#sorry guys i need the exposure (i'm going to be killed)

[nomazee]

REQUESTS ARE OPEN

hi guys... the ao3 shutdown has made me think of a lot you know... about us... and how our relationship is going... and i miss you... i know we’ve been through some hard times but... i think it’s time to open my requests again... 

i only write gender neutral reader!

in ur request, give me a character or a few and a general concept, u can get creative or specific whateva! as long as you give me something to work with theres a chance i won't do your request—either because i dont have time to get to it or because i don't really have any inspiration to write it! if you wanna send in a new request with a diff prompt feel free to do so in that case! i literally do not mind if you spam my inbox with diff ideas lmao as long as ur not spamming for the same one over and over

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fandoms i will write for (anything with a star ☆ is what i am most enthusiastic/best writing for): 

BNHA (all of class 1A + shinsou + camie) 

☆ bungo stray dogs (all of the ADA + akutagawa, higuchi, gin, chuuya, poe, sigma, probably others just ask for whoever)

gokurakugai (alma, tao, yaya) 

demon slayer (everyone) 

one piece (only live action, strawhats)

☆ jjk (pretty much everyone EXCEPT mahito, sukuna)

things i WON’T do: 

FULL nsfw

pregnancy/established kids

dark content

major character death

cheating/infidelity

a/b/o

physical traits (ex: character with tall s/o, etc) 

i probably won't do things like "how would (character) react to s/o who is (x, y, z)" even if it's not physical traits

things i like doing (if you wanna slip me a little gift in ur request concept...): 

pining 

whump/sickfics

the “misunderstandings” trope

the “unestablished relationship but they are in love” trope 

quick concept fics/hcs (like "how they sleep with you" etc.)

OKAY!!! i know this was long winded and probably too detailed for my own good... but send a request... if you dare... love you all 

[unkat]

chilaios medical au idea i have been bouncing in my head (will not be written until after my current one is done)

i am thinking of a like firefighter/paramedic story for these guys. where laios is a new shift commander/chief at a small middle of nowhere station and chilchuck is a medic from a big city who keeps getting reassigned because he is trying to recruit for a union and the company is trying to make his job unworkable/find a reason to let him go.

laios was promoted because of his work ethic and ability to teach other people about the ins and outs of emergency medicine, not because he wanted to be in charge. he is too new and disinterested in the company politics to throw him under the bus for other people, and by the time someone explicitly says he needs to fire him, he has gotten attached.

"he's reliable, does good work, and catches things nobody else here would have. i know he cussed out the family trying to get into the rig, but he had already told them no and they should be grateful he saved their daughter instead of filing a complaint! even if i were to discipline, he deserves a verbal warning and not dismissal. You were not there, and i am his direct superior."

(wins the argument and walks away trying not to hyperventilate)

also falin is a surgeon and marcille is a research fellow who abandoned her big-city super-focused projects to come out into the country and work with subpar equipment and an incompetent assistant. im not thinking like full rural hospital here, but closeish to it. could be an academic satellite hospital and she switched from like gene therapy trials to studying exposures/population/histology stuff.

shifting the touden hyperfixation from monsters->medical fascination i think would still get across the same vibes. falin is very nice and pleasant but she treats everyone nicely and pleasantly without actually empathizing with them. shes one of those surgeons who went to shadow a heart transplant in college and cried because it was so beautiful and then got a bunch of scholarships plus student loans for med school.

laios hunts and has a big appreciation for the lives of things he kills and butchering/using everything he can. then it translates to him being fascinated by the human body as an object more than as a being that is different and special from other animals that he is a part of. he is a fantastic emergency responder because of this- people are a pile of flesh that is broken somewhere, and he wants to figure out why. (this is something that I'm like. not sure if it is okay for me to include because it can be squicky/triggering. but i feel like when I'm unsure if I'm going too far that is when i am reaching the line i want to?)

the touden siblings still go hiking and mudding and spend their time off in the woods (marcille wears white shorts and sandels on a hike leaving laios to be very explicit and offering clothes to chilchuck when he offers him to join. chilchuck borrows his shirt and it is way too big, but he keeps it for a while.)

chilchuck is extra divorced. he facetimes with the girls a couple of times a week and gets them on rotating holidays. sometimes ex-mrs. tims invites him over for dinner because she feels sorry for him and her new boyfriend is also there. it's awkward but they both know he's harmless, just annoying and closed off. he smokes but has tried to quit 7-8 times. started when he was an emt and couldn't shake it because it helped him destress. he only knows how to drive well enough to pass his vehicle license renewals and still doesn't know what the buttons in his car do. the ac has been "broken" for a week before a station mechanic pushes the button to turn it back on (they should put a subway around here, stupid cars).

laios respects his experience and history of being at a constantly busy station that saw a variety of crazy shit. chilchuck initially resents him for being so out of touch, but grows to respect his leadership abilities. laios also always follows up on cases at the hospital to figure out the outcome and reflect on best practices.

he is the first person to get chilchuck to actually debrief after a shitty call and chil cries and never wants to talk about it again. but its like a seal in a dam has been breached, and opens up when they are cuddling on the couch. they spend more time off shift with each other. chilchuck crashes on laios' couch and initially feels like he needs excuses to do it until laios says he really likes talking with him and having him there. he tells him about the company's EAP coverage and that he encourages everyone to take advantage of it.

in the end, they hit that threshold of basically living together, and one of them would need to change their station (superior/employee romance) after they go from making out off shift in secret to seriously considering having laios meet his daughters in person. (they already think they're married because laios is always there when they call now)

[lolokouhm]

FUSHIGOVER pt. IV [AFTER ALL]

1 / 2 / 3 / 4

just a small fluffy addition to the III <3

Megumi Fushiguro's hair was simply the best.

There'd always been something in the way it grew taller instead of getting longer, messier with every week he didn't visit a hairdresser. The way it moved every time he ran during our training sessions, soft but spikey. The way those black strands stuck to his forehead, wet and sticky from the drops of sweat forming on his pale skin.

That evening, his hair was freshly washed and dried. I could easily tell. Fushiguro was the type who would put on the sunscreen, enjoy the gossip without showing the undoubted interest in the subject and take pictures of especially pretty sunsets. He would then sit in his phone, changing the exposure and saturation, so it’d look even better. When the four of us would go shopping, he’d quietly follow us around, but he’d loudly voice his opinions on Nobara’s outfits - without any hesitation. He’d hesitate about mine though.

Well, my fashion sense was questionable. At least my taste in men wasn't.

"(Y/N), have you ever heard about Gashadokuro?"

"No", I replied, trying not to lose my focus. "Or...", I scratched my forehead. Gashadokuro... For some reason, the name didn't feel completely unfamiliar. "Wait. I have."

"You have?"

"Yeah. My grandma used to tell me that it would take me away if I kept stealing the candy from her cupboard. I even googled it once." Yup, I'd done that. When I was seven. An unforgettable experience. "Is it like... a theory or something that you're rather sure of?"

"It's just a hunch..." Megumi shook his head slowly. "But it would make sense. According to the mythology Gashadokuro is a youkai, but it might be something connected with the Ten Shadows. Still, it doesn't make a lot of sense. We went to Kioto to look for something that would help us, but we came back empty-handed." His hand finally got out of the shadow. "We'll keep on looking. This might..." There it was again. That look. "This might help us kill him."

We sat like that for a while, in complete silence. I wasn't really sure what to say - I had no idea which part of the story he'd just introduced me to was the most surprising. Maybe the simple fact that he'd actually said all of those things?

"Let's go back. It's your party." I finally managed to get my thoughts straight. "You need to have a drink. You deserve it the most."

Megumi sighed, but propped himself up.

"Yuuji's got some serious brain damage for organising that."

"I mean, technically, most of the us thought you'd end up to be the one with the biggest brain damage." Oh God, shut up, woman. "I'm sorry. It's not funny." I really was an idiot. Nervously, I checked on him to see how much ACTUAL DAMAGE the joke had made.

Megumi seemed unaffected by my words.

"I'd thought so too."

And just like that, that feeling was back. The uneasy one.

"Some guys thought you wouldn't come back." I really hoped those words would come out of my mouth and sound relatively okay, but in the end, they were nothing more but a mere whisper. I was a freaking masochist. I apparently loved to torture myself.

"And you?", he asked after a few seconds. "Did you think I wouldn't come back?"

I'd always found the silence between us soothing. I knew he didn't like talking too much, or rather, he had some trouble with expressing his thoughts. I wasn't like that, but it was different with Fushiguro. It was nice. It was calm.

"No", I answered with a complete certainty. "I knew you'd return."

After all, you're Megumi Fushiguro, aren't you?

[thatpodcastkid]

Magnus Archives Relisten 6, MAG 6 Squirm

Sorry this is late, but hey, Worm Sex Guy! You hate to see it.

Facts: Statement of Timothy Hodge, regarding his sexual encounter with Harriet Lee and her subsequent death. Statement given December 9, 2014.

Statement Notes: Really one of the most destroyed characters in the series. Man works from home, pretty isolated, gets a few days off. Decides to go to a club and hook up with a cute girl. Immediately contracts demon STD and has to burn his house down. Absolutely crushing loss for the weirdo community.

Substances are brought up again in this episode. Hodge states that he does drink and use drugs, but wasn't drunk that night. This was particularly note-worthy in this episode because, while Jon usually cites someone's substance use as a reason to dismiss their statement, he believes Hodge encountered one of Prentiss' victims even though he admits to drinking that night. This proves that Jon was just looking for excuses to dismiss statements, not actually doubting the existence of the supernatural.

"Writhe."

That verb, "writhe." That encompasses so much of the fear in this episode, so much of Jane Prentiss. That's what's always scared me about the worms: the way the crawl, and dig, and writhe. Jonny is such an incredible writer because he puts that image in your head well before you can even fathom Prentiss as a long-term threat. He makes you afraid before you know what to be afraid of.

Another motif that comes up in this episode is the sense of false security. When Lee enters Hodge's apartment, she calms down. Even though she doesn't have a real reason to, she thinks she's safer there. I think this is a really realistic element that Jonny Sims uses often. Real people know they're more likely to be killed by a friend than a stranger, that you're not safer just because the light's on, that the blanket doesn't do anything, but we let these things make us feel safe and secure anyway. It makes sense that a horror character would do the same thing.

Lee mentions that when she woke up after being "mugged" by Prentiss, there was no wound where she was "stabbed." Assuming this is where the worm pierced her, this means that they can burrow into people without scarring them. But they still scar Prentiss herself, as well as Tim and Jon. Is it because Prentiss has repeat exposure? Is it part of her identity as an Avatar? Were Jon and Tim scarred as a means to make them more afraid or just to cause them more pain? Was it because the worms were less developed? Could it have been part of the ritual?

Entity Alignment: Hmm. Hmm I wonder what entity this could be connected to. Such a difficult choice. Hmm.

In all seriousness, I love this episode as an introduction to the Rot. It not only sets up the rest of the season but also how Prentiss functions. Once again, you don't understand why you should be afraid yet, but you know you should be.

Shout out to the Desolation for Hodge burning down his house. Very interesting that most of the Fears can be destroyed through the Desolation. Although I'm sure their ritual was flawed, I do think they were second most likely to succeed, right after the Eye obviously.

Speaking of the Eye, Sims really effectively foreshadows the crux of things through the paranoia motif. While they're in the club, Hodge says that Harriett kept checking the doors and looking at the exits, and she kept nervously glancing around as they walked home. She knows something is coming for her, she knows she should be afraid. The knowledge of what is going to happen is what makes it all the worse. This is why I think it always had to be the Eye who would end the world; people need some level of awareness to be truly afraid of something. Even the horrifying lack of awareness that comes from the Stranger or the Spiral becomes simple confusion without a moment or two of clarity. The Eye makes everyone in the apocalypse keenly aware of what is attacking them, what will happen to them, and that is why they're all so deeply afraid.

Character Notes: Jon explicitly states that he knows Prentiss is an issue. He acknowledges that she has consistently attacked people and caused harm through supernatural means. Yet he still attempts to deny other statements. The fact that he keeps up this facade for so long really shows how it isn't just denial or pretending, but a defense mechanism. If he doesn't look to hard at things, they can't hurt him. But because he was Eye-aligned from the start, he has to keep looking at things. He can't help himself.

(He also established that Prentiss' worms are canonically an STD, do with this what you will)

Sasha's really collected evidence in these last couple of episodes. So much really could have been solved if they had her skills in later seasons. That's probably why the Stranger targeted her. I miss her.

[analexthatexists]

Here he is, my Regretevator OC! His name's Cecil and he works at a cake factory inspired by Make a Cake And Feed the Giant Noob!

He was a normal guy until he fell into one of those vats of colorful frosting/cake batter (You know, the ones from MCAFGN that turn you into a walking, living cake?) and basically turned into a giant kaiju cake monster that destroyed stuff. It was only until workers realized he could be turned back to normal when exposed to large amounts of water. Exposure or consumption of too many sugary substances or foods will cause him to transform while water can weaken, irritate, or revert him back to normal. Regardless, he's still forever stuck in his current half-cake-ified form.

Elevator Floor

I think his floor would be a boss battle-themed one where you'd have to fight his beast form after he slips on a banana peel and falls into a large container of frosting. The battle in question would probably work like one of those Story game boss fights (like the ones in Field Trip Z and Break In) If you manage to defeat him, he'll turn back to normal and join the Regretevator. It would be styled around MCAFGN and I guess the battlefield could be some large workspace with conveyers and vats/containers of toppings/frosting/ingredients around the area.

Dialogue

Idle -...Ugh...Can barley see with this gunk in my face... (Where's it even coming from...?) -This elevator smells weird... (Not as overwhelming as the factory though...) -...I'm starving...Anyone got any food? (Preferably something that's not sweet...) -I wonder how work is back at the factory... (...That place is so accident-prone...) -I'm so hungry... I could eat a hu- HORSE. Horse. -Pfft!...I got frosting in my mouth... -My head hurts...Can't think straight... -...Having horns is...actually kind of cool... (Maybe this isn't so bad after all...) -Hmm...Something smells good...Oh, wait, that's just me... -...Sorry for almost killing you guys back there, by the way... (You guys don't mind, do you...?) -It's so...small in here... I feel so cramped... (How do you guys even tolerate this...?) -I can't even recall the last time I stepped out of the factory... (...This is a nice change, though...) -...When did I start drooling? My...My bad...That's gross... -...so...hungry... -For a small elevator, a lot sure does happen in here... (I...Kind of like being in here...) Leaving Elevator -I should really be heading back to work now... -Better make sure everyone's safe and sound... -Sorry if I left any frosting behind... -I can't take this...I need to find food... Interacted with Petal Cone Oh god, it's stuck in my frosting... ...Thanks? ...What is this. What are you- oh god get it off me. pfft- pbbt- oh god- what- is this- why- ...It won't get off my hand... Interacted with Spray Bottle HEY, KNOCK THAT OFF, YOU'LL SPOIL ME! MY FROSTING'S GOING TO BE ALL MESSED UP... QUIT IT... HEY, THAT'S- GAH- COLD, COLD... I'M NOT GOING TO HURT YOU, STOP SPRAYING ME! STOP, STOP! YOU ALREADY TURNED ME BACK! Interacted with C4 WHY THE HECK WOULD YOU DO THAT!? WH- BLEGH! AAAAAAAGH, I HATE CONFETTI! NO NO NO NO! HEY, WHAT WAS THAT FOR!? HRK- IT GOT IN MY MOUTH- HOW DARE YOU!- PFT- (If you think I'm going to write the relationship dialogue with other NPCs, you're crazy.)

Trivia

-A major reference for Cecil's design and partial inspiration for the "giant kaiju cake monster" idea was Wafer from Tower Heroes, especially the 4th and 5th stage designs -He’s bisexual -Cecil wouldn't get along with Bive due to their speculative and investigative nature, especially seeing Bive would probably treat them like a test subject or a specimen -Cecil likes potato salad and muffins -Before the accident, Cecil's job was to make sure everything was running correctly and eliminating accidents before they happened, making what happened to him ironic -He's terrified of Enphoso and Reddy -Gregoriah and Cecil would probably get along due to their shared associations with large corporations and common workplace accidents that always screw them up somehow -Tasting the frosting that covers/makes up parts of Cecil would taste like very artificial strawberry frosting. He also smells similar -The candle of Cecil's head never extinguishes unless he dies -Despite half his body consisting of strawberry frosting, he actually prefers chocolate

[amoneki-ramblings]

this is a pass to do a couple things:

finish the manga!!! u can do it so u can follow all the other blogs without getting blindsided by a spoiler

do the ship ask thingy for amoneki :]

Gahh I'm trying !! I'm so busy with school and life stuff so it's hard to squeeze in time to read but I'm trying! I'm getting through volumes very slowly but hey, I'll get there ! Just. Well. There's 16 volumes so. Okay it might take a bit orz

For now I'll just be in my little fandom limbo corner I suppose orz, as for the ask thingy:

when I started shipping it if I did: Several months ago, probably a few months short of a year? It's a bit complicated, Basically I decided to rewatch the anime (because my original exposure to tg was. the anime :') ) and vaguely remembered that I really liked Amon (honestly the encounter at Kanou's Lab/Cochlea was one of the scenes I remembered the most), and after rewatching and seeing Amon and Kaneki's interactions they piqued my interest again. Then I got into the manga and. Yeah that interest turned into insanity and now i'm here

my thoughts: Well I have a 119-slide 15K+-word google slideshow for starters. But I'm taking that to my grave so I guess I gotta condense that somehow. On one hand I feel like everything needs to be said about these two to the point that there's too much to talk about but also nothing needs to be said at the same time. They parallel each other in just about every way possible, it's impossible to ignore the ways that they foil each other. They also have had irreversible effects on the others' character. Kaneki finds resolve in Amon's words ('the world is wrong'), and turns to them at pivotal moments (when he leaves Anteiku, Kaneki's own mantra is also basically a derivative of Amon's, wishing to take out the "bad/wrong" things in the world, and he basically takes them to his grave, "The world is wrong", Amon's own words, being his opening to his final dialogue in the last chapter of the original series)

Similarily Amon is just haunted by Kaneki. Like. In general. He thinks about him constantly (even under more mundane circumstances, in the novels he gets reminded of Kaneki just by staring out a window because it reminded him of the Aogiri raid. lmao). Kaneki is basically the catalyst to his character development, and Amon is constantly bothered by his presence/existence, and even comes to recognize how they always encounter each other at important moments. Amon is so haunted by This Guy (creature) it's both a little funny but also makes me very insane. He's basically being a failure of a ghoul investigator, and it's even more ironic, given his hatred of himself for being raised by and potentially caring about a ghoul (also he's catholic, something something religious guilt), yet he seems to have a lot of faith in Kaneki, even to a faulty degree (I'd daresay it's almost to the point where he puts Kaneki on a bit of a pedestal/idolizes him to an extent. I have a whole other ramble about Just that on the self-rb'ed half of this post. Like I'm sorry but Amon definitely fell hard for this guy I'll die on this hill and I'm going to poke fun at him endlessly for it, he could've done so much better, he starts off the manga hating ghouls with a passion and his mentor's disdain for ghouls runs ten times as deep but nope now he's chasing after the dangerous somewhat unhinged (/affectionate) half kakuja guy and it's not even to fight/kill him like okay, sure.) They have affected each other in irreversible ways. They reflect each other so much even if they don't know it. They just want to sit down and have a conversation. They didn't get to. And instead They Killed Each Other (okay not really but it was very close and they absolutely could, not that they want that) ((It's also partially Kaneki's fault for losing control of himself and he feels awful for that (sidenote but any scenario with Centineki and Amon make me lose my mind))). They're also married by first-encounter marriage bite, apparently. I think we should talk about that more that's kinda?? Donato approves btw

What makes me happy about them: Everything that makes me miserable about them makes me simultaneously happy about them because I am an Angst Guy but honestly just how much they clearly respect each other. While they're not allowed to understand each other because of their circumstances they still very much Want to. They recognize that they probably share a lot of views and could really have a meaningful conversation with each other, and it really shows, even if they're fighting. Amon again has a surprising amount of trust in Kaneki (not assuming he's fighting for Aogiri when he saw him during the ward 11 battle, having faith in Kaneki as a person even if he just saw him potentially killing his superior and being presented with the possibility that maybe he was just being fooled all along, when he's nearly dying at Kaneki's own hands but says he won't die because that would make Kaneki a murderer, having faith still that he hasn't turned into one). They recognize that they're equals (well technically they're not, obviously Kaneki is much stronger objectively, being a ghoul, and a kakuja at that), but they treat each other as equals and that's what really matters. I just think it's a very neat dynamic and their roundabout way of caring about each other despite their positions makes me happy :)

What makes me sad about them: I was gonna put images but then I quickly realized that I'd basically be pasting almost all of chapter 133-134 just uh. The fact that Kaneki really lost control of himself and the parallel with him biting Amon's shoulder escalates to him cutting off his entire fucking arm, the way that Amon's first thought in regards to that is simply that Kaneki is strong, how he doesn't reprimand him for it whatsoever (also Amon's blow pretty much takes out the entire area of where Kaneki's kakuhou should be, which is a detail I find Extremely Interesting and I think it should genuinely be talked about more). This fucking line that happened literally the panel before all of that despite their mutual wishes for the other to simply Not Die:

Amoneki divorce. Absolutely life ruining :thumbsup:

(Also just. Again Amon Please. This guy bit your shoulder (probably gave Amon rabies honestly) and almost ate one of your colleagues; when he loses control of himself for the second time you just tell him to take a break, and now he's cut off your whole damn arm and you're Still not complaining and are instead praising him by calling him strong. I just. Yeah that's Not Normal. It's kind of impressive, really /derogatory)

Oh yeah also the fight at Kanou's lab also kills me and takes over my brain constantly but I wouldn't classify that as making me sad I would classify that as making me lose my mind, laugh hysterically and start climbing up and clawing at the walls (like Centineki, actually)

things done in fanfic that annoys me: Maybe I'm just extremely picky but I feel like people tend to fumble Amon's characterization a lot. It's kind of a fine line, and Amon has a lot of conflicting feelings as is, so I get it, but I'm especially bothered when Amon is written as way too harsh. When he's first introduced he has a strong hatred for ghouls, and it's not like that just goes away, but when he's written as especially harsh or even cruel towards Kaneki, especially if it's just because for him being a ghoul it feels like it kind of defeats the point, as Kaneki is supposed to be the reason why Amon starts changing his mind. When Amon sees him for the second time he doesn't think about fighting him at all, even that early on he decides he wants to talk instead, 'cause He's Different. I don't see this kind of characterization too often but I don't really vibe with it at all when I do (Also this is definitely just a me-thing but I wish there was more angst in the tag. Which is ironic considering these guys are surprisingly normal most of the time and have so much potential to be actually Happy but uh *vague hand gestures*, hurt-comfort would also be a decent compromise)

things I look for in fanfic: I love pre-:re fics that explore the complicated-ness of their dynamic. I'm really fond of fics where they kind of dance around each other in a sense, they won't just straight up completely directly interact because that's Still a bit dangerous but they see each other in passing, maybe Kaneki watches over Amon sometimes, etc. Also you probably saw this coming a mile away but yeah religious references mean instant bonus points from me. I could go into some (too much) detail but. uh. stares down at my feet look I'm normal I swear

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:  Saying Amonhaise is definitely cheating but I'm not really invested in any other Amon ships. I'm not particularly against any I'm just neutral. As for Kaneki, like I mentioned in a previous post, I see potential with Etoken, and it's pretty hard to go wrong with Hidekane, though neither drive me to insanity like these two do at the moment

My happily ever after for them: Let them finally officiate their marriage ghsfdljbhf

who is the big spoon/little spoon: Well that's pretty easy huh. Kaneki small spoon he is a Little Guy just let him feel comfortable and secure y'know? Kaneki is probably someone who runs very cold and Amon is very warm so it works out :) If he's super tired he very carefully (and cautiously) wraps his kagune around Amon he will now be Trapped there until Kaneki wants to get out of bed (good luck)

what is their favorite non-sexual activity: Well I would say that Kaneki loves cooking for Amon probably. He makes food at home and tries to make new sweets following recipe books. It's a bit of a mess because y'know, he's a ghoul, and at first Amon tries to hide that, unfortunately, his previous experience with cooking does Not, in fact, hide the fact that he cannot taste or smell human food, but eventually Kaneki is able to get a hang of it (with Amon's help) and it's very nice :) That's what I would say but. well. Amon is Also a Ghoul now so that doesn't really work :')

[blueminnies-blog]

Mansae | Choi seungcheol

☆ミ Every day in my dreams,you put your arms in mine.

Summary: Seungcheol having a hard time making his classmate Seoyun falling in love with him. ( ft. Seoyun's friend Nabi, Mingyu, Wonwoo )

Pairing : Seungcheol x oc

Genre : She fell first then lost her feelings, he fell last but harder, high school!au, enemies to lovers.

Warning : cursing, pet names ( darling, sweetheart, .. ), a little angst, mentioning of crowd, rushed at the end a bit ^^.

W/c : 4k

Note : This is for caratland event on seventeen songs, and that's my fic ever! so I'm thrilled ＼(^^)／

" So which one you gonna date ? "Nabi asked while packing her suitcase.

" Neither of them," I answered briefly, zipping the suitcase.

" the fuck seoyun !"

I shrugged with a straight face. " Sorry, my heart didn't beat for neither of them, nabi,"

" Then it must be an idiot like its owner." Her brow raised." Who on the earth won't fall for Jeon wonwoo or Choi seungcheol? " she folded her arms.

" it's me, nabi. besides, i hate seungcheol." I shoved my hands in my pockets.

" Then date wonwoo! He is the cool, quiet kid. He wo– "

" no,no,No dating— stop talking about this stupid subject," I snapped, slamming the doors of the wardrobe," So shut the fuck up and don't forget to pack another panties cause I won't lend you mine when you lose yours like you did last time" sticking my tounge out teasingly before leaving the room .

" DON'T NEED YOURS ARROGENT BITCH !!", she gave me the finger.

I returned back and leaned against the door's jamb. " Nabi, darling , you're the only bitch here and to be more specific mingyu's bitch not me cause i didn't even hold a guy's hand "

I really enjoyed the fact that nabi gets annoyed easily when I tease her about her relationship with mingyu. She didn't hesitate to throw a pillow at my face as a" shut up," so I picked it up and threw it back on her, announcing the start of our pillows fight.

Such a normal day in my life with nabi, my middle school friend, i ran to know her since moving to their neighborhood 8 years ago. same middle and high schools now, that's why we know each other pretty well.

She was the loud one that knew the entire world, not only people at the school and in spite of the big difference in our personalities. I totally adored how she is kind-hearted, pure, and selfless, not like the other at our school.

Nabi was my no.1 supporter and protecter from any bullying, or at least that's what I thought till some day!

Even when nabi started dating mingyu two years ago, everything was quite the same. Nothing changed a lot other than she would send more time kissing/making out with him instead of finishing her projects and tasks.In my opinion mingyu was not that bad he was the ' okay ',I'm not going to talk about the fact that I sometimes wanted to slap him or even threw him from a claft, because he stole some of her attention that used to be ALL MINE :)

It was 7 in the morning when the sunlight sneaked through the blinds. I got up from the bed, stretched my body for a few minutes, then looked at the dead body of nabi still sleeping like she didn't in a million years. I chuckled at the way she was lying on her tummy, and the saliva wetted the pillow under her head , garbed my phone from the drawer beside the bed and snapped some pictures for her to blackmail her later.

" Hey woman, wake up," I poked the exposured part of her tummy.

She whined, pushing my hand away, turning her back away." Stop—"

" Get up, lazy ass we have to be ready by 9," I said , started tickling her.

" Stop! Stop! I'm awake, "she shouted, throwing the pillow at me.

I giggled while pushing her closer to the edge of the bed. She let out a loud groan, " PARK SEOYUN! I WILL KILL YOU "

I ran for my life because she wouldn't hesitate to beat the shit out of me ." I'll prepare the breakfast in the time you take a shower,"

" I hate you.." she whined, burying her head back onto the pillow.

After 15 minutes, nabi finished showering. We sat for breakfast talking about the things we're going to in 3 days of school trip . It's our second time since attending high school, which, by the way our last year, so I wanted to make it special since I'm not sure if I'll be able to see her more often like now because we made our minds to study different majors.

"Seoyun— please," she begged.

" No! You're going there to have fun just.you.and.I not to sneak out in the dark to lay in mingyu's arms"

" PLEEEEEASE " her eyes went round like the little puppy.

" Just one night !! I'm begging you .. I'll stay the other two with you," she promised.

" Fine," I huffed.

" YAH FINALLY!!" shouted enthusiastically, " I LOVE YOU SEOYUN !! "

" I don't," I replied.

" Stop, i know you're lying," she laughed.

" put a fucking sock in your mouth, grap your suitcase and hurry up we will be late " i informed.

" YES,SIR!" she said, thrilling.

We took the bus straight to the school, 10 minutes and we were there. a lot of students summoning up in front of the school's gate,that's started to freak me out a little bit , I'd always hated the idea of socializing with people, but nabi gave me the courage to stop being more introverted than needed and try to open up a little bit since I wanna be a doctor and I'll be dealing with maybe tens of people daily.

We both get off the bus, carrying our suitcases. I was maintaining calm expression on my face, feeling confident in myself till the moment our eyes accidentally met, the moment of eye contact from across the crowd that magically blurs everyone out of the world. it's just us.

God ! Why is he still existing? Why are the dinosaurs extincted, and he's still alive— and why the hell is he checking me out his stupid cow eyes ? I really wanna pock his two with my fingers, so he never sees the light again.

I turned looked away, muttering all the cursing words I learned and know in my entire life. The only thing that I was relieved about is that I won't see his ugly face the entire trip as we are going to stay in separate buildings.

"My dear students, please gather up here. I've something important to say." That was Mr Jung's voice, the headmaster.

" So I've bad and good news. With which one should I start ?"

" The bad one," some student said.

" Unfortunately, our buildings' reservation was canceled due to a short circuit that caused a small fire but fortunately was controlled, and no one was injured .." he explained, and I could hear the sighs of frustration from all the people around me.

" And where is the good news here ?" questioned another student.

" Well, we managed reserving a small hostel so we all don't miss the fun," The whole crowd started bouncing and cheering in excitement, I was happy too, a little anxious at the same time, i didn't wanna have any partners other than nabi, but unfortunately what I fear happened..

" Now let me pair you alphabetically seeing we don't have many space for 24 students "

' No.. no..this can't be real... It's a nightmare, and I'll wake up now.. I'm sure. ' I was losing every single brain cell I own in my mind the minute I heard, Mr. jung saying the word ' alphabetically ', I can’t end up with that seungcheol..

" Park seoyun— did you hear what I've said ?" My thoughts were intruptured by Mr Jung.

" S.. sorry.. I was a little distracted.. "

" No problem, so you'll be with seungcheol for this trip, okay ? " he gave me the widest smile ever literally knew nothing about my suffering after what he's said.

"Well, well, well, the jerk is here—" he was heading to me with a lifted head and all puff like he won in the war.

“Sweetheart, I know I’m your favorite. no need to pretend.” he smirked.

" Favorite! Huh,never Choi seungcheol in Your.Wildest.Dreams. " I pointed my thumb at his face.

" Just watch me make it happen, honey," the pet name made me seethe.

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Why am I the unlucky one here ? Like everyone seemed to enjoy the whole pairing thing, even nabi ended up with the stupid mingyu. I don't wanna be dramatic, but 72 hours with seungcheol are unbearable...

" Will you stay there till the rest of your life? Move ! " his hands grabbed my suitcase.

" Don't act like a gentleman! " I protested.

He turned to face me."I AM— since my birth, sweetie."

"Huh,whatever, wanna sit by the window," I raced as he placed both suitcases in the overhead parcel.

"Let me open it for you, darling." His hand crossed me reaching the window handle and opening it.

"I can do it myself and stop calling me pet names !! " demandly voiced.

" I refuse —" he said.

"That mouth of yours does nothing but talk dumb shit?"

He leaned slightly toward whipering, with a small smirk made on his face . "You wanna know what else it does?"

The warmth that radiated off his body sent chills down mine as I locked eyes with him, I gazed into his eyes unintentionally for seconds, they held the hue of tea-stained lace, cozy, soft, and delicate, with wash of gentle brown against the harsh dark shadows of millions of stars. That was the prettiest thing I've seen for a long time.

" My eyes are fabulous, aren't they ?" he interpreted the silence.

" N..no..they are pretty normal." I glanced away quickly to look through the window.

" it's obviously a lie, but okay "

I didn't reply, and the silence filled our space for minutes. As sight of his eyes cast was sat unintentionally in unlimited loops in the cogs of my mind.

This daydreaming didn't last long as my head started spinning, I've had motion-sickness since I was a kid, and out of the pocket, I forgot to pack my medicine.

I facepalmed, tried to regulate my breathing pattern, and drink some soda as my mum taught me, but everything seemed fruitless.

" I can give you a shoulder if you want,"he suggested ,lightly tapping his chest as a ' sleep here '.

" I'm fine..only a few minutes, and everything will be okay," I stuttered, drewing my lower lip between my teeth.

I felt his fingertips gently sneaking into the hairline at the back of my neck, guiding me to rest on his chest. Somehow, I threw in the towel and allowed my body to dive into his arms. As His cologne devoured every single cell in my lungs, that seductive scent with a burst of deep, tart blackberry juice, blending with the freshness of just-gathered bay brambly woods sent me to Utopia.

" Just relax, seoyunna," he whispered softly near my ears.

"I hate you..."

"You hated me. Big difference, sweetheart," he corrected, wrapping me and pulling me, and I spontaneously nodded off.

I finally woke up to a vision of him and our faces inches apart, I freaking out and jerked back " WHERE THE FUCK ARE WE AND WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING ON THE BED BESIDE ME !? "

" Calm down, yunna. we arrived two hours ago, and as a gentleman, I didn't wake you up, so I carried you and your suitcase to our room. " he laughed loudly on my freaked expression,holding his tummy.

" Two Hours!! " I let some mocking chuckles as i pulled my hair back, " Do tell me everybody saw you holding me ? "

" Yes, they did " he simply replied.

" Fuck—"

tipping my chin to make me look into his eyes. " You should at least thank me for not waking you up, yunna,"

" I WON'T THANK SUCH A PERVET JERK WHO USES PEOPLE TO FULFILL HIS DESIRES!! " I clenched my teeth,pushing his hands off my face as I rose from the bed.

He startled, "p.p..pervert ..my desires, what're you talking about ?"

" Yeah pervert!! Do you wanna me say it louder so everyone can hear it, Choi seungcheol??! " I burst out in anger, throwing hands into the air.

"What is.. wrong with you.." he pent up with diluted pupils.

I huffed, raking a hand through my hair, trying to control my anger.

"Come on, bury my heart deeper, seoyun. If that's what you're trying--it's working." with a painful smile as the tears started rolling down his face.

" Is this how you thank the person who protected form day one since high school? Do you think nabi is the one who did !! Nabi can not even protect herself from a mosquito! "he boomed with words that I knew after that those were facts not just randoms said to me to make me like him, " Seoyun, I regret every second I spend under your window watching you day and night just to make sure everything is going alright with you since your mother's death, "

I stayed limp in front of him as my voice was lost in my throat, realizing that I went way too far, destroying his feelings, I didn't know what to do or say at that moment, feeling the regret and ashame torturing me.

" Alright.. seoyun, you'll use the slient treatment, fine.. I'm leaving you alone as you want, " his anger and despair drained out as he exhaled before his body vanished behind the room's door.

Half an hour passed and the voices of my head never shut up about making me feel guilty and how this wasn't the perfect way to push him and my feelings for him, and yeah, I admit I was wrong and I deserve so—and now it's time to gather some courage, give up my stubbornness and make everything right.

I managed to run to him before leaving the hostel's gate, grabbing him by the wrist, and surprisingly, he neither resist nor push my hand of him, maybe shocked, maybe surprised or both, I don't know.

" Don't leave! please.." I commanded, looking him in his bloody colored eyes from crying.

Glistening tears in my eyes bright and crystal as I rapped those words, "Cheol.. I'm sorry for hurting you, I didn't really mean it.. I was just trying to push my feelings for you away, " my grip loosened as I slowly kneeled down.

He bowed after a few seconds to hold my hand in his and started rubbing its back gently as he hushed " Why you did so, seoyun?"

" Our mixed signals back then, don't you remember? I gave upon dating you because you were playing the cold boy game "

" I know, and I've to apologize for being an idiot— but after awhile I was head over heels in love with your dumb fucking ass, seoyun, So please, don’t stop thinking about me. Don’t stop… Don’t stop being in love with me." he vocalized softly as he drew me closer to him till the space between us vanished." Every day, where the school is buzzing with people, I would navigate through to see your face,if you're here or not ? If you're all okay, or is something off today ? I'd care for every single detail about you, Seoyun." His tone slowly turned into whispering those sweet nothings.

those delicate words were enough to form my own little bubble amidst the sea of chatter and laughter. I buried my face in the nape of his neck and mumbled between my smile," I won't seungcheol, I won't— enough being tongue tied, I like you,No,no, I love you— actually I have loved you since the day when only both of us were at the basketball court and you were showing off how you're such a prefect player and how you were over the moon once yourm scored a point !! "

" Is that a confession ? " he smirked.

" Yeah, whatever." I jerked back to sigh and roll my eyes, trying my best not to laugh and keep it as cool as I could.

" Wow! Look at your blush invading your face, " he addressed teasingly while pinching my cheeks.

" What The Fuck Choi Seungcheol ! "

" If you called me with my full governmental name again, I'll shut you up with my mouth in yours"

For the first time in a long time, my mind went blank. All I could do was stare as I felt those warm breaths of his ghosting my cold lips.

" Wow..that was wild.. but yeah, please do— " feeling giddy in love, hot in our fingers, warm near our bodies, gazing at each other lips ,shy under the sheets, he grinned while brushing his thumb gently against my cheek. " I've been waiting for your permission for years,baby, now it's time to taste each other's heaven "

he immediately slotted his cherry flavored lips to mine, kissing me passionately but slowly. My eyes fluttered close with how gentle he was. Every argument we had ever had, every misunderstanding happened, every hurtful word we said in the past. They had all lived behind this moment and were finally coming to the surface. His mouth was searing as he tilted my jaw to get a better vantage. I rest one of my hands at the side of his face and the other at the back of his head. That was my first kiss, and I'm sure I'll never be kissed like this again from someone else in my entire life. Because there was no anyone else. There would only be him.

He slipped his tongue into my mouth and let out a low hum of satisfaction when I ran my fingers through his black hair. His words broke along my lips, 'How could we have waited this long?'

We parted, gasping for air as we let out a few giggles. Seungcheol pulled me closer by the waist on his lap, gazing into my eyes. " Baby, I love you .. I love you so much, seoyunna. " his voice was so soft that I could barely hear it over my speeding heart.

I grinned, glistening at him as I brushed my thumb along his face. " I love you too, Cheollie .. And I promise won't quit till the day I die. "

'And that's how I fall in love with seungcheol, My seungcheol, In a random November night, with the first fall of snow celebrating our love with a Mansae!'

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dude your art is so amazing..i fucking love how you do anatomy, and linework, its just so perfect and also your qsmp designs??!? so fucking cool. your deathduo especially is so so dear to me<3 and your bluebird au(/aus?) amd your bluebird art in general its just so <33333…and your qsmp entities like cucu and eye creature and especially baribel, MAN those are singlehandedly my favorite qnpc designs theyre so great like. how the eye guy just has Teeth that come out of his head wherever?? and all your little headcanons about the bears??? THEYRE SO COOL MAN. and your philza with the patches on his pants n the baby zombie scar on his leg (also whats the scar on his nose from?)(also also i love your phils hair, like the short with the little braid its so neat:DD), and pommes hijab braids, and the zippers on th back of cucu and ositos heads (i have yet to figure out what those are for but ehatever theyre cool anyway) n just like. the thought and detail that goes into them, im rambling but aa<333 theyre all amazing:) OU AND YOUR COMICS,, i love love love how you structure n format them because theyre so dynamic and interesting while still being super readable and the ART IVE SAID IT ALREADY BUT I NEED TO SAY IT AGAIN I LOVE YOUR STYLE SO MUCH. its just so nice. like how you use general shapes and like i dont know how to explain it but its cool:)) your art lives in this little spot in my brain rent free…made me subconsciously kind of incorporated stuff you do into my own art process like sketching shit in blue LOL

anyway sorry for the wall of text i just needed to rant a tiny bit because youre one of my fsvorite artists n you inspire me so much ssob,,anyway have a good day mate

This ask makes my heart explode oh my goddd. I'm so happy you enjoy the stuff I put out augghh that so sweet THIS ENTIRE MESSAGE IS SO SWEET WTF. I hope you are ready for a ramble about hc/theory/design choices. Seriously its long-

I have so many head canons I like showing. Some lean towards theory territory and others I legitimately do not believe in myself BUT I like drawing it out because WHY NOT !!?? I like the whimsy of it all

THE BLUEBIRD AU is purely me having fun. Its such an angst filled au that is coated with a mask of nuclear family and hurt/comfort. In reality its like being hit with a sauce pan repeatedly. I'm more of a scientist Jaiden believer personally. DON’T GET ME STARTED ON DEATHDUO- Man I want to go back to drawing self-indulgent stuff for that. Fuck this ask is making my brain engine go insane AUGHH-

Like stuff about Osito just being a huge flirt because of their exposure to Roier from the beginning or Baribal being a pot head, yeah those sort of head cannons I'm sure people are dying to hear from me (sarcasm). Or more serious ones like the relationship, more like lack of, between Cucurucho and Baribal being one of miscommunication that snowballed into hate but never enough to kill each other. Literally the trope of "twins separated where one is raised within evil and other is forced to take them down" but it's very dark grey from both sides. YESSIR

Or other theory territory like federation not knowing that Cucurucho and Osito are not the same person because it’s a secret- BUT THAT’S VERY FANON/THEORY TERRITORY AND TOO CONVOLUTED FOR HERE-

Oh and of course more tame head cannons like sexualities and stuff. Cucurucho is aromantic to me. All of them are transgender. The entire fed staff. Fuck even the purgatory island goobers. No real concept of what gender is and sort of adopted what the islanders do or what the federation refers to them as. It's just not a thing, same with labels on sexuality. If you like someone then you just like them and that’s how it rolls !!

THE WATCHER. MAN DO I HAVE THOUGHTS ON THIS GUY. Like actual constant threat and you are left scrambling trying to figure out the rules of not pushing the wrong buttons so you stay alive. I know his concept art had like him as a human at some point, but I like fungus goop watcher more. Little goober who just so happen to survive the longest, learn the most, and as a result evolve to what he is now. Eventually became strong enough to overthrow the previous leader (and consume them-) and is now king of the purgatory island in privacy. Until the new islanders were sent there ofc. So yeah, bro is very old, its why Cucurucho has no clue who this dude is when he does get to put a face to the name.

PHILZA. This guy is the kinda guy to put survival above all. So I like to imagine that not only would he be covered in scars because he tanks most of the hits and is generally a very selfless person- SOME SCARS HAVE A REASON ! The zombie scar being one of course, semi infected bc I like to think that he did not die in his hc world but rather came close to it. And his buildings is what caught the attention of the goddess of death and allowed for her to give him immortality and be her eyes in the mortal realm as her angel of death. So the poison is still in his foot, just unmoving. Stuck in time just like his body unable to age. As for the scar on his cheek? Nightmare Stalker grabbing him by the face and throwing him in the ocean the second time he tried to get up to save Tallulah. The only evidence left of that night happening. YES SHORT HAIR PHILZA AND POMME WITH A HIJAB YESSS

The zippers are supposed to show that their "head" is not actually what they look like. It’s a helmet/mask. I don't draw their real faces out of fear of making them look too "human" but rather I enjoy the implication that they COULD LOOK LIKE any other islander. Isn’t the thought that this horrible twisted shell of a being could look just as human as you so much more eerie? I dunno I was watching horror analysis videos of the unknown while building the fanon side of them- Now why their masks can emote?,,, its cartoon logic !! And it's cute I have so many thoughts on these guys can you tell? OH MY GODD THANK YOU THO. Augh this is the sweetest message ive ever read pls.im so so very glad these little guys can make you happy. That’s such an honor fr !!

[reaperlight]

I Will Survive

In a world where Venom succeeded in kicking Eddie out of his own apartment...

[Eddie, bruised, battered, and cornered in an alleyway.

A certain bright red stolen car makes a chance wrong turn and discovers him there...]

Cletus: My, my, my Eddie Brock....

Frances: Brockilicious?

Eddie, [terrified, cornered, there's nowhere to run]: Ah!

Cletus: Eddie... [sees he's injured, inspecting his bruised face, tilts his head back, frowning] Who did this to you?

Eddie: *whimpering in terror*

Cletus: *frowning, but takes cues from Frances and backs off*

Frances: ...Why don't you just come with us, Eddie?

Cletus: It's gonna be okay.

Cletus: [*Gives him his coat.*] I'm sorry we scared you, we're not gonna hurt you.

Eddie: W-what?!

Eddie: ...You're uh... your not mad? About... about the article?

[Eddie, belatedly realizing he probably shouldn't have mentioned that]

Cletus [looking annoyed but not murderous as he feared]: Well I was... until Frances helped me get some perspective.

Eddie: Frances?

Cletus [all soft smiles and love-sick eyes]: Eddie, meet my future wife.

Eddie: Wife?

Frances [smiles shyly at him]: Hi Eddie. You're safe with us, kiddo. Whoever did this. We're not gonna let them hurt you again. Right?

Cletus: Right.

Eddie: [*Still disbelieving, but too hurt to run and not seeing another option goes with them.*]

Later in the car with Frances driving, Eddie in the backseat under bunch of blankets they gave him against the chill of exposure and Cletus tending his wounds...

Eddie: You're really not mad...?

Cletus: Like you couldn't possibly have known what was going on in my head, could you? And you clearly had your own shit to deal with. Eddie... I owe you an apology. I'm sorry. About the things I said when I was about to get executed... you might understand that was kinda a stressful moment for me but still you did me a kindness and I threw it in your face. I truly am sorry. I feel like shit about it--

Eddie, [alarmed by Cletus's mood swings, squeaking in terror]: That's... that's fine.

Cletus, [frowning]: You don't have to be afraid of me, Eddie. Why are you afraid? You were never afraid before? I don't want to hurt you. I promise you that. You're our friend, yes?

Eddie: Yeah... yeah, uh... okay?

Cletus: Good! :) So you're our friend. [Darkly] Nobody hurts our friends.... who did this to you?

Eddie, [swallowing]: My... uh my... boyfriend. Ex... ex-boyfriend.

Eddie: [*starts crying in earnest*]

Cletus: [*holding him, mindful of bruised ribs*]: He hurts you, he hits you? ...What a dick.

Eddie [*between sobs*]: ...Y-yeah.

Frances: ...Baby, I'm taking us to the nearest diner.

Cletus: Thats a good idea. A warm meal. Pie and ice cream. What do you think, Eddie? And you can tell us anything you want about that asshole.

[At the Diner]

Frances: Hey, keep the ice cream coming please. This is a category 5 breakup event.

Eddie [between sobs]: And then... then he broke my tv--

Cletus: What. A. DICK!

Eddie [sniffling]: I know.

Frances: My God, dump his ass!

Eddie, [sobbing into his ice cream]: Too late... He dumped me.

Frances: No, you dumped him... Don't tolerate that shit. You can do so much better.

Cletus: Eddie, I know you. You are strong, you are brave you don't need that asshole. Frances is right, you are better off without him.

Eddie: [*sobbing harder*]

Cletus: ...So like, did you like... want us to kill that guy for you? Just saying like... he hurt you, took your stuff, tried to kill you... I could totally kill that guy for you. You know that's something I'm good at.

Eddie [Between sobs, loudly honking his nose into a napkin]: I-I don't think that's a good idea.

Cletus: What I don't understand why didn't you just sic your monster on him, unless... oh.

Eddie: 😳

Cletus: Hey, hey no judging. [*twitching awkwardly*] Hey, is it... uh, is it always like that? With those uh... monsters? And their uh... relations with humans? Asking for no particular reason.

Eddie: Uh, no. He was... he was nice. He WAS! Really. He didn't eat me.

Cletus: [*suddenly looking very uncomfortable*]

Frances: That's the floor, Brockilicious! He clearly wasn't treating you right.

Eddie: He helped me save the planet too. It wasn't all bad.

Frances: But who's gonna save you from him?

Eddie [noticing Cletus looks uncomfortable]: uh Cletus, I know you offered but you dont have to kill him. In fact please don't. He was an ass but I don't want him dead. And uh... he'll kill you, you know.

Cletus: ...You care?

Eddie: Oh.

Cletus: Oh Eddie! You really do care!

[Eddie freezes.

Cletus is hugging him, Frances is hugging him.

More pie arrives at the table.]

Cletus: We ARE friends! I'm so glad!

Cletus and Frances are both looking at him smiling madly, deliriously happy...

They didn't try to kill him or hurt him once, helped him, and have been listening to him crying about Venom for the past hour without complaint...

Eddie: Sure, Cletus, Frances... We're friends.

Frances: Yay!

Cletus: I must admit this is the happiest I've been today since our last two jailbreaks, and uh [*sharing a knowing look with Frances*] everything after number two.

Eddie: How uh... How did you manage that?

Cletus [still leaning in close, breathing him in]: You. You did Eddie. You saved us. You're our hero.

Eddie: I don't... I don't understand...

Frances: Cletus is alive thanks to you. You saved him, so that he could save me. We are not ungrateful.

Carnage [*manifesting*]: Hello Eddie.

Eddie [realizing]: ...Oh my God.

Eddie: [*Feeling worse knowing it's all his fault...*]

Cletus: Buddy uh, all things considered this might not be the best time...

Carnage: I waited. I listened. To him... and you.. Cletus, I am nothing like him. I'm not Venom! I will not hurt you! I am not eating you, I would never do that to you. You just need to accept our bond--

Cletus: Eddie uh... this is Carnage.

Carnage [grinning]: Thank you, dad. For bringing us together. For giving me this host. I love him... He is perfect for me.

Cletus: [*looking very uncomfortable*]

Carnage: Cletus, I mean you no harm and have no desire to eat you. I am sorry I made you feel that way. I want to do better.

Cletus: O-okay buddy. But if you really mean that then you should apologize to her.

Carnage: Shriek, I am sorry. I was hurting. You hurt me. But I should not have threatened to eat you. I am sorry. Cletus, I will do better than father. I promise!

Frances: Apology accepted.

Eddie watching them giggling and cuddling together and becoming sadder, feeling like he was looking at what he could have had if he hadn't screwed things up with Anne AND Venom.

Carnage: Dad?

Eddie [*winces*]: ...

Carnage: Eddie... You were not unreasonable. Father is just an idiot, ignoring the most basic safety precautions. [*holding Cletus and Frances protectively with tentacles*] Of course they would find him and you, lock you both away in their cages. If I can understand that why can't he?

Eddie: I think he's used to conquering planets and moving on.

Carnage [scoffing]: He's still an idiot.

Eddie [tearing up again]: He was MY idiot though.

Frances: Oh Brockilicious you have it bad--Hey Eddie why don't you come here.

Cletus: Really, it's okay.

[Eddie comes closer, confused, but (to his horror) trusting. Both of them lean against him and he is comforted by the familiar feeling of tentacles draped over him even if these were red instead of black...

He hasn't forgotten what Cletus is but he no longer is afraid anymore just as after a while he stopped being afraid of Venom and his brain-eating. He was adaptable like that. It helps that Carnage feels so familiar. It's not Venom but this still feels comfortable, like coming home...]

Eddie: God, I'm an idiot. I miss him so much. It feels wrong now, without him. Emptied out, hollow.

Carnage: We could spawn in you?

Cletus: Woah buddy!

Eddie: [*spitting out his drink*]

Carnage: ...If you'd like?

Cletus: That's uh really, really forward... [Exchanges glances with Frances, she nods] Carn's right, you're welcome to join us...

Eddie: You're not afraid I'd like... use your spawn to stop you?

Cletus: Stop us from what, going on our honeymoon?

Carnage: Hmmm, the offer still stands.

Eddie: What?

Cletus: That's the thing Eddie, we uh... we really wanted to invite you to our wedding since you're like our only friend but considering your recent breakup if you don't want to... We completely understand.

Frances: You got a place to go? Should we like drop you off somewhere?

Eddie, [while feeling safe enough with them not really trusting them near Anne or any of his friends and afraid of what they might get up to and Carnage... that was his fault, his responsibility...]: It's okay. I'll go.

Cletus: Oh Eddie, thank you! You don't know how much this means to us.

[They hug him again and Eddie is only alarmed that this is no longer uncomfortable....

The police arrive. Frances shrieks and they escape. Carnage is furious, Cletus trying to hold them back while Frances and Eddie look on in horror.]

Cletus: ...If you stay with us it's gonna hurt sometimes. You need to accept that. You can't threaten her again. Take it out on me if you must--

Carnage: I don't want to hurt you, Cletus. I don't want to hurt her either. I know how much she means to you..

Cletus: You threatened to eat her!

Carnage: Because she was hurting us! I do not want to hurt either of you I just don't like the screaming! We were cool before her. What happened? Don't you understand you are mine?

Cletus: Uh...

Eddie: Hey uh... Carnage? You said you want to do better than Venom? That's not the way you do it.

Carnage [*Head tilt*]: It isn't?

Eddie: No.

Carnage: ...Can you show me?

Eddie: Yes. Why don't... why don't you come here.

Carnage: Okay. [*surges over to him*]

[Eddie closes his eyes in clear relief, it feels good to be a host again, even if it was different and decidedly not Venom...]

Cletus [also in clear relief, while he'd enjoyed the power it had also been awkward and he'd been living in constant fear since it threatened Frances]: Thank you, Eddie.

***

[Cletus and Frances, getting an intimate moment to themselves on their wedding night.

Eddie, babysitting a sulking Carnage and patiently trying to explain the concept of boundaries and consent to a lovesick alien who was raised in the head of a serial killer.

He supposed he could have just taken off with Carnage but Carnage would never allow that and dammit he cared about them too...]

Eddie: ..Do you understand now?

Carnage: I think so. In that case, Eddie, I'd like to ask an additional favor of you.

Eddie: What's that?

Carnage: ...When you give me back to him I'm going to need to borrow your body like father did with your Anne.

Eddie: Wait you mean... You want... you want to kiss him? You want to use ME to kiss him.

Carnage: Yes.

Eddie: Surely that's not necessary...

Carnage: It is very necessary. Please?

*Sad symbiote eyes*

Eddie: I guess it's progress that you're asking.... fine but only, and I mean only if they are both okay with it.

Carnage: Yessss!

Eddie: ....And I've probably signed my death warrant agreeing to that.

Carnage: I don't think so. They like you.

Eddie: Are you kidding, they will hunt me for sport.

Carnage: Are you this dense? They are only "hunting" in the sense that you are a pretty unicorn. They both like you and desire you as a mate. If you don't believe me then ask them yourself...

***

Cletus: Thank you, Eddie. For everything.

Eddie: It was no problem.

[Surprised to realize he meant it and was almost sorry to leave. No there was no "almost."

Going back meant he'd have to face realty, Anne, a stolen apartment, police questioning, Venom...

Frances: You could... come with us if you want?

Eddie: On your honeymoon?

[His pulse quickened, could Carnage have been right? ]

Frances: Yeah why not live a little, come see the world with us.

Cletus: We're gonna see all the things we never got to see, do all the things we never got to do... you can always say we abducted you. Hey, think of the book deals you could get for this experience--

Eddie: That's uh... that's exploitative.

Cletus: Eddie... I'm asking you to exploit me. I'd like you to exploit me. I am here to please.

Frances: Yeah, you have our permission. [Teasing] I wouldn't mind a little of that myself. You can use us if you don't mind us using you a bit too.

Carnage: ...And we can spawn in you. :)

Frances: Don't pressure him! Didn't Eddie talk to you about that?

Carnage: Oh, sorry. I could spawn in you if you'd like... but I think we both know you want me to.

Eddie: Why don't we hammer out how you'd like this story to be told?

Cletus: I'd like that. I think we might hammer out a lot of things.

Eddie: So, where to first?

Frances: How's your Spanish?

***

[Meanwhile back at Eddie's (former) apartment a very worried pitch black chicken is watching the news. ]

Newscaster: Cletus Kasady is on the loose! Local journalist Eddie Brock has been kidnapped! A statewide manhunt is underway... Kasady and Barrison are extremely dangerous--

Venom: Eddie ;_;

Venom: Eddie, I didn't mean it. I didn't mean to wish you dead.

Venom: [*Trying and failing to fly as a chicken.*]

Venom: I'm coming Eddie! I will save you!

Eddie: [*sipping martinis in Mexico with his new friends, doing just fine.*]

[ultfreakme]

Can I ask your top 5 (or top 7) favorite moments from Avatar : The Legend of Aang?

Hi Anon! Sorry I took so long on this one. This was kinda hard to answer because in my head, I think of ATLA as like, in story arcs rather than in moments, and it's 3 seasons so I felt a bit overwhelmed in trying to pick specific moments. BUT. I have an answer!

In no particular order:

Sokka with Bato when he learned to sail the boat: It was a really good character moment for him. People usually hate that episode and that part but we got info on Southern Water Tribe culture and more details into how Sokka dealt with the war so I enjoyed that.

Katara bending her sweat to slice through prison bars: I mean. Come on. That's fucking badass. I was so shocked when I first saw the scene, my brain broke, it opened up about a billion possibilities. I was finally paying attention in middle school chemistry classes about liquids and molecules because of that scene.

Aang defeating Ozai: That entire fight is AMAZING. It's the culmination of everything we've witnessed up until that point and it all comes to a head HERE. On first watch it's an extremely tense moment because I didn't know energy bending was a thing! No one did! So everyone's thinking oh god oh god he's going to kill him. and then. He takes his bending away. WILD. I was just as shocked and confused as Sokka and Toph. Also we get Aang getting Ozai to kneel to him by pulling down his beard. BADASS.

Aang standing up and saying there was no 'Air Nation', there was Air Nomads and there was no army: This was my first exposure to the idea of propaganda. I was so shocked, because I didn't even catch that the Fire Nation teacher was saying "Air Nation" and not "Air Nomads" until Aang pointed it out. It is such an impactful scene and influenced me so much. I've often been isolated in classrooms for pointing out certain biases(religious bias, misogyny, teachers favoring people of certain backgrounds). I was not a confident or outgoing kid, I never spoke in class but at these time I just blurted it out and suffered consequences for it but I remember Aang from that episode, standing alone. Correct but mocked. And I find the courage to stand up(ah, kid me was a lot braver, I need to be more brave now).

Hama v. Katara: This entire episode was epic. The sense that something is wrong, the reveal for the true power of waterbending, Hama's past, the FINAL FIGHT. It was heartbreaking to see Katara have to learn to bloodbend and Hama have that victory. Now that I'm older, I appreciate the episode and can empathize with Hama as well. I hate that the show condemned her for doing what she had to do and painted her like that but I think the episode was trying to show that no element is inherently good or bad. They just are. I think even blood-bending can be the good guys' weapon. It gave me a lot to think about more recently and as a kid.

Katara stopping the rain: Do I need to explain? The girl can control the weather. Holy shit.

Toph v. Every Earth Rumble participant: I was terrified, I was hyped, I was losing my goddamn mind. The way she moves, the way her power is portrayed through the seismic waves! Amazing!

Honorable mentions; this is from the comic but the storyline where we find that Fire Nation baited Air Benders through stealing and placing Air Bender possessions. Horrific and barbaric and way too close to reality. The Painted Lady speaking to Katara. Zuko talking to a frog in the middle of the woods.

[fleshmechsystem]

The red survivors (Working title)

By Cal

Chapter 1: New ally.

-BEEP BEEP-

Fuck, I wanted to sleep for five more minutes but I guess I have to force my ass to wake up, at least I don't have work anymore so there's that.

I sat down for a moment to recuperate myself from having some R & R after a long day of bashing the heads of those damned things for the entire afternoon, almost got my ass bit but luckily my jacket saved my life.

Can't be safe nowadays after the outbreak happened, god knows if the power grid or the water would even last for a couple of days. Well, there's no helping it, I guess I need to get some pots to store water with, could help me for a couple of days if I can boil them clean.

After meandering in my thoughts for like a couple of minutes, I decided to put on my boots and get things done. I did some stretches and ate the yogurt I stuffed in my bag and started digging in. It ain't much but it's enough to get me through the day.

As I opened the door, I heard an audible sound coming from the kitchen. Did I leave the window open? Must be those critters again, little shits always breaking shit around.

But this wasn't any critter. I heard an audible groan from the outside, it's definitely not one of those things either, it sounded too alive to be one.

I picked up my trusty axe, and slowly creaked open the door, taking a small peak, the sound definitely stopped. But I couldn't help but be a little cautious so I sneaked around, checking corners for any signs of an ambush.

Of course it could be the sounds I'm hearing again . Always keeping me up at night in the worst ways possible, but no, this one is real unlike last time. At least I hope it is.

I took a deep breath and immediately rushed my way into the kitchen, only to see a dark skinned man with neck length gray hair eating an eggplant with a dumbfounded look on his face.

"Alright what the hell are you doing in here? I don't remember setting a welcome mat for you here pal."

I asked, raising my axe over my shoulders.

"Woah woah! Jush let me fimish thish then we can talk feller!"

The fuck? Is this guy a dumbass or just a moron? Why the hell is he talking while eating? I could barely understand what the hell he even said!

"Could you repeat that without shit in your mouth?" I groaned, putting the axe down to point.

"Sorry! *Gulp* Names' Wiley by the way feller! My Ma always told me to be polite, sorry about that!"

Okay, so I'm now talking to the guy that just broke into the house I'm staying in and started eating food in the fridge. I mean it's not like I didn't do the same but he could've killed me in my sleep.

I was going to ask him something but before the damned words even left my mouth, he looked at his watch and interrupted me. immediately rushed into the television to turn it on.

"Quick! The show is startin! I can't miss exposure survival!" He said hurriedly as he sat his ass down the floor watching attentively.

This guys peculiar, he could've reached for his weapon and tried to attack me but instead opted to watch some damn television.

I feel stupid for doing this but I sat down alongside him to watch the show he was watching.

"Fuck is this?"

"Exposure survival."

"...Okay no aside from that, what's so special about it?"

"Oh well I just liked watchin it everyday mister! Oh oh it's startin!!"

Well I guess I can't really give a shit about this guy, he seems to be friendlier than most folks around these parts… Well the ones that aren't dead anyway.

He has a weird glint in his eyes, almost like he's some gleeful kid at the Spiffo's headquarters. He's definitely something, alright.

"So… Wiley right? That your name? Sounds childish."

"Wiley Rojas is the name mister! Nice to meet you!" He happily says as he extended his hand towards me, which I declined shaking.

"I'm not shaking your hand, it's too dirty."

"Oh sorry mister! I'll be cleanin it up later!" He says slightly embarrassed as he places his hand on the back of his neck as he glues his eyes back to the television.

"You look like you've been through hell, do you not clean up after yourself after taking care of those things?"

No response, guy was too focused watching the show to even notice what I said.

"Hey I'm talking to you, you deaf or something?"

The show ended already but he was still glued to the screen, so I snapped my fingers in front of him to get his attention.

"Knock knock? Is Wiley still there?"

"Oh! Sorry mister, I must've lost track of time again! What were you sayin?"

He asks dumbfounded like a lost dog.

"First of all, stop calling me mister, just call me Rubin. Second of all you look like shit, go clean up in the bathroom then we can go take some more food later."

He didn't respond verbally but he simply smiled at me and went into the bathroom… With his gear still with him.

I guess I'm stuck with this guy for a while. Least I won't be lonely for some time.

-End of Chapter 1-

[the-dragon-with-silver-scales]

Do you know what real monsters are?

No they're not terrifying creatures that kill people but those can be, no it's not characters and people responsible for one or a few genocides but they can be. No real monsters are people/ thinking beings who are unwilling to change, people who have hardened their hearts to the point of crystallization. An example for anyone who has had exposure to stories of the old testament or the origins of the Hebrew people is the pharaoh, Ramses, he hardened his heart against freeing people from the wrongful enslavement of his father. Or another example of a much more recent character of Jack Horner, the guy legitimately found enjoyment in horrifying that cricket. Now I have a second point here.

Other than the hardening of heart against doing good no matter what they did if someone is willing to change redemption is possible. Of course consequences to actions still happen but if someone kills planets of people and deeply regrets it, a death sentence does no good. There's a point where someone's done an unforgivable, to most humanity, amount of damage but letting them live and try to fix their damage is a better consequence then any execution.

Also as a christian I'll give an answer to the question used a as trap against us in debates on the topic of redemption/ salvation from sin: "If Hitler repented at the end of the war, would he go to heaven?" The answer is yes because of the requirements for redemption and what repentance is. Repentance is not just feeling sorry or guilty for wrong actions but committing to change your way of life, often caused by regret. Repentance and accepting that you needed Jesus to pay the price for your wrongs (past present and future) in your stead, so that you could skip out on the consequences and have a personal relationship with God, is the most basic breakdown of what salvation is I can do. I'm not gonna run around like a christian Karen demanding you get on good terms with your creator, but I'm definitely gonna recommend it because my personal experience is it's pretty nice.

I'm pretty serious about recommending it, getting a spiritual hug is crazy nice, and you guys need to check out what spiritual gifts are. Not necessarily on demand superpowers but when God is willing, helps is crazy with anywhere between suddenly a therapist to super strength. There ain't no way without it my autistic butt is talking people down from suicide.

[limetimo]

ep3

so we start with these guys planning an assassination of the firelord

Guys my men you're sneaking theough the literal middle of the throne room what didnyou expect

AZULA???? Chubby cheeks!! Chubby round face!! I want to pinch her cheeks!! She and Ozai are really in it together…

waterbending still looking sick <3<3<3

We keep getting flashbacks from katara to the day firenation killed her mom

katara approves of suki, love to see it, and sokka has a kyosji fan as a memento. This better be useful later

Zuko is pretending to be under Zuko leadership for now, itoh doesn't trust that hoe

guys with sideburns look like gorillas I'm sorry i can't I've it

karate barring her pretty eyes at a guy to get into omashu, some worldbuilding exposure from the guy helping them. Cool guy. I like him

CABBAGE GUY!

TEO??? What is he doing there?? The Mechanic??? Huh i guess that in the name of serving time they put them in this episode inserted off letting them have their own one. omashu is being bombed

Greek sokka <3

aang taking more responsibikity on his shoulders

Ty Lee and Mai!!! Azula is pretty cool. This thing keeps serving when it comes to pretty girls being pretty badass

Zuko and Iroh are going to omashu to see about the airbender reports

karate is sneaking seeing the mechanic exchange stuff with a firenation... bro if youre on a secret mission in enemy territory maybe don't wear a

JET?????? Jet is the pretty sassy boy that smuggled them into omashu for kattara's pretty eyes???? 0/10 too hinged, where are the freedom fighters. Oh here they are. Yay! Still. No wheat in wheat-boy's mouth

Sokka is having a good day designing airships

"my jock dad doesn't really pay attention to my needs interests " lmao

oh, here comes the wheat. And the rest of the freedom fighters. Shut your wheat mouth with that Bumi slander wheat boy

aang and teo are found exploding Kelly wherever they are... and found out that fire nations aren't the one bombing omashu!

Jay sad boy back story ;( katara is big sad and he gave her a blanket!

jet should have eyeliner IMO. A proper pair of cat eyes. Wings so sharp they cut glass

there's a pattern of katara struggling with a bending move; a boy tells her to draw strength from her emotions, katara a breakthrough with the bending move

White lotus reference!

Azula wrote to zhao the double faced bitch (tripple faced, at this point)

the blasting jelly barell looks so funny like SIR why is the big glass jar wrapped with two lines of rope

sokka doesn't believe katara Mechanic is crooked, katara doesn't believe sokka when he saus freedom fighters are shady (idk i wasnt eatching too closely)

zuko found katara in the market, is following her; freedom fighters did the god old swicharoo with mechanic's briefcase; they plan to blow mechanic up while he's meeting with fire nation in the palace. aang stays in the market to fight Zuko while the water siblings go stop the assassination attempt

zuko sweetie youre embarrassing yourself in front of everyone

what if I "life tweeted" the netflix atla

I have the whole night and no work tomorrow

so i could in theory binge it without pre-set expectations

[linddzz]

My largest exposure to Dionysus comes from Hades and Percy Jackson but I'm kinda glad to know that even when he's contacting someone irl he still has the same energy lol

I only read the first Percy Jackson novel and I am sorry to admit that even reading it before my weird little Dionysian awakening I was...annoyed at his portrayal. Dionysus was the Olympian noted for coming down and hanging with people! If there was a party or you were drunk (or in any altered mental state tbh) it was and is believed to be direct possession! He had a human mother himself and you could make the argument that he was briefly a demigod! Him being pissy about watching the camp didn't make sense, he'd probably be more like Jack Black in School of Rock! There would need to be someone reminding him that he can't help a kid chill out with weed and/or alcohol while their brain is developing. Or that the answer to a 13 year old's dramatic break up is not "you want my girl gang to kill that guy for you?? They can totally kill that guy for you."

The Hawaiian shirts and constant whining about missing Ariadne fits though. Absolute Wife Guy. There's a description of a mini play at a symposium with actors playing Dionysus and Ariadne where Dionysus danced into the room, saw Ariadne on a throne and went "!!!" before dancing over and sitting on her lap. Adorable King Shit.

I haven't played Hades but everything I see for Dionysus in that is pretty spot on vibes wise. He looks like he gives great hugs and can chill and joke around. He looks like a leopard that would try to lay on your lap. He also looks like the guy who would go :3 as his Girl Gang dismembered a dude for disrespecting his mama. Also having Orphic myth come from a prank Dionysus plays on Orpheus??? Hilarious show of the research they did. Fuckin superb.

[shadowthrone-ammanas]

Life as a Ghost Drabbles: Catch

Yo, I'm turning my 'Life as a Ghost' fic into a drabble fic over on Ao3 which means I do requests for it now. Go check it out over there if you're interested, rules are at the bottom of the fic.

~

"There needs to be a sequel where snatcher or hat kid catch a seal. Either hat kid stops snatcher from killing it, or he's such a soon-Dey-Rey he lets it go free. He tries to make a contract, but the seal is so incompetent it screws everything up even more."

~

Finally at long last Hat Kid was going to catch her own soul! She’d set up the trap all by herself and everything! This time she would have no mercy!

Her victim thrashed, causing the net to swing back and forth, the tree branch it was attached to creaking ominously. With that weird extra sense she was developing more and more as she grew more powerful, she could feel their soul. It’d be quite easy to snatch it out and eat it up but she wanted to see the face of her first real victim. … And she kind of owed that to them, didn’t she? For stealing and eating their soul.

She floated up to grab the string of the neat, stilling its swinging. A muffled sound came from inside as the being inside kept struggling for a few more seconds before finally calming down enough to allow Hat Kid to open the top of the net. Just enough to allow her to look inside.

“Hewwo. Thanks for saving me. This net is scary.” One of the Captain’s seals looking up at her with innocent but thankful eyes. Their thrashing had gotten them all twisted up, only heightening their cute charm.

Hat Kid frowned at them. “God damn it.” She may be a heartless monster now, ready to feed on the souls of anyone who dared entire her domain – technically Snatcher’s but she shared it now too. But… one of these cute seals, really? How could she possibly hurt something so cute and innocent?

“Uh, miss what’s the matter? I’d like to be put back on the ground now, this hurts.” They whined and squirmed, giving Hat Kid puppy dog eyes that she might’ve assumed were fake if now for how much exposure she’d had to these guys on the cruise and then rowing back.

“Why are you here?”

“The Captain thinks that the Little Miss, might’ve crashed somewhere so he sent me and a few others out to find her. Well technically he only asked us to gather information but I thought it’d be better if I found her. The Little Miss is a kid. She wears a hat a lot like yours but not all dark purple. Now that I think about it, you actually look a lot like her except she’s not all purple and glowy like you are.”

And so her continued putting off of going around and telling everyone that she was a ghost now and that that was mostly okay had finally come back to bite her. What was she going to do about this? She couldn’t kill them and eat their soul. Maybe she could do a contract with them and then let them go? … No; anything she tried to make them do or fix, they would probably only make worse. She had no real choice but to just let them go, huh? And come clean in the process.

With a sigh, she deactivated the magic holding the net to the tree branch and lowered it down to the ground, allowing it to open fully. “I look like her because I am her. I crashed here and died. But I’m a ghost now so it’s… not as bad as it could’ve been I guess.” She’d mostly come to terms with it and there were things she liked about it now but she still didn’t like to think about the whole being dead thing much.

After righting themself, the seal stared up at her in awe. “Oh. Sorry for your loss, Little Miss. You look cool now though.”

“Uh, thanks.”

“And I found you!” They pushed themself up onto their tail to clap their flippers. “I gotta go tell the Captain.”

“I’ll go with you.” So she could tell him herself and then go around telling everyone else who might want to know. It was past time she do so.

[petitelepus]

Hi! I’m a new follower (like two ish days ago) and I so far love how good your work is and how genuinely kind and nice you are. It’s refreshing. I was hoping to drop a Halloween(ish) request?

So basically lost light crew and a werewolf reader, but reader is nervous about when they’re supposed to turn into a wolf and since they’re in space they have a weird schedule that’s always thrown off- basically whenever a random moon is passed and just hijinks of when you can’t do your job because you’re a giant dog.

I’ve always wondered what werewolves in space would be and feel like you know? Is their transformation only due to earth’s moon or just a moon in general? And how taxing is it on them? It’s such an interesting concept to me

GOOD DAY OR NIGHT AND WELCOME to my humble blog! And AWW! You flatter me, I feel like a blushing mess! >///w///< Okay, to the request!

That's a very good question. I'm not going to start doing science behind the werewolves and lycanthropy... NAH, WHAT THE HECK, OF COURSE, I AM GOING TO!

So, if we think about the moon's effect on werewolves... If it was just about the moon's and Earth's gravity then it would affect just like the moon can create high tides and low tide.

BUT. I don't believe gravity has anything to do with lycanthropy. There is something behind it and I'm not talking about what's behind the moon.

OR? Does the moon's gravity actually pull out the beast inside the lycanthropy carriers? This though should be explained more with magic, witchcraft, and certain circumstances that can affect the people.

Mysteries.

And what about Moonstone? I could see that working.

Despite not being actually from the moon itself, I do wonder if this gemstone species hold any special powers that could trigger transformation.

This could again, be explained with powers such as magic or such, but do we believe in magic in TF Universes? Obviously, there is time traveling so why can't Moonstone hold minerals that activate the change in werewolves?

THEN HOW DO PEOPLE GET LYCANTHROPY?

It's been told that lycanthropy can be caught if one has been bitten by a werewolf itself or if one has been cursed. This tells us that lycanthropy is caught with droplet infection, such as when a werewolf bites its victim. Does it make it a disease?

Witchcraft also might be a disease but this one is tailored by humans and perhaps using something from another werewolf, like saliva, DNA, or such to power their curse.

THEN, HOW TO KILL WEREWOLF AND SILVER?

A bullet can kill anyone, I don't doubt that, but there must be something in silver that reacts with werewolves. Through the heart and it would kill, but I think that exposure to silver otherwise could give werewolf itches and irritate their skin. You know, like an allergy? It's a real thing.

AND THEN!?

How would the transformation go and affect our dear carrier? I could imagine that the carrier would experience burning feelings and aches all over the body because the change from human to wolf would take a toll on anyone.

I mean, your bones need to reshape and grow in such a short moment and that can take a huge toll so I wouldn't blame a werewolf if they felt a little cranky after the transformation.

And are they in their senses? I mean, the pain, if there is any, could drive anyone mad or cranky at least.

BUT, if the carrier doesn't experience any pain then they might feel liberated by transformation. In some media, it's told that werewolves feel free, lightweight, and better when they are wolves, but they can be mindless animals also that wake up the next morning as humans again, but they hold no memories.

This could be compared to being dead-ass drunk and when you wake up you don't remember how you ended up in your room or what you did last night, but others certainly do remember.

I think that's about it. Sorry, I went a little wild there! I hope you guys don't mind! >////<