#sorry for sadposting

[kazanskys-mitchell]

living in a new state and not knowing anyone is fucking awful it’s so lonely. 0/10 would not recommend

[tickleraptorss]

need someone 2 hold me and kiss me and be in love with me for real. sorry :(

[rockmanzero11]

i wish i had a cosier megaman plushie to cling for comfort im so envious of who ever owns a life sized megaman plushie

[antarcticajoy]

:( :( :(

[crabs-nonsense]

So I somehow managed to befriend bsd cosplayers on tiktok (since I am also a bsd cosplayer) and got invited to a discord server. And a lot of these people live near each other or travel there so they meet up at cons.

Now im sad because I live too far away and do not have even half the amount of money needed to travel that far let alone get into the con aha. I love eternally being sad when it comes to cosplay 👍

[thereddestpotato]

It really hit me last night that I haven't had a good night's sleep since she passed.

Like it's not that I haven't slept. I've been going to bed later, sure, but not by much. And it takes me about the same amount of time to fall asleep as it always does. But I realized that I don't relax while I'm sleeping. I don't sleep soundly, I just sleep.

Cuddling was part of the nightly routine. We'd always start off spooning or snuggled up in general, and then we'd both just migrate around the rest of the night. We'd always be touching though, even if it was just our feet.

So I think that's what's doing it. I'm aware on some level or another that the bed's empty. And it doesn't feel right.

Anyway. I use a body pillow and have for years, so that's better than nothing. And figuring it out doesn't really change anything I don't think. It just gives context for me, so that's nice.

[pinklemonslices]

ohh there is so much i wish i could say to them that i will never get the chance to ohhh

[magnumdarkin25]

Girl I’m so sick of yearning girl help

Why do I long for people who were never destined for me girl

Girl my insides are hurting

[egotokill]

sometimes i wish i had stronger faith because right now i feel so lonely and there's nothing that can bring me comfort. i wish i had something to turn to

[aresissad]

Sto cadendo nella mia stessa stupidità. Tutto ciò che voglio è renderti felice e so che non potrò mai renderti veramente felice. Voglio solo speranza. Non posso avere speranza quando conosco la mia morte.

Πέφτω στη δική μου βλακεία. το μόνο που ��έλω είναι να σε κάνω ευτυχισμένο και ξέρω ότι ποτέ δεν μπορώ να σε κάνω πραγματικά ευτυχισμένο. Θέλω μόνο ελπίδα. Δεν μπορώ να έχω ελπίδα όταν γνωρίζω τον δικό μου θάνατο.

Dio, ti prego, liberami dal mio dolore, dalla mia disperazione, dal mio odio.

Θεέ, σε παρακαλώ, λύτρωσε με από τον πόνο μου. από την απελπισία μου. από το μίσος μου.

[kazanskys-mitchell]

ah yes, the overwhelming feeling that everyone hates me. just what i needed today

[ooggie-boogie-man]

yall im losing my mind

[starred-system]

There are so many things I want to be a part of, so many cool friends I want to make, but it's all borderline impossible and it just keeps crushing me over and over

[forticklefetish]

depress-y wess-y today, gotta love that seasonal depression. please send me love and understanding 🥺 k thanks bye

[trash-mongrr]

Might drink till I pass out … kinda a vibe

[chibeast]

i just want to stop hurting.