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The Narrator [Black] and reality-warping.
#tsp blank scripts au#sorry for using a youtube link instead of putting a video in the post.#tumblr is very iffy with videos. for some reason it completely erases my video drafts#so a message will keep telling me “video is processing” even though theres nothing there so i cant even get to the post to delete it#tumblr is unbearably buggy and unusable lmaoo#anyway back to the post#ive had this concept in my head for a while but i havent had the proper time and energy to animate it#its the Narrator [Black] doing reality-warping#i wish i had enough time motivation and free time to animate just how vast this kind of power can get ahh but noo#so it's just this i guess#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#tsp animation#my drawing museum#Youtube
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Being left all alone in a concrete room for an inconceivable amount of time really gives you plenty of time to contemplate.!
(especially regarding your boyfriend bestfriend worst-enemy protagonist)
Version without text + one w/ no lighting below the cut!!!
#featuring Moth Cant Do Backgrounds#i tried ok#dont look too hard at the text its all rambling and incoherent#sorry i havent posted in a while#schools back up and ive been a littol bit stressed out but!!!!#im hoping to start drawimg more!!!#so uhh uhhhh enjoy#as always#askbox is open#send me anything!!! i love question or silly messages!!!!!!#tsp#the stanley parable#tspud#tsp narrator#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#the stanley parable narrator#tsp skip button#skip button ending#moth makes things
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SPEAKING OF WHICH are there like any chill wizard101 discord servers or group chats that I could join. Or if anyone just wanna add me on discord shoot me a tumblr DM because I'm lonely and I like you guys :)
#ive had this thought for a while BUT IM JUST SHY. but after the soap opera morganthe dream i just had i need wizard friends to yell at#i got like one wizard mutual on discord already. if youre reading this you know who u are. love you /p <3#other than that one person NONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON DISCORD PLAY THE GAME AND IM LOBELY#I WANNA TALK ABOUT WIZARDS AND SHIT#altho ill probably be a useless discord discussion partner because i have no literary comprehension-#-and i havent played the source material in years. okay#all my knowledge on wizard101 is either personal headcanons im now considering as facts or secondhand knowledge from the internet#also my ocs. i love talking about my ocs even though they have the depth of cardboard#ALSO LOVE HEARING ABOUT OTHER PPLS OCS THATS MY FAVORITE THING TO READ FROM MY FRIENDS#like you could dm me at 4 in the morning to talk about your ocs i would be so happy#altho fair warning i can suck at dms bc im an anxious little chihuahua so if ur gonna add me i must warn u. i text back 5 years later#either i send 200 messages in the span of 5 minutes or you wont hear from me until we're both 30. sorry thats just the autism for u#BUT YEAH if anyone wants to add me they can#this fandom is like the only fandom in the world im comfy with interacting with LMAO#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts
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Hi, i just wanted to let you know sometimes i think about you when I have dimsum <3 you're as cutie as a hargow #dimsum4lyfe
this is the highest possible form of compliment i thank you so much (even tho i technically cant eat hargow HAHA but I'LL TAKE IT I LOVE YOU)
#i was a-bao to cry for the 4th time today bcuz im having the worst cramp of my life#ive been in bed all day being miserable#and im soy glad to open tumblr#its very rice of you to send me this message its what i needed after a horrible day#no i am not sorry for the puns they are egg-cellent wdym#i havent dimsum in a while i should get that....since its warm food....#im a-bao to order some#ok sorry had to put one last good use WHEEZE#oh ya contex hargow is 虾饺 or shrimp dumplings for everyone else who doesn't know#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gummmyspeaks#gummmycry#oh hey new tag that's gonna get overused
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#sorry i havent been online lately -- been sorting out plans for my future and have been super stressed lol#but!! life update!! as of this morning‚ i accepted a kickass job in the aerospace industry :)#the company is doing REALLY cool things#they frequently work with NASA & the international space station for space communications & crewed space flight programs#so i'm SUPER EXCITED#the original plan was grad school‚ but recently i decided to work in industry for a while to save up money#i'll reply to messages soon but. !!!! hell yea!!!! feeling good (finally lol)#talk to yall soon :D
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Normal people: vent about their feelings in a diary or blog post
Me: makes a whole ass zine at nearly midnight
#okay so i was CONSIDERING the vent zine#and then um something and then i was like “yeah no i cant rest until i get this out”#so i sat down and made this vent zine that's gonna embarrass me next year lmao#am i okay? ... actually I'm trying to be okay now#I'm just questioning something about someone#sorry to keep referring back to That Thing it's just been on my mind a lot#even before that vent post for a while now i was wondering if everything really was okay. if it was making me okay.#because i dont want to be selfish and abandon someone when they need me. I've been abandoned before.#but it's been going on like this for a while and I'm taking too much of it in#i cant even see their name on my phone or like receive a message without going through mini heart attacks wondering if something's wrong-#-again and if i need to hear another drama again#it kind of feels uncomfortable as well in a way. like they're oversharing and that I'm not supposed to be knowing so much#maybe that's just me though. maybe im automatically distancing myself without realising it?#i dont know i just want to hide and not be so... involved i guess?#i think maybe I'm a person more suited to lighter friendships. or maybe there's been so much heaviness that this is just too much now#i dont know. i dont hate them at all but i wouldn't be too upset if they ghosted me (maybe thats just how i feel right now)#i dont know if I'm running away from my problems instead of trying to fix them or something#i have fixed them before. i have communicated and fixed issues before but this time i just cant anymore#okay that's enough rambling. it's midnight#mind you my zine does look pretty good. for a zine made out of a single sheet of paper and written/doodled on in black pen with a lil red#alright that's enough from me now. if you've stayed for this long go drink some water-i know you havent hydrated in ages#(says the woman who hasnt hydrated either-)
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i had a lot of fun and im very tired but i miss my friend very much hes so fun and funny and generally a delight to be around hmm ill type up a message for him sometime soonish but happily im seeing him agajn in aboht a week, so maybe ill send him the message after that i dunno ahh i had so much fun....... highlight of the year im calling it it was so amazing and his roommates are so nice we had so much fun AHHHHHHHHH YAYYYYYY im a little sad its over but thats okkkk.... i cant stop listening to kaizers orchestra ARGH I LOVE MY FRIEND SO MUCH IT WAS SO LOVELY SEEING HIM im so happy!!!1!1!11!1!1!!! hes so kind and nice and friendly and funny i hope he knows it, he's genuinely such a delight YAYYYY AND IM SEEINY HIM IN A FEW DAYS i hope i wasnt too exhausting or annoying or somethjng WHATEVA IT WAS NICE..... so happy
#if u read this um hi sorry i wrote this assuming u wouldn't bc i havent seen u in my notes in a while#but spoiler im GONNA write u an appreciation message sometime soon i hope ur not sick of it hehe#im swelling with joy im content and warm and sleepy and god what a time#love u man
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“ you can’t or you won’t? ”
❝ —— Oh. Hm. ❞
( Uh-oh. )
Lawless Lucky talked a big game around the bonfire last night. She wasn't too oblivious to pick up on the fact that her being scandalized and upset by the boys' violent sides was beginning to grate on them. So, when all of the boys were talking about the gruesome things they'd like to do to the people who made their lives hard in The Other Place, she forced herself to laugh along, and even took the opening to spin a tale about how she was planning to poison her old employer's food. And, oh, those rotten pirates? Well, she would do the same to them if she had a chance.
So busy seizing on the moment, she didn't consider that she would actually have to put her money where her mouth was.
It would shatter the illusion of Neverland as her luxurious, peaceful, happily-ever-after paradise if she had to see any real carnage with her own two eyes, much less deal any of it herself. But here was dear Peter, ever the altruist, granter of all her wishes, suggesting she come along to their next raid of the Jolly Roger. Lucky's pretty sure he knows this is out of her comfort zone, if he's paid any attention to her — and he does, of course he does. Why else would he go through the trouble of bringing all of these troubled souls to the island if he didn't empathize and care about all of them, right? She can't imagine any motive but love and sympathy. — It's funny, considering how anxiously, meticulously sensitive she tries to be to his boundaries. There was something maybe endearingly boyish about his disregard for hers.
She reasons that she should be grateful for his investment in keeping things fresh and interesting. This is what a sensible, healthy relationship looked like, right? Balancing energies was a major tenet of Celtic magic— it was the key to harmony and prosperity. A passive, supportive person worked best with a person who was a little more... challenging. It would be too stagnant or too chaotic any other way. She gives a fond half-smile to her love, her true love, convinced he's only looking out for her best interests. She would find a way to explain to him that this doesn't really interest her... another time.
❝ Well, I suppose I would... ❞
Lucky? Morally opposed to it? No sir, you've got the wrong lassie. You must be thinking of that prude from Chicago, Fiona Comisky, who used to dote and cry and sermonize Nate Larsen any time he got injured in a fight with some low-class brute he should've run away from. She had no qualms with clodhopping bullies who started barbaric fights. Didn't find it tasteless in the slightest.
She was opposed to tagging along for much more modest, supportive, team-playering reasons, to be certain. The same reasons why she declined Nate's offer to teach her how to use a bow and arrow: why would the Princess of Neverland get her dainty, dignified, not-at-all-labor-calloused hands dirty learning how to hunt when her boys got such a thrill out of slaying those innocent animals?
❝ But why bring a girl along to steal all of the attention? I'm not as strong or as sneaky as you. I may ruin the... Element of surprise. Or... distract everyone when they have to keep me out of harm's way. And there’s really— there's so much I could do back here. I thought I should make some sort of victory banquet for the boys to come back to. ......Besides... ❞
Lucky's fingers sidled over to his, tips brushing over his knuckles, as if timidly asking permission to show tenderness before making any sudden moves. Peter was a bit strange about physical touch. She could never tell if he was enjoying it, or if she maybe wasn't doing it right. When he didn't immediately swat her away, she gingerly placed her palms in his, intuitively careful not to scare him away like a baby deer too shy for human touch, or startle him like a scorpion ready to plunge a stinger into her at any moment. She has experience with his type. She has nothing if not patience and willpower to break through to them. She has hope that one day she'll be able to fully embrace him. If she's really as lucky as everybody says, maybe she'd be able to fully-fully "embrace" him.
❝ I love when you tell me all about your thrilling adventures. You get such this 𝓅𝓊𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝓌𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓁𝑒 in your eye... It's the same one you had when you first found me— the one that I saw and thought, 'Oh, there it is: my 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫. At last, I can see it!' ❞
She boldly ventures to show a little more affection while she pleads, but not enough to push him too far, just enough to remind him that he can touch her back any time he's ready. (If he's rallying her to come out of her comfort zone, maybe this is a good time to encourage him to be a little more adventurous, too.) Her fingers, ever-so-lightly cupped over his hands, gently lace themselves into the spaces between his. She's not naïve enough to believe she's going to get out of raids forever. She just wants to experience feeling truly loved and close to him, just one time, before she has to see him at his absolute nastiest.
❝ Oh, Peter, won't you please let me see my 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 again when you fill me in later? ❞
( Won't you please let her be so lucky as to skip out on this? )
╳ — 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 ! // ACCEPTING.
#(set when she was still peter's latest model Wendy-bot 2000)#i like the gifs from this movie cus she has a Visible irish accent in them and i love that for fiona :')#if u look real close and havent gotten any in a while you'll notice there's like three different subliminal message double entendres in her#jus know that every time u think a line in a post abt peter sounds like an innuendo it 100% is because lucky is thinking it too#「 ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ▓ 🐞 — the lost girl. 」#「 ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ▓ 🐞 — ❛ ft. peter pan. 」#「 ɪɴʙᴏx ᴄᴀʟʟ ▓ 🕯️ — answered. 」#the nature of drabbly askmeme prompts is that you want to write a complete vignette based on the one line someone sends you so you end up#writin like 99 words of dialogue in response to the 5 syllables someone sends u and it makes it look like ur muse Does Not Shut The Fuck Up#so. ignore that. i wanna say fiona would've picked up on the fact that he doesn't like to listen to broads rambling for too long#this is also kinda my first ic post tho (baffling that it took me this long i am sorry) so! wanted to write a good intro scene#and rly set up what fiona's mentality was like in this time cus it's gonna make a lot of her present day chocies make more sense#also sorry that you all have to find out this late but i Am a broad who rambles for 5 paragraphs in the tags of everything i post Sorry!!
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titled: guys i swear, that’s not me!
hello!!!!!!!!! if ur reading this i love u!!!!
i’m getting into 3D modeling!! it’s really fun! i’m going to be spending my junior spring semester working on a 3D animated concept/pilot thing…….. and hopefully next year i’ll be doing some real game design! exciting
this is a new reaction image for me:
i’ll probably upload the model of h00f shown here at some point soon; it’s preeeeeeeetty rough, intentionally low poly tho, more of a test bc i wanted to paint objects in procreate
hope you all are doing well :) 🧡
#soup art#4664 tag#sorry to everyone i havent messaged back. i have no excuses im just sorry :(#i just have a hard time talking . even irl :/ working on it tho#pray 4 me i applied for a grant to get a pc and i want it so baaaad !!#medicated again too! and on that testo gel#theres like 15+ alters in this damn head and none of them know how to hold a conversation#i swapped those skills for irl talking ability which is. arguably better ig? but i miss my friends#ANYWAYS- blender is so much fun !! might fuck around and learn unity while i’m at it
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i am. so anxious
#been a while since ive felt this nervous#sorry i havent been replying / active lately#ive been getting the messages im jst preoccupied#updating soon!!
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hello dearest mutual. I am waving at you from the shadow realm. it's so dark in here. if I could I would give u cards from the sidelines to support your duel. (you realize they're all off brand pokemon cards but it's the thought that counts.)
anyway unfortunately im the kind of guy who listens to the same thing every day for months on end so I can't say I've branched out to new taiwanese indie bands :///
one band I've found through a collab with vast & hazy is mary see the future
particularly this song
(disclaimer: I have not listened to many of their songs. I won't sit here and be a fake fan. but hey it's a pretty cool song)
as for taiwanese artists in general, I'd point you towards ?te, whom I can only describe as cool sexy faceless lady with a Very big hat. she does multilingual R&B. very chill and groovy. and sexy. did I mention she dropped out of med school and made a song titled fuck in italian? she's so cool
and lastly for underrated music I'd like to plug this song demo, recently featured in an Adam Neely music critique video. incredibly talented, Vibes off the charts.
#ive been listening to a lot of. alt rock and math rock guitar. yeah yeah basically just polyphia. im a normie#it does bang hard tho#and a lot of eve/zutomayo/ japanese songs etc. the usual.#also if you're sitting here getting bombarded by my brainrot and havent watched the fight song mv yet then idk what to tell you#go watch inochi no tabekata too while you're at it. the animation fucks#hah. 'watch'. i know it's mostly about listening to the music. but goddamn do the animated music videos slap.#oh oh also. go watch the ballad of smoking joe by tom cardy. that man is a musical comedic genius.#sorry i hope you dont mind me putting this on blast. im pretty sure any asks or messages i send would get sent to the shadow realm#the ask tag
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Hello there, 👋
I am Tamer Aldeeb, a dentist from Gaza.
We have suffered greatly from fear, displacement, and the destruction of our home and my clinic, and everything we literally own...
We want to save ourselves from what seems like an inevitable death.
I hope you can take a look at our campaign on the pinned post on my profile ,and help us by donating or sharing our campaign to reach the largest number of supporters.🌹🌹
Our campaign is verified by @90-ghost , @ibtisams , @el-shab-hussein , @nabulsi and @fairuzfan 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸
Thanks a lot in advance ❤️❤️❤️
#palestine#palestinian aid#palestine gfm#sorry it took a while to post this i havent checked my messages :(
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How do you personally deal with transphobia?
To be totally honest, I barely deal with anything...
The transphobia I currently face is the fact that I can't find a general doctor because nobody is willing to deal with a trans person.
Don't even want help for transition purposes; I just want a normal GP, you know? Checkups, vaccinations and having someplace to go for general health is all I want but I don't have that here in Florida.
There's people being dicks to my face, and then there's systemic oppression...
#tw systemic transphobia#the baker askhole#sorry for taking three fucking years to answer lmao#i closed my askbox for a while#because some rude messages were coming thru#i selectively respond- sorry in advance if I havent answered any other messages.
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why do i feed off of male attention
#a guy dmed me!#like four messages after i sent one#questionable but i thibk its fun n i havent talked to a guy in a while...#im gonna play along#im just a girl#shit post#thoughts#sorry#crushes
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so, this blew up on twitter (currently at 15k+ notes and still going ..) which completely blindsided me and now i cant draw again as if i was burnt out right away AGAIN and its rly annoying :I
also on twitter one person called me the r slur on it though and i just blocked them without understanding why they said that .. until i got another one earlier today that said "fuck off with your pronouns and just go make political art" and i realized oh ... people getting mad at pronouns are real after all, its such a non problem to me i didnt see how there was anything offensives about this until that second one spelled it out xD
Empress and her Bodyguard.
(OCs, grey haired lady Zaphira she/her, demon Shargon he/they)
(also some details up close)
and this guy bc i find him funny
#ganondoodles#art#also weirdly enough its doing better on bluesky than on tumblr#like the share to like ratio is much healthier over there for some reason#despite me having only barely 600 followers when i posted it there#(on twitter im at 22k+ and here its 10k+ but most are dead accounts i guess- its so weird to have tumblr be “worst” one)#(bc i have been here far longer than even twitter and feel much more attached to it and the people here)#i wonder if that art block feeling is bc i feel like i should draw more ocs stuff immediately but for others and not for me#idk if that can be the whole reason though#anyway idk what to do now#im so used to oc stuff not getting much attention so it was easier to do it on the side while fandom stuff was the main thing in a way?#and now idk ....................#im also afraid to disappoint people that thought my oc stuff is way cooler based on this art than it actually is#like Shargon isnt a scary demon that eats people#hes an anxiety riddled weakling rejected by other demons and only seems to imposing to humans bc they dont know any other demons#bc they prefer to stay in their world .... except him bc they reject and abuse him..#i have more oc lore and story than i have for the zelda comic but how would i even begin to explain any#id have to draw it all and i cant ..... do that ..... as much as i wish i could im just too slow and low on energy at all times#(the guilt of all the messages i havent answered ... ough .... im sorry)
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