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HAPPY NEW YEAR YALL
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spy tf2 as lady dimitrescu
dad möther spy
#uhh yeahhhhh#really sorry for taking such a long time!!#ive been wicked busy lately#but im back from the dead i think!#anyway love me some parent spy sigh#gave up on scouts hands skdjs#im not fully recovered yet sldkslks#tf2 spy#tf2 scout#tf2 fanart#tf2#dadspy#cause ye kinda ;-;#lady dimitrescu#loool#request :))#my art
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I imagine both drifter and bobby are somewhat desensitized of death. Bobby more so cares less of corpses and sees them more as things to loot, while drifter is somewhat numb to the ticking timer he's in (he makes off handed jokes about himself that sounds slightly concerning). Drifter still respects the dead and what theyve left behind, thinking that borrowing their weapons as some sort of relief for the dead (Quirrel's words ;u;). "Borrowing", because he knows well it will be used by others when these things outlives him, and hes ok with it. (He also believes that a tool that still serves its functions has no reason to go unused)
Bobby is a loud and proud jerk, and drifter rattled that concept simply by just being himself, unexpectant on how it would affect bobby. While he had been familiar of death, he never properly grasped the concept of losing someone he truly loved.
And he doesnt know how to deal with it.
#woooo#blab#hc#also im very sorry if it isnt aligned much with what character bobby is 😭😭 and i try to be accurate as possible#again. i havent known of the entire deadcells lore. kinda refrained from it till i finish the game#but from what ive seen so far with his character OUGH THEYRE PERFECT FOR ONE ANOTHER#let me know if i get stuff wrong LMAO#also these thoughts are inspired so much from the tags ive seen and ive been thinking about them so muuchhh#another thing. i call beheaded/prisoner as bobby as well i think its just easier lol#i change his design depending of the mood of the story im drawing hehe#gdi im not ok about them#driftcells#dead cells#hyper light drifter
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I know a place where the grass is greener, and the dragonflies fly real close…
#sorry for being so dead on here i was like. genuinely afraid to post for the past few months bc of that creep harassing me#i still kinda am#but the love in my heart for bluey is stronger and ive been wanting to draw something nice since s3 ended#bluey#bluey heeler#bluey fanart#furry art#furry#digital art#anthro
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I really love hope is a thing with feathers and I also really LOVE the hope as a sewer rat poem too but I wish it was not explicity written as "well actually" against Dickinson asgvsjnk. The imagery is SO GOOD but this whole vibe of "my metaphor is better than your metaphor" kinda sours it for me
#i dont like the patronizing usage of ''Emily'' like theyre explaining something to a child#admittedly dickinson has been dead for over a century so its probably huge deal to talk about her flippantly in terms of poetry#this is just me personally. how i feel about it#i dont like her being namedropped like that#it has this energy of ''haha lemme school this bitch''#when the poem itself was never supposed to see the light of day. she never consented to it being published. girl was 5 years in the grave#it feels like making fun of somebodys diary#i also dont like how it kinda makes fun of dickinson's imagery of hope as something ''beautiful delicate'' thing#i always interpreted as it is told. a little bird. i pictured a fat fluffy thing like the ones i see outside my window#ive known them to be stubborn and mischivious#when we leave out seeds on the lawn the little ones are always bullied away by the crows and magpies#but they keep trying. theyll attempt to sneak over and peck away before the crows notice them#they ARE optimistic and resilient little things. tougher than they look#so i always found the metaphor apt#sewer rat also fits just as well. but i think it depends on the angle from how youre looking at it#so i dont like this vibe of ''it should be more RAW it should be UGLIER'' cuz even tho i love that style of writing#it just feels like unnecessary one-upping here#especially considering dickinson was severely depressed and tons of her poems reflect it#god forbid she dabble around with the occasional light hearted poem about seeing hope as a silly little bird#asgsjsnk sorry im not trying to make a statement or anything. ill delete this later probably
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Girl what did Arthur do in the legends
He got Morgana pregnant with baby Mordred
#arthur pendragon#morgana#morgan le fay#mordred#arthuriana#asks#it has only recently occured to me that there are probably people in the bbc merlin fandom that don't know arthuriana#which is totally fine it had just never occurred to me before bc ive been so fascinated with them for like a decade#it kinda explains why i was always so lost when people are like 'this bbc merlin thing is problematic i cant believe it'#and im sitting there like what this whole shebang starts off with uther killing a guy who's wife he wants to bang#and then merlin uses magic to disguise himself as the dead husband (gorlois) so the wife (igraine) doesnt know the difference#and thats how baby arthur is conceived#like these guys are FUCKED UP lmao#although i guess that isnt the TRUE start of the legends since theres some about baby merlin being the antichrist but they baptised him#so he's fine now. just got sickass magic powers but now he uses them for 'good'#and kid merlin dishing out prophecies to uther's predecessor vortigern to help him build a castle#but arthur's conception is the start of the main shit obvs#good god i infodumped in these tags damn i havent had my arthurian nerd cells activated in a BIT so thanks op#and also sorry to be the bearer of fucked up news to you
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i feel somewhat responsible for this, even if i’m not the one saying these things. I’m genuinely so sorry.
No need to apologize! It's not one singular person doing it and truth be told I don't think it's a large majority that thinks that (albeit the ones that do are quite vocal). I didn't mean to upset anyone or anything when complaining about it, I was just letting off some steam.
Having a yap session under the cut sorry I feel like rambling under your ask anon.
Admittedly, I do think there are reasonings for people thinking this way. A lot of the focus with Clash has been on the cogs, especially after the 1.3 update. Which I can't say I blame them! Managers were something new and exciting and (from what I can tell) really separated them from the other servers. I don't blame them for wanting to put focus on that because that was their thing. Alongside other things, but majorly when you hear Clash the managers are mentioned in someway shape or form. But as we all know, toons ended up taking the short stick from this. This isn't helped by the gameplay itself, being mainly a fetch-quest deal so you often only talk to npcs once or twice unless if they're repeated ones and the taskline wasn't entirely accessible on the wiki for a while (shoutout to the wiki maintainers. The taskline script is a savior). Which I'm quite excited to see if they deal with this issue with the rewrite. I imagine they will, but anyways. Social media posts would often contain more managers than toons, which I also believe they're starting to fix. And ontop of this, I believe most of the team in the early era of the sever is gone, so there's been some stuff lost in the change. So yeah, dialogue/writing has been kind of rocky. AGAIN- I am completely aware of the rewrite going on and I am not judging them harshly based off of their current state. I'm very appreciative of the fact that they took the time to listen and are focusing on trying to fix it up. And then there's also fandom mischaracterization- especially of the cogs. Forgive me for mentioning mischaracterization because normally I wouldn't really care (I've mischaracterized characters before..especially in my younger years. I think it's just a process of learning an having fun and I hate to limit anyone because of it). With that being said, there's a lot of baby-fying and coddling of the managers. Especially with those who have more 'sympathetic' stories (Misty, Chip, Winston specifically). Don't get me wrong, I like these characters and I can appreciate the story they're trying to tell, but I feel like so many people will hear their dialogue and then misplace their anger. People get mad at Bessie for trying to protect HER lighthouse or at the Elders for trying to keep YOTT safe (lets not forget Winston was there to brainwash toons). Yes, yes technically there would've been better ways to do it but consider this: The toons are scared. Their homes, stores, lives are being taken over by a big corporation that has more resources that they do. They don't have the privilege of waiting, seeing, and gathering. And then people forget that the company has such a huge role in both toons and cogs lives. If you're mad over the mistreatment of Misty or the fact that Winston is still in the dungeon, your anger should be directed at the company who doesn't care. I may be completely wrong in saying this, but I feel like the stories with almost all of the managers is a reflection of the company. The toons are only trying to protect themself and their environments and yet this seems to go forgotten when people start bashing them. And of course, I'd consider myself a toon guy so me saying all this and complaining may come off as "I HATE the cogs and everyone who posts only about them!" and for clarification that's not true. You all know how much I like that little brain thing. The cogs are interesting, their designs are fun, I don't blame people for liking them because I do too. I just wish that the thought process behind so many of these discussions wasn't so cog focused because I believe that this anger at the toons for, RIGHTFULLY, defending themselves helps push this mischaracterization of them as a whole. That they're mean, boring, unlikeable while the opposite is true. Yes there are some, what I'd consider, "filler" dialogue from the shopkeepers. This is just because of the gameplay. But there are some funny and cute moments with them if people would just listen and read.
Which also brings me into another point: people skip the dialogue. I've caught myself doing this before (on my first account. I have 4 accounts total, so I reread the dialogue on like 3 of them). But people will complain about lack of toon personalities while doing this. It's like reading through a comic book, only looking at the drawings, and then complaining because there "isn't a storyline". Luckily, there's been efforts to keep track of the dialogue on the wiki but I doubt a lot of people are going through and reading the entire script. It just feels very disingenuous to criticize the dialogue when you haven't even read it. Likewise, people don't seem to read the blogposts either. This is both from a dialogue aspect and from an update aspect (people continuously asking about hammerspace/mix-and-match under unrelated posts).
#clemask#clemramble#I think I hit some sort of word limit because it wont let me add anymore so im continuing in tags#It kind of feels like people want the toon resistance to be the perfect victim and then get mad when they act accordingly#Fear. Nervousness. Sadness. Helplessness. Anger. etc etc are all valid reactions to their situation#Not every toon needs to be heroic and whimsical. they're scared. their situation is scary if you think about it#they're at the risk of losing their environment and homes.#Obviously the cogs also have their own issues but I always see this brought up when talking about them but the same context#isnt given to the toons when thinking about their characters and communities as a whole#It's kind of weird to me because I feel like even pre-rewrite I know that I can still understand them and justify their actions#and yet people act like clashes (pre rewrite) writing is justifying the cogs when in reality its not#its just showing that cog society (reflection of workplace enviroment) has its own issues. i never saw it as a justification#even with misty. like I never once hated bessie? my opinion of her never changed even after mistys dialogue#bessie did what she had to do because she was scared and wanted to protect herself and others.#id do something similar if a cog (known for taking over towns) suddenly came up to me#PLUS bessie leaves misty alone afterwards. ppl act like she took a shotgun and shot misty dead and it makes me laugh#ANYWAYS SORRY ANON. NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE.#realistically if youre not saying it then i doubt youre contributing#I would say “i wasnt mad” or anything but to be completely transparent with you guys i was Not-Happy when writing that one post#but it's not directed at any single person but rather the idea itself. I'm sure after the rewrite people will chill out#ITS NEVER THIS SERIOUS im beefing over characters named pretty princess sparkles. im aware of how silly this all sounds ok#the clash fandom isnt the only instance of this. ive seen stuff like this in sw before so like. I know this isnt an uncommon thing either#normally id just keep this on a priv or between friends but something kinda snapped yesterday#i think its bc I just KEEP seeing posts like it with those “hot take” posts or whatever and ppl are always so mean about it#i also think some ppl just already dont like toons and look for every. little. thing. to go after them for#like the “youve been drafted line” i refuse to believe people took that line 100% seriously#or maybe this is all wrong and im just a huge toon fan. and in that case i will die on this hill#you will have to pry them out of my cold dead hands before you catch me genuinely bashing them#ok thats clems giant critques and complaints out of the way
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMETTS/REXES!!!!!!!!!!🧡💙💚🩵 Here yall go! *I hand yall an incredibly large box wrapped in orange and green wrapping paper with a large silver bow. Inside is a mega Jenga game and a tool kit for Em, a ninja knife set and cookbook for Night, a velociraptor amiguri, sweater for charmander, and deaging power for Rex, a miniature robot body for chip, a cat tree for Emcat, a sweater, crocheted coozie, and crochet cat accessories for Buddy, medicinal herbs and vials for cleric, mechanical parts and a welding kit for threes, a large crochet brick amiguri for Sparky, and a large crochet pterodactyl amiguri for snowball. Also a large box filled with Jambalaya for all to share! A note reads, “I hope yall like your gifts! Have a splendid birthday boys! -Avi”* (I’m sorry if I missed any of the boys)
The package appeared in the center of the clearing, just like any other. It flickered in and out, colours shifting and twisting, the wrapping paper glitching across its surface.
This was normal. Things tended to 'freak out' until they were touched.
The group shared a glance.
"I'm not doing it," Buddy huffed.
Both Em and Cleric stayed silent. Nightshade didn't even bother to make eye contact.
Threes rolled his eyes and stepped forwards slowly. He was careful of getting hit by any of the flickers, but... It didn't shift as he approached. The flickering usually changed at least slightly. He couldn't help but hesitate. But... It could be food, or supplies, or...
He reached out his hand. The colours warped around where his fingers hovered. He lowered his hand to let his fingertips brush over the paper.
His entire body convulsed as the glitches attacked his arm. He lurched backwards into the sand as the box seemed to lash out at the world around it. Cleric grabbed him under the arm, helping to pull him back and away from it.
"Are you alright?!"
"I-I'm fine." He used Cleric's arm to stand. "What's happening?"
"You think I know?"
Buddy backed up a little, turning to look over his shoulder. "Er, Void?"
Em shot him a confused glance, but now wasn't the time to question it. He pulled Threes a little further away.
"Is anyone in the tower? It's a bit close.."
"Not that I know of."
"Void?!" Buddy called. "Buddy?"
Threes blinked. "Is he calling a friend, or himself?"
All of them flinched as the door to the house flew open, slamming against the wall.
"Cleric!"
Snowball's eyes were wide. His chest heaved.
The cleric let go of Threes' arm. "Snowy? What's-"
"Spark-" He pointed into the house behind him. "He's not breathing."
#(pretend i answered this 2 days ago)#(so i've been keeping track of everything arriving)#(and this is exactly the 25th (by my count))#(which was the arbetrary number i chose)#(i'd say im sorry)#(but no i'm not)#(thank you from them! they'll get some of it i prommy)#(also sorry this sat in my inbox for over a day. ive been half dead)#(which is also why this is very short and kinda bad)#(BUT I START INSULIN ON FRIDAY)#(WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)#writing#◈ Em ◈#✲ Spark ✲#≜ Threes ≜#□ Buddy □#⩙ Nightshade ⩙#⨳ Cleric ⨳#�� Snowball ⛯#answered ic#(i guess?)#enthusiasticaviator#(genuinely i slept for 20 hours straight)
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More depowered Homie cause its my new favorite thing~
#homelander#depowered homelander#the boys#fanart#the boys series#mrskrazy art#also sorry Ive been kinda dead got some serious artblock and haven't felt too motivated but hopefully im coming out of it now#id love some sort of parallel to him being put in a white room all alone like he had been when he was young#give all the angst
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heres some old doodles of mine as a treat, i think theyre all like late 22 to mid 2024. also feel free to send in doodle suggestions. im currently working on 2 artworks and need something to focus on that doesnt need as much effort. if you have an idea feel free to send in an ask :D. ill tag the fandoms im in below. (btw im so sorry this is poorly slapped together im pretty tired. if you want a higher quality version of one of these idk lemme know ill throw it at ya)
(edit: I FORGOT SOME DOODLES GOD DAMNIT)
#hermitcraft#also hermitshipping#splatoon#cookie run kinda. love the characters but the games make me wanna jump into traffic#speaking of#traffic smp#bobs burgers#be more chill#YES THE FANDOM IS PRETTY MUCH DEAD AND ITS BEEN YEARS LEAVEMEALONE#i would add sherlock and co but im not drawing SHIT until pookie is done faer designs. that being said omg check out @astadras pretty plea-#omori#trolls#final space#gravity falls#psychonauts#hatsune miku#qsmp#dsmp if you beg#luca 2021#IFUCKINGLOVETHATMOVIE#spy family#the lego movie#LEGO BATMAN#really sorry ive got so many tags ill try to chill tf out in the future with em#mha unfortunately#fuck it i cant be bothered IF I HAVENT LISTED ONE JUST SEND AN ASK ANYWAYS AND IF ITS SOMETHING I LIKE ILL DO IT#lemonywings art#lemonywings
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uhhh i revamped my TWD self insert
expect more of me being a nutcase <333
#me art#self shipping community#self insert#twd#the walking dead#twd oc#oc#twd fanart#artists on tumblr#fyp#uhh do twd fans do this much???sorry yall my brain is BAKED for self insert kinda shit :]#my main man is uh.....Daryl 👉👈#but i gotta admit. i really fuckinnn love Merle too#SO ERMMM. RUNS BACK TO MY CORNER#IVE BEEN INSANE ABOUT THIS SHOW FOR OVER 10 YEARS AND ONLY NOW IM SHOWING OFF MY SELF INSERT HAAGJHHHAGAHHH
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so i’ve rectified this in the tags lmao
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333
#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i#lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo.#this is me coming out as a natural blonde guys….. like my hair hasn’t been blonde in a good year or so and it hasn’t been my natural blonde#in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one#i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so.#not sure if that’ll ever happen… would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare#my hair is currently like dark dark brown… have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet we’ll see#i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn they’re a very chipped lilac colour#i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao#okay technically i don’t play an instrument anymore! but in the past i’ve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too#spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then that’s not me but this is literally my degree it’s my whole brand#yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree#literary criticism for said span/ital books and… fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :(#i have many best friends that i’ve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute#okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here#kara lore#bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol#tag games
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Happy Cicero Sunday! How are u? ^_^ -⛄
I'm a day late!! Noooo!!!
To answer your question, I am doing fine :D I know this blog has been silent for a while now and the fic has been on a brief hiatus, but rest assured I am working on it still!! My goal is to get an update out sometime between now and this Saturday o7
#posts made by rae#posts made by bees#hello again dearest snow at the beach#if anyone is curious as to why i've been kinda MIA#i'll talk about that in the notes of the chapter#whenever i get to that#I AM FINE THO#sorry i made it sound like the ao3 curse got me#my mental health is also okay it's mostly just a skill issue#and a bit of scheduling hell#so you know#the usual#actively working on finishing this chapter now o7#happy mind monday btw#since i was too late for sunday ;-;#its been a busy weekend for me rip#q&a#me and my arbitrary tagging system#was secretly waiting for a big reveal where i was like#BOO IM NOT DEAD HERES A NEW CHAPTER#but i figured you might just like to know that im still all good#especially with all of the times ive mentioned how not good im doing#rip
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Tweaking about Marble Hornets bc I showed it to someone and they didn't like it so expect this account to get a lot more active
#sorry ive been kinda dead recently I moved#also like....i live in the united states SOOOOOOO#its ok tho Im coping by rewatching my fav gay people hunt each other for sport in the woods
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popular but fanonized and misinterpreted son or barely talked about and also mischaracterized but less everywhere about it daughter.....
#sorry for a lot of kinda bitchy posts lately. in my defense pms (pmdd????) wants me dead and so do cramps now and so does#spring semester soon. ive been in such horrific moods it's like bloodletting.#txt
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