#sorry i'm insane abt him
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i really really really enjoy the germ hangouts in nitw, and just his side-plot in general, with all the dialogue and whenever he shows up.
he solely exists as this concept, of what mae + the others had assigned to his character based on how they wanted to perceive him, until his last hangout. no real fact about him is regarded. hell, they never even call him by his real name.
it's so so important to me how he just exists, until he lets mae into his real life. which proves almost every notion anyone had about him to be completely off. the achievement for finishing his hangouts is even 'he comes from somewhere'.
he has a family, who he cares about. his grandma is a bit weird and offputting. he and his dad love old computers and video games. he has a trampoline.
it's not even just the core 4!!!!! he was a candidate for the cult's sacrifice at one point!!! they deemed him as someone no one would miss. someone with no life or future prospects. but this whole time he has.
it's also so important to me how i think he knows this all. he's emotionally perceptive, and only brings mae to his house because he thinks she needs it. so i think that when he insists on knowing mae's 'real name', he knows exactly what he's doing and why he's doing it.
he wants her to feel recognised to her core, which is something he hadn't felt outside of his home for a long time before mae first saw him again and recalled him as 'jeremy'.
39 notes
·
View notes
Note
OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.
Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood
head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺
so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...
it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!
and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???
....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...
LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.
(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)
#bakugo#HI PYGMY THIS WAS INSANE OF U TO SAY THANK U PYGMY MY BFFL#but sorry u said this and i had to rip the idea right out of your hands and put it straight into my mouth#i feel like i'm high on a drug i really do#bakugo doing that thing where he he refuses to leave baby or u for long periods and fights being told to go do something nice for himself#he's showing up to his first guys night in like 6 months and doesn't know what do with himself#needs a baby picture once and hour#and he gets home to baby asleep in the crib and YES he's upset he missed bedtime but also like. wow. alone time with y/n.#and he just wants to hold u🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and watch a movie and be together#and he;s finally at a point in his life when he's able to admit vulnerability and talks abt feeling like an inadequate dad.#and finally u just have to shut him up by fuc-[redacted for profanity]#oh my god gonna think abt this all night#ALL NIGHT I LOVE U PYGMY#caitie things#kids tw#gen#pygmy lurks
610 notes
·
View notes
Text
birthday boy 🎂
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw 😭 i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW 🫵‼
228 notes
·
View notes
Text
his stupid giddy smiles compel me
#qkdraws#id in alt#haikyuu#kageyama tobio#been rewatching haikyuu lately.i forgot how good this show was damn#there's just smth so innocent and young abt his squiggly smiles.bro's just happy to play 🏐#breaking news artist who thinks everything is fun to draw thinks another thing (him.) is fun to draw#im very bad at interiors and General Everywhere Bright lighting instead of focused and sharp lighting#so this was a lil tricky for me but :] i like how it came out#i would like to draw hinata next but .... that one tsukishima screencap is calling my name#we shall see#anyway.if i had a nickel for every black-haired anime boy named kageyama that i'm obsessed with i'd have Three nickels#also im sorry for the lack of art lately.again. if anybody even minds#motivation's been a little dry but the sparseness of my qkdraws tag archive is starting to drive me insane#i used to post art like 8 times a month whats going on (the horrors.)
122 notes
·
View notes
Text
i haven't posted anything in a while, so here, hold this. one of my commissioners wants me to draw dragon seteth + flayn, so here's my first stab at their designs.
#my art#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fe16#fire emblem#seteth#flayn#dragons#i fumbled around with seteth's design a lot and i might still make changes. we'll see#i'm pretty fucking happy with flayn's design tho i knew exactly what i wanted to do with her#in the actual commission i'll probably make it more apparent that her flight feathers are shimmery#real talk i tend to lean VERY heavily on macuil's design when i think abt 3H dragon designs#i always look at rhea first for general shapes#and then i tend to look at macuil for details#i tried to shake up seteth's facial structure a little so i wouldn't be giving EVERYONE bird-face#bc byleth has bird face and flayn has bird face [because of macuil having bird face and me liking it]#it's really insane to me how much morphological variety there is in RELATED members of the same species...????#rhea is a lizard and macuil is a bird and indech is a TURTLE?#rip to indech i never reference him. sorry
151 notes
·
View notes
Note
I'm curious for marlie have you talked about how they got together? Or shared like a first kiss etc?? I'm actually so curious!
AHHH YESS!! well i havent posted about it but we've tapped about it on discord and AHHH its so important to me omg
okay so. they pine after each other for a WHILE. charlie has always known he's gay so he's just like "i wanna kiss this man so bad" but micah's just casually thinking "it feels like the sun has been brought into my life" and just. Not. realizing he likes him. charlie keeps trying to like hint to micah that he likes him and very casually flirt and show he's interested in him but micah is not fucking catching the hints, even as he's realizing he likes charlie romantically (and micah isn't like. scared or ashamed to be gay honestly he's like "that makes sense" but he knows how awful his life would be if people found out and he cant do that to his family). eventually, charlie's thinking like "oh maybe i've been reading this the wrong way" and he starts like pulling away from micah because he's trying not to hurt himself even more. and micah's just like "????? what? what happened did i do smth"
like u also need to know they are just casually So domestic and gay. like micah gets home from work in the evening and charlie is playing with rosie and messing with the twins and helping them with homework and making dinner. charlie spends Much more time at micah's house than his own (bc his grandparents are neglectful assholes who don't give a fuck abt him) and like. the number of times charlie has fallen asleep on micah on the couch or the times micah has tucked charlie in when he crashes at his house. and charlie subconsciously referring to the foster house as 'home' and charlie being the only person micah could ever be open with... ohh my god they make me sick
BUT back on topic. charlie isnt even being super distant, he's just not being as affectionate but its so abnormal micah's like "wtf" and confronts him, not wanting to lose the one person he has, the one thing in like he's so selfishly wanted. charlie is stuttering a bunch and trying to figure out what to say, because he cant tell anymore if micah likes him romantically but he's saying all this stuff about how he doesn't wanna lose charlie, and charlie stutters through telling him he likes him and-- as charlie's trying to explain, micah just realizes "I rlly love him" and charlie's stuttering comes to a pause as he's trying to figure out what to say and micah just... kisses him.
i imagine it's both of their first kisses, maybbeeee charlie kissed someone once in like middle school? but it's the first time there's ever been an actual emotional connection for either of them. sparks just fly. micah has never had someone to be so open with, weak around, and charlie has never had someone who genuinely Wanted him, who cared about him so personally. it's just. they don't even need to say anything. they just kiss each other and hug and lay down on the couch (this would def be nighttime when rosie and the twins (micah's siblings) are asleep) and just cuddle and kiss and giggle into each others faces . its so sweet and fluffy and charlie 100% cries
then. they wake up in the morning in each others arms and continue their morning routine. make breakfast, wake up the kids, charlie walks them to school then walks to the highschool, micah drives off for work, and they see each other again that evening.
sorry im yapping sm they make me SO SICK THEYRE SO !!!!!! EVERYTHINGG OH MY GODDD <33333 honestly most of what we think about them is. so fucking angsty like idk how much I've talked about charlie's jumping by the socs or what happens after charlie goes to college but... ugh. they mean so much to me they make me sickkkk
#can u see why I'm so insane abt them...#I love how micah's basically just like 'im probably gay but I don't have time to unpack that'#then charlie basically confesses in front of him and he's like 'ah fuck. i cant not kiss him now'#sorry i love them sm lmao <333#hopefully i shall write this fic soon... but rn I'm working on a Diff marlie fic >:)#marlie#charlie torres moore#micah foster#duddeeee i love them sm i love yapping abt them tysm for asking <333#if u have any thoughts or questions or whatever plssss send them hehe <333#asks#walmartbrandwhatever#blue's faves
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
going from my previous theme to this one feels like switching from a dark mode to a light one or something
#u-umm. h-hiiiii#also tumblr is still very very slow for me for some reason so if something is not working or it's not visible lmk#like on mobile it shows my pfp but on my pc it doesn't.... weird...#a-anyway i am THE sunday mutual btw. im just very good at hiding how actually insane i am abt him#o-or it's more like. im just very shy I'M SORRYYYYYYYYYY I'M VERY SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HIM I CAN ONLY ADMIRE HIM QUIETLY#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]#edit also yeah uh if you follow me and you avoid hsr spoilers. um. i-i'm so sorry
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
nobody fucking touch me rn i went to see tf one in the cinema and im shaking. they actually made a good transformers movie. what the fuck
#time to go home and read the entirety of jro's mtmte and lost light again ig#what the FUCK i was not expecting it to be actually fucking stunning. that's MY loser dumpster fire of a children's toy franchise how did t#ey actually make it . good#really good#five out of five stars. when elita said “you dont have the touch or the power” i fucking choked#obviously it is only going to mire the canon more because of the changes to megatron's backstory (no gladiators 😔) & lack of allspark plot#but i dont even fucking care. dont even touch me rn i cant ever get over this#broken friendships & corruption arcs are THE SHIT and they did this one better than i was expecting#when pax fell like a falling star... primus itself opened to him...#ratchet cameo! arcee cameo! jazz cameo! not to mention ALPHA TRION#i can see the war in this . i can see this . millions of years in the future they will still b fighting. orion mightve been a “pacifist” by#megatron's standards but he knows how to fight. he fights more than he should. and bee.... bee... THATS MY FUCKING NAMESAKE GUYS DONT EVEN#TOUCH ME RN. IM SHAKING. HOLY SHIT#bumblebee you are SUCH a dork. what the FUCK.#and the quintessons!!!!! i am LIVING for the art direction and the organic/inorganic imagery#those quintesson energon-hoover things reminded me of energon eaters too. & in that first shot of them entering the cave w the primes i#originally thought scraplets before i came back to myself. there's something to be said here tho.#they did a good job with the worldbuilding. suitably alien-like. exceeded expectations. that ginormous quintesson ship? i'm going insane#you can SEE the birth of the myth in this stupid fucking movie you can SEE how op becomes who he becomes. the way he grew. the way they bot#grew until they were the only person that could hold the other back . the way he is going to be irreversibly changed. d16's eyes...#that scene w starscream has a chokehold on me. i cant breathe. the way they all looked at megatron when his blaster emerged#the fight scenes#ELITA ONE !!!#AIRACHNID !!!!#honest to god though i must confess that the first coherent thought i had about this movie was “oh they made him so cunty” . abt pax. i#am so sorry#but okay okay okay i . they were amica endura at the beginning. at the least. i'm. AKHRERJGH#tf one#me when megatron ascended out of iacon & he was the only land vehicle amid a swarm of planes. me when the SYMBOLISM#🐝
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't think that differently about Kaiser now
#maybe because I initially disliked him after all😭 I've come around to liking him as an antagonist more than anything#he's always been like this & I think my shock with this chapter was more about how I didn't want to assume the worst of him#but then it comes out and that's how he is so it's more of a “oh okay this is how you think”. Which yeah. Of course#I'm actually excited to see how the kaiser/isagi rivarly gets resolved. I'm concerned about how it will affect ness#I don't want him to get ignored by the story itself yknow? 😭😭😭 but he did get a flashback so i doubt it. still.#I want to admit that I kinda expected too much from Kaiser given how he acts now idek why#someone else said “what if Kaiser saw himself in Ness when they first met” but it makes sense that#he would never want to think abt himself as someone who needs help or is as isolated or easy to take advantage of as Ness (in his pov)#even though he was at some point (and arguably still is. some of those things)#so yea i do like that they have insanely twisted views of each other it's very interesting to me#<- i think saph-yells-into-the-void said something similar to that last tag#anyways...... your favorite guy disappointed u? couldnt be me💅 my favorite guys r would never do that to me💅💅💅#<being insufferable is my favorite bit. sorry#bllk spoilers
20 notes
·
View notes
Note
Where are you getting these ghastly manga colors? Doing daiya and jobin so dirty
They were the main pics for their "appearance" section in jojowiki, but now that i looked, they're eyes of heaven concept arts 😓 Ughh i wasn't going to use non canon sources
I looked and Hato and Joshuu are in the same situation. But Joshuu's outfit is exactly the same down to the color, Hato only changes the main color (dark blue to green) and Jobin and Daiya actually look different in texture and colors. I think changing Joshuu's pic wouldn't do much for him considering the landslide, and Hato doesn't change too much either, but you're right that Jobin and Daiya are being done dirty.
I think it's fair if I redo their polls at the end of the round, right?
#thanks for the ask!!#please talk to me if you think someone's pics aren't good#i'm prob going to reconsider koichi too! someone on the notes pointed out that he DID have other outfits and i completely missed that#i noticed the comments abt dio too but its complicated for him i did 2 polls and people picked shadow dio#besides the over heaven outfit isnt canon and if i go beyond canon sources i'm going to go insane :( sorry#not a poll#hottest jjba outfit bracket
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
how long do you think professor ji kept himself up at night when he learned the link between complex and madness was made worse by repression
#jungle juice#it's one thing that gayeon was outcast#another that she was put in a life-or-death situation (WHAT WAS IIIIIIT)#but she probably trusted him so much. she wouldn't hate him the way she does if she didn't. and it lead to her downfall#sorry ghouls I'm just still going nuts over how gayeon‚ happy and unscarred by his flames‚ was his very last thought#before maehwa took him down#hell the FIRST THING he asks her is 'how have you been?'#going insane also over the paneling in that scene‚ the wide irreparable distance between them#think whatever of his methods but he cares abt his students w all his heart#(thinks abt how he climbed up that tree after huijin when she too was scared of being outcasted. FUCK)#so it probably KILLED to know he had a hand in her madness#which is probably why he was so‚ ah‚ DEDICATED to prove suchan was different
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
CYRANO (à part, dégrisé): C'est vrai, je suis beau, j'oubliais !
you may listen along to the whole heart-rending delivery here
Renauld translation under the cut
CYRANO A kiss is oft a thing so grand That once a queen of France permitted one Unto a happy lord. I said: a queen!
ROXANE And then?
CYRANO (excited) Like Buckingham, I've suffered long; Like him I love a queen, the one that's you! Like him, I'm sad and faithful...
ROXANE And like him You've beauty!
CYRANO (aside, abashed) Yes... I've beauty... I forgot!
#sorry abt the ugly flashing subtitles this looked so much smoother as a video but tumblr would not let me upload it for love nor money#so I hacked it into gifs. here is the bleeding corpse.#ANYWAY. can we talk abt this scene I'm dying to talk abt this scene#bc throughout it we get ivresse this & ivresse that. exhilaration yes but also intoxicated w love#& now...dégrisé... sobering up again 🥺🥺😭😭😭#Solès's slow halting delivery...as if waking from a dream...don't touch me don't look at me#going insane all by yourself queen?#& CHRISTIAN'S HEARTBROKEN LIL FACE RIGHT AT THE END#of COURSE il te semble que c'est mal Christian. LISTEN TO THIS MAN 💔#anyway Christian loved him#even after the lies‚ in this production at least‚ Christian loved him#argue w the wall (read: the ghost of Christian resting his hand on Cyrano's shoulder as he passes. bleeding heart & all)#Cyrano de Bergerac#Benoit Solès#Clara Huet#Emmanuel Dechartre#gifset#theatre#quotations#ships on the horizon#ceci je l'ai fait
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Rook has changed the way I see him specifically and honestly?? I'm ok with that
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#I could bite him#absolutely ravage him to the brink of death#hell we could hunt each other and I'd be <33#he shows up randomly out of nowhere?? that doesn't matter hiii Rook <333#now my mind is blank um#they're more in depth than this but I could barely type this without backtracking so#I'm insane abt Leona is a loving way and insane abt Rook in the same way but also just insane <33#I'll stop now sorry guys#I've become a different man as of late 💔💔#excuse me and my horrendous thoughts#I could never go into detail or I'd be embarrassed and die bc of it#I'll fully indulge Rook in his odd ways and maybe even join him#ok I'm done fr now apologies
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
This interaction has got me squealing at the highest of frequencies (x)
#H‚JJA‚WJJAUWH&JWHWJUHUUU;;;_;;;; CRYING SCREAMING SOBBING WEEPING‚ HOW'D THEY MANAGE TO MAKE SUCH WHOLESOME PROMOTIONAL MATERIAL#FOR /LENSES/ OF ALL THINGS❓❗#Thjis is so delightful to me .. he is HELPING him put on a BLUE CONTACT LENS#and he's SO EXCITED ABT IT BCUZ IT'S THE SAME AS RONA'S EYE COLOR.........#WAILS !!!!!!!!! MEBI MY ABSOLUTE BELOVED!!!YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#kyuushi#kyuuketsuki sugu shinu#the vampire dies in no time#tvdint#john#john the armadillo#mebiyatsu#sorry for ocasionally going insane over kyuushi merch‚it's just . . . Sososo cute i'm unable to be normal abt it<3#Literally just saw this on my twt feed & had to come share it immediately as fast as i could LMAO i got too excited i love them your honor.
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
was about to lowkey pat myself on the back for having the most liked playlist for Big Red (YuuriVoice) on Spotify but. after further searching i believe it may be the only Big Red (YuuriVoice) playlist on Spotify 😭
#Seven.txt#yuurivoice#music stuff#rp audio stuff#(might as well go ahead and make a tag for it with how much i've been posting abt it lately)#what is a win when there is no competition#(that is a Joke i do not consider playlist making to be a competition. i am Truly Shocked that anyone likes any of my playlists)#like my music taste is awful! i made those playlists to please my own taste why r u guys even here#*looks at my Dark Mode Alphonse playlist with 150+ likes* WHO ARE ALL YOU PEOPLE#but like. that is so funny to me#am i just not finding the other Big Red playlists or am i the only person insane enough abt him to make a playlist#where's that 'if x has 1 million fans meme'#If Big Red has 1 fan‚ that one is me#and the 42 ppl that liked the playlist lmao#If Big Red has 43 fans-#okay i'm done joking around#i'm supposed to be drafting up a fic for a completely different character to post rn but i'm fucking around on Spotify instead. whoops#like sorry but the Big Red audio on Patreon yesterday hit me in the heart and got the brainworms wiggling again#me when a character i love cries for the first time: YESSS YESYESYES GIVE ME THE EMOTION GIVE ME THE VULNERABILITY OPEN UP TO ME I LOVE YOU
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
i am the talker. sorry. during movies and tv shows (not in a theater unless its empty in which case SORRY!) BUT I LOVE TO DISCUSS WHATNIM WATCHING I LOVE TO ASK QUESTIONS I KNOW THE MOVIE WILL ANSWRR I LOVE TO whats the word. like spectate but for ... its like prediction but its. like spectate .. but prediction. like when youre like Thinking about something and. theorize i guess? i feel it starts with an s. anyways i love to do whatever that shit is SPECULATE. SPECULATE I LOVE TO SPECULATE WHILE WATCHING!!! SRY!! I LOVETO MAKE JOKES AND LAUGH lock me up nd such.
#if u do not like ppl who talk during movies Kill me dead. sorry... im sorry#I TRY NOT TO DO IT if ik someone doesnt like it but i like talking im the talker#ik u guys know rhis bc lord do i shut up ive made like 18 posts in a row just Going. and im sorry abt that. but anyways like um. like um#ummm ive told u this before but i still type when my brains not doing the words bc i hatee to be still basically . and typing makes me think#bitsies bit better. bitsies is qnother one the words. you know it aoked abt the words Bitsies is huge. love you to bitsies and such. also#splitsies.. im always like We could go splitsies on this food Huge in connor world What. OH right im quiet irl basically but im not#I'm like. silent unless spoken to Except 4 family Usually Unless its a So Insanely Bad Day. but w lamp its preeeeetty much always safe#and my mom is usually safe and my dad is on occasion safe so yay. and the kids i can dalk to pretty easily but i usually get.#well ee dont have to get jnto it. i dissociate a bit and im bad at talking to annie sometimes bc we dont have a ton in common and we havent#spent a ton of time together. Fully my fault. and phoenix is Very. i worry abt him hes very lonely and i know thar and i wish i could spend#more time with him i feel so guilty. but we dont have to get into that. ok. lets change the SUBJECT#right so im quiet very very quiet irl but if were close i talk so much stream of consciousness much like. pointing at rhis podt. ^ the sky
2 notes
·
View notes