#sorry for the vent SORRYYYYY im suffering
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there comes a time when it’s like omg im not talented at anything… everyone i love thinks im a loser…. i kinda AM a loser.. everyone my age is far more successful than i am… i dont even have any drive to be professionally successful whats my problem? i dont want to work… im not pretty…. what is the point to my life at all 🫥
#.vent#sorry for the vent SORRYYYYY im suffering#a lot of this is tied into mental and physical health issues i have but it still is all my fault so. sigh#like… the amount id have to work to make a decent living where i live is so overwhelming without even taking into account the fact that#-> i can’t stand for long periods of time; i have brain fog and memory problems; i have awful social anxiety; fatigue; etc#plus i just feel worthless because truly i never even feel motivated to get out of bed but what can ya do#it all feels like a big awful cycle i need to watch fight club again
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i try not to let it get to me but the knowledge i am always going to be The Stupid One in every situation i’m in just…really, really sucks. sigh. oh well. i stay silly :3c
#cant even blame it on being audhd because everyone else i know who is#is smart and talented and their brains work alright 😭 i'm just stupid and incapable#i feel like i’m the only person out there who does not get to experience any of the benefits or joys of these things#for me it is nothing but brain damage and endless suffering with no brightside or intelligence or anything#but then everyone tells me i’m the bad guy because if there was a magic button that would make me not audhd i would click it immediately#like why am i wrong for not wanting to suffer#everyone else seems to have a special interest or a fixation and they can remember information about those things but i...dont. i can't. LO#i do not experience the autistic joy everyone else talks about. i dont have the adhd focusing on what you like superpowers or whatever#my autism made me barely pass highschool and i couldnt handle community college and i had to drop out and i can barely handle having#an entry level job that everyone patronizes me about#i'm barely verbal and i am losing my ability to function to brainfog and everyone around me treats me like i'm their little pet idiot#but wanting to change that about myself makes me evil and bad or something i guess#sorry to whine on tumblr like the good old days but twitter is sick of my shit LOL 😭#pmdd making me spiral worse than usual#one of those times where i'm realizing that if everyone else experiences these things totally different from me than maybe that was never#what was wrong with me in the first place lol. maybe i dont have an explanation and i'm back to being 10 15 19 24 sobbing wondering why im#like this. why i'm so stupid. not even in a self hating way in a legitimately proven way that i am functioning below average intelligence.#ok im done sorryyyyy god i forgot how good tumblr is to vent on#z
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