#sorry im just rambling i have a lot of feelings abt this

[samdeancrimespree]

so i read this exquisite piece of literature earlier and now i am in my weird/gencest weechesters dean being sams dad era. how am i expected to move on from this. FUCK. now i’m writing some shit abt the first time bobby met them and him being fucking perplexed by them. cause they’d spent at Least 6 years on their own by then. like i’m just. thinking about how john only trusted them to be watched by other people when they were old enough to fight them off. he thought his preschooler was better off taking care of his infant than running the risk of them being around anyone. this is why i believe sam was scared of adults (john included) until like age 13 at least. but especially as a little kid. he was a clingy shy little baby until john forced him to stop. dean talking to sam abt “john” in that fic changed my brain chemistry

[thegreatyin]

this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail

sorry got in character for a second

Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though

congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)

[silverselfshippingchaos]

husband.. I love him

[itsalwaysdark]

i was gonna make a post abt how i dont rly like like. Genre changing covers of songs and then realized upon introspection is that i sort of just dont like rock covers of songs generally

[gemharvest]

Abuse is crazy, it's fucking insane how hard it is to admit you've been abused. I mention someone abused me and there's instantly a choir of thoughts in my head berating me for being stupid/ lying/ etc.

[hearts401]

can i be real and say i dont like jordie lives aus sigh

[moonlit-escape]

us when the weird woman who is weird and has said she is weird and has shown she is weird and literally wrote multiple entire shows and miniseries to show off how weird she is, is actually pretty fucking weird

[genderfluiddoppio]

Okay wait so about the t4t ship post with the leopika tags - I have to know if you were agreeing with me about the genderfuck couple hc I have with them bc that's what I was going for. I mean also in general trans everyone from any starting place to any ending place which I guess was an alternate interpretation but like also I so wanna know about the leopika thing in particular

Yeah! My gender hcs for kurapika change based on the day and cycle of the moon, but I feel like that's common for them. But I also like to think Abt leorio's gender the same way! Not as much as kurapika admittedly but. I Do

[skitskatdacat63]

I just saw a tiktok that was like "can somebody explain to me the 'absolute batshit' formula one lore there must be to incite 21k fanfictions of the sport" uhhhhhhhhhh yeah lemme pull out my powerpoint with 1k+ slides

[jyunism]

weird personality and silly girlblogging aside i really am a sweet girl

[whomturgled]

i have so many feelings and i hate it

[caruliaa]

girl u r so misery irony poisoned and playing further and further into tht mindset and spending time with people with tht mindset bc u blatantly hate being vulnerable and open to the point of pushing away someone whos told you time and time again tht its okay to be open and vulnerable with them and that theyd be with you as long as it took for you to be vunerable having lied to them by saying vulnerable things and acting vulnerable in ways u didnt even mean then taking them back after pushing them out of your life without ever having the courage to admit the obvious reason that its that you have issues with being vulnerable that you have to work on in order to have proper relationships with others its insane

[kimjiwoong]

moving this conversation w myself on main because I think it's an interesting topic. when it comes to groups sometimes I'm a bit ??? about age gaps between members tbh because it's like would I want my son/daughter living w someone that's like 7 years older than them while they're underage but at the same time I kinda think it's better? because that means someone within the group might be looking after them?? it's so odd

[seiwas]

will i ever bring you peace is ridiculously lovely. i read it yesterday and reread it again today. cried very soft n very human tears both times. you’re a lovely writer.

hi!!! omg 🥺 i feel so touched that you came in here to say to this me!! aaaah thank you so much for reading it (twice omg 😭) and i’m so glad you enjoyed it 🥺 your reaction alone is such a compliment!! and to even call me a lovely writer ☹️💗 aaaaah thank you thank you so much!!

you can read the 2-part jealous!gojo fic here (~1.5k each):

(1) this feeling inside of me—

(2) —will i ever bring you peace?

[arolesbianism]

Everyday I see another youtube video or whatever say smth along the lines of "this character is badly written because they're unlikable/annoying/insert negative description here" and everyday I end up massively disappointed because I came here for analysis on the actual writing of a character not just a description of the feelings they made you experience

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

Do you ever think about how V1 is one of the machines with the least amount of personality shown in game to the point that people will say it canonically doesn't feel any emotion or that it doesn't care for people. While I think part of it is people seeing what little bits of personality we get from them (calling a random skeleton they found Hank and coming up with a made up family connection between them and the skeleton on Ferryman's ship) as non-canonical because it doesn't fit their views of V1 I also honestly think another part of it is that MOST machines don't show a lot of personality outside their terminal data entries (which V1 doesn't have) or their boss fight intros (which V1 also doesn't have). You can see V2 being polite and bowing before fight V1 and you can read about its purpose and how it differs from V1 in its terminal entry, but V1 gets none of that because V1 is the player character.

They're also constantly fighting other machines and husks and demons all in an effort to not die from lack of fuel or simply being killed by others. That doesn't leave a lot of time for a personality to develop, especially when you consider V1 was only activated right as the game started. It had no time to be around humans, it had no time to exist and be itself and develop a personality like V2 or the others did. It was immediately thrust into Hell and told to kill.

Just like how some people have a skewed version of Gabriel in their head that is solely a whiny pathetic mess when the only reason he acts like that in canon is because he was defeated for the first time ever (by someone who is so beneath him power wise that Hakita compared it to being beaten by an ant) which resulted in him essentially being sentenced to death by the council. That is not Gabriel's default state, its him after having suffered immense pain and suffering and burdened with the knowledge he is going to die if he doesn't kill V1. We've also never seen V1 in a normal, stable environment. We've only seen V1 struggling for resources and a ticking clock counting down to their demise.

A lot of people see also V1 as not caring about either Gabriel or any of the people around them, but I think considering the circumstances it cares a surprising amount. While it does decide some the text in books is irrelevant and tosses them aside it still picks them up and reads them, all while its slowly getting closer to death every moment its not out fighting. They allow their enemies (Gabriel, Minos, Sisyphus) to talk and explain things before fighting them. It may not speak or react to many things but like Swordsmachines terminal data says most machines got rid of their ability to vocalize to better conserve resources. I think the fact they're wasting precious time and resources on hearing people out or reading about their stories does show an innate sense of curiosity for the place they found themselves in.