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quietmyfearswith · 4 years ago

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girl at home ; andy barber x fem!reader ; 1/3

status — completed series

word count — 4,830 words

warnings — few swear words, a bit of defending jacobs spoilers, not compliant with book/show ending, fluff?? bit of angst???

pairing — andy barber x fem!reader

a/n — lmao i lied this comes first then in a few i’ll post the final part of public’s eye. if someone reads this pls tell me what youd be more interested in, august walker or steve rogers social media au

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After proving Jacob’s innocence Andy imagined things would have been smooth-sailing from there. He was wrong.

Laurie asked for a divorce; citing how their marriage was built on a lie and that it was time to be truthful to themselves and to Jacob. They both also agreed that it wasn’t just working anymore, but on Andy’s part he was more than willing to try harder for it to work, but didn't want to push it. He accepted her wishes and didn’t fight for full custody over Jacob — he was more than content with spending weekends and certain holidays with his son. They both moved out of their Newton house and revealed to Andy how they were both relocating to Bakersfield in California; the lawyer being partially surprised with how far they were moving, but ultimately remembered how she had some family members over there.

Before their departure, Andy and Jacob got to bond one last time and somehow their conversation shifted to how the former had no plans of selling the house and moving somewhere else. “Don’t you think you’d be too lonely?”

The blunt question did get Andy thinking but he shrugged it off, “Maybe? I just don’t see myself living anywhere else, I guess.”

Nodding, the boy looked out the window as the Audi drove by. His eyes scanned a big red sign that read “For Rent” and suddenly gave him the idea as he turned to his father, “Or you could put a room up for rent?”

Hitting the brakes smoothly as there was a red light, he turned to his son and looked at him with his eyebrows furrowed, “What?”

“Green light,” Jacob informed and Andy nodded as he released his foot off the brake and continued the way home, “Advertise my room, or the spare one, for rent. That way, you know, you won’t really be alone.”

Pursing his lips together, Andy thought about it for a while. Would anyone even one to live there? With him? He didn’t want to seem like he was rejecting his son’s idea or make him feel like he was a fool for coming up with that one so he just found himself nodding, “Sounds like a great idea, pal.”

And when they were back at home, Jacob insisted he help his dad place an advertisement online for the availability of the spare bedroom across Jacob’s. Even though he thought it was a foolish idea, Andy just went along with it for two reasons — one, he just wanted to go along with what his son wanted and make him somewhat happy. And the second one being he was absolutely positive no one would want to live here.

It was a deal too good to be true; surely there had to be a catch? $500 a month for a room that was fully furnished? Maybe the house was just ugly? Or perhaps the room wasn’t really how it was pictured? Either way Y/N found herself messaging the house owner, Andy Barber, and let her know she was interested in checking the place out.

Pulling up in front of the house, Y/N let out a long whistle as she marveled at how the exterior of the house was well-groomed and clean. Exiting her car, she made her way to the front door and rang the doorbell and leaned by one of the columns as she took in the quiet ambiance of the neighborhood. Hearing the door creak upon, she turned around and smiled, “Hi! Are you Andy Barber?”

The bearded man was dressed in a simple ragged t-shirt and a pair of sweats; and despite the impression that he had just woken up, she thought that he had this cute boyish charm to him. “Yeah that’s me, you must be Y/N?” He offered his hand out for a shake, one which the girl enthusiastically shook.

As they both unclasped their hands Y/N wondered, “Is it a bad time? I can come back later,” Her question had him chuckling and she felt her heart warm with how relaxed he looked as he shook his head, “It’s not a bad time, this is just how I normally look.”

He stepped aside so she could come in and take a tour of the house. As Y/N was being shown around the house, she could not prevent her jaw from dropping from how cozy, elegant, and complete everything looked.

“And if you choose to, this is where you’ll be staying,” Andy opened the room to the spare bedroom and led her inside and allowed her to take a look around. It had a bed, a dresser and wardrobe, mirror, a reading chair, and a study desk paired with an office chair.

Turning to the man, “So what’s the catch?” Her question caught him off guard and folded his arms as he tilted his head to the side, “The catch?”

She nodded and looked at him as if she had the telepathic abilities to let him know what she was thinking, “You know, the reason why the rent’s so cheap? Is this house haunted? Do you actually have a rat infestation problem?”

As Andy threw his head back laughing at her suggestions, he couldn’t remember the last time he was this carefree. “No catch,” he explained once he calmed down from laughing and sat down on the reading chair, “Not haunted or rat infestation, really. Just I don’t know,” he struggled to look for the right words as he placed his hands on his thighs and rubbed them, “Put a room up for rent just so I wouldn’t get lonely.”

Y/N leaned by the office desk that was beside the chair Andy was sitting on as she spoke, “Well I liked the place so much; I’m guessing that means you won’t have to be alone?”

Looking up at her Andy smiled, “That’s great then, let me get the spare house key for you.”

“I hope I don’t seem too fast or what, but I hope you don’t mind if I move my things up already? I have all my belongings in the car.”

Andy nodded, “Oh no worries about it, let me help you get your stuff.”

For the next couple of hours, Y/N settled her things around the room. She placed her clothes on the dresser and wardrobe. Settled her pictures and other stationery items on the desk. Attaching the house keys to the keychain she had which contained her keys and skipped her way down the stairs.

Seeing how Andy was by his office area she asked, “Oh by the way I forgot to ask, are you allergic to something?”

“Planning to kill me already huh?” He joked as he looked at her pointedly to which she rolled her eyes at, “No, dummy. I was planning on cooking dinner.”

“Nope, not allergic to anything,” he clarified and she smiled and waved goodbye. Looking at her retreating form, Andy shook his head as he took note of how silly his new roommate was. He buried himself with preparing his things for office as Y/N went around to explore her new neighborhood’s grocery store.

Dozing off in the bedroom, Andy woke up once a savory and aromatic smell hit his nostrils. Rubbing off the sleep in his eyes, he sat up and glanced at the clock on his bedside table and took note of how it was already 5:30 in the evening. Slept longer than I thought I would, he thought to himself as he left the comfort of his bedroom and headed to see the source of the fantastic smell.

Upon reaching the kitchen he was greeted with the sight of Y/N moving around the kitchen, “What’s all this commotion about?”

Stopping her movements from stirring the pot, she smiled, “Cooking dinner; made carbonara,” she pointed to the pot she was currently attending to, “Baked some garlic bread,” she pointed to the pyrex container which had a few loaves of bread in it, “And some chicken tenders as well, because I was craving.”

Nodding, he grabbed a chicken tender and took a bite of it to which she gasped, “Andy! Couldn’t even wait a few more minutes!” The taller man could only sheepishly smile with his mouth full of chicken, “Sorry ‘bout that, want me to set the table?”

“Please do. Oh and I noticed you had a certain beer in the fridge so I hope you don’t mind I bought you a pack?” As she mentioned that he did see a new, unopened pack next to the single beer he had left inside the fridge. “Thanks for that; red wine your poison?” He inquired since he noticed a wine bottle he surely never bought. Seeing her nod, he asked if she wanted a glass to which she said yes to. In the next few minutes a comfortable silence engulfed them as they both were focused on preparing their first meal together.

Once everything was put in place they both sat across each other, Y/N placed her hands under her chin and looked at Andy with an excited look in her eyes, the man raised his brow at her, asking her nonverbally what she was looking at him for. “Go ahead, try it,” she softly encouraged him to which he nodded and swirled his fork around the pasta which the white sauce had already clung into and opened his mouth to taste.

“It’s good,” he complimented her as he swallowed, “Better than anything I’ve eaten in the past few months.” She clapped her hands and started to eat as well. “I was surprised to see your lack of groceries.”

He waited until his mouth was empty from eating the garlic bread she had before explaining, “Don’t really cook a lot; survived off takeout recently.” Despite having her mouth full with a tender, a loud shock was emitted from the woman across and Andy lightly cuckold at how adorable her reaction was.

“Lucky for you, I love to cook so you won’t be filling yourself up with that junk,” she assured him as she drank from her glass of wine. Setting his fork down he looked at her skeptical, “What brings you to Newton anyway?”

Her hands tore the garlic bread as she gulped down her drink, “Just finished college then found a job here so there’s that.”

“Which program did you take?” He wondered; not knowing if it was his curiosity about someone living in his house or it was the lawyer in him couldn’t help but question everything.

“Took a few years off after high school to know what I really wanted to do; then just took a two year course,” she further explained as she told him which degree she chose. Somehow her answer just had Andy even more interested so he pried, “Why not get a full degree?”

She shrugged her shoulders, “Didn’t want to waste four years of my life.”

“Would four years really be wasted if you spent it studying something you’re interested in?” he retorted back as he took a swig of his beer.

“Touché,” she acknowledged as she gobbled some pasta, “But I don’t know, I just feel like the time I’m spending on studying would be better spent if I was actually doing something I want. Get a job I wanna do. Visit every state in the country. Get a house with a pool. You know, just do things that make me happy without having any regrets”

As she listed off the things she desired in life, a solemn expression graced Andy’s face. Her perspective did make him think about how he lived his own life as well. Perhaps how there were certain choices that did make him happy and somehow there were regrets lingering in his mind. “And have you done any of those?”

“Well obviously I don’t have a house,” she joked as she waved her hand around Andy’s home, “But I did get a job here that I think I’ll enjoy, an 8-5 kind,” she paused for a while to gulp down more of the red wine she bought, “What about you?”

“What about me “ he questioned back as he looked at her with furrowed eyebrows. She rolled her eyes jokingly, “What’s your story, I guess? What brought you here in Newton?”

Her naivety had him questioning whether or not she knew the whole ordeal that his family went through; but he spared her of the full details, maybe next time or once he felt like he could fully trust her he’d tell her everything. “Had family here with me, but not anymore,” her eyes widened in shock with what he revealed but he was quick to reassure her, “I'm divorced now, ex-wife has full custody of our son. Used to be an assistant district attorney, now I’m just in private practice for civil litigation cases.”

Somehow, Andy felt a weight unload once he told her about him. Though granted it wasn’t the whole thing, but having someone to talk did make him feel lighter, more human. Y/N, on the other hand, felt amazed with how Andy chose to carry on despite what he’s been through. She got the feeling there was more to it than what he let on; and pity was not what she felt but more of feeling happy with how he did not give up and instead keep on going.

Holding her glass she raised it, “Here’s to new beginnings and being single then,” she toasted. Smiling, he raised his beer bottle and brought it to touch against her glass, “To new beginnings and being single.” The two then proceeded to finish the rest of their meal in silence.

The sun was shining bright that Monday morning and Andy woke up early to head down to their basement and do his morning exercise. Thirty minutes into it, he could sense that Y/N had woken up not only due to her footsteps he heard, but also because he could smell something delicious coming from the kitchen.

As he finished his workout, he headed up to his room to take a quick shower and dress up for his work. Granted it might have been too early to do all those but the smell of the food and the company of which he’d be eating breakfast enticed him to do so. Heading down, he was dressed in his full lawyer gear, minus the jacket, and smiled as he saw Y/N eating the rest of her pancakes by the breakfast bar.

“Morning Andy,” she greeted him, “There’s a fresh pot of coffee if you’d like,” she pointed to where she had just gotten a cup for herself as well. “Thank you,” he then moved to get himself a cup and once he did he took note of a plate that had a couple of pancakes, eggs, and bacon.

Pointing to it he accused her, “It’s as if you want me to waste the workout I just did huh.” She threw her head back in laughter at what he said while shaking his head to tell him that it wasn’t her intention. Glancing down on her wrist watch she mumbled a soft, “Shit,” upon noticing the time. Stacking her mug on the plate she moved to the sink where Andy grabbed the cutlery and utensils from her, “Let me do it and go ahead.”

Placing a hand on his forearm — in which they both felt relaxed and warm at their first touch — she thanked him for doing so and grabbed her bag that she placed on the couch. “Good luck on your first day,” Andy called out as he began munching on his own food. She yelled a quick thanks and see you as she closed the door behind her. Staring down on his plate, he smiled again upon seeing how the food in his plate resembled a smiley face; She really is something, he thought to himself.

The rest of the week flew by and both Andy and Y/N spent the week almost doing everything together. The former would wake up early and get his workout down; and sometime during the 45 minutes he’d spend on the basement the latter would take that time to prepare herself for the day ahead as well as the most important meal for their day. And if there were leftovers from the night before or that she had made too much for breakfast and was able to whip it into something for lunch, then she packed those not only for her, but for Andy as well.

And their routine together did not just stop there it bled into the night as well. Where it was always Y/N who came home first. After taking a bath either she’d start cooking supper or she would clean around the house a little — she noticed how Andy’s office area was frequently messy and she did her best to fix the mess without being too intrusive about it. She never step foot in his room, wanting him to have his privacy, but from what she could see he kept it organized despite having a few trash here and there, so she didn’t really loiter in that area of the house.

In hindsight, Y/N didn’t have to cook and clean for Andy. But with how low her rent was she felt that it was only fair to do so. Plus there was a part of her that somehow liked being around him, having someone to talk to about everything and anything they both could think of. There was never really a dull conversation between them.

Friday night arrived and instead of cooking another meal Y/N decided to get a pizza, wings, and another pack of beer for Andy. As she was in the liquor portion of the grocery she bumped into one of their neighbors, Joan RIfkin, whom she also recognized as one of the friends of her workmate.

“Y/N, right?” the woman asked as she looked at her with concern. “Yeah, that’s me. We met through Emily, when you helped her get to work,” Y/N recalled, both for her and Joan.

“Is it true that you live with Andy?” her question had Y/N wondering, how the hell did she know that? Despite that thought she nodded, “Room was cheap so I thought why not?”

Her nervous chuckle could not ease the tension between the two ladies; especially when Joan gave her a stern look as she warned her, “Be careful, okay? The Barber’s caused quite a ruckus and Andy is quite unpredictable.”

As Joan walked away while pushing her cart, Y/N was left confused and conflicted. The new information presented to her, though it was vague, left her puzzled about whether or not it was true. She was also unsure about the need to clarify with Andy what she has just been told.

Once his car was parked in the garage, Andy loosened his tie and entered the house. What greeted him was not the sight of Y/N cooking but her sitting on the couch while scrolling through her phone. Placed in the coffee table was a pizza box, his usual beer, a glass of wine, and box of chicken wings as well as a couple of paper plates.

“Didn’t feel like cooking today huh?” he jeered as he placed a hand on his hip, the other hand holding his briefcase for work. Diverting her eyes from her phone to the man in front she grinned at him, “No, but I felt like having pizza. Maybe we could watch a movie while eating?”

“Yeah sure, I’ll go change quickly,” he told her and she nodded. Andy then went up the stairs, taking two steps at a time to do so. Somehow there was this part of him that was incredibly excited at the thought of being physically close with Y/N. but he just shook his head at the thought and claimed that he was just excited to unwind the week’s stress with food, beer, and a movie.

Heading down after he dressed in more comfortable clothes he asked, “Alright, what are we watching?” Y/N shrugged as she moved to open the box of pizza, “Want a slice?” Andy nodded as he grabbed the remote and thanked her, “You heard about the hippie who burnt his mouth on the pizza?”

While holding a pizza slice of her own she looked at him and tilted her head to the side, her face being a combination of confusion and curiosity, one that Andy found charming. The bearded man had his face in faux seriousness as he continued, “He ate it before it was considered cool.”

Upon realizing the joke, Y/N let out a few giggles — real giggles, Any took note. “Okay not gonna lie, that was good,” she took a bite, “ Haven’t heard that one before.” Saying that made Andy feel proud, somehow his lame dad jokes made this brilliant woman laugh. “You wanna watch Ferris Bueller's Day Off?”

She nodded at his suggestion, “Yeah why not? Haven’t watched that in a while.” And so they both began to watch it as they ate and drank.

As they watched the film their occasional laughs were the only sound emitted from the two. As Andy was grabbing for a few slices or chicken wings, he found himself scooting closer beside Y/N, who didn’t really mind it and instead found having him close was comforting. The wartm that seeped past his clothed thigh and on to her bare skin as she was only wearing shorts made her feel safe. And somehow Andy’s arm found itself draped across the couch, almost touching Y/N’s shoulders, his fingers almost touching her. When she did move to drink her wine her skin touched the tips of his fingers rested on her shoulders and Andy who drank some of his beer as well looked alarmed.

“I’m sorry, I can move away if you’d like,” he said as he began to remove his hand from where it was comfortable in her shoulder. “No, it’s fine,” she assured him a little too quickly, “I mean, I don’t really mind. I’m not the type of person who hates hugging so I don’t really mind at all.”

She couldn’t prevent herself from physically cringing with what she said and how stupid it must have soounded like; but the man beside her didn’t think so based on his eyes crinkled in laughter. His arm then dropped from being on her shoulders and settled itself on her waist and pulled him as close as they could be sitting beside, “Well I hope you won’t mind if I do this then?”

She felt herself flutter with how smooth the man was and just silently assured him by placing her head against his shoulder, both turning their attention back to the movie.

As the end credits rolled, they both were full and were just now finishing up the last of the drinks. Y/N fiddled with her fingers as she had an internal debate about whether or not she should bring up her conversation with Joan earlier.

“You alright, Y/N?” Andy noticed how her actions might have indicated how she was nervous, a complete opposite to how she was earlier. Setting down his empty bottle on the coffee table, he turned to her and grasped both her hands in his, loving the feel of her soft hands against his calloused ones.

“It’s just, there’s something I need to ask,” she sighed and looked up at the ceiling as if it would have helped her say it better, “No, not really ask, but tell you. I don't know.” Her hesitation and uncertainty was something Andy easily sensed and he did his best to calm her down by rubbing their hands together and telling her she could tell him anything.

“So after work, I headed to the grocery to grab your beer, right? Then I saw Joan there, I don’t know her surname though. Anyway, she warned me to be careful of you because you’re unpredictable and that your family had caused a ruckus?” She ended her encounter with the woman by looking up at Andy, and the latter was surprised that there was no disgust in her tone and facial expressions; but more of worry? As if she was worried that rumors were spreading around about him and his family.

He stopped rubbing her hands and instead settled with fiddling with them, “I think it’s best if you found out now,” he began before taking a deep breath, “Almost two years ago, Ben Rifkin, a fourteen year old boy, died. At the time I was the assistant district attorney and was assigned to investigate. When fingerprints of my son, Jacob, were found in the body everyone assumed he did it.”

“Did he?” Y/N question when she noticed it took Andy sometime to continue with his story. Shaking his head no he picked up where he left off the story, “He didn’t, his fingerprints were there because he just saw the body, panicked and didn’t call the police. A man who had a record for groping and stalking kids did it. But Joan, Ben’s mom was still convinced that Jacob had something to do with her son’s death even after it was proved that he didn’t.”

“I’m sorry about that Andy, she has no right to name you and your family those things,” Y/N was quick to comfort him. But he only chuckled sadly, “Does she not?” She could feel that there was more Andy wanted to say so she remained silent, “During the trial and investigation, they were fully convinced Jacob did it because of me, of my father.”

He said those three words with so much hate and disdain, “My estranged father, rather, he raped and killed some student many years ago. Now he’s serving a life sentence for it. They claimed that I had this murder gene and somehow Jacob got it too, hence why he killed Ben.”

After hearing his explanation, Y/N now understood why Joan claimed Andy was unpredictable. She also empathize with the mother who lost her son and understood why she felt this indifference towards the Barbers; but she still believed that maybe Joan would someday accept that the what they’ve been believing — that Jacob had any involvement for her son’s death — is nothing but mere suspicion that was proved false.

“I mean, I understand why she holds this sort of grudge against you or your family,” Andy’s heart dropped at what Y/N said and loosened his grip on her hands, prepared to hear her say how she wanted to leave his house that somewhat felt like home ever since she came, “But it’ll take time for her to accept the truth and disregard the suspicion she had. I believe in what you say and do think that you are harmless.”

Her statement had Andy looking up from where he was staring at their hands and looked up at her with relief in his face, “What?” He could not help but sound meek as he asked so; but he felt the opposite, he felt empowered and invincible upon knowing that there was someone on his side for once.

Deciding to do something risky, Y/N leaned forward to plant a gentle and comforting kiss on Andy’s forehead, “What happened to Joan’s son was horrible, yes. But if you say, and an investigation says your son had nothing to do with it, then I believe it. And murder gene? The only thing that a gene can pass down to us is sickness,” she joked, hoping to lighten up the atmosphere and was pleased to see how Andy laughed softly at it,”You’re not what your father did, okay? The only way to define you is through what you say, think, and do.”

Andy smiled as he stared at her lovingly, “And if I think and tell you that you’re such a beautiful person, inside and out, and that it's been great having you here live with me?” She laughed as she rested her cheek against her hand and sassed at him, “I’d call bullshit ‘cause you probably used that line with your wife.”

He just rolled his eyes as he moved her around so she could comfortably lay her head against his chest as he wrapped his muscular arms around her frame. “Well then I’m just gonna have to do my best to prove it to you the entire time you’re here then.”

Turning her head so she could face him, “Well joke’s on you, I plan to be here for quite a long time.” The butterflies in Andy’s stomach then went wild at what she said, but his composure allowed him to answer back with, “I don’t mind that at all, honey.”

Laying a kiss on her forehead, he then teased her about the grin she had on her face and two then talked the rest of the night away.

part two

#quietmyfearswith #My writing #andy barber angst #andy barber x reader #andy barber x fem!reader #andy barber fanfic #andy barber x you #andy barber fluff #andy barber smut #defending jacob #defending jacob fanfiction

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hearttoshu · 6 years ago

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~Get to know me tag~

Tagged by : the v v pretty and beautiful and wonderful and dear @lycheechann

Rules : Answer 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better (lol)

(under the cut due to length)

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Nicknames

I mean my full name is Jessie but people only really ever call me Jess here which I like better anyway so ^~^

Gender

female

Zodiac

aquarius

Height

about Jihoon’s height so 165cm

Age

18 (yes I’m old haha)

Time

2:19am

Favourite bands/Solo artists

(there’s too many to list so I’ll just say a few of my all-time favs)

Seventeen (ofc)

BTS

Got7

Nu’est

Song stuck in my head

Love Maze by BTS (I’ve been listening to their new album a lot so ^~^)

Last Movie I Saw

was it infinity war? I don’t remember I don’t really have the time... :(

Last Thing I Googled

5′5 in cm LOL (double checking because us Americans feel the need to use the imperial measurement system when no one else does haha)

Other Blogs

@ask-svt-hearteu - we answer q’s as svt and write stuff and make moodboards :D

@my-heart-to-you - just my multi fandom blog where I post random stuff

@mydeershua - lq svt and Joshua screen caps and soft edits of icons

@flowers-and-svt - a blog full of flowers and Seventeen

@shuaandhearts - (this one I made today lol) it’s going to have pictures of Joshua with those cute little photo booth heart edits because I saw a bunch of blogs like that for Jimin and Yoongi (my biases in bts) and I wanted to make one for Josh

Do I Get Asks

sometimes and they always make my heart melt

Why I Chose My Username

hmm 33 because that’s how many people were in all the groups I was stanning and so literally it’s my “heart to 33″

Following

600 lmao

Average Amount of Sleep

4? idk

Lucky Number

8, 13, 17 (8 because my birthday, 13 because Svt, and 17 also because Svt)

What I Am Wearing

a fuzzy panda pajama shirt and red jeggings

Dream Job

this changes every time someone asks me but a photographer ^^

Dream Trip

someplace breathtaking

Favorite Food

ice cream haha (?) or pasta idk

Play Any Instruments

ukulele

Favorite Song

right now? it’s a few because it usually changes depending on what’s been out or what I’ve been listening to recently so right now it’s the Truth Untold by BTS

others rn: pied piper (bts), call call call (svt), bad boy (red velvet), fake love (bts), the entire last three seventeen albums OOPS, so what (bts), latata (gidle)...

Play(ed) Any Sports

if PE sports in school counts

Hair Color

black about from my roots to an inch or two and then a reddish but mostly really dark brown because I dyed it but you can’t really much tell rn

Eye Color

dark brown

Most Iconic Song

in what context? I think all of svt’s title tracks and songs like A by got7 are iconic to me because they’re what I listened to when I first got into kpop but if you mean in all of music history of all genres I really don’t know haha

Languages You Speak/Are Learning

english (fluently)

cantonese (I can speak it a bit and I can fluently understand it because it’s the language my parents use at home)

mandarin (bc cantonese is just a dialect and I’ve been to chinese school before not that I learned to read or write I mainly just understand lol like Joshua with Korean)

spanish (but I basically forgot thanks education system for my three years of a foreign language)

korean (I can read and write Hangul but understanding is just limited to a few common phrases and words haha)

Random Fact

I picked biological sciences as my college major because idk what I’m good at and yea idk just I don’t know anything lol.

Describe Yourself as Aesthetics/Things

a clock in an empty quiet room tick tock tick tock, rolling gray rain clouds blanketing the sky, neon purple and blue lights in an otherwise pitch-black place, teardrops in the shower, a field of flowers, coffee and cream on a rainy day with water droplets hitting the window, that one twinkling star you see after the clouds clear from the rainy night sky, hand-holding and sleeve tugging, sweater paws and blanket forts with fairy lights strung across the outside, a cold night breeze rustling the lace curtains, stolen kisses and fuzzy blankets and a tear-stained pillow, a bustling night in the city while you stop and click click the shutter of a camera

(sort of just a random collection of things)

I’ll tag @urijeongcheol @woahwonu @bloatedboo @djstarzx @jetaimeyoongi @malikani @13thmonthsdance @mintdae @dyegu @sweetwonpil @multyfan1458 @kwonsoonshine and any others ^~^ (btw I’m reeeeeeeeeally sorry if you don’t wanna do this you don’t have to or if you have already done it, some of you I want to get to know better and some of you I bother too much ahhhhh soory again you don’t have to completely up to you!)

#tag #about me #get to know me tag #personal #tagged #lovely mutuals^~^#i'm always terrified people are going to be annoyed by me lmao #ANYWHO #ily ;-; <3 #currently finishing this at 3:24am whoop whoop

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youngestk · 7 years ago

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tag game

I was tagged by the wonderful libra mutual @sarcasticjuiceboxes but I was sooo lazy to make it and it took me more than a week to answer you, I’m so sorry. So I’m just gonna post here the games you tagged me in, and thanks btw 💕 you’re the best and I’m here just being so lazy, sorry again :/ plus, i’m gonna divide the games into sections so it wont be confunsing.

1. what’s your biggest fear? Living without being able to make my dreams come true

2. if you could be a master chef at any one dish, what would it be? Idk I think it would be probably some fancy pasta so I could choose the best red wine to drink with.

3. you’re on a really bad date… how do you get out of it? Dating? What? lmao but I’d prob do like Laura said too, try to make it more fun or I would just look into my phone and find some excuse to just go like oh my dog needs me bye

4. what’s your favorite type of cookie? I don’t think I have one? I love any type of cookies?? lmao

5. what’s one unpopular opinion you have? I may have a bunch but I can’t remember any of it rn

6. indoors/outdoors? rain/snow? ocean/mountains? Depends. Rain (bc we don’t have snow where I live so). Mountains, definitely.

7. if you could spend the day with any line from any group, which would you pick and why? (ex. bts rap line, svt 95 line, exo beagle line, etc) Got7 beagle line, bc I would love to laugh and being a mess with them, I would prob just stay on the ground laughing and crying while they would be a loud mess jumping, yelling and acting like fools and dabbing everywhere <3

8. what first made you like your ult bias? bc he’s the funniest, warmest, lovable creature. He’s the king of being extra, that’s a big plus for me to love someone. When he was introducing himself on roommate and he kept asking if he could eat first, I was sold.

9. what’s one unique thing about the place where you live? We have an aerial tram (?)

10. what lifts your mood on a bad day? listening to music and watching my favorite tv shows

11. what’s the best thing someone could say to you right now? “I’m proud of you and I believe in you. You’re strong and you’ll succeed, but remember you’re not alone. I’ve got your back.” (just quoting what Laura said bc same)

1. If you could take any class in the world (it could be a language, dance, music, a traditional school subject, anything!) what would it be and why do you want to learn it? God idk there’s so many. But I would to love to take some renaissance class in an Italian university, since it’s the closest we can get from that period (that I love!). Or some class in some Italian art museum, I don’t even know if this exists but it would be awesome. I’d love to go to these places and see the past with my own two eyes and may touch it with blessed gloves lol (since it’s a class, you know...)

2. Who inspires you and why? I don’t know actually bc there’s a bunch of people. Friends, music, artists, characters. But I was thinking the other day that Young K is such an inspiration to me. He’s living his dream of making music, he did so much to show that he is good and talented and never gave up, he was in the middle of a huge project but also was in college being a normal 20yo boy. And still managed to take naps everywhere, eat everything and chase his dream. So yeah, he’s a big influence on me right now.

3. What’s a strange skill or talent that you have? I don’t have??

4. What do you think is the most important characteristic of a good friend?They just need to be simple. I mean, have this simple care and interest for you and for what you do/say. So the friendship will be healthy and mutual.

5. Is your aesthetic more nature or outer space if you had to pick one of those two and why? Nature I guess, I love those small things and details of our nature. But I do love outer space and I wanna believe in everything too.

6. What do you wish you were doing right now? Working.

7. What is your fashion taste? And I quote:

8. If you could have any hair style and color instantly what would it be? Why? I love my natural color, I never dyed my hair and I prob wont for a long time. But I wish I could be more confident of using it more loose.

9. What’s your dream pet and what would you name it? I already have it! I love my giant dog Micka! But I would love to adopt more and more AND MORE. I can’t wait to have a male dog and call him Frodo lol

10.You can add any song to your fav groups concert setlist that isn’t already on it. Which song would you add and why? Not kpop related, sorry. I would add Re-wired on Kasabian’s setlist bc I love this song soooo much and they were playing everywhere but when I went to their gig, they just cut it off D:

11. Something that you like that you didn’t initially expect to like? Kpop DEFINITELY lmao

1. Favorite time of year? Autumn.

2. If you could have any power (i.e. invisibility, teleportation, etc.) what would you pick? I’d go with teleportation too, so I would visit every place I want and go to every gig and visit my friends everywhere!

3. What’s your birthstone? Peridot apparently?? that’s what google said

4. Water, earth, fire, or air bending? Air. I’m a Libra!

5. If you could fluently speak any language instantly, which would you pick? Oh god so many ): but Korean so life it would be easier

6. Flower that best represents you? I don’t know any flower, I’m not so into it lmao but I just love sunflowers so much so I guess that’s it

7. What made you fall for your ult bias? Read up there

8. Pick a song to represent your current mood. Day6 – Be Lazy

9. Pick a mv that best represents your favorite aesthetic. Got7 – You Are. The colors and filters they use are soooo beautiful. And the blue wow

10. What’s one thing you wish you were doing right now? Watching some reaaally good movie bc it’s been a while that I don’t watch anything like that when I just finish it and say ‘wow’

11. One question you want to ask me? idk I’m so bad at this :/

age? 25 #old birthplace? Brazil current time? 9:05 PM drink (last)? Water. easiest person to talk to? a bunch of friends that aren’t here but @joonminyoongi yes <3 favorite song (recently)? If ~ I Meet You Again – Day6 (go and support our boys!) grossest memory? when I was so little a boy that lived in the same street as I, throw a beetle on me and he got stuck on my back and I yelled so much that day, I was so afraid. This haunts me till now hogwarts house? Idk I’m not so into HP, my friends keep saying that I look like that house and stuff but I don’t know lol in love? With what? food? Always. Animals? Till the end. Someone? no jealous of people? Sometimes, but is reaaaally rare. killed someone? dude what? middle name? don’t have one number of siblings? 1 one wish? To travel a lot person you called last? my mom reasons to smile? Music, my friends, my beautiful and precious dog song you sang last? If – day6 time you woke up? 11am shh :x underwear color? black vacation destination? Anywhere. But Iceland and Scotland, prob. worst habit? My memory is shit and sometimes I say the same thing twice or I even watch stuff twice, thrice. your favorite food? This chicken pie my mom makes zodiac sign? Libra ultimate bias? Ok I answered in the other question that is Jackson bc he was the first one but I don’t even know what is a bias anymore ultimate bias wrecker? Anyone favorite kpop song (all time)? That’s tough wow but Never Ever – GOT7 I guess favorite kpop album? Exo – The War favorite kpop ship? Wang gae park gae wins hard or soft stan? Both favorite kpop company? Jype, besides everything they still care about idol’s healthy and mental healthy backstory of how i got into kpop? I was watching kdramas already so my friend that loves kpop just decided to introduce me to roommate since a bunch of actors I like were there and she just throw Jackson to me like “he’s amazing, you’re gonna love him” and I DID LOVED HIM so I decided to check on got7 songs to support him and here I am, a kpop mess.

so that’s it, finally lmao! Thanks again for tagging me in everything @sarcasticjuiceboxes 🖤 I won’t tag anyone but if you wanna do it, just choose one (or all) of the games, feel free to do it ��😉

#tagged #tag game

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kpopcorn-requests · 7 years ago

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admin lil’s q & a that was supposed to be a video but now is a mass post

so since youtube won’t upload my stupid video I’m just going to answer the questions I got in my messages here and I’ll answer the other ones in the asks i got them in (unless you sent them to my other blog, they will be answered here too)

okay here we goooooooo

the anons from my main blog asked:

hello beautiful~ for your video: do you have any tips on how to become a greater writer?

Hey there! I have a couple so I hope this helps!

Don’t rush yourself. It’s easier said than done, but if you rush yourself, your writing is rushed too, and the readers can tell. If you take your time, you can write your thoughts better and you over all feel better about what you wrote.

Describe details vividly!! It is way more attention grabbing and hooking than just simple details. It’s also easier for you to describe the image as you see it in your head, and if you want your readers to visualize it the same, vivid details make it easier. (for example: The girl was blonde and blue eyed. OR The honey blonde girl had striking sky blue eyes.) That’s how I like to do my details.

Be yourself. Everyone has their own writing style and writing process, and even if you like someone else’s, it will feel forced and come off as such. Take influence, but don’t copy it. Write the way that makes you comfortable!

I hope these help<3

I LOVE YOU- okay, so what do you like to do besides writing and seeing kpop stuff?

I love you too!! I like to listen to music and watch crack videos on youtube lmao. I draw some but it sucks. I also sing! I like to hang out with my sister too! (She’s like me but older and more mature lmao)

Do you prefer horror movies or dramatic movies? In fact, what's your favorite movie genre?

Is neither an option? Horror movies freak me out and dramatic movies either make me sad or bore me. If I have to pick, I guess I would go with horror. And I like superhero movies! Not really a genre, but I like how it’s like a mixture of comedy and action and drama, ya know?

Hey!! Just some questions for your video: cat person or dog person? you prefer to read you-fanfic or member x member fanfic? Do you like to read fanfic? If so, do you have any favorite writers or a favorite platform (ao3, fanfiction. net, etc)?

Heyo~ I am more of a dog person personally! I love both but puppies are my weakness. (but cats make me very happy too) I do like to read fanfic! And what I read

@buriedindreams asked me:

What is something you've always wanted to do?

I’ve always wanted to travel, and now I have so many internet friends (Like Admin Lionheart and you and Miche and Cassie and Kathryn) that I want to travel to meet you guys!

If you could say anything to your past self, what would it be?

It gets better. It’s super stereotypical but I went through some hard mental shit when I was younger. That or, don’t change yourself to make your friends like you more, it’s dumb and you’ll just change yourself back later.

Who was your first kpop bias?

While I found Seventeen first, the first group I stanned was EXO and my first bias was Kai

Do you have any regrets? What are they?

I hate that my temper is so quick, so I have a lot of regrets revolving around me overreacting, and there is this recent thing but I don’t want to get into that.

Do you have a playlist of songs to listen to on bad days?

I actually have a playlist titled “angst” so I listen to that or to Broadway musicals like Hamilton or The School of Rock

Have you ever cosplayed?

No! But I really want to. My family and I have agreed that if we ever have the money to go to ComiCon that we will cosplay as X-Men

What would be the "perfect day" for you?

Talking to my friends, having no stress, getting enough sleep and having no homework lmao. maybe watching movies too? I like movies a lot

What are your biggest fears?

spiders, snakes and losing all of my close family/friends for dumb decisions I make

Any pet peeves?

hmmm I guess hypocrites and people who talk so much I can’t respond. or people not taking the blame for their actions

What was the pettiest thing you've done?

I once dated a guy for three hours because I felt sorry for him (a dick move I know but I would have stayed with him longer [maybe] if he didn’t tell me he loved me two hours into dating)

How did you and your best friend meet?

In real life? She’s my college roommate and we met on the first day of class.

Online? tumblr.

How did you discover kpop?

Youtube!

Who is your ultimate bias?

Johnny Seo, Amber Liu, and Lee Sanghyuk

Do you have any kpop merch?

I have a BTS hoodie and MANY cd’s but nothing other than that

What would you say to your favorite group/bias upon meeting them? (Doesn't have to be kpop)

Assuming I haven’t fainted or that I’m not ugly crying at that point, I would tell them that they are doing such a great job, thank them for doing what they do, and tell them to rest well/eat well *cough cough* mark lee

Do any of you non internet friends like kpop?

I have one friend who thinks Jackson Wang is hot and she listen to Got7 sometimes, that’s it lmao

If you could go on a road trip with your friends (internet or non) where would you go? What would you do?

I love the idea of going with a group of friends and each person picking ne specific spot they want to go, and then making a trip out of those spots. and well, with what we did, i guess it would depend where we went?

Have you ever traveled outside the country, and if not, where would you want to go?

I have not! and I really want to go to Ireland, Thailand, and Korea. Those are the main places.

Do you have any pets?

I have three cats and two dogs! One labrador mix named Angel, a rescue pit mix named Watson, and then two black cats, Smalls and Morpheus, and a gray striped cat named Smokey!

Do you cry easily when watching sad movies?

HELL YES I’m so sensitive to sad things. like even a hint of death and I’m sobbing

Any movie or show recommendations?

Tv shows, I love Stanger Things, Mudrock Mysteries, Bones, Drama World, Danny Phantom and Full Metal Alchemist (all of these can be found on netflix)

Movie wise, I like Spiderman: Homecoming, Atomic Blonde, Wonder Woman, Weird Science and the Power Ranger movie!

Any song recommendations?

OH GOD okay i listen to music everyday so here we go

Sugar You - Oh Honey

Thunder - Imagine Dragons

Where Did The Party Go - Fall Out Boy

Trees - Twenty One Pilots

Friend Please - Twenty One Pilots

Bad At Love - Halsey

Oh Love - Misterwives

My Type - Saint Motel

Innocent Love - Astro

Go Go - BTS

Confession Song - Got7

Exodus - Exo

The Eve - Exo

Loser - BigBang

Sober - BigBang

What’s Wrong - iKon

M.U.P - iKon

Liar Liar - Oh My Girl

Red Light - f(x)

Sentimental - Winner

Really Really - Winner

Walk You Home - NCT Dream

0 Mile - NCT 127

Sherlock - Shinee

What is your style of fashion?

I guess I’m grunge? I wear a lot of dark colors and like... chokers and heavy makeup and converse and stuff like that. I don’t know tbh lmao

@jaehyunskitten22 asked me:

What is your least favorite thing about kpop?

How it’s so sexualized!! and how idols think they have to risk their health for us, and how some fandoms are the actual worst and uhhh i guess that’s it

what makes you attracted to your bias?

this sounds weird but i really like his hands and his lips? and of course he’s fucking hialrious and so sweet and i just ... i love him

Have you always liked writing?

yeah! i used to write to vent lmao

What first comes to mind when you think of your bias?

hands, hair and humor, the true triple H lmao

@haneun-seomie asked me:

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?

Pasta or pizza! I like cheese and carbs lmao (also i’m pro pineapple on pizza, fite me bout it)

YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?

X-Men First Class, The Nightmare Before Christmas or Big Hero 6!

How did you meet kpop?!

Youtube recommended me Seventeen’s debut video!

How old were you when you started writing?

Writing in general, I was about 11 maybe? Writing kpop, I was 16

Are you happy with your writing now or do you want to improve more?

I am happy with how I write now, but I still think I can definitely improve more, so yes to both.

How can you be so cute?

BABY AWW This is adorable why are you so adorable

fun fact: when i have bad days, i just think of how hard we flirted when we weren’t dating. it was hella obvious but we were both oblivious

What are you planning to work on?

If you mean career wise, I want to be a kindergarten/primary school teacher.

Project wise, I want to finish my vampire k!idol story!

Do you want a life-long career or you are open to changes in your profession in the future (if they come)?

I would prefer a stable career but if I find something that makes me happier, then I will definitely go for that. I just want to happy basically.

@heartofafae asked me:

What's your favorite color?

Teal or aqua! (these shades)

Are you in to any other fandoms?

Kind of? I’m into superheroes (both Marvel and DC) and Disney.

What's your dream vacation?

Travelling!! Anywhere really! (Although... you know. Brazil would be hella awesome!)

What's your dream job?

i’m in college, majoring in Early Childhood/Elementary Education, so a kindergarten teacher is my dream job!

Do you have a specific style/aesthetic?

Style wise, I usually go for more grunge stuff? I don’t usually wear heels, but I wear dark colors and shorts, mainly.

Aesthetic wise, black and white with pops of teal and blue is my aesthetic!

How'd you get into kpop?

youtube recommended Seventeen’s debut music video to me, actually

Who was your first bias, and are they still your bias?

My first bias was Kai from Exo, I guess? And no, he’s not. My Exo bias is Chanyeol now!

My first ultimate was Key from Shinee, but that’s also a no. Johnny owns my ass now.

My first female ultimate was Amber from f(x) and yes, she still is my female ult!

Have you ever been to a Kpop concert?

no, sadly. I’m planning on going to a kpop mini-con my city is having in november, and that will technically be my first kpop experience that isn’t online

I have however been to three other concerts! Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco and Twenty One Pilots!

How did you get into making texts/snaps/ect?

I actually found a Magcon blog do them when I was hella into the Magcon boys (that was such a traumatic time for me they are so problematic) and I thought they were cool. and then i got into kpop and i wanted to make a blog but do something kind of different so.. I made this blog!

What's your favorite music video?

Power by Exo is high on the list, as well as Fire by BTS, BoomBoom by Seventeen, Baby by Astro, My Page by NCT Dream, Cherry Bomb by NCT 127, and Still 24K by 24k. Those are probably the only ones that I’ve watched over and over again, boy group wise.

Girl group wise, Hate by 4minute, 4 Walls by f(x) and Ah Yeah by Exid are super good videos that I like.

Do you also like kdrama?

I actually haven’t watched any but if you guys have any recommendations, I would love to take them!

Who's your favorite boy group?

why do you hate me

UHHH NCT Dream or Astro right now, actually.

Favorite girl group?

f(x) or Exid!<3

@unironic-shitposter asked:

What got me into kpop?

That fateful day that YouTube recommended the Seventeen Adore U music video for me the day they debuted

How long have I been into kpop?

Almost two years!!

Where are you from?

Alabama in the United States of America!

Have you ever moved?

Cities, yes. States or countries, no.

What’s your all time favorite song, both kpop and not kpop?

My favorite songs change all the time, so these are it right now.

* non Kpop- Sugar You - Oh Honey or If Only You Would Listen - The School Of Rock Broadway Cast

* Kpop- What Can I Say - Day6 or Power - EXO

#admin lil #q and a #finally #lmao i fucking suck im sorry you guys

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fireeaglespirit · 7 years ago

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beyond-far-horizons

This sounds incredibly depressing. Im sorry you have to suffer this. However you show a real grasp of the situation, therefore others can to - dont let despair destroy hope as only with hope can one do something. Can you join up with a group so you arent alone? Also is there a way to express this in your story - stories are powerful allegories for things like this.

I have been involved in online communities since 2011 or so, (mainly because of atheism/anti-theism, I know most people dislike atheists in the northern countries but here we are such a pitiful minority that is literally hunt down so we need to help each other..) and I’m so glad they exist or else I’d feel completely alone. I say that because there I found like-minded people and they have similar views on many things, including ethics and politics.

Outside of a handful of people the society seems a very dangerous place to talk about my ideas... its just not ready at all to different point of views, especially those that shatter their own narrow perception of right/wrong.

But still I don't feel like I made much of a change at all? I helped some new people in the communities to see they aren't alone and helped spread a few absurdities that happened here... recently I've been more involved with politics because of the coup and stuff.. it all ties somehow in my mind. I don’t know much about politics at all, and I struggle to keep a rational grasp of it... still

If I were in a bigger city i'd join the protests, but even so like others I might end up losing an eye or something and nothing changes... protests are being received with violence, its really just very dangerous right now.. I'd rather sit on my pc and keep reading as much as possible... theres not much I can do tbh as a single person with barely any power at all.. I can’t even help myself sometimes..

The story is a nice idea, idk one way or another the worlds we create have a little of our own perception of reality in it.. but for now I don't consciously made much effort in that regards, of course I can't help but make some fun of religion and elitism from time to time haha but even so I can't go full on it. Even on my fantasy stuff I struggle to keep it a bit outside so I don’t become a second GRRM with such a grim, dark world.. (not thats a bad thing, but I wanted to make something a little more happy, still the world is cruel and senseless but I believe in the power of people caring for each other)...

Anyway I keep thinking about making a politics-science/atheism blog so I can share with tumblr some stuff from here (lmao) perhaps one day.. I'm to busy rn. But I collect posts already.

Also I want to translate a few of the things that happened here so the world might know more of it.. the most absurd things and sometimes hilarious things.. Brazil is a farm of depression and memes, tbh. From my point of view, of course, but anyway.. the world needs these things in english so everyone can bask in the non-sense and be aware of it.. have a laugh or idk

Thanks for the msg.

I have never lost hope, it just gets very tiring trying to save someone who is so oblivious to their own disgrace... sometimes I’d rather tell the world to fuck out but I can’t...

I have this way of writing posts that makes me sound so fucking depressive! Actually I had a nice day with my dogs and cats.. and pasta.. its just some background noise bothering me, I can’t let it go.

#beyond-far-horizons #brazil #politics

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sleepinglightt · 8 years ago

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Cute Ask - All

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?I normally have more milk than cereal

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?Yes yes yes. It’s one of my favorite feelings.

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?Literally anything. I’ve used everything from bobby pins to blades of grass lmao

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?I take my tea with a little bit of milk and 3 sugar cubes or 2 packets of sugar, and I take my coffee pretty much the same way

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?Not really, I had braces for a while and now my teeth are straight, I just wish they were whiter 😕

6: do you keep plants?Yes

7: do you name your plants?Yes but I always forget their names and I end up renaming them

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?I like using watercolors a lot

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?Yes

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?I sleep on my stomach with one leg up, idk I’m weird

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?There are so many, the most recent one I can’t post bc some people follow me on here and if I posted the joke it would cause drama

12: what’s your favorite planet?I think Saturn is pretty cool

13: what’s something that made you smile today?Just thinking about my girlfriend

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?Oh Lordy this is my dream. Considering my best friend is my girlfriend, we’d have a big bed with lots of blankets. And we’d have a lot of plants everywhere. There would be like fairy lights or whatever you wanna call them everywhere. We’d have a dog and probably a few cats. It would probably constantly smell like coffee or tea bc we both love that. Idk it would be perfect.

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!Okay so google said this: Space officially begins at the universal marker of the Karman Line. This invisible boundary is 100km above the Earth. In theory if you could drive your car upwards, you could be in space in less than hour

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?All pasta dishes are my fav how am I just supposed to pick one

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?I really really really wanna have a lavender/ dark grey hair color

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.I made a video of myself dancing in a hoodie, but I put my legs through the arm sleeves and it looked really weird and my friends bring it up from time to time

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?I do, and I write poems and just journal entries when I need to vent. I don’t really draw, but sometimes I doodle.

20: what’s your favorite eye color?I don’t have a favorite. I honestly find everyone’s eyes so pretty bc they’re all different. When I see pretty eyes they’re pretty eyes, they don’t have to be a certain color to be pretty imo.

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.I don’t really carry any bags, I’ve never had a specific backpack or purse that I absolutely love.

22: are you a morning person?Only when I have coffee

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?Sleep and cuddle with my cat

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?My girlfriend and my best friend briann

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?I’ve never broken into any places 🙃

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?My black high top vans. I’ve had them for about 2 years and I wear them pretty much every single day.

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?I only like minty gum

28: sunrise or sunset?Sunset

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?My best friend briann writes me notes all the time and I’ve kept every single one of them since the beginning of our friendship

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?Yes. I’ve been truly scared quite a few times.

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.I like socks. I like weird ones, but I don’t sleep with them on and I definitely don’t confine myself to white socks.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.I don’t stay up past 3 am 😂 I’m literally an old lady in a young persons body.

33: what’s your fave pastry?I love all pastries. I don’t discriminate.

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?I had a little dog that I named fluffy, she used to be really fluffy but now she’s matted and it’s not cute. I still have her.

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?I love pretty pens but I can never keep track of them. They always get lost.

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?Brand new

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?I like keeping it clean, but it’s always messy and it drives me crazy.

38: tell us about your pet peeves!I have so many but one of the biggest ones is hearing people eat. Like the smacking noises drive me CRAZY. I can’t even stand to hear myself eat like I hate it so much.

39: what color do you wear the most?Probably grey or black or something

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?I have a bracelet that I wear all the time that my girlfriend gave me, she has a matching one and it says “adorablé” which is one of our inside jokes.

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?13 reasons why :^)

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!There’s this place in my town called sycamore grounds and it’s so cute and cozy. I love it so much.

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?I can’t remember.

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?I can’t remember 😂

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?Sometimes

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.How do you make antifreeze? You steal the blanket. Idk.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?Mayonnaise

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?I was afraid of June bugs, now I’m afraid of dying and being alone 🙃

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?I like collecting records, the last one I bought was deja entendu by brand new

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?It’s not really odd but I like keeping/collecting pressed flowers

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?UM IDK THIS IS ALOT OF PRESSURE FUCK

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?I love the blinking guy and the Meryl Streep ones

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? I’ve seen all of them accept for heathers, I KNOW IM HORRIBLE

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?My best friend bc her fish died :(

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?Literally everything I do is dramatic so idk

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?The way they talk about the things they love. I know it’s cliche but it’s true

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?That song makes me feel like I’m little again bc I used to listen to that song on repeat 24/7. AND YES THATS THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN SING THE SONG TF

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?I feel like my girlfriend is the wine mom and I’m the vodka aunt bc she’s more reasonable and I’m high key crazy.

59: what’s your favorite myth?I like all the Greek mythology type things

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?Yes I love poetry, and I have so many favorites but some of my favorite poets are Rupi kuar, clementine von radics, and Shane koyczan

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?I’m not sure omg. I’m gonna skip this one I’m sorry lmao

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?I normally drink coffee in the morning, but if I drink juice it’s probably apple juice

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?I just leave them be. I don’t like things to look structured and perfect.

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?It’s black bc it’s night time lol

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?Yes, all of my friends from my old school :(

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?It would have lots and lots of daisies and some lavender

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?I actually like those days, I feel kind of relaxed.

68: what’s winter like where you live?It’s almost never cold. It’ll be like 60 in December, this year it was 80 degrees on Christmas fml

69: what are your favorite board games?I don’t know?? I used to love a game called mouse trap

70: have you ever used a ouija board?Nope

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?I love earl grey.

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?Even if I write it down I’ll forget it 🙃

73: what are some of your worst habits?I pick at the skin around my nails 😕

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.They have short blackish brownish hair, they’re SUPER tall, they have really pretty green/blue eyes and they’re so funny. They could say one thing and probably get me to pee my pants from laughing so hard. I’ve known them for years and I’d do anything in the world for them.

75: tell us about your pets!I have a cat who is my baby, her name is Olivia and she’s a grey tabby with green eyes. She has THE LOUDEST purr ever and she’s constantly meowing. She’s such a sweetheart and I love her so much oml that cat is my life. And then my mom has a dog named gizmo, he’s a tiny little white dog who doesn’t know how to bark or anything. He’s seriously so weird idk what’s wrong with him lmao.

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?I should be sleeping but I’m not aye

77: pink or yellow lemonade?Pink

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?I H A T E MINIONS

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?My girlfriend asked me out in a really cute way, I’ll post pictures later bc I’m on mobile and I can’t attach pictures rn 🙃

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?They’re like a minty blue color and I chose it bc I thought it was pretty

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.His eyes are like two brown circles with black dots in the middle

82: are/were you good in school?I’m good behavior wise but my grades suck

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?This is gonna be SUCH a big surprise, but I like the Devil and God are Raging Inside Me album art

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?I’m planning on getting tons of tattoos. Wayyyyyy too many to describe lmao

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?I used to rad the star trek comics, bc I’m a huge Star Trek nerd lmao. I still have a bunch of copies.

86: do you like concept albums? which ones?I do but I can’t think of any off the top of my head lol 87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?The perks of being a wallflower for sure. And I don’t know of any others, I don’t watch a lot of movies.

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?I’m not a big art person, so I don’t know all the names and all of that. I like street art though I guess? Is that like an official thing? Idk.

89: are you close to your parents?I think so.

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.I love Austin, it’s such a cool place. And if you ever get the chance you should definitely go. There’s great food, and you can always find some kind of concert or something in the area. There’s cool little shops and places to hang out. It’s a cool place.

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?I would love to go to Seattle, but idk if that’ll happen lol

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?I drown my pasta in cheese oops

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?I wear my hair up in a bun a lot. 80% of the time you’ll see me with my hair up in a bun.

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?My grandma just had her birthday about a week ago :)

95: what are your plans for this weekend? I’ll have Saturday detention. Yay 🙃

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?I procrastinate them like crazy lmao

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?I haven’t taken the myer Briggs test yet, I’m a Gemini, and slytherin

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?About 3 or 4 years ago, I loved it

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.https://open.spotify.com/user/alexandra.taegen/playlist/5eHOy0ylB74vZLsovgZSUxThis entire playlist ^

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?5 years into the future, bc then hopefully I’d be living in Seattle with my girlfriend and we’d be happy.

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