#sorry it got so long idk why 🙈

[iceandpeaches]

hi idk if you know the summer i turned pretty but there’s a scene where a character says “My chest physically hurts not being able to tell her how. much I love her” and I can just imagine luke being in love with a poseidon!daughter where her dad doesn’t approve of anyone for her. He tells percy about his chest hurting and will catch glimpses of Luke actually placing a hand on his chest whenever percy’s sister is around or walks away 😫😫😫 bonus if he actually PRAYS to poseidon angst but fluff ughhh

oh anon you cooked… the praying to poseidon part made my own chest hurt hurt.. i'm kinda familiar with tsitp but i never watched it.. sorry this is kinda long!! i hope this was good🙈🙈🙈

my chest hurts; luke castellan

for years, luke had been hopelessly in love with you. from the moment you step foot at camp after being attacked, he knew he wouldn’t love anybody other than you. he was excited he could spend time with you while you were still unclaimed, but upset when you were claimed by poseidon. he couldn’t spend every moment with you anymore, by your side, your best friend. 

he was devasted that he couldn’t see you from the moment he woke up till the moment he fell asleep. with you now residing in the quiet and slightly eery poseidon cabin, you were only part of his dreams if the gods allowed it.

and with poseidon being your father, he wanted to be in your life. which meant that with you and percy, he wanted to keep his children safe from the world and people that could harm you. which is why, poseidon declared to deny any boy who asked for his blessing to date you. upon hearing such, luke never gave up hope. he’d find a way to persuade your father, somehow. 

luke headed to your cabin to look for you, walking in since he knew it would be open. it wasn’t like there were hundreds of kids running in and out all day. 

“hey y/n– oh. is she not here?”

luke glanced down at your younger brother, sat by the body of water that sat in the middle of your cabin. poseidon kids. 

“yeah she’s.. mad at me right now. she went for a swim.”

“oh. then i’ll wait for her to come back.”

luke sat by percy, fingers tapping against the area that held a pool of water. he got bored after a while, turning to percy he stared out into the opening of the cabin door. 

“hey percy.. could i tell you something?”

“yeah, what’s up?”

“it’s just.. i want to be with y/n. i think about her all the time. and it hurts, like my chest physically hurts. to be able to tell her that i’m in love with her.”

luke gripped his shirt, thinking about every moment you smiled at him, laughed at his jokes, your eyes lighting up everytime you mention something about the water or going for a late night swim, every hug, everything you did. there was something so special about you, and he wanted you to know how special you were to him. percy watched as his friend’s grip tightened on a portion of his clothing, brows creased into a frown. 

an hour or so passed, and you’d come back from your cool off swim. luke’s lips curled into a gentle smile, noticing that your hair was wet which emphasised the curls in your hair. your expression brightened upon seeing luke, your towel wrapped around your shoulders.

“luke! what are you doing here?”

“well, you’re late.”

“to?”

“bracelet making with the hermes cabin.. duh! only the best cabin ever.”

you refrained from laughing, patting him on the back. you nod in acknowledgment, grabbing a fresh camp tee and a pair of shorts to slip into running toward the bathrooms to go change. luke smiled, feeling pressure in his chest again which caused him to grip his shirt as he followed behind you. 

for the next few days, luke’s chest hurt more than it usually did. for after every interaction with you, he had to take a moment to himself to breathe it out. several times percy had caught him with a hand on his chest whenever you’d walk away to tend to another camper’s needs. luke could’ve sworn he felt raindrops and thunder every now and then, hoping it wasn’t poseidon angry at him or something. 

luke tossed and turned in bed, the thought of you still fresh in his mind. you never left his mind, all he thought about was you. he slipped out of his bunk, then out a window to find a spot to burn an offering – not to his father, but yours. he lit a match, putting in into his tin can then burning away a piece of bread he had wanted to finish off in the morning which he’d miss most.

he watched the bread burn, tossing it into the small tin can. he fiddled with the drawstring of his hoodie, thinking of what he’d like to say as a prayer to your father.

“hi mr poseidon. i am luke castellan. son of.. hermes. i.. i don’t know how to explain this.”

he fumbled with his words, his mind incapable of configuring sentences he would’ve formerly said to the poseidon. it was messing with his brain. 

“i like your daughter. and i know that, you’d want her to have a guy good enough for her. i may not be that guy but.. i was hoping.. am i saying that right? uh.. i’m seeking for your blessing to, give me a shot?”

“i want to be that guy for her. i’ll take care of your daughter with my life, i’ll be there for her when no one else can. i promise, sir. i’ll love her, comfort her, take her side no matter what…”

he gulped, the flame dancing as he spoke. he wasn’t sure if poseidon would hear into his concerns, but it was worth trying. he hesitated to seal his promise, but he loved you. he’d do anything for you.

“sir, i’ll take good care of her. i promise.”

it almost sounded too desperate. luke blew out the flame, heading back to his cabin to not get caught by harpies. his heartfelt confession made his burden slightly lighter, actually being able to sleep this time.

"luke castellan, son of hermes. i've heard your prayer."

huh? who was that? luke opened his eyes, seeing the god of the seas in front of him. he swallowed the lump in his throat, bowing down only to feel poseidon's hand on his shoulder.

"will you keep to your promise? everything you said?"

luke glanced up at the god, nodding. yes. everything he said in his prayer. he'd keep to his promise. poseidon was staring him down, luke slightly intimidated by the death glare the god was giving him. the god's eyes reminded him of your eyes, every wave reflected in them.

"yes, sir. i will keep to my promise."

"how will i know for sure?"

huh? luke thought he'd made it clear with his intentions. but then he remembered – poseidon would deny him. poseidon would've never cared what luke had said in prayer, poseidon already deemed him unfit (like any other man) to date his daughter.

"but si–"

"you already know what i'm going to say, luke castellan."

"sir plea–"

luke woke up sweating. he looked around as he caught his breath, was that real? or was that all a dream? did poseidon really visit him in his dream? his chest hurt. his chest ached. his chest felt it was burning. for all he knew, he might've just lost his chance to love you. he didn't know if he could leave his cabin when morning came, he just wanted to disappear.

[binniebakery]

Doll

Non Idol AU Soobin x Fem!Reader, Friends to Lovers(?) ♡ Warnings: very heavily inspired by dollification (im crazy), reader is wearing cute/feminine clothing!!! suggestive!, soobin manhandling, mentions of a small reader, reader gets called nicknames (doll, dainty, cute, etc) ♡ A/N: ALRIGHT! this is for my fellow coquette girlies!! raise ur hand if u feel like this kink suits him because 🙈🙈asdfdfkj idk this may be a little ooc of soobin so i apologize in advance.. !! i love this concept sm i was literally biting my knuckles the entire time writing this🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️(in other words someone sedate me) also not proofread teehee

You sat there as cute as can be, your lovely skirt resting against your legs as you sat on the edge of your best friend’s bed. Soobin had invited you over to his apartment to hang out on a particularly boring evening. The room was completely silent, aside from the soft clicking and tapping of the controller in your dainty hands. Soobin was taking a shower but had messaged you to let yourself in if he wasn’t done by the time you arrived. You two had been friends for a good while, so you made yourself at home, kicking off your pretty heels and turning on his PC to play some new rhythm game he had installed.

After a proper few minutes you found yourself comfortably lying on your stomach, elbows propped as you tried to beat Soobin’s high score. Your frilly skirt riding up just slightly enough to show off a little more than you intended. Hearing the door open, you pause the game and look back to Soobin smiling. “Hey, enjoying yourself aren’t we?” he chuckled as he watched you kick your feet with a wide grin. “Yeah, took you long enough in the shower I was dying of boredom!” You teased as he sat on the bed next to you, his eyes lingering over you a bit longer than usual. You were too busy fiddling with the controller to even notice. “Your outfit’s cute today y/n.” Soobin softly mumbled as his fingers traced the lace of your skirt, fingertips almost grazing the exposed skin. You feel yourself shudder and immediately sit up, a nervous smile plays on your lips as you look up at Soobin who was still softly feeling the material. You flush at how his still-damp hair hangs around his handsome face. Even though he wore just a simple white t-shirt and jeans it was still enough to make him insanely attractive. “A-ah thanks! I just got this outfit actually.. ” Your voice beginning to fail you as your best friend looks down at you with a look you’ve never seen on him before. Before you could say anything else, Soobin lifts his large hand and cups your face gently, thumb caressing your cheek softly. You feel yourself wanting to melt into your best friend’s touch. Sure, Soobin wasn’t always that affectionate, but you were both comfortable enough around each other so he had his moments. Then again.. why was he looking at you like that? The way his eyes stared at your pouty lips felt as if he was enticing you to lean into his palm. And you did. “You’re so pretty y’know?.. Like a doll. I feel like.. I could just break you with how small you are.” He whispers and your eyes widen. “Wh- what? What do you m- mean..?” You see a slight blush form on his cheeks as if someone else but him had just said that out loud. Classic Soobin, always speaking his mind without a filter. Did he even have any idea just how this was affecting you right now? “Sorry.. I just.. That slipped out..” he mumbled and his eyes are back on your lips again. Your mind couldn’t think of anything to say in response, your cheeks felt like they were on fire as your hands sat in your lap. You didn’t dare to move an inch. “You’re just such a..” Soobin begins again as he moves the thumb that was caressing your warm cheek down to your soft pink lips. “Dainty girl..” His fingers held your chin so that you were looking up at him. You closed your eyes, breath beginning to shake as you just couldn’t into your best friend’s eyes.

“Will you let me see those pretty eyes y/n?” Soobin’s voice sounds like honey, warm, low, and smooth as he drags his thumb to smear your once-perfect lipgloss slightly. You open your eyes and he’s smiling at you, eyes half-lidded as if he were in a haze. “Atta girl. You listen so well..” He continues moving his thumb, caressing your plump bottom lip. From the way he was smirking anyone could see how he was enjoying this. The way you melt under his touch, it makes him want to ruin your pretty makeup even more. See the tears that stream down your pretty face, see how your eyes and nose get puffy, turning that perfect pink when you cry.  “S- Soobin.. my lip-” Your lips were smoothed shut as Soobin’s thumb smeared your lipgloss once more. “See? So easily played with, my whole hand just-” he squeezes your cheeks to prove his point, the color on his fingers now tinting parts of your cheeks. “Can hold your entire little face..” he chuckles quietly. Since when did he speak so condescendingly towards you? It didn’t matter, you secretly loved it. His large hand easily moved around, playing with your face as you stared at him through your pretty lashes. Your heart was pounding at the intimate attention and you found yourself craving more. You squeak as Soobin suddenly places you into his lap, large hands squeezing your waist once you were situated. His movements felt swift yet so careful. “Have to be gentle with you. You’re like a porcelain doll..” You find your breaths becoming more labored from the touch. With every touch he gave you, you felt the fire and intense atmosphere between you grow thicker. Large hands roaming your waist and sides, admiring your outfit. “S’cute..” he chuckles as you lean into his shoulder from embarrassment. “S- Soobin..” You were so flustered over how you felt. You’ve always felt an attraction towards him, but of course, keeping your feelings hidden was the path you chose as you weren’t even sure if he had feelings for you. However, his actions today seem to confirm he feels the same way.

“Pretty girl.. My pretty girl... Letting someone like me move you and touch you however I want..” he cooed as he ran his fingers through your perfectly done hair. Fingers lightly tugging at the ribbons you meticulously tied this morning, just enough so that they threatened to undo themselves. The same way he wanted you to become undone. “If it's you... then- it’s fine binnie..” For Soobin, hearing you say that in his neck ever so softly made his heart swoon. You used that nickname sparingly, only using it whenever you were feeling cheeky. Or whenever you wanted something. It drove him insane. You placed your hands on his chest as he tilted your head back, giving him space for his lips to start hovering over your pretty neck. You were completely under his control. Like he was the puppeteer and you, his cute little puppet for him to admire. Though you didn’t really mind the attention, did you?

You felt your breath hitch as he stayed still, your eyes squeezed shut in anticipation of feeling his lips on your skin. You wanted it, needed it. “Please..” you softly whisper and Soobin smirks at your whines. “Does my pretty girl want me to do more?” He questions, voice sounding innocent and sweet but the look on his face was giving a completely different vibe. All you could do was nod in response. “Can my doll use her words for me?”

That was the final straw for you, forget the morality of it all. You nod again “p- please.. I want more..” you pleaded, looking at him with big doe eyes. Soobin’s eyes lingered on your face, the way your lipgloss was smeared across, the flush of your pretty cheeks, the way your lashes were curled to perfection. He was obsessed. You feel him lay you back, his larger body moving over you as his fingers admire the fabric of your outfit. “Mhm, good girl.. Let me treat my pretty doll with the utmost care then.”

[waddlewaddlewaddlewaddle]

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Summary: Life leads you to treacherous roads after deciding to enter the dangerous life you knew well not to follow.Having gojo by your side inviting you deeper and deeper into all that’s wrong in the world, inciting you to be selfish and carefree wasn’t supposed to be to your liking, so why do you shiver with adrenaline every time he decides to be the devil on your shoulder?

Contents: Mafia boss gojo x secretary reader.(civilian au ig)

-Secret crush Gojo!

-Yandere Gojo

Gojo being an egocentric bitch! Wealthy gojo! X no nonsense reader.

Warnings: trigger warning if you’re not interested in anything mafia related. The narration of this story is inspired by Latin and Asian mafia. Violence and use of blood!

Wc:1.8k

🏷:@busyreader17 @starlight5cat @xavlyzn

(Idk If I was supposed to tag y’all in the new chapter, sorry if it bothers you but I’m kinda new to this whole fanfic tumblr thing 🙈🫶🏻)

Chapter 4

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As the busy Shanghai nightlife contrasted your gloominess with its vibrant lights and loud people, you allowed your anger to fuel your fast-paced steps to lead you to your destination.

What destination exactly?

Well…

You didn’t know just yet.

Before you could notice you got lost in the beautiful chaos that is this city, a city where you know no one and all you have on yourself is your cellphone. As you stood still thinking about what your next move should be, then you suddenly smiled at yourself as you remembered you somehow managed to lose that long-legged freak about two blocks ago.

That peace is shortly interrupted as you feel a cold finger touch your shoulder from the Back.

-“I Know I have made a mistake and I’ll accept any punishment that doesn’t include you leaving my side. That one is the most unbearable of them all.”-He muttered as he looked down unable to face your distraught expression.-“Plus did you really think you’d lose me after springing some blocks?”- He said as he returned his gaze to yours.-“ I always come back you know. And for you specifically, I’ll even crawl back if it’s necessary.”

To you it sounded like a joke but you would be surprised if you knew what he was capable of doing for your love.

All you could do was give him a disgusted look as you responded.

-“You make me sick, what’s your fucking problem?! You dare to almost put me and jail and then you show up high and mighty begging for forgiveness?? Why should I forgive you? All you’ve caused me are problems and to your discontent, I’m finally done with all of this.”

He showed a displeased expression as he noticed you didn’t care for his sincere apology, but he wasn’t gonna let this slide so he pulled you into an abandoned alleyway with the hopes that you could talk better.

-“Let go of me! I’m not going anywhere with you.”-you blurted out as you smacked his hand away.

-“Please just hear me out, if you're not content with my apology I’ll let you go.”- He lied through his teeth as he showed you his puppy eyes.He was putting his life on the line with this acting gig , he wouldn’t know what to do with himself if you decided to abandon him.

You glare at him in a distrusting matter, but as you recall he’s never been dishonest right up to this moment. So you lower your claws and follow him to where he wants to go.

-“If I’m being honest with you I’m not used to treating normal people like you, I’m used to treating thugs who wouldn’t give a damn if they lost everything in a second. So I could say that I did what I did thinking you wouldn’t care for much for it, now l know it’s not an excuse and I’ll have you know that I take full responsibility for my actions and that I-“

Gojo was interrupted during his speech by a rustle at the entrance of the alleyway.

The next thing you know a beer bottle is being thrown next to your head, you can’t help but scream out and duck to the floor trying to process what just happened, your boss turns as he feels for something under his coat, scanning the area for danger.

As the steps, Drew closer a group of 3 tough -looking guys stomped in, each of them playing with a different weapon in their rough scarred hand. As they targeted the two of you with their eyes the tallest who seemed to be the leader ultimately spoke.

-“Finally I catch you two alone, sorry to break up your lover's quarrel but me and that albino bastard have some business to tend to. So I’ll let a fine lady like yourself leave, but you.”- He spat out as he pointed a flick knife directly at gojo.-“But since this cheating mother fucker doesn’t know how to respect my boss’s territory. I guess I’ll have to teach this preppy son of a bitch some respect.”

You looked up at Gojo for some sort of response but all he did was stare at the offender as if he knew something the other party didn’t. As if this confrontation was an opportunity instead of an inconvenience. An opportunity to let go of all of his pent-up frustration, an opportunity to let all his raw, nasty feelings out after caging them up for a gentleman-like facade for your pretty self.

-“3 against one. Your boss’s a bitch for sending you all to do this.”-Gojo said as he looked around for something, as soon as he found what he was looking for his eyes sparkled. He crouched down and cuffed up his charcoal grey suit up to his elbows revealing a tattoed forearm twisted with black and white thorns.

As the tall figure in front of you grasped a long metal tube; he flexed his veins in the dim night light. In your time meeting him you never thought that he had all that ink under those tailored designed suits.

-“Awww how cute gonna defend your girlfriend? If you feel the odds against you; we’ll let her join, we won’t be too hard on her.”-The offender slurred as he looked at your trembling frame, hugging your knees as if you could hide like a ball.

Cold sweat adorned your forehead as you pondered the chances of getting out of this one alive, you couldn’t yell out for help or call trusty Geto without the gangster knowing. All you could do was pray that Gojo could land a hard punch and that your quivering knees wouldn’t give up on you if you managed to run away.

Next, their leader clenched his sticknife firmly in his hand as he launched forward at Gojo, but to your surprise, your boss swung back the metal stick as if it was a baseball bat that then struck the poor man’s head; his head bounced at impact, the force of the hit forcing his body to slum against the brick wall.

-“Gojo!”-You yelled out in horror with the hopes that all this nightmare and suffering would end in a second.

-“Sorry baby, please turn away. Who hits first; hits hardest.”-Grumbled the icy-eyed man as he looked back at you for a split second he wore the biggest smile on his blood-splattered face.

As soon as they saw their leader down the two henchmen tried to attack Gojo but before they could get close enough your knight in rusted armor whacked the pole against oh the guy's stomach causing him to hit the ground in excruciating pain as he grasped his stomach, next thing you know the other guy has his knees shattered as is now sobbing as he clutches his legs, rolling in pain.

You didn’t want this, this isn’t what you had planned, all you wanted to do was explore the city, but before you could continue to lament yourself as you lay there in shock looking at the agonizing figures before you. The noise of the metal stick hitting the ground interrupts you. Slowly your boss starts to get closer and soon you smell the blood reek on his tux.

Before he could say anything you lunged to hug his built torso as you cried into his chest smearing mascara all over the expensive cloth, he felt his heart flutter at the feeling of having you all on him in a disheveled matter. And as soon as he hugged you back, all the chaos was worth it for him. He would beat up as many guys as necessary just so he could sense your small frame quiver under his touch as you looked for solace in him.

And if you were being honest, you hated to admit it but you felt protected and cared as he combed your hair with his slender fingers. Your cheeks blushes as he planted a chaste kiss on the crown of your head.

Sniffing his cologne mixed with sweat and blood wasn’t all that bad if he continued to Pat you back with one hand as he swaddled your face with the other. Maybe you were taking advantage of the situation but your heart felt full and warm as he coddled you in his arms.

But as if god heard you and punished you for your thoughts he promptly stepped away to look into your teary eyes and say.

-“C'mon princess, we gotta leave this place.”

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It is currently 12 am and you are back at the villa, as you try to comprehend all that just happened, Gojo swipes a warm wet cloth across your face attempting to remove your ruined makeup. The bed sunk under his weight as he carefully tugged your eyelashes under the damp towel to get you as clean as possible as he sat beside you in clean fresh sweat.

Geto stands beside him as the guilt eats him up for not protecting you as he should have.

All he did was run to your rescue as soon as his best friend gave him your location. But in the end, all he felt like was a useless piece of shit, as he stared at your puffy eyes his cell phone rang in his pocket, he then promptly exits the room putting the bowl on the nightstand so he could take the call and not bother you any further.

As your boss notices you start to yawn, he quickly stands up to cover you with a fluffy blanket that is laid at your bed rest.

-“I feel pathetic, You're the one that saved mebut here you are tending to me.”-You mumbled as you looked up at him with doe eyes.

He just grinned and patted your head.

-“I was the one who put you in that mess, so in the end I hope you find forgiveness in your heart for an idiot like me.”- He responded as he scratched his undercut.

You managed to let out a chuckle.

-“You saved my life, I guess we can call it even then.”- Even though it cost you to say that in the end he deserved it. You knew what kind of business you were getting into , and even though he lied to you, he defended you like nobody would. But you still had it crystal clear that is he slipped up again , you would be a goner

His heart melted as those compassionate words left your mouth, he knew he wasn’t worthy of forgiveness. But as you indulged his sins he couldn’t help but love you more than yesterday. He knew he was in debt to you, and it just so happened that he was a man who liked to pay his dues, so he promised to himself that he wouldn’t let anyone including himself hurt you. Even if it meant following you around the world like a shadow, he was willing to make that “sacrifice”.

-“Well after hearing you say that; I guess I can sleep in peace tonight. Goodnight sweet thing.”-He voiced as he rubbed your cheek with his callous thumb.

As he turned to head to the door, your small hand pinched the back of his shirt to his attention. He swiftly turns around and he raises an eyebrow in a playful matter as he waits for you to voice out your need that stopped him from heading to his bedroom.

-“Can you stay here with me tonight? I don’t want to be alone.”

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A/n: omg that was crazy , I tried to write this chapter as realistically as possible since I haven’t been in a gang fight yet but if I am I’ll confirm or deny the readers pov. I hope you guys enjoyed it and if you have any comments or request please let me know it really motivates me to hear back from you guys. Till next week kisses!! 💋🥰♥️ I’ll finish editing the font tomorrow it’s 3am as I’m writing this I’m so sleepy zzzz

[sockiestupidity]

Papusa Making-Miguel O'hara x platonic teen reader

Description; Reader is the complete opposite of Miguel and does not easily trust, reader gets caught stress making papusas at ungodly hours by Miguel💀Alternatively:Miguel unexpectedly befriends the newest addition to spider society over food

no spanish bc im a no sabo kid🙈(sorry if he seems too white for y'all)

warnings- lowercase intentional, bad writing/bad grammar, fluff, angst??, implied abuse/neglect, ooc miguel(acts a lot like peter b.???), not proofread, idk what else, let me know if i forgot anything🤷‍♂️ the reader is gn!!! reader is also implied to be nonverbal bc i said so🥰

also the povs slightly change at some points (just ignore it🙏)

first time writing a fanfic pls be nice :))

it was dawning 4:00 am and y/n still had yet to fall asleep, their mind preoccupied with anxiety and paranoia, they took a deep heavy breath, and tried not to close their exhausted eyes. they squeezed their eyelids shut, feeling a headache approaching, and as soon as they did, images of their past events played. they quickly shook their head, trying to get those images out of their mind. as grateful as they were for having a place to stay at hq, they could not help but think about the comforts of their own home. despite the imposing threats of their home, there was almost something cathartic about sleeping on an old bed that was on the verge of falling apart. the young spider's new housing situation felt too safe, too quiet…to… comfortable. as a new spider, they did not know for how long these types of comforts would ve provided without a cost. they almost never slept, as they felt as if they did, these comforts would suddenly gone, as if it was all a sick joke, or a dream

suddenly y/n felt something wet drip down their cheek. "am i crying?" they thought to theirself.

they took another deep breath in, trying not to hyperventilate. in times like these, y/n would usually either bake or cook (only when their parents were not present) or they would just straight up bottle their emotions. y/n sighed as they weighed their options. despite their brains constant paranoia as to what might happen if they get caught baking, they decided to go against their paranoia for once.

as y/n quietly treaded towards the communal kitchen, making sure not to wake anyone up (AN: i imagine that hq house is just a rlly big ahh house so that why theres a communal kitchen). as they looked through the contents available, they remembered that a previous spider had make masa recently, and had leftover masa that desperately needed to be used. y/n also recalled how another spider had previously made pickled vegetables and cabbage and ended up not needing it. this gave the young spider an idea. they swiftly grabbed out the needed ingredients for papusa filling. which included beans, cheese, and loroco. y/n decided to make vegetarian papusas just incase other spiders were interested in eating them. since they basically acknowledged no one in spider society, y/n decided that this could at least be seen as a token appreciation for being taken into the society.

they happily began mixing, almost forgetting the previous events that were plaguing their mind, until a large, menacing figure was seen in their field of vision. y/n suddenly stopped mixing, their hands now trembling with fear, panic clouded their mind, and their eyes began to blur, as they began hyperventilating the figure got closer. in response, y/n decided to continue moving back until they were trapped in a corner of the room.

the figure suddenly came to a halt, y/n looked up to the figure, not being able to recognize the harsh features of the figure.

the figure held a hand up, as soon as the figure did, y/n flinched. the figure suddenly donned what looked like a frown. suddenly, the figure began to speak, "hey, its going to be alright kid, i need you to breathe with me okay?" y/n nodded, still trembling with fear.

the figure began to count with their fingers, "just follow my lead, alright? in for four seconds, hold for seven, and out for eight, alright?" the young spiderlings breathing soon began to calm down after the figure repeated the exercise. soon their vision began to clear, and as soon as it did, they realized that the figure was the stoic man who led the spider society.

he suddenly spoke again, "everything alright?" y/n nodded.

"what are you doing up so late?" he asked the young spider. y/n noted how it looked like he was attempting to soften his features for them.

y/n just simply gestured to the bowl of mix, as well as the pickled vegetables and bag of masa. miguel nodded.

"i have never made papusas before but i have made tamales, could i possibly help you out?" he questioned.

y/n pondered. could they really trust this man? miguel's stature was huge, and could easily take advantage of them. y/n looked down, trying to blink away tears.

miguel attempted a look of sympathy towards the newest spider. he had felt so bad for not monitoring your earth earlier than he decided to. he had seen what had happened after it was far too late. it frustrated him, those events weren't even canon, he could've done something if he had known, there was no need for you to go through that much pain. going through his loss of his daughter made him sympathize with you, not only did you remind him of gabriella, you also reminded him of himself. he felt obligated to take care of you because of your naivete not only that, but he also didn't want to see you go down the same path of destruction he went down.

he took a deep breath in and out, "i understand why you don't trust me, and i respect that alright? but i just want to make it clear that i would never do those things to you. i want you to be able to trust me" he explained to you.

y/n looked back up. he seemed to be trustworthy op enough. after all, he was a grieving father, and seemed as if he had really cared for his daughter.

y/n gestured towards miguel, then to the abandoned products, and then to themself.

"you want me to help you?" he asked, wanting to clarify that he interpreted your gestures right. you nodded in response. he responded with a rare smile.

the two of you got to work, mixing the filling and placing it into the masa. after all the papusas were finally finished with shaping, he finally spoke up.

"maybe next time i can show you how to make tamales, we can even incorporate the banana leaves as well" he suggested.

you pondered his suggestion and nodded with a smile. even though you often did not trust adults, miguel seemed like someone you could trust, and you found it admirable that he was willing to incorporate your culture.

"alright kid, lets cook these" the two of you began to cook the papusas. when the two of you were finally done with cooking the papusas, and cleaning the area, most of spiders in the hq housing were awake, as it was around 6:00 am (AN: realistically papusa making doesn't always take that long but just ignore it for the sake of the story🙏). some of the spiders heading towards the kitchen commented on how good the kitchen smelled.

one of the spiderpeople looked towards you, "did you do this?" they asked. you gestured towards yourself and miguel, miguel simply looked away, "the big bad boss helped you out?" they questioned in shock. the spiderpeople could not believe it. the cold, harsh man had helped you, the timid new kid make food? but it seems that the surprised chatter was soon silenced as people started to eat your papusas.

needless to say that they encouraged you and miguel to cook more often.

AN: if u got this far tysm for reading, i rlly do appreciate it-feel free to leave feed back, or interact in any way🥰 i was inspired to write this bc despite the amount of miguel x hispanic reader works there were, i felt like most of them were targeted towards mexican ppl (or like some of yall forget that other latin countries besides mexico exist) and i wanted to see some rep for salvadorans

[gyuspeach]

4:57pm

"Too loud, Honey." Gamer!Beomgyu's eyebrows raise, revealing his big doe eyes, peeling off one side of his headset to hear you.

"What was that, love?" he said in a hushed whisper. Quickly glancing back and forth from you and the violently illuminated screen in front of him.

"You're. Too. Loud," you enunciate, "I'm trying to study, remember." You force out a smile to hide you're annoyance; walking back to the place on his bed, sheets of homework and a book sprawl across it.

"Sorry, baby," he slides his headset back on.

You see. You didn't actually plan on studying here. You were in your dorm room when Beomgyu called you to hang out cause he missed you. You ofcourse protested as you had an exam coming up later in the week.

"Please, Baby," his whines ring out of the speaker on your phone as you try and scribble down the function of the amygdala. "I haven't seen you in three days, and I go home this weekend. I can't live that long without seeing you."

You can practically see the pout on his face, trying to appeal his case. You, on the other hand, are too invested in your notes that you didn't respond.

"Baby?"

"Hm?" You started, "sorry, I really need to study, Gyu."

"You can study at my place. I just need to be atleast with you," he pleads once again, "I miss you, pretty."

You sigh, giving in, "Alright, I'll be there in ten."

Beomgyu didn't plan on gaming tonight. But he hopped on when "the boys needed him". So now you're on his bed, jamming cognitive functions in your memory as Beomgyu screams to Heeseung to "GO TO THE RIGHT AND COVER ME- NOOOOOOO!"

That was your last straw. You're neck deep in homework from all your classes and have a midterm coming up, you walked ten minutes in the burning heat all the way to Beomgyu's apartment after he begged you to spend time with him. And now he's yelling at his screen for the past 15 minutes, and you doubt that the game will stop. All because he missed you.

"'Missed me' my ass," you sigh loudly and get up, gathering all your books and papers into your bookbag.

"Oh my God, guys. Did you see that?" He glances at you to find you packing your stuff. "Uh guys, hold on," he slides off his headset and gets up. "What are you doing, love?"

"Gyu, I'm stressed and I need to study," you sling your bad over your shoulder.

"Woah woah woah why do you have to leave?" He pouts, " just study here."

"You've been yelling for the past 15 minutes," you deadpan. "The only time your looked at me was when I got up to tell you to quiet down."

"I'm so sorry baby, I got-"

"I don't need your excuses, I just need to study," you interrupt and start your way toward the door, "I'll be at the campus library when you really do miss me." And slam the door behind you.

"Fuck," Beomgyu grabs his keys and puts on some decent pants. "Guys I gotta go," he speaks into the headset to hear protests on the other end before shutting down his PC. Grabbing his phone before running out the door to catch up to you.

A/N: idk how do this shit lmfao. My first thing I wrote 🙈. I got this idea after yelling at my brother to shut tf up when he plays his games in the fucking living room 😁. I hope yall like it 👉👈

[willkimurashat]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thank you so much for tagging me @rebelrayne @0shewrites0 and @libelle949 !!! And I'm so sorry for getting to this late🙈

How many works do you have on ao3?

Only 7 :)

What's your total ao3 word count?

178,312 words

What fandoms do you write for?

Just LITG. For now, at least lol

Top five fics by kudos:

Stargazing

The Answer was Simple

Snog, Marry, Die

You Don't Spell It, You Feel It

Beloved & Beloathed tied with Serendipity

Do you respond to comments?

Yes! Always! Getting comments is the greatest joy - responding to them is the least I can do to express my gratitude🥺❤

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Probably The Answer was Simple, but a lot of my fics have angst woven into them🫣

What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Snog, Marry, Die lmaooo 🤭😂😂😂 Pretty much most of them have/will have a happy ending lol

Do you get hate on fics?

Not really. One time I got a comment where I just couldn't tell their tone? It felt as if they were almost disappointed with where I took the story, but maybe it was just me reading into things too much.. Either way, I couldn't bring myself to write for a few weeks after that🙃

Do you write smut?

Well, funny that you ask hahaha😅 I was just peer pressured into writing my first smutty smut (ahem Serendipity ahem), but idk if I'll do it again🙈

Craziest crossover:

Haven't done any lol

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Ummm not quite, but there was a time when somebody had posted a chapter of a Will fic and it was suspiciously similar to the first chapter/prologue of Stargazing. Like, their MC had a similar vibes for the name, was also an artist. The structure of the chapter was very similar too - it started with MC doing the intro, then had a line break and then a basically paraphrased paragraph from my fic of how the MC walked up to the firepit. It was so bizarre... That fic stayed on for a few days and since then was removed or hidden, but I still have a screenshot of it somewhere.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope!

All time favorite ship?

Oh gosh, Anastasia and Will are my beans, you know, they're my children, my babies, but Cece and Andy are just - I want what they have🥺🥺🥺

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

🙈🙈🙈🙈 Jesus Christ. I'm struggling to write right now. I took too long a hiatus and now that I actually do have inspiration and desire to write, I open my wips that are so so dear to me and I love so so much (Stargazing and Beloved & Beloathed) and I just blank out. I get so scared trying to continue them because I feel like I'll ruin all my hard work, if that makes any sense? I feel like I don't know how to continue them. And then I get so overwhelmed that I just close the doc. And then the cycle continues and the writing pause gets even longer and it becomes even harder. But I really really don't want to abandon them because they need to get their deserved ending. Ugh. Sorry for rambling, but I think I just needed to be honest and get that off my chest.

What are your writing strengths?

I think just prose, in general. Like, descriptions of feelings/mood/scene setting and shit like that lol

What are your writing weaknesses?

Dialogue. Or at least it's my biggest insecurity haha😅 and probably not getting too carried away with descriptions👀

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

Why not?🙌

First fandom you wrote in?

Litg ❤

Favorite fic you've written?

Don't make me choose. Don't. Make. Me. Choose. 😩😩😩 grrrrr ughhhhh hmmmmm farygbqeirgwrg-

You Don't Spell It, You Feel It

Tagging: I'm very late to this, so I think probably everyone has done it, but if you haven't - this is your sign!❤

[nattinatalia]

Urban Wyatt x Reader Instagram AU

💫 I don’t know where I was taking this one, I had in mind something totally different but my mind isn’t just working at the moment. But enjoy. 💫

Liked by yourbestiename, cozane, 2forwoyne, nemoachida, quiiso, and 8,667,945 others

urbanwyatt I’m on the road she gotta ____ herself 👨🏼‍🦯👨🏼‍🦯

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yourbestiename I need those jackets like nooow!!!!

urbanwyatt No, you didn’t join us

yourbestiename 😮 I get the wife privileges soo hand them over here 💅🏼

jackharlow 😂 She really does.

druski2funnny I’m back with some pot stirring so be aware!!!!!! In 3. 2 . 1

druski2funnny So who has to fuck herself since you’re on the road? Is it stassie or y/n? Plot twist a whole different girl?? 🤔

yourbestiename 💀

urbanwyatt All of them apparently!!!

yourusername Nothing wrong with that, but luckily I have someone with me who can fuck me all night long 😉

druski2funnny Oh do tell

urbanwyatt Get off my page y/n

yourusername @ druski2funnny It’s not urban that’s for sure 🙈

urbanwyatt I’m about to block you

urbanwyatt Annoying ass, I get it we’re not together but I don’t need to know who you’re sleeping with.

yourusername ☠️ To be fair, I didn’t even say who.. so you don’t know.

urbanwyatt But you are sleeping around

yourusername It doesn’t count if it’s with the same person though.

yourusername But why do you care? It’s been 6 months. Let it go.

urbanwyatt I care because I still want to work shit out

yourusername 😅

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yourusername 👀 🔜

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yourbestiename I’m excited!!!!!!

yourbestiename You got Angus on this? They’re not ready!!!!!

anguscloud 💥 🔥

yourcousinname I love Urb, but you know it’s real when you get the one guy he lowkey told you to keep away from 🙈🙊

urbanwyatt 🙄 at this point she’s doing everything she can to get back at me

anguscloud lmao what did I ever do to your boy @ yourusername

yourusername Nothing, you’re good. He’s just territorial and doesn’t like when men look my way.

anguscloud I thought you were single?

yourusername Oh I am 😉

urbanwyatt 😡

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yourusername Tengo uno que está listo pa llevarme. El segundo está esperando en el hotel y el tercero lo conozco esta noche

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yourbestiename 🍑 💦 😋 Damn mamii

yourusername 🙈

anguscloud 🔥 🔥

druski2funnny Looking respectfully, Sorry Urby

yourusername Lmao why you saying sorry to him for ?

druski2funnny He still has dibs on you

yourusername Dibs? What is this elementary school ??? 🙄

yourbestiename 💀 These men I tell you 🤦🏻‍♀️

jackharlow I didn’t do anything

yourbestiename Lmao

nemoachida Soooo who’s gonna translate the caption????

yourusername 🙈 🤫

yourusername Just know that no lies were detected. I mean everything I say on the captions I be posting 😉

urbanwyatt You’re really annoying you know that?

yourusername Yes, we all know I’m a brat 😊

cozane so what does it mean???

yourbestiename I have one who is ready to take me. The second one is waiting at the hotel. The third one I’ll meet him tonight.

druski2funnny DAAAAMN

quiiso LMAAAO

nemoachida Oh dang

2forwoyne She didn’t have to say all of that 😞 I feel for our boy

yourusername Your boy believed some hoe over me. He put me to shame on social media, called me out on my name. Then went to meet with the bitch who caused all of this. But you feel for your boy? Got it.

cozane He didn’t cheat tho so idk why this has gotten into a huge thing when it shouldn’t have

yourusername You’re telling me, if someone would’ve sold FAKE information to the media that Urban is stepping out on me, that he was caught cheating. & I believed those rumors, and went online and called him every name in the book, if I would’ve made a scene in front of his work place, & then went to meet with the person who sold that FAKE story to the media, & also be ok with the person who did all this, to hurt us, but also somehow dragged our best friends marriage into this bullshit? you’re telling me he wouldn’t have done the same as me??? He wouldn’t be pissed, rightly so, he wouldn’t be hurt because I did that? Oh ok.

cozane I mean ….

yourbestiename Beba, tu bien sabes que si se vieran enojado. They would’ve gotten more mad and made it a big deal too. You do you mami, I got you 💘💘

yourusername Ya se, pero se hacen como que si mi dolor no importa, oh que esto es un chiste. It’s not funny at all, like I really went through this pain by myself and they take it as a joke. So me “sleeping around” is bad but when he does it, it’s a “cool bro how many”

lilnasx They talking in Spanish, that means they’re going in on all of you.

druski2funnny Where is Urban at? He’s been mighty quiet since this comment section got lit lmao 🤣

urbanwyatt I know when to pick my battles when it comes to y/n. Y’all can handle that, since y’all were the ones stirring shit.

jackharlow 👀 I’m staying away, if y/n is anything like my wife, then good luck to u all.

yourbestiename I think she’s 10xs worser

urbanwyatt She is

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@ jackharlow added to their story

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urbanwyatt Me whenever I see her 😂

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jackharlow 😳 why’d you use a picture of me for 💀💀💀

yourbestiename LMAAAO but thats me whenever I see my husband 😉 🤤

jackharlow Thats right 😏

druski2funnny Hmm 🤨

urbanwyatt What???

druski2funnny Is that who I think it is

urbanwyatt 🤷🏼‍��️

cozane 🙄 Like we don’t know come on now

lilnasx Y/N YOUVE BEEN CALLED TO TESTIFY. IS THIS YOU?

yourusername NO

urbanwyatt 🤔

girlfromvideoname It’s me 😜

jackharlow 😖

girlfromvideoname Jack you weren’t making that face when you were hanging out with me and my best friend you even had her in your video 🤔

cozane 😳

yourusername You’re just asking for another ass beat at this point.

girlfromvideoname 😚😚😚

yourbestiename Stass I’m not even going to lower myself to you.

girlfromvideoname Yea go worry about those kids of yours.

jackharlow Now hold on, idk what kind of shit you got going on with y/n and Urb. But what you’re not about to do is come for my wife and my kids.

yourbestiename Papi, It’s ok lmao. She’s just trying too much at this point. We know we’re good, that’s all that matters. No one and I mean no one can tell me shit about my marriage and my children. Let me worry about that, they’re more than good, thank you very much. Urban, handle your little friend, before y/n does again.

girlfromvideoname You people can’t take a joke

yourcousinname Umm why is y/n location near Calabasas ??? Is she about to fight this girl again?

cozane 💀

yourcousinname WAIT WHY ARE Y/N AND URBAN BOTH NEAR THIS GIRLS HOUSE?

yourbestiename How do you know this? They’re not answer my calls

yourcousinname I share location with y/n and I know where this chick lives & Kylie just texted me asking me why my cousin and her ex pulled up at stass house.

neelamthadhani GET THEM OUT OF THERE

neelamthadhani They need to tell me ahead so I can have money and lawyers ready.

druski2funnny Yoo I’m so confused, how did we go from wondering who the girl is, obviously now we know is y/n, but to now them pulling up to peoples houses

yourusername Don’t come for my best friend and her kids, point blank period.

yourbestiename Bitchhhhh I love you, but you need to chill on your gangster lmao

jackharlow 😂😂😂

cozane so y’all are back together then? This basically confirms it

yourusername No, we’re just fucking!!!

urbanwyatt 😏😏😏

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[aloera]

Ayyy hi how are you? thank you so much for replying to all points in my long ass ask the other day :) and so succinctly too i will be using your advice thanks i'll think about how to apply it, still not sure if i wanna write in english or spanish(eng isn't my first language think i ate some letters in the last one fjjf but being in this app constantly helps me pratice) excited for your next wips i'll be patiently waiting, and yeah like you said we are in this krbk hell together if you ever wanna talk or atleast kr my darling has a chokehold on me i'll never forget him :( he's just my type of earnest, punkie, sweetheart, spunky boy. Maybe im reaching and sorry if i overshare but i find some similarities with my other fav percy jackson(i know kr is a mama's boy, and also is often labeled kinda "dumb" :/ when that's so untrue, etc.) fudj anyways hori he's mine now sorry

I know him personally, i say that bc first he's a libra and both of my parents(divorced) are libras too and my rising sign is libra 🙈(uff is kinda of chaotic) fjdjd so idk maybe i can peek into his head. And second bc i look at him and i know his weakness are the most insufferable(sometimes blond) men </3 F he can't help his taste fjdh

What do you think of kirimono 👀? (i love their silly beef and maybe they should kiss ab it) waah this got long again sorry again ur one of my fav fic authors, have a good day/week!💝

hi!!! im good thank you i hope you're well too :) please please let me know how your writing endeavours go omg good luck!! have fun!!!!

shut up as much as i love pjo i never actually thought ab the similarities btwn him and kirishima... esp the weakness for blondes LMFAOO thats genuinely so good im obsessed with it i love that u made that connection

can i say. this is so funny just bc both my parents (not divorced. but should be) are also both libras........ why r we the same person LMFAO

OMG. KIRIMONO. i have literally been waiting 4 this one bc my friend sock introduced it to me first i think and since then.... i just keep thinking about them... its SO FUNNY like just the premise alone yk.. like this guy is soooo nice to everyone. except you. and monoma cant even complain ab him bc everytime hes like "ugh kirishi-" everyones immediately like "omg what a nice guy right" "and so strong" "and so handsome!!" "always out there to lend a helping hand!!" and monomas pulling at his hair like NONE OF YOU GET IT... hes EVIL.......

i have a wip in the making rn the premise is that monoma is dumb and kirishima is dumber and bakugou and shinsou are so unbelievably tired.

please literally never apologize i love hearing from you!! mwah hope youre doing good!!! <33

[ghastlybin]

Request: boxer SuA x reader and you are her good luck charm because you watch every match but the one time you don’t go, she loses but the reader helps comfort her after when they find out. Hope this made sense 🙈🙈

Thank you for your request :) I hope I didn’t take too long, I didn’t want to rush it but I still somehow feel like it kinda WAS rushed? Still hoping you like it though and if there’s anything you want me to fix, please let me know <3

Pairing: SuA x (GN) Reader

Word count: 1,308

Genre/contents: Boxer! SuA, hurt/comfort, little fluff? Some angst? Question mark?

TW: Bruises mentions, Blood mentions, if you read the ask, Miss Bora gets her a s s beat I’m so sorry- no one D words though don’t worry && I tried to keep the loss itself brief cause I feel guilty ‘hurting’ her in the name of fanfiction

Note: Idk what to put as a note tbh other than the fact that I don’t know much about boxing lmao so if anything is stereotypical or uhhhh WRONG, I apologize, let me know and I did do some research so hopefully that helped. I really hope you like it though and I tried to make up for her losing with some fluff

Why tf is it lowkey hard to find a bora gif in this bitch

she's so fine

Bora stretched her arms and rolled her head to relieve any stiffness before the match begun.

She looked off in the small crowd indoors that had formed, all have had paid to see the undefeated Kim Bora.

Her mouth curled into a smirk when she saw you among the front row of the crowd. You gave her a thumbs up, followed by a wink as the referee began to count down the start of the match.

Bora readied her stance, preparing to win again as she had every match leading up.

“Round one!”

Bora didn’t swing first. She never did. She had her own strategies and stuck with them.

The other fighter swung first and as expected, Bora slipped their shot, dodging the punch.

That’s when she’d strike, landing the first blow of the match.

By the end of the second round, her opponent had already been bruised and a busted lip.

Bora had only been struck twice, one bruise on her cheek and one on her abdomen.

Neither of them had bothered her. Not with the adrenaline still pumping through her veins.

You passed her a canteen of water during the breaks in between.

“You got this.” You encouraged her, earning a wink from her.

“Only because of you.”

The next round began and the two had gotten in position again.

Bora looked like she could go on for a few more rounds but the other boxer looked one hit from tapping out.

And they did.

Bora hadn’t swung as hard as she had the previous rounds, yet the other boxer was accepting their defeat.

“We have a winner!” The referee had held up Bora’s arm as the crowd clapped and cheered for her.

You waited for Bora to come out after getting cleaned up in the locker room after the crowd had dispersed and took note of her next match against someone else.

She walked towards you in a different outfit, happily joining you.

“There she is!” You grinned, taking her hand into yours as you both left the building.

“Here I am!” She lifted your hand to her lips, placing a peck on the back of your hand.

“Before we do anything, I brought you this.” You handed her the ice pack you had in your bag for her cheek- or any bruise she sustained during the match.

“Ah, thanks. You really know how to take care of me.” She took the ice pack and placed it gently against her cheek.

“Undefeated or not, I still worry.”

Bora stopped walking, causing you to halt your movements as well. She smiled at you, lowering the ice pack.

You were able to see the light bruising easier in the sunlight.

“I know you saw the other boxer.” She glanced back at the building you two had left.

“As long as you’re here, I will continue to win for you.”

You kissed her cheek softly as to not irritate her newly forming bruise, “when is your next match again?”

Bora pulled out her phone, opening her reminders app.

“Thursday at two.”

Your smile dropped, realizing you had other plans that would clash. Bora must have sensed something was up because her smile had dropped into a slightly worried frown.

“I dog-sit at that time,” You explained. “I can try to make it, but I might be late.”

Bora smiled again, shaking her head, “Don’t worry. I’m just happy you even made time for my matches at all.”

She put her arms around your waist as you two continued to walk.

“Are you sure you won’t be upset if I miss this once?”

“Not at all! I will see you after when I win.” Bora reassured you. She must have sensed you felt guilty too and was only trying to help you feel better.

Bora did not dare mention how worried she actually was, though. She only won the matches where you were in the crowd.

Your continuous presence, she gathered, was what gave her the strength to earn her “undefeated” title.

Thursday morning came, you had left Bora alone to dog-sit for a client that had other obligations that day.

Your side job was set go have ended exactly one hour after Bora’s fight. With your client already out running errands, you are the dog were stuck with each other.

“I love you, but I love Bora more.” You pet the medium sized dog, trying not to mope about missing her fight.

“She’s going to win, sure. But I just want to support her, nothing against you, Peanut.” You let him lick your hand, not understanding anything you just said.

Not that you’d ever know.

You looked at the clock once more, hoping time had passed by faster.

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“Last round!” The referee announced.

Bora placed her mouth guard back inside of her mouth, blood filling her mouth from the blows she took in the last four rounds.

Her nose bled as well and she felt sore from her torso and up, having failed to dodge her opponent's swings.

The crowd that had been there for her just stared at her in confusion and disappointment.

She glanced at the crowd once more, hoping you had arrived after all and she’d somehow make a comeback- Even if it was not possible at this point.

She had not realized the round began and she was caught by surprise as her opponent had swung at her.

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“Thank you so much!”

You bowed to your client- waving a goodbye to Peanut as you received your payment.

“You’re welcome!”

You were eager to meet Bora and congratulate her on her first win without you, as well as apologize for it being without you cheering her on in the crowd.

You raced to the building it was held in, pushing through a disappointed, yet shocked crowd. Your heart dropped to your stomach, making your way to the locker rooms.

“Bora?” You called out, hoping no one else but Bora was in there. By the time you found her, she most likely hoped she was the only one in there.

“What happened?!” You gasped, seeing she had attempted to wash away the blood. From her face and torso.

“I… I lost.” She gargled some water and spit it out into a sink, blood mixed in with the water as it drained down the sink.

“Let me help.” You worriedly took the wet, bloody rag from her and gently wiped any blood she smeared on various parts of her face when she attempted to do it herself.

Bora softly chuckled, grimacing in pain as the rag had rubbed against a newly formed bruise.

“Now I know what it’s like to be the other boxer’”

You frowned, wringing out the rag and running it against lukewarm water before continuing to clean off more of her blood, this time on her neck.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t make it.”

“You have your stuff, I have mine.” Bora put her hand on top of yours, pausing your clean-up.

“I still should have been here.” You continued, cleaning the blood that had dripped to her neck. She had a tissue stuffed up her nostril to stop the bleeding in her nose.

You sighed, reaching into your bag and pulling out an ice pack you had kept in your bag since the morning.

“It’s… Not iced anymore, but it is cold.” You gently pressed it against her cheek that was swelling the most.

“What would I do without you?” Bora smiled.

“Lose.” You joked.

Bora lightly slapped your arm, laughing as she recognized you had only been joking. You cracked up too, relieved you had made her laugh rather than hurt her feelings.

“Next fight, I’m going to lose while you are in the crowd. Watch.”

You placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, knowing she didn’t mean that.

[aleksa-sims]

RL Simself-Story (18+)

⚠ CW: addiction, unwanted baby 💔 postpartum depression ⚠

I stayed with Sandra last night. After I finally got my drugs, I was back to normal. I had the fight with Philip constantly in my mind. I had to think about all the ugly things I said to him. Sure, he was rude to me, too, but I hurt P. so terribly!

So the next morning, I decided to go to him and apologize. Before that, I texted him! But I didn’t know, Isabella was with Philip!! 🙈 That was so, so embarrassing, when I stood in front of them. I DID the SAME SHIT as IRENA yesterday!! I just showed up to my ex, to ask him for forgiveness. 😳 🤦‍♀️ Philip thought I would come a bit later, but I think he has enjoyed this awkward encounter between Isabella & me a bit. He knew what I was thinking! I thought he & Isabella were together. 🤷‍♀️

But behind all this, was a sad truth, that will just shock me! 😨 😭I felt so sorry for Philip & his baby (Annabelle) 💔, that I even decided to stay with him that day.

Me: Oops! 😬 🤦‍♀️ I-....I didn’t know Isabella’s there? I didn’t want to disturb you! 🙈

Isabella: You look terrible! 🤨 You're dressed like a... ho? A... sad ho, with running mascara.😕 🤷‍♀️

Philip (to Isabella): Get ready now! 😒.. You & Annabelle have to go! Your parents are already waiting!

Me: I’m so sorry! That was so stupid of me coming here. I-... I shouldn’t even be here....I apologize for yesterday, P.! I hope you can forgive me.😔

Philip: It’s okay, A.! And you don’t have to go! Stay here!

Isabella: Yeah! Come up with me! You can see Annabelle and take care of her while I change.

Me: I’d love to see her! But, Idk guys? I feel totally stupid! I shouldn’t have barged in like this. Maybe I’ll come back later when Philip is alone. If-... that’s even okay?? Ugh! 🤦‍♀️ 🤦‍♀️ Sorry, I’m full of shit! 🙈

Philip: Don’t you dare leave now! I want you to stay! I’m just going to the bathroom. And.... there’s nothing going on between Isabella & me!.... I’m just trying to do the right thing, A.! 😕

Me: Are you all right? 😟

Philip: No. Not really.... But go up to Annabelle as long as she’s here, I’ll be right there.

When I was upstairs, I heard Isabella yelling out for Philip like a..... maniac. 📢“PHILIP!!! 😠 She’s awake! Again, damn it! Come up!” 😩 I carefully went into the bedroom and saw Isabella totally annoyed in front of the bed of her daughter. The little girl screamed and cried, but Isabella didn’t hug her or try to calm her down. She just wanted her to shut up. 

Totally shocked I approached Annabelle. I took her in my arms and lo and behold, I could calm her. 🤨 I realized Isabella didn’t want her baby. 😭

Isabella: Look at that little beast! 🤨 That’s not fair! Why does she like you more than me?.....Annabelle, this is your dad’s ex lover, just so you know! Little traitor! .... 😒

Me: Here, you take her! You’re her mom! She needs you Isabella!

Isabella: No, that’s P.’s job! If you don’t want to hold her, put her back in her bed! Where is he, HELL? 😠 🤷‍♀️....📢 PHILIP!!!!

Me: But why Isabella?? Why can’t you hold Annabelle? 😟

Isabella: Why??... I have just changed!! She’s gonna drool on me....Uhm, you have to give her, her bottle. If you don’t mind? 😬

Me: Sure!.. Ok, Annabelle! Here cutie! You must be really hungry, huh? 😟 Tell me sweetie, does your Dad take well care of you? Hm? I’m sure he does!...Aww, she’s so cute & tiny Isabella!... Why don’t you like your own baby? 🙁 You can tell me! Did-...,,did something happen?

Isabella: Yea, she happened! I wake up every day and don’t want to get out of bed. My life changed from one day to the next. I don’t want to care about someone who hates me! As soon as I approach her, she screams! And Philip doesn’t want me either. NOTHING is as it once was! And my fucking parents force me to do all this. If I don’t take care of my daughter or try to deal with Philip, they’ll disinherit me.😞 😫

Me: She doesn’t HATE YOU!!! She’s so innocent! She doesn’t even know what hate is! The only thing she longs for is love and security. I think you’re too tense, she feels your fears and that makes her restless.

Isabella: You don’t understand me, A.! 😟 🤦‍♀️ No one does! But I love her! That’s what scares me. I WANT her to be well, but I can’t do this for her or give her what she needs.😔 I wish I could do it the way you do rn, but it’s just not in me! That.... loving, patient nature.

Me: You have to try!!! Philip will be gone in 10 days! What will you do then? You MUST Isabella! I just don’t get it? You got no idea how lucky you are.😞

Isabella: I'd trade places with you in a second!

Me: Trust me, you would NOT! 🤨

Isabella: Would you take care of her if I were gone? 😟

Me: Why are you asking me that shit? Are you gonna abandon Annabelle?😧 I swear, I.! If you’re gonna do something like that, give Philip custody!

Isabella: Once he is done with his semester abroad, I will do this!

Me: Why not now? He is here for a few days! 

Isabella: My parents don’t want Philip to get custody because he initially refused to acknowledge paternity. But as I said, once Philip lives here again, this is done. Can you please put on her jacket and hood? I have to leave with her.

Me: Can’t you dress your daughter yourself? 😦

Isabella: Uhm... I can! But since you already have her in your arms, you can do it.

Me: Who does that when Philip is not there? Huh?

Isabella: Her nanny!? 🤨 🤷‍♀️...Or I just wait!

I was stunned by Isabella’s behavior! She just couldn’t bond with her daughter. Later, when I had my own son, I suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth. And I think Isabella had this too. Just as it looked, Isabella had not survived her depression well?... After a few minutes Philip joined us. He checked everything, whether Isabella and I dressed Annabelle properly. This was actually the first time I saw Philip with his little girl.

It ripped my heart to watch Philip say goodbye to Annabelle.😢I felt sorry for his little girl.

Me: Why is she gone with her P.? She can leave Annabelle here with you while you’re at home.

Philip: Her parents decide! Isabella would leave Annabelle here anyway, but I’m only allowed to see Annabelle 4 days a week. She has to go, or her parents will take her fucking money.😠

Me: I just don’t get it? Why do her parents want to prevent Annabelle from staying with you? 😧 🤷‍♀️

Philip: They don’t trust me! After all, I didn’t want to have anything to do with my daughter in the beginning. 😔 But they said, when I finish abroad, they agree that I also get custody with Isabella.

Me: I don’t like those people! 😟 They can’t rule over everything and everyone! She’s your daughter! Bloody snobs! 😒...I think they’re afraid you could take Annabelle abroad.

Philip: Ugh, Idk, A.! And tbh, I’m totally tired and overwhelmed anyway! Isabella is no help at all! I can’t leave her alone with our baby for even five fucking minutes. As soon as Isabella says anything or is near her, she starts crying. I’m afraid Isabella may have hurt her or will, if I’m not careful.😔 🤦‍♂️

Me: What?😨 You think she did that?...I don’t think P.! 😟 Don’t worry, Isabella doesn’t hate her baby. She’s....unhappy & dissatisfied with her situation. But she wouldn’t hurt her!

Philip: You didn’t see how pissed & mad she gets when our baby starts screaming. I mean, Annabelle doesn’t cries on purpose, damn it! But Isabella just can’t handle it. 🤷‍♂️ 

Me: I witnessed it when you were in the bathroom. I was shocked how Isabella talked to Annabelle. Maybe you should discuss this with her parents? If you want, I’ll help you. 😞

Philip: I intend to do that! And.. I can do without your help, you are never there when I need you!! Anyway... and finally take care of yourself!

Me: I feel terrible about the way I acted yesterday. I’ll be more there for you from now on. I’ll help you with Annabelle.😢

Philip: I don’t need you for Annabelle! I need you for me! But you only care about Daniel and his fucking drugs! You just make my life much harder! You hurt me! 😠

Me: Don’t say that! I hope someday you can forgive me.😢

Philip: Prove it! Stay with me! Just... for a few hours. I want to be alone with you! I need you now!

Me: But...I wasn’t home last night. 🤦‍♀️

Philip: I just told you I fucking need you! 😦 😠

Me: You’re right! Sorry! I stay!....I was so scared that one day in the ER, but as soon as you were there, I felt safe. So, I stay and I want to stay! 💙

Philip: Thank you!... Now you get why I need you!

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[s6lars]

JAMAL MUSIALA REQ

(This is so long pls prepare yourself xxx)

Brothers bsf trope😜😜// angsty, smutty, very jealous jamal🤭

Basically you’ve just gone out shopping with your friend and you bought a sexy dress. It’s very tight so when you got home you put it on to kinda break into it so when you do wear it out you’re comfortable. You’re just chilling and whatnot making food and then Jamal walks in to your apartment (he’s your brothers bsf so he has a key and came round to drop some stuff off for him) but you don’t hear him come in cus your blasting music and when he comes up behind you he’s like “where are you going dressed like that?” You’re annoyed he’s just scared you so you get the idea to joke with him and say you went on a date and he’s not taking it lightly saying “are you being serious” “who is this guy” (he’s obvi jealous😛) but you decide to just drag it on like “yeah, i think he’s the one”. You’re about to tell him you’re joking because you’re scared he’ll mention something to your brother but when you turn back to him leaving and slamming the door behind him. You’re yelling “Jamal wait” But he obviously doesn’t hear. That leaves you shocked so you call your friend and give a debrief of what just happened and she’s like that’s so weird you need to find out why he’s reacted like that. You sit with your thoughts for a while then decide you need to talk to him so you really quickly change and rush over to his apartment. That’s when you open the door to a girl who’s like practically half naked. You ask for Jamal and she lets you know he’s in the shower, you put two and two together. You know all about how he gets with girls often and the stuff he gets up to through your brother and it hasn’t ever bothered you but seeing that girl there in front of you made you feel funny. You were really vague and just go “just tell him i was joking” She passes it on to Jamal by saying “some weird girl came random asking for you and said she was just joking. Don’t know what that means” and he’s just a bit stumped, now he knows she came over and you’ve seen the girl. He obviously didn’t want that to happen and he’s feeling guilty. So he’s telling her she has to leave so he can sit with his own thoughts. The next few days you guys avoid each other feeling weird about the whole situation but then Jamal gets fed up. A few more days go by and now you’re the only one avoiding him you were at your apartment and your brother and the whole Bayern team were there just relaxing having fun. You take no notice to Jamal and start getting cosy with one of boys, not thinking much of it. He’s practically burning holes in your head the whole night. Once the evening comes to an end everyone says they’re goodbyes then your brother lets you know he’s staying the night somewhere else (like a gfs or something idk lol) you turn around and Jamal just standing there. You open the door for him and he just shuts it, turns to you so he’s towering over and goes “i didn’t like how close you and …. were tonight” you step back, annoyed that he’s even still here and start saying “it shouldn’t concern you” blah blah and you guys are just going back and forth and then he finally cups your face forcing you to look at him and goes “i don’t like seeing you with guys that aren’t me” (or something along those lines😭) and finally kisses you (but it’s hard, full of lust teehee) you’re so horny and pissed off at him that atp you pull him in deepening the kiss and somehow make it to the bedroom🙈. We know what happens, just a bunch of smuttt. When you wake up you’re tangled in him and you’re shocked, can’t believe slept with him. Realising you’re still upset with him and move to get out of bed. He grabs your arm back and starts apologising for how he left so suddenly the other day and tells you how he knows you came to see him. He tells you how he feels about you finally and you guys make up🤗🤗🤗

(i know this is so so long very sorry)

Feel free to turn this into a series (absolutely wouldn’t complain ab that😛)

or just a one shot I JUST WANNA READ IT💖💗💕💞💝💘

hey anon ! your req is out now, ty for waiting ^_^ also i tweaked it here and there if you don't mind, hope you enjoy ♡

[jinnxd]

Not only was I just thinking about you and your fic just as you updated it, you also wrote Mizuki in a way that absolutely made me disgusted, it was too perfect. Like spot on with some of the guys that have hit on me and one I ended up dating. Absolutely gross, I loved it! Even though it made my skin crawl. Like fuck Mizuki, Orochimaru can have his body if you ask me. And I can't wait to absolutely melt when you get to the point of actually making Kiya and Kakashi date. Is fanfiction off of fanfiction a thing? Because I can imagine it now: they get together and everything around the same time as team 7 is formed, and then Naruto and Sasuke get assigned to team 7, and they gotta warm up to Kakashi one way or another, and he to them, and it all ends up in the most adorable family picnic. Or family vacation. Where Kakashi and Kiya are trying to have a romantic moment or two that the kids keep ruining because they're trying to have a dumb contest, the kind Kakashi and Guy regularly have. Meanwhile Kiya and Kakashi are working on a way to take down Danzo. And both of the boys end up overhearing that goal but never know the reason why they wanna do that. And also I headcanon sasunaru so Sasuke leaves after the exams anyway, and along the way realizes his feelings for Naruto run deeper and so he returns to his family. And Naruto realizes his feelings after training with Jiraya. Kakashi and Kiya are kinda weirded out but they've seen weirder things so it's fine. And as a family, they take down Danzo. But during the fight Danzo reveals what he wanted to do with Kiya which makes both kids rage so hard they don't even leave a single atom of him remain once he's dead. Is there a plot to this? Absolutely, it's called revenge and happiness because fuck Danzo and I want everyone else to be happy. Anyway sorry for rambling, THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATE, and I love you baiii <3

omg… you were thinking about me?! hehe I’m blushingggg (*´ ˘ `*).｡oO ( ♡ )

I felt horrible writing Mizuki and Kiya’s interactions, but they’re really just all based on past experiences of mine :3 that and I just took every single revolting aspect I could think of and threw them all at him hehehe—self-proclaimed “alpha male”? Check. Constantly interrupts Kiya and refuses to take no for an answer? Check! Negs her at every possible turn? Check, check, check!!!

(AU headcanon: Mizuki is a die-hard Andrew Tate fan)

I feel like we’ve all had shitty experiences with shitty men before (like wtf why are they EVERYWHERE) so this chapter/Mizuki’s WHOLE character is a tribute to all the victims of shitty men (≧o≦) I sincerely hope that the guy you ended up dating did not last long at all, and I hope he got what was coming to him! No one deserves to be treated that way >:(

(but I admit I’m having fun with this—it’s like Mizuki is being put in a public stockade and we all get to throw rotten tomatoes at him :) in a way, it’s nice to see that he’s so widely hated, because WE ALL DESERVE BETTER!!!)

I can’t wait for Kakashi and Kiya to get together, either🤭 there’s been a tiny hint of progress, but there’s still a long way to go until they both stop being idiots and just KISS already 👺

The fanfic of a fanfic is ADORABLE, I love that so much :’) I just want them all to be happy, they deserve so much love <3

And as for the Danzo takedown, there are a million different ideas in my head that are floating around!!! It sort of drives me crazy because everything else has an outline, but Danzo’s demise is just one big question mark🙈 the goal is to have it be a team effort, give everyone a chance to get their revenge, y’know? But then in the meantime Danzo just gets to LIVE until Sasuke’s old enough to beat him up… AHHHH idk idk idk all I know is I want everyone to jump his old mummy-looking ass 😌

RAMBLING IS MY FAV, I LOVE RAMBLING!!! (as we can all tell, I physically cannot shut up… we’re barely halfway through the story and at almost 300k words… oopsie) DONT APOLOGIZE FOR RAMBLING!!!!! Thank *you* for this lovely lovely comment, it was a pleasure to read 🫶🫶🫶

SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE!!!! ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)-♡

[riordanness]

okay so, i became a fan of your writings for percy jackson and i saw that you ALSO love peeta mellark and i couldn't miss my chance. i was wondering if it was possible to write an enemies to lovers with peeta x fem!reader (since you're so good at it). they have both been chosen for the hunger games and just instantly didn't like each other (idk why), and when peeta said the "because she came here with me" everything just exploded and when they are in the arena peeta can't help but wanting to protect her at all cost and yknow they develope feelings for each other and im BEGGING for peeta to have the rizz he has on the books and him just teasing a lot and getting reader nervous. i also imagine haymitch really amused by the situation before they go into the arena and stuff. (so i got a little carried away but i tried to be very specific so it's easier for u!) thank you so much in advance and don't feel any pressure to do this, love you, take care🫶🫧

hi my love!!!

sorry this took so long 🙈 i tried my best to write faster but i was quite busy and i naturally write slowly anyways lmao

i hope this is okay, and you like it!! i tried to include everything you requested, but i didn’t include heaps of the games simply as i didn’t want to write an entire book and it was already pretty long

i love you!!

https://www.tumblr.com/riordanness/736930447823601664/tolerate-it-pmellark

[chuluoyi]

noooo 😭😭 who you gonna use the s-chips on then 😭

UNHOLY BLOOD!!! It's my 1st Vampire-related manhwa and it's so good!!! Hayan is such a GIRLBOSS! I LOVE THE MAGICIAN DUDE AND HIS LION 🥹🥹🥹 But yes Euntae and Hayan's relationship was too slow I couldn't take it... But at least they had such a cute relationship at the end 🫶🏻

do you know the manga artist has a new webtoon? I'm not sure what it's called but I heard it's good! I've yet to read it myself... On another note, I love the art so much it's so unique and different from other manhwas!

And hmm few of my faves are "Death is the only end for the villainess", "No longer a heroine!", and "The Couple breaker". The last 2 are by the same artist! The 1st is a regular "I died and was reincarnated as a villainess" kind of story, BUT It has a twist! It's in an otome game instead of a storybook! Quite interesting... The 2nd is based on the life of an actress. It's pretty realistic and is a little dark... Not much romance tho...The last is really drama HAHAH It's crazy like the name says it all. As for childhood friends to lovers, I recommend "The Secret Bedroom of a Dejected Royal Daughter". It's a little bit enemies to lovers too. And it has 18+ Scenes 😁🤭 That's a bonus.

For status?! Honestly I don't get how that works LIKE you don't feel anything for him? And yeah! I agree that we definitely want the real thing. Woahh but 23 isn't that bad! Exactly I don't wanr boys I want men.

And HAHAHA don't worry bae you're not lecturing at all! I kinda like it when people give me advice.

It's not hot but it's too rainy 😭 I love the rain but I'm on school break now and I wanna go out with my friends 🫠

HAHAHAH I FEEL YOU OMG! Like its so gut-wretching and painful but IT FEELS SO GOOD TO READ!

Impulse buying HAHAH Makeup ain't Impulse buying it's a necessity 🫶🏻 WOAH 10 EPS IS A LOT- My best was like 4 eps maybe HAHAHHA

Omg You're so right my Twitter was always untouched until I started receiving notifs of Gojo being alive theories... And Gege continues toying with us till the very end...

AHHAHA To be fair I started Aot cause of Levi like PLS HE'S SO HOT idc if he's like 8cm shorter than me- But it's really ... complicated.... Too complicated for my liking...I understand where your girl friends are coming from ...

HAHAHAHA Karma hitting him hardddd

Also Karma is the guy on the screen (Gojo) coming straight home to youuuuu [If you listen to Taylor Swift you'll understand haha]

Also I flunked my excel exam... Idk why I have this module it sucks cause I'm not tech savvy... I think I aced my accounting test tho so that's good! Thanks for believing in me tho 😭😭😭 so touched rn..

We'd PAY to be Suguru's monkeys 🐒 🙈

Lmk once you read it omg I wanna know what happens I LOVE this AU it's so cute!

And hang in there, Chu!!!! You can do it!! Ik its already Saturday but still!!! Atb for next week babe!!

p.s. so sorry I took so long to reply, I'm overseas now...

-🪩

hii disco anon!! sorry for the late reply too i was just back from my weekend break!🥹

for christmas event?🥹 there must be a christmas event… right? i haven’t checked the chinese server yet but there must be! (#trust💁🏻‍♀️)

RIGHT it was so good and i’m glad i found people who also like them bcs my friends don’t seem to be interested😭 i know it’s so slowburn but the story is so great too. I KNOW I LOVE HIM TOO but wait i also forgot his name😭 but euntae is so hot i can’t—

really?! i’m looking into it now!! i really love her story and art so it must be good🤭

oooh i never have much affinity for isekai manga but now that you said it’s good then i’ll def check it out!!👀 i read no longer heroine too!! aaah that was so good i was on the edge of my seat every chapter🤧 and hey couple breaker seems interesting?? i’ll eat that up this weekend and oooh what’s that in the end👀👀 okay thank you sm for the recs!!🫶🏻

i have a rec too!! must be a happy ending! have you read it? the art is soooo majestic and the plot got me like 😩🥲🫣🤭 many times i love it so much from the start to the end!!

honestly i don’t really understand to till this day actually, but yeah she didn’t seem to like him that much because as she said it herself it was all out of “curiosity” which is a big red flag in and of itself💀 mind you not even a year later they broke up 🙄

(aww i’m glad you feel that way <3 when we’re close i tend to run off my mouth so…)

ahh school break!! i used to sleep in most of the time🤭🤭

it’s necessity for us but some boys are just too nosy *sigh* they be like “i love natural look!” and then be 🙃 when they see our bare face 😩 HAHAH yeah back when i had so much free time i spent it all on binge-watching🥲 do you have any show recs?? can be anything, even anime too!!

HAHAHHAA omg there’s this one twt account that always makes points about how gojo will live until this day 😭😭 i have accepted it by this point but evidently twitter nation is still going strong🥹

OMG SAME like i know levi but i didn’t know eren at firstt🤧🤧 he seems so cool and so fine (my bf 🙄 again at me when i mentioned that) even with one eye missing in the recent last part of aot too!!

OH YEAH I LISTEN TO HER THESE DAAAYS omg i must make a confession; her songs are the inspiration for my fics these days🥹🥹 like everything is so relatable and the tune are so easy to remember i love her songs 🫶🏻

ohmy i’m sorry🥺 i used to be sooo bad at excel (esp macros) too but ever since i’m following some yt tutorials i started getting better! and let me give you some shortcuts too:

chat gpt. believe it or not it works on codes! my friend who is a programmer cheats from chat gpt sometimes🥲 not totally recommended but it can be your last resort

excel forum. whenever i get confused regarding codes or formulas, i drop by the forum to ask. there are many kind people there! and most of their codes and formulas work too

whaa accounting!! i used to be so bad at it like i would tear my hair out to find “why are they not balanced?!” 😭😭 i love science subjects better🥹 and aw you’re welcome!!

i haven’t read the bakerlon card yet but i will tonight!! will update you once i do!!🥹

awww thank youuu disco anon!!😭🫶🏻 you’re so sweet thank you for interacting with me!!! and it’s totally okay! waaa i hope you enjoy your vacation!!✨

[spiteless-xo]

hi tiff! i love tbaw so much that i went back and read tbas and it got me thinking about why pieck and reader don't get along. i kinda agree with pieck that tbaw reader was rude first bc we see in tbas that mikasa/reader was standoffish when they first met. they're both pretty messy but tbh i think pieck was a bit more mature bc at least she realised a relationship with jean wouldn't work out. do u think pieck was kinda testing reader when she was flirting with jean earlier on bc she knows they have feelings for each other but reader also likes eren and pieck doesn't want jean to be toyed with again. or maybe she really was just being a bitch hahaha. i think it's also exaggerated obviously through readers pov like could have all just been harmless jokes and glances. idk why ive thought about this so much but had to share haha

hehehe idk where you guys came from with all the asks but i love them 🥺 tysm for asking!! sorry it took me so long to respond, i ended up having a video call w some old friends last night and got drunk lol

pieck is very underdeveloped in tbaw tbh 🙈 she originally had a much larger role but i cut it back a lot because it would've made the story a lot longer and i wanted to end it around 300k

reader doesn't like pieck because she's the ex-girlfriend of the guy she likes, pieck cheated on jean, and because she's worried that jean is going to want to get back together with her. i think reader's perception of jean and pieck's interactions were definitely a little exaggerated, but pieck wasn't completely innocent.

i think to understand pieck in tbaw you have to consider what her relationships were like before tbaw, so as tbas!reader. im kinda gonna touch on this a bit in a future chapter, but not really in this much detail.

kinda tbaw spoilers not really??

her first relationship was with zeke who we know is super awful and toxic. he didn’t care about her at all outside of sex and made her feel like she was gross for being sexually active (while also being very sexually degrading to her), so she definitely has some issues from that previous relationship that she probably never really healed from.

especially when she started dating porco right after, who started as just a horny hookup. she equates a lot of her self-worth around sex/how sexually desirable she is to men.

i think she sees tbaw!reader as a threat because she doesn’t want jean to move on from her. she wants to know that jean is still attracted to her/wants to be with her EVEN THOUGH she's happily in a relationship with another guy. she just needs that validation thanks to how badly zeke fucked her up.

it's almost like self-sabotage in a way. she doesn't actually want jean, she just wants jean to want her, even if that's at the expense of her current bf's feelings. she's insecure that porco will leave her if he no longer thinks she's desirable, so she wants to create this competition and desirability by flirting with jean.

in pieck's larger role in tbaw, she showcased a lot of how zeke's behaviour damaged her. it was supposed to help flesh out eren's crimes from his scumbag era by showing a character who was a victim of men like eren and how it affected them later in life.

but yeah, it would've really lengthened the story so i ended up cutting it out, so now pieck's storyline in tbaw feels little stunted imo

[waywardstation]

Hi hi!! here comes more spam related to the papa Ingo au! I come out with some ideas fixing others i had and now i thin i have a better idea of what i want in case i start writting or what, but basically i redesign the children i made during the first drawing if you remember and now they look better now for my liking!! 🙈 i feel now they do have a lil more of personality with them (?) Maybe haha idk and i also added the mom of the baby because lets be real a 3 month old baby too dangerous to be by themselves!! also here is kinda a group pic haha so i hope is ok to share my dumb dumb ideas 🙈 each kid is from a different region btw

But for what i can said the lil girl with the Chatot she was learning how to talk because has some language problems but once she got into hisui that problem grew so now she has a chatot to help her speak some words

The girl next to her she is a huge fan of pokemon the bigger the better ( she is fan of dynamax she also come from Galar, but she doesnt remember why she is a huge fan of big pokemon, which in hisui if you think about it Alphas are way to dangerous!!)

One of the twins is a huge fan of Magikarp has a Alpha one tho (is his fav pokemon so is planning to do the path of solitude with it haha)

The other twin thinks is a bad idea and Magikarp is not the best option for that

The other small kid that looks grumpy is a "rebel"!! wants to do stuff how own way and he think he is the leader of the gang which is not true, he wants to defeat kamado for what he did to them (you know making them out fo the village :'v ) so multiple times he tries to do sneak attacks to him (most of the time they fail tho)

Then the baby not much about her but she wants to spend a lot of time with Ingo

The other kid is a nerd! (He is from kalos knows about "marbles" that helped pokemon to evolve into another form he doesnt know why he knows about that but still he is sure there are some out there) when he arrived to Hisui his glasses broke so he had a hard time trying to figure out a way Lavento give him new glasses tho

The last kid is from alola (he doesnt know why he knows some weird moves everytime he tries to do an agyle or string style moves,you know like muscular memory about the z moves of each type of pokemon he just knows he has to do the moves but doesnt know why)

The we have the Mom that she knows a lot about pokemon (because back in the future she was a pokemon breeder, she is in charge of the ranch of akari pokemon (yeah i removed that npc lady hahah), she still is a breeder there in hisui kinda hard but still helps to domesticate a lil bit more of pokemon so is easy for the people to get along with them, i want her hair to resemble a shiny zorua tho 👀

And that it so muuuuuch i am sorry is so long i just wanted to share the idea tho UnU

Oh wow!! LOOK AT THEM ALL!! So cute!! OP i love the designs of all of them, they definitely have a ton of personality!! And I love that they all come from different regions too!!

My favorite is definitely the small grumpy kid. The idea of a small kid like that thinking he’s the leader of the group and constantly trying to sneak attack Kamado but failing is so funny to me haha

And the dynamax-enthusiast kid seems really sweet!! I love them too!

I really love all of the designs here though; amazing job with these!! Your artwork is so nice to look at, I love your style!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING!! I always get excited seeing artwork from you!!!! :)