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#sorry#fuck#i hear in my head how this sounds trust me i get it LMAO#im giving myself so many sick experiences rn that i know people would kill to have#hozier! dan and phil! bluegrass co ops! sushi with pals! internet friends in my house!#<- all very good things and i acknowledge the privilege and honor of having the ability to have any of those#i get it i get it i do#its so fucking stupid to look at all this incredible stuff im getting to do and just feel numb#like i KNOW a lot of my mutuals have some of these things on a dream bucket list and im over here like#yeah man i did it and i feel nothing besides sheer exhaustion#i keep draggjng myself to them because I know if i dont ill#a. regret not doing them when i pull myself out of this shit#and b. i cannot let myself stay home and in bed for months because it will kill me faster than the numbness and exhaustion#ive gotten out before and i will get out again#but fuck i just wish someone else was here to help drag me up#i just need like one week of someone with a hand on my throat letting me not think#sorry for screaming into the void
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they'll fund a genocide and let their poor regions be destroyed. don't fucking forgive them for that.
my hometown is completely gone from what pictures i can find of it, i have not heard from my family (including aunts, uncles, parents, one sibling, and a grandparent), and the infrastructure in the mountain communities is wiped out. i cannot stress how catastrophic this is, or how difficult it will be for these communities to build back. i am angry, and scared, and heartbroken by everything that's happened.
and our government is spending it's money to fund a genocide.
free palestine, and don't be complicit. realize that this is not something happening that doesn't affect you--although it shouldn't take this to care about the deaths of thousands of people anyway.
#sorry for this angry rant i am not having a good week#hurricane helene#helene#free palestine#laurie thoughts#maybe i'm just screaming to the void and nobody will care since that's how it's gone so far#i could go on and on about how fucked this is not to mention the politics of how we got here#i am so fucking done
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i love my plushies and toys so much i love being surrounded by little joy-filled objects who love me and i love them too and living in the middle of a little village (my room) filled with little friends (my toys) and i feel so safe with them and they will always be here for me just like i will always have a place for these little buddies i love.
#plushies#plushblr#stuffed animals#plush#toywave#baby toys#safeplush#autistic special interest#posic#plushie love#stuffies#toy friends#my text#sorry im discovering the art of screaming into the void about my special interests and now i cant stop#comfort plush#emotional support stuffed animal
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castiel should’ve killed more people, dean lets him kill one homophobe a day to deal with the blood lust <3 cas comes home all scary and covered in blood and dean tries not to pop a-
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(grabbing your face) do you remember simon fairchild's statement about how he became an avatar. how he fell and the sky embraced him. i think about it all the time. how it would feel to be embraced by the vast. the entity that is about how you are insignificant before the endless void, holding you. the fact that being an avatar of the vast means loving a contradiction: you are insignificant and the entity of the vastness of everything else holds you in its embrace and takes away your mortality.
i wonder if when simon told that one guy enjoy sky blue if the reason he laughed while saying it was because he was sharing his own joy. if in his own way he wasn't being generous, sharing the experience that changed him forever. i wonder if as much as he spreads terror, maybe what he really wanted was to share that experience, and that's why he picked someone who loves sky-diving, someone who was also in love with the sky.
i wonder if that guy who was eaten by the sky isn't out there now, saying the sky held him gently in the huge jaws of endless blue, and he cried with joy as he understood. if what for his mother was a horrible experience that killed her son, for him wasn't the liberation from his mortal life and worries before the realization that we are nothing.
i wonder if simon was afraid, too, before he was in love or while he was in love with it, if he can even distinguish his love for the vast from his fear from it or it's just another facet of his adoration, something he can offer to it, if when he said he loved the sky he meant it like that, like we often love a god, with fear as strong as our adoration.
#sorry for the long post this had to be screamed into the void#simon fairchild#tma#the magnus archives#rant#the vast#tma entities#tma vast
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Is that. A Nightingale????
"I'm afraid that's not for you, sir. What about this?", Goldstone asks while showing Aziraphale a case with a bronze nightingale as a handle. "No, no, no, it's alright. I've found my showstopper.", Aziraphale answers, looking at the magic bullet catch.
Is Aziraphale actually choosing a RIFLE over a Nightingale in this scene. I am losing it.
Not only is he choosing danger over the safe option, he's choosing a weapon. HE IS CHOOSING TO FIGHT.
And, he is also choosing to do this with Crowley (even though Crowley is reluctant) and he is choosing to trust him. He's not even considering the safe option.
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#good omens theory#good omens thoughts#good omens meta#not art#sorry this is not an art post but I had to scream these thougts out into the void#im going up the walls
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Signs you might be aromantic!:
You feel little to no romantic attraction
You chose crushes as a kid instead of feeling any particular way about them
You are compelled by the wind whispering through the forests
The great beast has appeared to you in a dream
The stars call down to you, promising to show you the cosmos, but their invitations are tinged with ice and sharp teeth
Your reflection has started to warp and glow, reaching out to you with unknown intentions
Strangers stop you in the street to warn you of the being pushing it’s way into our world, it will split the fabric of reality, raze the foundations of our minds they insist
You have started to unravel, first a bit of your finger, then a hole starts opening in the back of your head. Underneath lies a skeleton of light wrapped in gossamer
You don’t really understand kissing
Hope this helps! :)
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Dude caught me taking a screenshot, I'm cooked-
#Static screams into the void#Static plays FNV#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Arcade Gannon#THE WAY HE JUST IMMEDIATELY LOOKED RIGHT AT ME- I JUMPED.#Sorry cadeyboy you just looked really pretty-#Wasn't a fan of Honest Hearts writing-wise. But Arcade looks pretty slick in bacon man's vest.#But yeah- after finishing that I'm just wrapping up a few things before doing Lonesome Road and ACTUALLY FINISHING THE DAMN GAME.#(Mainly checking off some undiscovered locations and the last few Wild Card objectives.)#I'm reeeeealy not emotionally ready to finish 'For Auld Lang Syne' and lose this nerd :'(#So I've been pushing it to be the literal last thing I do before endgame.
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the fandom’s characterization of peri becoming a father to dev will always be interesting to me because where it did it even come from ???
I mean in operation birthday takeback, bro CLEARLY did not care. He honestly seemed so disinterested and didn’t even care when they went into his dad’s private office by accident. He didn’t seem care or smile for his godkid when he was happy. Even got a little mean when Hazel made a nice wish for him with the rocket boots (“Well that should keep him entertained for about 10 minutes” or smth like that)
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Lost in Fairy World he didn’t really seem to care either??? he really only just wanted his wand and to ‘look good’ in front of his godkid and do things his way without his parents interfering. Sort of like how a babysitter wants to look good in front of the family of the kid they’re looking after if that makes sense.
The only time we ever seen him actually care about dev was in the finale when he said that. But even after fairy world got turned to normal he didn’t really seem sad about dev??? he was just smiling after, seemed genuine too and not a fake one. Maybe it’s just me, but if I was a fairy and lost my first godkid, who took over my home, I would be doing anything BUT smiling, even if we won in the end. Peri doesn’t seem like one to hide his emotions easily either (maybe I’m reading into his character wrong)
You could bring up best of luck, which I would say is a fair point, but I’m going to bring back the babysitter/job synonym. Wouldn’t you get jealous of the person that stole your position or place in a work environment after you got fired?? Especially if your rival/enemy took that position?? I PERSONALLY don’t think the jealousy comes from a place of care, but maybe that’s just me.
It could honestly just be the fandom’s way of coping since Dev doesn’t seem to have any good people in his life after the finale, but why Peri? I mean if you really want to make one of the fairies a father figure to dev, I’d say the anti fairies more over are his family but that’s IF we have to choose.
Don’t get me wrong, I do think all of the peri and dev being a father son duo is super cute and heartwarming!! I love seeing all of the art and fics of that because it really is sweet :3 but to me, it just doesn’t really make sense and seems more out of character for Peri if anything.
He seems to care more about following Da Rules in my opinion. And while I do think it’s important to follow rules, especially when it comes to a job, you shouldn’t rely on them. At a job, you shouldn’t be constantly looking over rules to make sure you’re following them, you might end up tripping over yourself. That’s what Peri ended up doing.
If I assign the duo as anything, it would be the tired babysitter who just wants to get paid and the kid he’s looking after. A dude working a 9-5 at his job he couldn’t really care less about (dev).
I mean (only from his words) he wanted to go into the family business. Not because he genuinely cares for kids, but because it’s what his family has done. He’s treating godparenting as work, not stepping into a kids family and genuinely looking after them.
I do wonder if he would act the same way if he had an easier godkid.
BUT!!!! that’s just my thoughts. I’m sorry if I got anything wrong and feel me to correct me if I did !! Also if you disagree with anything that I’m saying, tell me why in either the replies or reblogs !! I would love to hear other people’s perspectives or opinions.
That’s it 😨 thank you so much for coming to another yap session and I hope you have a great day/night wherever you are in the world <3
#shoutout to tumblr user raccoonnutella13 for inspiring me to write this post#idk whether to tag you or not#fop a new wish#fop new wish#fopanw#fop anw#fairly oddparents a new wish#fairly odd parents a new wish#greenlightfopanws2#dev dimmadome#periwinkle fairywinkle cosma#fop peri#peri fairly oddparents#peri cosma#fop dev#dishie posts#fop#fairly oddparents#just screaming into the void here I guess#please tell me someone gets what I’m saying#really long post#sorry about that#development devin dimmadome#hot take ???#maybe
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#screaming into the void#i just think that.#yeah.#my art#the @ is my insta#art#fanart#fanartist#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock bbc#sherlock holmes#john watson#benedict cumberbatch#martin freeman#johnlock#could also be gen#live your truth#parentlock#rosie watson#mary morstan#warstan#i miss them sorry.#they see her in rosie and i fall to my knees#sherlock x john#sherlock holmes x john watson#sherlock holmes/john watson#sherlock/john
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The figure turned to look at Damian and seemed to freeze before its form shifted, rings of light covering it as it did. When the rings faded, there they floated with white hair that moved like it was uneffected by gravity and was moved by wind that wasn’t there. Freckles that looked like stars covered the beings skin, tanned but washed out and ashen, like a corpse. Wide, expressionless eyes that glowed a bright eeire green. Despite this, Damian recognized that face. He recognized that expression too. Despite looking like Tim’s dead eyed stare to most anyone else, Damian knew the expression as one of surprise, of shock. And that face was almost identical to the one in his nightmares of the worst day of his life. He knew that face every time he glanced in a mirror.
“Danyal” he said softly, his own face almost certainly in an identical expression. Despite the distance and chaos between them, Damian was certain Danyal heard him, as Danyal perked up a bit. Then, his form seemed to glitch, colors distorting as his body twitched and part of his body seemed to disappear for a moment. Then, he seemed to fade into nothing, leaving Damian to start panicking. He worried that he had just lost Danyal again.
Then he reappeared startlingly close, putting his hand on Damian’s chest “Here,” he said, the difference in how he spoke compared to Damian achingly familiar, “A drop of your blood and an offering of food if you’re feeling nice. Call my name, it may take a moment but I will appear” he removed his hand, and a piece of neon green glowing paper with strange symbols on it floated after Danyal’s hand before Damian caught it. Danyal’s form glitched again, harder, and his face set in a grimace before he faded into invisibility again.
Fun fact! Sometimes when the grief got bad enough, Damian would mimic how Danny talked and would recite stories about constellations like Danny did. He took many, many precautions to make sure that no one, not even Talia knows that he’s done this. Only Alfred the cat and maybe Alfred the Human knows, and neither will speak a word to anyone about it.
#I’m so scared of this getting popular#I am a lurker and this is my first personal writing offering to the screaming void#If too many eyes are on me I may startle and disappear into the underbrush#dpxdc#demon twins#demon twins au#it has me by the throat#just a little shred of the loving chaos in my mind#I’m so sorry I don’t have much else to give for this au rn#if people want I can make a post explaining the context for this
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fun fact:
james spent twelve years in azkaban with his sirius because you cannot convince me that anything lily or regulus could say to him would convince him to leave sirius’ side.
also sirius would talk to james as if he was still there and james would sit there listening. sirius would apologise over and over again and james would say that he forgave him every time. sirius would scream and cry until he was exhausted and james would hum effie’s lullaby until sirius fell asleep.
never one without the other right?
when sirius dies, james is right there. they hug and TALK and eventually sirius’ time in azkaban comes up. the conversation went something like this:
“when i was in azkaban, i was constantly begging your forgiveness. james i thought that maybe you blamed me for-“
“no no no. we never blamed you. every time you said sorry, i forgave you. i knew you needed it.”
“wait, what? what are you talking about?”
“i was there.”
“in azkaban?”
“yes.”
“the whole time?”
“i never left.”
“oh.”
“how could you think i would ever leave you there alone? idiot. also, who do you think was humming mum’s lullaby?”
“that was you? i heard it every night but i thought i was imagining it.”
“it was me. you were never alone in there. i was always by your side.”
#marauders#james potter#sirius black#headcanon#i am so sorry#there is no way to summarise the depths of their relationship#james and sirius#james potter and sirius black#their love makes me sick#sirius in azkaban#but james was there the whole time#suffering and breathing with him#i make myself sick#screaming into the void
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My dealer: Got this new strain called "In Stars and Time", it'll have you zoinked out of your gourd 😜🔥
Me: Yeah whatever I don't feel shit
Me five minutes later: Something's wrong every time I try to say the name of the island north of Vaugarde I get a terrible headache
My buddy Odile pacing: Siffrin is hiding something from us
#sky screams into the void#i cant remember if ive already seen a isat variation of this before sorry if i accidentally plagiarized from someone#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#? just to be safe#can NOT decide if its better to have odile say siffrin is lying or hiding something#because the original text is lying but hiding something technically fits better? idk
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My unpopular opinion is that I don't really see Kenny getting a bunch of tattoos. Or even piercings. Most I see him get is maybe Karen's birthday on his forearm or something, but I kinda feel like he'd avoid needles and pain whenever he can. He doesn't need to decorate himself like that or look edgier than he already is, he already has his curse following around and dragging him down like heavy chains.
Stan Marsh, however
#DON'T COME FOR ME I KNOW KENNY TATTOO HEADCANONS ARE POPULAR AND HE LOOKS VERY COOL IN EVERY DESIGN#THIS IS JUST MY PERSONAL TAKE AJSHGDJAHS#screaming into the void#except rai i know you understand me#anyways i need more stick and poke Stan Marsh headcanons#he'd get a bunch of edgy ass stupid fucking tattoos in college#poems with spelling mistakes#he'd get tattoos when he's drunk#especially if kyle or wendy are mad at him he'd impulsively get a tattoo with kyle/wendy's name and a heart around it#and then send them the picture like “Babe i'm sorry please forgive me🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺”#and kyle / wendy would be like ???? what the fuck stan#kenny mccormick#lucio yaps#sp kenny#stan marsh#sp stan
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Permission to donate and blaze your post?
p-permission granted
#i-#i honestly thought that the post will end up being a scream into the void#i can't thank ALL of you enough#I'm sorry I can't write much my head hurts a lot and i still feel dizzy#but I'm very. VERY grateful#ask vovk
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I know I already posted about this but it was on a reblog that I think got buried under the original and I need someone else to lose their mind with me.
So the wonderful human that commented on this post about Hell's understaffing problem made me rethink something that I think a lot of us are sleeping on: Hell is RATIONING something.
At the beginning of S2 in between other remarks, Shax mentions that Beelzebub has put some lower ranking demons "on half rations." But we know celestials and infernals generally don't eat, so surely it's not food, right?
So what could they be rationing?
And then I remembered how both Heaven and Hell keep close tabs on the miracles done by Crowley and Aziraphale on Earth--even the little things.
And how, in S1, Hastur is stuck in Hell waiting for "maintenance" to come fix a leak in the ceiling. It's played off as a joke and it's something that would be so mundane for a human in an office or apartment building, so we don't give it much thought... But they can do miracles. They could literally fix that with a snap. We've seen Crowley fix the Bentley, so surely a little leak is nothing.
And Aziraphale gets reprimanded for doing "too many frivolous miracles," which we initially ignore because it's exactly the kind of bureaucratic/corporate BS we'd expect from Heaven and Hell.
But what if it's not just BS?
What if the power sources used by angels and demons are not infinite? Worse, what if they're not replenishable?
What if Hell is rationing miracles, because there's not enough power to go around?
And if so, where's the power coming from?
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#good omens meta#good omens s2#good omens s1#I have not stopped thinking about this fr#There's so many ways it can go#And I can't think of one other thing Hell could be rationing that makes sense#And this could have serious implications in the whole “We need Armageddon to happen” ordeal#don't send help#I'm just screaming into the Void#Sorry void
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