#sorry i'm insane abt him
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i really really really enjoy the germ hangouts in nitw, and just his side-plot in general, with all the dialogue and whenever he shows up.
he solely exists as this concept, of what mae + the others had assigned to his character based on how they wanted to perceive him, until his last hangout. no real fact about him is regarded. hell, they never even call him by his real name.
it's so so important to me how he just exists, until he lets mae into his real life. which proves almost every notion anyone had about him to be completely off. the achievement for finishing his hangouts is even 'he comes from somewhere'.
he has a family, who he cares about. his grandma is a bit weird and offputting. he and his dad love old computers and video games. he has a trampoline.
it's not even just the core 4!!!!! he was a candidate for the cult's sacrifice at one point!!! they deemed him as someone no one would miss. someone with no life or future prospects. but this whole time he has.
it's also so important to me how i think he knows this all. he's emotionally perceptive, and only brings mae to his house because he thinks she needs it. so i think that when he insists on knowing mae's 'real name', he knows exactly what he's doing and why he's doing it.
he wants her to feel recognised to her core, which is something he hadn't felt outside of his home for a long time before mae first saw him again and recalled him as 'jeremy'.
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OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.
Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood
head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺
so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...
it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!
and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???
....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...
LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.
(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)
#bakugo#HI PYGMY THIS WAS INSANE OF U TO SAY THANK U PYGMY MY BFFL#but sorry u said this and i had to rip the idea right out of your hands and put it straight into my mouth#i feel like i'm high on a drug i really do#bakugo doing that thing where he he refuses to leave baby or u for long periods and fights being told to go do something nice for himself#he's showing up to his first guys night in like 6 months and doesn't know what do with himself#needs a baby picture once and hour#and he gets home to baby asleep in the crib and YES he's upset he missed bedtime but also like. wow. alone time with y/n.#and he just wants to hold u🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and watch a movie and be together#and he;s finally at a point in his life when he's able to admit vulnerability and talks abt feeling like an inadequate dad.#and finally u just have to shut him up by fuc-[redacted for profanity]#oh my god gonna think abt this all night#ALL NIGHT I LOVE U PYGMY#caitie things#kids tw#gen#pygmy lurks
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his stupid giddy smiles compel me
#qkdraws#id in alt#haikyuu#kageyama tobio#been rewatching haikyuu lately.i forgot how good this show was damn#there's just smth so innocent and young abt his squiggly smiles.bro's just happy to play 🏐#breaking news artist who thinks everything is fun to draw thinks another thing (him.) is fun to draw#im very bad at interiors and General Everywhere Bright lighting instead of focused and sharp lighting#so this was a lil tricky for me but :] i like how it came out#i would like to draw hinata next but .... that one tsukishima screencap is calling my name#we shall see#anyway.if i had a nickel for every black-haired anime boy named kageyama that i'm obsessed with i'd have Three nickels#also im sorry for the lack of art lately.again. if anybody even minds#motivation's been a little dry but the sparseness of my qkdraws tag archive is starting to drive me insane#i used to post art like 8 times a month whats going on (the horrors.)
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i haven't posted anything in a while, so here, hold this. one of my commissioners wants me to draw dragon seteth + flayn, so here's my first stab at their designs.
#my art#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fe16#fire emblem#seteth#flayn#dragons#i fumbled around with seteth's design a lot and i might still make changes. we'll see#i'm pretty fucking happy with flayn's design tho i knew exactly what i wanted to do with her#in the actual commission i'll probably make it more apparent that her flight feathers are shimmery#real talk i tend to lean VERY heavily on macuil's design when i think abt 3H dragon designs#i always look at rhea first for general shapes#and then i tend to look at macuil for details#i tried to shake up seteth's facial structure a little so i wouldn't be giving EVERYONE bird-face#bc byleth has bird face and flayn has bird face [because of macuil having bird face and me liking it]#it's really insane to me how much morphological variety there is in RELATED members of the same species...????#rhea is a lizard and macuil is a bird and indech is a TURTLE?#rip to indech i never reference him. sorry
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nobody fucking touch me rn i went to see tf one in the cinema and im shaking. they actually made a good transformers movie. what the fuck
#time to go home and read the entirety of jro's mtmte and lost light again ig#what the FUCK i was not expecting it to be actually fucking stunning. that's MY loser dumpster fire of a children's toy franchise how did t#ey actually make it . good#really good#five out of five stars. when elita said “you dont have the touch or the power” i fucking choked#obviously it is only going to mire the canon more because of the changes to megatron's backstory (no gladiators 😔) & lack of allspark plot#but i dont even fucking care. dont even touch me rn i cant ever get over this#broken friendships & corruption arcs are THE SHIT and they did this one better than i was expecting#when pax fell like a falling star... primus itself opened to him...#ratchet cameo! arcee cameo! jazz cameo! not to mention ALPHA TRION#i can see the war in this . i can see this . millions of years in the future they will still b fighting. orion mightve been a “pacifist” by#megatron's standards but he knows how to fight. he fights more than he should. and bee.... bee... THATS MY FUCKING NAMESAKE GUYS DONT EVEN#TOUCH ME RN. IM SHAKING. HOLY SHIT#bumblebee you are SUCH a dork. what the FUCK.#and the quintessons!!!!! i am LIVING for the art direction and the organic/inorganic imagery#those quintesson energon-hoover things reminded me of energon eaters too. & in that first shot of them entering the cave w the primes i#originally thought scraplets before i came back to myself. there's something to be said here tho.#they did a good job with the worldbuilding. suitably alien-like. exceeded expectations. that ginormous quintesson ship? i'm going insane#you can SEE the birth of the myth in this stupid fucking movie you can SEE how op becomes who he becomes. the way he grew. the way they bot#grew until they were the only person that could hold the other back . the way he is going to be irreversibly changed. d16's eyes...#that scene w starscream has a chokehold on me. i cant breathe. the way they all looked at megatron when his blaster emerged#the fight scenes#ELITA ONE !!!#AIRACHNID !!!!#honest to god though i must confess that the first coherent thought i had about this movie was “oh they made him so cunty” . abt pax. i#am so sorry#but okay okay okay i . they were amica endura at the beginning. at the least. i'm. AKHRERJGH#tf one#me when megatron ascended out of iacon & he was the only land vehicle amid a swarm of planes. me when the SYMBOLISM#🐝
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I'm curious for marlie have you talked about how they got together? Or shared like a first kiss etc?? I'm actually so curious!
AHHH YESS!! well i havent posted about it but we've tapped about it on discord and AHHH its so important to me omg
okay so. they pine after each other for a WHILE. charlie has always known he's gay so he's just like "i wanna kiss this man so bad" but micah's just casually thinking "it feels like the sun has been brought into my life" and just. Not. realizing he likes him. charlie keeps trying to like hint to micah that he likes him and very casually flirt and show he's interested in him but micah is not fucking catching the hints, even as he's realizing he likes charlie romantically (and micah isn't like. scared or ashamed to be gay honestly he's like "that makes sense" but he knows how awful his life would be if people found out and he cant do that to his family). eventually, charlie's thinking like "oh maybe i've been reading this the wrong way" and he starts like pulling away from micah because he's trying not to hurt himself even more. and micah's just like "????? what? what happened did i do smth"
like u also need to know they are just casually So domestic and gay. like micah gets home from work in the evening and charlie is playing with rosie and messing with the twins and helping them with homework and making dinner. charlie spends Much more time at micah's house than his own (bc his grandparents are neglectful assholes who don't give a fuck abt him) and like. the number of times charlie has fallen asleep on micah on the couch or the times micah has tucked charlie in when he crashes at his house. and charlie subconsciously referring to the foster house as 'home' and charlie being the only person micah could ever be open with... ohh my god they make me sick
BUT back on topic. charlie isnt even being super distant, he's just not being as affectionate but its so abnormal micah's like "wtf" and confronts him, not wanting to lose the one person he has, the one thing in like he's so selfishly wanted. charlie is stuttering a bunch and trying to figure out what to say, because he cant tell anymore if micah likes him romantically but he's saying all this stuff about how he doesn't wanna lose charlie, and charlie stutters through telling him he likes him and-- as charlie's trying to explain, micah just realizes "I rlly love him" and charlie's stuttering comes to a pause as he's trying to figure out what to say and micah just... kisses him.
i imagine it's both of their first kisses, maybbeeee charlie kissed someone once in like middle school? but it's the first time there's ever been an actual emotional connection for either of them. sparks just fly. micah has never had someone to be so open with, weak around, and charlie has never had someone who genuinely Wanted him, who cared about him so personally. it's just. they don't even need to say anything. they just kiss each other and hug and lay down on the couch (this would def be nighttime when rosie and the twins (micah's siblings) are asleep) and just cuddle and kiss and giggle into each others faces . its so sweet and fluffy and charlie 100% cries
then. they wake up in the morning in each others arms and continue their morning routine. make breakfast, wake up the kids, charlie walks them to school then walks to the highschool, micah drives off for work, and they see each other again that evening.
sorry im yapping sm they make me SO SICK THEYRE SO !!!!!! EVERYTHINGG OH MY GODDD <33333 honestly most of what we think about them is. so fucking angsty like idk how much I've talked about charlie's jumping by the socs or what happens after charlie goes to college but... ugh. they mean so much to me they make me sickkkk
#can u see why I'm so insane abt them...#I love how micah's basically just like 'im probably gay but I don't have time to unpack that'#then charlie basically confesses in front of him and he's like 'ah fuck. i cant not kiss him now'#sorry i love them sm lmao <333#hopefully i shall write this fic soon... but rn I'm working on a Diff marlie fic >:)#marlie#charlie torres moore#micah foster#duddeeee i love them sm i love yapping abt them tysm for asking <333#if u have any thoughts or questions or whatever plssss send them hehe <333#asks#walmartbrandwhatever#blue's faves
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going from my previous theme to this one feels like switching from a dark mode to a light one or something
#u-umm. h-hiiiii#also tumblr is still very very slow for me for some reason so if something is not working or it's not visible lmk#like on mobile it shows my pfp but on my pc it doesn't.... weird...#a-anyway i am THE sunday mutual btw. im just very good at hiding how actually insane i am abt him#o-or it's more like. im just very shy I'M SORRYYYYYYYYYY I'M VERY SCARED TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HIM I CAN ONLY ADMIRE HIM QUIETLY#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤��� ]#edit also yeah uh if you follow me and you avoid hsr spoilers. um. i-i'm so sorry
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Where are you getting these ghastly manga colors? Doing daiya and jobin so dirty
They were the main pics for their "appearance" section in jojowiki, but now that i looked, they're eyes of heaven concept arts 😓 Ughh i wasn't going to use non canon sources
I looked and Hato and Joshuu are in the same situation. But Joshuu's outfit is exactly the same down to the color, Hato only changes the main color (dark blue to green) and Jobin and Daiya actually look different in texture and colors. I think changing Joshuu's pic wouldn't do much for him considering the landslide, and Hato doesn't change too much either, but you're right that Jobin and Daiya are being done dirty.
I think it's fair if I redo their polls at the end of the round, right?
#thanks for the ask!!#please talk to me if you think someone's pics aren't good#i'm prob going to reconsider koichi too! someone on the notes pointed out that he DID have other outfits and i completely missed that#i noticed the comments abt dio too but its complicated for him i did 2 polls and people picked shadow dio#besides the over heaven outfit isnt canon and if i go beyond canon sources i'm going to go insane :( sorry#not a poll#hottest jjba outfit bracket
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how long do you think professor ji kept himself up at night when he learned the link between complex and madness was made worse by repression
#jungle juice#it's one thing that gayeon was outcast#another that she was put in a life-or-death situation (WHAT WAS IIIIIIT)#but she probably trusted him so much. she wouldn't hate him the way she does if she didn't. and it lead to her downfall#sorry ghouls I'm just still going nuts over how gayeon‚ happy and unscarred by his flames‚ was his very last thought#before maehwa took him down#hell the FIRST THING he asks her is 'how have you been?'#going insane also over the paneling in that scene‚ the wide irreparable distance between them#think whatever of his methods but he cares abt his students w all his heart#(thinks abt how he climbed up that tree after huijin when she too was scared of being outcasted. FUCK)#so it probably KILLED to know he had a hand in her madness#which is probably why he was so‚ ah‚ DEDICATED to prove suchan was different
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absolutely not complaining bc i love this imagery sm but i'm curious as to why there's so much art of ratio with snakes and apples. yeah yeah fruit of knowledge but why him. what are you trying to imply......
#if it was official art i would've gone insane and used it in my theories btw. ofc#but it's smth i see often in fanarts mostly#the apple can connect to his idle animation. that references newton ofc#and the snake i like to connect to his eyes. @hoyo why does he have snake eyes what does it mean. answer my calls hoyo i'm in your walls#ig there's also an aspect of nudity related to the fruit which i did make a post of how it relates to him like 2 days ago lol#mmmm i love him 🥺👉👈#sorry i fell asleep bc i was extremely exhausted from crying and i just woke up and it's midnight#so ig my brain jumped to thinking abt him as a distraction from *gestures vaguely*
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was about to lowkey pat myself on the back for having the most liked playlist for Big Red (YuuriVoice) on Spotify but. after further searching i believe it may be the only Big Red (YuuriVoice) playlist on Spotify 😭
#Seven.txt#yuurivoice#music stuff#rp audio stuff#(might as well go ahead and make a tag for it with how much i've been posting abt it lately)#what is a win when there is no competition#(that is a Joke i do not consider playlist making to be a competition. i am Truly Shocked that anyone likes any of my playlists)#like my music taste is awful! i made those playlists to please my own taste why r u guys even here#*looks at my Dark Mode Alphonse playlist with 150+ likes* WHO ARE ALL YOU PEOPLE#but like. that is so funny to me#am i just not finding the other Big Red playlists or am i the only person insane enough abt him to make a playlist#where's that 'if x has 1 million fans meme'#If Big Red has 1 fan‚ that one is me#and the 42 ppl that liked the playlist lmao#If Big Red has 43 fans-#okay i'm done joking around#i'm supposed to be drafting up a fic for a completely different character to post rn but i'm fucking around on Spotify instead. whoops#like sorry but the Big Red audio on Patreon yesterday hit me in the heart and got the brainworms wiggling again#me when a character i love cries for the first time: YESSS YESYESYES GIVE ME THE EMOTION GIVE ME THE VULNERABILITY OPEN UP TO ME I LOVE YOU
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i am the talker. sorry. during movies and tv shows (not in a theater unless its empty in which case SORRY!) BUT I LOVE TO DISCUSS WHATNIM WATCHING I LOVE TO ASK QUESTIONS I KNOW THE MOVIE WILL ANSWRR I LOVE TO whats the word. like spectate but for ... its like prediction but its. like spectate .. but prediction. like when youre like Thinking about something and. theorize i guess? i feel it starts with an s. anyways i love to do whatever that shit is SPECULATE. SPECULATE I LOVE TO SPECULATE WHILE WATCHING!!! SRY!! I LOVETO MAKE JOKES AND LAUGH lock me up nd such.
#if u do not like ppl who talk during movies Kill me dead. sorry... im sorry#I TRY NOT TO DO IT if ik someone doesnt like it but i like talking im the talker#ik u guys know rhis bc lord do i shut up ive made like 18 posts in a row just Going. and im sorry abt that. but anyways like um. like um#ummm ive told u this before but i still type when my brains not doing the words bc i hatee to be still basically . and typing makes me think#bitsies bit better. bitsies is qnother one the words. you know it aoked abt the words Bitsies is huge. love you to bitsies and such. also#splitsies.. im always like We could go splitsies on this food Huge in connor world What. OH right im quiet irl basically but im not#I'm like. silent unless spoken to Except 4 family Usually Unless its a So Insanely Bad Day. but w lamp its preeeeetty much always safe#and my mom is usually safe and my dad is on occasion safe so yay. and the kids i can dalk to pretty easily but i usually get.#well ee dont have to get jnto it. i dissociate a bit and im bad at talking to annie sometimes bc we dont have a ton in common and we havent#spent a ton of time together. Fully my fault. and phoenix is Very. i worry abt him hes very lonely and i know thar and i wish i could spend#more time with him i feel so guilty. but we dont have to get into that. ok. lets change the SUBJECT#right so im quiet very very quiet irl but if were close i talk so much stream of consciousness much like. pointing at rhis podt. ^ the sky
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sorry doing the kingsguard thing reminded me of the gwayne corbray and daemon blackfyre duel and i can never get over it. like. dueled on horseback valyrian steel vs valyrian steel for an hour. daemy b wins and GETS OFF HIS HORSE to ensure gwayne gets medical care and doesn't die. he succeeds (gwayne doesn't die) but this gives bloodraven time to get in position with his magic arrows. literally parallels robert doing the exact same thing for selmy and that being The Thing that convinces selmy and ned he's kingly. what the fuck does it all mean.
#my work#i'm sorry daemon blackfyre is sooooo interesting to me#all the info we get abt him is insane#daemon blackfyre
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Go talk about Dazai and Atsushi. I don't care if it's dangerous. I don't care if you will straight up kill me. I WANNA HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS
you are opening up such a dangerous can of worms. unfortunately they take up 98% of my brain space when i think of bsd so i have no many thoughts about them. their relationship is everything to me – genuine trust in one another's abilities while still goofing off and playing around, atsushi's desire to do anything to protect dazai and viewing him as perfect (although this is immediately met with "no he isn't he kinda sucks actually") alongside how to dazai, atsushi is redemption and a promise to keep to a certain friend long gone.
(this is from the Dead Apple light novel) this specifically drives me insane every time. they love each other! okay!!
i would also talk about their relationship in BEAST but i think that's an entire other can of worms to open because it's so complicated but i would also argue there is still genuine care for one another (mostly on dazai's part, since he has the upper hand here because of course he does, he's dazai) which is obvious in how he basically freed atsushi before his suicide and how he wanted atsushi to live in the light. i'm not normal about BEAST though i promise
#richie asks#their relationship intrigues me so much. i want to see more of them together#i really don't think it's insane to say they love each other either#not even in a romantic sense! or a familial sense! they just do#truth be told i've never been a dazai-father-figure truther. i don't think he's anything familial to atsushi honestly. he's just Dazai#and i think that's what makes their relationship so important#because everyone who knows dazai thinks of him in a certain way – he's capable and intelligent#but atsushi is someone that recognizes that dazai is actively trying#and without a doubt he accepts dazai for who he is. considers him good without question#it's undeniable that atsushi is important to dazai and that dazai is important to atsushi. dazai is a savior and atsushi is a promise#realistically this would make for some good codependency if anyone even gaf but unfortunately they are normal abt each other#we can always change that though#I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT. I'M CRAZY AND I'M FREE
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go buck sue the city get that job o yours
#i am NOT objective abt this#also sorry i'm not a bobby fan like he's okay but he's very boring to me post him and athena's wedding#like the way i felt insane amounts of rage when bucks now got taped over with bosko's#and let me be clear i am not mad at bosko she's like... so cool to me...#everyone else on the other hand has handled bucks nonreturn to work very badly#eddie and hen are somewhat exempt#athena is fully exempt she's slaying i'm ngl#911 liveblog#ratspeaks
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i am so obnoxious over bg3 but like. privately. bcs i'm still urgehafsjsh over how astarion is literally everything to me now and i really adore him but hi: i haven't played bg3. anyway. half-elf + bard maybe!
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorry. sorry. sorry to be so annoying but ASTARION.....#mr neil did so good voicing him all lines HIT. not a single bad one. oh man#i adore astarion's character from the outermost layers to the innermost i love his development and all the different scenes your choices#can lead to. how different he can be. how dramatic he can be how sarcastic how soft he can be. astarion.#wtf the obsession kicked in late...#bcs okay i learned of bg3 just. around tumblr. and what got me finally the Nudge to get into it was THE NEWS OF THE BEAR ASTARION THING#LMFAO and then i was like Oh Yeah hm maybe astarion will be my favorite (insert my thoughts here)#and then i learned more abt baldur's gate only Then and then got obsessed whooo but very normal#and sometime there my twin also got interested and whooo normally obsessed w bg/3/astarion and then got insanely obsessed#and here i was a few days ago or last week. normal. then all of a sudden i GOT... obsessed.......#astarion has consumed my every waking moment and i'm also in lov w the other characters. gale... karlach... shadowheart... etc...#and astarion has easily become one of my most favorite characters. which is not surprising at ALL#when you consider . every general factor of my favorite characters#+ how the story of how i came to like him is a STORY INDEED to tell ..... and how i got spoiled a bit too on some stuff but thats ok w me...#and my circumstances w my favorite games are real funny (for a lack of a better word) too i realize. oh man.#anyway. astarion. i adore him#it's unfair too i'm in my hozier era fully rn so. brain consumed#me listening to all of hoziers three albums (i adore hozier) and associating so many songs w astarion :/ like work song#idk. astarion reaaaaaally deserves hugs and love and and and i adore him
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