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i think the way other kids at anact see ivan/till va how ivan/till interact with and view others is really interesting. overall ivan + till seemed to be viewed as the "unapproachable duo" and i think thats hilarious lmfao
multiple people call ivan perfect and hard to approach, literally trying to interact with him through till (i assume the giver assumes ivan and till are besties lol- and it doesnt help that till has never actually refuted this) same with till, hes seen as cold and maybee arrogant to strangers. ("you were so loud at practice" etc etc)
neither of them are genuinely closed off- ivan seeks companionship with till and continues to even when till leaves him. he doesnt make an effort to connect with others though
till seems to have an odd complex going on in that he seeks for human company and warmth to offset the abuse and experimentation he undergoes. yes, the instinct to be in a group or not alone is inherently a survival based one, but it also reassures till that hes worth something. and even though ivans actions might be confusing to till it still means hes seen. acknowledged.
(that went off on a bit of a tangent) HOWEVER tills contrasting side is his belief thats hes better/superior. he calls other pethumans weak and that he will literally destroy them with his music (im paraphrasing and this is based off of memory someone correct me lol) this might come from the nature of his sitatuion- aka being one of the only humans to survive uraks experiments, so he believes hes physically and mentally stronger because well. no one else in anact has been confirmed to undergo the same treatment. in addition, anact systematically ranks humans. theyre trying to parce out the best of the best singers for alien stage and till is one of the top humans- hes called a genius multiple times and that likely adds to his ego
in the end till at least shows courtesy to his other classmates. when hes shown any kindness he tweaks out. his collar has some kind of disco party and when he smiles hes literally sweating.
his emotional flippancy(?) might be one of the reasons ivan likes him. till acts fundamnetally like a human and it shines through his actions and face. he has clear wants and needs, he acts in self interest and hes unapologetically expressive with his goals.
by following till obsessively ivam could mimic and eventually take on tills characteristics. he could "earn" a motive, a goal or a reason to live. a way to be human. and its till. and he devotes himself to him
#sorry theres not exact images n stuff im on my phone rn���#ivan has a lot of analysis online so i made it short and sweet lfmamfodoaofo#alnst#alien stage#alnst till#alien stage till#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#plips rambles#plips theories#plips essays
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every time I’m forced to see this image bc I have to describe what’s wrong w it to dumb ass ppl a small part of me dies
cw: ugly ass emo whitewashed genshin man
#ppl pointedly ignoring the part where I talk abt how he’s whitewashed#look idgaf if they wanna give n*tlan a more modern vibe but this doesn’t make any fucking sense#how are you gonna take inspo form a nigerian god then make him look like this 💀💀💀#somebody said in response to me calling him ugly asf and whitewashed ‘erm but isn’t he a vampire’ SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#bro speedran becoming the ugliest character#I genuinely have no words#well actually I do#could probably write an essay on everything that bothers me abt this game#the worst part is probably that it has so many likable elements abd interesting shit and then at the same time being vile#like how do I explain that the g*nshin lore truly is fascinating but the ability to take it serious and enjoy it plummet when you see the#other shit. frustrating asf#also the fact that only h*yoverse games seem to stay relevant and therefor get to have basically endless content is js 💀💀💀💀#but also having some of the most frustrating fandoms and annoying ass people in said fandoms#like the rampant casual racism everywhere#sorry this turned into a whole ass essay 😭😭#I’m js sad n angry that the thing I used to love turns out to be bigger shit than when I left it#like wow#usually I can enjoy revisiting old fandoms n stuff but this is gen ass#bullshitting
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i’ve been doing a bit of sketching 🙏🙏🙏 i started watching tua less than 2 weeks ago and im actually so hyperfixated on it im losing my mind
anyways working on aj carmichael next!!!!! 😝😝
#sorry for the insane amount of tags but i’ve never posted on tua tumblr before and im praying this will get more than 2 notes lmfao#also i love five so so so much platonically#and i hate that people assume five being ur favorite means it’s because you think aidan gallagher is hot#ok first#that’s a 13 year old boy idc if the consciousness is 58 that is weird 💀#but i genuinely just love the idea of an old grumpy man stuck in the body of himself as a child#and he acts like he’s above everyone and everyone just kinda goes with it because he’s sassy#god i could write an essay on five i love him so much#the umbrella academy#tua#five#five hargreeves#number 5#number five#no. 5#umbrella academy#hargreeves#aj carmichael#traditional art#pencil art#artists on tumblr#my art#anywho!!!#tua s4#tua season 4#tua five#tua rewatch#tua fandom#laur draws stuff#laur says stuff
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quick guys get your tmagp predictions in. mine (because anusia talked about goo so much) is that they'll reveal that gwen has been a ghost the whole time and the oiar will form a makeshift ghostbusters team to destroy her once and for all. she'll get blasted and explode into a bunch of goo all over the walls. it turns out that the whole episode is sponsored by the new ghostbusters film, now in cinemas. gwen stays dead for the rest of the series though
#1. this is not even funny i'm sorry#2. i shouldn't need to stress that this is a joke prediction. but i will#and 3. i wanted to post this much earlier in the day to give people time to add predictions but my essay got in the way 💀💀💀#tmagp#the magnus protocol#magpod#anusia battersby#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#oiar#ghostbusters#beep beep likes tma
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Maybe this is an unpopular opinion... but part of me doesn't want Satoru to come back :c the life of a jujutsu sorcerer is full of suffering, pain and sacrifices, Satoru has already done his duty, I just want him to rest in peace with his friends...
YOU . YOU DID THIS TO US …
… /j :33 I DO AGREE W YOU ANON. i think there’s definitely something to be said abt the fact that we all want him back even though there’s a pretty good chance that satoru himself Wants to rest…. that it would make him happiest . to be with suguru. i want him to come back very badly and i want him to be allowed to let go of his burdens as the strongest but honestly … i’m starting to think that was an unrealistic thought 😭😭 either way i need him here . for my mental health .
#on a meta-level#i think it’s really fun to imagine the jjk fandom as part of the story#and to compare it w the other characters#the characters aren’t allowing gojo to rest but. we don’t want him to rest either 💀💀#everyone wants gojo to come back from the dead. even if he himself doesn’t want that#“now i’m hoping this isn’t a dream”…..#it’s just . fun to think abt i think!!!#satoru rlly is more concept than person#he was born to be adored … at the expense of his own happiness …. something something#idk#there’s an essay there somewhere#nobody will ever be Normal abt him and maybe that’s all he wants#SORRY ANON i got sidetracked… i rlly sympathize w this line of thinking :’3 i think most of us just want gojo to be happy…#ask tag ✩#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers
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bleach media literacy is actually just a measure of how you read urahara as a character
#‘irredeemable bastard who violated the geneva convention’ vs. ‘funny perv who is in love with yoruichi’#sorry not ‘vs.’ i mean ‘and’#did we actually consume the same series#y’all know that tiktok song that goes ‘nobody knows me like you do’? that’s me abt urahara#yes i acknowledge the fact that this man has performed human experiments on multiple occasions#no we cannot conflate this with him touching yoruichi bc both actions are violations#those r two different kinds of violations and the last one feels so forced by kubo#‘oh but he doesn’t respect boundaries’ IS TRUE but whennn was he weird and rapey like that before tybw#i can think of one-off instances bc that’s just kubo’s humor but he did him so dirtyyy#ppl js b searching for any reason to ship urayoru like ewww bitch u reel of filler arc 🤢#i’m so sorry i’m only ranting bc of that one person on here who likes urayoru and has literal essays typed up abt it#AND THEY SHIP SHINJI AND HIYORI? DISGUSTING AFFF 😭🤮#i’m not hearing anyone out bro she acts and look like a child and their relationship is essentially family arguing#getting a ship out of that is insane to me#BYE this is staying in drafts and i’m sc it to send to lilly 😭#well sm for staying in drafts#💀#bleach#clorox bleach#kisuke urahara
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Millennials are annoying because they think because they’re old they are entitled to your childhood nostalgia bc “they watched/did that stuff” first. We do not hate u because ur old we hate u because y’all are annoying asf
#I’m gen z BARELY 97 is the start of Gen z I’m 27 the youngest gen z is like…16? we all had the same childhood pls stop acting like y’all#were the only ones to experience certain things 💀#gen z grew up on 90’s reruns and some shows were still airing so…#fae.txt#sorry I’m watching a video essay abt blues clues
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I finally finished it!
#I feel like I don’t have to say this but the internet is scary NOT A SHIP!!!#would you guys believe me if I told you I started this earlier October#this scene had me sweating bullets 💀#first time posting art since 2020 pls be nice to me#CAN WE TALK ABOUT UNDIVIDED OMGGGG I WAS NOT OK#honestly Risa shouldn’t be scared she could probably fold Divan in half with those shoulders#I could write an essay about how much Divan creeps me out#something about how gentle he tries to act around the children he’s literally harvesting#sorry I’m slow at drawing#unwind#unwind dystology#bookblr#books#divan umarov#risa ward#Risa
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HEEEEY, PSSST!
(do you have more headcanons???)
Oh yeah *cracks knuckles*
Get ready for some PEPPINO
(OKAY IN ADVANCE- I wrote A SHIT TON below the cut, and I think because of this I have more headcannons for Peppino than Gustavo- SO PREPARE YOURSELVES- Oh! And I also added Pep and Gus mixed headcannons at the bottom so if you just wanna see those you’ll see this emoji: 💕 Alright thanks! And enjoy :00)
- I said this in a reblog-, at this point I think I hc him a lefty, I KEEP DRAWING HIM AS ONE SO FUCK IT-
- Oh sports are his life support, it’s his saving grace HE LOVES SPORTS- mainly football and soccer (he used to play soccer in middle-high school) THIS MAN SCREAMS AT THE TV “GOOOAAAAAAAAAL” WHEN SOCCER’S ON (he’s just like my dad for real- :0)
- He definitely listens to old fashioned Italian music, his mother raised him in it HE WILL DIE WITH IT IN HIS BLOOD. But he also likes other types of music (he mains Depeche Mode-)
- He has the most dankest most messed up shat up car you can ever imagine that’s STILL GOING, he treats his car like his child though, he cleans it and is EXTREMELY careful with his baby (He listens to his songs in there and bobs his head when he has a song he likes, but he looks really serious, like he’s gonna kill someone- but he’s still enjoying himself)
- I should also mention that he SUCKS at driving, man has a drivers license yet he’s dog at it?! This is also why his car is so jacked up because he kept crashing it when he was younger- I think he’s cooled down now but he still can’t park right- This is also why he rather would take his pizza delivery motorcycle or Stick just drives him (since he’s funnily enough the only good driver-)
- His house is pretty small, and a bit tight but it’s okay once you get used to it, he tries to stay organized but at times he does tend to leave clothes on the floor. Of course his garage is the cleanest thing known to man, a bunch of flags (a big ass Italian flag-) and signs that say “Man’s garage” or “Man cave”. He also has another fridge full of beers and sodas.
- Have I mentioned he likes beer?🍻
(- And when Peppino’s drunk he’s either two things, a silly drunk: he’s doing stupid shit-
….Or a flirty drunk 👀🔥)
- He still has his war gear in a closet, he keeps it for memories (the GOOD ones) and just cuz he thinks it might be important still.
- He keeps a shotgun underneath his bed (for protection of course-)
- He also has a punching bag in his basement, a big ol’ red one, and he has it there to take his anger out 🥊🔔
- I think he has a bit of anger issues, not too severe! Just that he can get mad easily if stuff just isn’t going right, which is also why he HATES The Noise and Pizza Head, they’re too chaotic for him-
- When Brick was gonna stay with them Peppino initially just wanted Brick away from him but he ended up like one of those Dads that have their pet on the couch watching TV. He also play fights with him too like: he’ll pretend to punch him or he wrestles with him for fun-
- He’s an asshole when he wants to be, one time he was eating with his friends at a McDonalds and they were getting breakfast, motherfucker ate half his friend’s hash-brown and put the half he didn’t eat outside the wrapper to make it look normal. (He did this when he was a teen but he can still be an ass like this-)
- He uses a lot of Italian hand gestures, he uses his hands A LOT he practically talks with them-
- He speaks very aggressively in Italian, the amount of times people thought he was angry and yelling at them even though he was just telling them to hand him a napkin. It’s hilarious, Gustavo is the only one to understand he’s not angry, he’s just talking- 😂
- This even applies to when he’s talking in English, HE STILL YELLS- Like his voice is a big BOOM, yeah he can calm it down but it’s still relatively loud, he’s only ever quiet when he NEEDS to be quiet-
Okay now for some Peppino and Gustavo together x] 💕💕💕
- Gustavo’s species has their own language but they can pick up on other languages pretty quickly, so when Peppino wanted to teach him Italian he started slowly and BAM 💥 not even a month passed and he’s speaking fluently! Peppino’s jaw dropped literally-
- Gus can speak his species language at times but only ever to himself.. He usually talks in English and Italian around Peppino (Gus when he’s angry talks really fast in his language, it’s best to just leave him be until he calms down…)
- They speak Italian to each other sometimes, they switch between English and Italian regularly, but they speak English mainly. They WILL however yell at each other in Italian, mostly so no one can understand their conversation if there is people around
- AND FINALLY- like I said with the Italian hand gestures, Peppino uses them A LOT, and he mainly uses them with the other Italians and Gustavo, BUT MAINLY Gustavo. He taught him every gesture in the book so Gus knows what he’s feeling just by hand gestures.
Even some…. Special ones 👀…..
OKAY THAT’S IT-
#Pizza Tower#Headcannons#MY HEADCANNONS???#This time with Peppino WAHOO-#I’m so sorry for writing so much my god-#I wrote a whole ass essay down there-#I’m very passionate about every headcannon about Peppino because these were all inspired by my Dad- 💀#I SWEAR THE STORY ABOUT THE HASH-BROWN MADE ME LAUGH-#I am also very passionate about the hand gestures- I’m so tempted to draw him doing Italian hand gestures- I WILL DO IT AT ONE POINT I WILL#Hehe alright I hope everyone likes them I spent a lot of time on this-
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what kind of emotion(s) do u guys write from
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#i think abt tht post tht says siken writes w panic and mary oliver writes w hope n i was thinking abt#hiwatari's 'if a shadow is behind a circle then it's a sphere and if a shadow is in front of a circle then it becomes a hole'#obviously that can apply to dark + dai vs krad + sato as part of their dichotomy but its also applicable to both of them as individuals#if u include the manga bc of the way daisuke/dark's heart is. solemn and grandiose but vacant with nothing to satisfy anyone in it#everything they do or say comes from tht empty cathedral. a graveyard. the noble but desolate dust-filled underground of an opera house#i'm writing abt summer and winter but most importantly im writing abt love and light's echoes in a jet black space#i'm saying the reason dark and daisuke are always so grateful for others is because they're always so lonely#and emotionally if not socially malformed and outcast in their own ways#writing daisuke is anxiety and deep guilt on the surface with an undercurrent of pride and arrogance#writing dark is pride and arrogance on the surface with an undercurrent of anxiety and deep guilt#but anything and everything is sourced from that hollow and empty well. that 'nothing' that is a phantom thief's#restless and covetous heart#even within canon the things dark and daisuke both REALLY want- they lie to themselves lie to the audience about until they finally#either obtain or surmount it#well. anyways. sorry for tag essay#i had a lot of feelings and no place to put them 💀
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i have wayyy too much time on my hands rn (neglecting the 4 essays i should be working on) so id like to show u all this
translation
interviewer (norbert dickel, former bvb player): you’re quite tall, it’s not easy to play on this ice-skating rink
lewandowski: yeah, that was kinda difficult
kevin großkreutz: he doesn’t know what that is.
dickel and lewandowski: …
großkreutz: he doesn’t know what that is.
dickel: of course he knows what ice skates are.
lewandowski: i do know! yeah, that’s the… yesterday we played in those shoes! he’s so dumb, honestly, really
#my translation is probably horrible im so sorry 💀#‘er ist so dumm ehrlich wirklich 🙄’ i love him#robert lewandowski#kevin großkreutz#bvb#idk i js find this funny for some reason#me doing literally anything but start writing my petrowskaja essay
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So I got back home after writing the essay and... the theme was from FUCKING "Crime and Punishment" ONE OF THE BOOKS I DON'T UNDERSTAND AND DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO REALLY TRY AND FOCUS TO UNDERSTAND
(Cutting bc it's me yapping AHHSSH)
Basically you get two "pokazna teksta" actually a small part of whatever part of the book they took it and they give a question like for example, "Why are these two characters sacrifice?" and you gotta also know about the author to write it in the introduction (ahaha Dostojevski sir I know you're Russian that's all 💀)
And now I actually think I missed the point of what they actually wanted me to write... and I somehow ended up with more than 440 words... so I had to quickly umm.. cross some sentences over because they take your points away if you have too little or too many words. So idk how many words I have, I just wanted to leave and I'm actually done a lot sooner 💀
But everyone gave each other the looks of "Not that fucking book😭" Please most of us wanted "Metamorphosis" by Franz Kafka or "Stranger" by Albert Camus cuz those are actually more interesting 😭
New record I'm on 2 hours of sleep, and I don't feel well. Maybe I should try to take a nap or actually get more hours of sleep today before I pass out randomly 💀
Okay, math is next on Thursday (and thank fuck the last one) and I didn't even start that 😁✨️
#okay it's me yapping again but thats an update on the croatian essay AAAHH FUCK PLS DONT TELL ME I MISSED THE POINT OF IT#nah imma just gaslight myself that i did it for enough to pass 😌#im sorry if some stuff sound weird but idk how to explain it that well in english 💀#okay imma just go look at some pics of santino and john to recover from this 😭
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People have different tastes, that's how people find jack grealish hot
I know that but it won't stop me from judging y'all taste cause he is a pass lmao 😔
#ask#asks#i still can't see why#i need reasons#a whole ass essay on how& why u find that man hot#anon ask#I'm a judgy bitch I'm sorry 💀#can't help it
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ahhhhhh, my guess is it'd be makarov! and this is why i think so💆🏻♀️ petra struggles a lot with her mind in the way that she knows he's the enemy, someone who's done questionable things to say the least. her loyalty to her team and righteousness refrains her from letting herself feel freely. makarov on the other hand as much of a ego he has he probably doesn't care as much as petra, he knows he shouldn't be feeling that way but he's not gonna fight as hard as her to deny it at some point, he's just a rebel man🫣🤭
also on a side note you're super amazing, the enthusiasm you show when replying to our asks is beyond heartwarming🩷 not many people give this much attention and respect to their replies you are splendid!✨
guess we’ll have to wait and see if your guess is right… i will say that you DO have petra’s reservations and makarov’s lack of reservation down to a T, though 😶
i wanted to make petra/reader a very “good” character – loyal, righteous, headstrong, and willing to do whatever it takes to “save” the world. she’s kind and fair, which are obviously ideal traits for someone in her field, but these traits can easily lead to self doubt and struggling with her actions, since she tries to see all sides of a situation and hunt for the “best” solution. gaz was my inspiration for some of this, as he’s another character that suffers with moral dilemmas on occasion.
petra is loosely based off my oc with the same codename (bravo 0-7 in my other fics, too), but this is, obviously, still intended to be a reader insert story. i’m trying to keep petra as much of a blank slate as possible for people to insert themselves into, but i feel like a reader who’s willing to do some questionable things for the sake of what’s best (like working with the enemy), but is still very righteous, is ideal for this series!
and aaaaaaa thank you!! 😭 you guys are so sweet, i don’t get how i’d reply with any less enthusiasm! it’s all the asks and love from the readers that motivate me to keep writing and, i’ll admit, i’ve almost cried a couple times over all the love you guys have given the series so far 🥹
i know this has been a super ramble-y response, but i also want to say that i know the update is taking a while (currently working on two higher priority fics and schoolwork lol), but i’ve got the next 5 or so chapters outlined, so there is plenty more coming 👀 y’all are gonna love chapters 9 and 10, that’s all i’ll say about those 🤭
ah but thank you again!! i hope you and everyone else keep enjoying the series as much as i’m enjoying writing it!! 🫶🩷
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I don’t understand what you mean when you say you don’t share Light. Can you please explain it in a way for idiots 😭😂
Lmao it’s a fair and reasonable question, don’t worry 😅 I am going to specify what I mean in my carrd. and whatnot too. But I just mean that I’m not interested in or comfortable seeing or engaging with other people’s work where they self ship with Light like I do in terms of having a self insert/OC and will ask them not to interact with my blog/block them if I have to.
NOW, I already follow people who write Light x Reader stuff, those people are fine because obviously I still follow them 💀 but also because x reader content is meant to be general and I sort of see it as more creative prompts/inspiration rather than somebody being more personal about writing or drawing that stuff for him. But this can be subject to change also and I might unfollow/block if I see something that upsets me and it’s not personal at all!
I recently had an experience where just by happenstance, I came across somebody discussing him in the similar way I do like in terms of having an in depth relationship dynamic with him. It got some positive engagement and as simple as it was, it hurt me a lot when I didn’t expect it to.
It made me feel like my ship is shit especially because my ship is honestly way more “boring” (healthy and fluffy) compared to pretty much any other pairing with Light in it. And I know most people prefer Kira Light in terms of wanting to read or talk about him. I do not, so it made me feel extremely isolated and sad. It actually triggered some negative emotions and grief that Light helps to comfort for me. So yeah.
I left my blog open to other people to talk to me if they wanted to about their own ships but I realize now that I don’t feel okay with that. I just gotta make sure my space is happy for me to be in otherwise it defeats the whole purpose, ya know?
#asks#tobie talk#raitobie#I’m so long winded I’m sorry I wrote you an essay anon#but I wanted to make sure I’m specific and clear#I hope it is 💀
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I can finally rest today!!!!!! RAHHHHHH
#awake on 0% sleep and 100% energy drinks#but my essay is done 😨#😨 bc I did not get the chance to spell check or edit it before submitting#i am so annoyed with some parts of it but there’s nothing i can do now 💀#i didnt get to edit my medea paragraph (BITES THE DRYWALL)#(IM SO SORRY FAVE. I DID U WRONG)#anyways am looking forward to a night of stress less sleep for the first time in a month 🙏#mossy posts#🌿
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