn, you tires skidded across the track and you couldnât complete the second turn, causing your car to crash into the barrier. It didnât look too bad, but all Lando could hear was silence and all he could think about is if you were okay.
âY/n? Are you okay?â Your engineers voice cut into the silence of the radio. He got even more worried when you didnât answer. âY/n? Baby?â Lando asked into the headset. More silence. He turned around to see if anyone knew what was happening until he finally heard your voice.
âDoing great.â You grunted. âNothings broken ââ I donât think ââ but my side does hurt. I think I mightâve bruised it when I hit the barrier.â Lando sighed it relief. He was right, it wasnât too bad. Nothing was broken and you thought it was just a bruise.
âThe safety carâs been deployed and it heading your way. Donât go running anywhere.â You engineer instructed you. âNot going anywhere,â you joked with a light laugh before a hiss came out. With only some trouble you eventually made it out of the car and sat against the barrier to wait for the safety car. You could tell that Lando was worried by the sound of his voice . . . and because you know him. You and him were on the same wavelength, if you could describe it in any way. You felt things the same, and because of that you knew how the other was feeling. You felt the same when he crashed in the Las Vegas GP. It was almost the same too, you spinning out and hitting the barrier. It was entirely coincidental.
You sighed in relief when you saw the safety car ââ you were ready to get out of there. Your side hurt like a bitch, way more than it did before, and your legs were starting to get tingly. The adrenaline must be wearing out. Lando never turned his gaze away from the screen as they put you in the safety car. He knew you were in good hands, but it ultimately didnât matter to him. Anything could go wrong.
Lando was right beside you when you got out of the safety car and taken to the doctors on site before you were taken to the hospital. As you were in getting checked out the the doctors, Lando was rambling. âThey shouldâve taken you off the tires when you told them. They shouldâve taken it more seriously. If they had then âââ You interrupted him by putting your hand over the one that was holding yours. âItâs fine. If I had felt more nervous I wouldâve boxed anyway. Plus, Will wouldâve done the same and you would be acting like me. Itâs not their fault.â
He sighed, and you knew he knew that you were right. âI know, I just worry.â You kissed his hand, âI know you do. And I do too when the same things happen to you. But Iâm fine. Theyâll take me to the hospital where theyâll double check I have no injuries. If it makes you feel better Iâll even let you check.â You joked. He laughed and shrugged. âI wouldnât mind that.â
The doctors eventually told you that you were good to go to the hospital. Nothing looked too bad, but it was standard procedure. You sat up with a groan and Lando immediately made a face. You shot him a look. âCâmon, Iâm fine.â He didnât agree. You rolled your eyes. âLetâs go, youâre coming with me to the ambulance. Maybe theyâll let you turn on the sirens.â
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Being a professional masseur for players and taking care of our boy art.
Hes just so sad and so pretty that you just giving head to make him feel better đ
Plot twist: he falls in love with you because duh? Hot+sex=you being promoted pookie, you are now the donaldsons elite employes!!!!!!
Baby, show me where it hurts...
pairing: art donaldson x fem!reader
summary: you never intended on becoming a "celebrity" massage therapist. you just wanted to be a massage therapist, the whole celebrity thing just sort of happened, you blame cali for that. but the novelty of your job wore off long ago, you hardly blink at the clients on your table nowadays. that is until tashi duncan calls you and absolutely fucks everything up
â or: art donaldson needs a massage therapistâŠ
contains: 18+ SMUT MDNI, oral (m!receiving), oral (fem!receiving), p in v, fingering (fem!receiving), angst? maybe? could this be considered angst?, slight age gap, no tashi duncan erasure because i don't stand for that, cheating but not really cause tashi knows, she always knows, she is an all seeing eye, and she kind of orchestrates it, SOOOOO much plot, like way too much i'm sorry, art being sad and tired, art also being kinda pathetic a little bit, unprofessional massages, no use of y/n.
word count: 10k+ (someone stop me....pls still read this lmao)
author's note: this ask was blessedly placed in my inbox and it was all iâve thought about since. this is my first big fic since my mike schmidt days so hopefully i'm not rusty! i've seen this damn cursed hell movie ten times, so hopefully i do it justice. i'm also still struggling sooo much with art and tashi as characters so please bear with me if they aren't movie accurate i'm trying my best. okay. thank you. hope you love it! mwah xoxo.
You don't get starstruck often, not anymore at least. The clients that find their way onto your table are just that in your eyes, clients. You don't see them as big time "celebritiesâ. Just men and women who need your professional help.
That being said, you almost dropped your phone the first time the Tashi Duncan called you.
It was a normal work day for you, spent buried in paperwork and training a new secretary. You're folding the steam room towels on your lunch break when your phone rings. No caller ID, you answer it anyways.
"Hello, you've reached Lush Retreat Med Spa," you rattle off into your phone, placing it between your ear and shoulder to continue folding. "How can we help you?"
"This is Tashi Duncan calling for Art Donaldson, we've heard great things about you and were hoping to schedule an appointment."
The towel drops from your hands, your mouth falling open in shock. You reach up to tightly grip your phone, not wanting to embarrass yourself by dropping your phone with Tashi fucking Duncan on the end of the line.
Of course you know who she is, but doesn't everyone? The tennis prodigy from Stanford who was on top of the world when a tragic knee injury stole everything from her in a single second. You absolutely idolized her when you were in high school and playing tennis competitively. You watched all the recorded matches you could get your hands on, wore your DUNCANATOR shirts to practice constantly, only bought the tennis rackets she used. You had her fucking posters plastered on the walls of your old bedroom for Christ's sake.
That was until you, ironically, shattered your wrist in a car accident and had to hang up the racket and pleated skirts forever. Just like her.
Now, Tashi Duncan and Art Donaldson are California royalty. An unfairly beautiful couple living what seems to be the dream. You'd never kept up much with Art's career like you did Tashi's, but you follow them both on Instagram and you see his face on billboards all over the city almost daily so you can assume it was fruitful. It may help him that he's extremely easy on the eyes, or "super fucking hot!" in your coworkers words.
"Hello?" Her voice ringing out from the tiny speaker ripped you out of your thoughts and back into reality.
"Y-yes, sorry," you cringe internally at yourself, stuttering over your words like a loser. You force yourself to sound professional when you speak again, "We'd love to help you any way we can. Do you have a certain time and date in mind already?"
"We're not home right now, we were thinking next Thursday. Around four." There's no question mark on the end of her sentence, you know that she isn't asking you, she's telling you. You don't even bother to check the schedule before you're answering.
"We will be free that day. I'll go ahead and put you in our system." you rush over to the front desk computer and open the calendar, thankfully you are actually free for Thursday. "I'm assuming you know our location?" you ask as you type in the appointment details, ignoring how your fingers shake ever so slightly as you type Tashi into the slot.
"Actually," Tashi's voice has a different tone to it when she speaks again, itâs something you canât quite place, your fingers slow down slightly as you listen, "we wanted to make this a home visit."
You stop typing completely, brows furrowed in confusion as you stare at your computer screen. "I'm so sorry, Mrs. Donaldson but we don't do at home appointmentsâŠper our policy." you reply meekly, almost surprised that you're denying her.
"Duncan, actually,â she corrects you nonchalantly, you donât have time to unpack that before sheâs speaking again. âWe did read that on your website, but we'd hope you might make an exception. You wouldn't need to bring much. We have our own table." Her tone isn't harsh or impolite, just firm and certain, like she knows you'll give in to her.
You do.
"Well," you bite your lip as you wrestle internally with yourself, torn between what you want to do and what you should do. "Okay, we can do that for you."
"Great. I'll send you the address. See you then." She hangs up without saying goodbye.
You plant your phone next to you and stare at the filled out appointment slot taking up your computer screen, processing what just happened. You're going to Tashi Duncan's house. To give her hot pro-tennis player husband a massage. In their house.
"What the fuck."
SIX DAYS LATER...
The walk up to The Donaldson's huge mansion on a mountain has your stomach turning in on itself. All week you were a ball of nervous energy just floating around your office, trying to find anything to distract you from your upcoming appointment. Now that it's here, you feel you may have bitten off more than you could chew.
You hardly got any sleep last night, tossing and turning in your bed for hours before you gave up, barging into your building's gym to try and sweat your nerves out. When that didn't work you just retreated back to your apartment and got ready.
You try not to think about why it took you so long to get ready, longer than most work mornings. Taking more time in the shower, more time doing your hair, more time doing your makeup.
You even choose an outfit you'd hardly ever wear in front of regular clientele. A matching white polo set, a skirt in place of shorts. You tell yourself that you just want to look good, who wants to look like a mess in front of Tashi Duncan?
Your hands white-knuckle the steering wheel of your car on the drive over. You couldnât even play any music, the noise in your head already too loud as it was, only cranking up the AC and silently following the crisp voice of your GPS reading off the directions Tashi sent you.
The closer you get to the door the more you want to turn and run down the insanely long driveway, get back in your car and haul ass home without ever looking back.
You don't because you're a professional, or at least that's what you keep telling yourself.
Your hand shakes as you ring their doorbell, hearing it echo back at you from the inside. You only wait a few seconds before the large door swings open and there she is.
Tashi Duncan is every bit as beautiful in person as she is splashed across the pages of magazines and blown up twenty feet on billboards. She looks so effortlessly classy in her Ralph Lauren sweater and flowy black dress pants.
Your name falls from her lips, and all the blood rushes to your ears. Her silky voice wraps around each syllable with an enticing heat that makes you weak in the knees. You feel sixteen years old all over again, standing at the woman who basically molded you into who you are today. It's a dizzying sensation, the rush of nostalgia and emotions flooding in like an avalanche. The memories you have locked away in your brain of the countless late night practices, the hundreds of hours spent on the court, the trophies and ribbons littering your moms basement collecting dust, the refusal to give up and pushing your body past its own limits because you wanted to be just like her. You wanted to be Tashi Duncan, and when you catch yourself nervously rubbing your thumb over the scar spanning your right wrist, you guess in some sick twisted way that you kind of are.
"So glad you could make it," she greets breezily, stepping to the side to let you in. âWe were worried youâd get lost.â
The house is, of course, beautiful on the inside. Tall ceilings, big fireplace, a beautiful staircase leading to the second floor. Thereâs toys strewn messily along the living room floor, the TV mounted on the wall is paused on ESPN.
You hope you donât look as crazy as you feel taking in the space, taking in the fact that Tashi is standing right in front of you.Â
âNo, the directions were very helpful,â your voice only slightly wavers as you respond, you count that as a win, âitâs a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. DonaldsâuhâDuncan.â You cringe at your fumble, but try to power through by extending Tashi your hand.
She watches you for a second, sharp eyes flicking over your body quickly like sheâs inspecting you. It makes your cheeks feel warm as you struggle to not squirm underneath her gaze. Finally, she takes your hand in hers and gives it a firm shake. You ignore the way her touch makes your palm burn.
âArt should already be in the massage room, itâs in the pool house,â Tashi says, gesturing to the huge windows in the living room showing off a lavish underground pool with a smaller building situated next to it, âI have to take a phone call here in a few minutes so I trust youâll find your way there.â
You nod slowly, adjusting the strap of your supply bag on your shoulder. Tashi doesn't even pause walking further into the house as she speaks to you, heels clicking with each step as she makes her way to the large staircase in the middle of the room. Thereâs still no question marks tacked on to the end of her sentences, just like over the phone.Â
âItâs just through that door, first room on the left. I told him to leave the door open for you.â She continues, reaching the stairs and making her way up slowly. She tosses her head over her shoulder to make eye contact with you again. âHeâs been complaining about his shoulder acting up. The right one, itâs what needs the most attention. He serves with that arm, we need it at a hundred.â she fires off casually, like sheâs recited this information before.
You go to speak but her phone ringing cuts you off, echoing off the house's crisp white walls. âThank you for coming to see us, it was nice meeting you.â Tashi says politely, giving you one final once over before sheâs answering her phone and disappearing up the stairs.
âIt was nice meeting you tooâŠâ you trail off quietly, fully caught off guard by whatever the hell that was. Out of every single time youâd fantasized about what meeting Tashi Duncan would be like, none of them were quite like this. At least itâs over you figure, and you even managed to not make a complete fool of yourself.
You hold onto that tiny win as you walk through the living room doors and outside, making your way to the pool house like Tashi instructed. The entrance is unlocked as you step inside, thankfully you spot the cracked door a little ways in front of you.Â
The sound of your footsteps are loud as you make your way down the short hallway, tennis shoes making small thump sounds against the concrete floor. You pause for just a second outside the cracked door, taking a deep breath before pushing it open and stepping inside. The room is empty, the only things inside are some shelves lined with various essential oils and lotions, and an expensive looking massage table in the center. You muse over the fact that their table looks a little better than the ones in your own spa, no wonder they wanted a home visit.
The room is well lit as you walk around, dim in a way that promotes relaxation. The soft, ambient lighting bathes the room in a gentle, golden glow, complemented by the flicker of aromatic candles placed strategically around the space. You wonder who lit them, Tashi? Or maybe Art? You let out a small laugh at the idea of Tashi Duncan and Art Donaldson fawning over the room before you showed up, setting up candles and mood lighting to make it feel nicer, less clinical.
Youâre probably just reading too much into it. You always urge clients to ask for anything that will make them feel more comfortable, apparently Art just likes eucalyptus sage candles and mood lighting. It has nothing to do with you.Â
Your name being said from somewhere behind you rips you out of your own mind. You whirl around, and find yourself face to face with six time Grand Slam Champion, Tashi Duncanâs super hot husband, Art Donaldson. And heâs only wearing a fucking towel.
âHello,â he greets with a kind smile, though it doesnât quite reach his eyes, âitâs nice to finally meet you, thank you so much for taking the time to come out here.âÂ
Art is already worlds different from Tashi, or thatâs what youâre inferring after spending less than five minutes with each of them. Itâs still extremely apparent, Tashi has an almost overpowering presence to her, everything about her commands respect and she knows that. She uses that to her advantage, she likes it like that.
The man standing in front of you is nothing like that. The Art Donaldson in front of you doesnât seem like some big shot tennis player with more impressive stats than you could wrap your head around. Youâve come to know that a few pro-sports guys like to swing their dicks around, bragging about their booming careers non-stop during a session. Yet everything about Art is unassuming as he stands in the doorway like heâs trying to make himself look smaller.Â
âHi, Mr. Donaldson,â youâre not sure if it's appropriate to offer a man wearing a towel dangerously low on his hips your hand, you decide against it. âItâs no trouble really, Iâm happy to help.â
âPlease, call me Art.â The tone of his voice makes you want to shiver, smooth and warm like honey.Â
You try your best not to stare, but itâs so hard to ignore the toned expanse of Artâs body when itâs right there. Heâs all broad shoulders, firm pecs, sculpted legs, with a cut Adonis belt. Heâs like a marble statue, made in Michelangelo's perfect image.
Your eyes trail back up his body, lingering on his chest before rising up to his face. Youâre mortified to see heâs staring right back at you, effectively catching you in the act. Your cheeks burn as you tear your gaze away, looking at anything and everything other than him. In your panic, you donât notice the way his eyes rake over you in the same way.
âOkay, Art,â you say a little breathlessly, tightening your grip on the strap of your bag. âItâs nice to meet you. Mrs. Duncan let me know about your major problem areas, Iâll be sure to focus on them.â Involuntarily bringing up Tashi has your stomach clenching up in guilt, you just got done ogling her husband's body. You hope he takes the silent cue you're giving him to get on the damn table so you can start the massage and get the hell out of here.
Art nods silently, walking over to the table and moving to lie down on his stomach. You busy yourself with prepping your oils, taking them out of your bag and setting them on a small side table next to the massage bed uncapped for easy access. You canât help but sneak glances at the rippling muscle of Artâs back as he shifts, his skin looks soft and is littered with freckles. You donât miss the hiss he lets out when he lays his weight on his shoulder.
You usually donât speak much during appointments, only engaging in conversation when your client initiates it, but you feel the need to fill the silence between you and Art. The quiet atmosphere makes everything seem far too intimate, and sure on some level it always is, but this feels different.
âHowâd you hurt it? Your shoulder. If you donât mind me asking.â you ask once heâs settled, placing your fingertips to the middle of his right shoulder, feeling around for any tension. Art tenses slightly at your touch, taking a sharp breath. You guess you should have warned him, you open your mouth to apologize but he lets out a small breath and relaxes onto the table again.
Art sighs, his voice tinged with weariness. "It was, uh, during a match. I overextended trying to return a serve. Haven't been able to move it properly since."
You nod, hands starting to move in slow, deliberate circles across the muscle. âThat sounds about right. Most people donât realize how brutal tennis is to the body, injuries are common,â you pointedly try to ignore the flashbacks of your wrist failing to swing a racket properly after you healed from your accident, flashbacks of watching as the bone pierced through your skin. âSounds like you might need to take it easy for a while.â you continue, trying to keep the conversation light.
Art chuckled, though it was devoid of real humor. "Yeah, Iâve been playing a lot lately. Guess I pushed myself too hard." He winces slightly as you work on a particularly tight knot, shoulder tensing under your hands.Â
You pause, your hands stilling momentarily as you catch the underlying tension in Art's voice. "The seasonâs almost over, maybe it's time to give yourself a break, take some time to rest and recuperate." you remark softly, your tone gentle yet concerned.
Art's gaze flickers to yours, a flicker of vulnerability shining through. "I wish I could," he admits, his voice heavy, "But it's hard to step away, especially when it feels like it's all I have thatâs still keeping everything together."
Your heart clenches at the raw honesty in his words. Heâs completely silent afterwards, you wonder if heâs regretting telling you something like that, like maybe it just fell out of his mouth before he could stop it. Without a word, you continue to knead away the tension in his muscles, offering a silent gesture of support.
As you continue to work, hands skillfully moving over Artâs shoulder, you canât help but notice the weariness in Art's demeanor. His presence feels heavy, almost broken, as if the physical pain was just a small part of what he was carrying. You feel a pang of sympathy for him. You can feel the weight of struggles pressing down on him, the way his shoulders sag slightly even under your careful touch.
âI can feel the tension here," you say gently, applying a little more pressure, "Just try to relax.âÂ
With each knead and press, you remind yourself of your role. Youâre here to help him heal, and that was all that mattered. But as your hands move over his warm skin, you canât shake the feeling that this wasnât what you had anticipated, something that made your heart race with both excitement and anxiety. You were so worried about meeting Tashi you completely forgot about Art. Itâs a different story now as your hands explore the smooth planes of his back to the steady sound of his breathing.
"You're really good at this," Art says after a while, his voice a bit lighter.Â
You smile, a genuine one, the first real smile youâve had since you got here. âThanks. Iâd hope so after all this time.â
Art lets out a small chuckle muffled by the table, it makes your stomach flutter. âHow did you get into this? Massage therapy seems interesting.â
You laugh but itâs a bitter sound, moving your hands down to focus lower on Artâs shoulder. You try not to think about your tennis career, even after all this time you struggle with the memories despite all the good it brought you. âThatâs a long story.â you mutter under your breath, even to your own ears you sound resentful.
âIâve got time.â Itâs a simple reply, but itâs so honest. Like Artâs genuinely interested in you, in getting to know you. It makes you feel dizzy.
âI, um,â you worry your lip between your teeth, working your hands harder over Artâs back. âI actually used to play tennis. When I was in high school.â
Art makes an interested noise, shifting under your hands as he moves his head to lay on the side of the table so he could look up at you. âNo shit?â he looks more shocked than anything.Â
You nod, humming in confirmation as you finally move onto his other shoulder. âYup, I was pretty serious about it back then, until I got injured.â You donât meet Artâs gaze, but you can see how his face falls in your peripheral vision. You kind of want to laugh at how ironic this moment is, you wonder if Artâs thinking about Tashiâs knee. You know he was at the match, youâve seen the blurry footage of Tashi Duncanâs fall from grace, watched Art vault over the net to get to her.
âThatâs awful. Iâm sorry.â He sounds like he means it.
âItâs okay, wasn't like it was my fault or anything,â you say, finally meeting his eyes with a rueful smile and raising your right wrist to show him your scar. âI got hit by a drunk driver coming home late from practice one night. Nasty fracture, bone went straight through.â You hope your voice is coming out as nonchalant as youâre trying to make it sound.
Art's eyes widen in disbelief as he takes in your scar, a mixture of shock and sympathy evident on his face. "Wow, that's...terrible," he murmurs, his voice tinged with compassion.
You shrug, the memories still vivid despite the passage of time. "It was tough, it was awful actually. All the physical therapy in the world couldnât get a racket back in my hand,â you confess softly, fingers tracing the outline of the scar absentmindedly again. âBut it also forced me to reevaluate things, in a way. It made me realize that life doesn't always go according to plan.â You see Tashiâs knee buckling in your mind's eye. âWhen I finally realized that I could take all the hate and all the anger I was feeling and channel it into something good, something like massage therapy, I never looked back."
You immediately regret over-sharing, feeling silly telling Art your sob story, but when you meet his eye again, he has an odd look on his face. His expression is soft as he looks up at you through long lashes, understanding and empathy swimming in the blue of his eyes.
"Well, silver linings, huh?" he says after a few seconds, thereâs traces of a smile playing on his lips. You let out a small laugh, nodding your head slightly.
"Yeah," you agree, a small smile on your lips. "Silver linings."Â
As the conversation fades into a comfortable silence, you and Art find yourselves locked in a silent exchange, your eyes meeting and holding a depth of something you canât quite pick up on. In that moment, the world around you seems to blur, leaving only the two of you suspended in a shared moment of vulnerability. There's a subtle shift in the air, a silent acknowledgment of the bond that has formed between you, as if you've uncovered a piece of each other.
The shrill ringing of your phoneâs alarm pierces through the moment, both you and Art jump at the sudden sound. Itâs like a cold bucket of water pouring over your head, washing away whatever just happened between the two of you. The sessionâs over, youâre done.Â
âOkay,â you say a little too loudly, taking your hands off Art's back like his skin could burn you any second. âLooks like weâre all done.â You try to smile but it feels fake, forced, so you turn your back to Art and start capping your oils to shove them back in your bag.
Artâs voice breaks the silence as you pack up, sounding a little less confident than it did earlier. âUh, my neck has been bothering me too, recently,â he says offhandedly as he sits up, swinging his legs over the edge of the table. âI think I may have slept on it wrong.â
You stop what youâre doing, turning to face Art again, silently cursing him for not just letting you leave. âDo you want me to take a look before I go?â You pray he says no. You should know it wonât be that easy, not with your shit luck.
âIf you donât mind?â His tone is so hopeful and his eyes are so big that your feet are walking towards him before your mind can catch up.Â
âNot at all,â you reply, your voice steady despite the tightness in your chest. You step closer, practically between his slightly spread legs, feeling the warmth of his skin even before you touch him. Your fingers brush against his neck, and he shivers slightly, the muscles tight and knotted beneath your touch.
"Just relax," you murmur, trying to maintain any shred of professional demeanor. As you work, you can't help but notice the way his breath hitches, the tension in his body melting away under your skilled hands. The room feels smaller, the air heavier with each passing second.
He closes his eyes, a soft sigh escaping his lips. "That feels amazing," he whispers, and you swallow hard, trying to focus solely on the task at hand. As you work, the intimacy of the moment isn't lost on you, and you can't help but wonder if he feels it too.
Minutes tick by like hours as you work the tense muscle of Artâs neck. You're acutely aware of every sigh, every shift in his body, every subtle reaction to your touch. You finally pull away when you think itâs been enough time, eager to get out of this damn house before you do something youâll regret.
You didnât notice how close you really were to Art until you pulled back only to be met with his face mere inches away from yours. Startled by the sudden proximity, you freeze, caught off guard by the intensity of Art's gaze. His eyes, dark and searching, seem to hold a silent question, a silent invitation.
Now, Artâs body is one thing, itâs objectively perfect. Heâs a professional athlete, of course itâs perfect. It has to be perfect. Itâs his damn face that gets you.
Heâs beautiful, beyond beautiful. He looks like he should be splayed across canvas hanging in the Louvre. The dim lighting in the room illuminates his face beautifully, his golden hair haloing around his head makes him look ethereal. Each of his features look as if they were handcrafted by a master sculptor, each contour and line a testament to perfection. His chiseled jawline speaks of strength and determination, while his lips, soft and inviting, seem to beckon you closer with every breath. His eyes are deep pools of ocean blue, though this close you can see a small splash of brown in his left eye you didnât notice before, swirling with emotions that stir something deep within you.Â
Something more shocking than Artâs beauty, is how fucking tired he looks. Lines of exhaustion are etched along his face, subtle but undeniable. The weariness in his eyes speaks volumes, a silent plea for respite from the relentless demands of tennis. And yet, even amidst the exhaustion, there's a flicker of longing. Heâs staring at you like he needs you, eyes wide and yearning. His chest rising and failing a little more harshly than it did before, each exhale coming out ragged and sharp.
âArtâŠâ you whisper, heart threatening to beat out of your chest. Heâs so warm, the heat emitting off of him makes you want to lean into it. You want to crawl on top of his powerful thighs and bury your face in his chest and never leave. Your hands flex where theyâre draped over Artâs neck.
It happens in slow motion, Artâs hand trails up the skin of your thigh as your name falls from his lips like a prayer, and itâs like youâve been electrocuted. Youâre rearing back with a sharp breath, dropping your hands from his neck and taking a couple steps back.Â
âIt was really nice to- uh to meet you, Art.â you say frantically, swinging your bag firmly over your shoulder and rushing to the door. Artâs still sitting on the table, silently watching you panic. He doesnât try to stop you. âI hope your shoulder feels better,â is all you say before bursting out the door and speed walking out of the pool house.Â
Your heart's racing as you walk through the backyard, hands shaking even through the death grip you have on the strap of your bag. What the hell was that? What the hell was that? Did Art Donaldson just make a pass at you? You must be imagining things.Â
The thought rattles around in your mind, refusing to be dismissed. His words, his toneâthey seemed to linger in the air, haunting you with their implications. The way he touched you, like he couldnât help himself. But no, it couldn't be. He was married to Tashi, and besides, he was just being polite, right? You try to convince yourself of that as you make your way back to the house.
As you walk inside, still slightly shaken up, Tashiâs the first thing you see. Sheâs sitting in the living room, laptop open on the coffee table in front of her.Â
âHey,â she says, sitting up straighter on the coach, âhow was it?â
You swallow, urging yourself to calm down. âIt was great, he should be seeing some improvement over the next few days.â
Tashi nods her head, seemingly pleased though it doesnât show on her face. âCould this be a weekly thing, these appointments. He could really use them.âÂ
No question marks. Motherfucker.
You flounder, stomach dropping. âWeekly? As in every Thursday?â
Tashiâs brow raises, eyes looking over you inquisitively. âYes, preferably all home visits.âShe stands from the couch, taking a couple steps towards you. âWe read on your website you take permanent clients, is that not the case anymore.â
You shake your head, eyes wide as they follow her while she walks. âN-no, Mrs. Duncan we do. We could pencil you in if youâre willing to pay monthly for the time slot. Would you like to talk to some of my other employees to work out a rotating schedule?â
Tashi stops a few feet away from you, hands in her pockets. âActually, we were hoping youâd be the one coming down. The only one.â You blink, her words slam over you like a ton of bricks. Just you, in a room with a half-naked Art. Every single Thursday. That canât happen, not after what just went down between the two of you.
You can practically hear the warning bells blaring in your mind, urging you to refuse, to put an end to this before it spirals out of control. Yet, there's another voice, quieter but no less insistent, whispering seductive promises of what could be if you were to stay.
Your heart pounds in your chest as you grapple with the conflicting desires warring within you. Tashi's expectant gaze weighs heavily on you, waiting for your response, and you know that whatever decision you make will irrevocably alter the course of things between you and Art. With a shaky breath, you steel yourself, the weight of your choice settling like a stone in your stomach.
"I...I'll do it," you finally say, the words leaving your lips before you can stop them. "I'll make sure to pencil you in for weekly sessions, Mrs. Duncan."
Tashi's lips curve up slightly, satisfied, but beneath the surface you can sense the tension thrumming through the air. You've made your choice, for better or for worse, and now you can only hope that it won't lead to the downfall of everything you've worked so hard to build.
âWonderful,â she says, gesturing for you to follow her to the front door. You trail behind her like a loyal pet, silently allowing her to drag you wherever she pleases. âThank you again for coming out, and please,â she pauses with her hand on the doorknob, turning to meet your eye, âcall me Tashi.â
"Thank you, Tashi," you murmur softly, the weight of her name feeling foreign on your tongue when youâre actually saying it to her for the first time. "I'll make sure to arrange everything at the office."
Tashi's smile widens, though there's a glint of something unreadable in her eyes. "I look forward to seeing you, then," she says, her tone laced with a hint of anticipation. "And please, if there's anything you need, don't hesitate to reach out."
With a final nod, Tashi opens the front door, the outside world beckoning beyond its threshold. You take a hesitant step forward, the weight of your decision pressing down on your shoulders like a heavy burden. As you step out into the cool evening air, you can't shake the feeling that you've just crossed a line from which there may be no turning back. But for now, all you can do is steel your nerves and hope that you haven't made a huge mistake.
A LITTLE MORE THAN SIX DAYS LATERâŠ
Your sessions with Art continue on. The guilt settling deep in your stomach each time you set foot in the Donaldson/Duncan house also continues. It worsens each time the two of you are alone in that damned massage room. Technically youâve done nothing wrong, but you know deep in the back of your mind that what youâre doing isnât normal. Each meeting is a strange mixture of tension and familiarity. When you arrive, Tashi always greets you warmly, her trust in you unwavering. It feels like a dagger each time, twisting deeper and deeper into your conscience.Â
Neither of you talk about it, what happened during your session, and Art doesnât treat you any differently. He still goes out of his way to make polite conversation, asking you about your life, about your business, he even brings up old anecdotes you told him offhandedly. He doesnât talk about tennis, and he has to know you can keep up in conversation with it since you told him about your history with it, you just assume he doesnât want to.Â
That makes sense, you always think back to the first time he met you. How he brushed off any conversation about his career, how his demeanor changed when he spoke about it. How drained he looked. There was a sadness in his eyes, a weight he carried that seemed to go beyond just a few standard aches and pains. You remember how it struck you then, and it strikes you still, each time you see him.
His shoulder is getting better, you can tell. He can lay on it, or raise it above his head, without wincing. That makes your heart swell, knowing that despite how weird and kind of fucked up everything is, heâs healing.Â
The familiar sound of your timer ringing pulls you out of your thoughts. Youâre shocked at how fast this appointment flew by, but you could tell as soon as you walked into the massage room to find Art already sitting on the table waiting for you, that something about this session feels different. Itâs silly to call it âsensing a bad vibeâ, but thatâs exactly what you felt entering the room's threshold.Â
Art didnât speak much as you worked, just laying on the table silently after saying hello and asking you about your week. The silence is definitely odd, Artâs not a chatterbox by any means, but he usually keeps some form of conversation flowing. After a while, you start to think it might be something you did, like maybe heâs mad at you. It sounds so stupid in your head, like youâre some poor high school girl getting hung up over a fucking guy giving you the silent treatment.
The only thing more stupid than that is how much itâs actually affecting you. Art has you over analyzing everything youâve said or done over the last couple visits, you dread that maybe he just came to his senses after all this time. That he finally snapped out of whatever trance he was in and remembered he has a beautiful wife, and that he doesnât really want you.
âAlright,â you say softly, stepping away from the table, âAll done.â As you turn off the timer and gather your thoughts, you can't shake the feeling that something is off. You force yourself to bury it, Art doesnât owe you an explanation, he doesnât owe you anything. You arenât his.
You glance over at him as he slowly sits up, his expression unreadable. "Thank you," he murmurs, his voice barely audible. You offer a small smile in return, trying to squash all the ugly feelings mixing in your stomach. You turn to busy yourself with packing up, feeling a weird sense of déjà vu.
Artâs voice cuts through the silence, sounding weary. âAre we still pretending it didnât happen?â
It catches you off guard, making you drop the bottle in your hands back onto the table loudly. Your heart races as you turn back to face him, unsure of how to respond. The weight of his words hangs heavy in the air, demanding a response youâre not sure youâre ready to give.
You take a deep breath, trying to steady your nerves. âI...I donât know,â you admit, your voice barely above a whisper. âI guess I was hoping we could justâŠforget about it.â
Artâs eyes search yours, filled with a mixture of longing and uncertainty. âI donât think I can,â he confesses, his voice tinged with sadness.
The same feelings from that day rush back in your mind, flooding all your senses. It's as if time folds in on itself, bringing you right back to that moment where everything changed. You feel panic clawing its way up your body, fight or flight response waging a war inside of you.
You chose flight, shoving the last bottle in your bag and making a break for the door. Ready to run just like you did back then, run and come back next week with your tail between your legs desperately trying to forget that this ever happened, again. Artâs voice stops you just as you have your hand on the doorknob.
âPleaseâŠâ he whispers, he sounds so broken, so vulnerable. âPlease, donât run.â
You donât know what it is, maybe itâs the way heâs looking at you, or the repressed feelings, or your shitty back bone, but whatever it is makes you pause, hand falling off the doorknob to lay limp at your side. You turn back to face him, the raw need in his eyes mirrored by your own emotions. It tugs at your heart, making it impossible to leave. You feel a surge of guilt and hesitation, but the longing in his gaze holds you captive. Slowly, you make your way towards him, taking small slow steps like you could still leave at any minute, but you know you wonât.
You walk until youâre crowding him, standing between his spread legs just like you did all those sessions ago. His eyes are wide, almost disbelieving, like he thought youâd turn around and slam the door on him instead. Which is what you should do, you should walk out that door right now and never step foot in their house again.Â
Art whispers your name, his voice a soft caress that sends sparks zapping down your spine. You're close enough to feel his breath fanning over your face, warm and intimate. You inhale, like youâre trying to absorb his words, his essence, his everything.Â
His hand takes yours, bringing it up to his chest. He presses it firmly against his pec, right on top of his heart. You can feel the rapid, uneven thumping beneath your palm. His thumb caresses your wrist gently, making goosebumps pebble over your skin.
Itâs easy to get lost in Artâs eyes, so youâre shocked to notice something that very quickly grabs your attention. Artâs towel is tented obscenely, hard cock straining against the thick material. You swallow roughly at the sight, feeling the need to touch, to take, to help.
Your knees hit the floor before you fully realize the entire gravity of what youâre doing. You donât care about any of that anyway, not right now.Â
Right now Art Donaldson is swiping his thumb across the scar on your wrist with his big sparkly eyes desperately looking into yours, unashamedly begging for you to touch him.Â
Who are you to deny him?
Your hands find the knot of his towel and yank it roughly, ripping it off Art's hips and tossing it aside. His hard cock springs out, slapping up against his stomach enticingly. Your mouth waters at the sight of him, pleased to see heâs perfect all over.Â
Artâs cock is long, and thick. Heâs big, but in an exciting way, not in an intimidating way. Heâs already steadily drooling pre-cum from his soft pink tip, already so hard and you havenât even touched him yet. You reach up, tracing your finger along the length of him lightly. Art inhales, his eyes fluttering closed as you touch him for the first time. The anticipation in the room is palpable, a heady mix of desire and need that seems to swirl around you both.
You circle your hand around the base of his cock, stroking up and up until your hand bumps into the head, where you start to rub your thumb back and forth gently, spreading the wetness from his pre-cum before sliding your hand back down. Slowly, you lean in, placing a soft kiss on the tip of his cock before taking him into your mouth, savoring the taste of him as he groans deeply, hands gripping the massage table tightly.
âShit,â he grits out, casting his gaze to the ceiling, chest already heaving raggedly.Â
You slide the warmth of your mouth down the shaft of his cock, moaning at the heady taste of him, skin soft and velvety on your tongue.Â
âFuck, your mouthâŠâ Art whispers above you, his words trailing off into a string of breathy moans. You hum in response, working his cock faster to draw out more of those noises. Hollowing your cheeks, you sink down towards the circle of your fist still holding the base of his cock with wet, slippery slurping sounds. Artâs hand lets go of the table, coming up to cup your cheek in a move way too intimate for what the two of you are doing.
You chance a look up, and your heart skips several beats at what you see. Artâs already staring down at you, his face twisted up in pleasure. His pale cheeks are flushed, brows drawn together tightly, plush bottom lip caught between his teeth. All that is enough to make you feel ten feet tall, but thatâs not what makes you pause.
Itâs his eyes, the way Artâs looking at you.
The look in his eyes isâŠworshipful. Reverent. Like youâre a celestial being, a divine grace walking among mortals. Not some girl on her knees for a married man in his houseâs private fucking massage room.
Yet the longer you hold his gaze, while still working your mouth over his hard cock, you feel something strange stirring inside you. Artâs eyes holding such a longing reverence so intense, it was starting to elevate you to a pedestal of adoration. Of devotion.
Right now Artâs like the sun, burning so brightly you feel you need to look away before he consumes you, but you donât.
âPlease,â Art begs desperately, voice so soft you barely even hear it. Thereâs tears welling in his eyes, his red rimmed and so so tired looking eyes. It breaks your heart, how could such a wonderful man be reduced to this?
You pull off Artâs cock, hand still pumping firmly over him. He whines at the loss of your mouth, hips bucking up to chase after the warm heat. His tip bumps over your lips as he moves, trailing a thin line of pre-cum across them.
Without breaking eye contact, you speak.
âYouâre so good, Art.âÂ
Itâs those four words whispered against the tip of Art's leaking cock that has him coming with a hitched breath and a soft cry. A few bursts of his warm come land over your parted lips before you take the head of his cock back in your mouth to greedily swallow down the rest.Â
"Thank you, fuck, thank you...!" Art grates out as his body trembles above you, hand squeezing yours so hard it borders on painful. You know youâre never coming back from this, but you still squeeze back as hard as you can all the same.
A LITTLE MORE THAN SIX DAYS LATERâŠ
Maybe this is just your life now, fucking the husband of the woman you worshiped like a God for years on end. Itâs like you canât stop, like youâre an addict or something. No matter how disgusting and shameful you feel every time you get home from Artâs appointments, you canât help but give into him. Itâs a twisted dance, a cycle of pleasure and regret that you canât seem to break. One look into his sad, kicked puppy eyes and you crack. Youâve convinced yourself it's just you reveling in the feeling of being truly wanted for the first time. But deep down, you know itâs more than that. Itâs the way he makes you feel alive, the way he looks at you like youâre the only thing that matters in his world.
Art wants you. He needs you. Heâs made that more than clear every single visit since you dropped down on your knees for him. The guilt gnaws at you, a constant reminder that you can't escape. Yet, every time you see him, every time he reaches out to you with that desperate need in his eyes, you find yourself powerless to resist.Â
Youâve never kissed, not on the lips. Artâs certainly tried, lips seeking yours out as your oiled up fist slips up and down his cock, as you sit on his lap and grind against him until heâs dirtying his towel. You just turn your head every time, letting him trail kisses along your jaw and neck instead somehow feels less real. Kissing Art will make it feel real, you know it will. So you donât.
Funnily enough, you think things are going well. Maybe even as well as getting a married man off every Thursday can go. You can see a change in Art, in his behavior and the way he holds himself. He smiles more, he laughs more, itâs like heâs giving more of himself to you each time you meet with him. Itâs exhilarating, the way your presence has this effect on him, almost as if youâre breathing new life into him.
Artâs newfound lightness is infectious. You find yourself looking forward to Thursdays with an anticipation that borders on impatience. The way he looks at you, the tender touches that linger just a bit longer, the conversations that flow more freelyâit all feels like a dream youâre afraid to wake up from.Â
You should have known it was too good to be true, that this little world you created in your head was just the calm before the storm.
Everything about this session was normal to start. Itâs a little less intense since Artâs shoulder is doing better, now you have free reign over the rest of his body. Greedy hands free to glide over the planes and planes of muscle youâve become familiar with.
As you work on his lower back, your hands moving in practiced, soothing motions, you notice a subtle rigidity in his muscles. âEverything alright?â you ask, keeping your tone light.
Art hesitates before answering. âYeah, justâŠa lot on my mind.â
You frown, âDo you want to talk about it?â
Art stays quiet, still laying silently on the table face down. You stare at the back of his head, like if you stare hard enough youâll be able to tell what heâs thinking. Taking his silence as not wanting to talk, you continue on. You donât want to pressure him to confide with you, not when he already has a wife for that.
As your hands continue to move over Art's tense shoulders, he lets out a deep sigh, breaking the silence. "I need you,â he whispers softly, his voice filled with an unexpected vulnerability. He shifts on the table, leaning up to look you in the eye; his own eyes are watery, lashes clumped together with unshed tears. âIt's not just the massages. I need you in my life, no more of this half-assed bullshit. I need all of you.â
You feel your whole world turn upside down in a single second, the distinct feeling of your heart lurching out of your chest and your stomach dropping to your feet. Itâs like the walls of the room start moving in on you, caging you in. It makes your chest feel tight, breath coming out in short jagged rasps. Panic grips you, and you violently rip your hands off Artâs body, stumbling back from the massage table.
 "I-I'm sorry, I can't," you stammer, voice choked with emotion, as you turn to flee from the room, not even bothering to grab your stuff. But before you could escape, Art was right behind you, reaching out to catch your wrist, his grip gentle yet firm. "Please don't go, please," he begs, his eyes pleading with you to stay and talk. You wrench your hand free and run out of the room.Â
You think you hear Art calling out your name through all the static rushing through your ears, but youâre not sure, and you donât look back to check. Your feet pound against the tile as you run out of the pool house feeling like youâre about to throw up, or pass out. Artâs confession is the only thing running through your mind. The only thing thatâs still clear through your dizzying panic.
You finally start to breathe again when you burst into the house, leaning back against the cool glass of the door to try and relax before you start to spiral. The silence inside is almost oppressive, the only sound the rapid thudding of your heart in your ears. You close your eyes, willing yourself to calm down, to find some semblance of control.
Your name being said grabs your attention, and you open your eyes to find Tashi at the top of the stairs.
âIs everything okay? I heard the door slam.â Her expression is a mix of concern and confusion as she takes a few steps down. You push yourself off the door, you need to leave as soon as possible, before Tashi can reach you and coerce you into staying.Â
âEverything's fine!â Your voice sounds shaky despite your best efforts to calm yourself, youâre basically speed walking to the door. âI just, I got a phone call, and I need to leave. Right now. Iâm so sorry.â
You donât even wait for her to reply before youâre yanking the door open and rushing outside. You hope to God that she doesnât follow you outside. She doesnât.
You walk, arms wrapped around yourself tightly in a feeble attempt to stop shaking. There are tears burning your eyes and making everything in front of you blurry. The wind whips your hair around your face, stinging your cheeks as you walk further away from the house.
Each step feels heavier, your breath coming in ragged gasps as you try to make sense of the storm inside you. The chaotic weather seems to mock your turmoil, perfectly matching the chaos you feel. You struggle to piece together what just happened, the intensity of Artâs words echoing in your mind.
âI need you.â
His voice had been so raw, so vulnerable, and it scared you. You werenât ready for that kind of emotion, that kind of responsibility, that kind of guilt. The weight of it had sent you running, and now youâre left grappling with the aftermath.
Fuck.
A LITTLE MORE THAN SIX HOURS LATERâŠ
The drive home was a blur. Rain and wind beating against the windshield nearly the whole time. Youâd laugh at how ironic it was, like Godâs punishing you with shitty weather, but youâre too busy fighting tears to find the humor in it.Â
The dread didnât set in until you got home, stumbling through the front door on shaky legs until you reached your kitchen where you promptly emptied everything in your stomach into your trash. After you force yourself into the shower to wash the rain, and guilt, off of your skin. You scrub yourself raw, skin pink and sensitive to the touch, like that will somehow erase all that youâve done.
When you finally step out, the bathroom mirror is fogged, a ghostly reflection staring back at you through the mist. You avoid its gaze, wrapping yourself in a towel and padding through your room to collapse onto your bed. The silence of the house presses in on you, letting your thoughts consume you.Â
Artâs words play on a loop inside your head, the look on his face burned to the forefront of your mind. The weight of his confession hung heavy in the air, rocking you with its intensity. Running away had seemed like the only option at the time, a knee-jerk reaction to the overwhelming flood of emotions threatening to engulf you.Â
You know you didnât run from Art because you donât want him, you ran because thereâs nothing you want more. In the aftermath, running felt less like a choice and more like an instinctual response to the storm of emotions threatening to consume you whole since the first day you met him. Every step away from Art was a battle against the gravitational pull of your desires, a struggle against the overwhelming urge to surrender to what you both shared.
The truth is crystal clear: you didn't run from Art because you're devoid of feelings for him. You ran precisely because your heart beats in synchrony with his, because the depth of your longing for him is as boundless as the universe itself.Â
Your phone pings from the dresser, you ignore it. A second later, it pings again, and again, and again. You furrow your brows, glaring at your nightstand until you reach over and pick up your phone. Itâs an unknown number, but you know who it is.
UNKNOWN NUMBER I need to see you. Please, I can send a car. It's Art. Tashi isnât home tonight.
Maybe youâre the worst person in the world, but all the fight leaves your body the second you read Artâs texts. You need to see him as much as he needs to see you. Your fingers type out a response before you can think twice.
Art okay.
You send him your address, jumping out of bed to throw on the first things you see. A black SUV was waiting for you as soon as you got downstairs, just as promised. You climbed in after getting confirmation from the driver, and sat in the backseat quietly as you went down the familiar streets.Â
As the house comes into view, you can see the front doorâs light is still on, waiting for you. You barely wait for the car to stop before youâre opening the car door and stepping outside. The rain immediately drenches you, seeping through your thin sleep clothes. You take two steps before the front door swings open and Art comes rushing out into the rain. Heâs only wearing sleep pants, his bare feet smack wetly on the concrete as he runs to you.
Art stops short of you, hesitating, like he doesnât know whether to touch you or not. You want him to touch you so bad youâre scared it might kill you. The air between you feels charged, every drop of rain a tiny spark. Finally, Art reaches out, his hand trembling as he brushes a soaked strand of hair from your face. The warmth of his touch sends a shiver down your spine, and you step closer, collapsing into his arms. The rain continues to fall around you, but at this moment, itâs just the two of you.
"Art," you breathe, your voice trembling. "What are we doing?"
He gazes into your eyes, the raw emotion in his expression mirroring your own. "I don't know," he admits, his hands gently sliding down to your shoulders. "But I can't let you go. Not now." His words hang between you, a fragile thread of honesty that binds you together. You can feel the weight of his words, the sincerity in his voice, and it tugs at your heartstrings.
Tears prick at the corners of your eyes as his words sink in. The honesty in his gaze, the desperation in his touchâit all overwhelms you, leaving you breathless. The only thing you can think of, the only thing that feels right, is kissing him. So you do.
You lean closer, your heart pounding in your chest, and gently cup his face in your hands. His eyes widen for a moment, a flicker of surprise mingling with the intensity of his emotions. Then, as if drawn together by an invisible force, your lips meet his.
The kiss is soft at first, tentative and sweet, a question and an answer all at once. His lips are cold and slightly trembling, matching the fluttering in your chest. You can taste the salt of your tears mingling with the sweetness of the moment. Time seems to stand still as you lose yourself in the sensation of his mouth on yours.Â
Gradually, the kiss deepens, becoming more urgent and fervent, a silent expression of everything words canât convey. Artâs arms wrap around you, pulling you closer, his fingers threading through your hair. The heat between you intensifies, both your breath coming faster, mingling as the kiss grows hungrier.
Artâs heartbeat echoes against your chest, you can feel his grip on you getting tighter like he's scared of letting you go. Your hands slide down to his shoulders, your fingers digging into his muscles as you press closer, your bodies molding together. His tongue flicks against your lips, seeking entrance, and you part them eagerly, welcoming him in. The taste of him is intoxicating, a mix of desperation and passion that makes your head spin. A soft moan escapes your lips, and he responds with a low growl, his hands roaming down your back, pulling you impossibly closer.Â
âArt,â you say in between kisses, panting into his slick, open mouth. âI need you to fuck me.â
You can feel Artâs whole body shiver, groaning unabashedly into your mouth like heâs dying for it. âIâve been waiting weeks for you to finally admit that.â
The two of you tear through the house, all tangled limbs and bumbling steps, you trail water all over the floor. Somewhere in the chaos you drop your phone and keys on the large kitchen island. Art refuses to let go of you to walk properly, blindly leading the way so he can keep kissing you breathless.
Art only stops kissing you when you finally make it to his bedroom, pulling away to wrestle the now soaked sleep pants off his legs. You follow by example and peel your shirt off, skin damp and cold but you could care less, not when Artâs pants are pooling at his ankles and heâs throwing his boxers carelessly over his shoulder.
âGod,â he breathes out, shaking his head like he canât believe you're giving him this, âYouâre so beautiful.â
The raw honesty in his tone has your cheeks burning, you cast your gaze to the floor instinctually, feeling too overwhelmed by his charged gaze raking over you. You can hear his feet softly padding against the floor, making his way closer. You watch his feet come to a complete stop in front of you, he takes a hold of your chin gently forcing you to look up at him.Â
His eyes, intense and unwavering, lock onto yours. âYouâre fucking perfect.â
With a gentle push, Art lowers you onto the bed, his weight a comforting presence above you. He tilts your head back and kisses you breathless, one big hand sliding lower and lower on your stomach till heâs got his hand down the front of your shorts, he groans when his hand makes contact with your bare skin. Youâd almost forgotten you hadnât worn any underwear. His hand so close to your aching center has your breath hitching as you kiss, hips bucking up towards his palm.
You reach for his cock, an angry shade red and leaking steadily, but he catches your wrist before you can touch. You meet his eyes confused, but he just shakes his head.
âItâs been about me the whole time, baby. Let me fix that,â he whispers.
You nod your head wordlessly. You wouldnât dream of denying him, not right now. He smiles, pecking your lips again before he starts to kiss his way downwards. He explores your body with his mouth with such care it has you shaking under every brush his lips. He kisses all down your jaw and neck, taking extra time on your chest to map out the skin of your breasts with his tongue. He circles your right nipple with the tip of his tongue a few times over before he takes it in his mouth, rolling it between his teeth gently. It has your back arching into his mouth, hands scrambling for a purchase on the silk sheets. One long finger slides around your entrance and dips inside, shallow, then deeper, stretching you slowly, carefully, while his other hand rubs your clit with light, gentle touches. âIs this good?â Art asks quietly, voice tinged slightly with insecurity, like youâre not completely unraveling because of him.
âGod yes! Yes â fuck! â Art,â you mewl loudly, hips grinding down roughly onto his finger, desperate to take in more of him. You can feel him smile against your skin, pulling off to blow cool air over your hard nipple and repeating it all over again on your left. His finger slides through the wetness collecting in your hole, spreading it to your throbbing clit. He finally sinks a single finger into the warm, tight, heat of your cunt.
Art pulls away from your chest to kiss his way down your stomach, sliding lower and lower on the huge king size mattress, he doesnât stop the rhythm of his fingers as he peels your shorts down your legs, tossing them aside. A guttural groan leaves his lips at the sight of your slick cunt parting over his fingers, taking them so well. He pitches forward like he canât help himself, like his lips are magnetically drawn to your cunt, and presses a small kiss to your clit.Â
âFuck!â You squeal and writhe as his finger fucks in and out of you, hands tangling in his messy hair, cheeks flushing at the sound of your leaking cunt squelching against his wrist with each thrust. Art's lips tighten over your clit, sucking for a brief second before he moves back to start laving his tongue over your cunt in careful, slightly clumsy, strokes. The sounds he's making, almost filthy slurping, accompanied by little moans now and then send small vibrations through you that shock your system, making you fist his hair even tighter.Â
Artâs lewd noises fill the air, mixing with your own moans to fill the room. His eyes stay closed for the most part, fluttering open every couple seconds to watch you fall apart. Your thighs shake uncontrollably around his head when you make eye contact, threatening to clamp around his ears and keep him there.
A sob tears from your throat when he adds another finger, then he curls them inside you and pulls back and god, shit, shit, fuck, fuck me, god, Art, please fuck me.
âFuck me Art please fuck me I need it so bad please-â you ramble nonsensically, pulling at Artâs hair desperately. You can feel the warmth starting to pool in your stomach, but you donât want to come on his tongue, or on his fingers, you want to come with him inside you.
Art lets you drag him up, the bottom half of his face is slick and shiny, drenched in your wetness. He makes his way up your body quickly, hands gripping tightly to your hips, not hesitating to kiss you even as your juices decorate his lips. You kiss back desperately, tasting yourself on his tongue. The head of his cock bumping against your twitching, empty hole has you whining.Â
âFuck me, Art,â you breath hotly, hips canting up needily. âNo condom, Iâm on the pill. I want you to come inside me. Please, I need it.â
Slowly, he starts to sink in. Feeding you inch by inch torturously slow. He kisses you the whole time, greedily swallowing the moans flowing out of your mouth as he stretches your cunt on his thick cock. You grab at his shoulders like a lifeline, kissing back with everything you have.
âGod, youâre so fucking tight,â he says through gritted teeth, hands gripping your hips hard enough that you know youâll be bruised in the morning. âSo fucking perfect for me, such a perfect pussy for my cock.â
âMove.â Is all you can manage to squeak out, nails digging into the meat of his shoulders.
Art starts to move, thrusts slow and gentle, like heâs easing you into it. Youâre grateful for it, youâve never taken anyone as big as him. Slowly, his thrusts speed up, cut hips smacking against the fat of your ass a little rougher than before. You revel in it, pushing your ass back greedily for more more more. From this angle, the thick head of his cock drags against your g-spot perfectly every time he plunges back into your dripping cunt.
âShit! Right there, donât stop,â you slur breathlessly, feeling the familiar warmth swirling through your stomach as he fucks you.
âI love you.â Art confesses against your lips, his breath hot and erratic. His sweaty forehead pressed to yours as he pounds in and out of you, the motion both relentless and tender. His eyes are wide open now, so blue and so big and so honest as they bore into yours so intensely itâs suffocating.
Itâs soon, itâs way too soon. Youâve barely known each other for a couple months, but you can't deny the warmth spreading through your chest, mingling with the heat of the moment, making everything feel both overwhelming and perfect.
Now that you're here, with Artâs cock fitting so perfectly in the wet heat of your cunt, you canât believe it took you this long. You love Art. Youâve been in love with Art since the first time he spoke to you. Since the first time he touched you like you were the solution to all his problems.
Art must take your stunned silence as rejection, head falling to rest on your shoulder dejectedly, but his hips donât slow their rhythm. If anything he speeds up, hips thrusting against you desperately.
âPlease, please say it back,â he begs, voice thick with emotion, âSay it back, I need to hear you say it. Please,â
You surge up, wrapping your arms around him as tightly as you can, ankles locking together across his back. Art couldnât pull out of you if he wanted to, judging from the long whine he lets out, he doesnât mind.
âI love you, Artâ You whisper back, barely audible over the lewd slap of his hips stinging your ass. Art groans so loudly you can feel it reverberating off the sensitive skin of your neck.
Hips speeding up even faster, Art turns his head to catch your lips in a searing kiss. This kiss is different than any of the other ones youâve shared tonight, full of so much emotion and unspoken words. You swear you feel your heart grow three sizes, almost full and threatening to break out of your chest.
âIâm gonna come, fuck, Iâm gonna fucking come,â he breathes between kisses. You can only moan in response, right on the brink of your own orgasm. His hips start to lose their rhythm as he chases it, fucking into you faster and harder.
Artâs cock gives a final twitch inside you before his hips are stilling and heâs coming with a broken moan, unloading everything he has into you. Youâre right behind him, vision whiting out as you come, thighs shaking where theyâre draped around his hips.Â
Art collapses onto you, both of you breathing heavily as you come down from the high of your orgasmâs. You lay like that for a while, heaving and sweaty wrapped up in each other's arms. You feel something slot into place, something that youâve been missing.
Artâs soft voice pierces through the afterglow, âWill you hold me?â
âYes,â you whisper back, circling your arms around his shoulders.
âŠ
When you wake up hours later youâre beyond thirsty, dehydrated from all the crying, and maybe from the sex. Artâs head is laying across your bare chest, tousled hair tickling your jaw and arms snug around your waist. He looks so peaceful, eyes closed with his long lashes fanning over his cheeks. The sound of his steady breathing is almost enough to lull you right back to sleep. You smile softly, running your hands through his hair slowly. Savoring how at peace he looks, so different from the battered, broken man you met.
You slip out of his arms as carefully as possible, not wanting to wake him. Rolling out of bed to search half-assedly for your clothes in the darkness. You canât find your shirt, only your underwear and shorts. You notice a red shirt strewn over the dresser next to the bed, illuminated by the moonlight pouring through the blinds. You pick it up without thinking, it's soft in your hands, the fabric thin and worn down. You toss it on before padding out of the bedroom.
You get a little lost in your thoughts as you make your way to the kitchen, Art loves you.
The thought has you biting back a giddy smile. Art loves you and you love him too. It sounds fucking crazy, but you know itâs true. Your life is so completely fucked, you donât know if you care.
Art loves you.
Your smile doesnât leave your lips as you turn the corner, arms wrapped around yourself tightly, the warmth of Art's affection lingering like a gentle caress.
âHe smiles more.â
The soft voice ringing out from your left makes you stop in your tracks. You turn, and there in the kitchen illuminated by the soft glow of the ceiling light, like an angel, is Tashi Duncan.Â
Tashi looks at you from her spot across the room with an impassive look on her face, sheâs got your keys in one hand, fiddling with them boredly. When you don't reply she speaks again, "He's playing better, won the last three tournaments he was in." She says casually, setting her half full wine glass down on the island.
You don't need to ask her who "he" is.
You're silent for a few more beats as she stares at you expectantly, silently urging you to say something. You rack your brain for a response, caught like a deer in headlights under Tashi's gaze.
"What?" you softly mutter, words cutting through the air weakly.
Tashi sighs in exasperation, like you're a child who doesn't understand the simple question she's asking. She raises her wine glass back to her lips, draining the rest of it before setting it down once more and making her way over to you.
You know you should flee, make a break for the door before she reaches you. Running away from the woman whose husband youâre fucking - whose husband you just got done fucking, and who told you he loved you - while she pays you seems like the easiest thing to do in the moment, but you don't.
You find yourself glued to the spot as Tashi's commanding presence looms over you, until she's all you can see. Until her expensive smelling perfume is all you can breathe, until she's towering over you, miles of soft skin on display in a classy black nightie.
She stares down at you, her face completely unreadable. It feels like hours as her brown eyes burn into yours, your heart must be beating a thousand beats per second.
When Tashi finally moves, itâs her hand you see rising up in your peripheral vision. At first you think she's going to hit you, get you back for sleeping with her husband, for falling in love with her husband. You tense up, bracing for the slap, it would be the least of what you deserve, but it never comes.
Instead, Tashi's hand finds its way up to the side of your face, cupping your cheek gently. You can feel the chilled metal of her wedding band make contact with your warm skin.
You feel like you might pass out staring into the eyes of Tashi Duncan. Everything you ever wanted in high school flashing rapidly right before your eyes.
If Art Donaldson is the sun, Tashi is the moon. Her light draws you in and keeps you looking at her, and never wanting to look away.
Her thumb slides across your bottom lip, the same lip thatâs kissed her husband. Ever so slightly, she pushes the tip of her thumb into your parted lips, far enough to touch your bottom teeth. Your breath catches in your throat, eyes widening in shock, your pulse is fluttering wildly. You distantly wonder if she can feel it on the inside of her wrist.
âIâm his coach, I need to be hard on him or he fails. I refuse to let him fail,â she says softly, tone casual like sheâs not brushing the tip of your tongue with her fingers. âBut Iâm not stupid, I know what he needs. Someone sweet, someone gentle, someone who looks at him and doesnât see tennis.â
You couldnât answer her if you wanted to, but you wouldnât trust yourself to speak anyway. You feel far away and floaty the longer her fingers sit in your mouth, your brain feels like molasses.
âI canât give him what he needs. Iâm not that kind of person,â Tashi says, eyes roaming your face languidly, like sheâs window shopping your features. Her voice is nearly a whisper the next time she speaks, âbut you are. You could be that for him.â
Your heart drops, the haze surrounding your brain rips away so violently, like someone took a leaf blower to it. Her words make everything start to fall into place, the at home visits, the âexclusive dealâ, the weird ass run-ins youâve had with her over the weeks.Â
This was never about the goddamn massages.
For a few seconds you both stay like that. Standing inches away from each other in the half-lit kitchen of her and Art's house. For a second, you think you can see the tiniest smile playing on her lips before she drops her hand from you completely.
"Thereâs a car waiting for you outside,â she says, still close enough that you can feel her breath fan over your face, âSee you next Thursday."
Tashi turns on her heels and leaves you alone, disappearing down the long hallway leading to her and Art's bedroom. You watch the whole time she goes, until she completely fades into the shadows. Your lip still tingling from her touch.
Thereâs only one thing on your mind as you incredulously stare down the now empty hallâŠ
These people are so fucking weird.
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Echos of Laughter
Summary: You and Jinx are joking around when an annoyed Isha appears, demanding some peace so she can sleep.
Pairing: Jinx x Fem!reader
Wordcount: 963
Authors note: Hey guys. This was a request, but I accidentally lost it đ. It was basically what I summarized here. If you're the person who requested it, I'm so sorry I lost your request đ. I really hope you like how it turned out! đ€đ»
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The hideout was as chaotic as ever. Scattered piles of old crates, mismatched furniture, and bits of scrap metal filled the space, yet it felt oddly cozy. The flickering light from a few scattered lamps cast shadows across the room, the air thick with a mix of dust and the faint smell of burnt gunpowder from Jinx's latest "project."
You and Jinx were stretched out on a large, slightly lumpy couch, the kind of couch that had probably seen better days but was still perfectly comfortable in the midst of all the madness. Jinx, curled up next to you, was having trouble settling down â her fingers tapping restlessly on your arm, her usual buzz of energy refusing to let her fall asleep.
Jinx shifted closer, her fingers tapping a playful rhythm on your arm. You felt her gaze on you, even before her hand sneaked up to poke your cheek.
âPoke,â she whispered with a grin, leaning in so close her breath tickled your skin.
âJinx,â you groaned softly, swatting her hand away, though the corners of your mouth betrayed you with a smile.
âOh, donât pretend youâre all serious now,â she teased, tilting her head dramatically. âYouâre just as much fun as me. Admit it.â
âFun?â you echoed, raising an eyebrow. âWho got stuck upside down in the ventilation shaft last week because she thought it was a âshortcutâ?â
âThat was a calculated risk!â Jinx shot back, feigning offense, though her lips twitched with amusement. âBesides, I got out, didnât I?â
âNot without my help,â you quipped, smirking as you remembered the chaos.
Jinx pouted for all of two seconds before she launched her next attackâtickling your sides. You let out a yelp, twisting away from her as you tried to escape her hands.
âJinx! Stop!â you gasped between laughter, your attempts to push her off only encouraging her more.
âNope!â she declared triumphantly, straddling your legs to keep you pinned. âThis is revenge for all those times you didnât laugh at my jokes.â
âI always laugh at your jokes!â you argued, still squirming as she grinned down at you, victorious.
âHmm, debatable,â
Your laughter filled the hideout, echoing off the metal walls and mismatched furniture. Jinxâs grin widened as she leaned closer, her fingers still poised for another tickling attack.
âShh!â she hissed, though she was laughing herself. âYouâre gonna wake up Isha!â
Before you could respond, Jinx's hand shot out, covering your mouth with her palm, silencing you instantly. You tried to push her hand away, but the laughter still bubbled up from your chest, making it impossible to stay quiet.
âJinx, stop!â you mumbled, unable to fully protest with her hand over your lips.
She grinned mischievously, her eyes sparkling with playful victory. âNot my fault youâre so loud when you laugh,â she teased, still not letting go.
âThen stop tickling me!â you managed between gasps, trying and failing to push her off.
Jinx froze dramatically, her hands hovering mid-air as she raised an eyebrow. âOh, so now itâs my fault? Youâre the one with the loudest laugh ever.â
âYouâre the one who started this!â you shot back, breathless but smiling.
She smirked, tapping a finger to her chin as if deep in thought. âHmm, fair point. ButâŠâ Her eyes sparkled with mischief. âIâm not done yet!â
âDonât you dareââ
But before you could finish, she pounced again, her hands finding their way back to your sides, and you dissolved into another fit of uncontrollable laughter.
You froze mid-laugh, your gaze catching movement from the corner of your eye. There, standing just outside her little tent, was Isha. She was clad in her adorable mismatched pajamas, complete with tiny rocket ships and moons, her arms firmly crossed over her chest. Her expression, however, was anything but cute. With narrowed eyes and a furrowed brow, she stared you both down, her entire posture screaming, Let me sleep.
Jinx followed your gaze and immediately burst into a wide grin. âOh no,â she whispered theatrically, nudging you. âWeâve been caught by the sleep police.â
You bit your lip, trying not to laugh again as Ishaâs glare intensified. Despite her silence, the message was clear. She tapped her wrist dramatically, as if pointing to an invisible watch, then raised a brow at Jinx.
âWhat?â Jinx said innocently, throwing her hands up in mock surrender. âItâs not even that late!â
Isha tilted her head, her expression unimpressed, before dramatically pointing at her tent and then miming covering her ears. You could almost hear her saying, Youâre loud, and I canât sleep.
You stifled a giggle, whispering, âWe should probably let her rest.â
Jinx, never one to back down, leaned closer to you and whispered back, âBut sheâs just so cute when sheâs mad. Look at her little pajamas!â
You nudged Jinx in the ribs, trying to hold back your own laughter. âJinx, stop.â
Isha, catching Jinxâs teasing expression, rolled her eyes in exaggerated frustration before throwing her hands up and stomping back into her tent. The little door flap swayed dramatically behind her as she disappeared inside.
Jinx let out a low whistle, clearly impressed. âoof. Someoneâs got an attitude tonight.â
âGee, I wonder why,â you muttered, shooting her a pointed look.
Jinx grinned sheepishly before flopping back onto the couch beside you. âOkay, okay, no more tickling. For now.â
You sighed, settling back into the cushions as the hideout fell quiet again. âGood. Letâs try to get some sleep before Isha really loses it.â
Jinx snorted softly, curling up next to you. âShe loves us. She canât stay mad forever.â
You glanced at the tent flap, still swaying slightly, and shook your head. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd you love it,â she shot back, her grin audible in her voice as she snuggled closer.
#jinx arcane#jinx x reader#arcane jinx#jinx x y/n#jinx/you#jinx x fem!reader#jinx league of legends#jinx posting#jinx lol
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General Percy Jackson dating hcâ°đ
~ âïœĄâ§đŠč Percy Jackson x Gn!Reader(no pronouns)
Percy is so sassy
I think we as a fandom have established that, however sometimes you underestimate how far heâll go.
No matter how long youâve been dating heâll still be sassy đđ
Of course itâs downgraded though
He chose mercy today
Anyway
Although he can get sassy sometimes, there is without a doubt that he loves you.
If there are 100 people who love you Percy is one of them. 1 person who loves you? Percy is that person
Zero? Percy is dead
He absolutely adores you, even if he can be a big idiot sometimes.
Now, when the two of you got together it was pretty much the same as when you were friends
Just romantic
Youâd get reminded of your relationship when he calls you his girlfriend/boyfriend/partner
Especially in front of others
Or when he starts holding your hand and kissing you
Itâs definitely a change
But not necessarily a bad one
Hes the type of guy to make being your boyfriend his whole personality
(Not actually but let me explain)
Heâll def wear those shirt with âI love my [insert your preferred title]
And he wonât care who sees it đ
Heâs proud no matter what
And is an absolute menace if anyone says anything about it
Or to you, for that matter
Heâs powerful and we all know that
You can obviously defend yourself however sometimes he just canât hold back
If anything were to ever happen to you
Letâs just say the opposing side will be as if it never existed.
I donât see Percy as the jealous type ngl
Iâve seen many others say he would be and I think he could be, but only sometimes
He knows youâre just as loyal to him as he is to you
However if he sees anyone flirt and you donât notice or tell them to back off-
He will for you
He wonât hesitate to slide an arm around your waist and ask what the hell the other person is doing with a raised eyebrow
He sasses the other person so much he leaves no room for argument đ
Percy trusts with everything heâs got
So if you were to ever betray him heâd be crushed
Especially if you really know him
Just donât betray him đ€·ââïž
Percy follows you around all the time when heâs got nothing to do
Heâs strong and independent
âŠwheeennn heâs away from you
Heâs always by your side
And he loves to spend time with you too
He canât say goodbye without hugging or kissing you
Thatâs a definite quirk of his
Heâs technically not supposed to exist but it makes you glad heâs the only demigod child of Poseidon
And the only other person who shares his cabin is Tyson, so that way you two can sleepover and cuddle.
Ofc you guys get to actually do that once Tyson stops talking to you guys đ
Only when Tyson goes off do you guys have time to chill in his cabin and the sleepovers you have are almost endless
I say almost because you eventually got caught by the harpyâs and luckily Chiron came in time to prevent you guys being ripped to shreds :,)
Before all that happened tho, you and Percy would cuddle and youâd play with Percyâs hair
He LOVES having his hair played with and his scalp massaged
And he accidentally insinuates that he misses that the most out of you getting banned from his cabin
The audacity for him to miss your massages rather than your presence
He let you have his share of desert as an apology for as long as you want đđ
You felt guilty so eventually you stopped đ
If you are a sword fighter like him, you both often spar together.
You hit two birds with one stone
You practice your skills, and get to hang out together
What could be better?
Even then, if you specialize with daggers or a spear then it still works out
Sorry if youâre an archer đ
Before youâre even introduced to Sally she already loves you!
And vise versa
Percy talks so much about you guys to each other that you practically already met her
And she already knew about you before you guys even started dating đ
Percy told her (albeit a bit reluctantly) that he had a crush and the rest was history
When you finally meet itâs an automatic click and the both of you hit it off
Honestly Percyâs happy to see two of the most important people in his life getting along.
So, weâre all aware of how much of a menace Percy is, right?
Well he absolutely teases the fuck out of you
If thatâs how youâre comfortable with
Itâs not bad but itâs definitely silly and makes you smile at his antics, especially when youâre pretending to be mad at him đ
Youâre so weak for him lol
As is he for you
Mans is a simp and a so called âfree thinkerâ
That changes when you step into the room and start talking to him
So after you guys got banned from going into each others cabins for unplanned sleepovers you guys had to make the most of the time you had together during the day
Just imagine an innocent camper walking by and seeing âbeat ares, stopped two warsâ Percy
The thing is, Percy is absolutely putty in your hands and has his head resting on your lap with your hands in his hair
Some would usually tease but with his reputation nowadays, nobody dares
With the exception of close Allyâs and ofc, Clarisse
Itâs little moments that get you guys closer than ever like when thereâs campfires and you can just enjoy the moment
Or when you can go into the lake
Which is where you guys had your first kiss
And it was sweet and spontaneous
And then awkward afterwards because of the walk back to your cabins đ
Even then Percy gave you a quick peck and ran off
Best believe he was kicking his feet once he got back to his cabin đ
you awoke the next day with being the new hot gossip in camp so that was⊠interesting
Anyway
Iâm aware that Iâve made Percy to be a bit a menace
Although he is exactly that on the regular-
He really does care about you
Sometimes whenever he looks at you he canât help but think about how lucky he got
Heâs glad to have met you and tries his best to let you know at every chance he gets
Even if the things he might say come off as cringe, he means it
Maybe to a less cringey extent tho lolol
Bro canât help it, heâs a romantic at heart
But only ever for you
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don't cry for me, argentina
franco colapinto x driver!reader
fic synopsis: franco and reader have been friends for years, since they began karting against each other as kids and have always been attached at the hip. now they've both landed their dream, a full-time seat in formula 1. will their relationship friendship survive the newfound pressure? will it fall apart? or will it turn into something even better?
changes my delusional ass decided to make:
franco got the second audi seat au
yuki to red bull au (i had to give pookie the promotion, sorry checo fans)
max and franco are kinda besties because of reader lol
about reader:
reader drives for rb w liam lawson
20 y/o
2024 f2 champion and roty (takes place in the 2025 season)
daughter of 1996 wdc for williams (sorry mr. hill, you've been replaced)
just like mick and max, reader's father was teammates with jos verstappen, so reader has grown up with max as kind of like an older brother figure (they both just have daddy issues)
kinda grumpy x sunshine except she's just kind of a no bullshit personality iykwim (the media's #1 opp, max really rubbed off on her đđ)
a little bit insane though, so her and franco match each other's freaks
she's also canonically the leader of the op81 fan club. this is mostly irrelevant, but 100% canon.
tws: christian horner (my apologies), eventual angst, 90% of it will just be pure bullshit and tomfoolery icl, f1 related injuries, the slowest of burns (the flame tis but a softly glowing ember when our tale commences), stupid dumb idiots in love, i have resigned to using y/n because i have no capacity for creativity
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Hiiii i love ur writing sm!!!! Can u write a kang dae ho x reader where we had Dated before the games but broke up because of our depts. And we meet again in the games and he was heart broken to see reader there and reader had been ârudeâ (not mean or anything but telling him they dont need his help etc) but after reader had seen how he acted with player 222. They got sad (jealous?) because they thought that they had something going on between those two. But after a near death experience reader Seeks for dae hoâs comfort and he makes sure reader is okay and comforts them. SORRY IT THIS IS CRINGE BUT I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET THIS OFF MY MIND AND I CANT WRITE SHITđđđđđđ
the irony of fate
kang dae ho x reader (fluff)
(the words in a different font are throw backs)
the silence in the room was frightening. the metal beds, lined up in precise rows, offered little solace after the chaos of the first game. you fell onto one of the mattresses, exhausted, your breathing still uneven. the memory of the sharp sound of gunshots tormented you. as you massaged your temples, someone occupied the bunk in front of you. you didn't look up, too focused on calming your nerves, until you heard a familiar laugh, sarcastic and full of that carefree tone you always hated.
"well, this is quite a romantic meeting, don't you think?"
you raised your head. there he was, dae-ho, sitting on the bed with one leg crossed over the other, his long black hair as messy as ever, it was just longer than the last time you saw him. his eyes glittered with a mocking spark, and the crooked smile that you knew so well was there, intact.
âno way,â you murmured.
the last time you saw him, things ended badly, very badly. and now, after years of trying to bury it in your memory, it has appeared here, in this nightmare of a place.
âi canât keep living like this dae ho!â you yelled. âi tried, i really did, butâŠi canât anymore. weâre not good for each other. all weâve been doing is fight for the last few months!â
âyouâre giving up on us?â he sounded hurt.
âim not âgiving upâ dae ho! i tried. itâs not working.â
and you havenât seen him ever since.
you didnât wanna break up but you had to. you were both so deep in depth. you both lived constant fear of being found by the people you owed money to. lots of money. the stress of you two brought both you down. you werenât happy. all you did was fight. you didnât spend time with each other due to working many jobs. you didnât make love due to tiredness. you didnât care for each other like you always did.
the break up took a toll on him. he wasnât himself anymore. he fell apart after losing you. and he hated you for it. deep down he knew it wasnât your fault but he couldnât help it.
âcome with me. i found a group of people to stick to. youâll be safer.â he was still the old caring dae ho deep down. he will always care for you and you knew it.
âno thank you. i can take care of myself.â
âplease stop being arrogant for once!â he said a little bit louder.
âi said no! donât act like you care about me.â you turned your back to him, signaling for him to leave. he looked at your back for a few seconds but decided to leave. he knew how stubborn you could be.
âââàšà§âââ âââàšà§âââ âââàšà§âââ
your eyes somehow looked for dae ho at every game, making sure he was alive. but every time you looked for him, he was with this girl.
she was short, pretty, around the same age as you. she always kept a hand on her stomach. she was pregnant, you figured.
dae ho always kept a hand on her shoulder or her back, supporting her and looking out for her. you couldnât help but feel jealous.
did they have something between them? were they dating? was that his baby? did they join the game together? questions occupied your brain.
you soon snapped out of when your thoughts were interrupted by the mechanical voice, explaining the game.
mingle.
first round was ten people. a purple haired man pulled you into their group before you could look for another team to join.
the man was reckless. his pupils were dilated, he was weirdly jolly. he was high. but he had saved you. he kept talking about how you were beautiful as a flower and constantly flirted with you even when gunshots were blaring your ears. he didnât let go of you when you left the room. he kept you by his side during other rounds.
until it was time to get into groups of four. you didnât even have time to figure out what was happening when he kicked you in the gut and you fell to the ground, harshly. you couldnât breathe. it was like all the oxygen left your lungs by how hard he kicked you. panic consumed you.
you couldnât move. couldnât yell. then your eyes met dae hoâs. he was about to go in to a room, and save himself when he saw you.
he didnât think. not even for a second. he didnât hesitate. he just ran.
10, 9, 8
he ran for you. he picked you up from the ground.
7, 6, 5
he was looking through rooms, trying to find where there were two people inside to make a group of four.
4, 3, 2
he was almost sure you both were going to die. but he didnât mind. he would be gone with you in his arms. for him, to die by your side wouldâve been a heavenly way to die.
just when he had accepted his faith someone pulled you both into a room with them. gi hun and young il.
1, 0.
gunshots once again filled your ears. dae ho sat you both to the ground and started asking if you were hurt. panic in his eyes, trying to make sure you were okay.
you didnât answer. just grabbed his face and placed a longing kiss to his lips. it didnât feel foreign. it felt like home.
tears ran down your face as you kissed. dae ho pulled away, wiped the tears away and placed a kiss on your forehead.
âdonât ever leave my side again. okay?â
âokay.â
gi hun and young il watched the interaction, confused, as you hugged each other, pulling the other impossibly closer, mumbling loving words, telling one another how much you missed each other and how nothings the same without them.
who knew such a place would bring you back to each other. what an irony of fate.
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-love, a.
#squid game fanfiction#fanfic#kang dae ho#kang dae ho x reader#dae ho x reader#dae ho squid game#dae ho fluff#dae ho#dae ho smut#dae ho imagine
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Sleepy
(idk how to name fics that arenât based off a song)
Clarisse la rue x Aphrodite!fem!reader
Reader sneaks into clarisses bed after a nightmare, forgetting that she was wearing short shorts and a tiny bra top, but people definitely remember when she walks back to the Aphrodite cabin wearing clarisses large shirt and what looks like nothing underneathâŠ
Warnings:
Established relationship, implied new relationship, implied friendship to lovers, boys (gross ew) sexualising reader a bit, bad writing sorry, half of these are not warnings
lol sorry đ , fluff, poor dialogue because Iâm still trying to work out how to properly write dialogue lol.
You couldnât really remember what happened.
One minute you were gasping out in your cabin, hearing one of your sister grumble at you to be quiet, sitting up with wet cheeks and blurry eyes.
And the next minute you had grabbed your teddy bear and started making your way towards the ares cabin.
And of course you didnât take notice of what you chose to wear to bed that day, you were half asleep and terrified from the nightmare youâd just had, the dark forest surrounding you not helping at all.
âClaireâŠâ you whispered to the girl, shaking her a little, âcan I sleep with youâ
You knew you hadnât woken anybody up in the ares cabin, seeing as they would be a lot more verbal about their annoyance being woken up than most of your own siblings would be.
However you also hadnât been successful in waking your girlfriend up either, shaking her a little more before giving up.
You figured she wouldnât mind you just getting to bed, you had slept in her cabin a handful of times before, and you knew she had a long day of practice planned for the next day in preparation for an upcoming quest, so she could deal with not being woken.
You had normally snuck out of the ares cabin before anyone could notice you the previous times you had stayed, though you hardly thought it mattered right now, no one would dare snitch on Clarisse so as long as Chiron didnât see you you would be fine.
You crawled into the bed and snuck under clarisses arm, her grip tightening around you snuggly, and it didnât take long to fall asleep in that state.
By the time you woke up. You could hear giggling surrounding you.
You didnât take much notice, your sisters were often scheming in the early hours of the morning and you had always been a light sleeper, so it wasnât really their fault it woke you.
It wasnât till you heard a snapping noise and through your eyelids saw the faint light of a flash going off that you became more aware, your brain waking up and remembering what had happened the night before.
Obviously Clarisse hadnât woken yet. Like it was proven last night, unlike you, she was a very deep sleeper, and you could still feel her arm around you and you begun to slowly get up in confusion.
âShit, quickâ you heard one of the kids stood by the bed infront of you say before taking another picture, the light momentarily blinding you.
The two ran off quickly, hiding the camera somewhere as you became aware that most of clarisses other siblings were watching you both also, laughing or trying not to.
It wasnât exactly a normal sight to see Clarisse cuddled up in bed, arms wrapped around her girlfriend and teddy bear laying next to them.
Quickly, turning red, you jumped to get up, still not clocking what you were wearing.
Clarisses elder brother, emmet, certainly had however, staring at your boobs as you sat up quickly in bed and laughing along with his brother, and smacking their arm to get him to pay attention.
âHey y/n, you donât have to leave just yetâ Ben, the other said as you searched around the bed for your phone. (Ik that technically their phones didnât work in all ways but in my head I imagine them still having them at camp for photos and stuff)
âYeah, we donât need Clarisse to have a good timeâ emmett laughed as they approached you, his eyes resting on your ass as you bent over slightly, searching the bed.
âYou could stay around tonight as well if you wantâŠMy bunks always freeâ he said, both of them laughing as though it was the funniest things heâd ever heard.
âLeave her aloneâ one of the girls said from her bed, adding, âClarisse will kill you if she finds out anywayâ
You turned around to face the two and stumbled back into the bed a little when you noticed them both closer to your body.
âFinds out what?â Clarisse asked in a groggy voice, looking up at her girlfriendâs back from her spot in bed in confusion, not knowing why you were there.
âNothing clarry itâs fineâ you said softly, turning your head round to her and smiling at her nervously, not wanting to cause any issues so early in the morning.
Clarisses younger sister kitty however had no problems causing an argument between the girl and their gross brothers, opting to kill two birds with one stone by telling on them to Clarisse.
âOh nothingâ kitty stated sarcastically, causing Clarisse to turn to her and glare.
âKittyâ she warned, demanding her to explain whatâs going on to her in one word.
âThey were just being rude to y/n is allâ she stated with a smirk, jumping off of her bunk that she had been sat on and walking towards the bathroom as if she didnât say anything, wanting to tell the girls in there about what was about to happen.
You didnât know if you were glad she was somewhat standing up for you or annoyed that she was trying to start a fight this early in the morning, something bound to ruin clarisses, and in turn, everyone elseâs, mood for the rest of the day.
And as you watched kitty return from the other room with 3 others following her, trying to act inconspicuous, you decided you wanted to kill her. Very
âNo itâs fine Clarisse I promiseâ you attempted to reassure your girlfriend.
âYeah clarisse, itâs fineâ Benjamin added in a mocking voice, sitting on his bed as if he had no cares in the world.
Clarisse started to stand from her bed at that, grabbing your hips from behind, pulling you along with her, âCome here babyâ
She guided you across the room, not really giving you a chance to turn until you had both reached your destination.
She bent down to search through the bottom drawer of the cabinet she had lead you to, rummaging through the shirts and tops.
You were weirded out by her sudden dismissal of her brothers, especially given their taunts, but you were glad nonetheless.
You turned back to look at them and caught them both still watching you, Ben still sat on the bed while emmet lent on a cabinet near it, smirking at you.
Eventually Clarisse pulled out an orange camp half blood tshirt, handing it up to you, grabbing your attention again before closing the drawer.
You looked at her in confusion, why was she handing you her, far too big for you, tshirt? Clarisse not yet acknowledging you as she walked back over to the two boys, watching you both from bens bed.
âYou two are gonna apologise to my girlfriend right now and the only punishment youâre gonna get is laundry duty for two weeksâŠâ Clarisse told the two in a scarily calm voice, âor, if not, we can go to training and I can beat your asses for thinking itâs ok to disrespect my girlfriend like thatâ
The two boys looked less amused now, Ben scowling and emmet rolling his eyes like a child about to throw a tantrum.
âAndâŠyou can beg 3 weeks of laundry dutyâ Clarisse added with a smirk, staring them down until they backed down.
âOk whateverâ Ben muttered, giving up first, âsorry y/nâ
âI-itâs okâ you replied from the cabinet, clutching onto clarisses shirt.
âNo y/n, itâs not okâ Clarisse said sternly, turning to her other half-brother with an expectant look in her eye, âemmet?â
After a slight pause with no response Clarisse stepped forwards raising her eyebrows at her brother, both of you watching his scowl deepen before giving in.
âSorryâ he stated, rolling his eyes.
âNah thatâs not good enoughâŠâ Clarisse told him with a grin, âtry againâ
âClarisse itâs fine reallyâ you told her, watching her just shake her head in response.
âFine, Iâm sorry y/nâŠgood enough?â He said in annoyance.
âPerfectâ Clarisse said stepping back and walking towards you, not turning around to tell them, âmight wanna get those clothes to the laundry roomâŠthe hampers are looking pretty fullâ
âYou didnât need to do thatâ you told her with a pout, still holding onto the shirt she had handed you.
âYou ok baby?â She asked.
âYeah Iâm fine, I said thatâ you reassured, gesturing to her shirt, assuming it was for her to wear, âdo you want your shirt back?â
âBaby have you seen what youâre wearing?â Clarisse laughed, âI mean I donât mind at all but I canât imagine youâre gonna have fun running back to your cabin in a bra top, tiny shorts and no shoesâ
With that she handed you some slippers off of the floor by her bed.
At that you finally realised why she wanted you to wear the top, looking down at your body, as your cheeks began to turn red you shyly looked back up at Clarisse and smiled at her with a giggle.
âThank youâ you told her, throwing the shirt over yourself and slipping the shoes on your feet.
âNow I hate to kick you out baby but I think if you stay any longer Chiron will see youâ Clarisse told you, her hands reaching your waist.
âYeah youâre probably rightâ you stated, not making any moves to walk away yet.
Clarisse leaned down to kiss you, her grip on your waist tightening slightly as she did.
You both continued to kiss for a moment before you heard laughs behind Clarisse, opening your eyes to see kitty and 3 other girls sat on a bed watching you.
Clarisse glares at the girls and you laugh at her. âOk I should go thenâ
âIâll see you laterâ Clarisse told you, knowing sheâd come find you at lunch if she didnât see you before then.
âOkâ you replied simply, picking up your teddy from the bed and walking towards the door of the cabin.
You noticed the stares on you as you rushed back to your own cabin, the children already up watching you depart from the Ares cabin wearing barely any clothes holding a teddy bear.
You were as quick as you could be, hoping not to get caught by Chiron and get back before he started making his rounds of the camp.
You heard a whistle from your right, an older boy watching you rush past him, you scowling in reply and raising a middle finger to him and you walked past.
You were just glad Clarisse wasnât with you to start a fight with him for it.
Havenât proof read this yet lol đ
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