#somuchpain

[mformental]

And not even in a good way. Like I went to the gym two days ago and I have spiking pains in my back when I bend over. My arm hurts even asit rests. I have weird sharp bursts of pain in my chest. My stomach hurts too. I'm so fucked.

Fuck I pushed myself too hard in the gym my whole body hurts

[ted-spankoffski69]

i'mback

howdidigetback

somuchpain somuch death

againandagainandagainandagainandagainand

hekilledme

itwashim

hekilledme

againandagainandagainandagainandagain

[lovphobic]

bonked my head on my dresser last night getting a new nightgown out (it was dark my mom was asleep) and of course it bruised but like not visibly. it definitely hurts to touch though. anyways i just lovingly headbonked cookie way too hard and right where the little bump in her skull (normal. dog thing) is so im in SOMUCHPAIN rn. yay

[teezyrapper]

https://youtu.be/IeU_m92lp5k?si=da1VhmpjiAmycUyp #music #viral #newalbum #NoLie #song #newmusic #single #Youtube #somuchpain #hiphop no lie by teezy da rapper

[magnetictapedatastorage]

i might be going to an autism speaks event... pain

[neanliter]

so how is spn going?

at least we can hope.........

[axel-meep]

tommy in tommyinnit unbeatable method of avoiding death!(its a fanfiction that is very funny and not sad hahhahaha.....) also check it out https://archiveofourown.org/works/29230860 :D

[thebestpersonherelovesbucky]

Fuck you, today. #ugh #somuchpain #wine #makeseverythingbetter https://www.instagram.com/p/B53-foQFTqOSnr3Zk73n5w_gk2OqkHvtHmnfTA0/?igshid=5tj7uddc3ewf

[randomstuffwhoevencares]

My body parts are in a state of quantum entanglement. Each part is in a different fandom but all feel the same pain.

[starryfied]

Last day at Disney, I'm a broken woman. Spent all year looking forward to this trip, twisted my ankle on the first day! The sheer agony I am in, if this is what 30 is put me down! Have loved being here again though even though it's been baltic every day 😂❄ #disneyland #30thbirthday #birthdaytrip #twistedankle #somuchpain https://www.instagram.com/p/B6z-8_Wnihl_FQA8T7gJAzGer5szboQATqjUns0/?igshid=1h7pdqws02d7s

[grahamhickups]

Like, this one still hurts... Borussia Dortmund vs. Bayern Munich. Champions League Final, 2013. 

[lookingforsunflowersinmylife]

Days merging into each other

The costochondritis has just made all my days merge into one another into a great big swirl.  I can honestly say that there are parts of the past two weeks that I can’t remember.  I know I went to see Jurassic World. I know it was at the weekend.  Don’t remember the film and I was awake through the whole thing.  

I spent the bank holiday weekend with my boys.  I remember that.  Even though they complained, they enjoyed watching the jubilee celebrations with me.  Especially when they sang/screamed Sweet Caroline.  That was my high point and I do remember it.  

I’m on so much morphine at the moment that I’m not sure where I am and what I’m doing sometimes.  When I just take my usual dose I’m ok.  It’s when I need more for the extra pain that there’s a problem.  And I’m in so much fucking pain with my chest and back at the moment it’s not even funny.  

In some ways, I think I’ve started the grieving process since my ME diagnosis.  It’s a very delayed response considering I got diagnosed a year ago but hey-ho I got there in the end.  I remember going through it when I got my Fibro diagnosis,  but this is worse.  The ME is worse.  It’s taking so much more of my life and the bits that are left over are covered in fatigue and pain and cold and flu symptoms and insomnia and my lack of temperature control and everything that comes with this fucked up illness.  

It has taken what little life I did have and chopped it in little pieces and thrown it in the wind.

I know you’re probably thinking I’m being melodramatic but this is where I am right now.

I really hope I start to feel acceptance soon cause the anger stage is pissing me off.

[the-nicaea]

I worked out... i felt if i didnt try my progress would be lost. I got hit with pain and dizzy spells this time around but i completed my arm and leg work outs before having to stop and shower. #godhelpme #somuchpain #verydizzy #timetorest

[peareadsbooks-blog]

My butt and legs hurt like crazy 'cause yesterday was leg day at the gym so here, have a photo of my cats looking high as fuck and having a conversation about the medicinal properties of catnip #catsofinstagram #somuchpain #legday #catnip