#sorry for screaming into the void
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#sorry#fuck#i hear in my head how this sounds trust me i get it LMAO#im giving myself so many sick experiences rn that i know people would kill to have#hozier! dan and phil! bluegrass co ops! sushi with pals! internet friends in my house!#<- all very good things and i acknowledge the privilege and honor of having the ability to have any of those#i get it i get it i do#its so fucking stupid to look at all this incredible stuff im getting to do and just feel numb#like i KNOW a lot of my mutuals have some of these things on a dream bucket list and im over here like#yeah man i did it and i feel nothing besides sheer exhaustion#i keep draggjng myself to them because I know if i dont ill#a. regret not doing them when i pull myself out of this shit#and b. i cannot let myself stay home and in bed for months because it will kill me faster than the numbness and exhaustion#ive gotten out before and i will get out again#but fuck i just wish someone else was here to help drag me up#i just need like one week of someone with a hand on my throat letting me not think#sorry for screaming into the void
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they'll fund a genocide and let their poor regions be destroyed. don't fucking forgive them for that.
my hometown is completely gone from what pictures i can find of it, i have not heard from my family (including aunts, uncles, parents, one sibling, and a grandparent), and the infrastructure in the mountain communities is wiped out. i cannot stress how catastrophic this is, or how difficult it will be for these communities to build back. i am angry, and scared, and heartbroken by everything that's happened.
and our government is spending it's money to fund a genocide.
free palestine, and don't be complicit. realize that this is not something happening that doesn't affect you--although it shouldn't take this to care about the deaths of thousands of people anyway.
#sorry for this angry rant i am not having a good week#hurricane helene#helene#free palestine#laurie thoughts#maybe i'm just screaming to the void and nobody will care since that's how it's gone so far#i could go on and on about how fucked this is not to mention the politics of how we got here#i am so fucking done
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i love my plushies and toys so much i love being surrounded by little joy-filled objects who love me and i love them too and living in the middle of a little village (my room) filled with little friends (my toys) and i feel so safe with them and they will always be here for me just like i will always have a place for these little buddies i love.
#plushies#plushblr#stuffed animals#plush#toywave#baby toys#safeplush#autistic special interest#posic#plushie love#stuffies#toy friends#my text#sorry im discovering the art of screaming into the void about my special interests and now i cant stop#comfort plush#emotional support stuffed animal
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(grabbing your face) do you remember simon fairchild's statement about how he became an avatar. how he fell and the sky embraced him. i think about it all the time. how it would feel to be embraced by the vast. the entity that is about how you are insignificant before the endless void, holding you. the fact that being an avatar of the vast means loving a contradiction: you are insignificant and the entity of the vastness of everything else holds you in its embrace and takes away your mortality.
i wonder if when simon told that one guy enjoy sky blue if the reason he laughed while saying it was because he was sharing his own joy. if in his own way he wasn't being generous, sharing the experience that changed him forever. i wonder if as much as he spreads terror, maybe what he really wanted was to share that experience, and that's why he picked someone who loves sky-diving, someone who was also in love with the sky.
i wonder if that guy who was eaten by the sky isn't out there now, saying the sky held him gently in the huge jaws of endless blue, and he cried with joy as he understood. if what for his mother was a horrible experience that killed her son, for him wasn't the liberation from his mortal life and worries before the realization that we are nothing.
i wonder if simon was afraid, too, before he was in love or while he was in love with it, if he can even distinguish his love for the vast from his fear from it or it's just another facet of his adoration, something he can offer to it, if when he said he loved the sky he meant it like that, like we often love a god, with fear as strong as our adoration.
#sorry for the long post this had to be screamed into the void#simon fairchild#tma#the magnus archives#rant#the vast#tma entities#tma vast
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Is that. A Nightingale????
"I'm afraid that's not for you, sir. What about this?", Goldstone asks while showing Aziraphale a case with a bronze nightingale as a handle. "No, no, no, it's alright. I've found my showstopper.", Aziraphale answers, looking at the magic bullet catch.
Is Aziraphale actually choosing a RIFLE over a Nightingale in this scene. I am losing it.
Not only is he choosing danger over the safe option, he's choosing a weapon. HE IS CHOOSING TO FIGHT.
And, he is also choosing to do this with Crowley (even though Crowley is reluctant) and he is choosing to trust him. He's not even considering the safe option.
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#good omens theory#good omens thoughts#good omens meta#not art#sorry this is not an art post but I had to scream these thougts out into the void#im going up the walls
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Signs you might be aromantic!:
You feel little to no romantic attraction
You chose crushes as a kid instead of feeling any particular way about them
You are compelled by the wind whispering through the forests
The great beast has appeared to you in a dream
The stars call down to you, promising to show you the cosmos, but their invitations are tinged with ice and sharp teeth
Your reflection has started to warp and glow, reaching out to you with unknown intentions
Strangers stop you in the street to warn you of the being pushing it’s way into our world, it will split the fabric of reality, raze the foundations of our minds they insist
You have started to unravel, first a bit of your finger, then a hole starts opening in the back of your head. Underneath lies a skeleton of light wrapped in gossamer
You don’t really understand kissing
Hope this helps! :)
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Dude caught me taking a screenshot, I'm cooked-
#Static screams into the void#Static plays FNV#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Arcade Gannon#THE WAY HE JUST IMMEDIATELY LOOKED RIGHT AT ME- I JUMPED.#Sorry cadeyboy you just looked really pretty-#Wasn't a fan of Honest Hearts writing-wise. But Arcade looks pretty slick in bacon man's vest.#But yeah- after finishing that I'm just wrapping up a few things before doing Lonesome Road and ACTUALLY FINISHING THE DAMN GAME.#(Mainly checking off some undiscovered locations and the last few Wild Card objectives.)#I'm reeeeealy not emotionally ready to finish 'For Auld Lang Syne' and lose this nerd :'(#So I've been pushing it to be the literal last thing I do before endgame.
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co-parenting<33
#screaming into the void#i just think that.#yeah.#my art#the @ is my insta#art#fanart#fanartist#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock bbc#sherlock holmes#john watson#benedict cumberbatch#martin freeman#johnlock#could also be gen#live your truth#parentlock#rosie watson#mary morstan#warstan#i miss them sorry.#they see her in rosie and i fall to my knees#sherlock x john#sherlock holmes x john watson#sherlock holmes/john watson#sherlock/john
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*Dom voice* You've been a very nuanced girl
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The figure turned to look at Damian and seemed to freeze before its form shifted, rings of light covering it as it did. When the rings faded, there they floated with white hair that moved like it was uneffected by gravity and was moved by wind that wasn’t there. Freckles that looked like stars covered the beings skin, tanned but washed out and ashen, like a corpse. Wide, expressionless eyes that glowed a bright eeire green. Despite this, Damian recognized that face. He recognized that expression too. Despite looking like Tim’s dead eyed stare to most anyone else, Damian knew the expression as one of surprise, of shock. And that face was almost identical to the one in his nightmares of the worst day of his life. He knew that face every time he glanced in a mirror.
“Danyal” he said softly, his own face almost certainly in an identical expression. Despite the distance and chaos between them, Damian was certain Danyal heard him, as Danyal perked up a bit. Then, his form seemed to glitch, colors distorting as his body twitched and part of his body seemed to disappear for a moment. Then, he seemed to fade into nothing, leaving Damian to start panicking. He worried that he had just lost Danyal again.
Then he reappeared startlingly close, putting his hand on Damian’s chest “Here,” he said, the difference in how he spoke compared to Damian achingly familiar, “A drop of your blood and an offering of food if you’re feeling nice. Call my name, it may take a moment but I will appear” he removed his hand, and a piece of neon green glowing paper with strange symbols on it floated after Danyal’s hand before Damian caught it. Danyal’s form glitched again, harder, and his face set in a grimace before he faded into invisibility again.
Fun fact! Sometimes when the grief got bad enough, Damian would mimic how Danny talked and would recite stories about constellations like Danny did. He took many, many precautions to make sure that no one, not even Talia knows that he’s done this. Only Alfred the cat and maybe Alfred the Human knows, and neither will speak a word to anyone about it.
#I’m so scared of this getting popular#I am a lurker and this is my first personal writing offering to the screaming void#If too many eyes are on me I may startle and disappear into the underbrush#dpxdc#demon twins#demon twins au#it has me by the throat#just a little shred of the loving chaos in my mind#I’m so sorry I don’t have much else to give for this au rn#if people want I can make a post explaining the context for this
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Permission to donate and blaze your post?
p-permission granted
#i-#i honestly thought that the post will end up being a scream into the void#i can't thank ALL of you enough#I'm sorry I can't write much my head hurts a lot and i still feel dizzy#but I'm very. VERY grateful#ask vovk
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I know I already posted about this but it was on a reblog that I think got buried under the original and I need someone else to lose their mind with me.
So the wonderful human that commented on this post about Hell's understaffing problem made me rethink something that I think a lot of us are sleeping on: Hell is RATIONING something.
At the beginning of S2 in between other remarks, Shax mentions that Beelzebub has put some lower ranking demons "on half rations." But we know celestials and infernals generally don't eat, so surely it's not food, right?
So what could they be rationing?
And then I remembered how both Heaven and Hell keep close tabs on the miracles done by Crowley and Aziraphale on Earth--even the little things.
And how, in S1, Hastur is stuck in Hell waiting for "maintenance" to come fix a leak in the ceiling. It's played off as a joke and it's something that would be so mundane for a human in an office or apartment building, so we don't give it much thought... But they can do miracles. They could literally fix that with a snap. We've seen Crowley fix the Bentley, so surely a little leak is nothing.
And Aziraphale gets reprimanded for doing "too many frivolous miracles," which we initially ignore because it's exactly the kind of bureaucratic/corporate BS we'd expect from Heaven and Hell.
But what if it's not just BS?
What if the power sources used by angels and demons are not infinite? Worse, what if they're not replenishable?
What if Hell is rationing miracles, because there's not enough power to go around?
And if so, where's the power coming from?
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#good omens meta#good omens s2#good omens s1#I have not stopped thinking about this fr#There's so many ways it can go#And I can't think of one other thing Hell could be rationing that makes sense#And this could have serious implications in the whole “We need Armageddon to happen” ordeal#don't send help#I'm just screaming into the Void#Sorry void
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Do you think you'll draw the nimbasa trio catching their first Pokemon that's not their starter on their journey?
Definitely! It’s just a matter of getting there, haha. I am but one vaguely man shaped blob with a hyperfixation. Mortal needs like sleep and hand pains stop me from vomiting every brain idea I have.
I actually got this question multiple times, so to answer! I am not going to be drawing the nimbasa trio getting another pokemon until their late teens unless a brainworm strikes. (So no new pokemon during the current snapshot series haha.)
Why?
From a canon perspective, well:
Most npc trainers you meet on route have 2-4 pokemon, so I’m gonna try to keep within that amount until the trio settles in Nimbasa and have the revenue/space to upkeep a full pokemon team.
From a meta perspective, wellllll:
Another caught pokemon means character development, and I, ah... right now, I just wanna draw a candle, a zebra, and an eel. I love painting. But fitting seven or more characters on a canvas is, er… Make me draw more guys and I’ll melt like a vanniluxe on a summer day.
If people are curious for some pokemon headcannons though (note that this is not canon— pokemon gave me a puddle of information, so I’m taking the shovel to dig an ocean.)
- ingo saw a colony of dwebble collecting rocks while in the desert, and he’s been enamored ever since. He’s been trying to convince a dwebble to join his team for a while. Unfortunately, Ingo’s very excited and dwebble are naturally shy. (It doesn’t help that litwick can get mean when jealous.)
- emmet loves double battles and teams up with a lot of wild pokemon— but he doesn’t click with anybody until much further in the future. Me thinks his expectations are a tad too high from having such a good start with tynamo. He’s worked with multiple growlithes and thinks Helping Hand is the coolest shit ever.
- emmet’s first “caught” pokemon would be archen. More like “lab grown” and “lovingly hatched”, but it’s the thought that counts. Thinking once again about squab archen…
- elesa found her two emolga in the trash. She was going to release them after fostering, but got attached.
For future plans:
(The pokemon the twins live with and are officially part of the team (named at what stage the twins meet them! Note that everybody becomes fully evolved at somepoint.)
Ingo— litwick, dwebble, drillbur, and axew.
Emmet— tynamo, archen(lint roller), joltik, and durant.
They also have pokemon coworkers that don’t live with them, but agree to help in battles for exp and wages— kliklank twins, garbadore, shelmet and karablast, boldore (atlas), and gurdur)
And for our favorite electric gym leader:
Elesa— blitzle, the emolga twins (em and molga), stunfisk, mareep
(She has pokemon coworkers Eelektross (eela), zebrastrika (motorbreak), and Galvulanta (Lanta) who have a similar set up to the twins— the pokemon agree to work with Elesa for exp and wages, but otherwise have their own lives.)
(Fun headcanon: pokemon who are raised by humans tend to keep human nicknames. It’s not always the case, but it’s a common enough trend for research studies.)
#critterbitter screams into the void#ask#mailbox#future plans!#but yeah! sorry folks. the trio are not going to be decked with fully evolved teams for a WHILE#ingo emmet and elesa are pokemon npcs#not pokemon protagonists#i like to imagine the scary children we as players embody are uh. Definitely not normal to most folks#((but also i really like pokemon teams as family. so i wanna take the time to develope possible story directions mmmhmm!))#skitters back into the void where i nest#pokemon#submas headcannons
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hey remember when it was considered really fucking weird to use extremely sexual and disturbing language to simp for real people in their own comment sections/online spaces? can we go back to that stigma? like if you wouldn't say that shit out loud to that person's face, literally just don't say it anywhere. y'all are so self-centered it's insane. you do not EVER. have the right to tell someone who does not know you at all exactly what you think of them sexually. bunch of disgusting catcallers.
#sorry for the strong language to my more kindly worded friends#but i'm not sorry for anything else#and don't worry i am not vagueing about any one person in particular#this is just me screaming into the void
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mfw the wc map community scrambling to use all the hot new h*zb*n h*tel songs but just. flat out refusing to even glance at music from black artists/genres
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thoschei shippers and master fans hate to see me coming (I monopolize the master and thoschei hashtags on every single social media)
#sigh#sorry guys. i need to scream into the void#the void: the internet#the master#doctor who#thoschei
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