#sorry I’m not active I’m sick
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[wipinf] thinking bout that one part in jttw96 where nezha and hong hai er fight in a dream
#I think they would fucking hate each other#sorry guys I’m sick of working on this lol#wipinf means wip I’ll never finish -w-#or2#I still really like my designs for them tho even if figuring out the colors are a pain in the ass#ignore that ugly samadhi fire I wanted to make it multicolored to show that it wasn’t regular fire#I couldn’t figure out what method to use tho lol#btw I fucking HATED hong hai er in 84 I deadass almost stopped first season cuz of him and his stupid parents 😭😭😭#girl just make a new kid throw this one away#child who actively plays a part in their parents divorce so they can have two birthdays#kick his ass nezha#digital art#my art#journey to the west 1996#nezha#red boy#jttw nezha#jttw red boy#hong hai'er#I adore the small buns they put in young child hairstyles back then tho#so cute :3#nezha you have so much shit on you it’s crazy#various accoutrements could you spare a few#me walking around jingling with every step cuz of the multitudes of keychains I have on me
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getting personal because i miss interacting with everyone & i don’t want to lose friends here because im super inactive & unresponsive right now.
for the last 12 days, i’ve been a 24/7 caregiver to my grandmother. we are, and have always been, extremely close. she’s on hospice and i’m heartbroken, but doing my best to spend time with her in her last few days. i’m taking off from work but still working online for my two jobs while at hospice, taking care of my grandma, and writing 1 chapter every night for my advent fic. this year has been hit after hit after hit, but writing & this fandom are my safe havens most days. so, i miss you guys & im trying my best to write this advent fic on time, so i swear im not trying to ignore dms or comments or anything. i always read them and love them and appreciate them, i just haven’t had time to sit down and reply. love yall
#sorry i’m rambling#i needed to get this out instead of spamming my friends with all my problems#and i want you all to know i love you and i’ll be active again eventually#i’m trying#oh and my dog almost died today#and i’m getting sick#when it rains it pours
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He loves me.
#sorry I haven’t been active lately 🥴#I’ve been preoccupied and also sick and also lacking in creative inspiration#and school starts again tomorrow and I’ll have an internship starting soon#so I’m a little 😵💫#but hi I am still here and alive#very behind on fics (both reading and writing 😅 sorryyyyy)
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I absolutely refuse to believe that you can believe in science and feel deeply about the catastrophe our environment is currently under and not STILL…still even with all of that terrible knowledge, still absolutely, adamantly REFUSE to give in, REFUSE to let the greedy genocidal fuckers running our world win, REFUSE to let our world and the lands belonging to indigenous peoples be destroyed. I’m so fucking sick and tired of people talking as if our world is already lost. How can you fucking say that shit. How can you go about your lives in a state of surrender. How can you give up all that we are blessed with, all that our descendants deserve, without a goddamn fight.
#sorry it’s late at night and i don’t mean to make anyone feel bad or guilty#i’m just so sick of coming across doomer ass memes saying we’re all fucked#we cannot give up#we literally cannot give up#furthermore i refuse to give up on my world and on humanity#and honestly that’s the hardest form of resistance i can muster#because if we don’t keep fighting then wtf are we even here for#environmentalism#environment#climate change#climate crisis#climate emergency#climate justice#climate action#climate catastrophe#climate and environment#climate solutions#climate activism#hope for the future#hope#hope for humanity#hope for the environment
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What i’m supposed to do:
- READ TSC
- write Fic 1 & Fic 2 for the Daylight Savings/Kevin Day Fic Fest
- write for Baby Girl, Good Luck
- write chap. 21 of the Kevaaron fic
- finally get on with reading my physical tbr
- work work work work (while also looking for new job)
What i’m doing:
- writing a Hankcon/dbh one-shot🧍♂️
#goddammit adler#see this is why u gotta minimize and micromanage ur fandoms#you can’t juggle things for shi#i’m so sorry aftg fam i swear as soon as i got a few days to read TSC i’m getting to it#tho i realize now that i probably should and probably will write the kerejean daylights fic beforehand#i don’t wanna have canon interfere with the mère progress i’ve made#i also need to take into account the ‘sick days’ i’ll need to emotionally heal from TSC#all this too say good for hank & connor ig#is the dbh fandom even still active idek#this is totally for me tho make no mistake#need to get it out of my system (ha get it?)#all for the game#the foxhole court#aftg#the sunshine court#dbh#hankcon#hank and connor
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it’s very annoying watching misogyny on the rise, femicide on the rise, trans rights in jeopardy, abortion rights gone, and yall on tumblr.gov are stuck on ‘ok but can we be nicer to men?’
and it’s always US-centric too. ‘there are other structures in place that uphold white cishetero patriarchy!’ please step outside of the US for a second and look around. patriarchy has predated all that shit for thousands of years and its legacy is still going strong in non-white, non-Christian countries. women are still oppressed everywhere. hence, yall will deal with a bunch of mean women online.
#it is so like yall to equate women being mean to men with men actively abusing and harming women#and i bet someone is gonna read this and be like ‘t*rc alert!’ no it’s cslled being fed the fuck up#i’m sick of yall shut the fuck up forever misandry is not a real issue. turn off your phone.#sorry i meant *t*rf alert!’#yall are fucking weak spineless and WHITE
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i’m going to say something that makes me sound like a cunt but it has to be said. if you are depressed, struggling with dangerous thoughts, or beginning to lose interest in living, DO NOT DUMP THAT ON A SINGLE PERSON EVERY TIME YOU TALK TO THEM. not every single conversation can be “lola i’m not okay” “jon i need you to call me right now im about to do something” “beck i want to die” I AM NOT GOD. I AM NOT A THERAPIST. I AM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO FIX YOU. thanks .
#lolaa.txt#NOT DIRECTED SPECIFICALLY AT ANYONE BTW. just general shit from lately#i am actively keeping an eye on 6 different people right now. SIX. i am almost solely responsible for SIX PEOPLE.#what the fuckkkkkk man.#it’s fine i mean like whatever but jesusss#i had to tell someone tonight i couldn’t talk to them because somebody else had a WORSE crisis happening#i have to CHOOSE???? BETWEEN MY FRIENDS?????????#sick 2 my stomach.#anyways i’m actually pretty stable myself right now which must be why i draw in manic depressive people like a magnet#anyways SORRY not to vent on main but this is like. bugging me . lol!#tw mental illness#i guess?
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Hi hi I hope everyone has a lovely holiday and new happy and healthy new year! 💚
#I’m still super sick I’m sorry for not being as active#but I just wanna know how much I love everyone and this fandom#Inuyasha
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#❅゚*・゚{ ooc } sʜᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴍᴇ. ・゚*❅#sorry I haven’t been online the past few days#or active rather#I’m really sick again and on top of that I haven’t been able to call off work so I’m just exhausted#thank god I’m off the next three days so I can rest#it was supposed to be for a con but obviously I’m not going now
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there should be a button in all these rhythm gacha games where you can mark all stories as read and get all of whatever reward you get for reading them
#bobtalk#its actually sick. especially when they DONT give rewards for reading like can i PLEASE get rid of the notification without having to read#multiple years of missed event stories. disgusting. have to tap 1000 times and wait 1000 times and for what.#podcast listening activity i guess. man.#i know i’m supposed to actually read the story. sorry. i have never read more than a tiny bit of one of these games’ stories. toxic trait.#at least with the untranslated games i play i have an excuse✌️lol
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Haha!!! Hahah!!!! This fucking blows. Hello teacher sorry I missed the extension date. It will be later haha. Haha. It’s like a roller coaster over here. Haha. Surprisingly can’t focus on school work when ur trying block out screaming with ur headphones.
#I was able to help calm her down for a bit but then after like 20 minutes maybe longer#she went on about thinking my dad was trying to kill her and I said I’m sorry that must be scary and she was sick of hearing that. and got#mad at me I tried to say I would protect her and keep her safe and she laughed and said no I can’t or wouldn’t earlier so that’s why I kept#saying sorry#I feel like I get so much conflicting advice online#it’s like ok don’t fed into the delusions don’t argue with them about them either#ok I can do that#active listening and repeating back and saying you hear them and that it sounds scary or upsetting#but also your supposed to ignore accusations towards you#idk I thought that meant my#dad should step back and then I could?? be like wow that’s scary I’ll try to help#but that didn’t work??#maybe just straight up ignoring it better? should have stuck to trying shift the conversation but then she feels like we can’t hear her and#she starts screaming#but idk bc the comforting stuff worked super good for like 30 minutes and then she was calmed and sat down for a good bit.#idk. just. uhh#I guess I can only keep googling#and hope we can get a persecution for a liquid version of her medicine bc lexapro withdraw is I think what’s making all of this get so bad#but she won’t eat anything and doesn’t want to take pills#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#personal
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Oh man I do not even know what to say at this point.
#just got off the phone with my dad and I am mad and sad and frustrated#my mom is not off work yet so I can’t rant to her#I just don’t understand I mean I KNOW it’s my dad but I SPECIFICALLY told him to find this information out and he only told me now the day#before because I CALLED HIM#again I know it’s MY dad but I ask him for so fucking little and I just need him to be my dad and tell me important things like my grandma#is sick that my grandma is having surgery that my grandma is in a nursing home that my grandma is actively dying when the funeral is#and now that the ground has thawed apparently they are burying her ashes tomorrow and he didn’t fucking tell me#despite the fact that I specifically requested he find out months ago#also he wasn’t planning on going#i’m so fucking tired#sorry if you read that#Ik it’s a lot#i just want to scream#rn so
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i think i am coming Back Online. hello again
#i’m sorry my beloved mutuals for leaving for so long#life is insane#i got sick my lame ass dad got cancer and i got let go from my job so i havent been very social or active or ALIVE#but i feel alright now so hopefully i can engage in some Social Behaviors#also writing. will be happening. soon?#please forgive me if i left you on read for like months the depression was severe ❤️ still love yall tho
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Sukuna with clingy concubine 🛐🛐 like hella clingy, always clinging to sukuna, sitting on his lap and just following sukuna like a lost puppy

𝝑𝑒 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒. true form!sukuna x concubine! female reader. fluff. little bit suggestive. size difference. reader is clingy, a bit of an airhead ig. reader gets called ‘girl, brat’.

“y’re annoying me, girl,” sukuna grumbles as he walks to the courtyard. you had magically appeared behind him the moment he stepped out of his room to get some fresh air.
you flash him an apologetic smile “i’m sorry, my lord.” you’re not sorry, sukuna knows, though he doesn’t comment on it. it’s been like this ever since a week or two ago. he cannot recall why you’re suddenly so much more affectionate.
he doesn’t wait on you, however, and takes big strides towards the courtyard. if your little legs can’t keep up, that isn’t his problem. you frown and take on the challenge that’s been thrown your way.
you increase your pace and nearly run after sukuna. you have to lift your kimono a little to make sure you wouldn’t trip over the fabric. it doesn’t seem like you’ll give up any time soon as you follow him with that same content expression on your face.
sukuna can’t believe that a human like you dares to even be in his presence for so long. he didn’t call for you, so why are you adamant on staying with him? he concludes that something must be up, “what’d you want from me?”
there hangs a silence between you two afterwards. sukuna’s slow yet heavy footsteps reverberate through the hallway, followed by your quick and light ones. you pout as you notice that the king of curses isn’t even sparing you a glance, “nothing at all. i just like to be with you.”
you add the latter as an afterthought. you don’t expect sukuna to react to that, so you continue to trail behind him into the courtyard. “tch,” you hear him scoff in annoyance. you’re sure he doesn’t mean any actual harm by that, so you don’t take it personally.
sukuna eventually sits down on the engawa, where the servants have placed the comfy zabuton cushions. there’s always one for you as well—right next to sukuna’s. it’s become a habit for the maids to include you in sukuna’s daily routines since you’re always with him.
you eye your own cushion, though don’t make an effort to actually sit down on it. sukuna stares ahead, not bothered to notice you at the moment. you look down at his lap, recalling just how perfectly you can fit on it.
you don’t waste any more time and plop down on his thick thighs, your back against his chest. sukuna’s brow twitches at the sudden contact. his bottom pair of eyes look down at you whilst the upper ones keep looking at the nature in front of you both.
“get off me,” the king of curses commands through a low tone. he doesn’t push you off, however. that alone should tell you enough; he’s tolerating your behaviour as per usual. or perhaps he secretly likes your proximity.
you shall never discover which of the two it actually is.
“nooooooo,” you exaggerate with a whine. you don’t want to. you wrap both of your arms around one of sukuna’s—clinging onto him like your life depends on it. he simply responds by sighing.
you know sukuna’s able to grab you by the collar and force you to sit down on the cushion beside him, but he doesn’t. your heart flutters every time sukuna shows some tolerance to your clingy behavior. it means that maybe—just maybe—he’s opening up to the idea of being more affectionate with you.
“such a fuckin’ brat,” sukuna simply puts one hand on your waist, the others supporting his weight on the engawa. he grumbles, but there are clear signs of him relaxing with you in his presence.
you chuckle at the realisation and swing your legs in excitement. sukuna unexpectedly bites your ear in response to your increased activity on his lap, “stay still or i’ll kick you off.”
you let out a small whimper as you feel his fangs gently sick into your earlobe. you jolt back and rub the skin with your hand, looking up at sukuna with a playful frown before teasing him back. you roll your eyes and answer him with a firm yet mocking, “sir yes, sir!”
sukuna clicks his tongue at your tease. you answer him like he’s some general in the military. that’s not the kind of relationship he has with you—it’s more than that. even though he knows you’re joking, he dislikes it when you call him anything other than ‘my lord’, ‘my king’, or just his name.
he finds great satisfaction in the way you refer to him as such. you’re the only one who can make sukuna grin each time you remind him of his status and the power he has over you.
the power dynamic; it’s addictive.
he needs more of it.
sukuna reaches out to grab your face with one hand, but you’re quick to pull your head back the moment you see that intimidatingly big hand coming down onto your vision. you clear your throat and apologise, “i mean—yes, my lord.”
the king of curses hums in content. that title is exactly what he had been looking for. he retracts his hand and settles it back down on your waist, patting your sides twice to show his satisfaction with your obedience.
you stop squirming around in his lap and simply lay back down in his arms. you close your eyes and nearly fall asleep because of the comfortable atmosphere. the slight breeze against your face is relaxing and perfectly compliments the warmth from sukuna’s body.
what a perfect way to spend your day.

#sttoru writes.#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna x reader#sukuna fluff#jjk x you#jjk x y/n#sukuna x you#sukuna x y/n#jjk imagines
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All of my shirts are starting to feel uncomfortable and it’s making me want to end it all!!
#not really i’m not going to do that but that would definitely be one way to end this hell. jesus christ what happened why now of all times#also i’ve been sick for almost a week and its not going away so that isn’t helping#anyway i don’t know or care if anyone noticed but sorry i haven’t been active here for ten days#i definitely didn’t notice. i thought it was like four days or something#rant#they should ban wearing shirts that actually fit you because in my professional opinion they’re too fucking tight and it’s making me violen#and the fabric. oh god the fabric
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