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#the glasses/Walter model in hl1 isn’t specifically Kleiner#sorry for the small rant here but#I keep seeing that people are saying that the glasses model is based off a real person and while yes they are because like#their a human and based off humans in the regard of fucking character design#but they’re based off like stereotypical white balding scientists seen in media around the 90s not one specific person#whereas Dr. Kleiner is based off of an actual person#and I understand that people think that glasses and Kleiner could be the same person let me propose#1. Kleiner would be younger during Res Cas and not have grey hair#he doesn’t even actually have grey hair in hl2#and 2. Kleiner is based off of an actual person#most if not all of the people in hl2 are based off actual people#whereas the original hl1 scientists are generally just kinda scientist stereotypes#like dudes glasses used to look basically like a mad scientist#sorry sorry it’s like a stupid ass rant I know#and it might be tied a bit to bubby and how people police other when drawing him which I understand nobody wants bubby and Benrey to be#drawn like 80’s Disney antisemitic villian characatures cause they would be like fucking shitty#sorry just yeah#pissed off about shit but also I don’t want to post something about it and just fucking tackled by a fandom that goes fucking bassilstic#also terribly sorry to hl2 fans but this is how your being informed I like hl1 and it’s beta an alpha more that hl2#also I’m definitely not fucking main tagging this cause god#I would fucking dead within the hour I think
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I think what a lot of tumblr-only people are missing about twitter failing, is that it was always a better website when it came to small businesses, instant world event news, fact checking, having users from all over the world, being a source for disaster relief information or warnings, and anything else to keep people up to date with going ons.
Sure, tumblr has many users from all over, but the website is still largely english biased and not nearly as widespread as twitter. I know a lot of news and knowledge comes in on here too. I've learned a lot and see a lot of donation posts in regards to world events, but its nothing like twitter unless you know who to follow. Not to mention, half the news I got here, was days later and from twitter to begin with.
Seeing that being taken away in favor of hate speech and enabling abusers (with the recent potential of getting rid of the block feature over there) and pushing blue user comments to the top (aka elon's weird fans), drowning out anyone else on popular posts, sucks! It sucks for the world and small businesses. because there's really no alternative to it right now.
The site's running rampant with spam and scammers and its becoming more and more unusable by the day. And some people think it's silly to be upset over it or "you shouldn't have all your eggs in one basket" well there only is one basket! This is literally people's livelihoods people seem to be making fun of anytime a change happens that breaks the site and people post all their socials.
And everyone from every country is talking about different websites they're considering, and its splitting up our connection to the world. And surely he knew who this was hurting with every decision.
#idk i see some people being weird about EW TWITTER PEOPLE like well for one they were surely already here too#but you need to understand how small of a community is over here vs twitter essentially being like. world internet hub#people are constantly reminding u of their other socials over there because where are we gonna make our money when its done#starting from scratch sucks. tumblr has been helpful but nothing gets much traction anymore#idk sorry for long post rant but it feels kinda crummy when ppl are downplaying it like this isnt disconnecting friends or communities#or ppls best sources of income
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut
#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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the absolute lack of media literacy from people who haven’t even seen oppenheimer is making my head spin but whatever
#like - every three seconds it’s someone talking about how it’s us military prop or it doesn’t cover the atrocities well etc etc#when a) it is so definitely NOT us propoganda- it is so clearly critiquing the us military and oppenheimer himself#and b) it doesn’t cover every small detail of the impacts of the bomb bc that’s not what the film is about#it is a screenplay adapted from a biography on oppenheimer#it is about him - a biopic - and how he got to the point of making atomic weapons and ends on a note of undeniable horror#it is a movie that constantly bombards you with anxiety bc you have the burden of knowing the future#it is not in any way forgiving anything - it acknowledges the fucked up nature of the situation#hell it’s mostly a courtroom drama that shows how fucked up mccarthyism was#i’m a big history buff - so this plays a lot into it#but y’all have GOT to just stop seeinf things on a surface level and engage with media w/ a deeper mindset of just ‘thing bad’#anyway - sorry it bothers me a lot#there are genuine criticims that can be leveled at both nolan and this film and i have seen them#im not sitting here calling the end all be all of cinema - but it’s a well made movie w/ something interesting to say and evaluate#not wanting to see it is one thing - by all means - but wringing it through the mud w/ absolutely no knowledge of the actual content of -#the film itself is actively annoying#media literacy#oppenheimer#mini rant
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guys look real picture of my handwriting when there’s 5min left on the exam
okay….I’ve seen people on discord searching up pictures that matched the alchemical diagram Jekyll drew up here…
unfortunately I am a dumbass and don’t really give any fucks about that. I’m more. focused on the fact that. that fucking brain structure. its all split up wrong. Jekyll. Jekyll why were you drawing fantasy maps on the brain what were you trying to accomplish.
GUYS GUYSGUYS GUYS QUICK GET THE CAMERA. GET THE FUCKIN CAMERA. DO THINE EYES DECEIVE ME??! JEKYLL AND FRANKENSTEIN ARE…BONDING??
ok but. oh my gosh. they’re actually pretty cute when they’re not at each others’ throats about science!!
okay Jekyll’s prooobably going to open the door and start giggling and brainrotting over fucking chemistry notes with his childhood idol but. it would be funnier if he just slot it through the gap under the door for her to read. and they just spend the next 10 minutes arguing over Jekyll’s handwriting.
but what might also happen is Frankie goes into the lab to see for herself…and going off the wip Sage posted on Xitter, might just help Jekyll find the ingredients needed to make the potion that would fix this mess.
at any rate these two are slowly gaining insight of each other and Frankie finally thinks Jekyll’s worth some of her respect!! guys. I am. so normal over their bonding sessions.
imagine Creature just standing in the corner waiting for them to hurry up and finish the character-developing conversation so they could just leave already. probably not even far off from the truth.
thats it folks! thanks for reading :D
#hi guys it’s kat here we are SO back#sorry for taking an unofficial hiatus on these thingies exam period was not the best#affected my mental health pretty heavily esp on mondays so I took a small break from doing them#anyways. exams are over. they’re back and I’m doing better! for now.#the glass scientists#tgs update#tgs spoilers#kkat's monday rants#did anyone miss these im assuming you did…
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I saw a stupid post on instagram about how being called skinny made this person change how they dress and wrecked their confidence and blah blah and with very few exceptions all the comments were like “oh mean fat people! It hurts just as much getting told to eat a burger than being told to stop eating burgers.” And its like I’m sorry you feel bad about your body, but until skinny people are consistently being told to get invasive surgeries or to take potentially dangerous medicines to get fat I will not feel bad for you for being skinny. Like genuinely, I do feel for anyone who is insecure about how they look, that is a shame. But you cannot tell me that it’s because you get bullied for being skinny.
#captain’s own#dumb bitch hours#personal logs#tw fatphobia#like for example#my sister was very thin growing up. I don’t think she weighed more than 100 pounds until well after she graduated college.#The worst thing someone ever said to her about her size was that she was so small she should buy doll clothes#Not super nice but relatively harmless#Around the same age I was told that I was so fat no man would ever want me and I’d be lucky to be *****#And I ADORE my sister and after she started gaining weight after her wedding she mentioned that she wasn’t feeling great about her body#but that she felt bad for saying any of that to me because she knew I dealt with worse from our parents and the world at large#and I told her that she didn’t need to feel bad because sadly women are just expected and forced to feel bad about the way their bodies loo#and that I am always here for her if she is upset about her body cause I know how it feels and I’ve had to work not to feel that way#okay sorry for the rant that’s my fatphobia post for the next few months#just don’t be clowns
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“you insolent little bitch.”
-ansem, seeker of darkness (he definitely said this)
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#ansem#sora#i love how ansem becomes HUGE during his world of chaos phase#after finishing this i realized that this looks like its about to become the jerma clip#where he pretends to find a bird and then eat it#or the clip of scar holding up a mouse to his face#i know sora isnt THAT small in comparison to ansem in this phase but how much more funny would it be if ansem got this big.#i just wanted the silly visual of ansem picking up sora like Listen here you dumb little shit. (ansem’s calling him dumb not me#because he literally does this the whole game its super cute and funny)#idk why i feel the need to clarify. i guess im trying to say that im not ensnared by the fandom notion that sora is dumb or whatever#he isnt. dont let the fandom or dream drops (and maybe beyond but i havent checked) awful writing convince you that he is#seriously what the fuck is up with modern kh and being mean to sora. i guess the writers are into mean spirited humor nowadays.#SORRY THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE A RANT#anyway. like always i cant draw hands and my anatomy is dogshit.#what else do you want me to say? [my lawyer has advised me to omit this part]
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coworker was mean to me today so fun!
#txt#it was shit today#bosses don’t know what the fuck they are doing they are always on our ass for shit that should be their responsibility#but they weren’t even the person who was rude#they were all three working on tangent packaging shit and I was off doing some other shit#but I had stuff to package left over from before I started task 2#and I used the date stamp for literally 6 cookies just so I could get them done and out of the way. SO I COULD HELPTHEM#and my coworker walks behind my back is like cool cool cool :) not even directly at me#and then when I asked them if it would help them for me to sticker he was so fucking sarcastic#like shit the fuck up suck my dick fuck all of yall#how was I supposed to know u were on stamp duty idiot I just got over here#sorry I’m ranting this makes me so mad#literally I make myself so fucking small so these people can. physically and emotionally step all over me. and once I step in and#do the shit my bosses tell me to do my coworkers don’t like it#and THEN my bosses are fucking incompetent so it doesn’t matter#literally suck my dick fuck my job I’m so mad about today
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i really think that some doctors need to be mauled by wild animals what do you MEAN didnt believe theres glands under your tongue!!! how many millions of years ago did he go to medical school!!! im so mad for you right now
i think some doctors just get like disillusioned or whatever but its NO excuse for them to not know that there are salivary glands under the tongue or other very normal things to know. and then be v rude and dismissive about very normal concerns. but maybe the doctor did know what was going on and just wanted me out of the clinic asap.
but also ive had to point out like rlly normal anatomical things to doctors lately im wondering if walk in clinics are just hiring randos off indeed at this point LMAO
#i joke but i mean they might as well be :')#dude wasnt even old he had to be like MAYBE 40. he was just. IDK . doctors r confusing i dont understand their logic#i still cant believe he thought salivary glands were ONLY in the cheeks#whatd be think was under the tongue?#he pointed to a picture of a ranula (very OBVIOUSLY not what i have bc i have sharp hard rock in my gland and a ranula is like-#-saliva filled sac beneath the floor of ur mouth that becomes super big.) and he asked if thats what i have#i pointed to the small rock. then to the picture. and said that they were different. it was a salivary stone#he didnt believe me???#like im not claiming to have severe disease i just want this thing to be removed . it takes like 30 seconds .#but doctors here refuse to do work. even if the work involves doing 5 seconds of paperwork to send me to a specialist.#iim so sorry for ranting BFNSSHSHS its just like... so frustrating..! im sure doctors in the US are the same as well#everyones disillusioned with their careers now capitalism evil etc but jfc doctors shuold Still care for ppl or QUIT if they rlly cant omg
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btw sorry for the severe lack of art and properly meaningful things to say. i'm in a state
#the thing about me is that i'm usually spending days battling intrusive thoughts and delusion so i am frequently full of energy#and use art as a distraction or a way to arrange my thoughts#but lately my brain decided to just make me depressed and somehow that's worse. the battle is gone and everything else is#including inspiration apparently#i'm sure it will pass in a few days and ill be back to the usual insanity that keeps me going and in agony#okay see. now i'm even talking in depressing ways. fucked up sick and twisted#anyways. it'll be okay. sorry again to the small but validating following i have here#rant post#raysidk
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its me and my inability to compromise against the world
#i hate it when plans are changed i fucking hate it so much#i desperately need to rant about this im having an awful time ..Augh#my dad lost his job and is selling his house. we have at MOST 3 weeks to get out of here#so wrre moving to the house next to my moms. my grandpa owned b4 he died. HOWEVER#i hate that house its dirty as hell. i cant live with my mom theres barely 2 rooms there and i currently sleep on a couch in the living roo#there are 3(?) bedrooms where my dad is moving and they are SIGNIFICANTLY smaller than. literally everything#so well have. not a lot of space. not to mention that all the rooms are shaped so fucking weird. shitty old house bonus#literally everything has the fucking landlord special cause my mom used to rent it except all of the tennants were jerks#so the house has A Vibe. /neg. and its a weird combo of dustu and sticky#Im getting off topic.#i was allowed to choose my room a while back and we all agreed on everything and made plans and thought everything was set in stone#the room i was supposed to get is small asf and has slanted walls. (attic room ig) but it was fine#but my mom was like noo! actually! your older brother is getting that room! we never agreed on anything!!#whicj is AWFUL#i HATE CHANGE#AND. i wish you could see the room im supposed to have now but im at My dad's rn#its so fucking small. the water heater is in there. there's a low hanging fucking duct pipe or whatever right by the door#its pink#it smells like shit#ots right next to the washer and dryer.#there is no light. i hate it so much#ITS SMALL. AND JUST FUCKING SUCKS#i might sound like a dick but everything is so stressful rn i dont want to move school starts in 2 weeks i dont know my schedule i don't#have anyone to talk to. we're all fucking broke as hell and my mom refuses to help my dad because. i dont even know why#sorry. btw#i need someone to talk to so bad#they won't get me a therapist because 1 its not covered by insurance and 2 my dad lost his job and said insurance#i can't get a job because i can't drive and am so mentally fucked up and its so hard for me to do literally anything#i cry at the most insignificant situations and im always on the verge of tears#i get overstimulated so easy i can't fucking do this
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i might have spent an embarrassing amount of money to get this t-shirt but IT IS FINALLY HERE!!! IT'S SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH
#this was the first time i bought something directly from japan#and now i understand why people recommended to buy multiple things at once bc custom/shipping fees are CRAZY#anyway im so happy i decided to buy it after some overthinking#the quality is incredibly good and i absolutely love owning themed t-shirt#and this one is not only just a inazuma11 t-shirt but specifically a saru t-shirt!!!#yeah a whole other level of happiness ngl#(i hate how much serotonin this kid gives me ajsjcjfh)#((small rant im sorry lol. i might delete this later i almost never post personal stuff here))#saryuu evan#ie#saryuuchan
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Look at me. LOOK at me. Old growth forests are important. Their loss is violence against the land.
BUT that isn’t a reason to point at younger, perfectly healthy closed canopy forests and claim they’re ecologically insignificant or bad. Their sparse understory is a function of closed canopy forests. Even old growth forests will have sparse understories if the canopy is closed. That’s how photosynthetic strata works.
The west coast has vastly different forests and history than the east. The rare volcanic eruption that made the giant stands of Douglas fir in the west possible would be literally impossible here. Our species are adapted for stand replacing fires set by indigenous peoples to drive deer and rejuvenate oak. Oak as a genus is dying here. We can’t set fires. We can’t harvest patches large enough to simulate a fire. Our deer are overpopulated and browse down every sprout that dares to reach for sunlight.
Making a sweeping ban on clear-cut and similarly ‘scary’ harvests would kill them for good. The restrictions on fire have nearly done that to species like Jack and pitch pine that rely heavily on fire to establish. They’ve been relegated to pine barrens and the rare sandy forest clearing. Our fire Cherry, thankfully, can last decades in the soil seedbank. You can only see them the first few decades after a large, complete harvest and then they die.
What’s good for one forest kills another. Not all trees are made ecologically equal - and that’s a very good thing. All trees and forests have their ecological value. Management of one forest is never applicable to other forests; they all have their own unique histories and communities that should be imitated when possible and left alone when not.
#ra speaks#personal#forest#forestry#I wanna agree w old growth forest folks so bad but then they turn around and say shit like ‘there is NEVER a good reason to clearcut’#babes the kirt warbler would like to argue. bitches need 10-15 ft Jack pine to nest in. they’re picky.#you ain’t getting 10-15 ft Jack pine without a large. stand replacing. disturbance.#*shaking Californians by the shoulders* THERE IS MORE FOREST TO THE WORLD THAN DOUGLAS FIR. WHY ARENT YOU PROTECTING THE CLIFFSIDE CEDARS?#we have cedars on this coast that are OLD GROWTH. nobody but weird tree ppl seem to care bc THEYRE UGLY AF AND SMALL.#that doesn’t mean they’re ‘not old growth’#gosh do NOT even get me started on the semantics of old growth#and like. yeah we can’t replace old growth in the west BUT NOT BC PLANTATIONS HAVE A HARVEST SCHEDULE.#it’s because the original old growth only exists bc a VOLCANIC ERUPTION wiped out most everything else and laid a nice bed of ash#for the seedlings to establish in. id rather a shitty plantation keep a 50-60 ur harvest schedule on a single piece of land#than have them slowly chip away at literally irreplaceable trees in the name of#‘sustainable forestry’ babe there is no sustaining the western old growth. either a volcano decides to give it a fresh start or not#I hate hate hate the eternal-ness ppl have attached to forests they are not here for you they aren’t even here for species that rely on them#they’re here bc a long time ago nothing else was. they’re here bc the soil was just right. they’re here bc the people before respected that#but also understood their power to shape the landscape. and in doing so they created diversity rarely seen this far north.#sorry. it’s been a day. needed a good rant.
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what do i have to do to get people to read my stuff actually like im not about to get in everyones faces begging for attention but i dont understand how im expected to make FREE fandom content without much feedback on my work
#ignore my ranting but im actually so fucked disillusioned#like why are there so many people who scream about supporting each other and lifting up small creators#and they never do it themselves unless its their friend#sorry i dont sit at the popular table but i never expected that it would impact my reach this much#my newest fic has more hits but less kudos and less comments than my first#it's so obvious people only interacted on my first fic *because* it was my first fic#and thank you so fucking much to the people who have given me kind words#and literally religiously rbing my stuff because you think im worth listening to#this isn't about me crying because im not popular#people with bigger followings are naturally going to get more attention#but the only reason ive started posting my fics is because all these POPULAR BLOGS were like 'we support each other here!!!'#'were a big family were not a big fandom so any time someone posts it brings a smile to our faces!' blah blah blah#like youre out here lying for clout you literally only leave feed or kudos if its your fucking friend 😭 not even if its good#i guess id rather have less people interacting if it means the feedback i get is genuine and not just blowing smoke up my ass#but it still hurts to write a fic that flops and then write another fic thats over 3x longer than my first fic#WITH A PREMISE THAT POPULAR WRITERS HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT BEFORE AND BLEW UP FOR IT AND PEOPLE IDOLIZE THEIR WRITING#so im expecting to get more feedback and constructive criticism because it's a concept that a lot of people seem to love#only to get EVEN LESS FEEDBACK THAN ON MY FIRST FIC#like sorry to everyone who genuinely likes my writing i actually love you so much#but im very rejection sensitive and don't plan on continuing this. it seriously hurts me. it triggers my abandonment and selfhatred shit ba#like im sick to my stomach that another thing im passionate about is sucking the life out of me & i cant even get my foot in the door#donut rebagel this thanks and goodbye
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there’s one on here currently and they’re bringing back up old controversy (jashshipping)
Yeaa I saw that. They also seem to post a bunch of CJ related things, so I might make the daily photos one since there isn't one for just CJ screenshots/photos
#im gonna be a fait bit busy today so I cant make it rn#also wont be making it tomorrow as there's another strike happening then [ill make a post on that later too btw]#but i want there to be an account just of stuff from the vids or of the ones he posts on twitter#as for the shipping thing#i wish ppl wouldn't be so rude with things sometimes man#my stance is basically the same as CJs. interpret it however you'd like just don't show it to ppl who are uncomfortable with it#also don't harass or be a dick to people who do or don't ship it#im glad it died down since then at least & that there's not a bunch of hate going around#this fandom is simultaneously really nice to be in & also really draining sometimes#tho it definitely isn't the worse. ive been in a lot of ones that are a LOT worse than here. big & small#place is actually quite nice mostly. despite some things that deserve needing to be called out [like some of the ableism toward Heart]#I think things would be a lot better if people just let others do their own thing. as long as its not like. fuckin illegal or offense#or against CJs boundaries. just let others vibe out in there own corner#ain't that what we all said when TH purists complain about CJs covers? No ones forcing you to consume the content. is all good#just stay where you're comfortable! if anyone's forcing you to look at their stuff then they're the issue. and that goes both ways#again just listen to what the guy said. don't show it to people that don't like it. don't harass people who do it don't like it. an like#just be groovy#sorry for the rant this has just been on my mind for months now#im generally very neutral on things but i hate everyone just yellin at each other when there doesn't need to be yelling in the first place#again this place is hell of a lot better than other spaces ive been in#its a main reason this is the first fandom I've actively participated a shit ton in#im actually using discord & talking [a bit] to other ppl for once lol#idk man i like it here. Just don't make a reason for people not to like it here#again apologies for the rant op. this has just been on my mind for some time & i really don't want shit being blown up again#also apologize if anythins spelled wrong or sounds like nonsense#shitty keyboard + dyslexia + not being able to edit tags can make dumb results lol#moss rants#[atlas asks]
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Being in a relationship sucks when your body/weight keeps changing.
I know that 7 kg to or from is not the biggest difference to others, but explaining that it will go back and forth every few months like this for years to come, to a partner that found you attractive at one end of the scale (when you met) just sucks. Especially the weeks when i feel disgusting because of my weight and do not want to be ✨perceived✨
#and dont get me started on family members noticing my changing weight#“you should eat more so you dont look sick”#“those pants are getting a bit tight huh?”#I already feel disgusting at this event because I cant wear any of my favourite outfits that are too small at the moment#and my go to comfort fits are not comfy anymore because I know whats under them#i was THIS close to cancel and stay in my bed#but I showed up#and you side eye my choice in food?#I hate it here#I know its all comming from a place of concern#especially from my older family members that have known me my whole life#but even joking comments like#“you sure you can/should eat all that?”#or#idk#It just makes me wanna curl up and die tbh#body dysmorphia#body dysphoria#weight loss#weight#relationship#relationships#dating#medicine#sorry for the rant#rant post#rant#personal rant
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