#sorry i’m just blabbing
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i just smudged and calmed down a bit after everything that has been going on. as i was lighting the sage and asking creator to bless the sage and clear the negativity in the space and in my family and i and started talking abt the things that have been going on i cried. i have no one to talk to in person or on call abt what happened with taylor and joe or abt what’s been happening recently in my life, so creator is all i have rn or how sometimes i just say the things that have been going on in my life out loud alone in my room. i’m just so stressed out and just fucking sad so this is all i have rn cause my irl “friends” just talk to me thru text and don’t actually listen or read the words i’m saying and never offer to call or facetimes wheneveri tell them how my life is crashing down so fast
#sorry i’m just blabbing#should i put tw religion in this post cause i’m talking abt my indigenous spirituality?#i will just in case#tw religion#tw religious mention#tw depression#tw sad thoughts
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I would like to hear your ideas for writing, go ahead and info dump I got all day!
Ahhhh well you’re going to have to be more specific because we literally would be here all day if I went into specifics on everything lol. Any particular things you’d like to hear about? Games? AUs? Specific Links? Specific fics?
#I’m just very indecisive sorry 😅#I wouldn’t know what to pick to blab about#answers from the floor#lovely friendlystarbubble
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long dresses in summer makes me just wanna frolic in a field in flowers 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️ i feel pretty LOL
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Realizing there’s a lot of posts I’ve been meaning to make this month and haven’t. Namely some Pride Month stuff. (Really hoping next month is Sloth Month with how things are going around here.)
So first up, a very happy (end of) pride month to everyone! That means everyone from human to Pokémon, from somewhere in between to totally different. And of course, for people on every part of, or outside, the LGBTQ+ rainbow. Our experiences are all incredibly different and colored by our circumstances, but they’re all equally valuable, and worthy of pride.
Being ourselves can be tough, but it’s so worth finding the people we love and care about, whether friends, family, partners, or just us. So a late happy Pride! (This feels a little generic… but I promise the sentiment is true!)
//Mini OOC corner below the cut, sort of a vent but more of a “what’s going on with mod” if anyone’s been wondering why I’m a lot less active.
//To keep things simple, I’m really sorry I’m so inactive lately (and before anybody says “that doesn’t need an apology”, I’m more apologizing to myself!). I keep thinking I want to do things that are really cool, and finish out the storylines I have scripted, and interact with everyone’s posts here because you all are amazing! Genuinely, I want that more than a lot of things!!
//But my mental health for whatever reason has been kicking my ASS lately. It feels so hard to open up Tumblr, to jot down my ideas, to start typing, and then to edit things down afterwards because I’m so concerned about being long winded and whether anybody even cares (which is stupid, because I care and that should be enough!!)
//The tl;dr is that I’m exhausted daily lately, I’m not sure why, and I’m hoping and praying to get to the bottom of it soon, but I still wanted to apologize for taking so long to get around to anything and for dropping a lot of connections I’ve had here! If you’ve been wondering where I am, I promise I still care, it just takes a lot for me to exist here through nobody’s fault but my own. I’m still going to try to be here though. :)
//Also I’m going to be largely absent next week for a totally different reason but I’ll try to either post or schedule posts along the way!! Nice one-sided chat? Nice one-sided chat.
#pokeblogging#pkmn irl#//sorry if i’m blabbing too much under the comments i just. wanted to get things out there!
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Missing Bakugo today :(
#had the craziest dream#technically it was about my campers and the way they fight#but there was also this weird soulmate mall???#where like. every version from alternate realities of your soulmate was there#and there were so many Bakugos#even ones with bangs LMAOOOOOO#anyway#sorry I been awol#I’m around tho! just thinking abt gachiakuta LOL bye#caitie blabs
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If you put a gun to my head and told me to keep in regular contact with my online friends outside a group chat/server I’d just tell you to pull the trigger
#I’m SOOOOO bad at keeping up with messages it actually pisses me off#even in group chat I only exist like twice a week#if I just randomly stopped talking to you I am so fucking sorry#I can barely keep up with my irl friend groups#that’s also why I’ve been blabbing on here more#I’ve accidentally alienated myself from most of my online circles bc I just can’t bring myself to interact with anymore#I love being mentally ill AGHH#postings
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From the Bottom of My Heart: THANK YOU
I’ve been feeling really grateful for the community that I’m part of recently. I’ve been writing and posting fanfic in various ways for around 10 years now, and no experience I’ve ever had even comes close to what I’ve been blessed with on here.
What this niche little corner of this hellsite has is so special, and it’s something that you really don’t find in many places. It’s honestly like a breath of fresh air to come on every day and see people communicating and spreading love; either through writing incredibly lovely comments on each others’ fics or just loving on people in general.
I’m so thankful for every person who I’ve chatted with, every person who has commented/reblogged any of my fics, for every person that graces my timeline - and the Peaky tag in general - with both amazing stories and posts that allow me to have a little escape from reality.
I’m also thankful for the show that brought all of us together. It sounds silly to say it, but I don’t know where I’d be without Peaky Blinders. This wonderful community - and the many caring, thoughtful, kind, just honestly overall amazing, people that I have had the honor to form friendships with - have made the last year and a half immensely better for me.
I truly cannot thank everyone on here enough.
#tl;dr i’m so thankful for the amazing community this fandom has#sorry for blabbing on#…i just had to bare my heart for a moment here#k speaks
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I’m gonna start drawing the keeper characters w pointy ears I don’t care anymore😭
#Shannon really#she wrote a whole fantasy book and was like. Let’s make them boring#kotlc#sorry I’ve been so inactive school is kicking my butt bro#also I am not as into keeper as I used to be (laughs in has not read the latest book yet)#it’s literally sitting on my desk#but I have been weirdly caught up w the pjo universe I’m almost done w tsats#ANYWAYS small day content soon hopefully more this summer#day blabs#I guess the answer to whether I liked pjo or kotlc more is answered bc#the way I rushed to the library after tsats came out#while stellarlune has been collecting dust I’m sorry 💀💀#it’s not even better I’m just more emotionally attached
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If the boomers get saddled with the shitty stereotype of having fucked up the economy/being deeply selfish on a society or collective level? (Though honestly that’s not necessarily fair depending).
I’m afraid my generation (millennial) has to contend and realise it has the shitty stereotype of being terrible terrible parents/being deeply selfish on an individual level.
If you’re a millennial parent and that doesn’t apply to you: congrats. But there is, it seems, a near epidemic of this shit online.
Honestly think protections so kids get money later simply isn’t enough. Like we might need ban for putting kids faces or identity online/ at all/ until they’re old enough to get their own social media accounts (so like 13?) minimum. Like when they can at least voice things for themselves anyway.
#Polka blabs#parent influencers should dieeee I hate it#they are completely fucking over Gen alpha and Christ kids I’m sorry people my age are so awful#Some are like not teaching their kids to read?? I mean I’m not a parent but like don’t have to be to know that’s shitty parenting#It also has a lot of millennials making their old trauma their kids business#whatever happened to not passing the trauma forward?#Generation Y nee#whiney (you know)#It’s a major thing to be a parent but so many of my Gen are using their kids as props#If you choose to have a kid you have to be a fucking adult: you don’t get the option to opt out#Grow the fuck up man#I think I pay more attention to my pets needs then you do for your kids that’s just fucking sad
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NEED TO GO TO BED but unfortunately I am thinking about The Character
#The Character in this instance being Abigail Hobbs of NBC Hannibal fame#she’s so …………………………#beebs blabbing#I READ DEER ARE LIKE THE EQUIVALENT OF A FOUR-YEAR-OLD HUMAN BEING!!!!!!!!!!!!#THEY TREAD LIGHTLY THROUGH THE UNDERBRUSH BECAUSE THEY DONT WANT TO HURT THE PLANTS!!!!!!#DAMAGE THE ORGANS YOU RUIN THE MEAT!!!!!!!#<- sorry I’m terminally obsessed with her introduction#EATING HER IS HONORING HER OTHERWISE ITS JUST MURDER!!!!!!! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!!!!!!!
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what’s the most tumblr thing that ever happened to you and was it having someone almost double your age cry type in your ask box accusing you of impersonating them because you both happened to have the same vaguely uncommon nickname until you just doormat caved and let them keep it so you started going by something you didn’t even like bc a sam winchester role player had a meltdown in your dms. or was that just me
#i just think about this so much i’m sorry like what the fuck#i was 14 and this girl HAD to be mid to late 20s#lian blabs#dl
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It’s weird how some memories really stick with you and sort of shape you as a person in some ways but the other people involved like... don’t even remember it happening sometimes
#it’s weiiiird#I have several like that#but there’s kind of one in particular I always think of with my older sister and my dad#neither of them even remember it though lol#course my dad probably doesn’t want to because he was exhausted and stressed and kinda snapped at us but anyway#I always think it’s weird how my sister doesn’t...#rambles from the floor#sorry I’m really tired and just blabbing#and still grumpy from that stupid dream
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I have so much shit to do today and I can’t even bring myself to get up and eat something
#I despise literature homework and I’m not even sorry#I miss the teacher we had last winter. she actually knew how to teach properly#we had fun during her lessons#this one just blabs on and on without an end and gives tons of homework#I don’t even bother reading the books tbh. sparknotes for the win#especially since they’re plays#I fucking hate plays#they’re not supposed to be READ. they’re supposed to be WATCHED#that’s why it’s a FUCKING PLAY#I have a poor imagination so I can’t read stuff without detailed descriptions#which plays do not have#ughhhhhhhhhh#might have to skip out on the essay I was given#I have to write up notes on three books and do a history presentation#not like I know how to write a literature essay anyway#it wasn’t anything we ever did so how is it my problem that I don’t know how?#she’s the teacher#she can teach me instead of expecting me to do it myself#fuck off#I’m so tired#I need at least a month long break from everything
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“Tower of the Satyr!” Man-Thing (Vol. 1/1974), #14.
Writer: Steve Gerber; Penciler and Inker: Alfredo Alcala; Colorist: Glynis Wein; Letterer: Marcos Pelayo
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Man-Thing vol. 1#Man-Thing 1974#cover gallery#Man-Thing#Ted Sallis#You know sometimes I’m surprised by how little Ted shows up/how little Ted does in his own book#I can’t entirely blame the authors as how they were choosing to portray him at this time (barely sentient but empathic with some instinct#roving mass of sludge) is very hard to frame as an active instigator of the plot#but still…#it’s one of those things where if your guy’s name is on the front cover you want to see your guy hahaha#I guess this issue particularly crystalizes the trend I’ve noticed with this volume#where it feels like there are definitely some stories the author wants to tell#and he’s just using this book as a vehicle to tell those stories by virtue of adding in Man-Thing to like#tip over a metaphorical domino every once in awhile alshdj#but I might be blabbing all of this because I’m still trying to decide my opinion on this issue’s very fairy tale-like plot#(that has Ted stapled on)#on the one hand heck yeah heck yeah heck yeah pirate queen#but it feels weird that the story ends with said pirate queen staying with the dude who briefly encaged her for marriage#after she was betrayed by her crew#even if they back pedal later to say «oh he was trying to protect her from her jealous crew»#I’m sorry I’m going to need more then «it just feels right :)» for why she’d still stay with him in the end#she can’t continue her adventures anywhere???#it also totally goes against what they tried to establish earlier of her being an effortlessly talented pirate#but I guess that’s 70’s comics for you#«look! a strong female hero character!!! (but don’t worry she’s not TOO strong and she’ll end up someone’s girlfriend#…and she’s still in hot pants :)»#anyway don’t mind me dithering on about an issue that was an absolute drop in the veritable sea of comic book history hahaha
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someone tell me to get up and go get coffee before I fall back asleep
#sorry I been awol#I’m always awol but sorry again#just feeling shy for some reason and unhappy with my responses to things#dunno why exactly but I think writers block of sorts#dunno#caitie blabs
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Okay I know I don’t shut up about it but let me scream okay 😭
#I just saw a post on Twitter about the feeling of not having teenage romantic interaction and how it leaves you feeling really wrong#and everyone in the comments is like 17-19 and here I am at 25 thinking about how#well anyways I’m sorry I know it’s silly I’m just a little tired is all#being lonely stinks 🫠 and I don’t ever want y’all to feel burdened by my feelings#so I try not to make those feelings seem so big#I should start tagging these again#my talk posts ? I used to tag them but I would forget#I guess I’ll do that from now on#melifails#oh oh since I already made this post I might as well blab#I 😭 am high key tempted to download tinder#I don’t *want* to actually use it I just wanted to see 👉🏽👈🏽#but I think you need an account and idk I don’t wanna seem desperate#not in a shaming other people and myself type of way#absolutely not I think it’s awesome that it exists#I mean in a ‘my mom used to brag about how I didn’t care about boys only school to all the family members at parties’ type of way#in a ‘Melissa be honest are you a lesbian?’ badgered type of way#in a ‘because if you are I love you’ ‘no boys just don’t like me’ type of way#in a ‘never admitting to my mom I’m very lonely and only alive for my family’ type#of way#that one didn’t let me finish 🗣️#anywyas I feel very shallow because this doesn’t really matter does it#there are real problems in the world and I’m but a spec of dust waiting to be scooped up by the broom#🧎🏽♀️ I’m sorry I’m making it seem like a bigger deal than it really is#I’ll be better about it#all that aside#my best friend invited me to go to universal in September and I 😤😤 I gotta prepare myself for the burden of prolonged outdoor activities#🥺 tbh I’m scared I’m not going to fit in the seats for the rides#that’s how we became friends: she stuck with me when I didn’t fit on a ride. I never told her that was the day I loved her and it still make#me cry. forever grateful for her and I want her to be happy she’s the Eli I’m always talking about :3 anyways this is my last tag (30limit)
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