#soombee

[soombee]

𖠋 anton lee as your cutie boyfriend !! ; headcannons ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

chanyoung x the five love languages :3

pairing ; lee chanyoung (anton) x reader

contents ; gn ! reader (period mentioned but u can ignore that if u want) , pet names , so much love (LOL) , not proofread ! :c

an ; he’s so boyfriend bruh im crying 😢😢😢 loveyouantonitoni , i was giggling when i made this hehehehhe

publish date ; dec 6, 2024

⟢ you love how you don’t have to ask him for anything. he will always know what you want, what you need. he understands all of your languages fluently, you will never ever have to spend your whole lifetime translating your soul for someone who refuses to understand your heart.

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physical touch ᰔᩚ

꩜ bf ! anton who’s lifeline is your skin, always looking for an opportunity to stay close to you.

꩜ bf ! anton who’s absolutely in love with holding your waist

꩜ bf ! anton who always keeps a hand on your thigh while he drives, squeezing it occasionally, playfully rubbing circles on your skin

꩜ bf ! anton who pulls you into his lap when he’s sitting, wrapping his arms around your waist (as he watches tv on the couch, as he plays games with seunghan, it doesn’t matter)

꩜ bf ! anton who gives massages whenever you’re sore, always ready to ease your tension (and vice versa)

꩜ bf ! anton who can’t resist tickling you, even though he jumps when you even touch his sides

꩜ bf ! anton who strokes your arm ans rests his head on your shoulder in quiet moments

꩜ bf ! anton who fidgets with your hands when he’s nervous. who lets you, and only you, play with his face and luscious locks (as he calls it)

꩜ bf ! anton who loves when you do his skincare routine or put his hair in little pigtails (maybe both?)

꩜ bf ! anton who will carry you bridal style to the bedroom if you tease him a bit too much..

꩜ bf ! anton who dances with you in the middle of the night to slow love songs, pulling you close and dipping you into the softest of kisses

꩜ bf ! anton who teaches you his group’s choreography, placing his hands gently on your hips and hands to guide you

꩜ bf ! anton who puts your legs on his lap when you’re sitting together

꩜ bf ! anton who slithers his hand under your shirt as you both fall asleep in each other’s presence

꩜ bf ! anton who always holds your hand, no matter what—sweaty palms? don’t care. busy? you have another hand. you need two hands? his other hand is free.

꩜ bf ! anton who, if you’re cuddling and he’s uncomfortable, will lift and readjust you with ease, ensuring you’re still comfortable

꩜ bf ! anton hugs you endlessly, until his cologne clings to your skin, until he makes an imprint on your skin

acts of service .☘︎ ݁

꩜ bf ! anton who fixes your clothes when he notices they’re misplaced or wrinkled, always making sure you look your best

꩜ bf ! anton who ties your shoes for you, even if it means dirtying his knee (you’d feel bad) (he doesn’t care)

꩜ bf ! anton who feeds you his food on dates because he catches you staring at his plate

꩜ bf ! anton who gently wipes your face with tissues, whether it’s messy from food or streaked with tears

꩜ bf ! anton who carries pads or tampons with him just in case you’re caught off guard (stupid periods)

꩜ bf ! anton who offers to paint your nails when he notices they’re chipped, making them perfect again

꩜ bf ! anton who keeps a lint roller in his car because he knows how much you hate lint on your clothes

꩜ bf ! anton who carries you from the beach to clean the sand off your feet, knowing how much stepping on wet sand irritates you

꩜ bf ! anton who plans self care nights with matching pajamas, face masks, and doing each other’s skincare routines

꩜ bf ! anton who takes care of you when you’re sick, drunk, or just feeling down, because loving you is his favorite thing to do

words of affirmation ⋆｡°•☁︎

꩜ bf ! anton who will always want to know how you feel, how you’re doing, and loves getting updates about your day

꩜ bf ! anton who sends you random paragraphs while you’re asleep, pouring his thoughts into messages you’ll wake up to

꩜ bf ! anton who loves to writes silly love letters when you’re away, hiding them in your jacket pockets for you to find later

꩜ bf ! anton who calls you beautiful, the love of his life, his wife, his everything—making sure you always feel adored

꩜ bf ! anton who is soft spoken but intentional, leaving no room for doubt about how much he loves and cherishes you

꩜ bf ! anton who craves long, intimate talks in the dead of night, with only your voice and soft music filling the air

- but i’m falling behind. “i’m still so proud of you, my yn”

- do you still love me? “always in all ways”

- i did it!!! “i knew you could do it!”

- did you see that, toni?! “that’s my baby”

- you deserve more than me.. “you complete me”

- i look so ugly today.. “the presence of you give my butterflies”

- i hope you have fun w riize today!! don’t worry about texting me :) “don’t be ridiculous, i’ll update you, baby”

gift giving / receiving 𝜗𝜚

꩜ bf ! anton who loves giving you gifts, whether they’re expensive or handmade, because he loves spoiling you

꩜ bf ! anton who surprises you with two jellycats every week—one resembling you and the other him—because you casually mentioned wanting one

꩜ bf ! anton who immediately says, “okay, let’s go,” when a new movie you’ve been waiting for is released, happily paying for tickets

꩜ bf ! anton who fully supports your new collection, making sure to contribute whenever he can (smiskis, sonny angels, legos, etc)

꩜ bf ! anton who snoops through your tiktok reposts to find things he can buy or create just to make you smile

꩜ bf ! anton who makes pipe cleaner versions of your favorite flowers, even though they’re slightly (noticeably) wonky

꩜ bf ! anton who turns your polaroid obsession into a reason to make you a custom journal filled with your memories

꩜ bf ! anton who isn’t great at arts and crafts but always tries, just to see your radiant smile and flushed cheeks that he loves so much

꩜ bf ! anton who cherishes the gifts you give him just as much, turning it into an unspoken little competition between you two

꩜ bf ! anton who lights up and lifts you up in the air when you surprise him with the shoes he’s been wanting for months

꩜ bf ! anton who treasures the little things, like the seashell you found and thought of him

꩜ bf ! anton who proudly wears the white tee you transformed with pink lipstick kisses, saying it’s his favorite shirt

꩜ bf ! anton who notices the way you handpick his favorite candies just because they’re his favorite color

꩜ bf ! anton who doesn’t care about any material thing because to him, you’re the greatest gift he’s ever received

quality time 𖤐

꩜ bf ! anton who doesn’t care whether you go out or stay in; he just wants to bask in your presence

꩜ bf ! anton who refuses to let you spend money on him because your company is all he ever needs in life

꩜ bf ! anton who will follow you anywhere—even if he’s sore from practice—because being with you is worth the cramps

꩜ bf ! anton who stays mentally present, writing down random plans in your shared calendar and putting his phone away to focus on you

꩜ bf ! anton who never sees you as needy and never complains about the time you spend together, only that there isn’t enough time in the year

꩜ bf ! anton who drags you along to his photoshoots, shoots, and backstage moments, just to have you nearby

꩜ bf ! anton who will always ask if you want to run errands with him, knowing your answer is (and will always be) yes

꩜ bf ! anton who loves random facetimes, sleep calls, and mornings spent getting ready together

꩜ bf ! anton who “helps” you in the kitchen but really just makes a mess and watches you with heart eyes, his drool pooling below him

꩜ bf ! anton who craves the simplest forms of intimacy: skin to skin, soft words, and just being near each other

purely © soombee ‘s work ― all rights reserved !! please refrain from copying , stealing , or translating my work ( w/o permission ) thanku!

taglist (open) ! @1starqi

[soombee]

light of my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

hanie in glasses ♡

[lyrics365]

이미뱉어버린말들엔지우개가없었어 (I don’t have eraser of words)

imi baeteobeorin maldeulen jiugaega eopeoteo nae mameul deulkyeobeorin naldeuli bukkeureowoteo eolgule bukeun hyungteodeuli naege malhae geunyeoreul gidaryeojurago nan tto geudae maeum sokeseo neomeojyeobeoryeotneyo naege saenggin sangcheoneun uril apeuge haetjyo moksoriro jeokhin geochin yeonpiljagukeul jiugoseo geudael ango sipeoyo geudaega eotteon oteul ipeodo eotteon sarangeul…

[kaiyunsim]

Off Script — SMAU

synopsis : as co-mc’s for one of the hottest shows, you and jaehyun have perfected the art of keeping audiences entertained with your effortless banter and undeniable chemistry. off-camera, your connection deepens into a friendship that feels like it could become something more—if only one of you would take the first step.

pairing : idol!myung jaehyun x soloist gn!reader (photos will be male reader tho)

genre : fluff, angst, strangers to friends to lovers

warnings : death jokes, swearing, probably more in the future

a/n : hey guys we are BACK ! i’m in my bnd obession phase so here is a smau on them 😋

started : 28/11/24 - …

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clown subunit | boynextdoor

chapter 1 : i miss myeongdocat

chapter 2 : GUESS WHO

chapter 3 : ty co-host

chapter 4 : guest mc

chapter 5 : dream team

chapter 6 : sunjaey/n

chapter 7 : jacket stealer

chapter 8 : study session core

chapter 9 : fucked

chapter 10 : misstep

chapter 11 : ty sunghoon

chapter 12 : awkward

chapter 13 : confession

chapter 14 : jaey/n for lyfe

chapter 15 : SIMP

chapter 16 : statement

chapter 17 : therapisthoon

…

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taglist : OPEN ! (comment / send an ask to join)

@molensworld @kkurbys @bubblztaro @livingdoll-hara @desafortuno @gnusihcom @iamsimplyasimp @valenriwoo @jmclouds @l-lucas-s @bee-the-loser @regginade @zhaegon @cl4ir0l0v3r @soombee @0108s22m @skuyafj @zzstar @bellymellyyyy @academiq @tarotarosung @angelzforu @httpenhoon @pinklemonade34 @thebearchives @meoriapeuda99 @kazemiya @lisaswifey @enzstr @kukkurookkoo @s0shroe @stairstothe7th @heeheesang @sngj08 @sol3chu @lov3lyaaru @ribbeoms @amarecerasus @defnotsanni @dylanobr1ens @anormieee

[dreeamingg]

널 향한 내 마음에도 겨울이 왔다

[noramoon]

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers :3

HI MARLENE!!!!!!!!! how are you <3

this is one of the prettiest songs i’ve ever heard

my favourite thing abt ttpd is that different songs hit you at different times and not all at once and this is one of the recent ones

i’ve just been nostalgic for the musical.ly days recently so i had to add this lol 😭😭

i love la la land <3

this just makes me so incredibly sad for some reason?? idk how to explain it

this is just one of the greatest bops. very much early 2010s.

this is a xinyao song covered in one of my favourite singaporean movies!!

canto cover of material girl !!

seasonal theme <3

this one makes me cry a little bit 😭 and the harmonies!! crazy.

HELP I JUST REALISED IT SAID 5 SONGS SORRY YOU GET 10 NOW 😭😭😭

[thekpopgossip]

Indie K of the Day

Soombee "Make My Sadness a Cloud"

Happy New Year, everyone! This is my first post for 2025. Maybe I'm just in the mood for something somber, but Sombee's latest single is an absolute feast to my ears. I'm usually not a fan of rock ballads, but this one's well made. I like the slow pace, the minimal instrumental in the beginning (just a few chords being played, which seems to be her trademark). Throughout the song, there's peaks and lows, especially towards the climactic end, thanks to that amazing guitar solo. Soombee's vocal performance however almost sounds too timid, but it's also a nice contrast at the same time. If you like this one, you can check out her discography.

[en-gelic]

thanks for the tag chloe!

e - everything by the black skirts n - nothing by kiss of life g - gold dust by nct e - eighteen winter by soombee l - lowkey by niki i - ikaw pa rin by mrld c - chaconne by enhypen

tagging (no pressure): @i57berry @sincerelyrki @froggyeli ++ everyone who wants to join!

rules: pick a song for every letter of your url and tag that many people.

tagged by: @janaispunk, thank you for tagging me jana! <3

s: symptom of life by willow h: hertz by amyl and the sniffers e: echolalia by faetooth l: l'amour looks something like you by kate bush l: leikara ljóð by susanne sundfør s: swim good by frank ocean h: habibi by tamino o: orange by big thief c: cranes in the sky by solange k: kiss by mannequin pussy l: laughing song by black country, new road o: one of these things first by nick drake v: virgo's groove by beyonce e: electricity by joni mitchell

no pressure tags: @dustydaddyyy, @perotovar, @hollandweather, @sweetercalypso, @swiftispunk, @covetyou, @silkscream

[hollisonceagain]

december songs day 21: soombee - water

[leemoonya]

[soombee]

ᯓᥫ᭡. a love that came before us — han taesan ༄.ᰔᩚ

dear diary, i’m so cooked.. he’s so nice to me i could cry!!

❥・spin off of .. caught in the current of you !

ಇ. in which .. leehan fumbles the bag with you—his jealousy and indecision to make a move driving you further away. enter taesan, a man who isn’t afraid of showing you what you’ve been missing when you were wasting your time w leehan

a story of second chances —but not for leehan !! :c

ཐིཋྀ , pairing ⋆ han dongmin (taesan) x reader ( also as @ / dessi_dessi_d on ig ! )

ཐིཋྀ , genre ⋆ ex’s best friend ! taesan x healing era ! reader , flirty hehe , infatuation , BOYFRIEND TAESAN. HE’S ACTUALLY SO OBSESSED W U I CANT 👅👅 , fluff , crack , half smau + half written

ཐིཋྀ , warnings ⋆ profanity , sensitive jokes (kys, sexual, etc.)

ཐིཋྀ , status ⋆ ongoing :3

ᓚᘏᗢ taglist (open) ! @httpenhoon @tkooooop @haechology @prettiann @endtostartbreathin @1starqi @jvngw0nlvr @moonhuiz @squiishymeow @mydearyeseo @sjakewrld

note/s : mwahahahahhA I SPENT SO LONG MAKING YHE BANNER PLZ DONT TELL ME ITS BUTT 😢😢 anyways comment or um ask if u wanna be tagged :3

🪁 ch. catalogue ₍^. .^₎⟆

profiles ; same as citcoy !! + taesan’s priv :p

pr. 00 ; ho im jinja serious shibal

ch. 01 , more importantly..

ch. 02 , good (wonderful) morning

ch. 03 ,

[solplparty]

𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕 | 차분하게 듣기 좋은 잔잔한 인디노래들 : K-INDIE PICKS :: https://youtu.be/W-UHrIW2eQw 00:00 우효 (OOHYO) - 토끼탈 (TOKI TALL) 04:51 허회경 (Heo Hoy Kyung) - 그렇게 살아가는 것 (So life goes on) 08:06 김푸름 (KIM PUREUM) - 꿈이었기에 더 슬펐던 꿈 (Dream that can never be) 11:28 이영훈 (Lee Young Hoon) - 오늘의 안녕 (Hope You Are Well) 15:38 양창근 (Yang Chang Keun) - 바람 (Wish) 17:42 프롬 (Fromm) - 그런 계절이잖아요 (Breeze I Come Across) 21:03 윤현상 (Yoon Hyun Sang) - 감정이 다 무뎌져 가는 밤 (Letting go) 25:02 결 (KYUL) - 어디로 가야 (Where Do We Go) 28:19 조소정 (Jo SoJeong) - 연월 (misty moonlight) 31:23 meenoi (미노이) - 그만큼만 (faraway) 35:12 웨스턴 카잇 (Western Kite) - 하늘색 (sky blue) 38:32 강아솔 (Kang Asol) - 다 고마워지는 밤 (Thanksful Night) 42:36 데이먼스 이어 (Damons Year) - Pagan 45:24 이소 (e_so) - 둥지 (Nest) 48:18 한로로 (HANRORO) - 당신의 밤은 나의 밤과 같습니까 (Questions from our night (feat. 숨비 Soombee)) 52:12 최유��� (Choi Yuree) - 숲 (Forest) 56:00 등 (igotyourback) - 적당한 마음 (NUMB) 59:36 알레프 (ALEPH) - 사랑으로 가득하길 (May our love be like) 01:03:07 구원찬 (Ku One Chan) - 합 (Completion) 01:07:02 초승 (CHOSNG) - 여기까진가요 (Is it over here) #휴식 #잔잔한 #인디노래 #플레이리스트 - Photo : @jennierubyjane - More about MUN HWA IN ▶https://www.munhwain.kr ▶https://www.facebook.com/munhwainkr ▶https://www.instagram.com/munhwain_official/ ▶https://spoti.fi/3oph4ja (Spotify playlist) ▶http://blog.naver.com/munhwain_official ▶https://twitter.com/munhwainkr 문화인 - MUN HWA IN

[lyrics365]

당신의 밤은 나의 밤과 같습니까 (Questions from our night) (Feat. Soombee)

당신의 밤은 나의 밤과 같습니까 (Questions from our night) (Feat. Soombee)

당신의 밤은 나의 밤과 같습니까 고��하지 않는 법을 고민하는 밤 당신의 눈은 나의 눈과 같습니까 아름다운 것을 보면 눈물 나는 게 닮고 싶어서일까요 질투 나서일까요 그냥 우리가 많이 아픈 건가요 ooh ooh 답을 아십니까 몇 번의 침을 삼켜야 가시를 녹일 수 있나 혹시 우리가 많이 바란 건가요 이 이름 모를 사랑은 누구의 것인지 그대는 아 그대는 답을 아십니까

[kaiyunsim]

Off Script — chapter 14 : jaey/n for lyfe

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a/n : can you guess who that account belongs to..? also the last pic should say ‘sounds fun’ 😵😵

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taglist (open !) : comment or send an ask to be added !

@molensworld @kkurbys @bubblztaro @livingdoll-hara @desafortuno @gnusihcom @iamsimplyasimp @valenriwoo @jmclouds @l-lucas-s @bee-the-loser @regginade @zhaegon @cl4ir0l0v3r @soombee @0108s22m @skuyafj @zzstar @bellymellyyyy @academiq @tarotarosung @angelzforu @httpenhoon @pinklemonade34 @thebearchives @meoriapeuda99 @kazemiya @lisaswifey @enzstr @kukkurookkoo @s0shroe @stairstothe7th @heeheesang @sngj08 @sol3chu @lov3lyaaru @ribbeoms @amarecerasus @defnotsanni @yurisblooming @skepvids @the-belching-toe @anormieee @dylanobr1ens @missychief1404 @mimimimiaa

[soombee]

ଳ⋆｡˚𖦹 caught in the current of you — ch 10 , what are we, kim donghyun?!

warning ! mentions of suicide (sarcasm) and alcohol consumption

word count , um a lot

sorry for the long wait😢😢 i was sick all thanksgiving break 🙂🙂🙂 also lowkey by niki reference at the end heh

the message sat in your head for too long, your thumb hovering over the send button. before you could even sigh, your hands typed it out, and hit send—which would have taken more than a week for you to send if you hadn't been unstable LOL

you; hi leehan, sorry for not responding to um.. the whole thing sooner but i think i'm ready now(?) let’s talk

his reply came almost instantly-like the only thing he was made for in life was to service you

leehan; Oh of course, pretty. I've been thinking about it too Imao. I’ll be there in 10

the nickname "pretty" twisted something in your chest. it was so casually affectionate, but now it carried the weight of everything unresolved

true to his word, his car pulled up in front of your house minutes later. you hesitated as you walked toward the passenger door, wondering if this was a mistake. but when you opened the door and slid into the seat, the familiar scent of his cologne—sweet and warm—made your heart clench,

“hi,” he said softly, glancing at you as you buckled your seatbelt

“hi,” you replied, your voice quieter than you intended

he waited a beat before putting the car in drive, “where do you want to go?”

“anywhere,” you said, avoiding his gaze, “just..somewhere we can talk”

he nodded, and the two of you drove in silence, the hum of the engine and the quiet music being the only noise between you. he took you to a quiet spot by the river, a place you’d both gone to in happier times; the familiarity of it felt like a cruel joke

when he parked, neither of you moved—it all felt so awkward. he turned off the engine and the silence grew heavier

“so” he started, his voice hesitant, “what did you want to talk about?”

you stared out the window, your heart racing, “us.”

his grip on the steering wheel visibly tightening, letting out a shaky breath, “i figured..”

“i need to know, leehan,” you said, finally looking at him, “why did you push me away? why couldn’t you just let me in?”

he turned to you, his expression conflicted, “i didn’t mean to.. i—i thought I was protecting you. from me, from my mess. i thought if I kept my distance, you’d be better off”

you scoffed, the frustration bubbling u, “protecting me? by shutting me out? by making me feel like I wasn’t enough?”

“that’s not what i wanted,” he said quickly, his voice breaking, “i swear, yn. i never wanted to hurt you. i just—”

the pure oblivion in his words only made the ache in your chest even worse

“oh my GOD, leehan. you couldn’t even trust me? you couldn’t even count on me not to judge you for being so overzealous,” your voice trembling, “you didn’t even try. you made me feel like I was screaming into the void.. like—like i was standing on your street in the cold, waiting for you to just unfold your arms and let me into your warmth.”

his eyes widened, the weight of your words hitting him—finally realizing what you really went through to get here.

“you say you care,” you continued, tears brimming, “but caring isnt enough, donghyun. if you wanted me—really wanted me—you’d show me. you’d stop hiding behind your walls and show up. show me the very thing you’ve been shutting everyone else from seeing.”

his head dropped, his hands gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles turned white,

“i know,” he whispered. “i know i messed up. i know i let my own fears ruin what we had and I hate myself for it, yn. everyday, i hate myself for it” he wiped away your tears, “every passing moment i spend without you is the only thing i think of ever since we stopped talking.”

the vulnerability in his voice and how he’s still caring for you even tho there were tears rolling down his face cracked something in you, but it wasn’t enough to erase the hurt

“i forgive you,” you said after a long silence, your voice quiet but firm, “but forgiveness doesnt mean i’m ready to forget. i need time. i need space to figure out what i want”

he sighed, long and heavy, “does this mean that whatever we have won’t go any further than this?”

you shook your head, your throat tight, “i—i dont know. i just.. we cant keep doing this. let’s… let’s not talk for a while. at least not about anything other than the project.”

he nodded slowly, swallowing hard, “okay, if that’s what you need.”

you reached for his hand, “leehan… i dont hate you. i could never hate you. but you need to figure out what you want too.”

the ride back was silent, the weight of the conversation still settling between you. when he pulled up in front of your house, you paused before getting out, pausing to look at him one last time,

“i don’t want you to wait for me but, for all that this is worth, i know we can be better for each other in time.”

his lips parted but no words came out. instead, he just nodded, keeping his gaze steady

you stepped out of the car, closing the door softly behind you. as you walked up to your door, you didn’t look back though you could feel his eyes lingering on your back, you can tell that he misses you already.

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5:47 pm — aquarium of the pacific

the aquarium always brought you a strange sense of calm—the dim lighting, the sounds of water lapping against the glass, and the kaleidoscope of soft, warm colors swirling inside each tank usually quieted the noise in your mind

but today, your thoughts raced like they were trying to outpace time

you’d told yourself this visit was just for you—a moment to breathe, to distract yourself from everything hanging over your head. but even as you moved from one display to the next, your fingers twitched toward your phone. you thought about texting him again.

leehan..

somewhere between the jellyfish exhibit and the coral reef display, you decided to stop fighting the urge. you pulled out your phone and stared at the screen, your thumb hovering over his contact,

“hi leehan, i miss..” you typed, then erased it

why did this feel so hard? like you two weren’t inseparable just weeks before?

a group of children ran past, their laughter pulling you back to reality. you slid your phone back into your purse and leaned closer to the glass, watching the schools of colorful fish weave through the water. maybe you weren’t ready. maybe this day was meant to be quiet, not weighted with confrontation or confessions..

you turned a corner and paused at the catfish tank, drawn in by the sleek, shadowy figures gliding effortlessly in circles. and that’s when you saw him.

leehan..?

he was standing a few feet away, his hands shoved into his pockets, his head slightly bowed. his face, illuminated by the faint blue glow of the water, looked even sharper than you remembered. there was an undeniable sadness in his eyes as he stared at the fish, like they held all the answers he was searching for,

your breath caught in your throat.

you weren’t ready for this.

you couldn’t seem to move either.

leehan shifted, and your heart jumped as if he might turn and spot you. you ducked behind a nearby column, your mind spinning. what is he doing here..?

a part of you wanted to believe this was fate, that the universe had aligned just to pull the two of you back together. but the other part—the one still hesitant, still unsure—wanted to slip away quietly before he saw you..

minutes passed, though it felt like hours, and you finally worked up the courage to peek around the corner. he was still there, unmoving, his eyes fixated on the catfish

the silence stretched. you wondered if he would leave soon.

but then he sighed, his shoulders dropping slightly, and began to turn away.

panic shot through you.

fuck it. who cares if i’m not ready? i want to be happy, with him.

you stepped out before you could second guess yourself, your voice barely above a whisper, “leehan.”

he froze.

when he looked up, his eyes met yours, wide with disbelief, “…yn?”

the tension was palpable, thick like the water surrounding you both. for a long moment, neither of you spoke. it felt like the world had slowed, leaving only the two of you in its orbit,

“what are you doing here?” you finally asked, your voice trembling

he blinked, his expression softening slightly,

“i could ask you the same thing, haha..”

you smiled faintly, nerves bubbling to the surfacex “i needed a break, i didn’t expect to see you here on a school day”

“i didn’t expect to see you either,” he glanced down, rubbing the back of his neck, “i almost didn’t come. thought it might just make me think more about things i’ve been trying to avoid..”

his honesty disarmed you,

you took a step forward, closing the gap between your bodies and hugging him—hugging him like you would die if you let go. his body stiffened at first, not knowing what to do, not wanting to make you uncomfortable. but then his arms wrapped around you, pulling you closer to his skin.

the sound of your heartbeat drowned out everything else. the catfish swam lazily behind the glass, oblivious to the storm of emotions unraveling between you.

“i missed you,” you whispered, your voice muffled against his chest, “so much.”

leehan exhaled shakily, his hand coming up to cradle the back of your head, “you have no idea how much I missed you too.”

you pulled back just enough to look at him, your hands gripping the fabric of his jacket. his eyes, shining with something you couldn’t quite name, searched yours like he was trying to memorize every detail of this moment.

“i thought i needed time,” you said, your voice trembling. “i thought i could figure it all out on my own but.. being away from you… it only made me realize how much i—”

“don’t,” he interrupted softly, his thumb brushing against your cheek. “don’t rush into this because you feel like you have to say something. i’ve waited this long.. i can wait a little longer”

his words hit you like a wave, gentle but overwhelming.

“but what if i don’t want to wait anymore?” you asked, your voice barely audible

his lips curved into a small, disbelieving smile, “are you saying what i think you’re saying?”

you nodded, the weight of your indecision lifting as the truth finally spilled out. “i’m saying I want to try again. with you. for real this time.”

leehan let out a breathless laugh, pulling you into another embrace, “you don’t know how much I wanted to hear you say that..”

for the first time in weeks, the tension between you dissolved, replaced by a fragile hope that things might finally fall into place,

but as the two of you stood there, lost in each other, you couldn’t shake the feeling that there was still more to say, more to work through.

“leehan,” you began, pulling back slightly. “if we do this… please be honest with me. no more walls, no more second guessing.”

he nodded, his expression serious. “i promise. no more of that shit, i’m all in”

you smiled, color flushing to your cheeks, “me too”

for the first time, you felt like you were finally moving forward—together.

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