#sorry i just couldn’t stop thinking about this whenever i saw the gif 😭

[weast-of-eden]

tumblr user #1: hey what’s that song by the cranberries btw?

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(gif from @elinordash )

[gallavichsreddie1128]

What You Can’t Have (Homelander)

Description: FireCracker won’t leave Homelander alone even though he’s engaged.

Warning: Smut

Word Count:1,905k

Request:

i have a request!! homelander is publicly dating y/n and has been for a while and firecracker is obsessed with replacing y/n to get to him (like she’s originally a brunette but saw he was dating a redhead and dyed it, literally owns y/n’s whole wardrobe and has a hate account for us) and she keeps disrespecting us to him and trying to fuck him and he gets fed up with it and one day he’s horny and it’s because y/n sent him a *spicy* pic while he was at the tower but firecracker thinks it’s because of her (she was constantly trying to show off her tits and legs during the meeting) and tries to seduce him once the meeting ends and instead he has her wait (thinking she’s gonna fuck him) while he calls y/n over (she’s a supe and can fly) saying it’s an emergency and fucks her instead. (‘why would i ever want to fuck you when this is the woman i have’ she watches while he just praises y/n while eating her out and fucking her) ends in him telling firecracker that his supe gf is replacing her

omg sorry for so much detail i couldn’t stop thinking about it 😭😭

Author’s Note: Hey Besties I am sorry I have been inactive I’ve been working a lot but I will try to keep up!

The new ring that was on Y/N’s finger made the world go crazy. The big diamond ring was all anyone could talk about as Y/N posted pics to her social media. Homelander and her had been dating for 4 years prior to that and they were the IT couple. The world’s most beloved couple. Well not everyone loved them… FireCracker has a huge Homelander fan and she despised Y/N. But was obsessed with the woman and had everything she did. She would be on her podcast talking about her all the time and how she believes that Y/N is using Homelander and doesn’t actually love him.

But she dressed just like Y/N. It even went as far as having a hate account for the woman. Any selfie or picture of her FireCracker would be posted to the account and make fun of her. Y/N hadn’t paid any attention to this but Homelander was furious with the woman. Once FireCracker was in the seven she made it her destiny to get rid of Y/N and be with Homelander. “I am here if you need anything. Anything. I’ll do anything for you.” Homelander looked at her unimpressed by her words while the red head had a smirk grazing her lips. “Cool.” He said and she walked away. He knew what her game was and he wasn’t playing it. 

“I mean she came up to me today and told me she would do anything for me. Pathetic.” He told Y/N as they ate dinner. “Sounds like your biggest fan.” She smirked. Y/N wasn’t jealous. She knew that she had Homelander wrapped around her finger and that this new girl would never get in between them. “I thought you were.” He said and she chuckled, “I guess I’m your second.” She joked. “Babe, she also has a hate account for you.” Y/N’s jaw dropped. “No way.” She said and he nodded.

She pulled up the account and laughed. “No way.” “She is obsessed with both of us.” “I’m glad you find this amusing.” He said. She looked at him and shrugged, “I just can’t believe she went out of her way to do this.” “I mean I know I’m hot and everything but that’s a turnoff.” “Oh a big one. Plus only I can say those things to you.” He smirked, “Oh baby you can say a lot more.” He told her. 

Homelander would roll his eyes and huff whenever FireCracker would talk to him. She went out of her way to push up her boobs and show as much skin as possible but it didn’t do anything to him. “I have a fiance.” He told her and she shrugged, “Not for long.” His jaw dropped at her words and it took everything in him not to laser her. He knew that he had to talk to her about her attitude and that he’s aware of the hate account and harsh words she says about his woman. 

“Remember that suit I made you for our 4 year anniversary?” He asked Y/N as they cuddled on the couch. She nodded and looked back at him. “You should wear that more often. You look very sexy.” He said. The suit was a replica of his but it was a sexy version. Her boobs looked amazing in it and her ass did too. Just picturing it made him hard but she was almost asleep in his arms.

Homelander did his best to avoid FireCracker but he knew that he couldn’t when the meeting happened. He was getting ready for it and sighed. He looked in the mirror and fixed his suit when he got a text from Y/N. It was a photo. He opened his phone and almost dropped it at the sight. “This is the suit you were talking about?;)” Was the caption underneath the pic of her. She looked sexy and ready to be fucked but he had a meeting so he texted her “Be here in 20 minutes.” 

FireCracker like always was trying to show off her body to him. In the meeting she was trying to show off as much skin as she could but in reality it didn’t matter. Homelander smirked at the thought of what he had planned. He was going to get it in her head that he wasn’t into her in the worst way possible. After the meeting Homelander dismissed everyone besides FireCracker. “Firecracker stay please.” He said. “Why of course sir.” She winked at him and he wanted to puke. But he had to put on a show. “So it’s come to my attention that you’ve been trying to show off to me.” He said. “Only for you.” She said with a smile. He couldn’t wait to see that smile wiped off her face. “Well there’s only one way I’m fucking you.” He said and pulled out her chair. “You sit here and I get to tie you up.” He said.

“Oh kinky.” She said and sat in the chair and looked up at him. He faked a smile and went to get rope. He ties her up and just in time for Y/N to arrive. She looked around as she heard a noise. “What was that?” She asked Homelander who smirked. He let Y/N in who was wearing the suit. FireCracker’s jaw dropped at the sight. “Hey babe.” He said and Y/N looked at him confused. “Why is she tied up?” “He’s gonna fuck me.” Y/N snorted. “Yeah no he’s not.” “Oh sweetheart he probably was gonna tell you after it was said and done that I’m his new girl.” “He texted me to come here.” Y/N said and walked more in the room. “Maybe he wanted you to watch.” “No I wanted you to watch while I fuck my soon to be wife.” Both girls look at the man like he was insane.

“What?” They both say. He chuckled and walked up to Y/N. “She won’t leave me alone so I’m fucking you to get it through her head.” He states. Y/N stared at him for awhile not knowing what to think. “Why fuck her when you can fuck me?” Firecracker said. Y/N smirked at him and pulled him in for a kiss. The kiss was rough and hard and full of lust. He returned the kiss with just as much lust as she gave him. His hands went down to her ass and he squeezed it causing her to let out a moan in his mouth. He smiled and pushed her to the table where FireCracker could see everything. “See this woman right here is a work of art.” He said as he traced her perfect face. His finger got to her lips and she playfully bit his finger. “She is so sexy and playful.” He said as he finger traveled down her neck and to the valley of her breasts. “Ugh these tits look amazing in this suit. Don’t ya think?” He asked FireCracker who didn’t say anything.

“I made her this suit on our 4 year anniversary and I’ve wanted to fuck her in it so bad and now I have the chance.” He said as his finger got lower and lower. Y/N breathing started to pick up. His finger was right above her soaked pussy. His dick was harder than ever now and time couldn’t be wasted. Before his finger could grave over her clit he pulled his hand away and smirked. He chuckled and pulled down his pants to reveal himself. Firecracker drooled at the sight but Y/N grabbing him and stroking him ruined it for her. “And her hands, dear god, they feel amazing. Soft and silky.” He groaned out as his girl jerked him off. Her hand sped up the pace making him whine. “I need to cum inside of you baby.” He groaned and her hand stopped. They both did their best to get her butt ass naked while he stayed in his suit. “Her body is incredible.” He said as his hands traveled her body.

His hands landed on her breasts and she gasped as he flicked and pinched her nipples. “These would look so good swollen with milk.” He groaned and she hummed in agreement. Her head was back and her eyes shut as she enjoyed his touch. His hands traveled lower to her pussy that was soaking wet. “And look at this pretty pussy. It always smells so delicious and tastes so good too.” He says and gathers some of her juices with his finger and licks it. He hums and his eyes roll back. “Perfect.” He growled. He pushed her back on the table and she gasped as her back hit the table. He lined himself up with her entrance. He looked at FireCracker who was red in the face but couldn’t look away from the scene. “You see you’ll never be her. You’ll never be nowhere near her.” He said and pushed into his woman making her scream out.

His dick was huge and she just never could get used to it. He hummed as he felt her tight pussy clench around him. “Fuck and the feeling of her insides is delightful.” He groaned and began moving his hips. Homelander never was one to take things slow but today he was being different. He wanted to show the conservative bitch that he had a woman that was perfect and he didn’t need her. His hips thrusted deep but slow into her and her hands were placed on the table. She couldn’t grip onto anything at the moment but she was too into the pleasureful state to care. Her little moans and whimpers made him pick up his speed a little. “And those pretty moans and noises she makes are perfect.” He groaned.

“John fuck.” She whined as his hips were now going really fast. The sound of them and skin slapping was all that could be heard. He pulled her body up so she was no longer laying down. Her eyes opened and she gasped at the sight. Homelander looked fucked out. He had drool that was near the corner of his mouth and his eyes were closed. He looked so pretty. Both of them were close. Firecracker watched as his hips started stuttering and no longer had a rhythm. Y/N was shaking and whining his name telling him she was going to cum. “And when she cums…fuck it’s heaven.” He whines the last part as he feels her cum all over him.

She hugs him tight as her hips move with him to ride out her high. “Cum for me John. Please, I need it so bad, baby.” He grunted as he came inside of her his hips stilling and stuttering. She gasped feeling his cum inside of her and she moaned. Their highs lasted longer than usual but they didn’t complain. Homelander smirked as he watched his girl breathe heavily like a dog in heat. He cupped her face and gave her a loving smile that she returned.

“Firecracker my fiancé is replacing you in the seven.” He tells her while staring at Y/N with loving eyes. They don’t look away but hear her gasp. “Next time don’t flirt with a taken man that could end you within a second.” He said and finally pulled out of Y/N. Firecracker didn’t say a word as she stared daggers at Y/N. But her mood didn’t kill their vibe. 

[marilynthornhilllover]

Can you please write rough smut for grey hair Emily Prentiss that’s just… total shameless filth😭 like choking, breeding kinks, semi public sex (in her office)

I could eat that girl for lunch

Emily prentiss x Fem!reader

Warning: smut 18+, breeding kink, semi public sex, breast kink, spitting kink, choking kink, praise kink, mommy kink, one slap, slight cunniligus, fingering, slight strap fucking, etc.

A/N: oh I lost it with this one🤭enjoy sorry it took so long 😭

You knew it was wrong to think of your boss Emily in such a way.... but God damn it. You just couldn't control yourself anymore. I mean come on she's the Emily prentiss, Unit Chief of the BAU, who wouldn't be obsessed with her, sorry in love with her. She was insufferable, almost irresistible like a drug. The way she would bite her lips when ever she laughed or was focused on something very important.

Or The way she held her hands in her pockets and stood against door frames or leaned against desks. The way her hips would sway whenever she struts down the hallway towards her office and finally, the way she looks at you. The way this woman would look at you was everything. Her eyes, they were always glued to you when you were busy doing your work. She thought you didn’t notice her but gaze detection is a real thing that works.

Emily would stare at you as if she wanted to devour you. And it always made you weak. It made your skin get heated and your mind go dizzy. You couldn’t focus when her eyes were on you, it was as if every cell in you wanted to explde. The time you wore a strapless shirt to work because it was too hot out, and for the entire day she couldn't find the decency to stop her eyes from roaming over your collarbone and shoulders, and the other time you wore a mini skirt and a top that had a zip in the middle that was pulled down just enough to see your cleavage. She went nuts.

Emily knew of your angel face, but she didn’t let that fool her. She knew you had dirty thoughts of her, you even went as far as making a dirty jokes about her. One time she overheard Jennifer asking you if you were to fuck anyone in the office who would you fuck and you had chosen 'Emily'.

You always had a thing for older women, and everyone in the office knew, so maybe it’s obvious that you had quite a massive crush on your boss as well. You heard rumors of Emily being “ talented” with her tongue and “skilled” with her fingers. You did have the privilege to meet one of Emily’s ex-girlfriends at a seasonal greeting event, and by her words “ Emily almost took her out of the world”.

You did try to do your work as best as possible and tried your very hardest to keep out of her way. And for some time it had seemed to work. Emily caught onto the drift and sensed that you were giving her the cold shoulder and the both of you stuck to strictly business and work professional procedures and encounters. But none of this stopped Emily from winking at you from time to time and even going as far as moving you aside by your waist using her hands when you were both in the kitchen getting lunch at the office.

Her hands in your waist sent electric shocks throughout your body, and each time she gave you a sly smirk. You did try to ignore her most of the time. And for a while it lasted.

So tonight you don’t know what possessed you to sneak into Emily’s office. There was a big case that was on the table and it required all hands on deck. You had decided to stay back and help Emily crack some codes but after half an hour in she left. It was pretty late, around 10:38 PM and you were exhausted. Your eyes flicked up to inspect your surroundings because sometimes people break into police departments to steal evidence.

That’s when you saw her that her office light was on and had decided to go turn it off and then after you would finish pack up and then leave . It wasn’t the first time being in her office, but it was the first time alone, by yourself….. with just her stuff. Her jacket was thrown on the back of her chair and a couple of her personal belongings sprawled out on her desk. You had already checked for cameras and any audio devices, there were none. So you took off your pants and panties, shirt and bra leaving yourself completely naked in your boss office.

Absolutely downright crazy, bat shit crazy. You sit in her chair and gently began fingering yourself at a slow pace, but quickly increased it as you became more desperate and needy. Your eyes were tightly shut closed, as your hand worked it’s magic down between your legs. All that can be heard was the wet sounds your cunt was making when you thrusted your fingers in your pussy, your weak hoasty moans and your loud and elaborate breathing as you neared your peak.

Your orgasm washed over you almost knocking you out of the chair and onto the floor causing you to topple over yourself . Your eyes hastily as you swallowed thickly and bit your lips.

“ well” a voice says, half disappointed half surprised. Your eyes snap up towards the entrance of the office to see Emily standing there. Her expression was unreadable. You felt all the blood drain from your face as your entire body freezes with both fear and shame. Emily smirked at you before she took a step into the room, closing and locking the door behind her ( you forgot to close the door?!) . She took slow strides towards the table as she pushed her hands into her pocket.

“ you know I really thought you were just a shy little good girl who knew her worth and knew how to ask for things…. But I guess I was totally wrong wasn’t I?” She asked, carefully walking around the desk, she stopped and stood in a position where she was pressing all her weight on one foot as she titled her head, inspecting you. She chuckled silently and further approached you.

“ could have fooled me babe” she says plainly, she then grabs you by your jaw and forces your face upwards to look at her. Still you remain frozen. A part of you couldn’t believe you had gotten into this situation and another part wanted to curl up into a ball and completely disappear for all eternity, never to be seen again.

“ look at you, I stood there for over 20 minutes, all in which you did nothing but fuck yourself senseless to the thought of me, don’t you see it now y/n your my slut” she says, purring the last two words, that may have reheated something in you because you need her all over again.

“ uh oh, what’s wrong? Cat got your tongue? Or did you lose your voice after screaming my name so loud? Oh Emily , fuck yes Emily, fuck me Emily” she mocked you and that’s when a realization of being naked hits you. You were completely bare before this woman. In her own office. Such a shame.

Emily’s eyebrow quirked in amusement as she looked at you shy away from her and look everywhere but into her dark eyes. She took the opportunity to look at your body intensely. With a silent hum her eyes wondered down your chest, stoping to look at your breast and how perked your nipples were. She then moved further down your body and her eyes landed on your vagina, from the way you were sitting she couldn’t see much but just the thought of fucking it got her going.

In one swift moment Emily grabbed you by your waist and tossed you onto the desk. You whined at the sudden action and prompted yourself up onto your elbows to remove some objects from behind of your back before you proceeded to lay down. Your legs opened up involuntarily which caused Emily to smirk as she stood between them causing them to spread even wider. Regardless of your previous orgasm you were already so desperate for this woman’s touch.

Emily took off her jacket and soon everything else went with it. She was bare in just her pants alone. You wanted her to remove it but you were too mesmerized by her stern breast to give a shit. Her pants were high waisted but allowed you to see her toned abs a little. God you wanted her so badly. Your shaking hands made their way up to her skin and you gently placed your hand on her abs admiring them, god she must work out real good. For a moment you thought that you were lost in heaven until you felt her remove your hand.

“Getting touchy now are we? That’s slutty behavior” she laughed, she loved teasing you and seeing you squirm beneath her. This wasn’t the first time Emily had you under this choke hold. There were many other times where she was able to get under you skin….. but those are stories for another time. She leaned down and hovered her lips over your mouth, contemplating if she should give into you or let you go crazy over her some more. Even though Emily could see the pleading look in your eyes she knew better than to give the devil what she wanted.

Emily chuckled as she removed a strand of hair from your already sweaty forehead to behind your ear. Her hand stayed there, behind your neck, for a while her grasp tightening every few seconds which caused you to release a quiet moan from your throat. Emily looked down at you in deep thought before her eyes flicked down to your lips. Her thump caressed your jaw for a little while before she spoke.

“ open your mouth” her request definitely caught you off guard but the way she said it made your thighs clench but you remember that she was laying between them, making it hard to do so. You looked up at her confused as your breathing got shallow. You gulped and did as she asked. For a while she did nothing but then she opened her mouth and slowly poured her saliva into your mouth.

You were a little disgusted because back in high school you were always the one to say that you’d never allow anyone to do this to you but things have changed, it’s Emily fucking prentiss. Sorry. It’s mommy. And something about this just turned you on more because you could feel the slick that was pooling between your thighs from your pussy. Emily stopped and watched you close your mouth. She gave you a look and you knew what she was asking without words. You swallowed. She then started kissing you. It was rough but slow at the same time, she made you feel as though you had all the time in the world.

She broke the kiss before you even had a chance to deepen it as she moved down to your breast. She left pecks all across your chest, small sucks and bites that will most definitely leave marks later on, not that you care. She continued her assault until she moved down to your nipple. She swirled her tongue around the small bud first before she looked up at you with mischievous eyes before then enveloped the entire bud into her mouth. Your head fell back and you closed your eyes, allowing yourself to just feel. She abused the small bud by gently biting it and sucking on it like a baby enjoying your moans.

Her hand fondled with the other neglected breast as the other made it’s s way down to your pussy, Emily knew you weren’t paying attention to her works so without notice she carefully pulled your lace pink panties to the side and inserted two fingers at the same time without warning. Your back arched as your eyes rolled back. Your hands immediately flew to the edge of the table for support. Emily smirked and released your nipple with a ‘ pop ’ sound as saliva made a bridge from her mouth to the bud to which she broke by licking her lips.

“ that’s it baby, just like that? You like when mommy gives you what you want without you having to ask her?” You couldn’t even respond to her, your mind was clouded with her insufferable praises, perfume and god did her fingers do a number on you. Everytime her digits slid out of you and back in her lips twitched. The sound of your cunt squelching against her fingers and your petty moans and grunts as your body began to spams made Emily want to do more despicable things to you until you couldn’t walk.

“ fuck so good, this is squeezing my fingers so fucking good baby, I wish I had a fucking real cock to split you open with, get you pregnant with my babies, you’d like that huh?” She whispered, increasing her pace as she curled her fingers deeper into you cunt, touching your g-spot every few seconds as she buried her fingers knuckle deep into you. You could feel your skin heat up as a familiar feeling of pleasure built up within your lower abdomen. Your hips bucked up towards every thrust of her fingers as your hand grabbed her wrist to slow her actions, you wanted to last longer to prove to her that you weren’t just some cum hungry slut. But that would be pointless because you are just a cum hungry slut.

But with her praises and her fingers moving at the speed of light it was truly impossible. You tried to pull it off a little longer but you couldn’t.

“ I feel you clenching me so tight baby, let it go for mommy, I wanna feel you drench my fingers so bad baby” she purred in your ear, her breath hot against your skin, and with that sentence you came for her. You eyes rolled back and you could feel your juices pouring out of you and onto her fingers. Emily kept fucking you drawling out every whimper, twitch and cry that you had to give. You were completely dumbstruck and spiraling.

You felt as she withdrew herself from between your legs as the sound of her jeans being removed. You stayed there trying to catch your breath. You looked down to Emily and that’s when you see her pulling off her pants completely, a strap around her waist. It was a clear light purple with small glitter pieces in it and it was huge. Without even realizing you tried to back away from her but Emily was two steps ahead, catching onto what your intentions were she pulled you back down by your ankles and forced your legs apart.

Emily placed her hands under your knees and pushed them up above your chest. You’ve never seen any strap that big or long and you anticipated how well she’d fuck you with it for your first time. It was as if you became a virgin again.

“ why are you running now darling? You wanted mommy to fuck you so badly when you were in here all by yourself. Your gonna take it like a good girl now” her tone was so dark and seductive it made your skin crawl and your insides burn with desire.

She pinned your hands above your head and slowly sank the tip of her cock into you forcing a moan out of you. Your eyes slammed shut as you tried to focus on the stretch, the way she made the pain and the pleasure mix so good. She let loose of your hands and gently started choking you. The deeper she buried herself within you the more your eyes would roll back and your legs would quiver. You desperate pleas of moans and cries filled the room as Emily started thrusting into you with full force. Deep and fast the tip bruising your sweet spot every time.

Emily angled her hips ever so slightly, just enough to push her cock up against your cervix. Gently at first, but when she heard the mewl that escaped your mouth at her action and the way your body convulsed it became rougher each time. You trembled as she kept thrusting into you.

“ oh— oh GOD— Emily please, fuck I can’t TAKE IT ANYMORE” you cried but it fell on death ears. You tried to close your thighs to eliminate how well her cock drives into you but Emily’s grip on your neck made you mind mush. Continuing your attempt you tried to move away from her but that resulted in you getting a hard smack across your face as she choked you much rougher. Her nails digged into the flesh out your waist as she started pounding your pussy brutally whispering insults that you couldn’t quite hear due to your moans and the sound of her thighs connecting with your slick.

“ fuck that’s it, right there? Mhm? Right fucking there” she cooed as she pushed your legs further apart and circled her hips as she made her thrust more curved. Your body began to tremble and Emily chuckled as she looked down at the white circle ring around her cock. She felt as your body tensed up and you let out a pornographic moan of her name. She kept thrusting after you came until you whined and pushed her away with a hand on her abs. She pulled out and kneeled down eye level with your cunt.

She cleaned up the mess with her tongue. Cautiously sucking and pulling at your clit until you pushed her head away. She smiled at her work and at herself and looked up at you. Your chest raised and fall with every breath you took and your thighs were still shivering. She leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on your forehead before whispering.

“ round two? We’ve got all night and I’m sure i recall you saying your flexible….”

[neteyamssyulang]

Rut cycle

Day 6

Continued from Day 1

Pairing: Lo’ak aged up x Fem omaticaya reader

Warnings: Dom Lo’ak, Sub reader, Neteyam Cheating/not caring reader is mated, P in V, slightly possesive Lo’ak, Angry Lo’ak, Scenting.

Word count: 765

Translation(s): Kelku -> Omaticaya home

A/N: Since y’all wanted a part 2, here it is😭 I’m sorry if it’s not that good

How could this have happened? As soon as you woke up you winced from the slight pain coming from between your legs. Lo’ak and you hadn’t slept together for awhile so he couldn’t have been him, could it?

As you were getting dressed, putting on your new loincloth and top that was decorated in beads and small flowers, the flaps of your kelku burst open with an angry looking Lo’ak walking towards you.

Your hairless brows furrowed “Lo-” “Save it!” He shouted, pushing you till you back was against the nearest wall “Why are you acting like this? I didn’t do anything!” You hissed.

Lo’ak chuckled but it didn’t sound like a good one, no- it sounded dark, his eyes gazed into yours, a hungry look in them as his tail swayed behind him.

“Do you think i’m stupid mamas? I saw him sneaking out of your kelku last night, you even still reek of him” he spat. Lo’ak was no fool, he saw his brother sneak out of your kelku as he was heading over, wanting to be near you since he couldn’t sleep.

Of course, when Lo’ak brought it up to Neteyam he completely denied it, stating he was at his girlfriends kelku sleeping. That just made Lo’ak furious, his own brother lying to him. So naturally he came to you next.

You shook your head “No Lo’ak, I swear I don’t know what happened. I was sleeping and if he did come in I didn’t hear him.” Lo’ak scoffed “Liar! First my own brother lies to me and now my mate.”

“Lo’ak I-” “Save it y/n” he huffed, releasing his hold on you and backing away before exiting the kelku. You were so confused but if Neteyam was here it would explain why you woke up with slight pain, sighing you walked out the kelku determined to find Neteyam and get some answers.

After about maybe 20 ish minutes you find him alone, laying underneath a tree sleeping. Quietly you made your way over, then once close enough you kicked him in his side.

Neteyam woke up yelping “Eywa y/n! What the fuck was that for?!” He seethed standing up, his left hand moving to rub his side.

“Oh I don’t know, lemme see” you stepped closer, stepping on his foot “Why don’t you explain to me why Lo’ak said he saw you sneak out of my kelku last night.”

He raised a hairless brow before shrugging “I simply took what was supposed to be mine that’s all.” Before you and Lo’ak mated, you were originally supposed to mate with Neteyam. Unfortunately you didn’t like him like that, his brother was the one who caught your eye.

So with you mated with Lo’ak, Neteyam was forced to mate with another. He never loved her though, sure he acted like he did but you were the only one he wanted. He didn’t give a fuck if you were his brothers mate.

“Neteyam I’ve told you many times, I do not like nor love you!” You hissed in frustration, why does he always have to ruin shit.

He smirked “How many times do I have to tell you that I do not care. I will take what is mine whenever I want to” slowly he reached out, placing his right hand on your cheek while the other went to the small of your back.

You rolled your eyes, pushing him away from you, “Stay away from me Neteyam, stop trying to ruin what I have with Lo’ak”

Neteyam held his hands up in surrender “No promises princess.”

The walk back to your kelku was short, but as soon as you walked inside, you were thrown onto the cot, clothes torn off, mouth gagged with Lo’aks fingers as he roughly thrusted into you.

His eyes were hooded, pupils were blown wide. You could also tell his scent had changed, it was more sweet and alluring. It was his rut-

Lo’ak groaned above you, loving how tight you felt around him. Your muffled moans and cries filled his ears, encouraging him to go harder.

You choked around his fingers as your fingers clawed at his sides, your tail coiling around his thigh. He hissed leaning down, still smelling his brother on you.

He nuzzled his face against your cheek and into the crook of your neck, trying to place his scent on you once more. “Your mine y/n, not that bastards, mine! Understand?” He growled out.

Too fucked out to answer, you simply nodded your head. Pleased, Lo’ak smiled “There’s my good girl.”

[rayesgenesis]

i saw your post asking for requests, i hope this is something that inspires but its of course totally fine if not!

i was thinking, uma and mal x reader poly (absolutely cool if you dont do that, just uma is fine then) and fem!ak!reader is trying out for the tourney team right after the barrier is taken down so everything in auradon is changing, but the coach/existing team members dont want to let just one random girl try out

…but they cant say no to literally THE uma and mal, who decide to try out with reader to support her (they dont really actually wanna be on the team, but u can decide if they end up really liking it! ((i think itd really funny if badass icon mal kinda sucks at tourney 😭 while her gfs r absolutely wiping the floor w the other contestants in tryouts)))

TRIPLE THREAT

a/n: tysm for this request!! i’ve never done a poly fic so it’s a first.. lemme know if you like itt 💌 i had so much fun writing it & i tried to keep it cutesy while being very demure and very mindful

who? uma x mal x fem!ak reader

warnings; shit description of a tourney game, barely proofread this

wc: 1.19k

summary: the tourney team tried to stop you from trying out.. not on your girlfriends’ watch.

anything is possible. that’s how you felt like when the barrier came down. you were always taught that it was a fantasy, there wouldn’t be such thing as villains & heroes sharing the same space anymore. it wasn’t right. yet, here you were, relieved to see the barrier brought down.

you were mainly excited for your girlfriends, uma and mal, to finally achieve something that was both a pat on the back and a way to give hope to people. a step towards change. it was inspiring.

this very feeling of hope hung in the air over the following weeks, leading you to the school’s tourney team tryouts. you always wished you could play tourney however it was a sport full of men. no such thing as a women’s team yet. and they were finally hosting tryouts for the new season. besides, with all these incoming students from the isle, it was only right to give everyone a fair chance.

you just hoped it applied to you too.

once on the field, you felt very alone amongst the other candidates. you almost talked yourself out of this as you felt the guys’ stares. you were the only girl there. maybe it wasn’t worth the humiliation.

when chad called out your name, he brought the call sheet closer to his face, making sure he read that right. you took a deep breath before stepping forward with clenched fists and chad looked even more confused.

"beautiful. uh, why are you..here?"

"i’m here for the tryouts." you made sure to act as natural as possible.

chad laughed. he usually did when he thought someone made a joke he didn’t understand.

"what’s so funny about that, chad?"

your head turned at the sound of the female voice emerging from the crowd. it was mal. she had been so busy lately, you hadn’t expected her to remember you trying out for the team when you mentioned it in passing a couple nights ago, but she did. she was there with you and you could finally breathe properly. once you could make out her figure, you couldn’t stop beaming.

she came to stand right by your side, her eyes quickly glancing at you while giving your hand a squeeze before returning her narrowed eyes on the boy.

"sorry…" he winced, pretending to apologize. "we just don’t do girls.."

another voice cut him off.

"and why is that?"

you couldn’t help but smirk to yourself when uma’s voice chimed in. it was almost no surprise that she showed up as well. whenever mal was around, uma wasn’t far away and neither were you. your doubts slowly faded away.

"who’s talking now?"

"i said why is that, don’t make me repeat myself." uma’s signature assertiveness came through and your smirk widened. her tone was threatening yet composed, but everyone could feel it. chad started stammering and coach jenkins came around.

"hey, hey, hey now. what’s all this." chad mumbled in his ear quickly and the coach looked up at you. he gestured for chad to stop chirping in his ear before speaking up again.

"you know we can’t let you do that miss."

you scoffed. "you can’t let me try out for the team? that’s ridiculous! you haven’t even seen what i can do!"

still, coach shook his head and your shoulders slightly slumped. behind your back, uma and mal gave eachother a quick look before speaking.

"we’ll try out with her." uma announced. you looked back at them and mouthed what are you doing. neither of them answered you they just kept on going.

"yeah, if she’s no good then by all means, never let her be near a tourney field ever again. but if she’s amazing, which she is, you gotta let her on the team. whatever the rules from whatever ancient book might say." mal added, just as confident.

everyone turned to look at the coach, who was considering their proposition. he couldn’t risk upsetting the two girls who helped bringing all these new students.

"alright, fine. you can all tryout for team. " he asked chad to go get you, mal and uma some uniforms so you could get changed. you finally turned around to face them with raised eyebrows.

"guys…. what was that?" you chuckled.

"don’t worry about it." uma said. you looked at mal and she winked at you. you rolled your eyes but you were melting at them supporting you like that. your arms extended and they came to hug you.

"i’m so glad you’re here." you whispered.

once you all got in the attire, your eyes lingered on your girlfriends, trying to commit to mind how hot they both looked right now. mal turned around and caught you staring. your eyes diverted quickly. she smirked.

"by the way, you look really good in that jersey babe" a warm feeling spread all over your face and you tried to not smile but you couldn’t. your girlfriends’ words always had that effect on you.

your mind was still on that comment when you started running laps, doing sit-ups & push ups. then you moved onto technical skills by throwing, passing, defending and shooting. which you had to admit, uma was pretty good at. mal though, not so much.

finally, came the mock-game. one goal. that’s all it was going to take for you to get in.

mal retired to the side to cheer you and uma on. she quickly understood that she was way better at watching tourney than actually playing it. she also had a hard time not burning the whole field to the ground with those flying projectiles being thrown at her.

once the whistle was blown, you looked to uma who was about to make a pass at you. the ball was in your hands, and you ran like hell towards the other end of the field. your technique was so precise, you were able to avoid/escape the other guys’ attempt to corner you and stop you from scoring. the other team members were whispering to eachother on the side, visibly surprised by your performance.

when you actually scored, you yelled from the top of your lungs. it was a cry, really. you couldn’t keep it in anymore. uma ran towards you and you jumped on her. she spun you around to celebrate and when you came down, you pecked her lips with your hands on her cheeks. you kissed mal as well when she ran and jumped on you.

after your little celebration, your eyes all went to coach jenkins. you tried to hold in the giant smirk that threatened to overtake your whole expression. after a beat, he smiled.

"you’re in."

you shrieked and celebrated with your girlfriends once more. you felt like you paved a way for something somehow, but you tried to not think about it too much.

on your way towards the cheerleaders locker room uma spoke up.

"i get why you like it. this is actually the most fun i’ve had in a while." she admitted. you were surprised to hear her say that.

"yeah? you should join the team. you’re really good, uma." you said.

"yeah, maybe."

[multifanlol]

I didn’t know whether to do them individually or them together so i tried to do both! (Like saying certain them they’d do individually) reader is gender neutral also you can interpret it as platonic or romantic

Main 4 with a reader who’s in the hospital a lot

They were kinda confused at first

Like-why are you always going to the hospital and oh boy you’d be getting questioned particularly by Kyle as he’d be the most concerned lol

“Seriously, your in the hospital again? Are you okay-“

You are okay! you think-

Cartman would be kinda annoyed not by you but by the fact your missing out on times your hanging out (that just proves he wants you there 😭)

“Seriously, god we were meant to go to the arcade, s/o! Your sick…..well couldn’t you of atleast gotten sick the next day?!”

He doesn’t really mean it totally-he does actually miss you a lot

I feel like maybe they’d send you letters like “get well soon” every now and then-well more of There parents would make them but i promise you they do care!

Like i feel like they’d visit you at days they should be hanging out and instead just spending time with you there

Like i can see Kyle giving you stuff like homework you might of missed on, etc i would say he’d do it for you but he’d probably just help you as he wouldn’t want you being a total idiot (even if you are already one-) when you go back to school

I feel like Kenny would visit you the most like maybe just goes there to talk, comfort you etc probably even come in as Mysterion if your ever upset about being sick and he feels like Kenny comforting you isn’t enough he comes in as Mysterion-not knowing you like him either way!

Stan would honestly panic thinking your dying with how much times your there so it’d make him kinda awkward around you it’s not you though-it’s just him being paranoid of losing a friend-like how he reacted whenever Kyle was in the hospital which was a lot-

Kenny:😐

Although after having a talk with his mother she tells him that your not dying-(thankfully) and practically never stops apologising for avoiding you and stuff-

Sometimes whenever your better they act like you just ended world war-

“There it is there it is, look guys! Look who’s finally better”

“Shut up fatass! Seriously though we’re happy your okay-“

“For now-“

I feel like they’d just try there best to be there for you even if it’s seemed as “weird” having a friend who’s usually in the hospital they don’t mind!

Sometimes when they can’t visit you when your in the hospital they FaceTime you when there doing one of there weird adventures so it’s basically like your there-

Sometimes Cartman might rip on you for always being sick but don’t worry he still cares in one way or another i mean look at his reaction when Kenny literally died in “Kenny dies” i feel like he somewhat cared-

Cartman would lowkey attempt to profit off you being sick kinda how he did with Kenny but if he saw you genuinely hurt over it he’d stop immediately he would low-key feel bad and he’d hate it cause he’d have a strong urge to apologise even though he wouldn’t wanna-

He’d end up giving you something as a way to apologise though-

If anyone else tried to bring up in a bad way how your always in the hospital cause kids are kids they’d be on there way to defend you immediately-

“Hey shut the fuck up!”

“Don’t you dare say stuff like that about them!”

“Yeah only we can rip on them for that”

“Yeah!”

And i mean it’s true only really them can rip on you for it-

Overall i feel like maybe sometimes they’d be insensitive (i mean they are kids) but they’d truly care about you no matter how much times it might seem like they don’t-

Sorry if it’s short i didn’t really have much ideas for this 🙃 comment if you want other headcannon stuff like this! Anyways make sure to drink some water and love y’all-

[soft-mafia]

Dirty magician

Contains: fem y/n, oc insert, nsfw, rough sex, manhandling, dry humping

I wish I got a chance to do kinktober but it’s already nearing the end of October so I’m a bit too late😭I’m so sorry my life has been incredibly hectic and I’ve been so busy with literally everything I haven’t found the time to actually write something I’m so sorry, hopefully I’ll be more free by the time winter rolls around😢😢 in the meantime take this as an apology for my absence.

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“I’m going to fucking ruin you.” Was the words he growled into her ear the first time he had taken her in his bed.

The man would always be rough, ravaging her in tight, contorting positions— bending her body for his own pleasure. Whether he would hold her legs up under his elbows and fuck her up and down on his lap, or if he would bend her legs back until her knees were pressed against the sides of her head so he could properly plow her. And his favorite; fucking Y/n while she’s face down, grabbing her ankle while he held her foot above her head, his knee pressed down on the thigh of her other leg, keeping her wide open for him to fuck.

However, right now he didn’t have much time to remove his clothes; rather he was too impatient too. His lust called for him, the one thing he wanted most was his body on Y/n’s, for his hands to grab and squeeze her tightly without stopping. Dry humping seemed to be the most convenient thing for him, it would serve to get him off either way.

Just seeing Y/n’s naked body was enough to drive him insane.

His hands, large and rough with veins that traveled up his arm and flexed at the back of his palm while strong fingers pressed themselves into her skin. The magician’s hands dragged down her body, grabbing and squeezing any part he could get his hands on no matter how sensitive the area was. Hisoka nursed on her neck, suckling on it and peppering sloppy rough kisses all over her lower jaw and shoulder; his lips smacked as if he was enjoying a nice meal.

Y/n held onto his free hand, the hand that was keeping himself balanced by being placed down firmly on the mattress right beside of her head with his other was busy exploring her body while he dry humped her; his cloth on her bare naked cunt.

There were moments where they’d share tension with a single glance, no matter the distance whenever they locked eyes or caught a glance of the other; the insatiable lust boiled within Hisoka, and the desire to be noticed and doted upon washed over Y/n.

Whenever she saw him all she could think about was his touch; the memories of his hands on her, cock buried deep inside of her and the moments they would share after. Hisoka would lay her on his chest, she could get to see his bare skin, subtle scars while he rubbed her back with the tips of his nails. The thoughts that can’t be forgotten even if either of them tried to forget. Hisoka was lustful, but tender and sweet when needed. He was an odd man, but that only piqued Y/n’s curiosity further, gravitating her closer to him rather than away like how everybody else was.

He was fun, and interesting to be around. He was intelligent, charismatic, strong, handsome, but for the most part he was quiet and stoic— he preferred to keep to himself unless spoken to directly. Around her Hisoka became a bit possessive, sometimes he wouldn’t acknowledge her at all but other times he would come up to her, just to press his body against hers, standing as close as possible; or he would put a hand on her back and usher her away from any other people so he could be alone with her.

Hisoka was alone with her right now, he had taken her back to his place because he just couldn’t keep himself contained any longer— he has nothing better to do and Y/n just happened to be in his frame of view almost coincidentally. Now he was above her, his bare, sweaty chest against her sweaty back as he grunted like an animal snapping his hips back and forth with the bed creaking under them. Hisoka’s boner was bulging through the fabric of his trousers, each time he would thrust forward his clothes cock would make contact with her wet, swollen pussy(still red and puffy from the last time he had sex with her).

“Nnhhhh..!!” Y/n whimpered, looking at Hisoka over her shoulder with watery bedroom eyes. Her back arched to where her butt was perked up, giving his cock a good angle to thrust into, “Ah-aaaahhhh..!!”

Hisoka pressed his lips to the side of her head, letting out a gruff moan as he kissed her, a droplet of his drool rolled down her face, “Mm.. My naked slut.” He grunted, his fingers moved down, digging into her hips as her legs squirmed helplessly under him. Hisoka was no doubt a very selfish man, Y/n shouldn’t have entertained him for so long let alone sleep with him; the only pleasure Hisoka had known was the high he got from battle, but now he knew the orgasmic bliss of sex and now he was using her body up whenever he pleased; another high he was desperate to chase.

He scooted forward, pressing their bodies closer together with his pelvis pressed more tighter onto her ass, grinding and snapping to create more friction for himself; more deep, grumbled noises escaped his thin lips. “Keep still, good girl.” He hissed, “Breathe through it like a well trained slut.” His abdomen clenched, he was going to cum soon. Hisoka’s hand clamped down on Y/n’s hip and held her firmly to his crotch as he ground harder onto her, his grunts grew louder.

Y/n had came, squirming under him, panting and whimpering in a sweaty, sticky mess. The bed creaked under them, louder than the thumping caused by the headboard hitting the wall. Hisoka’s head leaned up, his eyes screwed shut and his teeth grit before letting out a strangled noise, then a soft gasp as he came into his pants, “Shit..” he whispered between his teeth; his grip let up on Y/n, his hand slid up her waist and held her under her breast. They both panted heavily, the magician laid on top of her.

“Dammit.. I’ve sullied my white pants.” He cursed, muttering with his lips against the back of Y/n’s neck. “You’re the one who didn’t take them off.” She pouted at him, tired and pulling one of his comfy pillows close to rest her head on. “Mmm, that’s why I tell you not to strip before me. Because you know I can’t control myself.” He replied, hand moving up and down her body, rubbing her in a vertical motion.

“How is that my problem? You have a self control issue.” The girl swiveled around, sitting up on her elbows now with Hisoka still laid over top of her. His hands were on her back as he looked up at her from his position, “I have urges, dear, you know that better than anyone.” He kissed the spot between her boobs before laying his head on her chest.

“Whatever..” Y/n groaned tiredly and laid flat on the bed, holding Hisoka’s head close to her. “I want to do something with you tomorrow, I have a mission.” Hisoka mumbled, “Just stay the night, get some rest baby.” His use of pet names made her heart thump in her chest. After giving a little eyes-closed nod, Y/n’s head rolled to the side, both falling asleep with each other in arms.

It’s not clear if what Hisoka was feeling was truly love, perhaps he was only indulging in his feelings for Y/n because it got him sex, which would be normal for his selfish behavior. A glimmer of an emotion was there, because he knew he felt something. That small boost of serotonin whenever he would notice her from afar, or when she would give him a brief hug if she ran into him. He wasn’t about to figure out, as long as he kept Y/n around, he would be satisfied.

[starsofmilos]

You Remember? (Adrian Chase x reader) Pt 2 for Forget Me Not

Hi everyone here is the awaited part two!! I hope y’all like it and would you guys be interested in a masterlist being made?

Request: I’m crying I need a Forget Me Not part 2 so bad I can’t see Adrian hurtin like this 😭

Part One: Forget Me Not 

Warnings: mentions of past torture, slight sexual themes, mild angst, cursing, creepy date

Dreams are funny things. They can be past memories or just odd in general. You use to think it didn’t really matter.

Never before would you have questioned the dreams you’ve had until recently. Because they were no longer soothing dreams but nightmares. 

You had no idea the scenes you were seeing every night were from the time you were tortured.

It had been two months since you had left the hospital and your memories still had not come back, so these nightmares haunted you. They had been persistent even while you were in the hospital.

It was three men digging into your skin but right before you’d die the doors would burst open and a man in a teal and white, black suit would walk in.

You had no idea who he was, but your body reacted to him in a way you weren’t expecting. When you saw him you felt safe. It didn’t make any sense to you and you felt like you were going insane. 

Which leads you to your current situation. You gasped awake in bed feeling a thin layer of sweat covering your body. 

“Adrian-” You called out reaching over before stopping yourself.

Why did you just say his name? The only conversation you’ve had with the man is at the hospital.

That was the last conversation you actually ever had with him to your knowledge.

You weren’t the only one struggling. Adrian spent most of his nights on patrol nowadays.

He didn’t want to risk himself running to you. He missed you more than words can say.

Some of your old stuff stayed at his apartment and he’d grow angry anytime anyone but him touched the items.

Chris and him still hung out often, but he’d leave whenever he tried to mention you. Adrian couldn’t bare the thought of you. It hurt him too much. 

You both were miserable without the other. He was the only one to seem to be able to help you, and you were the only thing that can make him feel whole.

A part of him was gone.

With you he actually started to feel things again. Don’t get him wrong, he spent any moment he could to check on you. It just hurt. It’s like he wanted himself to feel pain.

The guilt that all that has happened was his fault and it wasn’t fair that you were the injured person. You suffered because of him and he wanted- no he needed to remember that every time he wanted to just go running back to you. It killed him to see the scar on your shoulder. 

Seeing the time, you sighed it was only two o’clock in the morning. Fiddling with your phone, your thumb hovered above Adrian’s number.

It confused you why he was labeled as Adrian with a mermaid emoji. Maybe it use to be some type of secret between you both.

You remembered how he had said you both couldn’t be friends anymore. Every time you would reach out to the other members of the team about him, they were quick to shut down your questions.

Because of your recent nightmares though, a part of you couldn’t help but wish you could remember your past. 

“Fuck it.” You muttered out hitting his contact name.

Adrian sighed staring up at the ceiling wincing as he felt the cut on his arm throb. He had just gotten back from patrol and climbed into bed sighing heavily.

His pillow was starting to lose your smell. It was the last bit he had of you. He closed his eyes wanting to let sleep consume him when his phone rang.

Thinking it was Chris, he answered it without looking. “Dude it’s two in the morning what’s up?” 

“Adrian?..” His breath hitched hearing your voice. He sat up instantly picking up on the slight nervousness in your voice.

The last time he got a phone call with you sounding like that..you got taken. “Y/N? Are you okay?” 

“Yeah..I’m fine. Sorry this was dumb.” 

“No no..you don’t sound so good you sure your okay?” You chuckled a bit. 

“Yeah I’m fine. I just had a some things on my mind and I don’t know why, but something told me to call you. You said we used to be best friends so maybe you could help? It sounds silly now that I say it out loud. I know you said we couldn’t be friends anymore and it’s so weird that I’m calling now but...I feel off Adrian and I don’t like who I’ve become.” 

Adrian’s breath hitched hearing your words. “I needed to ask you something and I just really need an answer I think my question though for you is...was I good a person?” 

“What?” 

“You said I was taken and some things happened to me and lately I’ve been having nightmares and I think it’s from when I was taken and I just wanna know-” You stopped hearing your voice crack. 

“Was I taken because I was a bad person? Or did they do it to hurt someone close to me?...I just- Adrian I really need to know.” 

“Y/N I-” 

“I need you t-t-to tell me I-I’m a good person and that I was a good person..I know in the past I was a bit selfish and self destructive and maybe I’m just fucking up everything more now with this phone call, but underneath all that deep down I think I was a good person..I don’t know I’m not good at all this and I really want to try to remember because I feel so lost, so I need you to tell me that I was a good person. Adrian...Please.”

Adrian stood quiet feeling tears fall down his face. 

“Y/N...you’re a good person.” You hiccuped a bit hearing him. 

“You were always a good person. You’re the least self fish person I know. You give and you give so much in everything you do and or did. You’re a good person Y/N...and they took you because someone made a mistake and they found you.” 

You sighed hearing Adrian. “Do you promise? You’re not just lying to me because I was a complete bitch before right?”

He laughed a bit shaking his head even though you couldn’t see him. “I promise Y/N...” 

“Thanks...Adrian this gonna sound stupid..even more stupid than the reason I called you. Can you stay on the phone with me while I sleep? I know you said you didn’t wanna be friends anymore and you can hang up if you wake up first, but I’d really appreciate it.”

Adrian felt a few tears fall down his face wanting to hold in his sobs.

“Yeah we can..” He didn’t sleep at all that night. Adrian stood awake hearing your soft snores. His heart swelled at the thought that even though you didn’t remember him.

You still called him. You could’ve called anyone, but your mind went straight to him.

The next morning you woke up seeing the line still on. “Adrian?..” You whispered out smiling as you heard a small snore.

He had just fallen asleep right as you were waking up. 

You hung up not wanting to bother him more than you already had. Sighing, you got up heading off to work.

Your coworkers and you were not on the best of terms, but you were just there to pay for medical school.

Your goal was to be a doctor to help everyone and anyone. Something was telling you that you had more to that dream, but you didn’t know what it was.

You sighed sorting through the books before hearing someone walk towards you. 

“Hey Y/N.” You raised your eyebrow seeing one of your co workers, his name was Adam. 

“What’s up Adam?” 

“I was gonna say you look great today.” You nodded in confusion. 

“Thanks?..” 

“I was wondering if you’re doing anything after work?” 

“Wait are you asking me out?” Adam grew flustered waving his hands. 

“No- Well yes- Honestly it depends on your answer.” You smiled at him. 

“If it’s a date umm lemme think about it.” He nodded. 

“Okay I have this great plan if you change your mind, there’s this abandoned warehouse out of town and I know you love ghosts stories-” 

“Okay let me think about it.” 

You grew a bit nervous hearing his plan. Adam wasn’t someone you talked to often and going to an abandoned warehouse didn’t seem like the smartest idea, but then you remembered how your nightmare seemed to take place in a warehouse...

“Actually Adam!” He turned around hearing you call out for him. 

“I’ll go.” He smiled widely. 

“Thanks Y/N!” You nodded pulling out your phone to call Emilia. You walked outside for some privacy. 

“Hello.” 

“Harcourt! It’s me Y/N?” 

“Y/N?” Adrian perked up in his seat hearing your name come from Emilia’s mouth. 

“Um can we talk?” She nodded before responding. 

“Yeah sure.” She walked into another room telling John to continue the powerpoint to go over the next mission. 

“What’s up?” She closed the door softly making sure no one could listen in. Emilia already knew Adrian was gonna bombard her with questions after this. 

“Uh so sorry to bother I know your probably busy, but you seemed like the best person to call-” 

“You’re alright. Are you okay?” 

“Yeah I’m great..I actually have a date later, but that’s not why I’m calling. Harcourt you’re the only one that I can tell has tried to be the most honest with me since I woke up. Everyone else has kinda avoided my questions and or me. You don’t, so I felt like you were the best person to ask.”

She grew a bit nervous hearing how jittery you sounded. “Y/N it’s okay. You can ask me,”

“When I was taken, where was I found?” Her breath hitched a bit. 

“Um...can I ask why you wanna know?” 

“I’m just curious. Please Harcourt.” She sighed. 

“You were found at an abandoned warehouse. It took us three days to track you down, but when we did you weren’t in good shape.” You nodded. 

“Right...like I thought...” 

“What was that?” 

“Nothing I gotta go now...Emilia..thank you.” You smiled hanging up not giving her a chance to respond.

She scoffed a bit before smiling. You were starting to remember. She walked back into the room with everyone else seeing Adrian’s head snap to her. 

“Is she okay? Is she in trouble? Does she need us?-” 

“Vigilante. Calm down she’s fine, she just wanted to catch up apparently I’m the only one who seems to wanna talk to her.”

Emilia glared at everyone as they looked down in shame. “I feel bad talking to her because she always asks me stuff about the past.”

John tried to defend himself. Adebayo nodded in agreement. 

“I seem to remember someone telling us we couldn’t say anything to her either.” Adebayo chimed in as they all sent a small glare to Adrian.

“I never said to stop being her friend.” 

“Well you also said not to mention the past or you to her and all she ever really asks us about is you.” Chris sent him a small look.

Adrian perked up hearing him. “Wait she asks about me?” 

“Duh you idiot.” Adebayo rolled her eyes as Emilia sighed. 

“Anyways she’s doing fine just has a date tonight.” She wanted to see how Adrian would react. 

“Wait date? With who? And where?” 

“I thought you didn’t wanna know.” Emilia smirked at him. He stuttered over his words before sighing. 

“So did she tell you?” Emilia shook her head. 

“No she didn’t.” Adrian sighed worriedly. Who was this guy? Are you safe?

You walked back home humming along. 

“What should I wear tonight? I can’t even remember the last time I went on a date...Well I don’t remember a good part of my life anyways...”

You laughed to yourself unlocking your door not knowing that Adrian was currently inside trying to find information on the guy you were going out with.

You locked up going straight to your room to rest for a bit before showering and getting dressed. 

“Shit.” He muttered to himself hiding under your bed. You sighed in relief walking in and taking your bra off throwing to the ground.

Adrian’s breath hitched seeing your bra land in front of him. You hummed a soft tune unzipping your skirt dropping it as well before tossing yourself in your bed.

He was in his Vigilante suit so if you saw him you wouldn’t know it was him, but it would still be hard to defend himself.

You reached down to plug your phone in groaning as you kept missing. Adrian reached his hand out secretly guiding you. 

Internally he was panicking that you would look under your bed. He was currently going through all his options to get out of here when you got a phone call. 

“Oh hey Adam..” So that’s what his name was Adam...It suddenly came to him, you had a coworker named Adam.

He used to always make you uncomfortable from what you told Adrian. Why would you date him?

Wait you didn’t remember how he made you uncomfortable. Adrian clenched his fist angrily. He was using your amnesia to his advantage. 

“Yeah I’ll be ready by eight..Okay see you then.” Oh he planned on killing him.

You sighed getting up to go to your closet. “No dresses...jeans and a sweatshirt will be fine.”

Adrian took a peak before feeling his breath hitch seeing you grab an old sweatshirt that belonged to him. You still had his clothing. 

He crawled out carefully once he heard the water turn on and the door close.

It was Adam your old coworker he was asking you out. Adrian took a deep breath feeling anger course through his veins.

He took off after wanting to make sure he can pay Adam a visit later. 

Adam picked you up at 7:50. You smiled getting into his car neither of you knowing how Adrian had been in his car planning on tailing you both.

It was just for your protection. He wasn’t jealous. Not at all. 

“You look really nice.” 

“Thanks Adam.” You smiled at him before tensing up as he rested his hand on your thigh starting to drive. You felt odd. 

“Do you mind not resting your hand on my thigh?” 

“Oh sorry.” He immediately moved both hands on the wheel.

You reminded yourself that you were just going to see the warehouse. 

“Fuck.”  Adrian cursed. He had gotten a phone call so he pulled over to answer and in the process lost track of Adam and you. 

Your breath hitched when the warehouse came into view. “We’re here.” Adam cheered out putting the car to park.

You got out hesitantly feeling goosebumps rise on your skin. It looked exactly like the place in your nightmares. Adam handed you a flashlight walking inside with you. 

Shaking as you slowly walked inside you noticed dry blood on the floor. “Woah..” Adam released a shaky breath standing next to you. 

“Real Spooky stuff huh Y/N?” You nodded at his words giving him a tight smile. 

“She’ll give us Vigilante eventually.” You hung from the ceiling barely conscious hearing them. 

“You might as well kill me fuckers..” You panted out weakly as they began to laugh grabbing the crowbar from the table. 

“You’ll speak eventually.”

You felt a lump grow in your throat. A past memory played in your head. They did take you because they were trying to get to you. 

“Hey are you okay?” Adam grabbed your shoulder.

You nodded quickly awkwardly removing his hand off of you. 

“Let’s look around.”

You cried feeling your ribs throb as they took turns beating you repeatedly punching you. It took everything in your power not to yell out for Adrian. “Who is vigilante?” You sobbed out as they pulled your hair. 

“Suck a dick.” You bit out spitting on the man’s face. He nodded before turning to his friends. 

“Get the knives we’ll break her one way or another.”

You were protecting Adrian. Adrian is Vigilante. You were protecting him because he was your best friend.

”Maybe we should get out of here-” 

“No I’m okay sorry Adam..Tell me about yourself” You hoped to change the subject flashing him a smile.

Tuning him out as he spoke, you both moved forward. Your breath hitched seeing a closed door. 

“Wanna check it out?” Adam sounded excited as you began to feel anxious.

Nodding you walked in seeing an old table on the side. 

“Woah..” Adam whispered out in shock seeing a hug puddle of old blood stained on the floor.

You gasped looking up seeing a chain hanging from the ceiling. It’s where you were hung up from. Tears began to fall from your eyes. 

“You hung from the ceiling bleeding onto the floor. They kept coming inside asking about Adrian.

You wouldn’t tell them. You flinched hearing one of them walk in laughing seeing your beaten form shake.

“You ready to speak up now.” You whimpered as he grabbed a knife off the table where they kept all the things they’d been torturing you with. Soon after that’s when Adrian bursted in shooting the men who hurt you.”

Adam began to compliment you as it all finally hit you. Everything hit you and I mean everything.

Every kiss, every hug, every morning cuddle session, all the times you and Adrian had sex, all the laughter...

You missed the laughter. He was the only one to make you laugh hard enough that you fell over.

His jokes were bad but they meant the absolute world to you. The love you felt for him. The love you still had for him. Your memories were back.

“Wanna get out of here now? You seem scared..” You turned towards Adam feeling your lip wobble. 

“I have to go.” You muttered out handing him the flashlight walking out. 

“Oh...are you okay?” You nodded wiping your eyes. Adrian lied to you. He didn’t want you to remember him. Adam grabbed your arm stopping you from walking out. 

“Don’t touch me.” You bit out angrily as he scoffed. 

“Are you serious? You’re gonna lead me on like that?” 

You stopped walking turning towards him. 

“Are you serious? You’re gonna pull that shit on me when you used the fact that I forgot my memories as a chance for me to date you.”

Adam stood silent looking at you in shock. 

“Yeah they just came back to me motherfucker. I remember everything that includes the time I caught you trying to graze my fucking chest. You pervert.” 

He nodded. “I figured this was my best chance-” 

“Don’t try to make an excuse. I’m done here.” Adam grabbed your arm again trying to stop you. 

“Please I’m sorry-” 

“Let me go!” You struggled in his hold as his grip tightened. 

“Y/N I really really like you-” 

“I don’t fucking care.” You stomped on his foot taking the opportunity to run away the second he loosened his grip. 

You began to sob on your walk home pulling your phone out. There was only one person who could make you feel better right now. 

“Adrian?..” You hiccuped out the second he answered. 

“Y/N?! Are you okay?!” You shook your head before realizing he couldn’t see you. 

“No..can you come get me?..” 

“Of course where are you?” Adrian got off Chris’s couch grabbing his gun in case he needed to shoot someone. 

“I don’t know..I’ll send you my location.” 

“Okay stay on the line for me okay?” 

“Okay...” You whimpered out before feeling your legs go weak. It was becoming too much for you. 

“What happened? Talk to me please.” 

“Date gone wrong and I-” You took a huge inhale feeling your chest begin to tighten.

“Did he hurt you? I swear to god I’ll fucking kill him.” Adrian smacked his hand on the steering wheel angrily.

You sobbed a bit hearing Adrian pant heavily trying to follow his GPS. “I’m so so sorry Adrian. I’m sorry!” You cried out falling on the ground. 

“No it’s okay baby..I’m on my way.” You nodded feeling yourself melt at his words. 

“I’m sorry Adrian..” 

“Don’t apologize I’ll be there soon..did he hurt you though?’

“No he was creepy though when I tried to leave he gripped my arm tightly.” Adrian gripped the wheel tightly. He felt pure rage. 

“I’m close.” He bit out trying to stay calm for when he sees you.

Adam wasn’t gonna get away with that though. He’d make sure of it. 

You stood up shakily seeing his headlights. Hanging up, you smiled a bit seeing Adrian run out of his car to you. 

“Hey..Hey..” You fell into his chest crying on him. 

“I’m here now..it’s okay..” You nodded into his chest hugging him. Adrian wrapped his arms around you letting you cry on shirt. 

“I’m sorry..” 

“Don’t apologize..” 

You both stood quietly for a small moment taking each other in. 

“You ready to go?” You nodded letting him guide you to his car. He helped you in flashing you a reassuring smile as he buckled you in. 

“Don’t take me home please..” You whispered to him grabbing his hand once he got in the car. He nodded. 

“Do you mind going to my place? I know you’ve never been-” 

“Yeah that’s fine.” You gripped his hand looking out the window. Adrian gripped your hand back just as tightly not wanting to let you go for a second.

He wanted to make you laugh. He wanted you to be okay so he did the best thing he knew how to do.

“Hey Y/N..” You hummed fiddling with his fingers. “Why did the orange lose the race?”

You tilted your head a bit. “What-” 

“It ran out of juice.” It stood quiet for a moment between you both before you snorted smiling a bit. 

“That was terrible..” You chuckled a bit as Adrian smiled. 

“Did you hear about the rumor about Butter? Don’t bother asking me about it if you don’t I’m not gonna go spreading it.” That got a full laugh out of you. 

“What the fuck Adrian-” 

“What state is known for its small drinks? Minnesota.“ You snorted laughing at his terrible joke. You smiled feeling your cheeks flush. 

“Thank you Adrian...” He chuckled a bit nodding. 

“Of course..” 

Once you got to his apartment, you looked around smiling. It still looked the same. “I know it’s not much-” 

“I love it.” Adrian felt his chest begin to bang as you stood looking around. It had been so long without you. 

“Adrian...” He shook it off humming at you. 

“I’m sorry-” 

“Stop apologizing. I am gonna find your date though-” 

“I’m sorry you felt the need to lie to me..” 

“What?” 

“Adam took me to an abandoned warehouse for a date..It’s the place you guys found me.” Adrian’s eyes widened at your words. 

“I remember everything..” You gave him a small teary smile. 

“I’m so sorry I ever forgot and that you lied to me to protect me...” Adrian felt his eyes water. 

“I-“

“Let me speak..I love you..I love you more than life itself Adrian Chase. I know you wanted nothing more than to protect me, but what happened to me was not your fault.” 

“They took you because of me-” 

“I know, but it could’ve been anyone on the team too.” 

“They took what was important to me! They took you! You have no idea the fear I felt when I saw you hanging there on the brink of death!!” 

“And you have no idea how much I wanted to protect you when I hung there. I knew the risks being with you and I was okay with it.. I love you-” 

“I can’t have you get hurt because of me again!” 

“You saved me!” 

“You wouldn’t have been there in the first place if it wasn’t for me. I can’t lose you..I lied because I can’t lose you I need you safe.”

You walked up to him dropping your bag, “Look at me.” 

“No-” Adrian tried to look away before feeling you grab his face. 

“No you look at me. I am not going anywhere..I am so sorry I forgot you, but now that I remember you I am not going anywhere. You saved me. You came for me like I knew you would.I can’t be without you Adrian..If you really don’t want me then I understand-” 

“Don’t even fucking say that. How could I not want you? I’ve wanted nothing more than to run to you every time I looked over in bed. I want you so fucking bad.”

You smiled as he grasped your hand. “You can have me...Please...don’t push me away again..”

Adrian felt weak as he looked down at you. “Please Adrian..I missed you so much..”

He nodded leaning down quickly kissing you deeply. 

“Fuck me I love you so much.” He whispered against your mouth before lifting you up. 

“I missed you so fucking much.”Adrian cried out kissing you again.

“I’m gonna kill Adam.” You laughed a bit as he began to kiss you everywhere. 

“I’m sorry I ever forgot you.” 

“I’m sorry i lied to you..I had everyone lie to you.” You nodded. 

“I’ll get mad at you for that later..” Adrian smiled widely. 

“Please don’t leave me..” You whispered out kissing him. 

“Never..I’ll never leave you again.” You both kissed once more not able to get enough of the other.

He took your sweater off stopping once he saw your arm. 

“He bruised you..” 

“It doesn’t matter-” 

“It does to me.” You cradled his face. 

“Kill him later, stay with me now.” 

“Fine.” Adrian groaned out carrying you away to his room. You laughed as he threw you on the bed. He smiled before reaching his hands down to your ribs. 

“Wait what are you doing- AHH!!” You screamed out as he began to tickle you. 

“Adrian!” 

You remembered him and Adrian made a silent promise he wouldn’t ever let you forget him again as you laughed in his arms. 

[fireflykaizoku]

Ace x Reader | Young Love

i'm sorry it's so long, but i wanted this to be an one shot 😭

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You were back from a mission, greeting the crew and your father, Edward Newgate. You were updating them about what happened, the places you visited and people you met, when you noticed a raven haired boy, around your age, wearing a yellow blouse, shorts and a hat. Looking closely, you noticed he was Fire Fist Ace. His wanted posters were everywhere, and some said he was offered a position as a shichibukai, which he declined. Your father talked about him once after seeing the young man on the newspaper.

Thatch explained everything. Him wanting to defeat your father even though he wasn’t strong enough for that yet, and how he kept trying to kill Whitebeard ever since he arrived. Everyone was expecting Ace to just give up and behave since he was already part of the crew. Even before he agreed, Newgate already considered him one of his sons.

He was powerful, but not as powerful as your dad. But he kept trying anyway. So you became responsible for cleaning his wounds and bringing him back to the ship whenever your dad threw him into the ocean. Since he was an Akuma No Mi user and couldn’t swim, you had to go save him. It didn’t happen only once or twice. Everyone actually lost the count.

ꟷ I admire your persistence, though. ꟷ you laughed, throwing him a towel to dry himself. ꟷ Why do you want to kill my dad anyways?

ꟷ Because I want the world to know how powerful and strong I really am, and for that I need to defeat the most powerful man alive, Whitebeard. ꟷ he said, still feeling confident, even though he was wrapped around some bandages, and was weak due the seawater.

ꟷ Well, good luck with that. ꟷ you checked his wounds to make sure none were infected. ꟷ But you won’t be able to keep doing that forever.

You left the room, leaving the man alone. He was grumpy ever since he arrived on the Moby Dick, so a time away from the crew would be good so he could think.

Later that day, Marco approached Ace, giving a bowl with his lunch.

ꟷ Hey… ꟷ he said, not making eye contact, but getting the blonde’s attention. ꟷ Why does everyone here call him “pops”?

Marco smiled.

ꟷ Because he calls us sons. We have nowhere to go, no family, and everyone hates us, so it’s nice. ꟷ he paused. ꟷ I know it’s just a word, but it makes us happy.

Ace didn’t reply, turning his head to look somewhere else.

ꟷ You’ll need to decide. ꟷ Marco continued. ꟷ You can either get off this ship, or stay and wear the mark of Whitebeard on your back.

A few days after the conversation, you noticed how the new guy changed his behavior. He wasn’t trying to attack your father anymore. Apparently, he really decided to be part of the crew, and to celebrate everyone decided to throw a party. It was actually just an excuse to have a feast, music and lots of beer.

ꟷ Hey. ꟷ you approached Ace, handling him a glass of beer, while drinking yours. ꟷ Welcome to our crew, officially I mean.

ꟷ Thank you. ꟷ he smiled. It was actually the first time you saw his smile, and damn, it was beautiful. ꟷ I guess I never got to know your name.

ꟷ I’m (Y/N). We didn’t talk much, even though I spent much time with you, patching you up and dragging you out of the ocean.

ꟷ And thank you for that too. That was very nice of you.

ꟷ Nah, it’s almost my job here. I help taking care of the ones who are injured or sick. But you were my most stubborn patient ever.

The night was pleasant, you two spent the whole night away from the others just talking and looking at the ocean.

You had the chance to know about Ace’s past, about his brothers and his goals. The way his eyes started shining when he talked about his goals, how he wanted to be free, explore the world, and be the Pirate King.

The morning after, you saved a seat next to you for Ace, not just for that breakfast, but for every meal now. You two became close, drinking together, spending nights talking, and every time the ship stopped at a new island, you both used to go explore and have lunch together.

It was late at night and you were already asleep next to your dad. He was caring and overprotective at times, but he also understood you were old enough go on missions alone if you wanted to, as long they weren’t too dangerous, and live your own life when you wanted to. As long as you’re happy, he was happy too.

Some members of the crew were also asleep, or were passed out drunk somewhere on the ship.

Ace approached Thatch in the kitchen.

ꟷ Hey, can you tell more about (Y/N)? We spend much time together, but I don’t know her well enough. She’s so nice, I wish I could know her better. ꟷ he whispered, looking over his shoulder to be sure no one could hear, especially you.

ꟷ She is nice, yes. ꟷ he laughed. ꟷ But are you sure you want to take this risk? Do you really want to mess with Whitebeard’s daughter?

ꟷ Daughter? ꟷ the freckled boy gasped. ꟷ She’s his daughter?

ꟷ How did you not notice? She calls him dad all the time, and he even pats her head whenever they’re near each other! Are you that oblivious?

ꟷ You all call him pops or something, I thought it was just something like that. And I thought he was nicer and protective since she’s surrounded by man. ꟷ he stopped and started thinking. ꟷ Oh, now it makes sense why she’s the only girl on the ship.

ꟷ Well, it was just an advice. Pops is nice, but be careful, I don’t know what he would do if someone did any harm to his little girl. But if you want to know her better, I can tell you some stuff I know…

The months passed quickly, and eventually Ace became the Second Division commander. He deserved it. After all, he was strong and put effort in whatever he did. No wonder why the government wanted his head.

Soon enough your father found a way to send both of you to missions together very often. Maybe he knew something was going on, or just because you two worked well together. Anyway, it was a proof that Newgate trusted Fire Fist enough to take care of you. That could be a good sign.

In fact, the first kiss happened during a mission.

It was night, the sky was full of stars, the breeze was nice and the sound of the waves was soothing. Your eyes were closed, just enjoying the weather, when you felt someone sit next to you, and placing his hat on your head. You used to “steal” it from him all the time, which resulted on Ace chasing you around the ship, even though he found you even more beautiful when you were wearing it.

You rested your head on his shoulder, feeling the pleasant sensation of his warm skin. It just happened, naturally like that. He gently held your chin to look at you in the eyes, his face was mere inches from yours, and after taking all his courage, he stole a kiss. It was a chaste and soft kiss, and the moment was so pure.

From that moment on, the mission started to feel like a romantic trip sometimes, and wasn’t long until both of you decided to actually call whatever you had a “relationship”. He was respectful, kind, and protective. Even though he knew you were strong and capable of taking care of yourself, he never left you alone, especially during fights or at a bar. He used to steal a flower and give it to you, and always held your hand while walking.

After months, the mission had ended, and it has been a few days since you came back to the ship. Now both you and your new boyfriend were worried. Not worried about you, but worried about him.

Your father loved you more than everything, so you would be fine. But what about Ace? Is he going to throw him at the ocean again or kick him out of the crew? Or maybe not, he wouldn’t find someone so reliable to be his second commander.

Well, you couldn’t hide it forever.

ꟷ Are you going to tell about us to your dad? ꟷ Ace whispered, sitting on your bed while you get your stuff to have a shower. ꟷ Every time I look at him, I feel like he knows.

ꟷ We. ꟷ you said. ꟷ We are going to tell him. Don’t worry, he doesn’t know yet. You’re just being paranoid. Or maybe because you accidentally left a goddamn hickey on my neck and it’s hard to hide it!

ꟷ I’m sorry, I forgot about it. I got too excited because I was finally kissing you. ꟷ he pouted and gave his puppy eyes.

Before you could grab your towel and head to the showers, Marco knocked on your door, opening before you could answer. He wasn’t surprised when he saw Ace with you, maybe he already knew this was going to happen.

In fact, the half of the crew felt the tension between both of you. It was that obvious.

ꟷ Pops wants to talk to you two yoi.

ꟷ Is it because of the mission? ꟷ you asked. ꟷ But everything went according to the plan, right?

ꟷ I doubt it’s about the mission. ꟷ he giggled and left, closing the door behind him. You didn’t need to wonder what he meant with that, you already knew. Whitebeard knew about their relationship for sure.

You headed to where your father was sitting. Fire Fist Ace, the man with the bounty of 550 million berries was hiding behind you, and he was so nervous the only reason why his hands weren’t cold was because of his devil fruit.

ꟷ Hi, dad! ꟷ you smiled, making him smile as well. ꟷ Marco said you wanted to talk to us?

ꟷ Yes, my princess, I do. ꟷ he looked at the scared man behind you. ꟷ Ace, son, why are you hiding behind my daughter?

ꟷ Sorry, pops. ꟷ he instantly stood next to you, taking a deep breath.

ꟷ (Y/N), you more than everyone should know that I’m very aware of things that happen on my ship, right? ꟷ he started. You gulped and nodded. ꟷ And if something goes unnoticed, my sons tell me. I’m not talking only about things related to piracy, but about personal matters as well.

You knew the rant would be long. But so far, he didn’t seem mad or even displeased, so that was a relief. But the raven haired boy was almost shaking.

ꟷ So, I’ll ask: am I just hearing false rumors or is there anything you two might want to share with me? ꟷ he asked.

You thought for a while, wondering how to break the news. A part of you just didn’t understand why you were making a big deal out of it, maybe it was because you never introduced a boyfriend to your dad before, and never even showed interest in any boy. So obviously, you’ve never touched this subject before. In the end, there was no way to guess how his reaction would be.

ꟷ Yes, we do. ꟷ you broke the silence. ꟷ During the trip, Ace and I got closer… Way closer. We realized we like each other so much and now we are together. It’s not that we were trying to keep a secret, we just were thinking of how to tell you since we came back.

Whitebeard turned to look at Ace, expecting the boy to say something as well. After all, you were the only one doing all the talking so far.

ꟷ I... I promise I would never hurt (Y/N). I like her very much, and I’ll treat her like she deserves to be treated. I won’t do any harm to your princess, Pops. ꟷ was all he could say, so quick that Newgate could barely understand, but you heard it perfectly, and blushed at his words.

ꟷ Son, I already trust you enough, you’re my second commander after all. But with my daughter, it’s different. I’d give my life for her. Can I trust you with my most important treasure?

ꟷ Yes, of course! I’ll protect her, love and take care of her.

When your father smiled, you already knew he approved this relationship.

And that night, the crew threw a party, not only to celebrate you coming back from the mission, but also to congratulate the new couple. After all, everything was a reason to celebrate on that ship.

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[incepstla]

hihi hope you don't mind this ask!! i just wanna know your thoughts on the latest chapter. i've seen quite a few people criticising levi :( (also thanks for the levi content hehe it's lovely)

Don’t be afraid to talk to me honestly 💕 (I’m nice people 😂😂 and I love answering asks 😌). Tbh same I’ve seen quite a few people on Twitter criticise Levi too and everyone is allowed to have an opinion. But I for one don’t agree with a lot of these takes. I’m actually happy we finally get to see his thoughts since Levi had been driven by action and he’s always known as getting straight to the point. But whenever I see his thoughts I swoon.

I think people are probably mad about 1) his fixation with the promise and 2) why didn’t he talk to Eren.

Honestly I think his fixation with the promise obviously in part is due to Erwin and to honour his dead comrades because of his disbelief at being the only veteran alive. But I always somewhat believed it’s a coping mechanism to distract himself from the shit show that is reality and the fact that I think he feels responsible for what’s happened with Eren. Eren who he viewed as hope and had the responsibility to guide. Eren who he viewed as a monster but it’s okay Levi viewed himself as a monster too and saw himself in Eren. But also Eren is useful if he’s on their side and lastly because he generally cared about Eren compared to his comrades. So in the end I can’t criticise him he’s human and not the emotionless robot people say he is 😅. That’s why I think he is at two minds about Eren (realising yes he needs to die we can’t avoid this any longer sadly but I’m also sad that I didn’t get to speak to him when I had the chance because I actually care about him and had high hopes for him). Because I honestly believe if Levi spoke to him it would have had a profound effect on Eren as he always took what Levi said to heart and always respects what he says (not to say it would’ve stopped Eren since Eren is a determined person in his ideals but maybe things would have been different). Kinda sad we won’t know what Levi wanted to say to him but that’s what au’s are for? Why didn’t he is the real question? I think it’s mostly out of avoidance and disbelief tbh.

And I just love the fact that despite people saying Levi doesn’t care about anything he still has Erwin, Hange, OG Levi squad always at the back of his mind (I miss them). Even with his fixation Levi has had humanity and its best interests on his mind I don’t want people to forget that and honestly can you be mad at Levi for hating Zeke? Look at all that guy has done to him and his comrades (if that happened to me I would never let it go). I’m also pretty worried about Levi though since it sounds like parting words? But let’s not think about that.

As a chapter as a whole I do feel some things are dragging out and still no Eren(??? He’s the main character HELPPP). But I generally loved the Levi focus (he’s been sidelined for so long :/) and I love Mikasa/Annie in this chapter too screaming about HOW POWERFUL THEY ARE? Also Pieck again just getting shit done?? I love her. And lastly, the Zeke and Armin interaction was so cute but please Zeke learn your brother’s friends names. 😭😭

Btw thank you for the sweet comment about my blog ilyyy 🥰💞

EDIT: sorry I noticed I couldn’t stop talking about Levi and just brushed the surface on the other characters. It’s probably cause Levi lives in my mind rent free. 😌💕