#sorry i’m just blabbing

[missegyptiana]

i just smudged and calmed down a bit after everything that has been going on. as i was lighting the sage and asking creator to bless the sage and clear the negativity in the space and in my family and i and started talking abt the things that have been going on i cried. i have no one to talk to in person or on call abt what happened with taylor and joe or abt what’s been happening recently in my life, so creator is all i have rn or how sometimes i just say the things that have been going on in my life out loud alone in my room. i’m just so stressed out and just fucking sad so this is all i have rn cause my irl “friends” just talk to me thru text and don’t actually listen or read the words i’m saying and never offer to call or facetimes wheneveri tell them how my life is crashing down so fast

[skyward-floored]

I would like to hear your ideas for writing, go ahead and info dump I got all day!

Ahhhh well you’re going to have to be more specific because we literally would be here all day if I went into specifics on everything lol. Any particular things you’d like to hear about? Games? AUs? Specific Links? Specific fics?

[s0ft-karina]

long dresses in summer makes me just wanna frolic in a field in flowers 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i feel pretty LOL

[happi-dreams]

Actually something horrific happened today

So my parents have been redoing our kitchen and such, creating oh so much dust !

and while that was happening I did not think about how my pc was going to . Deal with dust being everywhere.

Answer is that IT GOT SO DUSTY I FEEL HORRIBLE

My artistic recreation because GOD there was so much DUST . EVERYWHERE.

After we cleaned them my sister offered her stardust benny to sit inside with my headphones emmet cause it would be cute :D

Look it them !! Jailed !!! In the Tower of pie-cies

[humming-pokemon-helpers]

Realizing there’s a lot of posts I’ve been meaning to make this month and haven’t. Namely some Pride Month stuff. (Really hoping next month is Sloth Month with how things are going around here.)

So first up, a very happy (end of) pride month to everyone! That means everyone from human to Pokémon, from somewhere in between to totally different. And of course, for people on every part of, or outside, the LGBTQ+ rainbow. Our experiences are all incredibly different and colored by our circumstances, but they’re all equally valuable, and worthy of pride.

Being ourselves can be tough, but it’s so worth finding the people we love and care about, whether friends, family, partners, or just us. So a late happy Pride! (This feels a little generic… but I promise the sentiment is true!)

//Mini OOC corner below the cut, sort of a vent but more of a “what’s going on with mod” if anyone’s been wondering why I’m a lot less active.

//To keep things simple, I’m really sorry I’m so inactive lately (and before anybody says “that doesn’t need an apology”, I’m more apologizing to myself!). I keep thinking I want to do things that are really cool, and finish out the storylines I have scripted, and interact with everyone’s posts here because you all are amazing! Genuinely, I want that more than a lot of things!!

//But my mental health for whatever reason has been kicking my ASS lately. It feels so hard to open up Tumblr, to jot down my ideas, to start typing, and then to edit things down afterwards because I’m so concerned about being long winded and whether anybody even cares (which is stupid, because I care and that should be enough!!)

//The tl;dr is that I’m exhausted daily lately, I’m not sure why, and I’m hoping and praying to get to the bottom of it soon, but I still wanted to apologize for taking so long to get around to anything and for dropping a lot of connections I’ve had here! If you’ve been wondering where I am, I promise I still care, it just takes a lot for me to exist here through nobody’s fault but my own. I’m still going to try to be here though. :)

//Also I’m going to be largely absent next week for a totally different reason but I’ll try to either post or schedule posts along the way!! Nice one-sided chat? Nice one-sided chat.

[theloveinc]

Missing Bakugo today :(

[alaskan-wallflower]

sometimes i wonder if my teacher doesn’t want me in his history class because he keeps alluding to how he won’t see me in october and how he doesn’t expect to have me on his roster in a few weeks and it just pisses me off. like sir, get over yourself-if i, my parents or my councilor didn’t think i could handle it i wouldn’t be in the class.

i do however wish i could drop other classes. i lowkey don’t know how to ask for help because thinking about this year makes my stomach churn and i think i’d rather look into a loaded gun than my physics textbook but whatever. i know i’m only a junior and i don’t rly have a right to be complaining but sometimes i just wanna test myself until i break and i guess that’s what i’m doing this year? but i’m quite literally stuck with my schedule because i have every slot filled with classes, like i don’t have a lunch or a break and i cannot drop classes without rearranging my whole schedule. and since three of them are college classes i’m limited in the amount of days i can miss, which scares me because i have choir lessons weekly that i can’t avoid.

i honestly don’t know what to do. i have my painting class at the start of the day which sucks because i don’t really have anything to clear my head with-same with my sculpting class. i have to do public oral presentations weekly in english, my history teacher thinks i’m incapable of handling hard things, my physics class is going to actually make me suicidal and i’m gonna fail the regents and its just not gonna be a good time.

i know i’m a junior and i have no right to complain. but half of me regrets doing this to myself because i’m also trying to get into national honors society but i don’t even know if i have enough community service hours, i want to have enough time to be more active on here and i’m only two days in and i’m already worried for my mental health this year because i know i’m going to not do good on tests and when i don’t do good at something i just tend to shut down and i’m scared i’m gonna like…revert into bad habits again. hell this morning i broke my dogs dish because i tripped and everything just went dark.

thinking about school makes me feel shaky and sick and i dunno. i just hate it because i also have to look into college and find an SAT tutor and get into clubs and i’m going to have no time for myself and i’m just scared and i don’t know how to say i’m worried about my mental health and what i may do to myself without sounding like i need to be in a ward. i know ill be alright but it just is a lot rn. and nothing hurts more than knowing your own teachers don’t think you can do it.

sorry fir venting real fast, i’ll resume normal posting. just needed to word vomit ig.

[anchovy]

If you put a gun to my head and told me to keep in regular contact with my online friends outside a group chat/server I’d just tell you to pull the trigger

[runnning-outof-time]

From the Bottom of My Heart: THANK YOU

I’ve been feeling really grateful for the community that I’m part of recently. I’ve been writing and posting fanfic in various ways for around 10 years now, and no experience I’ve ever had even comes close to what I’ve been blessed with on here.

What this niche little corner of this hellsite has is so special, and it’s something that you really don’t find in many places. It’s honestly like a breath of fresh air to come on every day and see people communicating and spreading love; either through writing incredibly lovely comments on each others’ fics or just loving on people in general.

I’m so thankful for every person who I’ve chatted with, every person who has commented/reblogged any of my fics, for every person that graces my timeline - and the Peaky tag in general - with both amazing stories and posts that allow me to have a little escape from reality.

I’m also thankful for the show that brought all of us together. It sounds silly to say it, but I don’t know where I’d be without Peaky Blinders. This wonderful community - and the many caring, thoughtful, kind, just honestly overall amazing, people that I have had the honor to form friendships with - have made the last year and a half immensely better for me.

I truly cannot thank everyone on here enough.

[daydream-draws]

I’m gonna start drawing the keeper characters w pointy ears I don’t care anymore😭

[bluewithpurplepolkadots]

If the boomers get saddled with the shitty stereotype of having fucked up the economy/being deeply selfish on a society or collective level? (Though honestly that’s not necessarily fair depending).

I’m afraid my generation (millennial) has to contend and realise it has the shitty stereotype of being terrible terrible parents/being deeply selfish on an individual level.

If you’re a millennial parent and that doesn’t apply to you: congrats. But there is, it seems, a near epidemic of this shit online.

Honestly think protections so kids get money later simply isn’t enough. Like we might need ban for putting kids faces or identity online/ at all/ until they’re old enough to get their own social media accounts (so like 13?) minimum. Like when they can at least voice things for themselves anyway.

[izzibeeb]

NEED TO GO TO BED but unfortunately I am thinking about The Character

[skyward-floored]

It’s weird how some memories really stick with you and sort of shape you as a person in some ways but the other people involved like... don’t even remember it happening sometimes

[mamahoggs]

what’s the most tumblr thing that ever happened to you and was it having someone almost double your age cry type in your ask box accusing you of impersonating them because you both happened to have the same vaguely uncommon nickname until you just doormat caved and let them keep it so you started going by something you didn’t even like bc a sam winchester role player had a meltdown in your dms. or was that just me

[malachitezmeyka]

I have so much shit to do today and I can’t even bring myself to get up and eat something

[theloveinc]

someone tell me to get up and go get coffee before I fall back asleep