#soniaprotectionsquad

[jaskiersbeloved]

*Slaps close my computer, runs to the airport, dashes on it, lands in another country, trips, stumbles but keeps running like my life depends on it, kicks open Sonia's front door, rushes while bumping into furniture to where's she's at in the house/apartment/ whatever, and just.....HUGS THE LIVING CRAP OUT OF HER !*

*my parents are super confused but okay,shit happens, she thank gods that her room is right beside the front door and she doesn’t have much furniture in it and hugs back really tightly, felling a bit fixed, then gives her a rose from her flower crown*I JUST LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

[magnusbaneofbrooklyn]

If you're gonna tell someone to kill themselves how about you take the anonymous off and accept the consequences you ridiculous coward. I guarantee that if you were to do this again and the person you do this to does end up killing themselves, the guilt would eat you alive. Think before you type next time, you bastard.

[jaskiersbeloved]

*in comes the president of the #soniaprotectionsquad bc it seems i'm needed again* listen to me anon. i don't think you understand the difference between having fun with a friend or being actually serious about liking those ships. there's a huge difference. i resent the implication that just because you interpret something into it that CLEARLY isn't there, that you go around throwing accusations at her. when will people leave sonia alone and give her love instead of unnessecary meanness.

thanks Sandra… Geez I’m tried of this…

(psst if someone’s confused…

This happened

HERE’S an anon)

[jaskiersbeloved]

Lol. So softshumjr wrote this: "(because straight ppl only know two orientations… het or gay, there’s nothing in between)" and she is right. You probabbly are the same. All the starights are gross and doesn't understand anything about LGBTQ+. And all of you never want to learn. You are all gross. I hate you. I can't stand you. I swear the next time I'm gona see you praising Malec and I'm sure you're doing this just beceause the actors are hot I'm gonna block you, lil bitch

Wow. I mean, wow. You really made it your goal to make feel bad. And congratulations you’ve accomplished that. I can’t ignore it, sorry. 

Sorry, people who care about me but I need to stand up for myself. First of all, why won’t you come off anon? It’s considered polite to talk to people face to face, you know. And I prefer to know who I’m talking to. 

You’re accusing me of not understanding the struggle that people of the LGBTQ+ community go through every da because I’m straight. And I agree, I can only imagine. Or, just talk with my friends who are a part of the community. Oh wait, you didn’t know that I have friends in the community? Hm, why? That’s right, because you know nothing about me, jon snow. 

My parabatai is gay. The girl who takes care of me like a mother would for her daughter, is bi. Most of my tumblr friends are a part of the LGBTQ+ community. So when i’m not sure about something, or simply don’t know what something means, I ask them. I make sure to educate myself because I don’t think I could call myself a supporter if I knew only two sexualities. 

You’ve said that I like Malec just because the two actors are “hot”. Excuse you, but can you EXACTLY pin point the post, where I’ve put you under this kind of impression. Because this is why I love Malec.

What they represent for the LGBTQ+ Community

No matter what, they have each other’s back

Their story is amazing

Their love is even more amazing

I look up to them. Seriously. I hope that someday someone will love me the way they love each other.

I learn from them. Because (surprise, surprise) a straight person can learn a lot about love from a LGBTQ+ couple. 

Besides the accusation that I love this ship only because the actors are “hot” makes me think that either you’ve come across a lot of “fans” like this or you’re doing this yourself. 

I admit that both Harry and Matthew are really handsome (yes I’m going with handsome not hot, because quoting Caleb from PLL “Call the girl beautiful, not hot. She’s a person, not a cup of tea.” and that goes to the boys also, because we usually tend to forget men get oversexualized as well as women.) but I love them for what kind of people they are, how talented they are and I look up to them. I don’t like people beceause of their looks, I like them beceause of their personality and if that’s gonna change (and I strongly hope that this never will change) then feel free to punch me in the face HARD. So glad that we have this cleared out. 

You know what this whole thing remindes me of, Anon? You watch Shadowhunters right? Your hate has the same consequences like the agony rune had for Magnus. Made me relive my worst memories which in my case is being constantly bullied in primary school. You know getting thrown down the stairs or getting called a bitch for no particular reason. And I hope you are happy for making me feel even more pain.

But EVEN putting aside everything you’ve made me feel let’s talk about how your hate influences people around me, who cares about me, right?. Oh, you haven’t thought that would happen? Too bad, shame on you. 

So let’s start with the person who’s words you were trying to throw against me. @softshumjr. I don’t know if you’ve noticed but we know each other. What’s more I usually call her “mum” and she calls me “daughter”. So imagine how angry she got when I sent her a screenshot of your hate. Oh wait you’ve already seen it in her post, haven’t you? I hope you have. Beceause what you did is unforgivable. You used her words COMPLETELY OUT OF CONTEXT just to sent me hate. Wow rude af, Anon. From all ppl on tumblr you’ve chosen the worst person to use her words against me. Congratulations for your stupidity, really. 

Also you’ve made @spreadlovelikelegs feel bad. From what I know Gi felt bad even before I’ve sent the screen of your hate message in our chat. And this made her feel even worse. So wow you’ve hurt not one person but three.And I’ve almost done the worst thing I could. I’ve almost believed you that I really am this kind of person. I’ve started to blame myself for Marta’s angryness and Gi’s pain. If it wasn’t for all of the kind souls who actually care about me then I don’t know what I would have done. 

So from now on I’m shutting down anons. Marta’s right. Those anons have a bad influence on me. And I simply don’t want to be put through the pain all over again just because of who I am and what I like. I’m too tried. 

[jaskiersbeloved]

okay it has come to my attention that people are being rude to Sonia again. You see it's getting annoying because people still think they can come into my house and disrespect her? because you better get away and don't be mean to people maybe?

[jaskiersbeloved]

I don't think I need an excuse for this but you're the loveliest and sweetest you deserve everything nice 🤗🤗 so let me love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you too, Sandra!! ❤❤❤ Christ, I can’t believe you all care so much!

[jaskiersbeloved]

Don't worry honey you seem sweet and I read the fics so trust me I don't think your gross are you traumatized probs because i know I am and I know you have a sense of humor cause those were weird??? So don't worry I'm here to defend you my dear ❤️❤️

Thank you so much! And welp, that’s make a three of us, getting traumatized by some really weird ships that are out there… Have some hugs!!

[jaskiersbeloved]

This is a PSA stating that SONIA IS AMAZING and ANYONE who doesn't agree should go away. I will FIGHT you if you are mean to this precious person. Okay, that's it. 😘

Alex!! Thank you so so much!! ❤❤🙈🙈🙈

[jaskiersbeloved]

I hope all these mean people leave you alone you seem sweet and don't deserve this (btw I read some of those fics (I got them from avi) and Idk how deep into the dark web you had to go but you are bravd because those were weird.... lol ) but yes I hope everyone gets off your back

River right? I’ve seen you’re new here! Oh,I hope it’s not too overwhelming to you! So sorry about this! And thank you ❤❤ Really the power of words are incredible: it takes one word to take others down, but also one word to bring others up!

[jaskiersbeloved]

I LOVE U A WHOLE BUNCH A LOT ND UR BETTER THAN ALL THOSE NASTY ANONS IM SENDING U A BILLION HUGS 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

*hugging back billion times* JODIE THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH! I HAVE LITERALLY NO IDEA WHAT HAVE I DONE IN MY LIFE TO DESERVE ALL OF YOU BUT GOSH DO I LOVE YOU ALL!

[jaskiersbeloved]

👀

*  mrs president of the #soniaprotectionsquad

*  the most precious person in the world

*  i could give her the stars ans the Moon if she asked me to

* her blog is one of the greatest one there on tumblr

* plus super sweet, caring and beautiful (don’t fight me on this)

* i wanna hug her like 24/7

* protects me from naughty things on discord 👀👀👀

* and if you’re not following here… GO AND FOLLOW YOU’VE BEEN MISSING SO MUCH IN YOUR LIFE

send me 👀 and ill make a ‘callout’ for you!!

[jaskiersbeloved]

Okay so I'm super out of the loop.. but I heard there was drama?! Who hurt you, sweetheart? You are SUCH an incredible person and the thought of you in pain honestly breaks my heart. I feel sorry for those who can't see how amazing you are. It's truly their loss! We love you so much honey and we're always here for you! #soniaprotectionsquad

Well… Okay Sarah listen…First of all I want to thank you for such kind words. It means a lot to me, ESPECIALLY keeping in mind what happened. And what happened?I’ve wrote a post. All it said that crushes sucks. Immediately (like a few minutes ago) I’ve got an ask. Of course it was from Anon. And this is what it said:

“Lol, straights are like the worst and so you are the worst too. You deserve all of the pain you are going through. I bet your crush problem is just some whining about that this boy like some dude but you are being some bubblegum bitch and whines about it. Go kill yourself you ugly, white ass, homophobic bitch.”

So yeah. I have no idea what have I done to that person nor what made him/her so pissed. I literally don’t know. But what I know is only this I’ve started to cry so much. I haven’t expected that. I kept thinking what have I done wrong. Luckily I have good, sweet people around me who wants to protect me. My mum @softshumjr, the sweetest and the kindest @howisalexander, lovely @magnusbaneofbrooklyn, even more lovely @justalexanderlightwood, a sweetheart @spreadlovelikelegs, and the cutest @alightwood and other people from #our loft in Brooklyn. And I couldn’t be more thankful to them for that. But sadly that anon has consequences. I’m going to shut down the anon asks from my blog for a while. I don’t know for how long. I just need to rest from all of that anon hate.

I really love you all

p.s. I love that hashtag XD

p.s.2. Pleaase someone tag Gi, tumblr doesn’t love me!