#sorry I'm thinking again

[shallowseeker]

I know, I know. It's so sweet that Sam and Mary grew closer in s14. But it's a little unintentionally funny that Sam is so jealous of Mary "calling Dean for everything" in the Mia Vallens scene. (13x04)

SAM: Yeah, but at least you had a relationship with Mom. I mean, who would she always call? Who did she look to for everything? DEAN (shutting down): Okay. SAM: You had something with her I never had! And now I’m just supposed to accept that I never will have it?

Oh, Sam. I bet internally he was losing his mind when Dean played Words with Friends with Mary in s12. EDIT: I added pictures and OH MY GOD HE WAS SEETHING WITH JEALOUSY

LOOK AT HIM

Also, look how funny Dean and Mary's words are. I see LURIFEC (Lucifer) on the bottom, and I bet they both would laugh at that.

....

No one tell Sam she also apparently called Cas for cases or he'll lose his mind (14x18).

Mary: Maybe a little. I haven't been back that long. Angels are real. Angels are friends. Angels can heal you with a wave of a glowy hand. I -- It's all pretty new still. We should get back. Boys will be waiting. Castiel: I know you know this, Mary, but, um, Sam and Dean -- they're -- they're glad to have you back. Whatever you still have to deal with and however long it takes, you should know they're happy.

When she meets Cas, she pretty early-on pings Cas as a confidante, sharing her fears and insecurities. When she asks him about belonging, he's candid with her, which catches her a little off-guard, but she responds well to the honestly. It's comforting.

Eventually, of course, she'll lean TOO hard on him mid-s12, in the midst of her mini-crisis, where she starts to look elsewhere for support. It's because of the mutual honesty, though, that she hurls her real feelings at Cas.

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(And apparently calling him for cases even in the very beginning, when she was a little afraid of him!)

Aside/// Mary is too afraid to let Cas heal her at this point, but she absolutely went on a hunt with him (vampires), is willing to hop over to his truck for bandages and a (surprise?) candy bar he'd maybe (?) stashed there (she seems surprised at the taste, so she either bought it on a whim, or it's a Cas-provision).

Cas's communication style, as we see here, is very direct. Something Mary responds to (for that matter, so does Dean typically, and so does Jack).

A little wry, smiling, and caught off-guard, Mary responds in kind: with honesty.

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She bonds with Dean over food, music, Words with Friends, and they remain close DESPITE THEIR HUGE BLOWUP. This is a little analogous to how Jack remains close to Dean despite their frequent falling-outs. In part, this is due to their mutual emotional honestly, no matter how ugly!

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In s14, Sam bonds with Mary through other people. He bonds with her over AU Bobby, and over his anxiety re: parenting Jack.

On some level, I think Sam is aware of his difficulty connecting to other people, and this frustration definitely comes out with Mary.

[bulliness]

I think a lot of my fears around being attracted to trans women before had to do with the feeling that I would never be what any of them wanted because I was cis and I think it was a lot of internal "I'm not attractive like this" thinking. Even when I was exchanging nudes with a couple trans women I never felt like I was doing as much as them. But I think now that I know I'm going to have a body that I like more at some point, I feel like I can be attractive = I will work my way towards being what these women want. Idk! I've always been a bit ashamed by my preferences because I felt like everyone could do better than a cis girl that preferred trans women for gender experience reasons. I always felt like people didn't believe me.

But now I can just say I'm t4t and leave it at that. It's comforting I guess not being scared of my own desires.

[hiwelcometothemonstersancturary]

you know that one time-traveling episode where we had a young ford cameo? okay, so-

[communistcephalopod]

hypothesis: vampires are magically vulnerable to light originating from the sun

observation: moonlight has no effect on vampires, despite being a reflection of the sun

conclusion: this aversion is not a result of light or its origin, but some property of sunlight only present in direct contact

hypothesis: vampires are extremely sensitive to uv radiation

[gotchibam]

Commissioned piece for @sinelanguage! 😼🔪

[thereallycoolmonsterithoughtup]

kabru and mithrun's fun succubus adventure

[thimblings]

"i am alive, i am awake i am aware of what light tastes like."

[coldturkeybabe]

pearl, cleo and gem! oh and joehills. and that guy who lays on the floor

[blondie-drawings]

Good lord this tomb is full of shitposts 😳😳 pt 1/pt 2

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Look what we've become.

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[lylahammar]

i'd love to see you draw rin!

I went way further with this one than I meant to but I had fun :3 Rin is a cutie!!

[wardingshout]

you know those really big bunnies but also those really tiny bunnies... that's it, thanks for your time

[crustaceousfaggot]

Shout out to Cishet White Teenager Christopher Paolini for realizing that if you give people infinite time, a completely non-judgemental society, and the power to change their bodies any way they want, lots of people are gonna start doing Freaky Anthro Transgenderism on themselves.

Like yeah, if I had the option I'd probably turn myself into a bizzare eldritch creature too

[licorishh]

double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)

[gotchibam]

Ogerpon & Darkrai ko-fi doodle for CyclopeanSpook!