#sorry idk im just blah
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man....sometimes i wish i could quit my job and go back to freelancing but i literally cannot make enough off of freelancing to make ends meet. i pay rent, buy my own groceries, and pay my bills. plus my medicine. like i do Not get commissions and stuff when i charge what i actually think my art is worth...so im stuck working at my very taxing job that exhausts me to the point of not being able to partake in my passions because i am just so fucking. tired.
#i work in fast food so u can imagine my body pain and exhaustion at the end of the day#and tbh i dont know how im gonna pursue my dream of art if im working there full time#plus i think they wanna promote me to manager someday so im like uhhh....#i just rly miss my art#my stories#consuming media#hours are being cut rn and im stressed about that too cause i only make fun 12 an hour#vent tag#sorry idk im just blah
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It's not always easy to be kind or gentle with the current version of yourself right now. But if you look back at all the other versions you've been, the softness you feel for them. The way you want to protect and envelop them and give them all the care and tenderness you can. Maybe it'll help us remember that eventually, we'll look back on these current versions of ourselves in that same light, too.
Maybe that will be enough of a reminder for us. So be patient. Be forgiving. Be easy on yourself. Give yourself all the love you're able. Even on the hard days. Especially on the hard days. 🌸 🤍✨️
#we're all growing side by side together after all#idk its late and was just having thought and feelings#about the past and now and blah blah it doesnt matter#but you all do and ily#im proud of you#sorry this got so lengthy
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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20 POSTERS FOR JUNGWON'S 20TH !!!
#enhypenet#kpopco#malegroupsnet#enhypen#jungwon#heetual#how did we get here.. again.. how did i convince myself to do this again.. look.. if i never make another poster at least you know why#tbf compared to sunoo's i'm feeling better creatively bc i gave myself a bit more time blah blah blah i changed my background colour just#for these and i'm kind of digging F3F0DD idk.. like maybe i'm a yellow background girl these days.. ik poster ten is grey and now im lookin#at it with resentful eyes but idk if i saved the psd or if i have the effort to change it.. it will bug me.. no. idc idc stop asking abt it#next year riki will turn 20 and i will isolate myself for the last time.... kind of sad honestly whatever idc#UGH and poster nine is also not yellow i think it's F1F1F1 which is my go to off white.. WHATEVER what do you think about passionfruit by#nmixx lmk and thanks for looking at my posters please enjoy and lmk your fave if u have one mine is 4 or 5 <333#also im sure the quality is awful sorry about it shrug emoji#z.enhypen#z.gfx#z.jungwon#happy jungwon day
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noah kahan fit Oh yeah
judge my stance and ill get you.
and ignore the greasy mirror ☹️
#sorry i literally cant pose its my worst nightmare#im gna start pose 28ing#IDK HOW TO DO MY MAKEUP WHAT DO I DO#also sorry my hairs greasy#maybw this pic just sucks#whatever#im just showing off my outfit#looks better irl i promise 😞😞😞#god i need to cut my hair#i need to WASH my hair#dude no why is my mirror literally. LIKE THAT#im gonna wear a necklace witj it 2moro trust and believe itll look better#oh lord im TIRE#tired * omg#im stressing but also i want people to see my Fashion Skills...#no because genuinely why cant i pose#vitamin deficiency but its just me being lame#okay whatwver#blah blah!#not 75 stuff#do i tag 4hus as Me#no i sont#COUNTRY ROOOAAADS TAKE ME HOOOOOOOOME TO THE PLAAAAAAAAAACE I BELOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGG#catch the bfiafl phonecase#someone shoot me i look like a child#ajyway
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randomish question for people who know more than me - i'm looking through catullus' bedspread (which i Do Not Like but needed to find a quote from) + dunn mentions this (i think?) portrait from lake garda
as a picture of catullus multiple times, and references it regularly to describe his appearance;
(^one passage. there are More and she is meaner)
don't actually remember what my original question was but. does anyone know anything else about it ? i can't find a lot online </3
#i forgot how much this book gets on my nerves sorry butbhhhehrghgg.. i like what i've read of her pliny biography so far#though so no hate to her. just. hgrgh. the translations irritate me too not that i have Any authority on those#i think it just annoys me that a lot of speculation is stated as fact but idk if that's just a personal thing. whatever. im#sleepy#blah blah
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Fully caught up on the manga (minus spoilers for the last chapter) and..... Ya know what maybe I am a villain stan because I just.... Don't trust that anything really changes in society. Everyone outside of heroes, when given speaking parts, seems to indicate that they'll step in or do something in order to protect themselves - not out of any sense of responsibility or community, but to safeguard their lives in case the other person ends up a villain. Or maybe I'm just pessimistic? But we've seen irl time and again that this ending attitude doesn't work. Doesn't have change. Certainly not long lasting change. I really really wanted to finish the series still liking Deku but throughout the fight, every cut back to someone other than Deku, talking about his heart and how good he was and how much he was doing to fight for the person - and the cut back is just "punch". He never responded to Shigaraki's words. He never engaged with the man himself. And at the end of the day, I feel more trust in Uraraka. More trust that she'll actually work on saving people's hearts. And she's back in construction work like her parents. And of course the camera dies and no one sees Toga's heart. Because how dare anyone think a villain could be a person (paraphrased that one interview guy).
I really really wanted to end this manga happy with it. I'm not stupid enough to conflate the reality of the story with fandom. I'm not. I really wanted to enjoy it for what it is. But when they directly ask "how do we fix villains being made" the answer is "you don't. We can't" and ???? That's supposed to be what the manga was working towards this whole time? I - .....
#the bee talks#idk. maybe im just too damaged to fit in society anymore myself. ha.... fuck.#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#i think deku still has a lot of growing up to do. i know blah blah his innocence is ruined and he's irrevocably changed but.#.... i think its more that we see other characters understand more than deku has. horikoshi can write it. he just.... didnt for the guy#we're supposed to have placed our hope and trust in.#mha#bnha#like i feel sick to my stomach because this is devasting but also guilty bc i wanted to like it i was hopeful.#i mean!!!! I STILL LIKE THE ENDING. IM GOOD WITH IT!! i just dont like how the underlying themes were finished.#im not even salty about the villains dying- i feel like being alive wouldve always left a way for horikoshi to be pressured to return to mha#like.... story plot wise im good with it! its just that the last few chapters are supposed to be feel good wrap up and im.... empty.#if i was the same person i was when i first started mha and even up until a few years ago i wouldve really really liked it all.#haaa... maybe I'm just too jaded. sorry yall i really tried my best and I'll enjoy whatever the last chapter holds! i will! i just...#need some time to emotionally remove myself from it i guess. (massive props to Horikoshi for making me care about all of the characters)
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not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .
#egg.txt#this is about the hbomberguy shit soirry lol#like i see one or two jokes abt haha he took them out )#and then suddenly its like: THE WHOLE CONVERSATION IS JUST ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED THE POINT#DUDE its like a 2-3 ppl on tumblr who made joke posts that got traction#not to mention yes: ive seen MANY ppl posting abt how sad and unfortunate this all is#but those posts arent gonna get traction bc theyre quiet fuckin reflections on a topic for now#as such yeah bro the tag is dominated by jokes that really arent that serious.#idk ugh sorry to be such a twist im just soooo sick of the vibe everyone brings of like:#i see lighthearted jokes in this tag. HOW DARE YOU ALL DO THIS. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID AND YOU TAKE NOTHING SERIOUS.#like yes its a serious topic but again .... TWO GOD DAMN DAYS AFTER THE VIDEO DROPPED NO LESS... the thing thats gonna ALWAYS float to the#top of a tag is quick jokes.#and besides its like if you WANT to have those conversations thats great??? like cultivate them bro??#WHY not cultivate them instead of dominating the conversation with how stupid everyone is and how above them you are?#idk man its not just abt this#its abt sooooo much with the fuckn culture some ppl foster on this website#its the exact same with sillier shit like media#where some ppl think that u reblogging jokes abt a show / sth is like THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU HAVE ON SOMETHING#blah blah blah you have such a superficial opinion of the characters and so forth#like relax. i just prefer to have discussions abt things not on my blog#jesus wept some ppl are desperate to think everyone is stupid
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grr yk what fuck it this is my blog i can rant about whatever. tbh I wish it was easier to express not liking DR really without feeling judged lol. I dont really like the concept of the merge, and I don't like how it seems like the ninja just got shafted so hard, except lloyd of course, cuz when is lloyd ever going to not be overly present. it's just vaguely kinda sad to think about how opportunities for more exploration of the ninja isnt really possible in the same way because of the time skip. i like a lot of the new stuff ive seen (like Euphrasia, i actually really like Euphrasia and even Ras) but idk. ive been feeling vaguely frustrated.
#blah blah#negative#rant#dr negativity#is that a tag. um idk#idk it feels like if u say any of this u just sound like sme nostolgia blinded tiktok bro#or looked at like one#but itsbeen weighting on me and i just kinda. wanted it out#like man we got 1 singular cole-centric season#and idk. ive been seeing a lot abt jay and it just feels like hes being shafted over and over again#and its not making me more prone to watching it out fully#whateer sorry for the negativity and im not saying dr is Bad#i just dont Like a lot abt it conceptually#and ngl it rlly sucks to see like. the og show treated as worse. idk
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hi uncle nina! sorry if this is kinda overbearing, but you havent posted anything today so i just wanna check in and make sure youre doing okay! <3
oh my god, sweetheart!!! this is not overbearing AT ALL! this is extremely thoughtful and makes me feel extremely validated. <3
i'm sorry for causing concern, but ty for being concerned about me.
because the school year is coming to a close, things around me at work have been pretty intense, so i've been tossed around like a ragdoll the past week and haven't had much time to write as a result. i also haven't been sleeping very well and rush a lot in the mornings, so i've forgotten to take my mood stabilizer the past couple of days which makes me v sluggish, zombie-ish and unpleasant in general. :/
...when i am like that, as a weird way of sparing you, i suppose, i try not to post on here too much because it feels quite shitty indeed for you to get a notification for my blog just to watch me bitch n moan.
however, i have taken my medication today and feel bad for fumbling kyle week...as we know i'm not really good at holding myself accountable or making deadlines. oddly enough, it's not that i don't want to answer my questions, it's just that other than not being able to really find the time recently, i just can't find the right...words?
( this ask is long and irrelevant, but read if you wish. ilysm. )
or, rather, i don't feel knowledgeable enough the subjects to answer? specifically in the areas of my tsot/tfbw styles and ncuniverses, i feel a little insecure because i don't know sp or the games as well as many other people do, so i'm trying to speed watch episodes/watch speed runs of the games online so i can at least keep some canon intact?
i also am finding that creating and understanding how high fantasy universes work is...difficult? lmao? also because i did crazy stuff with mutations and science and politics in my tfbw ncuniverse, that's also complicated and out of my wheelhouse...tldr: i have big ideas, but i'm not very good at backing them in fact or doing analytical stuff.
but...iiiiii need to, lmao. mental illness, but if i make a universe it has to be fully realized, it has to all make as much sense as possible, echo the canon, enhance it, feel real and be fluid...so if i'm not around too much it's because i'm trying to bolster myself with my sp knowledge ( ik, i'm a fake fan ) and watch/read/research high fantasy concepts and superhero/scientific fiction/dystopian stuff...so if anyone has any recommendations for me to watch or learn from in those realms, i'd appreciate it. again, this is intense...but i care a lot about my craft.
and specifically crafting something worthy of all of you, that makes sense, lives and breathes, reflects the show we love & is interesting.
ANYWAYS!!!! with that said, i got a cool ask about whether or not i have a gunslinger kyle? which? not yet? BUT YOU'RE A GENIUS BABY I AM SOOOOO ON IT!!! please let me cook and watch some things because actually, oh my god, i am very down. i'll update you. i might make a board to gather ideas, omg, omg, it'll be SPICY.
i got an ask about princess kylie, which, bless you, i am also still developing her character, i am going to pour over the books, watch some GOT, do some mapping out, watch some intricate dnd play throughs...and have some answers for you very soon: hang on, baby.
( she's little, bitchy, prissy and does need to be babysat, i'm afraid. )
got some on jersey i'm excited about! sorry for writing that ask meme about the sour skittles like that, again, writing has been trying for me lately and i had a concept that i wanted to share but wasn't sure how to express that. if you guys are alright with getting my asks in the form of notes some times i would appreciate it! anyways, keep your eyes out for some of those...if kyle week runs into next week, sorry.
idk...this is so long. all this to say...i'm really sorry? i haven't been a very solid creator lately, but i'm a little unstable rn. but i am working on it and i hope to be back on the horse by tonight and share my notes at least and show you guys how my brain is working.
in the mean time, please direct as many questions as you would like in the direction of riley, teri and ana who not only are epic writers but have been an epic support system/helping me get back into things.
thank you for caring, thank you for reading...keeping up with this blog and the questions and creating constantly is sometimes challenging, but very rewarding. i promise that i am not neglecting my asks or all of you because i don't care, its actually because i care very much and only want to give you stuff that is awesome and cool and well researched. so, again, just give me a second to get my barings and while it kind of eats at my bad bpd brain i might try and share stuff with you guys that's half baked because the feedback might help.
tldr: i love you, this made no sense, i'm a mess, but i am fine.
miss you and love you. happy kyle week.
-uncle nina
#sorry this is such a mess#tldr i am busy and a little unstable and my writing has been blah but i'm very into intense world building rn#and i want to do more research and figure stuff out before i try to randomly dish out answers#but i'm thinking now that maybe i should just tell yall what i'm thinking and see how you feel? idk#i do work hard on my character stuff so i hope u enjoy it#but yeah high fantasy is specifically hard for me so i'm watchin movies and reading books and stuff which is dorky#accuracy means a lot to me and its the only way i get relaxed when i feel comfortable in my characters and worlds#political stuff and sciencey stuff is also hard#i also dont even know how accurate that is to the tfbw plotline in actual sp so im trying to watch the show and play#the games idk im worried none of this is canon enough#bc i dont want it to all be fart jokes and asisnine but i do want them to be accurate to the show at least a little#nina stop bastardizing the sp canon#otherwise i am excited to answer my kyle questions i promise i have just been frazzled ill try to do stuff tonight#thanks for sticking with me and i really hope this makes sense i feel like i sound crazy i just...want to do good work#thats all i dont like to do work that feels shitty or lazy and in order to not do that i take a while to think
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hi yeah yes this blog is dead buts the only one that still has reader insert content on it and I just gotta say like
What the fuck is up the with exclusivity of reader insert shit these days? If it's about a marginally attractive man all of a sudden its f!reader afab!reader (which should NOT BE INDICATIVE OF PRONOUNS????????? YOURE NAMING THEIR SEX, AND LABELING THE PHYSICAL SEX IF IT HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT LIKE THAT IMPLIES ITS GOING TO BE GENDER NEUTRAL AND THEN ITS NOT AND ITS IMMEDIATELY TRIGGERING FOR A LOT OF TRANS PPL LIKE MYSELF??)
Like it was very very common that reader insert content baseline be gender neutral unless requested otherwise that way everyone who finds the character attractive can enjoy it?? SOOOOO fucking fed up with this smh
Fandom space is supposed to be inclusive and ngl like. when you cater specifically and only to one set of pronouns with this kind of stuff its soo deterring to so many queer people
#sorry this has just been pissing me off so fucking much lately because every character i like reading about#over the past year or so is like. mear exclusively written with a fem perspective and that shit is infuriating#because if youre loterally just writing a oneshot that has no reason to be catered to a specific use of pronouns Why are you usinv them#like youre writing a hc about how they hug why is it Gendered#fucking christ sorry if this seems like.#yknow what no im not sorry actually#idk man i made a huge effort to make people feel included n thats just dropped off the face of the earth with some fandoms for fucking real#not calling out tf here havent been in that space in a minute#i AM calling out anyone that writes for jjk dc comics any part pedro pascal has played in media ever uhhhhhhh etc etc#im not saying the authors have ill intent or problematic#im just saying it perpetuates an exclusionary soace and makes people feel left out#and ngl.... as much is i love everyone joining sites and blah blah blah post pandemic and w the popularity of tiktok#yall need to fucking Learn fandom edicate that shit is so fucking infuriating#not all of u ofc but some of yall are so disrespectful#anyways hi!! bye <3#vent
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"Hey Fred how was the mystery convention" "I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT"
or: Chomps always gets his man
#blah#this is SOOOOOOOO rough but like i know me. if we made it pretty or even like borderline legible it would never get done#anyways sorry if the 80 million filters makes this look weird my camera wasnt picking up the pencil well#and i could rapidly feel myself losing motivation like an incoming crash#and idk where my good pens are#ANYWAYS this was supposed to be funny and about how i love chomps but i got distracted drawing the gang all cute and sleepy on the couch#so now im just thinking about them (awwwwwwwwwwwwww)#scooby doo#swishy's scooby sketches#swishy's scooby comics#fred jones#also its very important to me that you know that velma goes and talks to fred and brings him a cup of water and they lie down on the couch#together with everyone#and then of course the next morning fred also wakes up sick#but they take care of him and spend the next 3 days watching movies#(a fair amount of vincents horror films included)#velma dinkley#not gonna tag the rest bc they dont talk
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Have to shoutout how insane wondercheetah content is to me as a wonder woman fan who hasn't read any of the more sympathetic (etc) stuff towards Barbara because like guys. It's so surreal. Like ik this is the case with many comic characters bc of like conflicting canons and stuff but seeing posts of Diana and Barbara Minerva being all dramatic with their broken friendship and nebulous lesbianisms really is so hard to wrap my head around. Like last I read Cheetah was fucking Zoom to get superspeed how do we even get here
#this isnt a criticism btw just an observation#well see if i find their relationship interesting when i get to the different version of it its just genuinely so crazy to me that theyre so#different.#and idk the cheetah ive met fucking SUCKS so bad like i hate her sm so well see if i ever change my mind#also i mention speedster cheetah here but like thats not the worst just the most surreal imo#original pérez cheetah just suuuucksss im sorry just like hot damn i hate this woman#also she has the most colonialist vibes ever#but yeah#blah
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can someone acknowledge the existence of this (collection of) paragraph(s) that doesn't exist to other's eyes yet Please
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And then Matty holds his arms out by his side, lets his head fall down, chin against one of his collarbones, and George sees it immediately.
He’s playing the part of a saviour with blackened teeth and scummy hands, telling George he’s Jesus, telling George he could be his saviour, telling George to just fucking listen.
Matty keeps his arms there until George takes two long, steady strides over, and throws them down by his sides. He looks angry.
"You’re fucking disgusting. How could you? Why would you do that?"
There’s pretty, shiny tears starting to build over George’s brown eyes, and Matty knows he’s walking a fine fucking line between showing George what he knows and killing him in the process. He’s taken a whole lifetime of being told he’s dirty, he doesn’t care about one more. But he does. He does. He really does.
Of all the things George could’ve said to him then, that hurt him the most. He could’ve told him he was a sinner, that he should repent and worship like everybody else, could’ve told him that he deserves to go to hell, but telling him he’s disgusting hits somewhere far too close to home. He looked hurt at the sight, like he had no idea Matty could even think to do that, and that’s almost the worst part, because it came so easily to Matty, was he just that bad? Too far gone into that secular, Godless place that he couldn’t even see that he was wrong?
No.
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this is so dramatic its Lowk making me giggle...bitch why are u playing jesus sit down
#i cant stop posting Snippets that have no context at all im sorry#i like the attention unfortunately and i like to complain in my tags So#this melatonin almost tastes like Fish Tank#idk what the context is FUCK#i dont even know if most of these things that i post will fit into anything i just wanna get them OUT so theyre Real and not just thoughts#u know what i mwan#blah blah!#deus cowboys#idk whats possessed me yo start posting random things ive got written but Whatever#ymmmmm Okay...anyway...#picking spots on my face...mmm...........#my favourite activity...#i looove doing ... its so fun#like...lliiiiikkkkkeeeeee...........#ellipses sqve me#gatty#BLEEEGGGGHHHHHHHHH#i hate that word oMg#i love posting my every waking thought and a random Snippet#i dont feel Famous enough to be calling it a snippet#that seems reserved only for The Famous Ones or something#my chin hurts i picked it too much FUCK#anyway im posting this and LEAVING...#im gonna schedule it actually Omg#cowboys george#cowboys matty#my fic
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Literally throwing my phone down in the bathroom because I finally asked if they want to hang tonight
#Akfjgksjsjsk#Im a mess#They just replied#We literally just talked about how today is a clean and homework day for them but alsoooo.........I want to see youuuu if you have the time#Im such an anxious mess blah ugh blegh bbbrrbrrrrrrrrrr#*anxious stimmy hands*#we normally hang out on Sundays but last week they had to take it as a mental health day & this week I work so idk if we can :(#aaaaahhhhh I just really like you and want to see you I'm sorry for existing you're amazing hi#emma rambles#dating tag
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A tendril slides right on up over their shoulder, splits open into a mouth, and gives a gentle nip at their ear.
It hardly hurts, it isn't aggressive by any means, but Iago is rather dramatic when it comes to being startled. Being a jumpy, paranoid ball of nerves and a wild magic sorcerer made for quite an unfortunate combination.
They lurch away from the sensation instantly and try to slap away whatever it is that nipped them. Somewhere nearby a window mysteriously shatters, and their hands tingle irritably. The sneaky culprit may have even gotten a little bit of a shock akin to rubbing your feet on carpet too fast and touching a metal rod.
Their initial panic lasts barely a second and morphs into embarrassment when they see who it was that came up behind them. Rubbing their ear with one sparking hand and tucking the other away in their cloak, they huff, "Connor, you shouldn't sneak up on me like that. I know your bones fly off all the time, but I dont know if those tentacles of yours would widthstand the same treatment."
Wait a second...
They lean forward, attention suddenly drawn to said tentacle, the beginnings of a starry-eyed fascination showing in their eyes for those who are particularly perceptive, "I didn't know you had teeth on those. Wait, let me see that again - "
They seemingly forget all about their warnings of being startled, rummaging around their cloak for their journal. "Open wide, I want to get a better look. Fascinating..."
#wild magic by my rules means i can kust make things happen if im too lazy to roll on my table and look up spells and blah blah blah#sorry for studying you like a bug connor. it means they like you they think youre neat#iago voice youre weird (compliment) (trying to learn more) (craves understanding) (wants u to be seen)#relentlessgrief#idk if they did notice the teeth before but for the sake of them going :O and getting distracted by cool shit im saying they just found out
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