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Captain Nemo

I drew this piece in 2019, and although I can see lots of mistakes and imperfections, it's still one of my favourite artworks

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your life is not an optimization problem

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save me bitching

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hey sexy. I can tell by the frequency of your blog updates that you are once again avoiding it all

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Eat the rude

Me when I want to make an epic evil poster 🔪🩸 Alt colors under cut

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[ももえ@ mme_daigaku]

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arthur conan doyle's words

sadly i just realised there's a word limit, so the rest will be in a reblog. this is just a list i created using the genius of chatgpt, so thank him hahah. it's just a list of words prominent in arthur conan doyle's writing and in victorian dictionary in general :) i just sorted the list in alphabetical order, that's all. also, there's around 300 words, so sorry for the misinformation. here we go :)

Aberration - A deviation from what is normal or expected; often used to describe something that is unusual or unexpected.

Abstemious - Moderate in eating and drinking; often used to describe someone who practices self-restraint or frugality.

Abstruse - Difficult to understand or obscure.

Adumbrate - To give a faint or partial outline of something; often used to describe a rough or preliminary sketch.

Agglomerate - To collect or gather into a cluster or mass; often used to describe something that is densely packed or crowded.

Anachronism - A thing or person that is out of place in a particular time period; often used to describe something that is anachronistic or outdated.

Anathema - A person or thing that is cursed or greatly detested; often used to describe a feeling of intense dislike or hatred.

Anodyne - Something that relieves pain or discomfort; often used to describe a remedy or treatment that soothes or eases.

Antediluvian - Extremely old or ancient; often used to describe something that is prehistoric or from a bygone era.

Apotheosis - The highest point of development or culmination; often used to describe a person or thing that has reached the pinnacle of success.

Arcane - Secret or mysterious; often used to describe knowledge or information that is difficult to understand or access.

Arrant - Utter or complete; often used to describe something that is considered to be extreme or without reservation.

Asperity - Harshness or severity; often used to describe a rough or difficult situation or personality.

Attenuate - To weaken or reduce in strength; often used to describe something that is diminished or made less intense.

Augury - A sign or omen that is used to predict the future; often used to describe a prophetic or foreboding event.

Autodidact - A person who is self-taught; often used to describe someone who has acquired knowledge through their own efforts.

Avaricious - Having an extreme desire for wealth or material gain; greedy.

Avuncular - Kind or affectionate, like an uncle; often used to describe someone who is friendly and helpful towards younger people.

Bellicose - Inclined towards aggression or conflict; often used to describe a person or nation that is warlike or aggressive.

Bifurcate - To split or divide into two branches or parts; often used to describe a forked or divided structure.

Brobdingnagian - Extremely large or immense; often used to describe something that is colossal or gargantuan.

Cabal - A secret political clique or group; often used to describe a conspiratorial or secretive organization.

Capricious - Unpredictable or impulsive; often used to describe a person or situation that is subject to sudden or erratic changes.

Carnal - Relating to the body or physical desires; often used to describe something that is sensual or sexual in nature.

Censorious - Highly critical or fault-finding; often used to describe someone who is excessively judgmental or disapproving.

Chagrin - A feeling of embarrassment or humiliation caused by a failure or disappointment.

Chicanery - Deception or trickery, often used to gain an advantage over others.

Clandestine - Secret or hidden; often used to describe something that is kept concealed or confidential.

Cogent - Clear, logical, and convincing; often used to describe a persuasive argument or case.

Compendium - A concise summary or collection of information; often used to describe a comprehensive overview or review.

Concomitant - Accompanying or associated; often used to describe something that is closely linked or connected.

Contiguous - Touching or sharing a common boundary; often used to describe things that are adjacent or neighboring.

Contravene - To violate or go against; often used to describe a breach of rules or regulations.

Convivial - Friendly, lively, and enjoyable; often used to describe a festive or social atmosphere.

Coruscate - To sparkle or glitter; often used to describe something that shines or glistens brightly.

Coterie - A small, exclusive group of people with shared interests or tastes; often used to describe a close-knit community.

Cupidity - Greed or avarice; often used to describe an excessive desire for wealth or material possessions.

Decorous - Proper or socially acceptable; often used to describe behavior or actions that are appropriate or respectable.

Defenestration - The act of throwing someone or something out of a window; often used figuratively to describe a sudden and dramatic dismissal or removal.

Deleterious - Causing harm or damage, often in a gradual or subtle way.

Deleterious - Harmful or damaging; often used to describe something that has a negative impact on health or well-being.

Demagogue - A political leader who appeals to people's emotions and prejudices rather than their reason or intellect; often used to describe a charismatic but manipulative speaker.

Denouement - The final resolution or outcome of a story or plot; often used to describe the climax or conclusion of a narrative.

Deracinate - To uproot or remove from a place of origin; often used to describe the displacement or forced migration of people or cultures.

Desuetude - Disuse or neglect; often used to describe something that has fallen out of practice or become obsolete.

Diaphanous - Light, delicate, and transparent; often used to describe fabrics or materials that are gauzy or sheer.

Didactic - Intended to teach, particularly in having moral instruction as an ulterior motive.

Dilatory - Slow or sluggish; often used to describe someone who is procrastinating or delaying action.

Discomfiture - Embarrassment or frustration; often used to describe an uncomfortable or awkward situation.

Disparage - Regard or represent as being of little worth or value; speak of in a derogatory manner.

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There is no shame in never becoming fluent in your target language(s). Learning a new language even a little bit is great. Having the ability to communicate even a little bit is great. Learning about the culture(s) is great. You're doing great. Enjoy the experience.

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Days 6 - 10 of fish february ( ´ ▽ ` )

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“Wild Geese”, by Mary Oliver

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Guiltless release outside the line. Vent ig, don't gotta read cuz this stuff is gooey and contagious

I don't like pressure.

I feel it in the air like a tangible thing between everybody, twisting with expectations and resentment, thick with animosity and fueled by our differences.

- To be religious (the correct religion, with the correct potency) (I don't want to go to hell, I want to live my life without fearing it)

- To dress correctly (correctly gendered, correctly sized, correct correct. There is a correct way and you are not it)

- To behave the right way (normal, and don't cause problems, they have enough problems and so smile when you want to stick your head out the window and shout at the world).

You don't measure up is what I hear, even when they criticise others, I hear it said to me. The line is drawn there, right there, and I will loudly or secretly cross it every time, and I will watch everyone else tip-toe across it and close my eyes.

But I will feel bad, not enough to stay within bounds, but guilty like a sinner. Why is it there? This line. What does it do? It does not stop us from crossing it, it just makes you feel bad...

Sometimes, sometimes I feel like a carriage rather than a person. A mechanical mouth. Calculate what they want to hear and deliver it with the right tone.

I've been told it's creepy how I always know what advice to give, but it was a point of pride for me months ago. I liked helping people, it used to make me feel good.

It stopped, at the point where i became too involved, and I could not keep it up, could not bridge the distance between who I was and who I wanted to be, who I wanted the world to see.

I am out of touch.

I don't know what to say or how to act, or how I am perceived. I know nothing and I struggle to forge on with uncertainty, making mistake after mistake that I don't know to fix or apologise for. I lost the script and I don't know what their responses will be. I used to be quicker to improvise but I am too tired to perform now.

I simply don't measure up.

It is a difficult thing to confront, so I avoid that at all costs and stay within the line.

Maybe this is what everyone does, forging through uncertainty, but I liked the mechanical guarantee that everyone would like me, that I was good. I talk but I don't say anything worth hearing. I don't like myself very much.

I want to shake my head and disperse the bitter pressure in the air, when they ask me about each other or argue through the walls or say nothing but I feel it there anyway. I want it to disappear, and leave me weightless and free. I want to shout out the window.

I lost the script, and I lost control. I have become one of the talking heads, one of the shouters and shoddy apologisers, and not-good-enoughs. Do I also put pressure, push air into the boiling vat, do I make people want to shout?

We could all happily coexist, surely it is a possibility. But it does not seem open to us now.

I wish they would quit trying to change eachother and me.

I wish I could remain unchanged by it all, I wish I could be who I want to be and have it be easy, and not feel bad because I am crossing the line. I wish I had their blessing, and that everyone had eachother's blessing.

We would all be happier for it.

Yet we are not. Bad moods are pungent and good moods are hard work.

Do they need the carriage at all? Perhaps not. It has a broken wheel. I don't know what to say anymore.

The truth.

It was on my tongue: I don't like pressure...

but they asked how are you? I said I'm good, you? I'm good. It is in the air, but perhaps, only visible to me. I fear that I might tell the truth, and they will look and ask, where? I would not know what to say. I lost the script.

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Typical void sound 🖤😅

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in almost every other children's book where the main heroine is swept away to a land of whimsy she's shown having a lovely time; braving dangers occasionally, trying to find her way home, sure, but ultimately delighting in the magic around her. meanwhile alice spends her entire time in wonderland like

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https://chuffed.org/project/helpmahmoudfamily

Mahmoud is the breadwinner for his family. The price of food in Gaza is very high and the conditions are extreme. He and his family will need all the support they can get.

I'll appreciate it if anyone checks out his fundraiser where he explains his situation in more detail. Donate if you can too please. Thank you !

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[ID: meme of neji split down the middle that says "i have two sides", "they/them", "job". End ID] ID by @nejileetens

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